I'm 28, my mum died 4 years ago she was only 47.. Cancer took her life. When i was told she only had a few days, at the most, left to live it was like somebody smashing me in the heart with a sledgehammer, on the handle written "REALITY CHECK!"
You never expect it because you believe your parents to be somehow immortal and when the day comes that they are going to die you really just can't realize the truth, you keep telling yourself "She can't die! That's my mum! Help her!" but nobody can =(
Just turned 25 a couple days ago. Seems like 20 was, all at once and not at all too long ago. Your video helped me through the hardest part of my grief, Phil, and I still check on you. I'm sorry that I don't keep up here anymore but I assure you that I'm moving forward with my life... as best as I can. Thank you for keeping this up after all this time. It's still very important to me.
I Know How You Feel,Its Not Easy At All If You Ever Need Someone To Talk To Just Add Me On Twitter @ThenaShanelle Or Facebook Atheana Shanelle..Im Here For You.
@recalone I made this video for Nick after his mother died as a tribute to her and to be a comfort to him. If anyone doesn't like watching it they can simply click off of it when it starts. Youtube is a place for all kinds of videos of celebration, comfort, entertainment and just stupid stuff. If you don't like it, don't watch it. All the best to you recalone.
My mom died when I was 11.. So, I'm sorry, I know kind of how you feel. It hasnt even been a year, but people are already forgeting it. I'm only 12 now.. But I'm still sorry.<3
My mother was the world to me...she was elegant....wonderful and never asked for a thing....I was 22 when she passed away of cancer....5 years later...i still hurt...always will---------------my friend...you are not alone...........
i know just how your feeling i lost my mum to alztheimers, she died 3 monthes ago and the pain off loseing her is so great and overwhleming carnt tell you how much i just think im ok then just fall apart inside its painful every day wish i could hug you buddy , carnt say anything but just let you know your not alone in this god bless you and your loved ones take care my friend and remmeber your mums love is forever god blessx
@hong083 you wont be saying that if she did die.you may be mad at her right know. i always sed to my dad drop dead and he died from brain cancer. and i feel like shit for saying that
Hey man I'm sorry for your loss I too know what its like to lose a mother mine died on september 9 2009 she was on one of the planes that crashed into the World trade center building I know its not much but if u ever wanna talk please dont hesitate to send me an email my email address is loudermilknick@aim.com again I'm really sorrry for ur loss.
I still come back to this Phil. Less than I used to but it means so much to me, even to this day; despite the time that's past and my split from Matt I look back to all the support I received and this is one of the best things I've received to reflect and remember her. Thank you again.
@demonickalfun Glad it is still relevant to you. I also find it to be one of the most uplifting I've done. I really care for your person Nick and wish I could hear from you more often. All the best and hope you find continued peace in your life. Your friend of the Youtube kind.
@demonickalfun sorry about your mom, but yuu must know she will always be watchinn over her babys, yu and yur brother, and shes living it upp in heaven, see ive learned thiss all because in the last 5years ive lost 15 people. im 13 and when i was still in my mothers stomach, i lost my grandpa. he was my first loss and its been continuous fo me ever since then. so yuu need to know she is much safer then she was and she is not drinkin or smokin or anythingg anymore. shes better now. ~michelle~!
I still can't shake the grief over my mum's long and painful death, still see her when I close my eyes.
What a lovely, sensitive lad you are. Your mum would be so proud of you. I've lost my kids so I'm here for you if you need a mum figure - no one will ever replace her and her love for you will never die, it'll live on forever.
i want my mom to die because everytime i mess up in school or get suspended she doesnt get any help for me... every time i come home she yells at me because im 10 minutes late to come home from the school bus.. every time im a couple minutes late she swears the next time i get in trouble shes gana bring me to court to gt me locked up. and everytime she she smacks me i walk 10 miles just to get away from her and go to my grandmothers house. please message me if you want to hear the rest
i turned into a psychotic, alcoholic druggie when my mom passed. no one knows how it feels until it happens to YOU. and it will happen in your lifetime unless you're lucky enough to die first, you'll feel the sting of pain in your heart that feels like acid is being poured onto you're lower intestine when you realize that the woman that nurtured you and raised you to be what you are today will never have another breath or speak another word to you. hope all you bastards live through what i have
Dude , i know exactly how you feel, the pain is indiscribable, i can't explane it. It's worse than any other pain, I would rather be shot or stabbed then have my mother die. I do drink a lot more often now that she's gone. I always took her for granted, and was an asshole to her, i mean i knew she was good, but you really don't know what you have until it's gone. Everybody should be nice to their mom, because it's gunna hurt like hell when she's gone.
