Do NOT go to CAMH unless you have and addiction problem. They will NOT treat you for mental health issues, they will NOT offer you any treatment options. They do NOT care. They lie to you and deal drugs without any sort of followup.
Oh, and note when I committed my "crime" [defending myself after being attacked, convicted because I used a weapon] I was on prozac, seroquel, citalopram and clonazepam. I had been taking prozac and seroquel for two weeks, and the other two had been thrown into the mix three days prior to my arrest. These drugs put me out of my mind but this was no taken into account. The court system in Canada is HORRIBLE [as well as the mental health system]. Note, CAMH is dangerous.
I ended up being convicted of my crimes, and subsequently ordered to mental health treatment. I spent six months on 13 different types of medication [that I had to pay for out of pocket, total cost just over $1200]. I have been told I am depressed, have anxiety issues, have borderline personality disorder, bi-polar disorder and schizophrenia. While I am force dot take medication and recieve treatment none of this apparently related to these crimes I was convicted for.
I feel ya. I've been admitted to countless hospitals and sent home. I ended up in jail over something and as a result of the crown attorney stating that I was mentally ill I was left in 24 hour solitary confinement for 15 days. I was locked in an 8x10 room, with no mattress, no clothes [because I could kill myself with clothes] and the lights on 24 hours a day. I was not allowed to use a plastic spoon to eat as they felt I was too crazy to be given a plastic spoon so I had to eat with my hands.
There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced before. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
sorry theseasoniscalling for swearing in your responses but I hate it when people do that! You are so brave to be talking about all off this in your first video :)
Jesus fucking christ take the microphone out of your mouth you over medicated crazy bitch. "One day I took my cutting too far" LMFAO!!!!! That's like saying "One day I took my meth too far" God damn quit wallowing in your unjustifiable misery and finish the job already, you want to, I want you to, utoob wants you to, and your parents want you to too. Just do it!
@GooGobbler113 u fucking ass whipper get the fuck off of utube! u watchd the video so u must have been lookn 4 somethng like ths! It's like watchn SouthPark and complainin bcus it's offnciv! And the fact tht u wld advocat sum1 killn thmselves only proves my point that U ARE AN IDIOT who hasn't been through ANYTHING in thr lives worth getting upset over! If you knew how it felt you would be supportn her and praisn hr 4 being brave! I'm sick of snivelling rat bastard mother fuckrs like u on utube!
@TKDrocks15 I'm sorry, see, I speak English. I'm not sure what language you prefer to use simply because I have never seen any spelling which resembles what you're responding to me with. If ever in the future you learn English and how to use it with any logical, grammatical order to your words, I invite and welcome you to engage me in a conversation or discussion. Until then, enjoy your inferior language and intelligence ;)
I agree with the points you said here. as a cutting survivor, i personally hate having to explain my arms and body every time i go to the doctors office. it's like, one wrong word and you're crazy. i have to think hard and try my best to not say the wrong thing. i hate it all!
Pacific South Western Advocates in Victoria BC recommends the Canadian Federal government audit various ER's and mental health centers that detain and drug citizens of Canada. So many being turned away, so who then are they detaining? the results may be alarming!
but like... when i tried did i was talking to a friend and they called the police and they came and basically saved me... but whats really screwed up is they FORCED me to get help... and MADE my parents pay 20,000 bucks... and my parents insurance wouldn't cover it.... so basically my parents who dont even have that money have to try and find a way to pay it because our insurance. so katdanmo2, FUCK YOU because your not the victim of this. so its not your place to speach 'shit head'
then its back to your room for another thirty min and after that you go to like a story time/ group encouragement and then you have free time for like an hour or if everyone was well behaved then you got like 2 hours of free time then you go to dinner have more free time and go to bed at like 10 then they do a regular checkup on your heart rate and blood pressure, that was at strong hospital in Rochester NY and even tho i actually tried to kill myself my parents had to pay 20,000 dollars for it
hey. i actually went to the hospital for attempted suicide last Christmas break and when i went to the hospital it was actually quite a bit more social... like you basically woke up and ate breakfast at like 9 or so then had a group activity with the other patients and then you would go back to your room for like thirty min then you would go eat lunch with all the other patients. and after lunch you would do another activity and it was always either music or art based.
