Shelby, this makes me cry every fucking time, i just wanted to tell you that you have had an impact on my life completely. the shit i was going through at the time you made this was horrible.. I don't care what people say, you're the most beautiful-est girl iv ever seen in my life, you dont/didnt need the shit you are/we're going through. you don't deserve it at all. hun, youre gorgeous, and to be completely honest, id love to be friends with you.
honestly; she isn't looking for attention at all, i barley know the girl, but i know for sure, that this video is legit, not for attention at all . So don't assume shit, because it honestly gets you know where's. Shelby, you're honestly amazing (:
I've watched this half a dozen times now atleast, and ive almost cried everytime... your the most amazing,strongest, bravest most beautiful person ever!
@KiiLF33Dx seriously? I went to school with this girl and I think she's probably one of the bravest and strongest people I've ever come in contact with. Don't be ignorant. Your comment only makes YOU look like the one desperate for attention. Couldn't be less classy if you tried...
@shellbybuckley stay strong. I subscribed to you and I want you to know that I think you're an amazing, beautiful person :) dont pay attention to stupid people. they're stupid and just looking for attention ;)
how can a human even post something hateful on this? that's just a disgrace to humanity, my god. this video is beautiful, inspirational, and certainly not a lie, holy. anyway, i'm happy you made this video, i've watched it 3 times so far, it's just incredible. I don't think we have ever actually met, but i'm so proud, this is such a uplift to life, make you really notice how you can make it through anything, and life goes on <3 Also, if you ever need anything at all, I'm just a message away (:
Hey, i dont know you but a friend posted this on facebook. I just wanted to say that you're amazing, and so so brave. I know im basically repeating what everyone else has said, but that's 'cause it's true. I've been through simular stuff, and personally one of the hardest parts of it all is people not believing you, so can people just think before they say these things? Anyway, not going to waste my remaining characters on them losers! This video really helped me, thankyou, wish you the best.xxx
i think you are so brave doing this and it was really emotional watching this! you are a lovely girl! dont self harm:/..its not good.. i have had some rough times in my life and im going through some now but i think of all the good things i have in my life and they help me pull through!:)xx
I decided to go back and read what people had to say about this video some ignorant; most positive feedback. I had to quit reading because the ignorance was starting to get to me and no I'm not going to comment on the terrible things they had to say; for one lots have had done enough for me already, ahah. two, we're better than that for those who have argued I respect that but the honest truth you're not getting anywhere with them your niceness and love toward Shelbz isn't going to change their
I dont know if youll see this message, or even care to read, but please do.
Im here for you. I know you dont know me and you wont trust me. but please try. Im turning 16 in february, so Im around your age :) Ive had many friends who have been suicidle. Ive got them all out of it. You seem super strong to me, thats awesome :) Im proud of you. Your beautiful, your pretty, your gorgeous. Im sorry for the things that have happened in the past, I truly am. Give me a christmas present. let me talk w
Hey Shellby! You really remind me of myself and all i've been through. You're an inspiration and you really made me smile. Thank you so much for this video. I dont know you, but i luv you. : )
i can relate, this video made me cry so much. but your such a strong person for making it through all that dont listen to anyone who says they dont believe in you -3
i went through very similar things, and had the same feelings and reactions for years of my life, the 'reactions' are all scars now and the only reason i was able to get a different perspective on life was because i found someone who made my past not matter anymore, i wouldnt be here today if it wasnt for them! no matter who it is, a friend, a doctor, a counseller, it will not go away without proper help, even till this day they are still helping me through! P.S.- your a hero in your hometown!
So much drama in ur life much like mine death all around me 3 of my bf shot right by me anxiety has kept me from school for 3 years now I've felt pain ice felt cold deep space of lifelessness and I love u -3 for making this video pm me if u want to chat get both:) our minds off te terrible stuff and just chill and talk about whatever
Wow, Shelby you have gone through so much but your still so young. But don't worry because in the end things will be better for sure. And if it hasn't gotten better then be patient because you haven't reached the end which will be just around the corner.
I just want to thank you for gathering the courage for posting this video. It's not easy to tell people your story, let alone post it on the internet.
Making this video is very bold, don't let what people say get to you. People always talk way more than they listen, alot of people had no idea what troubled you from your past. I didn't. I apologize for judging you before even getting to know -you. It wasn't fair of me.
God knows my past was nothing near spectacular. I've created voids for certain parts of my life, because things were so miserable. I hope you help alot of people realize, that they're worth so much more than they believe.♥
I'm so sorry to hear about this Shelby, I honestly hope that things have gotten better for you.
I just wanted to say that I know how you feel. I may have had things happen to me in my life, not as bad as what you have been through, but if you EVER need a friend to lean on, I WILL be there for you.
Keep your head up girl, and know that you should always be able to turn to someone for help, or just for a talk.
This is the third christmas without my dad, and I am glad there are people in the world like you, not a bunch of fucking haters that wish they could have courage, strenth and most defenatly beauty like you. Don't ever try to kill yourself again, because all the people in the world would loos one beautiful little lady. Remeber we need some nice people out there who understand.
Hey, my name is shelby too, my dad is in prison right now, don't exactly know why. I am ten years old, and saw this video on facebook. I know what I am going through is not as serious, but it is alot to process when you are ten. I beleive the hell you are going through and i know that people putting hatefull coments on your youtube page, well they are just not gona acomplish anything.
