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  • I want to pledge so bad. The only thing holding me back is my GPA. But I will do whatever it takes to become an ice cold man of Alpha Phi Alpha.

  • come midnight...105 years my Brothers! 06!

  • y at da end it sound like sigma soul

  • i like that first gorilla pic..just sayin :)

  • Bloody O 06!

  • If Alpha doesn't inconvenience you at least once a week we're not doing our jobs.

  • Hold up the light bruhs!!!!! AAAAAAAAA-PHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII­III!!!!!!!!

  • CAN I GET A 111111111111111111111199999999­9999999999999!?!?!?!??

  • @ltheghost 000000000000000000000000000000­000000000006

  • This joint make somebody want to pledge no lie

    

  • I love my bruhs, but I married an Alpha. And everything in this video is so true.

    Oooooooop-phi a

  • Is it just me or does the narrator at the beginning sound like Ice Cube?

  • I HAVE A QUESTION? SOMEBODY PLZ ANSWER..

    WHAT THE SONG CALLED STARTING AT "1:33"

  • @youngflanders zoom zoom

  • can somebody plz tell me tha truth about joinin a black greek fraternity bcuz i heard from ex-greeks on youtube and they said that everything from the symbols on their shields,oathes,n rituals goes against the bible and jesus christ n even tho i wanna pledge so bad but i'll b damed if i join something that goes against the bible or my lord and savior jesus christ so can somebody,anybody plz help me out and plz plz plz b honest

  • i need an honest answer to this question can somebody plz tell me if being a member of a black greek fraternity goes against the bible or jesus christ bcuz i heard some testimonies form ex-greeks on youtube n they said that everything from the symbols,oathes,n rituals goes against the bible n thus jesus christ so can somebody,anybody plz help me out bcuz i really wanna join but i'll b damned if i join something that goes against my lord and savior jesus christ

  • @sisensi @sisensi what you heard from ex-greeks is false. when ppl decide to pledge and become a member, if they don't know who they are as a person when they pledge, they pledge for all the wrong reasons. if you know who you are when you pledge then you will make the letters, not the other way around. You make the letters, You make colors, and You make the fraternity. if you dont know who you are then you are allowing the letters, colors, and the fraternity to make you which is the wrong way.

  • Just wanted to know if anyone knew the name of the 3rd track played on this video. I'm tryin to download that track specifically!

  • my dad is a alpha and so are my uncles

  • MY DAD IS A MEMBER OF THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • not trying to be rude at all. just wondering why they're throwing up the Shaka? I live in hawaii and i'd recognize that hand gesture anywhere.

  • @burgulblaster When we sing our fraternity hymn, we join arm in arm, hand in hand, locking in brotherhood with our pinky fingers and joining of the thumb! So, when you see Alphas throwing up the "Shaka" as you call it in Hawaii, please understand that it has nothing to do with Hawaii, but everything to do with our fraternal bond!!

  • Just came over - Theta Delta (University of South Alabamba)

    Ace Club - 6. I.C.E. (Ideals Completing Excellence)

  • @dlamars07.

    U truly are misled my brother like real talk. I know Alphas at my institution that will purposely whoop your ignorant uneducated ass for shit like this. To me this is an insult to not only to the fraternity itself but to me as well I have family who are part of this greatly known fraternity and for u to sit on your ass and talk about the organization really vexs me. I personally I wanna find where u stay n beat u like a pulp. Do me a favor..... Read the damn Divine Nine book or jo

  • @benjamint16, read our history. Its no secret. Seek and ye shall find. 1119! 06!

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  • Nice man, but why they have monkeys and gorillas??

  • @BenjaminT16 apes. theres a difference

  • LOVE THAT BLACK & GOLD, BABY!!

  • MY BROTHERS!!!! LOVE EM 2 DEATH I PLEDGED AKA AT 04! SKEEE WEEE....LOVE THE GOLD AND BLACK

  • The "letters make em mad but the year make em sick" , I love my A PHI !

    

  • DEEP IN MY HEART, I LOVE MY A PHI! I LOVE MY A PHI A!!!!!!!!!00000000066666666!

  • I love my Black and Gold!!!!!!