I understand this...very very well. I only got into one treatment, and I was there for about...hm, 6-7 months. It's called MATC (Manitoba Adolescent Treatment Center)...I don't know where you live in Canada, but if you're close I highly reccomend that place. It was really really great for me...I'm not all better or anything, I know it takes more than that. But it definately helped me a lot. Also, I didn't have to pay a cent.
A sick person does not reflect a sick society jack ass. Ther eare sick peple allover the world shit head! There are lack of doctors in Canada. Specially the specialists. we have the best health care around the world.YOu do not need an insurace to go see a doctor in Canada!
The government reflects the poeple. If people are lazy, then they create a system for that. The pharmicutical. Because people don't want to do the research for their health and see what they are actually eating. If people are mean pieces of shit, and we actually realize that we all are, then maybe we would not really need a government!
The individual does not exist. How selfish of them to interfere with the collective.
Yep. The medical knowledge has no way of curing society. You should be blaming eveyone around you. This is the problem of a country.. or even a globalist problem. The politicans are as stagnant as the rolalty they replaced. the left and right hands of the state took over. The Tories and liberals, who only support one thing. Industries. This includes any form of major social industry like school and medicine.
That is your problem! You are the ones that ultimately make them go through a living hell. Pretentious shits! Telling people how to live. You love democracy don't you, push you fucking socialist agenda down other people throats. It gives you the ability. Shit fucker.
yeah and even if you try to kill yourself sometimes they really dont give a shit either. I'd say forget about trying to get help from them and try getting help from friends who are always there for you or family. You should make more videos!
ive herd that other peopple have that the same problem of not being able to get help unless they try to kill themselves. isnt prevention important? its one of the most upsetting things ive ever heard. i would love to work with/start a program that helps people for the sake of helping them
i remeber once i forgot a therapy appointment and when it was rescheduled it only lasted 20 minutes and was charged twice as much
i have called the kids helpphone before and the same thing happend to me.They say there are up 24/7 but they really are not helping teens who are at crisis.
Thanks for sharring your story . I am from Canada and I am a addicated to cutting .I also a teen and.And there is more than 10% self injuries in Canada probally 70% .I thaought Alberta had free coverage for health care but they dont cover for your mental health which is fucken insane.Arent they spouse to help you ?? I think they do not have any awarness about this addciation.The doctors had no right to lock you up in a room by your self.You expect the doctors to help you whith your health.
canada is very cold, life here looks fine but beleive me its one the worst place to leave. I wish quebec take florida with a massive invasion becose this place is a waste when its not summer
Hi, Young lady, You are very brave, and articulate. sorry You don't get the help and suport You need, and deserve. Here in England, there are many self help group's, and service user forum's, which also, work with professional.s to identify and provide better services. 9service user involvment''). the benefit of meeting like minded people is the mutual support and understanding. across all Mental Health Issues. Have You thought of running Your own group? I have P.T.S.D. poeticpaul
hey seen you video and from what i see your a really smart girl and your right they really dont seem to care about people like us, the world is all about money,and it needs to stop
people are dyin everyday and they need real help.God bless i will prey for you sweetie.. live love never die...
Thanks for having the guts to speak out on your problems. There is hope to recover from self injury, I did after 15 years, anyone can. Message me for more info. Yeah most doctors dont know how to treat it, find one that does, and stick with them.
i just got out of the hospital for cutting and am now in outpatient day treatment...i live in minnesota and still cut and want help.i hate my life and am planning my suicide...please help me,talk to me be my friend.thnx
Exactly. Third grade, too bad society doesn't weed out coersive shits in grade three, instead of society promoting it. People who think they are better than you. The arrogance. Arrogance is an infantile state of consciousness. Most never grow out of it. All industries are sustained by it.
Wow, guess I won't move to Canada, afterall. This is frightening, but probably why Americans do not want nationalized medicine - which is called welfare, here.
i am with you on this. i'm also in canada, BC. i've had a lot of similar things happen..i once called the crisis line and no one answered..and the hospital is a whole different issue. they didn't even admit me when i did overdose..gave me charcoal then sent me home. interested in signing my petition for better mental health in canada?