Kepp your head up! your really beautiful and strong.
no offence to you, but i been through the same bullshit as you and im not fucking making videos of it, you need to grow up, your young what do you think the rest of your life is going to be like? you have a shit ton of people who support you as it is, if you had half of the problems you say you have you would be happy because once you get to such a low point in your life which you cleary hit if your info is acurate youd be fucking happy for what you got.
stop for a sec and read this u people who hate just hate because none of this stuff happens to u and u think it never will but i have news 4 u, no life is perfect or ever will be u people hate because u like to make people feel smaller then you some of u guys hate because u have been hurt and want to feel big but that does not mean that u have to make people feel ugly or bad to do so this girl has gone through a lot of shit and if ur hating on her ur just making her feel even worse.!
I honestly cried. The emotion on your face, the emotion in your words. I've never felt this. You have inspired me, you've made me want to continue living. Thank you. Thank you so much..
Thankyou Shelby , i would have never thought that your life was that horrible in your pictures you look so happy & beautiful but i guess noone ever knows what's going on behiend closed doors. You made me realize something tonight shelby , thankyou.
I know you either didn't want me to watch this , or hoping I was one of the people who watched this first . But I will always believe in you , you will always be my role model because in my eyes you are beautiful, smart, amazing, and hilarious ! I will not follow the bad steps though so you will hopefully be proud of me . Love : Michaela your neice .
What you did here was beautiful, you deserve every bit of confidence you can get and the every decent person that sees this shall be backing you. I think it's just completely wonderful that you have the courage to post this and admit what happened.
All the traumas you've been through are behind you, no one can tell you that you are any less than a wonderful girl.
@VictoriousChaos I could create a series of videos detailing exactly why I'm fucked up, only my videos would be based on RE FUCKING ALITY, and I'm not out attention whoring it up because that wouldn't fix fucking anything, use some godamn logic. she bullied the fuck out of plenty of people and was a popular bitch her whole life, maybe if she were actually raped it would be different.
I hope you choke on a bag of dicks you piece of shit, people out there actually have been raped and you are fucking mocking them. You fucked up Rory, how's that for bullying you bitch? raped? More like ra-payed.
@lmaoking Leave her alone you fucking waste of space. She had the courage to post this so she could show people that they aren't alone, not so that fuck ups like you could rip on her and say that she is lying. You don't know her, so don't try to act like you know all about her. People like you don't deserve common courtesy, but i'll put this as nicely as i can: Would you kindly go fuck yourself and leave Shelby, and those of us who care about her alone?
I've never seen this kind of depression before, if i knew you personally i'd help you through this or at least try too. Somewhere in your life your going to find someone that sees you for who you are and respect you and care for you no matter what. As a kid i was told "God has a plan for everyone" i'm 15 and i've lived through that phrase my whole life... you should to. you can make it through this i promise
she wouldn't make anything like this up .. like really though.
getthe fluk over it as i already said she was nice enough to show us her story .. it's such a touching story and you guy's shoudn't be making all these negative comment's on here .. half the people on here probably don't know her and this is no way too treat a beautiful young lady !!l
to all the people saying that this is fake and bad stuff about her ... grow up.!
why does EVERYONE HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING NEGATIVE my friend killed herself last year b.c her moms bf was raping her n i dont think shes doing it for attention i think she wants to be heard! hang in there shelby, email me if you need someone to talk too ill be here freedom.morin@hotmail.com
@afitt92 Just because I model doesn't mean I have confidence. I model in hopes to get confidence. I want to be able to walk around, being proud of who I am. Yes, I did get raped. I don't want to count that as losing my virginity. I don't want to have to say "my moms old boyfriend took my virginity." That's not something someone should have to say. And yes, I realize I'm young. I realize I still have a lot of shit to go through, but I never said I didn't.
@afitt92 Also, another thing, if you actually talked to me instead of judging what you see, you would realize I'm not all cocky like you would expect me to be. Do you know how many people knew what I was actually like til this video came out? Basically none. Don't judge someone on how they look and how they act.
@afitt92 you consider being raped losing your virginity?? I don't see how you can dismiss the things that have been forced upon her so easily and then say life is just going to get harder.. I'm sorry but things like being raped and having a father who raped your sister like are extremely traumatic experiences. I wonder what you are trying to gear her up for that would be so much harder? what, not being able to pay bills? college? What? Why would you go out of your way to tear her down?
@afitt92 im pretty sure if you were raped you wouldn't count that as loosing your virginity, if anything, all she wants to do is forget about it, your just ignorant.
@afitt92 i kinda want to punch you in the face for what you just said. yes her life will probably get more difficult. so im calling you a load of bullshit, to use your words so you wont take offense to that... also, i cried when i saw you cry, and thta usually doesnt happen to me. it took alot of guts for you to post this video, and i have to say, it was amazing. keep your head up girl!
@afitt92 really she been through all this and you call it bullshit and she said before she does not think of being rape as losing her virginity would you If you really
think she lying do not watch it And stop making these comments on it and leave her alone just back off and grow up
@afitt92 Shut the hell up, this video was anything but bullshit. I don't know who Shellby is but I think she is amazing and brave to make this video. I think you need to learn some respect, and some proper spelling while you're at it.. Seriously though, you can find better things to do with your time than sit on the computer like a coward saying these horrible things.Shellby, I hope things get better for you.. You said that the we are beautiful, and worth it, well so are you. Never forget that.
@afitt92 seriously, if shes lying about all this, then she should feel guilty for it, but if shes not, you should feel like shit, you dont have to go through any of this and if you did, im pretty sure, getting judged AFTER you were trying to let people know what you went through to try to get some help from others, you'd feel horrible.
