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  • Hang in there buddy your doing better than before, Never Forget Prayer! God can get you through anything in life as long as you believe and have the faith. I know Im going to pray for you, its a rough addiction but you can overcome it! take care buddy

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  • Creature..can't give that out bec of pending litigation.But "yes" Oxy. does help many people.For me,Oxy is a pain MOVER not a pain KILLER. But I am afraid to take anything stronger cause this stuff hijacks your brain,your liver,your opioid receptors,your LIFE,..everything.So sometimes you gotta try alternative things for chronic persistent pain.Morphine is the "last house on the left".Don't go there unless you REALLY have no other choices.Take care,man.

  • YO MAN...FIRST OF ALL...YOU GOT COURAGE BIG TIME AND I PRAY YOU COME OUT OF THIS HELLISH SCENARIO REAL SOON.IF I CAN HELP LET ME KNOW...REALLY.I KNOW ALL ABOUT PAIN...HAD 24 DRS.THE LAST THREE YEARS.I GOT HIT IN THE HEAD BY A SWINGING STEEL KITCHEN DOOR WHILE EATING A SLICE OF PIZZA HERE IN NEW YORK.I WENT BLIND INSTANTLY FROM THE BLOW TO THE OCCIPITAL AREA,SPINE WAS CRACKED UNDER MY BRAIN,CORD BENT OUT OF SHAPE,MANY EPIDURAL BLOCKS ,ETC.SO THX FOR THE OXY HEADS UP===I AM USING THEM CAREFULLY

  • @spiritgifted But dont you love the way they make you feel? Plus what miligram are you taking?

  • to ayden121710 - what diseases are you dealing with? Withdrawl is the least of if little dude, I agree with the originator: peace, but dude, grow up, really! Why ARE you on this site?

  • to all u assholes talking shit pill are adiction an they are hard to stop taking i know i use to take 60 plus vicodin a day anlike 15 morphin 60s a day it was hard to kick but i did it

  • 10 mg?  That is nothing. I used to do 3 30mg blues AT A TIME

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  • @Smoky313 lol 3 blues, huge habit you had!

  • I had oxycodine for my hernia for my dick and a person with these too problems should have oxycodone

  • 2011jpb shut the fuck up you don't no what its like to be on pills an if you really need to stop just fluse those bitches down the toliet that's how I stoped

  • Shut the fuck up you fuckin pill head freaks. Y'all brought upon your self you stupid fucks

  • @2011jbp you are a douce bag a used douce bag, I wonder why your watching this, If you really did kick meds you would be more supportive than such a dickhead.

  • @2011jbp you are a homo, why would you talk down on people that have this disease? Wait...I know why...u have a tiny little penis

  • im going through the withdrawl symptoms now and its HELL!! What makes it even worse for me is that even though im addicted to them ive had 6 back surgeries so the pain from my lower back comes on hard again. So right now i feel like im being ripped in half at the waist. UGH!! nothing can be worse than this hell im goin thro. nothin......................

  • I was hooked on MsContin and Oxys and when i wanted to stop i took suboxone for like 8 days to avoid withdrawal and it worked. Haven't touched a pill since and never had any withdrawal after the suboxone.

  • check out my page guys, i was in rehab twice and i have good knowledge to help other people. thanks so much

  • hey man, i dont say this often to people, but nice job! keep it up! ur doing what most people cant do in their entire life! keep it up and i hope u get better soon =p

  • @passwordguy1 Thanks man, the 13th was my 1 year post op for surgery number 6 and in Feb. my 1 year Sobriety will be up.

    Peace

  • 8 to 10 a day that's got to be 5mg???

  • @david420mars Well I"m off em' now, have been since February. However due to my extensive surgeries and all the other complications, you can hear about them in my other videos, as well as a new video I'm making about my case, to get to the point, they were 10 MGs. Yes I know, it was A LOT, thats why getting off was SO difficult and why I"m determined to continue to do well.

    Peace,

    J

  • @david420mars lol you don't understand how ones tolerance to opiates can get so bad some ppl who use for years and get really bad can do 8-10 oxy 80's

  • @lange420 I've had Ulcerative Colitis with a permanent Ileostomy Bag now for 10 years. 6 surgeries over time.