my mom was once suicidal, she was treated in a mental hospital, and then released. she's alright now. AND TO ALL THOSE ASSHOLES WHO TELL HIM TO STOP UPLOADING VIDEOS ABOUT HIS MOM DIYING CAN GO FUCK YOURSELVES. YOU OBVIOUSLY NEVER HAD ANY PROBLEMS LIKE THIS KID HAS. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE, SO DONT ACT LIKE YOU FUCKING DO.
i am sorry about that .i wouldn't know what i would do i my mom would die because i never loved my dad but i loved my mom all the 9 yards and shes still alive and thats the most important thing to me.
I lost my dad on a night shift he was a cop my grandmother died of leg cancer (DADS SIDE) yup that it she died right before christmas and my dad had a heart attack on christmas that i would say would be the worst day in my life my bro almost jumped off a building he was only 4 i know it's really sad to loose someone you love alot
its ok my mom died to but im yournger than u and im only 10 now but when my mom died i was 7 she died cause of lung cancer im so sad i feel the same way too
meatrobot44 i think u should think about what u just said, before my mum passed awy i told her every day i wish she died coz she was a alcoholic and i thaught i hated her, and when she passed away it was on my 16th birthday, this august, and it hit me sooo hard, and i really fegret evreything i had said to her. good video xx
Its scary I always thought I would have to kill myslef if my mom had died. Its some scary stuff man. I see your pain you lost your mom on your B-day....some bullshit out there man.....its not fair....and no you cant just move on.
Why does this happen? People who have good moms, their moms die, but when the moms are shitty like my mom they never die, I wish mine was dead. I guess God has a plan for all of us.
plus video ever
yomamamiscoo 16 hours ago
wo you totcht my huart that was the most sades comment ever
yomamamiscoo 16 hours ago
I'm 28, my mum died 4 years ago she was only 47.. Cancer took her life. When i was told she only had a few days, at the most, left to live it was like somebody smashing me in the heart with a sledgehammer, on the handle written "REALITY CHECK!"
You never expect it because you believe your parents to be somehow immortal and when the day comes that they are going to die you really just can't realize the truth, you keep telling yourself "She can't die! That's my mum! Help her!" but nobody can =(
ShroudedFury 1 month ago
Just turned 25 a couple days ago. Seems like 20 was, all at once and not at all too long ago. Your video helped me through the hardest part of my grief, Phil, and I still check on you. I'm sorry that I don't keep up here anymore but I assure you that I'm moving forward with my life... as best as I can. Thank you for keeping this up after all this time. It's still very important to me.
demonickalfun 2 months ago in playlist Uploaded videos
I am so sorry to hear bout your loss. I just said to my mom and dad that I love them.
Scrabbler27 3 months ago
I Know How You Feel,Its Not Easy At All If You Ever Need Someone To Talk To Just Add Me On Twitter @ThenaShanelle Or Facebook Atheana Shanelle..Im Here For You.
Atheanashanelle 3 months ago
@recalone I made this video for Nick after his mother died as a tribute to her and to be a comfort to him. If anyone doesn't like watching it they can simply click off of it when it starts. Youtube is a place for all kinds of videos of celebration, comfort, entertainment and just stupid stuff. If you don't like it, don't watch it. All the best to you recalone.
Philinspaces 4 months ago
r.i.p
Twigge125 4 months ago
aw :( that is sad :/
chickjelly2 4 months ago
1 person who disliked have no heart
TutorialsHD1 4 months ago
Im am so sorry if my mom died i would just explode
mylesprewitt34 6 months ago
My mom died when I was 11.. So, I'm sorry, I know kind of how you feel. It hasnt even been a year, but people are already forgeting it. I'm only 12 now.. But I'm still sorry.<3
DallasFelicia 8 months ago
My Mom Died the day before Mothers Day on 2007 . . . . i was 9 at the time :'( I miss you Mom.
SnoWyKick 10 months ago
R.I.P
MRGRANDTHEFTAUTOROX 1 year ago
im really sorry....my name is victoria my best friend died 2 years ago... i dont know but if you ever just want to tal.. im here.