All you are is a rude person, she just wants to be heard. She didnt kill herself yet cause she thought maybe she had a little more hope, your killing that hope...
Just goes to show that no matter how much someone goes through so much bad, they do come out a better person and with a inspirational story to tell, you're a strong girl and i wish you all the best <3
i would listin for hours on end you seem like a great person and people who bully you shoudnt be proud of you they are.. out of there grey crowd you stand out in colour and heartful and they hate that because thats something that they cant reach bottom line your amazing
Keep on keeping on Shelby, always know that you have supporters!! Never ever give up, and always try to be optimistic! I wish you much love and peace :)
this is really made me realize what life was all about, i mean like i thought my life was hell, but watching this, made me realize , that compared to you, my life wasnt hell at all. like i see you everyday walking around at school, and i would never in my life even think you went through. i like had tears in my eyes, and it takes a lot for that to happen. im so glad you didnt kill your self !! and you are loved. ♥♥ stay strong
you have my utmost respect for having the courage to post this video. you're a beautiful, strong person. and you shouldn't let anyone change your mind. EVER. the past is the past -- make the best of your future ♥♥
I don't know if you'll see this but I remember seeing you once and the next day someone posted on your wall and I clicked your name and recognized your face. You are gorgeous Shelby. Im still crying about this . my problems aren't as big as yours , I'm younger than you and have suffered less than you but I'm scared . so scared of similar things that have happened to me . i look up to you so much , i heard someone talking about you once and didn't think to speak up .i want to now</3
I think this video is sweet, sincere, and courageous. Don't ever stop being afraid to tell your story, and don't ever be afraid to create a more positive one! Life is a story but it's the only story where the characters can change the end for the better ;)
I was crying when i seen this Your a strong girl And do not take any of the negative comments you get on here you been through thing you never should had went through and even if you had rough patch your still here and still strong no matter what anyone says <3
@062510SCLC being raped would tear your hymen. She didn't willingly have sex. It wasn't her choice. It was something that was forced upon her. It is perfectly ok for her to still have considered herself a virgin. If a boy was anally raped as a child should he no longer consider himself a virgin?
You are beautiful, you don't deserve what you went through. Coming from someone that went through every single thing you said except for one, you can get through it. Those cuts will soon be scars. i can see just from this video how strong you are. Good luck, and enjoy the rest of your life,<3.
I'm probably not the only one who got emotional watching this video. This was so inpirational. You're beautiful, don't let anyone ever get you down. You are so brave for uploading this to youtube, willing to help millions of others who open up to you. This could save someones life. Your so strong <3.
You are such a beautiful girl. And not just because of your face, but because of your words and your courage. I have also been battling with depression since I was in 5th grade or so. I've been bullied constantly, manipulated, I've also been labeled as "weird".that messes you up. Bad. But you have to courage to stand up&inspire people with your story & your beautiful words. Thank you for giving me hope&I'm sure I'm not the only one you've given that to. You're beautiful. Good luck in your life.
Holy Shelby, I have told you you are beautiful multiple times! And it is so true. Honeslty we have talked once and you are the sweetest! (: I am always here for you ! - Cassidy MacIvor
Shelby ; this is speehless ; your beautiful inside and out !
your very strong for posting this ! whoever that person up there is saying all that stuff is just rude .. and self centered !
you were nice enough to share your story they don't have a right to call you a "lying bitch" okk just don't listen too that comment c; .. thank you for sharing this beautiful story , it was probably hard . so once again thank you !
@Imaoking How do you know that this isnt real? How do you know you didnt just make her situation worse by calling her an attention hogging, lying bitch? How do we know that YOU arent the attention hogging, lying bitch?
She had the strength to do this. She told everyone her story because no one else would listen to her. I bet you don't tell youtube why you're fucked up because you don't have the courage. Hell, I don't have to courage. Shut the fuck up. That's to everyone who agrees with you too.
@VictoriousChaos okk ; she's not lying .. and she could of kept it in but you decided it was time to share it with everyone , and then maybe someone would care to help ! she is not trying to get attention .. she's a beautiful young lady and people shouldn't be doing this too her. you most likely don't know the real shelby .. so don't go and start saying crap about her . k thanks bye .
@lmaoking Clearly you missed the point sometimes you have to prove you can relate before people in that situation will listen shes obviously not looking for attention just telling others it will be ok.
When I was turning twenty.... My friend sent me a video of an attention whore,,,,,, She was making shit up on youtube...... It was around this time that I told her she should feel horrible about lying about this shit.... People told me she was a monster...... that's when I lost faith in hu- GROW THE FUCK UP, if this were real you would be telling it to a free government psych not fucking youtube, I don't tell youtube why I'm fucked up. Don't be a huge liar like this bitch.
Shelby , I acually don't know you..... at all. But you are gorgouse! I'm so sorry this happened to you. You don't deserve in fact no one deserves it... at all!
1. Get raped by mom's boyfriend.
2. Cheat on boyfriend and lose virginity.
Something is wrong with that order of events.
Ryuk 1 week ago
@Ryuk Alright, I've stated this before. I don't consider being raped "losing my virginity". Sure, other people can consider it that way but I don't.
shellbybuckley 1 week ago
Shelby, this makes me cry every fucking time, i just wanted to tell you that you have had an impact on my life completely. the shit i was going through at the time you made this was horrible.. I don't care what people say, you're the most beautiful-est girl iv ever seen in my life, you dont/didnt need the shit you are/we're going through. you don't deserve it at all. hun, youre gorgeous, and to be completely honest, id love to be friends with you.
linnie242 1 month ago
@linnie242 Awe, message me sometime!
shellbybuckley 4 weeks ago
@noobpwner32 I currently live at 617 Logan Road, Trenton, Nova Scotia, Canada.