  • ur road of hell...... its like no matter which way u go your screwed, good 4 u staying strong bro!!!

  • @ME3RZ11 Thanks man, been off Narcotics of any kind since Feb.

    Peace,

    J

  • i have just one thing.. dont never start using subutex or subuxone.. they are much more dificult to stop.. in finland where i live its huge problem.. i have use evry fucking opiates .. but subutex is hell. i hope you understand my english.. but yea peace .. btw i havent use subutex now in 3weeks but still i have to be sick that why it sucks cause it take so long to get over the sick part. and then comes the ouh, i just wanna little bit ya know? and yea we shoot it up in here

  • @sickle100 - suboxone works depending on the patient and how they are taking it, i took it for 5 years and weened myself down and have been off everything and clean for 7 years total....

  • i have just one thing.. dont never start using subutex or subuxone.. they are much more dificult to stop.. in finland where i live its huge problem.. i have use evry fucking opiates .. but subutex is hell. i hope you understand my english.. but yea peace .. btw i havent use subutex now in 3weeks but still i have to be sick that why it sucks cause it take so long to get over the sick part. and then comes the ouh, i just wanna little bit ya know?

  • Hey all, I'm prescribed 360 80mg Oxycontin and 240 2mg Xanax bars a month and am willing to help anybody out who is in pain and needs some meds for real cheap but can't afford a doctor for whatever reason. I have a lot leftover which I'm not using. Send me a message on here if interested...

  • i broke my back a year ago and have been on perks and vics ever since. i recently as of 3 months ago stopped taking anythingy for pain cold turkey.I was influenced by the late great DALE EARNHARDT. he had numerous broken bones in his career and reportedly didnt take anything for pain.true or not the pain is always there anyways so might as well get used to it.

  • can you give me your extra Oxycodone? i am in alot of pain and the doctor only gave me Mobic (Motherfucker Quack). Im gonna kill myself if this pain doesnt stop

  • As of 8 weeks this past Thursday I've been completely off narcotics of any kind.

    Peace,

    J

  • @Assassinator41 Great job! I'm Day 3 off methadone; feel like sh##: body aches, weakness, chills, etc. Thanks for the inspiration.

  • @speedoflite1 No Problem and congratulations. I've been completely med free for almost a month now, just posted a new video about it. Hang in there! I know how bad detox can be but once its over you will feel like a new person.

    Peace,

    J

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  • @speedoflite1 Exactly. I also detoxed cold turkey from Percocet and a couple other medications. I know its the worst way to go but weening, to ME, feels like prolonged symptoms. I"m sure there are tons of people out there that disagree and would tell me all I"m doing is hurting myself but like you said, there is no turning back. All the negative symptoms will subside eventually and you WILL feel better. Just look at my most recent video, compared to before I have SO much more strength.

  • @speedoflite1 Thanks for all the positive comments, your also an amazing person, you now know what its like to feel the worst pain in the world and if anything that should stop you from relapsing. My best advice would be to cut off ANY possible way of getting the medications, I made sure all my doctors knew what was going on so the possibility of relapse was essentially zero. Hang in there and if you need anything, talk, ask questions, I'm here.

    Your strong, don't forget that.

    Peace,

    J

  • @Assassinator41 I hear ya bro! Anticipating cravings, I flushed all my meth/percocets down the toilet early on. Main complaints right now are extreme weakness & fatique and some nasty diarrhea. Example: I just dread having to walk/climb stairs of my home, and my normal cardio/lifting routines at Bally's are currently out of reach. Can't keep any solid food down for long. (Sucking on water ice helps). Hope this helps others!!!

  • @speedoflite1 Damn straight man. My cravings are gone cause I've been off of em for a while now but weakness, massive diarrhea, especially since I have the ostomy, massive sweating, its all HORRIBLE. Hang in there man and keep me updated.

    Peace,

    J

  • @Assassinator41 Approx. Day 16 - only "cravings" I have are that in the back of my mind it comes to the for, that to stop withdrawal symptoms; all I'd have to do is take 2 meth tabs. But, NO WAY! I sooooo pissed over having to go thru this ordeal of getting off it, that I'll never take meth/percocets again; unless I'm on my death bed.

  • @speedoflite1 There you go man, you did it! The cravings to KNOW they would make the withdrawal symptoms stop are going to continue for a little while but the fact that you've come to terms with the fact that because its such a horrible thing the only way you would do it again is if you were on your death bed, GOOD FOR YOU!

    Congrats man and PLEASE keep me updated, I will be making new videos soon as well.

    Peace,

    J

  • @Assassinator41 Thanks so much for your cont'd encouragement. You're a godsend cause I didn't know it would be this hard, this long, going cold turkey. Still dealing with extreme fatigue/low energy, intestinal distress (diarrhea), anxiety & loss of appetite. Hopefully, I've conquered the worst of it.

    Peace, indeed!

  • @speedoflite1 You have a ways to go but you WILL have conquered it soon enough. Thank you for all your kind words, I don't consider myself a godsend I"m just here to help people, especially ones like you who are going through something I've experienced myself and HATE to see others go through something this horrible. Hang in there and if you have Skype or AIM or whatever I'd be happy to chat with you.

    Hang in there, your on your way to a new and better lifestyle!

    Peace,

    J

  • @Assassinator41 Well, because I "didn't know it (my stated withdrawal symptoms) would be this hard," I have appreciated your insights. Unfortunately, I don't have skype/AIM. How do you get it?

  • @speedoflite1 No problem at all thats why I'm here, to help you through this.  You can download Skype or AIM as a free program. If you have a Mac, like me, it comes with Ichat so that works just like AIM. Skype is like AIM although not only can you chat through it but you can video chat. I figured this might be good cause with what your going through you may not want to type and we could have a face to face convo. If you download either let me know and I'll give you my screen name.

    Peace,

    J

  • @Assassinator41 I would say get Skype cause there are many times when I can't type cause of how horrible I'm feeling and I know you can relate now plus it'll be cool to be able to chat face to face. I've done it with tons of the other people I"m in contact with about UC, Chron's, Ileostomies or just support for addiction. If your not comfortable I understand but I think it would help you A LOT cause you could ask me anything on the spot so I may be able to help you more, let me know.

    Peace,

    J

  • @Assassinator41 Sounds good. don't have Mac tho.

  • @speedoflite1 No problem at all, once you download Skype or AIM, for free, let me know and we can exchange user names. You don't need a Mac to use AIM of Skype, I was just asking cause Mac has Ichat which is essentially AIM for Mac.

    Hope to talk soon,

    Peace,

    J

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  • dumbass

  • God bless you honey!

  • I wish you the best of luck, I can't imagine the rough road you have to walk on. Keep up the good work and it's good you know enough to take them when truly needed, it's a double sword to have to fight to stay off and know when it's best to accept that at times you do have to use them what they are their for. No one should be in horrid pain.

  • go on methadone thats what its there for

  • I'm in the process of weening anyway so at this point it doesn't matter, I'm almost finished while recovering from my most recent surgery.

  • I Take Oxy, 3x80mg 4 times a day With Oxycodone30mg two -four tabs every 8 hrs .

    been on this for many many years , I two Now have Liver Prob, They Gave me 5-7 years ! Well It Has Been 5 years Now and Still Kicking !! GOOD LUCK EVERY ONE !

  • @FUCKYOUBACKEAST is the liver problems from the acetametaphine? i am on oc 30's 3 times a day. no acetometaphin so that spares my liver. I broke my back 2 yrs ago. Dont have much problem anymore with my back. Of course my meds help alot. Hope these words find you well.

  • Yes straight up OC or Oxycodone has no acetametaphine however it still does SOME damage even if its a small amount, to your liver. It also slows down your bowels the narcotic part of it, so it does do damage, don't fool yourself. I'm finally starting to be finished being on this as I had my final surgery 7 weeks ago and I can say I CAN'T WAIT to not have to take this horrible stuff anymore. I'm sure you need it for your back but think of all the horrible consequences and good luck getting off

  • that makes me sad like for real.

  • I've got stage 1 Cirrhosis, because of Hepatitis C, and meds with combinations of APAP. Hope you're feeling better bro, and good luck. I've had serious surgeries because of Prostate cancer and a poor functioning bladder, and I know how Chronic pain goes.

  • ive helped a lot of people through their detoxing period since ive been through it and the worst i personally saw was this 180 pound woman taking 500 to 600 mgs of oxycontin a day. she went through hell detoxing. the worst part was she wouldnt drink the gatorade i gave her and she only got sicker so i had to take her to the e.r. three times the first week just for fluids to be put back in. this is important youre fluid intake. water will flush you worst of the vitamens you need. drink gatorade.

  • I was on oxycodone and doctor scripted me for 650mg 3 times a day. I was soooo high the first day that I rather take the pain then abuse the drugs in scare of liver failure. It was cool for first but after while when you pass out during classes and sleep 3 hours in a row it sucks.

  • 1) 650mg x3 doses per day is not prescribed in the USA. You would be scripted Oxymorphone (dilaudid), methadone, or morphine (Intramuscular home or oral).

    2) Oxycodone doesn't damage your liver, its bioavailability orally is so high, it doesn't even make it to be broken down in the liver, it is sucked up, transferred over the BBB (bloodbrainbarrier), and saturates your Mu+ opioid receptors.

  • @Shad0x lol you just quote everything u read on the internet? half the stuff u claim is wrong man

  • - if you are saying you were scripted 650mg x3 a day, and they weren't contin, that means you would have to take 65 pills perc10s.. sorry but thats rediculous, youd die the first day. --lets be real as a med student, and you as a civilian that has been on some kind of pain med, you aren't given a high dose of narcotic, these pain killers turn into morphine in your bloodstream heroin=DIamorphine. so pain pills,oxy,vico = HEROIN.. if you are just a tad over your limit, you die.

  • and since even doctors , and since even dumbasses, junkies, teenagers, kids know this, we all know everyone starts on a 5-10mg pill that contains acetominophen. This is VERY serious what this guy is doing- REAL physical and biochemical changes had to happen to be able to produce endorphins without this drug when you are dependent, and lying helps nothing, its sad the docs gave him back the pain after he BEAT it (1 week = win

    My sources of information - indiana university school of medicine.

  • This guy is still alive.............astounding!

  • good good 50 percent is good...then 75 percent, then eventually later on, u can just leave them behind and get on with life

  • Hang in there man. I was on 200mg's a day for a back injury and im down to 20mg's a day and will be off of it this week. You can do it! I just hope your injury gets better because thats what makes it so fucking hard to get off of it (when used for medical purposes) All the best. Praying for you as well.

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  • Hang in there bud, I'll include you in my prayers. I'm on Oxycontin, I came home from Iraq without my right leg, so.............. I am "dependant" not addicted??/?? well thats what they tell me at the VA. I have my wife oversee my dosage and pill count so I can be structured. Anyway I know what your going through, i tried to quit, made it for a week, bu the pain in my thigh and back is JUST TOO INTENSE!

  • Man if I'd been living with that shit for 7 years I'd just down the entire bottle and say fuck it

  • Ok..this scares me. Liver failure??? I'm on Oxycodone....have been for 4 years now.

  • This guy is in way to deep, not for one second do i buy that he cut down on his use. If you dont get into an intense inpatient program your fucked your basically already dead so you might as well keep taking it to soothe your slow death retard

  • i agree thats the onlything that works i treatment and its reaLLY hard to wein off of it DONT take suboxin or methodone

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  • omg! Im just now getting clean off perc and Im looking into soberliving after my treatment! can you tl e if yo ReaLLy feel better...or bored ? doyou still crave cRaVE Crave real bad? or no? I cantimagine my life without them opiates I dont now if I can do it,,

  • i too was addicted to oxy for a long time........tired to get in a suboxone clinic, but there was a waiting list, so i said fuck it......and i quit cold turkey..........worst month of my life...........but it is over now......i got addicted because i liked they way it felt, obviously.........so i viewed the withdrawls as punishment for allowing myself to let it get out of my control for so long

  • i was dependent on oxy for years and the only thing that saved me was rapid detox with the Waismann method- i had been given suboxone to get me off oxy but then i was just addicted to that instead! i tried tapering but couldnt stand the withdrawals.. in my opinion rapid detox under anesthesia is the way to go..

  • I kinda know how you feel, i have to take percocent and oxys for my condition. I have crushed my neck from C1-C7 and now bone spurs are growing, and i can't even barely move if i run out, and it's hard. I'm wondering if i'll always have to take them. SOmeone commented below about suboxone and that is supposed to help you get off them,. i don't know what it does for pain tho. Is it a pain reliever?Stupid opiates.

  • I know how you feel man, I suffer from chronich extreme pain and I take codeine, morphine, and oxycodone. just stay positive.

  • holy fuck, poor bastard, cock suckers just yanked him off it, jesus christ man, i fell for you, fuck man that ever happens again i would go find something to take the pain of withdraw away. comeing off of opiates when your that heavy on them could kill you, gave one of my best friends a heart attack when his morphine pump ran out

  • I don't know your full condition except you're tolerance to oxy's. If you are an addict or having trouble getting off of oxy's then suboxone if a life saver! If you don't have insurance than street value is 5 bucks a pill which is way cheaper than oxy but harder to find. Suboxone takes away ALL desire to use and you have no withdrawls. It also stops the progression of opiate tolerance. If you stay on opiates the highest high is death. Take Care

  • that is supposed to help you get off them,. i don't know what it does for pain tho. Is it a pain reliever?Stupid opiates.

  • its so hard not to snort thouse

  • It is too late. Looks like the damage has been done. Unless you were kinda messed up to begin with. I believe drug use in your case is warranted.

  • People need to learn how to USE drugs! Otherwise, they will use you.

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  • hey man my name is frank ive been off of oxys for about 3 months i was going through 240 30m oxycodine a month.....for 6 months i ended up getting a ear ache and diddent take any pills that day and my withdraws started i had no clue of what was ahead they grabed me and took me down im so glad im clean now!~

  • Did you start drinking instead?

  • i was on oxys for 1 year just got sober

  • @mrphreez Good for you, keep it up!

    Peace

  • i am starting my kick tmrw and not looking forward to it at this point i am shooting 4 or 5 80's a day im glad to see you are doing it i know im in for the shitiest couple of weeks ever i have kicked dope habits in the past but i can tell this will suck thanx for the update man

  • weak minded people become addicted to things. only the strong survive.

  • @focused13 lol...thats funny... alexander the great used opium...

    think he had a weak mind?

  • Im somewhat sympathetic towards the dude cuz he was probably uneducated about the addiction potential of oxy & didn't realize how to responsibly take oxycodone (i.e. avoid tolerance by spacing out doses between 4 days) so he became an addict...This is why everybody demonizes drugs because people dont kno how to use them responsibly but ironically alcohol is legal; your either an addict or a responsible drug user (alcohol included)

  • DONT FUCK WITH PILLS ESPECIALLY OXYS MY COUSIN OVERDOSED AND DIED TODAY ITS ALL FUN AND GAMES TILL SOME1 FUCKING DIES! -not directed at video uploader but to the people who use pills to get high-

  • hey it sucks that your cousin died..but if he died today why arent you with your family instead of on youtube baggin on these guys? we know the dangers on the drugs..but we still do them, thats our own choice. your wasting your time..its not the drugs fault btw..its the user

  • I presume that was the beginning of a new sentence..and a quote of a saying

  • You should be so proud. Remember that you are not in the same category as a "druggie" that takes them recreationally. Lots of people will try and make you feel that way. Just take care of your body in the way that you need to, and listen to the positive comments, screw the negative. I can tell you right now that you are not an irresponsible drug user.

  • Thank you very much, comments like this I personally believe help others understand. Becoming reliant and becoming addicted are two separate things. Again, I appreciate the comment.

    Peace,

    J

  • Hey I just got my wisdom teeth out and they gave me oxycodone. I'm 17, and I've been taking them every day for pain. I'm not going to be addicted once I recover from everything right?

    I take 1 and 1/2 every four or five hours, mostly when i'm in pain.

  • No, as long as you keep control of it and as soon as you don't feel pain anymore you STOP, you'll be fine. Don't let your brain fool you, realize when the pain from the actual problem has stopped and stop taking the meds. I don't mean to scare you but as you can see it is a scary situation for not just me, but tons of people out there. Good luck and message me if you have any more concerns.

    Peace,

    J

  • I used to be addicted to Oxy's. I looked like shit and everyone told me i needed to get some sleep..that shit is no joke, i stick to weed now.

  • I must aggree, smoke some weed man. You only have yourself to blame. No one forced you and we all are given the wonderful gift of self control. You make your own destiny.

  • its not your fault

  • I had an operation back in 2001 and got a serious habbit with pills and it peaked with me going on to the streets of the tenderloin in san francisco at all hours to get My O.C 80s. for just over a year i have been on suboxone and im down to 4mg a day and hope to be at 0mg in the next few months. good luck

  • im not the first one to say it.. herb helps

  • Methadone has saved my life. Used to use 12-16 OC 80s a day. Put em right in my arm. My life was destroyed but by the grace of God and a little help from the methadone my life's getting back on track.

  • Glad to hear your doing better! Seems like you have a fight back into you. Please keep posting video's and keep us updated.

  • good luck man hope you fell better soon.

  • smoke some weed man

  • im steve im on oxycodone ...5 yrs plus xanax 13 yrs plus somas 350mgs 7 yrs its hard to stop cold turkey actually you cannot cold turkey

  • well i am a month clean of OXyCodone. i never had back problems just a junky who got addictted. This was one of the hardest things to get over in my life. for anyone out there like me NA meetings help me so much. and to the guy in the video... the thing that helpped me start my detox was admitting to my family. they're the ones that help me pull through the phyical and mental part of all this.

  • Thanks for the advice, actually I do go to NA meetings and I'm aware of my addiction, the problem is dealing with the pain in some form. Good luck to you and thanks again.

    Peace,

    J

  • with methadone you still get a solid 8-10 hours of powerful pain relief followed by 14 or so hours of residule....and its waiting for you at the pharmacy everyday so you cant take it all before its due and run out. its a great plan even for chronic pain patients that get addicted and in special cases you can have a 10mg pill that you pick up every morning when you get your other dose that you can take later in the day to help with pain.

  • Thanks for the advice. Actually I just got back from Ohio at the clinic and they have put B&O Suppositories back on the market and they have worked wonders for me in the past so I'm hoping with some time this will help ease me off the oral pain meds. Thanks again and good luck to you.

    Peace,

    J

  • hey man, whatever gets you that next script.

  • i had 171 of those and traded them for norcos. i shoulda tried one or 2. too bad

  • suboxone---look it up...youll never ever take opiates again

  • suboxone is a fucking opiate!

  • LOL

  • actually its an ANTI OPIATE.....trust me bro...im not trying to dog you in any way...everyone's in the same fight...just try it...you wont take any opiates again. Im just tryin to help. I would never wish this on neone...If i can give good advice that worked for me to anyone, and get them off the shit....then ill be happy

  • methadone maintanance is cheap $5/day and you will never detox again in your life.

  • methadone is worse too get off of .....

  • yes but with methadone you have a prescribing doctor that would set up a medical detox instead of being on oxys in an addcited state and detoxing...well constantly, over and over.

  • i agree, i know people who tried methodone for in between scrpts and they totally lost themselves to it. please don't ever take methadone.

  • i dont think you should be spewing medical advice like its a fact to people that could potentially ruin or end their life. I agree that methadone is not a substitute for prescribed medication maintanance UNLESS it is being severely abused, but methadone on its own has great pain controlling capabilities and has a half life of 24-36 hours so you wouldnt have to pop oxy's all day long

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