I am more than D.I.D and trauma **Triggering**

[EmilyYoucis]

Hey girl. I dont have DID but I was abused and have many different sides and personas to my personality- i just never get amnesia so I dont think I could have it. My memory of childhood is fuzzy and choppy tho.... so odd to see such a normal pretty person come out of such horrid conditions, which u seem 2 be. When I was 17 I animated a cartoon about a dog with DID called Alfred's Playhouse i'd luv u 2 watch. It's 3 parts, on utube. it's intense nd triggering, but i feel you can handle it! ;D

[EmilyYoucis]

Hey girl. I dont have DID but I was abused and have many different sides and personas to my personality- i just never get amnesia so I dont think I could have it. My memory of childhood is fuzzy and choppy tho.... so odd to see such a normal pretty person come out of such horrid conditions, which u seem 2 be. When I was 17 I animated a cartoon about a dog with DID called Alfred's Playhouse i'd luv u 2 watch. It's 3 parts, on utube. it's intense nd triggering, but i feel you can handle it! ;D

[firedancer357]

Really powerful video. I'm so sorry for the things you endured, but your spirit of survival is inspiring! I love the pictures of the memories you've created as an adult. I don't have DID, but I know someone who does, and the things she survived are horrific... much like your story. God bless you, hun. You're a beautiful person.

[MsMAV77]

we are strong, those of us who have survived childhood trauma and developed DID to survive. your spirit remains untouched, that is clear, your beauty shines through all the ugliness you were subjected to by those who hurt you. shine on

sumofmags

[SergeCWazukie]

my god...im glad that you managed to break out of mk ultra, god bless you (not the god of child raping priests) and i wish you well with your recovery.

[kaymeena]

I'm so sorry you had to endure this; as you should know, this was of absolutely no fault of your own and the Almighty God loves you and always will.

[lmollot]

so grateful for your sharing- photos of arms and drawings of torture is very convincing that this is reality- makes us feel proof we are not alone- iroquois women (book) offers a society where children cant be abused-your rare help for those of us and future children -not alone means not crazy i feel -i got peer support from siawso.org and stop ritual abuse-too bad teachers are allowed LEGALabuse of kids-here in canada- children in boarding schools including american indians-thanks for help me

[rtisleo]

A peaceful long life to you.

[sparrowfeed]

wait.. that raping with bottles and knives and stuff.. was that true???

[firedancer357]

@sparrowfeed Don't doubt it - not for a moment. She's incredibly brave to share those things.

[avalonandon]

thank you for this. as someone who survived horror but also have many happy and happy looking childhood pictures this helps. you are a beautiful person. I believe that we are born into the life because there are things that we came here to learn. and we have come to do important work. those who are wounded and embark on their healing journey help others along the way as they are just getting started. so resilient we all are. peace to everyone reading this.

[thisxangelxcanxfly]

Hello,

We are sorry you have been though such things we have also been there too.

We know what its like to need it to stop.. we also have DID

[PeaceLoveEternity]

God bless you hunny. Please look into "Mk-Ultra". I have been there. Please chat with me if you need to. Forgiveness is the only way you will let go.

[DoomCreeper1]

You poor girl I will personally assassinate whomever took down your audio file

[marydepugh]

I wish you the best and your video was very good, and sad. I am sorry you went through that stuff and i think it is great that you are making new memories.

[sammiejinx]

touching vidio

[SHFontenot82]

I'm a pretty jaded chick and your video had me in tears... I'm so sorry for everything that you have been through ! Your video gives me the impression that your a very strong woman.... keep on keeping on !

[missdisorientated]

I am sorry for the horrors you have experienced.

This video is sad and triggering - however it also feels me with hope.

You are a beautiful person, who deserves the best... keep fighting for life.

[eameehan]

amazing. i love your view on life and i hope you keep living your days well!

[bright3eyes]

whats this song?

[landofhealth]

rishing you the best for your recovery hugs, bluebell x

[grace2244]

What a beautifully done video. The music was perfect. Your drawings were chilling. Your new life is worth cheering for.