Come fight me you little bitch.
lmaoking 1 month ago
@kowalski172 Actually I do, and she is lying to get views, so you can fuck right off.
Try whiteknite-ing someone who deserves it.
lmaoking 1 month ago
honestly; she isn't looking for attention at all, i barley know the girl, but i know for sure, that this video is legit, not for attention at all . So don't assume shit, because it honestly gets you know where's. Shelby, you're honestly amazing (:
meerkers1 1 month ago
I've watched this half a dozen times now atleast, and ive almost cried everytime... your the most amazing,strongest, bravest most beautiful person ever!
echo94echo 1 month ago
@KiiLF33Dx seriously? I went to school with this girl and I think she's probably one of the bravest and strongest people I've ever come in contact with. Don't be ignorant. Your comment only makes YOU look like the one desperate for attention. Couldn't be less classy if you tried...
@shellbybuckley stay strong. I subscribed to you and I want you to know that I think you're an amazing, beautiful person :) dont pay attention to stupid people. they're stupid and just looking for attention ;)
GabrielleWaugh 1 month ago
Its a kind sentiment, but I think I'll keep my drugs/booze. I've come to enjoy them.
jnitz1 1 month ago
gosh i love people who are lookin for attention , like seriously ? ,
KiiLF33Dx 1 month ago
@KiiLF33Dx Gosh, I love when people assume others are looking for attention.
shellbybuckley 1 month ago
@shellbybuckley well you obviously are why else would you put this in youtube .
KiiLF33Dx 1 month ago
@KiiLF33Dx Gosh, i love it when people are complete fucking bitches.
nothing nice to say? get off the video.
<3 you shelb c:
50eminems50 3 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
Just....thank you.
missemilypatricia 1 month ago
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can i please get to know you?
TheCkftw 2 months ago
can we be best friends?
libbyheartstigers 2 months ago
@libbyheartstigers Haha, awe. Add me on Facebook? :)
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
Your just awsome, end of story, haters can so suck a big one
KyleJohnstoneBMX 2 months ago
You live like half a hour away from me..
o:
your beautiful,
i had to say that..
my names chelseaparker,
and i just added you on facebook.
message me sometime, please?
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@chelseylays haha, i know, i only named myself that because i was listening to i don't care by jrdn and i couldn't think of anything to put lol
idontcare0953 2 months ago
how can you lose your virginity after you've already bean raped? not hating! stay strong beautiful!
meganlongggx 2 months ago
@meganlongggx Because I don't want to say my first time was when I got raped.
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
how can a human even post something hateful on this? that's just a disgrace to humanity, my god. this video is beautiful, inspirational, and certainly not a lie, holy. anyway, i'm happy you made this video, i've watched it 3 times so far, it's just incredible. I don't think we have ever actually met, but i'm so proud, this is such a uplift to life, make you really notice how you can make it through anything, and life goes on <3 Also, if you ever need anything at all, I'm just a message away (:
tigerzzi 2 months ago
Hey, i dont know you but a friend posted this on facebook. I just wanted to say that you're amazing, and so so brave. I know im basically repeating what everyone else has said, but that's 'cause it's true. I've been through simular stuff, and personally one of the hardest parts of it all is people not believing you, so can people just think before they say these things? Anyway, not going to waste my remaining characters on them losers! This video really helped me, thankyou, wish you the best.xxx
TheEmoxies 2 months ago
your so brave... ilove you! x
MrPureModz 2 months ago
i think you are so brave doing this and it was really emotional watching this! you are a lovely girl! dont self harm:/..its not good.. i have had some rough times in my life and im going through some now but i think of all the good things i have in my life and they help me pull through!:)xx
amberbieber006 2 months ago
minds, because their brains aren't all in tacked.
ps; like I said before you're one of the better ones, by far. &I can see you going places in your life with your inspiration and helping nature.
I love you, and hope to see you real soon!♥
take care.
LauraAnn1154 2 months ago
I decided to go back and read what people had to say about this video some ignorant; most positive feedback. I had to quit reading because the ignorance was starting to get to me and no I'm not going to comment on the terrible things they had to say; for one lots have had done enough for me already, ahah. two, we're better than that for those who have argued I respect that but the honest truth you're not getting anywhere with them your niceness and love toward Shelbz isn't going to change their
LauraAnn1154 2 months ago
Your incredibly beautiful!! This video is the most inspiring thing i have ever seen.
shoregurl24 2 months ago
@HurricaneChristina1 Forever my father - Go radio :)
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
Thank you I need to see this video. All I can say is thank you for saving my life!
Joshishot88 2 months ago
...with you, become your friend. Reply to this or message me on youtube, I really hope to hear from you! thank you :) you'd make my life! :D
( comments can only be so long, haha)
:)
mrtnt1717 2 months ago
I dont know if youll see this message, or even care to read, but please do.
Im here for you. I know you dont know me and you wont trust me. but please try. Im turning 16 in february, so Im around your age :) Ive had many friends who have been suicidle. Ive got them all out of it. You seem super strong to me, thats awesome :) Im proud of you. Your beautiful, your pretty, your gorgeous. Im sorry for the things that have happened in the past, I truly am. Give me a christmas present. let me talk w
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SOFINeedsALadder 2 months ago
@mrtnt1717 Hey! Message me sometime :)
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
this was rlly touching...