VeeMusic16 1 year ago
we are here for youuuuu
thefamousproduction 1 year ago
ya dude i feel your pain my dad died and im 12 and it reallly fucking sucks
funymaggot12 1 year ago
I' am sorry for your loss.
dethklok472 1 year ago
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I will die, you will die, everyone will die, It's called life. :(
grimreaper957 1 year ago
veiw my channel there is a song i made its sad but its about my mom too
musicbiz24 1 year ago
My mother was the world to me...she was elegant....wonderful and never asked for a thing....I was 22 when she passed away of cancer....5 years later...i still hurt...always will---------------my friend...you are not alone...........
Wonderful song by the way-
jmInDreams 1 year ago
i know just how your feeling i lost my mum to alztheimers, she died 3 monthes ago and the pain off loseing her is so great and overwhleming carnt tell you how much i just think im ok then just fall apart inside its painful every day wish i could hug you buddy , carnt say anything but just let you know your not alone in this god bless you and your loved ones take care my friend and remmeber your mums love is forever god blessx
TheBritishpopstar 1 year ago
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lol i wish my mom is dead
hong083 1 year ago
@hong083 wow i dont even know what to say. fuck you. you have no idea what its like.
amoreverde90 1 year ago
@hong083 :( sad
Sharter189 1 year ago
@hong083 you wont be saying that if she did die.you may be mad at her right know. i always sed to my dad drop dead and he died from brain cancer. and i feel like shit for saying that
Nuclear793 1 year ago
@hong083 Dont say that shit dude. You're gunna regret it when she dies and you said this about her. Burn in hell Prick
xXBlazingAcesXx 1 year ago
Hey man I'm sorry for your loss I too know what its like to lose a mother mine died on september 9 2009 she was on one of the planes that crashed into the World trade center building I know its not much but if u ever wanna talk please dont hesitate to send me an email my email address is loudermilknick@aim.com again I'm really sorrry for ur loss.
jnl138 1 year ago
I still come back to this Phil. Less than I used to but it means so much to me, even to this day; despite the time that's past and my split from Matt I look back to all the support I received and this is one of the best things I've received to reflect and remember her. Thank you again.
-N
demonickalfun 1 year ago
@demonickalfun Glad it is still relevant to you. I also find it to be one of the most uplifting I've done. I really care for your person Nick and wish I could hear from you more often. All the best and hope you find continued peace in your life. Your friend of the Youtube kind.
Philinspaces 1 year ago
@demonickalfun sorry about your mom, but yuu must know she will always be watchinn over her babys, yu and yur brother, and shes living it upp in heaven, see ive learned thiss all because in the last 5years ive lost 15 people. im 13 and when i was still in my mothers stomach, i lost my grandpa. he was my first loss and its been continuous fo me ever since then. so yuu need to know she is much safer then she was and she is not drinkin or smokin or anythingg anymore. shes better now. ~michelle~!
chellebaby97 1 year ago
i'm sorry about your mum
DailyVideoDiarys 1 year ago
I still can't shake the grief over my mum's long and painful death, still see her when I close my eyes.
What a lovely, sensitive lad you are. Your mum would be so proud of you. I've lost my kids so I'm here for you if you need a mum figure - no one will ever replace her and her love for you will never die, it'll live on forever.
MsKABT 1 year ago
I am sorry that your Mum passed away, always here if you want to chat, xxx
MsJenn1985 1 year ago
oh well..life is unfair
TheBoggypolarbear 1 year ago
hey you made me cry.... i no how u feel i just lost my mum 2 months ago and god damn its hard... fell for ya bro
Gemzell2 2 years ago
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i want my mom to die because everytime i mess up in school or get suspended she doesnt get any help for me... every time i come home she yells at me because im 10 minutes late to come home from the school bus.. every time im a couple minutes late she swears the next time i get in trouble shes gana bring me to court to gt me locked up. and everytime she she smacks me i walk 10 miles just to get away from her and go to my grandmothers house. please message me if you want to hear the rest
InsaneProjectPivot 2 years ago
hey.. is that truee? ??
AngeliqueAndJade 2 years ago
yes its 100% TRUE!!
InsaneProjectPivot 2 years ago
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sometmes i wish my mother jut droped dead....
celtics34pp 2 years ago
ur so quiet and like young.....
emo2106 2 years ago
i feel your pain. i recently loss my mother a few days ago. she died of breast cancer.
ThePhenomUndertaker4 2 years ago 3
i feel for you :(
AngeliqueAndJade 2 years ago 11
im sorry buddy god bless her sweetie!
hhnh10 2 years ago 2
rip. im so sorry...