  • Its a Shame how every1s ritual book is out in the open. Damn u Google

    People have died tryin to find the meaning of these orgs letter n now u can just up n find it on da computer...Death to a nigga who puts info on da net

  • I AM SO GOING TO PLEDGE ALPHA PHI ALPHA WHEN I GET TO COLLEGE THEY JUST DOMINATE, I DIGS DIS FRAT TO THE FULLEST!!!

  • Love this.

  • how come kappas hav kappa league for high school students and we as Alphas dont hav no program to reach out to the high school students

  • @MasterMason123 yes they do... the alpha esquires!

  • @MasterMason123 Im an Alpha ESQuire from Cleveland,Ohio Alpha ESQuires our mentored by Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity INC. under the Delta Alpha Lambda Chapter

  • @TheCheeks23 actually alpha esquire is not as renound as Kappa League, Its a shame that i dnt really seeing them reach out to the youths like they should

  • A Phi A...Spring 2010...ACE CLUB...

  • alpha phi alpha 4lyfe

  • A Phiiiii..........0000006

  • what does the ape holding the cane represent

  • @thereturnofman295 lol its a diss to kappa alpha psi

  • are they hard to join

  • 00000006IIII!!

  • We are ICE COLD because we were founded on a ICE COLD December tuesday

  • Was it ok to say that on here?

  • @midorian12491  Yuup

  • Too Cold Frat OOOOOOOOSix!

  • ΑΦΑ!!!!!!!!!!!

  • 0000000006!!

  • these greek organizations are here to help fellow man and make a diffrence...its more than wearing greek letters and or strolling or stepping..these greek organizations give back to the community and are successful men and women...dnt judge what you do not know because if you know so much you would know that these greek organizations was built on christian beliefs...

  • @mnw09piccolos Keep up the good work in your community and your family. I am not Greek but I am the beginning and the end.

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  • so why they call yall ice cold? can anyone answer me that pls

  • Its a secret

  • @brodieanthony They are Called ice Cold Because They Where Founded In December

  • @daem15 also because they were forunded upstate new york at cornell university where it is ICE COLD!!!!!!!

  • 06 to the BRUHS....THE Oldest and the Coldest!

  • ΑΦΑ 000000six!!!!!!

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  • Dude singin zoom sounds like Kales...

  • WhoUWit? ICE!

  • Aite Bruhz

  • 00000000006

  • AND I STRESS AGAIN!!!!!!! ALPHA PHI ALPHA DOESN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOUR SALVATION ITS A BROTHERHOOD NOT A RELIGON. Respecfully, Phuturesphin06

  • @phuturesphinx06 What you said.... I'm not a generalization.... WE are not a GENEralization.

  • I am so sick and tired of hearing how evil alpha is and how they are founded on divison and unequally yoked alpha is. You don't see white people putting down there institutions and educated men and women trying to do better for them selfs. We as a people of the african american race have to do better Me as #1. God said if you don't want to be judged don't judge, and look whats on the comment board mostly???????........... JUDGEMENT !!!!!!!!!

  • Another thing, DIVISION, life is full of division. Example, like the more mentally gifted students go to honors classes and regular students go to regular classes. And my family, including my mother, and other friends are in frats and sororities. They are Catholics, Baptists and Muslim faith's. They stil have faith in their own religions and live their lives accordingly. How can you speak on 'fake brotherhood' when you are NOT in THEIR org? PLEASE SPEAK ON WHAT YOU KNOW THEN HE-SAY/SHE-SAY......

  • @DLAMARS...Like there's a difference between IDOLATRY and modeling after a particular object for inspiration. That's like saying the kid that wants to be Michael Jordan because he likes b-ball is commiting IDOLATRY. It doesnt makes sense. If you are a grown man, part of living life is keeping secrets. This is a plain example, you dont know anything about the fraternity but a person who would could tell if you are a member or not but asking a question that they would know to be secret among them.

  • Me personally, I am not in any fraternity nor going to mention any I am seriously considering (even tho i am lookign at the vid). @DLAMARS, I can tell you are a man of God and thats not a bad thing but talking about "hear-say" and not actually in the organization and denouncing them is very ignorant, childish and immature. How can you speak on something you have no record of, something that only members would know. Like how can youc all yourself a "Christian" but you are judging? Think about it.