Al3xxLuvsJB 2 months ago
your really pretty, i would fuck the shit out of you
aaronmcd14 2 months ago
@aaronmcd14 Oh.....
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
@shellbybuckley dtf?
aaronmcd14 2 months ago
@aaronmcd14 lolno
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
@shellbybuckley come on, ill make sure you will have a realll good time ;)
aaronmcd14 2 months ago
@aaronmcd14 If I want a good time, I'll play a video game.
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
@shellbybuckley ill let you play with my joy stick ;)
aaronmcd14 2 months ago
Hey Shellby! You really remind me of myself and all i've been through. You're an inspiration and you really made me smile. Thank you so much for this video. I dont know you, but i luv you. : )
iloveulzzang 2 months ago
I love you Shelbz and you know I'm always here to talk,This video is amazing and a great inspiration. ~ Colby
goldholder1 2 months ago
Wow u jst helped so many people jst by telling them about yourself,
thank you, continue to be a leader
bauervapor7117 2 months ago
@shellbybuckley your hot as fuck
bkaizer16 2 months ago
@bkaizer16 Oh.. welll thanks. :)
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
@bkaizer16 that's for sure . !
she went thru alot and it's not really nice too say that !
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bkaizer16 2 months ago
i can relate, this video made me cry so much. but your such a strong person for making it through all that dont listen to anyone who says they dont believe in you -3
cherrypoledancerxxx 2 months ago
You're an inspiration for everyone. Thank you.
p.s you're beautiful, worth it and you're loved too <3
netsirk91 2 months ago
i went through very similar things, and had the same feelings and reactions for years of my life, the 'reactions' are all scars now and the only reason i was able to get a different perspective on life was because i found someone who made my past not matter anymore, i wouldnt be here today if it wasnt for them! no matter who it is, a friend, a doctor, a counseller, it will not go away without proper help, even till this day they are still helping me through! P.S.- your a hero in your hometown!
rosepedal911 2 months ago
Stay strong
greenlovegreenlove 2 months ago
Stay strong Shelby <3
BananaBum123456789 2 months ago
So much drama in ur life much like mine death all around me 3 of my bf shot right by me anxiety has kept me from school for 3 years now I've felt pain ice felt cold deep space of lifelessness and I love u -3 for making this video pm me if u want to chat get both:) our minds off te terrible stuff and just chill and talk about whatever
painlessandstainles1 2 months ago
Wow, Shelby you have gone through so much but your still so young. But don't worry because in the end things will be better for sure. And if it hasn't gotten better then be patient because you haven't reached the end which will be just around the corner.
-3
1hey1whats1up1 2 months ago
I just want to thank you for gathering the courage for posting this video. It's not easy to tell people your story, let alone post it on the internet.
All the best =D
blackjackoh 2 months ago
Making this video is very bold, don't let what people say get to you. People always talk way more than they listen, alot of people had no idea what troubled you from your past. I didn't. I apologize for judging you before even getting to know -you. It wasn't fair of me.
God knows my past was nothing near spectacular. I've created voids for certain parts of my life, because things were so miserable. I hope you help alot of people realize, that they're worth so much more than they believe.♥
courtneylgreene 2 months ago
I'm so sorry to hear about this Shelby, I honestly hope that things have gotten better for you.
I just wanted to say that I know how you feel. I may have had things happen to me in my life, not as bad as what you have been through, but if you EVER need a friend to lean on, I WILL be there for you.
Keep your head up girl, and know that you should always be able to turn to someone for help, or just for a talk.
** You can follow me on twitter at Vampobsession
ilovethecoldones 2 months ago
Fuck the haters! You know I've always been there for yah, and thats never gonna change.
jasonlecreux 2 months ago
This is the third christmas without my dad, and I am glad there are people in the world like you, not a bunch of fucking haters that wish they could have courage, strenth and most defenatly beauty like you. Don't ever try to kill yourself again, because all the people in the world would loos one beautiful little lady. Remeber we need some nice people out there who understand.
DreamCity84 2 months ago
Hey, my name is shelby too, my dad is in prison right now, don't exactly know why. I am ten years old, and saw this video on facebook. I know what I am going through is not as serious, but it is alot to process when you are ten. I beleive the hell you are going through and i know that people putting hatefull coments on your youtube page, well they are just not gona acomplish anything.
Kepp your head up! your really beautiful and strong.
Shelby,
DreamCity84 2 months ago
im trying to turn my cuts into scars </3
likeag6lover 2 months ago
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likeag6lover 2 months ago
Your a beautiful strong, amazing young lady.
Don't ever change.
XxXJustyneXxX5 2 months ago 2
no offence to you, but i been through the same bullshit as you and im not fucking making videos of it, you need to grow up, your young what do you think the rest of your life is going to be like? you have a shit ton of people who support you as it is, if you had half of the problems you say you have you would be happy because once you get to such a low point in your life which you cleary hit if your info is acurate youd be fucking happy for what you got.
rinseyourhands 2 months ago
ITT; Trolls trolling themselves.
haskettandrew 2 months ago 2
stop for a sec and read this u people who hate just hate because none of this stuff happens to u and u think it never will but i have news 4 u, no life is perfect or ever will be u people hate because u like to make people feel smaller then you some of u guys hate because u have been hurt and want to feel big but that does not mean that u have to make people feel ugly or bad to do so this girl has gone through a lot of shit and if ur hating on her ur just making her feel even worse.!
Mr76yt 2 months ago
I honestly cried. The emotion on your face, the emotion in your words. I've never felt this. You have inspired me, you've made me want to continue living. Thank you. Thank you so much..