Halo3RedvsBlueNaruto 2 years ago 10
how old r u :[
vabeach94 2 years ago
I know how you feel, it felt like part of me died when the police came and told me my mother had passed away.
no mere word can make this pain go away, but you have my deepest sympathy.
casiusblack 2 years ago
i turned into a psychotic, alcoholic druggie when my mom passed. no one knows how it feels until it happens to YOU. and it will happen in your lifetime unless you're lucky enough to die first, you'll feel the sting of pain in your heart that feels like acid is being poured onto you're lower intestine when you realize that the woman that nurtured you and raised you to be what you are today will never have another breath or speak another word to you. hope all you bastards live through what i have
abominabletreachery 2 years ago
Dude , i know exactly how you feel, the pain is indiscribable, i can't explane it. It's worse than any other pain, I would rather be shot or stabbed then have my mother die. I do drink a lot more often now that she's gone. I always took her for granted, and was an asshole to her, i mean i knew she was good, but you really don't know what you have until it's gone. Everybody should be nice to their mom, because it's gunna hurt like hell when she's gone.
FamilyGuyAlwaysOwns 2 years ago
Sorry, man. That must hurt a lot...
Ambidextrousandmad 2 years ago
my mom was once suicidal, she was treated in a mental hospital, and then released. she's alright now. AND TO ALL THOSE ASSHOLES WHO TELL HIM TO STOP UPLOADING VIDEOS ABOUT HIS MOM DIYING CAN GO FUCK YOURSELVES. YOU OBVIOUSLY NEVER HAD ANY PROBLEMS LIKE THIS KID HAS. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE, SO DONT ACT LIKE YOU FUCKING DO.
Palafico3 2 years ago 4
i agree with you everyone needs to stop they don't know how he feels
OhhChihuahua 2 years ago
you need to chill ;)
its JUST youtube. :)
immahshankyou 2 years ago
i am sorry about that .i wouldn't know what i would do i my mom would die because i never loved my dad but i loved my mom all the 9 yards and shes still alive and thats the most important thing to me.
evanator93baby 2 years ago
my mom died and im only 13:[[
immahshankyou 2 years ago 4
ok ive seen you say this on like 7 videos now, stop telling everyone lol
ownageofbh 2 years ago
I'm so sorry.
Palafico3 2 years ago 2
its ok i lost my mom too and im even younger than u im 10
connieminhthu 2 years ago 3
I lost my dad on a night shift he was a cop my grandmother died of leg cancer (DADS SIDE) yup that it she died right before christmas and my dad had a heart attack on christmas that i would say would be the worst day in my life my bro almost jumped off a building he was only 4 i know it's really sad to loose someone you love alot
swedishvallhundluver 2 years ago
you too! seventh video ive seen you say this stop it lol
ownageofbh 2 years ago
Huh? When did i say "Stop It"? You must have replied to the wrong person.
-Christie.
swedishvallhundluver 2 years ago
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I said stop telling everyone that your family died attention whore
ownageofbh 2 years ago
its ok my mom died to but im yournger than u and im only 10 now but when my mom died i was 7 she died cause of lung cancer im so sad i feel the same way too
connieminhthu 2 years ago
i feel really bad for you
Bart2629 3 years ago
Dam that sucks dude but my mom just died yesterday its hard
SkaterForlife510 3 years ago
awl baby im sorry to hear that ur mom died that would tear me up if mi mom died
krystian1003 3 years ago
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joc0792 3 years ago
omg, what are u fucking gay?
americaneagle791 2 years ago
WTF IS WRONG WITH BEING GAY?
well im bi soo yea
joc0792 2 years ago
Nothings wrong with being gay. It was that joc00792 that I was talking to anyway.
americaneagle791 2 years ago
wat r u talking about.!?
joc0792 2 years ago
meatrobot44 i think u should think about what u just said, before my mum passed awy i told her every day i wish she died coz she was a alcoholic and i thaught i hated her, and when she passed away it was on my 16th birthday, this august, and it hit me sooo hard, and i really fegret evreything i had said to her. good video xx
imealreadythere 3 years ago
Its scary I always thought I would have to kill myslef if my mom had died. Its some scary stuff man. I see your pain you lost your mom on your B-day....some bullshit out there man.....its not fair....and no you cant just move on.
warlockmasta 3 years ago
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Why does this happen? People who have good moms, their moms die, but when the moms are shitty like my mom they never die, I wish mine was dead. I guess God has a plan for all of us.
meatrobot44 3 years ago
You don't know what you have until you lose it.
PetterNaw 3 years ago
sorry for your loss
I know what you are feeling mine is gone too.
Sam15k 3 years ago
beautiful songs. i'm sort of speechless
thechesalchannel 3 years ago