  • shit man me either

  • 1. The Bible "I therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you that you walk worthy of the vocation wherewith ye are called." Ephesians 4:1 Alpha Phi Alpha 1 I therefore beseech you, Brother, that ye walk worthy of the vocation wherewith ye are called. What is the significance here? Paul refers to himself as a Christian being a prisoner for Christ's sake, not a brother of some sect or specific organization like the Pharisees. Paul is talking to Christians and about being a Christian.

  • WTF?! What the hell you talking about?! @dlamars07

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  • dlamars stop hatein on what you not. IGNORANT BASTARD PUTTIN UP POST THAT WILL NOT CHANGE NO ONES OPINION ON A PHI A. U DNT HAVE A LIFE IF YOUR SITTIN ON A COMPUTER ARGUIN ABOUT SOMETHIN YOU COULDNT BE APART OF. U & YA DAD. HE HATEIN CAUSE NO ONE EXCEPTED HIM. HE PAID HIS MONEY & GOT HAZED AND WAS UNABLE TO CROSS OVER. TELL YA DAD TO BREACH ON REAL TOPICS. FAKE PREACHER

  • the more you condemn and ridicule me out of my name...the SAME WILL AND ALREADY HAS BE DONE TO U....u along with others are participating in IDOLATRY.....why WOULD I WANT TO JOIN AN ORGANIZATION THAT IS FOUNDED ON SECRECY, DIVISION, ANTI-CHRISTIAN VALUES, FAKE BROTHERHOOD (UNEQUALLY YOKE), FALSE "MANLY DEEDS"..LOL...come on dude...SO ONCE AGAIN u r misled....

  • hat must be why you spend so much time on alpha vidoes and not kappa of sigma or omeges....how clever of u to say that because I have already posted my info and have bucked already with an AKA on another post....well at least tried to help show u the truth...some people just want to be ignorant and tell me WHO IS IN COLLEGE...who knows people in the organization (NOT JUST ALPHA FOOL) who agree with me on the same thing....that is why people are denouncing it because this stuff is real...

  • You are a real fool ,college doesnt make you smart you probably major in interior design or p e so shut that hogwash up

  • Oh and by the way, masonry - the father is Satan....there are too many sources that actually PUBLISH their information to show people what MASONRY is all about (lodges, sacred geometry, rituals...etc....where do you think the greek organizations get their same rituals from...HELLO MASONRY...so if the foundation was and IS evil...the greek organizations are continuing to honor and show tribute in which God does not speak for....as for as your father - I dare him and U to seek the REAL truth!

  • Have you went threw the ritual???? ok then you know not of which you speak. And y am i actually talking to the likes of you about things like this anyway your not in any greek organization you wouldnt know the meaning of brother or sisterhood if it hit you were the goo LORD split ya

  • KID U A REALLY DUMB....so i guess brotherhood/sisterhood is this:

    learn the history of your organization, get ur behind whooped, pay some money..and NOW U R an official brother/sister...what a WASTE...do u see how stupid that sounds...this is not brotherhood...this a gang fool...even if u don't get hazed - which ALL OF IT is a form of hazing....u still subjecting yourself to demonic possession...since ur father is A PREACHER...along with mine...why don't u ask him the truth about APA...LOL

  • UM DuMb but your agruing with a dumb kid who knows more on the subject than you do???? be 4real one of my future bruhz probably hit it and quit it. That must be why you spend so much time on alpha vidoes and not kappa of sigma or omeges........thats probably the truth of the matter ooops did i hit a soar spot??? probably.

  • i c u PHrat

  • i love the ice cold brothas of alpha phi alpha fraternity inc!

    gotta love the greek unity!

    ZZZZZZZ PHI!

  • i feel you ATHIOPES

  • ight bruh phrozen tribute

    kideem frierson

    spr09

    gamma

    tre

  • I'm lost. Maybe you all can help me out. I love NPHC greek organizations, but why is it worth all of the turmoil to get in one. What exactly are you getting that makes the pledging process worth going through?

  • if you feel this way it aint for you! you'll never understand it till you endure it..then it will make sense, until then you're not suppose to understand it...

  • what a horrible response....

  • Great Tribute - I love my A PHI A. 1111111-9-00000006

  • Alpha Phrates Athiopes all day!!!!!!!

    06

  • Who's that rapping in the tribute?

     can anyone tell me who it is?

  • Some bruh named OD, from Clark Atlanta chapter. He got one on this beat and this orginal song called 1-9-0-6

  • Isnt the alpha prayer suppose to be secret if so why did you just put your bussiness out there like that all dur respect

  • Alpha Men are the Light of the world? Sorry Jesus Christ is the light of the world! But ya'll coo tho !

  • Respectfully- The god of your understanding IS THE WORLD, Africa is the light of the world, Alpha is the light of the world....Beautiful manifestations of God's glory.....As all the Alpha Men say, Oh lord May the true spirit of fraternity rule our thoughts, guide our hearts and control our lives, so that we may become through thee servants of all....Amen

  • First, My God has a Capital G and only true God has a son Jesus(you might of heard of him) and in John 8:12, Jesus (Yes our Savior) states, I am the light of the world, he that followeth me shall not walk in the darkness, but shall have the light of life. 2nd , please don't recite frat poems to the world, your bruhs won't approve. Lastly, dont allow poems and other things to misinterpret the truth. Like I said before, Ya'll cool, just a correction made. Thank you and God Bless!

  • It is rude to impose your beliefs on people. I am a muslim, but I am very respectful of other people and feel I no need to "make corrections" assuming that everyone is on one accord. Generally, It saddens me that religion can save people from anything, except being close minded. That being said we are all entitled to our veiws, truths and opinions but no one is entitled to their own facts. Find a more appropriate place to evangelize. And the Prayer can be heard when we we sing the hymn publicly

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  • oh and by the way...i hope ur jewels repented for their evil ways....UR ORGANIZATION is not founded on Christian principles....SOUND FAMILIAR: Alpha is the light of the world....ONLY JESUS CHRIST IS THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD...if anything, these organizations destroy every principle that God intended for HIS believers "equally yoked" in the blood and spirit by submitting myself only to JESUS Christ...not "pledging" to a worldly organization...i guess ur rebuttal is....well i'm a "CHRISTIAN"

  • ALPHA is the light under god right beside mason and i know this an im only 15. And why are you on an alpha tribute anyway i thought you didnt like them???? an dont post any stupid comments on an ALPHA tribute any more have some class because with out some of the members of alpha you couldnt do what you do today remind you of anybody??? MLK #5 sigma chapter

  • but how do i go about talkin to the bruhz without seeming like a wana b tagalong type guy

  • who is the rapper that raps in the middle of the tribute cus he go hard

  • Hmm... Just get to know the bruhs on ya campus man. Gaining their approval is key.

  • YOU SOUND SUS AS HELL!

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  • um no male actually.....im in college...wannab???...please..­.make the cut for what....community service, scholarship, excellence...ha...that's laughable...these "GREEK" organizations are a total disgrace..why would i aspire to be like u or any other person in these organizations...they r a joke...and u know it...in fact...EVERYONE knows it....keep hazing for 3 days and learn some true history...what GREEK ORGANIZATIONS are truly about...evil, occult, idol-worshiping with excellence on top..lol

  • do i have a better chance getting picked cuz im a legeacy

  • No. Alpha Phi Alpha fraternity Inc. does not recognize a legacy clause. Each aspirant must stand on his on merits. Period! Discretion is key. If you are truly interested, focus on important things FIRST. Get your GPA up, be a LEADER on your campus, do COMMUNITY SERVICE, & carry yourself in a POSITIVE way.

  • Further, I am told that these men have a history that extends way back--some 102 years. I am told that these men have two favorite colors--both of them rich in hue--black and old gold. That when I say "ONE....NINE" they say "OHHHHHH....SIX!" There must be some Alphas in the atmosphere! -Past President Darryl R. Matthews, Sr.

  • I am told that this group of men represents the best that the nation has to offer. That they are college educated. That they contribute to their communities, their time, talents and their gifts. That they have a love for mankind and have pledged to be of service--wherever and whenever it is required. That they have a firm and abiding belief that if they stick together they can weather any storm. I am told that when things get hot, these men get cold--ICE COLD!

  • Alpha men are the light of the world!!

  • ICE COLD SPRING '06 '' water hose"

  • Beautiful tribute~! LoL, luv the Gorilla & the dog!!!

  • Great tribute

    Delta Delta

    SPR 2K8

    #9 Comus

  • I CANT WAIT TO TURN AN ALPHA

    A PHI A

  • i cant wait til i pledge a phi a on the bloody b o chapter

  • you might not have known this, but you're supposed to shout out the frat or sorority you intend to pledge. nobody in the world should know who you are (in greek terms) until you come out at your probate. im only in high school and i know that...

  • Gamma Phi does not exist anymore! Nobody knew of their establishment, including my founders, who seeked and asked in 1904-1905 did a collegiate fraternity exist for black college train men. Alpha was founded long before its establishment in 1906. Bottom line is Alpha Phi Alpha fraternity Inc., is the prototype/originator for all black greek letter organizations/societies. That's a fact! P.S. My President is Black!

  • So when you leave, you tell the story, you tell the whole damworld this is ALPHA territory!! Lol! As an Alpha we can reply or respond to whatever we deem necessary. After all, it's our tribute! 101+1=102!

  • I love the men of Alpha! They have a proven record of service and leadership. They are the most polish, forward looking men in the world.

  • @SAI1903 dang, so much for sinfonian love SISTER! lol j/k its all good. Sig-phi Love!

  • I'm gonna post the link that show pictures of Bro. King on line. On another note, there's nothing a kappa, que or any org can tell me about my organization's history! Be for real! Carry on!

  • First... Understand that a man should not boast about what his accomplishments are but rather let others boast for him. You should not even worry about what those who have said anything about your history have to say. You step it up.

  • This is a tribute to Alpha Phi Alpha. It only makes sense for an Alpha brother to defend his organization. Especially when outsiders are speaking false information about the it. True Alpha Men don't boast. Unlike some organizations, we let our actions speak for itself. You never see Alpha men in the media boasting about their frat. I can't say the same about other black fraternities.

  • P.S. Kappas are the most insecure guys when it comes to their history and fraternity. So you all try to find errors in others history. Now if you take a look at your history, there you will find several things that dont add up, starting with the scramble board of names

    P.P.S . Now that you know the truth. Tell those Ohio Brothers to step their shit up...We have so many dam leaders amongst our ranks. King is just one of them!

    Please talk what you know. Alpha has nothing to prove. That is all.

  • All Founding Fathers Was Freemasons

  • fool no its not no r kelly

  • Nice tribute. All of the tributes were good. Thanks for posting.

  • Alpha men are not only smart, sophisticated, and have a deep rooted history, they are the finest brothers that have ever walked FAMU's campus! Yes for 06!

  • You can't be serious. This coming from a brother who is part of an organization that grind on each other half ass naked at events. How gay is that? lol

    Get some class first and then talk about the Black and Gold.

  • It sounds to me that you can't handle the truth brother! I like to think as greeks we all have personal pride for our respective fraternities. But to disrespect mine because your boy got checked by reignsupreme (for not having his facts straight) can't be the reason you season-hating!

  • Omega's have always been looked upon as a joke full of dummies who can't remember to go to class! That's why they 6th year seniors still trying 2 graduate! But to say all that is just an overextension--that just increases the hate you have for my beloved frat! You need 2 rise above your arrogant ignorance birdman! Peace!

  • YO whats up with all the beef? This aint about petty things. Dont talk about it. Be about it.

  • Best Frat in the WORLD!

    Oldest and the Coldest!

  • beautiful tribute

  • And where's Gamma Phi now?

  • Why is it that a Kappa is checking out the Alpha tribute anyway? Hmmmm

  • Incognito thats a stupid question.

    I guess only Alphas can watch the vid huh?

  • No, I don't think its a stupid question because I believe all black greeks of the divine nine are special and have done a lot to uplift the society as a whole. I've looked at most of the tributes on youtube and found them all to be interesting. So to question another fraternity's history when your not a memeber yourself I think its silly and it makes the other person look jealous.

  • yea.. its stupid to learn something if it didn't involve you. like World War II and Apartheid!

  • u need psychological help. Tuskeegee Black Airmen and thousands of other African Americans destroyed Nazis and died to make the world safe so you can sit in a free land and spout racism. Hatred is so Pitiful.

    There was no Apartheid in South Africa until univited visitors came.Smile! I still got your pic.

  • why do you bother to learn about this stuff if it you're not south african? i mean it's not your history right? this is using the same logic that was posted before bozo!

  • Jews have and allegiance to Israel. Irish Americans have an allegiance to Ireland, et al...for every other group. We do what we damn well please, not what some twit called sexy sauce wants us to do. Sit here and learn, ignoramus. Click on got your pic! U love this video.

  • lol, you don't have any pic you idiot! you just don't like the fact that the truth about your organization if finally let out! first of nothing! not even first of the inter collegiate black greeks! You are stupid if you think Irish Americans have an allegiance to Ireland! They are American! They can't go back! Go back to the plantation you porch monkey!

  • You are too intelligent for me, sexysauce. You are also too eloquent for me.

  • So true. They need to worry about their own no history having organization.

  • lol at a kappa trying to tell and Alpha history! Be for real!

  • Bro. MLK Jr. was initiated into Sigma Chapter. He was not an honorary brother.

  • I have always found it interesting how this fraternity promotes MLK Jr. as a member(honorary) when he NEVER actually pledged the organization.

  • are you serious??? MLK Jr. didn't pledge APA??

  • You're an idiot, you don't know anything about Alpha and MLK do your research kappa.

  • I'm sure that I am much older than you and I have. Sorry if the truth hurts. I'm sure if you're a member ask anyone over 45 and they'll tell you the truth. (maybe)

    MLK is an "Honorary member of the organization." HE NEVER PLEDGED.

    By the way...we don't bestow membership.

  • Actually you wrong BWKappa. I went to their Centennial Celebration with my son. Alpha history speaks for itself. Why do Kappas always try to find fault in others history, especially the Alphas? Is it because Kappas are puzzled and confused about their history?

  • No sir. The error here is you. Continue to believe your lie if you must. If it makes you sleep better @ night.

    It's funny that we are having this discussion. When I crossed all the Greeks (Alpha's included) in our area and most of the State of Ohio knew that already. I guess where ever you are from it make you feel better.

    Again, ask some questions and do some homework. Be a leader and not a follower.

    God bless ya man.

  • Thank you.

  • Kappas and Omegas are always trying to find fault in Alpha history. I don't see Sigmas with that hater type shit.

  • So true......... I'ma do the alumni program though.....

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  • BWKAPPA, if you going to speak on Alpha's history then please speak the truth. Brother Martin Luther King Jr. pledged at Morehouse College but was initiated at Boston College. Talk what you know. Talk about that no history having/pussy chasing fraternity called Kapppa Alpha Psi.

  • King DID NOT pledge Alpha at Morehouse, nor was he initiated at Boston College, as he did his Ph.D. work at Boston UNIVERSITY.

    Seems like reignsupreme, needs to do two things: Learn YOUR history. AND remember that every organization has a history, so one founded in 1911 cannot be called "no history having"

    And No, I am NOT a Kappa. Just don't appreciate your arrogant misstating of facts, e.g. A Phi A is the oldest BGLO. It is not.

    Now challenge me on that and get embrassed on here.

  • First off, I made a typo. I was heated when I typed that. It bothers me when a clown try to screw up my history. I meant to say Boston University. I already know that Brother King received his PH.D. from Boston University. Boston University is part of the Sigma Chapter of Alpha Phi Alpha Fraternity inc.  This is a known fact.

    A Phi A is the first intercollegiate Greek- letter fraternity in the United States established for men of African descent.

    These are facts not opinions!

  • I think you need to be more concern with your own history before you worry about Alpha History. You just like that clown ass member of your organization that stated that an Omega invented the traffic light.lol He actually tried to pass that fabrication out to the masses. We all know that the traffic light was invented by "An Alpha Man" Garrett Morgan.

    Once again, worry about your own history before you concern yourself with the House of Alpha!!!

  • Get a life!!! I guess it is true a hit dog will holla

  • actually MLK did pledge a phi a while attending Boston University.

  • Don't believe that. Especially from a Kappa or Omega. He pledged at Morehouse College and was i