NeverFadingMemories 2 months ago
Thankyou Shelby , i would have never thought that your life was that horrible in your pictures you look so happy & beautiful but i guess noone ever knows what's going on behiend closed doors. You made me realize something tonight shelby , thankyou.
kristiee12345 2 months ago
I know you either didn't want me to watch this , or hoping I was one of the people who watched this first . But I will always believe in you , you will always be my role model because in my eyes you are beautiful, smart, amazing, and hilarious ! I will not follow the bad steps though so you will hopefully be proud of me . Love : Michaela your neice .
ruberduckyXD 2 months ago
i seen it on fb already but its still amasing every timwe i watch it!
nickthecookie 2 months ago
What you did here was beautiful, you deserve every bit of confidence you can get and the every decent person that sees this shall be backing you. I think it's just completely wonderful that you have the courage to post this and admit what happened.
All the traumas you've been through are behind you, no one can tell you that you are any less than a wonderful girl.
Good luck. :)
TheRetna1111 2 months ago
I ALSO DON'T OWN A FUCKING CAMERA FAGGOT!
lmaoking 2 months ago
@lmaoking bro i should acctualy come friggin find you and kick ur ass!! ass hole
noobpwner32 2 months ago
@VictoriousChaos I could create a series of videos detailing exactly why I'm fucked up, only my videos would be based on RE FUCKING ALITY, and I'm not out attention whoring it up because that wouldn't fix fucking anything, use some godamn logic. she bullied the fuck out of plenty of people and was a popular bitch her whole life, maybe if she were actually raped it would be different.
lmaoking 2 months ago
YEAH, GET YOUTUBE MONEY NIGGA!
WOO FREE MARKET!
I hope you choke on a bag of dicks you piece of shit, people out there actually have been raped and you are fucking mocking them. You fucked up Rory, how's that for bullying you bitch? raped? More like ra-payed.
lmaoking 2 months ago
@lmaoking Leave her alone you fucking waste of space. She had the courage to post this so she could show people that they aren't alone, not so that fuck ups like you could rip on her and say that she is lying. You don't know her, so don't try to act like you know all about her. People like you don't deserve common courtesy, but i'll put this as nicely as i can: Would you kindly go fuck yourself and leave Shelby, and those of us who care about her alone?
kowalski172 2 months ago
I've never seen this kind of depression before, if i knew you personally i'd help you through this or at least try too. Somewhere in your life your going to find someone that sees you for who you are and respect you and care for you no matter what. As a kid i was told "God has a plan for everyone" i'm 15 and i've lived through that phrase my whole life... you should to. you can make it through this i promise
MegaDrainProductions 2 months ago
i already watched this on facebook, shelby, your stunning <3
-shelby kathleen muir :)
musicmonsterfreaxxx 2 months ago
why is everyone being rude ??
she wouldn't make anything like this up .. like really though.
getthe fluk over it as i already said she was nice enough to show us her story .. it's such a touching story and you guy's shoudn't be making all these negative comment's on here .. half the people on here probably don't know her and this is no way too treat a beautiful young lady !!l
to all the people saying that this is fake and bad stuff about her ... grow up.!
okk thanks ... byee c;
calistamacneil1233 2 months ago
why does EVERYONE HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING NEGATIVE my friend killed herself last year b.c her moms bf was raping her n i dont think shes doing it for attention i think she wants to be heard! hang in there shelby, email me if you need someone to talk too ill be here freedom.morin@hotmail.com
tweaked1000 2 months ago
good luck with your battles hun , you can make it through. forgeet the haters . you've got people right here , that all support you . GOOD LUCK ! <3
Deziilea 2 months ago
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afitt92 2 months ago
@afitt92 Just because I model doesn't mean I have confidence. I model in hopes to get confidence. I want to be able to walk around, being proud of who I am. Yes, I did get raped. I don't want to count that as losing my virginity. I don't want to have to say "my moms old boyfriend took my virginity." That's not something someone should have to say. And yes, I realize I'm young. I realize I still have a lot of shit to go through, but I never said I didn't.
shellbybuckley 2 months ago 33
@afitt92 Also, another thing, if you actually talked to me instead of judging what you see, you would realize I'm not all cocky like you would expect me to be. Do you know how many people knew what I was actually like til this video came out? Basically none. Don't judge someone on how they look and how they act.
shellbybuckley 2 months ago 16
@shellbybuckley if you dont judge a person on how they act or look what is left?
rinseyourhands 2 months ago
@afitt92 you consider being raped losing your virginity?? I don't see how you can dismiss the things that have been forced upon her so easily and then say life is just going to get harder.. I'm sorry but things like being raped and having a father who raped your sister like are extremely traumatic experiences. I wonder what you are trying to gear her up for that would be so much harder? what, not being able to pay bills? college? What? Why would you go out of your way to tear her down?
danilove1985 2 months ago 2
@afitt92 im pretty sure if you were raped you wouldn't count that as loosing your virginity, if anything, all she wants to do is forget about it, your just ignorant.
MISSmykayla006 2 months ago
@afitt92 i kinda want to punch you in the face for what you just said. yes her life will probably get more difficult. so im calling you a load of bullshit, to use your words so you wont take offense to that... also, i cried when i saw you cry, and thta usually doesnt happen to me. it took alot of guts for you to post this video, and i have to say, it was amazing. keep your head up girl!
grr2316 2 months ago
@afitt92 really she been through all this and you call it bullshit and she said before she does not think of being rape as losing her virginity would you If you really
think she lying do not watch it And stop making these comments on it and leave her alone just back off and grow up
xxxxDisneyFanxxxx1 2 months ago
@afitt92 Shut the hell up, this video was anything but bullshit. I don't know who Shellby is but I think she is amazing and brave to make this video. I think you need to learn some respect, and some proper spelling while you're at it.. Seriously though, you can find better things to do with your time than sit on the computer like a coward saying these horrible things.Shellby, I hope things get better for you.. You said that the we are beautiful, and worth it, well so are you. Never forget that.
WeasleyIsOurKing2121 2 months ago
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afitt92 2 months ago
@afitt92 seriously, if shes lying about all this, then she should feel guilty for it, but if shes not, you should feel like shit, you dont have to go through any of this and if you did, im pretty sure, getting judged AFTER you were trying to let people know what you went through to try to get some help from others, you'd feel horrible.
All you are is a rude person, she just wants to be heard. She didnt kill herself yet cause she thought maybe she had a little more hope, your killing that hope...
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chelseylays 2 months ago
Congratulations Shelby, you are a beautiful girl and has a beautiful soul, me and everybody just wish you the best. =)
phguitar2010 2 months ago
Just goes to show that no matter how much someone goes through so much bad, they do come out a better person and with a inspirational story to tell, you're a strong girl and i wish you all the best <3
xbeautypeace 2 months ago
anytime u wanna talk, i am here <3
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chelseylays 2 months ago
im here for u.! i will contact u.!(: i would love to know more
memmie2011 2 months ago
this made me cry :'(
cupiecakelove 2 months ago
im here for you <3 stay strong !! <3
BananaBum123456789 2 months ago
Shelby, this is amazing! It took me a while because I can barely read but it is beautiful. :)
Boone2351 2 months ago
<3 I love this
skylarchloecameron 2 months ago
This is so amazing. You're a beautiful girl, and so brave for putting this up. You are such an inspiration to everyone who watches this. <3
myhairispink123 2 months ago
i would listin for hours on end you seem like a great person and people who bully you shoudnt be proud of you they are.. out of there grey crowd you stand out in colour and heartful and they hate that because thats something that they cant reach bottom line your amazing
MrCrad99 2 months ago
You're a big inspiration to a lot of people Shelby, You're a strong person and don't ever forget it!
DiScoMboBuLaTioNN 2 months ago
<3
chelsealynnmacneil 2 months ago
Keep on keeping on Shelby, always know that you have supporters!! Never ever give up, and always try to be optimistic! I wish you much love and peace :)
nooneknowsmenow 2 months ago
@shellbybuckley its no problem at all!(: you seem like a cool girl :)
RaelBaby609 2 months ago
atta girl shelby !<3 keep your head up beautiful !
michaelasartoris 2 months ago
this is really made me realize what life was all about, i mean like i thought my life was hell, but watching this, made me realize , that compared to you, my life wasnt hell at all. like i see you everyday walking around at school, and i would never in my life even think you went through. i like had tears in my eyes, and it takes a lot for that to happen. im so glad you didnt kill your self !! and you are loved. ♥♥ stay strong
mrscandylandxoxo 2 months ago
you have my utmost respect for having the courage to post this video. you're a beautiful, strong person. and you shouldn't let anyone change your mind. EVER. the past is the past -- make the best of your future ♥♥
alyssaestabrooksxox 2 months ago
I got chills, your are an amazingly strong women.. you are worth the world and remember it will get better, set your goals and aim for the moon <3
ThePlokmijn8 2 months ago
People like you make the world a better place. While I have never met you in person, you have my eternal respect.
crewsguy 2 months ago
check out my channel its freaking amazing with loads of videos like this :)
noobpwner32 2 months ago
You're a beautiful soul - hugs
robincr1 2 months ago
I don't know if you'll see this but I remember seeing you once and the next day someone posted on your wall and I clicked your name and recognized your face. You are gorgeous Shelby. Im still crying about this . my problems aren't as big as yours , I'm younger than you and have suffered less than you but I'm scared . so scared of similar things that have happened to me . i look up to you so much , i heard someone talking about you once and didn't think to speak up .i want to now</3
janescovers 2 months ago
I think this video is sweet, sincere, and courageous. Don't ever stop being afraid to tell your story, and don't ever be afraid to create a more positive one! Life is a story but it's the only story where the characters can change the end for the better ;)
monsterintern 2 months ago
I was crying when i seen this Your a strong girl And do not take any of the negative comments you get on here you been through thing you never should had went through and even if you had rough patch your still here and still strong no matter what anyone says <3
xxxxDisneyFanxxxx1 2 months ago
D:, i feel so sorry, but what is the song called that you played ? :)
savonnalauren 2 months ago 2
@savonnalauren Forever my father - Go radio.
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
This video......... Is amazing. I'm crying because I know most of how you feel, I really do. Thank you for posting this<3
cambridge2015 2 months ago
One thing don't make sense.. how can your moms Boyfriend rape you, but you lose your virginity later in life by cheating !?
being raped would tape away your virginity.. so...
062510SCLC 2 months ago
@062510SCLC Because I don't count that as losing my virginity..
shellbybuckley 2 months ago 32
@shellbybuckley I was raped.. and I don't call that losing my virginity. Don't listen to them haters:) your awesome and brave!
MissAlissaRae1 2 months ago
@062510SCLC being raped would tear your hymen. She didn't willingly have sex. It wasn't her choice. It was something that was forced upon her. It is perfectly ok for her to still have considered herself a virgin. If a boy was anally raped as a child should he no longer consider himself a virgin?
danilove1985 2 months ago
its people like you that inspire me girl you are beautiful<3
meaniepants7 2 months ago
You are beautiful, you don't deserve what you went through. Coming from someone that went through every single thing you said except for one, you can get through it. Those cuts will soon be scars. i can see just from this video how strong you are. Good luck, and enjoy the rest of your life,<3.
ellieheartsyou77 2 months ago
I'm probably not the only one who got emotional watching this video. This was so inpirational. You're beautiful, don't let anyone ever get you down. You are so brave for uploading this to youtube, willing to help millions of others who open up to you. This could save someones life. Your so strong <3.
RunningThru 2 months ago
You are such a beautiful girl. And not just because of your face, but because of your words and your courage. I have also been battling with depression since I was in 5th grade or so. I've been bullied constantly, manipulated, I've also been labeled as "weird".that messes you up. Bad. But you have to courage to stand up&inspire people with your story & your beautiful words. Thank you for giving me hope&I'm sure I'm not the only one you've given that to. You're beautiful. Good luck in your life.
GoldenAngelAbbie 2 months ago
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@calistamacneil1233 I didn't saying anything bad about her, it was lmaoking. I dunno way you're saying that to ME. I was standing up for Shelby.
VictoriousChaos 2 months ago
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VictoriousChaos 2 months ago
Holy Shelby, I have told you you are beautiful multiple times! And it is so true. Honeslty we have talked once and you are the sweetest! (: I am always here for you ! - Cassidy MacIvor
MrsBieber12356 2 months ago
your gorgeous and so brave shelby, im sure this video helped a lot of people i know it helped me thank you <3
jingram97 2 months ago
dont let anyone get you dow your perfect and a beautiful girl
bluenoser67 2 months ago 2
you are a beautiful and amazing human being! don't forget it and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. thank you for sharing your story :)
Annik105 2 months ago 2
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calistamacneil1233 2 months ago
You are beautiful! I was talking to you on facebook, you are so sweet(:
RaelBaby609 2 months ago
@RaelBaby609 :) Thank you!
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
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Shelby ; this is speehless ; your beautiful inside and out !
your very strong for posting this ! whoever that person up there is saying all that stuff is just rude .. and self centered !
you were nice enough to share your story they don't have a right to call you a "lying bitch" okk just don't listen too that comment c; .. thank you for sharing this beautiful story , it was probably hard . so once again thank you !
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calistamacneil1233 2 months ago
Shelby, you're so beautiful. Who would ever bully you? there's no reason to, you're not ugly and you have very inspirational and beautiful words.
cocacolamint 2 months ago 5
@cocacolamint <3 Thank you so much.
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calistamacneil1233 2 months ago
Shelby, I sent you a Facebook message. I hope to hear from you soon.
brandinarsenault 2 months ago
I honestly dont know you , but your the prettiest, strongest girl ever. your beautiful person, thank you for sharing your story <3 .
ReganKeay13 2 months ago 2
@ReganKeay13 Thank you so much. <3
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
Thank you...:(
rachdazzlelight 2 months ago
@rachdazzlelight No need to thank me!
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
Shelby, you are beautiful!
binkie2123 2 months ago
@binkie2123 Thank you C:
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
@SOFINeedsALadder Ps, anytime "SOFINeedsALadder" comment, it's me, but I forget to sign out of my friends Youtube, hahaha.
shellbybuckley 2 months ago
@VictoriousChaos He's just a self loathing troll of a dumb human he wouldn't get it even if he were feeling it because he's just a pathetic worm.
MalevolenceWolf1 2 months ago
@Imaoking How do you know that this isnt real? How do you know you didnt just make her situation worse by calling her an attention hogging, lying bitch? How do we know that YOU arent the attention hogging, lying bitch?
She had the strength to do this. She told everyone her story because no one else would listen to her. I bet you don't tell youtube why you're fucked up because you don't have the courage. Hell, I don't have to courage. Shut the fuck up. That's to everyone who agrees with you too.
VictoriousChaos 2 months ago 4
@VictoriousChaos okk ; she's not lying .. and she could of kept it in but you decided it was time to share it with everyone , and then maybe someone would care to help ! she is not trying to get attention .. she's a beautiful young lady and people shouldn't be doing this too her. you most likely don't know the real shelby .. so don't go and start saying crap about her . k thanks bye .
calistamacneil1233 2 months ago 12
@lmaoking Clearly you missed the point sometimes you have to prove you can relate before people in that situation will listen shes obviously not looking for attention just telling others it will be ok.
MalevolenceWolf1 2 months ago 2
When I was turning twenty.... My friend sent me a video of an attention whore,,,,,, She was making shit up on youtube...... It was around this time that I told her she should feel horrible about lying about this shit.... People told me she was a monster...... that's when I lost faith in hu- GROW THE FUCK UP, if this were real you would be telling it to a free government psych not fucking youtube, I don't tell youtube why I'm fucked up. Don't be a huge liar like this bitch.
lmaoking 2 months ago
@lmaoking Listen here , Shelby is a beautiful strong girl that I know personally.. She not need people like you bringing
jordanRP31 2 months ago 3
your beautiful and didn't deserve anything that happen too you, keep your head up<3
MISSmykayla006 2 months ago
Shelby , I acually don't know you..... at all. But you are gorgouse! I'm so sorry this happened to you. You don't deserve in fact no one deserves it... at all!
TheMusicLivesHere14 2 months ago
this is beautiful :)
robbiebillyross 2 months ago