Hey sweety.......did u know that you are speacia? You have been blessed because u r a survivor!!!! God will always keep blessing u because u are saving so many lives due to your struggle and progress, how could he send u to heaven when u r needed here......GOD BLESS YOU...... DIOS TE BENGIGA!!!!
you are beautiful , don't be ashamed while being cought in an unbalanced mindset, it simply shows them we are the same and we all do our best walking the healing path, thanks for sharing!
Thank you... this really means a lot to me... getting caught in the act right... I had a bunch of soda, mushrooms, avocados, apple juice and halloween candy which I have refrained from buying for about 2 years now and for some reason I caved in this year. The real test is AFTER halloween is over and it's on sale. Prevention planning ahead for me. Thank you so much for this generous and caring offering/comment.
cool. i'm really interested in getting my body right at the moment. No more crap. i wana clense from all the shit i put into it. so am looking at a healthy way of eating /lifestyle and hope this will help will my ed and addict. your an inspiration and educator.. love ya!
GOOD FOR YOU. Remember, once you cleanse it's important to keep it clean. It's all about keeping it clean, toxins of any kind will ruin us... and I mean this in every aspect possible (body, mind, food, enviornment, spirtuality, etc you name it)
AS always, great video. Good to see you doing well Johnny. love the pony.
just a quick question.. just wandering. is raw food like a vegan? but obvously everything raw, fresh and not cooked. Is there particular food that you can get your iron and calcium from. Do you have to do a lot of research to make sure you get adequate nutrients. I am really interested.
Knowledge is everything, research on nutrition can save lives so I don't consider it a bad thing. Balance is everything too and we need that in our diet. One can get great amounts of iron in leafy greens, beets, superfoods, etc and high sources of calcium come from black seasame seeds, leafy greens - especially bok choy, collard, etc. