I actually cried watching this video, because I am a cutter and I self-harm because I was raped 1 year ago and I can't let go what happened to me so I self harm, sometimes ill self harm like 3 times a day I have counselling but its not helping me atall I want to stop, I have a problem and I dont want to continue living like this, I keep everything bottled up and self harming is my escape and makes me feel better.
I use to self harm and it went on for a year and a half, and i felt alone in a dark place. no one ever listened or cared. depression just seems to be something that keeps coming back for me im nearly 17 and i was happy for a good 2 months before my depression got me again. i have not self harmed for 1 year now, and im fighting never to do it again no matter how bad things get just remember. Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem, Peace <3
My name is vanessa and i started self harm when i was about 10 i have bin doing it for many years and i still do it gets worse and worse each day i dont tell people because i cant, i have a lot of secrets and im an outcast im satanic so i worship the devil and i guess if i die then its whatever because life is just not the best and dontknow how to get through it you can try to help me but i dont see how it will work at this point
i promised and prayed to god i would never cut again... i broke that promise because i couldnt help it and to all people who are thinking of it, dont it will controll your life and once you say ull never do it again, your wrong its addictave and once yuv made your first cut you will itch. dont make the same mistake as i did.
This video explains a lot of things ^^ I hate how people just say that it's for attention when in reality it's another way to distract ourselves from the emotional pain or to let it all out and feel free or whatever
I get yelled at everyday whenever i go to school and my "parents" ignore me and act like i'm not even there >.> i got like billions of different people trying to "help" me when they haven't even been through it
It's sick when people bully people because of what they do >.>
@JazelLovesYa I hate when people talk to me because i don't know if there being serious or just joking around like they would say shut up faggot or fag and shut up to me and thats what caused me to find a way to ease the pain and cutting helps me calm down and feel a little better i am worried if my parents find out because then i would feel so much worse to see the look on my parents face. Nothing can help me because i will never understand anything about me.
@TheMask90041 I am not one to swear out loud so i can't really stand up for myself don't ask me why i don't understand. when ever i try to stand up for myself i just make myself look stupid and i hate it sooo much.I still don't know why i am even alive. "I am tired of living and scared of dying"
@TheMask90041 I exactly know how you feel except they call me a bitch and heartless and all that freaking names sometimes whore and slut >.> And when my parents found out they went crazy and sent me to a WHOLE BUNCH OF shrinks >.> thinking I was doing it for attention when they don't know that I'm mostly a loner because the school is full of bullies and people who start drama
@JazelLovesYa i am a pretty nice person i think and i don't know why it needs to be me everything bad im sick of it i would like to know what the "Good life" is like. and im serious i have no idea what is wrong with me they caused this not me well maybe cause of the depression but they make my life worse. yeah i might laugh a few times but some things are just funny. I don't know myself i don't know why i act like this but if you have a guess please tell me
Male, i started at 12. Only two ppl know. I also struggle with depression. Twice ive tried suicide. Cops showed up at my house cause the two ppl called them.
I started cutting when I was 12, now I'm 14 and also hit myself sometimes. Got therapy when I was 13, but rejected any form of help. My dad found my journal where I wrote everything about my feelings and self harm, and I freaked. I've been feeling very down and tired for 4 months now, I don't know if I should see a therapist again.
@SuperEpicEverything oh my gosh... that is the same exact thing as me. i started at 12 and now im 14. and i hit myself too. and also my dad found my journal about my feelings... and of course i freaked. i tried him to stop worrying about me and to stop being suspicious by telling him that i stopped.... but i never did. and to this day, i don't think he knows. and i too have been feeling very down and tired for about 4 months......
im 13 and cut, my family doesnt know only close friends and my boyfriend and he cries when he asks me about it. my left arm is worst because i can go deeper but i cant get it to bleed more. people tell me to stop when no one is really helping me threw it. i have 3 friends that actually try to help me unlike everyone just saying: its not hard to stop just stop. ITS NOT THAT EASY its like an addiction for me and they cant seem to fuckin understand and it makes it like 1000000X worst.
I'm 16 and started cutting myself because I thought I was going insane and no longer capable of feeling anything. When my parents found out, I had never felt so guilty and realised it hurts other people. I thought the scars would fade but they haven't. I have found that the only way to get better is to want to help yourself, and if ever I feel like cutting myself now I go for a walk instead. I no longer tell myself I have to be sad, and am happy a lot of the time. LIfe has so much meaning. :)
i started to cut when i was 13 im 14 now and it relives a lot of stress.. my dad is abusive i was sexually assulted and raped at age 6 my gardian angles wings fell off and now im the one who suffers everything i do is never good enough i get bullied i hate my life and i wanna die but i always think of my younger brother i am all he has..pain and depression hurts i know i have scars from everything cutting abused everything it hurts and conciling DONT help!!