So So True. Thank you For Sharing this With Us. I Cannot Fathom how Healthcare costs so much in North America. Look at Cuba, FREE HEALTHCARE, and it's a fucking communist Country. Sheesh Luise, and I have to give props to the UK (as in Williams Post) for making a Free Healthcare system. I Say We Burn the Insurance Companies located in the U.S. and Canada. Or At Least do something to Make Healthcare free.
that is really harsh what they did to you , about you in the room for 3 days.ppl are so harsh in this world.
i myself is depressed and cut and bruise myself. there should be free help for this. i really liked your video and all you say is very true points and it sould be changed.
im glad u shared this with us...just next time dont have the mic so close cuz u were really fuzzy...but other that...thank u for sharing
punkybrewster2121 3 weeks ago
this is happending here in fl usa too
mommaforg 8 months ago
Do NOT go to CAMH unless you have and addiction problem. They will NOT treat you for mental health issues, they will NOT offer you any treatment options. They do NOT care. They lie to you and deal drugs without any sort of followup.
SomeEverydayNobody 1 year ago
Oh, and note when I committed my "crime" [defending myself after being attacked, convicted because I used a weapon] I was on prozac, seroquel, citalopram and clonazepam. I had been taking prozac and seroquel for two weeks, and the other two had been thrown into the mix three days prior to my arrest. These drugs put me out of my mind but this was no taken into account. The court system in Canada is HORRIBLE [as well as the mental health system]. Note, CAMH is dangerous.
SomeEverydayNobody 1 year ago
I ended up being convicted of my crimes, and subsequently ordered to mental health treatment. I spent six months on 13 different types of medication [that I had to pay for out of pocket, total cost just over $1200]. I have been told I am depressed, have anxiety issues, have borderline personality disorder, bi-polar disorder and schizophrenia. While I am force dot take medication and recieve treatment none of this apparently related to these crimes I was convicted for.
SomeEverydayNobody 1 year ago
I feel ya. I've been admitted to countless hospitals and sent home. I ended up in jail over something and as a result of the crown attorney stating that I was mentally ill I was left in 24 hour solitary confinement for 15 days. I was locked in an 8x10 room, with no mattress, no clothes [because I could kill myself with clothes] and the lights on 24 hours a day. I was not allowed to use a plastic spoon to eat as they felt I was too crazy to be given a plastic spoon so I had to eat with my hands.
SomeEverydayNobody 1 year ago
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There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced before. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
mdcombs79 1 year ago
I think we should go on strick
19w1 1 year ago
sorry theseasoniscalling for swearing in your responses but I hate it when people do that! You are so brave to be talking about all off this in your first video :)
TKDrocks15 1 year ago
Jesus fucking christ take the microphone out of your mouth you over medicated crazy bitch. "One day I took my cutting too far" LMFAO!!!!! That's like saying "One day I took my meth too far" God damn quit wallowing in your unjustifiable misery and finish the job already, you want to, I want you to, utoob wants you to, and your parents want you to too. Just do it!
GooGobbler113 1 year ago
@GooGobbler113 u fucking ass whipper get the fuck off of utube! u watchd the video so u must have been lookn 4 somethng like ths! It's like watchn SouthPark and complainin bcus it's offnciv! And the fact tht u wld advocat sum1 killn thmselves only proves my point that U ARE AN IDIOT who hasn't been through ANYTHING in thr lives worth getting upset over! If you knew how it felt you would be supportn her and praisn hr 4 being brave! I'm sick of snivelling rat bastard mother fuckrs like u on utube!
TKDrocks15 1 year ago
@TKDrocks15 I'm sorry, see, I speak English. I'm not sure what language you prefer to use simply because I have never seen any spelling which resembles what you're responding to me with. If ever in the future you learn English and how to use it with any logical, grammatical order to your words, I invite and welcome you to engage me in a conversation or discussion. Until then, enjoy your inferior language and intelligence ;)
GooGobbler113 1 year ago
I agree with the points you said here. as a cutting survivor, i personally hate having to explain my arms and body every time i go to the doctors office. it's like, one wrong word and you're crazy. i have to think hard and try my best to not say the wrong thing. i hate it all!
falleninto 1 year ago
Gosh i think that depression in teenagers is more like 65 percent
ztecxcore 2 years ago
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ClawsoftheEther 2 years ago
Pacific South Western Advocates in Victoria BC recommends the Canadian Federal government audit various ER's and mental health centers that detain and drug citizens of Canada. So many being turned away, so who then are they detaining? the results may be alarming!
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broadpowers 2 years ago
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nobody cares about your life story dumb emo fuck, this is her video not yours
retardjamie 2 years ago
but like... when i tried did i was talking to a friend and they called the police and they came and basically saved me... but whats really screwed up is they FORCED me to get help... and MADE my parents pay 20,000 bucks... and my parents insurance wouldn't cover it.... so basically my parents who dont even have that money have to try and find a way to pay it because our insurance. so katdanmo2, FUCK YOU because your not the victim of this. so its not your place to speach 'shit head'
dansandwitch 2 years ago
then its back to your room for another thirty min and after that you go to like a story time/ group encouragement and then you have free time for like an hour or if everyone was well behaved then you got like 2 hours of free time then you go to dinner have more free time and go to bed at like 10 then they do a regular checkup on your heart rate and blood pressure, that was at strong hospital in Rochester NY and even tho i actually tried to kill myself my parents had to pay 20,000 dollars for it
dansandwitch 2 years ago
hey. i actually went to the hospital for attempted suicide last Christmas break and when i went to the hospital it was actually quite a bit more social... like you basically woke up and ate breakfast at like 9 or so then had a group activity with the other patients and then you would go back to your room for like thirty min then you would go eat lunch with all the other patients. and after lunch you would do another activity and it was always either music or art based.
dansandwitch 2 years ago
I understand this...very very well. I only got into one treatment, and I was there for about...hm, 6-7 months. It's called MATC (Manitoba Adolescent Treatment Center)...I don't know where you live in Canada, but if you're close I highly reccomend that place. It was really really great for me...I'm not all better or anything, I know it takes more than that. But it definately helped me a lot. Also, I didn't have to pay a cent.
DinosaurPanic 2 years ago
A sick person does not reflect a sick society jack ass. Ther eare sick peple allover the world shit head! There are lack of doctors in Canada. Specially the specialists. we have the best health care around the world.YOu do not need an insurace to go see a doctor in Canada!
katdanmo2 3 years ago
The government reflects the poeple. If people are lazy, then they create a system for that. The pharmicutical. Because people don't want to do the research for their health and see what they are actually eating. If people are mean pieces of shit, and we actually realize that we all are, then maybe we would not really need a government!
The individual does not exist. How selfish of them to interfere with the collective.
A sick individual reflects a sick society.
motina10 3 years ago
Yep. The medical knowledge has no way of curing society. You should be blaming eveyone around you. This is the problem of a country.. or even a globalist problem. The politicans are as stagnant as the rolalty they replaced. the left and right hands of the state took over. The Tories and liberals, who only support one thing. Industries. This includes any form of major social industry like school and medicine.
motina10 3 years ago
I feel the same way on this subject! Ur so right in this video! Henry The Eighth
CUTTERNOCUTTING313 3 years ago
I think that you need Jesus. I made a video about finding hope through Him. I hope this helps.
americanpatriot91101 3 years ago
Jesus.....pfft...
Unheil978 3 years ago
shut up you can't say anything, if you go to hell not my problem.
sssssaaaammmm 3 years ago
Hmm thanks for condemning me...ill save you a seat
Unheil978 3 years ago
That is your problem! You are the ones that ultimately make them go through a living hell. Pretentious shits! Telling people how to live. You love democracy don't you, push you fucking socialist agenda down other people throats. It gives you the ability. Shit fucker.
motina10 3 years ago
lets just keep our beliefs to oursleves i take back what i said, but really come theres really no need to fight with people we dont know. okay?
sssssaaaammmm 3 years ago
yeah and even if you try to kill yourself sometimes they really dont give a shit either. I'd say forget about trying to get help from them and try getting help from friends who are always there for you or family. You should make more videos!
BleedingScarlet666 3 years ago
As a fellow Canadian I can Only say SORRY!!
zeindaman 3 years ago
ive herd that other peopple have that the same problem of not being able to get help unless they try to kill themselves. isnt prevention important? its one of the most upsetting things ive ever heard. i would love to work with/start a program that helps people for the sake of helping them
i remeber once i forgot a therapy appointment and when it was rescheduled it only lasted 20 minutes and was charged twice as much
good luck!
kelsoh7 3 years ago
I went to the hospital couple days ago they just kept me for a night. On sucidal watch. I just wanted help to stop cutting.Canada sucks
AsmaaJama22 3 years ago
this was great i have the same prob
emoblondieXxX 3 years ago 2
sorry but I soo dissagree with you Here in Calgary I can get help from a mental hospital free of charge
AsmaaJama22 3 years ago
i have called the kids helpphone before and the same thing happend to me.They say there are up 24/7 but they really are not helping teens who are at crisis.
AsmaaJama22 3 years ago
Thanks for sharring your story . I am from Canada and I am a addicated to cutting .I also a teen and.And there is more than 10% self injuries in Canada probally 70% .I thaought Alberta had free coverage for health care but they dont cover for your mental health which is fucken insane.Arent they spouse to help you ?? I think they do not have any awarness about this addciation.The doctors had no right to lock you up in a room by your self.You expect the doctors to help you whith your health.
AsmaaJama22 3 years ago
canada is very cold, life here looks fine but beleive me its one the worst place to leave. I wish quebec take florida with a massive invasion becose this place is a waste when its not summer
poweressen 3 years ago
Hi, Young lady, You are very brave, and articulate. sorry You don't get the help and suport You need, and deserve. Here in England, there are many self help group's, and service user forum's, which also, work with professional.s to identify and provide better services. 9service user involvment''). the benefit of meeting like minded people is the mutual support and understanding. across all Mental Health Issues. Have You thought of running Your own group? I have P.T.S.D. poeticpaul
poeticpaul 3 years ago 2
hey seen you video and from what i see your a really smart girl and your right they really dont seem to care about people like us, the world is all about money,and it needs to stop
people are dyin everyday and they need real help.God bless i will prey for you sweetie.. live love never die...
Odiexl 4 years ago
Thanks for having the guts to speak out on your problems. There is hope to recover from self injury, I did after 15 years, anyone can. Message me for more info. Yeah most doctors dont know how to treat it, find one that does, and stick with them.
stopselfinjury 4 years ago
i just got out of the hospital for cutting and am now in outpatient day treatment...i live in minnesota and still cut and want help.i hate my life and am planning my suicide...please help me,talk to me be my friend.thnx
channabanana13 4 years ago
obviously you cared enough to watch it, and obviously you cared enough to waste both of our times by sharing your third grade response.
theseasoniscalling 4 years ago
Exactly. Third grade, too bad society doesn't weed out coersive shits in grade three, instead of society promoting it. People who think they are better than you. The arrogance. Arrogance is an infantile state of consciousness. Most never grow out of it. All industries are sustained by it.
motina10 3 years ago
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why are you telling people this?
no one FUCKEN cares
JuliannaHindemith 4 years ago
Wow, guess I won't move to Canada, afterall. This is frightening, but probably why Americans do not want nationalized medicine - which is called welfare, here.
Addydawn 4 years ago
i am with you on this. i'm also in canada, BC. i've had a lot of similar things happen..i once called the crisis line and no one answered..and the hospital is a whole different issue. they didn't even admit me when i did overdose..gave me charcoal then sent me home. interested in signing my petition for better mental health in canada?
justagurl23 4 years ago
So So True. Thank you For Sharing this With Us. I Cannot Fathom how Healthcare costs so much in North America. Look at Cuba, FREE HEALTHCARE, and it's a fucking communist Country. Sheesh Luise, and I have to give props to the UK (as in Williams Post) for making a Free Healthcare system. I Say We Burn the Insurance Companies located in the U.S. and Canada. Or At Least do something to Make Healthcare free.
askapalaphagy 4 years ago 5
strong video, just keep some distance between you and the mic.
dottdwithhearts 4 years ago 2
i enjoyed listening to what you have to say. more vids soon?
sonofpissjuice 4 years ago
that is really harsh what they did to you , about you in the room for 3 days.ppl are so harsh in this world.
i myself is depressed and cut and bruise myself. there should be free help for this. i really liked your video and all you say is very true points and it sould be changed.
eternity6982 4 years ago
Bumber sorry to hear that, luckaly in the Uk we got a national health service so its all free.
williamwallace100ft 4 years ago
That's what you say now.
motina10 3 years ago