I thought i had put my self harming past behind me, i had stopped for 3-4 years, but recently i have been having a hard time, and for the past 2 days i felt the urges to cut again and i have 3 times in 2 days.
@mrxcal123 I self harmed for about 3 years.. I have been cutting since i was 12, I am now 15 after 3months of therapy and life counselling.. Believe me when I say this, it is really not worth the trouble. I lost so many people because of it, i can't keep a relationship because everyone knows about it now, and neglect me.. When life gives you a negative.. make a positive. Find hobbies.. learn guitar, listen to music, read, write, draw.. do anything to get your mind off it. Be careful
@CloudNineJuggalo i wish i could :( but i keep getting abused by people i love and care about they dont care about me i told my sister i did it and she didnt care her boyfriend cared more i do it to feel something to look at the blood dripping down my arms to say to myself god still gives a fuck about me
@mrxcal123 People may act like they don't care.. but believe me, they do. But you have to care about yourself too. Find a friend to talk things out with instead of cutting. I was in love with the blood dripping, i even wrote with it sometimes, but i quickly started to realize it was not a way to go, and i should stop. If you can't stop by yourself, get help from an adult, they will understand.. or should.
@mayopubesandwich If 5 year olds spend all their time with adults and therefore out of danger like you say then how do so many manage to drown? And as for a 5 year old not having the emotional or mental capabilities to self-harm you should really check your facts or be stuck appearing ignorant, a childs mental and emotional capasity is based on alot of things especaily its own experiances, if a three year old is raped or beaten for instance self-hate and harm can start within less than a year
I started when I was 11. I have always been unfortunate enough to see and experience more evil in people than good. I'm now 19 and continue to struggle with it.
@KChelle10 I started when I was 12. I just turned 18 and I cant seem to stop. I'll go for months without reaching for a blade and I'll take on so much I breakdown and go crazy. I scare myself when I wake up and look at what I did to myself the night before.
I started at 12... my parents got divorsed when i was 6... i didnt do it often... then he was messing me about, not visiting, playing games and then got his girlfriend pregnant and didnt tell us till a month before it was due. after all this happened at 14 i was doing it every night hiding the cuts with a wrist band. i would sit in my bed and cry wishing i could die. :( and i still havent stopped.. im now 15 and i just wish i wasnt born...
@theskinnyscenekid i believe you, the first time i self harmed i was 6 and i didnt do it again until i was 11 because i thought it really hurt x @mayopubesandwich you are a fucking twat to think someone would lie about something like this, you obviously dont understand our pain so fuck you !
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i satrted at the age of 11 and i cant find a way to stop ive looked for help but they never seem to do.. everytime i reach out for help by the end of that it all gets worse...! my cutting starts in diffrent plases..! mt legs my arms my wrinsst my ancles..! someone please help me..!
@emoninjas123 Hey, I can help you. I'm 15 and I started when I was 12. Please send me a message, I can help you. I know it's hard to stop, but you just got to take one step at a time, I'm here for you. I have faith in you. Send me a message, and I'll reply as soon as I can.
started at 11.... in recovry at 14 (: can't believe it (: so proud of myself 9 months know everyone you can recover i know you can... if you need to talk message me in here for you guys i really am (:
omg i ave that book... if anyone lives close to lincolnpark,taylor or allen park in michigan or anywere near those can borrow it, or keep it or pass it along if they like.. it is a reallly good book
omg i ave that book... if anyone lives close to lincolnpark,taylor or allen park or anywere near those can borrow it, or keep it or pass it along if they like.. it is a reallly good book
This video is amazing and has inspired me. I also read the book "Cut" but unfortunately, it was very triggering to me, and I was unable to read through the book.
I actually cried watching this video, because I am a cutter and I self-harm because I was raped 1 year ago and I can't let go what happened to me so I self harm, sometimes ill self harm like 3 times a day I have counselling but its not helping me atall I want to stop, I have a problem and I dont want to continue living like this, I keep everything bottled up and self harming is my escape and makes me feel better.
keiragosney 1 week ago
I FEEL ALONE..... :'(
valeriasokoslova 1 week ago
@valeriasokoslova You are not alone, trust me :-)
Your head is just telling you are, it's psychological, you just think you are.
For example, somebody in a mental hospital, in a padded room all the time, they are lonely <3
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18RedRaven 2 weeks ago
I use to self harm and it went on for a year and a half, and i felt alone in a dark place. no one ever listened or cared. depression just seems to be something that keeps coming back for me im nearly 17 and i was happy for a good 2 months before my depression got me again. i have not self harmed for 1 year now, and im fighting never to do it again no matter how bad things get just remember. Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem, Peace <3
Rhys2015 2 weeks ago
usualy people who self harm and cut wont commit suicide and arent sucidal i hate when people think im suicidal just because i cut myself
westcoast857 1 month ago 2
My name is vanessa and i started self harm when i was about 10 i have bin doing it for many years and i still do it gets worse and worse each day i dont tell people because i cant, i have a lot of secrets and im an outcast im satanic so i worship the devil and i guess if i die then its whatever because life is just not the best and dontknow how to get through it you can try to help me but i dont see how it will work at this point
devil152787 1 month ago
i promised and prayed to god i would never cut again... i broke that promise because i couldnt help it and to all people who are thinking of it, dont it will controll your life and once you say ull never do it again, your wrong its addictave and once yuv made your first cut you will itch. dont make the same mistake as i did.
thebuttertriangle 1 month ago
Hi there. I'm Becca and I care.
beccarachael96 1 month ago
This video explains a lot of things ^^ I hate how people just say that it's for attention when in reality it's another way to distract ourselves from the emotional pain or to let it all out and feel free or whatever
I get yelled at everyday whenever i go to school and my "parents" ignore me and act like i'm not even there >.> i got like billions of different people trying to "help" me when they haven't even been through it
It's sick when people bully people because of what they do >.>
JazelLovesYa 1 month ago
@JazelLovesYa I hate when people talk to me because i don't know if there being serious or just joking around like they would say shut up faggot or fag and shut up to me and thats what caused me to find a way to ease the pain and cutting helps me calm down and feel a little better i am worried if my parents find out because then i would feel so much worse to see the look on my parents face. Nothing can help me because i will never understand anything about me.
TheMask90041 1 month ago
@TheMask90041 I am not one to swear out loud so i can't really stand up for myself don't ask me why i don't understand. when ever i try to stand up for myself i just make myself look stupid and i hate it sooo much.I still don't know why i am even alive. "I am tired of living and scared of dying"
TheMask90041 1 month ago
@TheMask90041 I exactly know how you feel except they call me a bitch and heartless and all that freaking names sometimes whore and slut >.> And when my parents found out they went crazy and sent me to a WHOLE BUNCH OF shrinks >.> thinking I was doing it for attention when they don't know that I'm mostly a loner because the school is full of bullies and people who start drama
JazelLovesYa 1 month ago
@JazelLovesYa i am a pretty nice person i think and i don't know why it needs to be me everything bad im sick of it i would like to know what the "Good life" is like. and im serious i have no idea what is wrong with me they caused this not me well maybe cause of the depression but they make my life worse. yeah i might laugh a few times but some things are just funny. I don't know myself i don't know why i act like this but if you have a guess please tell me
TheMask90041 1 month ago
I am astonished how True these videos and music are and to this day i still don't know whats wrong
TheMask90041 2 months ago
My "friend" thinks she can help me stop. she dosent understand that its not my choice. I have to cut
jkseiden 2 months ago
Male, i started at 12. Only two ppl know. I also struggle with depression. Twice ive tried suicide. Cops showed up at my house cause the two ppl called them.
mjwilliamp2000 2 months ago
i am crying so hard right now. im trying to prevent the tears from falling... but every time i do i want the more blood to shed...
g0thcutr 2 months ago
....I too am a cutter.
piersremus 2 months ago
I started cutting when I was 12, now I'm 14 and also hit myself sometimes. Got therapy when I was 13, but rejected any form of help. My dad found my journal where I wrote everything about my feelings and self harm, and I freaked. I've been feeling very down and tired for 4 months now, I don't know if I should see a therapist again.
SuperEpicEverything 2 months ago
@SuperEpicEverything oh my gosh... that is the same exact thing as me. i started at 12 and now im 14. and i hit myself too. and also my dad found my journal about my feelings... and of course i freaked. i tried him to stop worrying about me and to stop being suspicious by telling him that i stopped.... but i never did. and to this day, i don't think he knows. and i too have been feeling very down and tired for about 4 months......
g0thcutr 2 months ago
Male, started when I was 14 and continued until about 19...I'm now 24 and feelings are coming back!!
piggypigpigboy 2 months ago
god i want to do it again.
MultiKatie1996 2 months ago
im 13 and cut, my family doesnt know only close friends and my boyfriend and he cries when he asks me about it. my left arm is worst because i can go deeper but i cant get it to bleed more. people tell me to stop when no one is really helping me threw it. i have 3 friends that actually try to help me unlike everyone just saying: its not hard to stop just stop. ITS NOT THAT EASY its like an addiction for me and they cant seem to fuckin understand and it makes it like 1000000X worst.
sammygurrl998 2 months ago
I'm 16 and started cutting myself because I thought I was going insane and no longer capable of feeling anything. When my parents found out, I had never felt so guilty and realised it hurts other people. I thought the scars would fade but they haven't. I have found that the only way to get better is to want to help yourself, and if ever I feel like cutting myself now I go for a walk instead. I no longer tell myself I have to be sad, and am happy a lot of the time. LIfe has so much meaning. :)
iwanttoeatyou2 2 months ago
i started to cut when i was 13 im 14 now and it relives a lot of stress.. my dad is abusive i was sexually assulted and raped at age 6 my gardian angles wings fell off and now im the one who suffers everything i do is never good enough i get bullied i hate my life and i wanna die but i always think of my younger brother i am all he has..pain and depression hurts i know i have scars from everything cutting abused everything it hurts and conciling DONT help!!
PaInCuTbLeEd 2 months ago
I can never make it bleed enough..!
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PamChappellxD 3 months ago
My little sister started self harming when she was 10 she is now 16 and its still going on,
TheMrbubble123 3 months ago
@TheMrbubble123
im very sorry.
maddy824xo 3 months ago
Ima girl im 11 ive been sel harming since i was 10....
TheAnimeloverdbz 3 months ago
@TheAnimeloverdbz i have been 2,
we can talk 2 each other??
just message me?
soyhurdope 3 months ago
@TheAnimeloverdbz im sorry....im 13 and ive been self harming since i was 9
xojackiexo123456789 3 months ago
@TheAnimeloverdbz
hello talk message me
1238sara 3 days ago
adults self-harm too....
fragile52679 4 months ago 21
@fragile52679 yea... kids and teens arnt the only ones to feel pain
100darkfate 1 month ago
Im 13 and Get shit for what i do. and trust me it doesnt help one bit.
kelseyisababe16 5 months ago 15
I remember the look my girlfriend gave me when she saw the cuts on my shoulder.
.-.
ImmahEnglishPerson 5 months ago
@ImmahEnglishPerson when was tht how old are u? N ur a guy right? Hope your doing ok.... :) I wish u the best
BeingMyselfMo 5 months ago
@BeingMyselfMo Like not too long ago. I'm 13. And no, im a girl. I'm doing well, thankyou :)
ImmahEnglishPerson 5 months ago
@ImmahEnglishPerson Ok im sos sorry! Lol hard to tell when ur on youtube yah no? :) Tht great i wish u the best ♥ so u have a girlfreind :) Tht sweet
BeingMyselfMo 5 months ago
I thought i had put my self harming past behind me, i had stopped for 3-4 years, but recently i have been having a hard time, and for the past 2 days i felt the urges to cut again and i have 3 times in 2 days.
roxyrubbus 5 months ago
im 12 and i self harm i want to stop but i keep having reasons to cut
mrxcal123 6 months ago
@mrxcal123 I self harmed for about 3 years.. I have been cutting since i was 12, I am now 15 after 3months of therapy and life counselling.. Believe me when I say this, it is really not worth the trouble. I lost so many people because of it, i can't keep a relationship because everyone knows about it now, and neglect me.. When life gives you a negative.. make a positive. Find hobbies.. learn guitar, listen to music, read, write, draw.. do anything to get your mind off it. Be careful
CloudNineJuggalo 6 months ago
@CloudNineJuggalo i wish i could :( but i keep getting abused by people i love and care about they dont care about me i told my sister i did it and she didnt care her boyfriend cared more i do it to feel something to look at the blood dripping down my arms to say to myself god still gives a fuck about me
mrxcal123 6 months ago
@mrxcal123 People may act like they don't care.. but believe me, they do. But you have to care about yourself too. Find a friend to talk things out with instead of cutting. I was in love with the blood dripping, i even wrote with it sometimes, but i quickly started to realize it was not a way to go, and i should stop. If you can't stop by yourself, get help from an adult, they will understand.. or should.
CloudNineJuggalo 5 months ago
@CloudNineJuggalo i have gotten help but i keep finding a reason to cut 4 years now and i havent stoped :(
mrxcal123 5 months ago
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hello if you want to talk message
1238sara 3 days ago
@mayopubesandwich If 5 year olds spend all their time with adults and therefore out of danger like you say then how do so many manage to drown? And as for a 5 year old not having the emotional or mental capabilities to self-harm you should really check your facts or be stuck appearing ignorant, a childs mental and emotional capasity is based on alot of things especaily its own experiances, if a three year old is raped or beaten for instance self-hate and harm can start within less than a year
NEVERMORErvn 7 months ago
I started when I was 11. I have always been unfortunate enough to see and experience more evil in people than good. I'm now 19 and continue to struggle with it.
KChelle10 7 months ago
@KChelle10 I started when I was 12. I just turned 18 and I cant seem to stop. I'll go for months without reaching for a blade and I'll take on so much I breakdown and go crazy. I scare myself when I wake up and look at what I did to myself the night before.
sstuck1993 7 months ago
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souL14598 6 months ago
I started at 12... my parents got divorsed when i was 6... i didnt do it often... then he was messing me about, not visiting, playing games and then got his girlfriend pregnant and didnt tell us till a month before it was due. after all this happened at 14 i was doing it every night hiding the cuts with a wrist band. i would sit in my bed and cry wishing i could die. :( and i still havent stopped.. im now 15 and i just wish i wasnt born...
gregk008 7 months ago
i didn't start self harming until iwas 38......
mrclumsy100 9 months ago
@theskinnyscenekid i believe you, the first time i self harmed i was 6 and i didnt do it again until i was 11 because i thought it really hurt x @mayopubesandwich you are a fucking twat to think someone would lie about something like this, you obviously dont understand our pain so fuck you !
kezgravy 9 months ago
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TheNssima 10 months ago
Started when I was 13. I'm 22 now, and I still do it.
GinaCaranoIsGod 10 months ago
started at 12, 15 now and still cutting
mythicman4545 1 year ago
i satrted at the age of 11 and i cant find a way to stop ive looked for help but they never seem to do.. everytime i reach out for help by the end of that it all gets worse...! my cutting starts in diffrent plases..! mt legs my arms my wrinsst my ancles..! someone please help me..!
emoninjas123 1 year ago
@emoninjas123 Hey, I can help you. I'm 15 and I started when I was 12. Please send me a message, I can help you. I know it's hard to stop, but you just got to take one step at a time, I'm here for you. I have faith in you. Send me a message, and I'll reply as soon as I can.
BrittanyBooze 10 months ago
started at 11.... in recovry at 14 (: can't believe it (: so proud of myself 9 months know everyone you can recover i know you can... if you need to talk message me in here for you guys i really am (:
love you xoxo
take care, be safe.
-Olivia
LifesBadHabit 1 year ago
@LifesBadHabit i started, im 11, im trying to stop, im not doing a good job at it. :'(
HopeBreakerBVB 1 year ago
this video made me cry.. i started when i was 13..
Ssst09 1 year ago
try starting when you were 10
sarahhollingsworth11 1 year ago
im sry 2 say...this is definitely mostly wrong
diabloking777 1 year ago
I started crying on the statistic about 50% of us wee sexually abused
cadyXcatastrophy67 1 year ago
i have that book too, it was a great book
saMeDullsTing 1 year ago
i've read cut but it was triggering at some parts. at times i was about to snap and start cutting while reading it.
xxFreakGirl97xx 1 year ago
@xxFreakGirl97xx me too
emochich23 1 year ago
omg i ave that book... if anyone lives close to lincolnpark,taylor or allen park in michigan or anywere near those can borrow it, or keep it or pass it along if they like.. it is a reallly good book
taylor831u 1 year ago
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taylor831u 1 year ago
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taylor831u 1 year ago
omg i ave that book... if anyone lives close to lincolnpark,taylor or allen park or anywere near those can borrow it, or keep it or pass it along if they like.. it is a reallly good book
taylor831u 1 year ago
Wow..... well done.... and thank you..
HayesAlex 1 year ago
This video is amazing and has inspired me. I also read the book "Cut" but unfortunately, it was very triggering to me, and I was unable to read through the book.
xDropDeadDarlingx 2 years ago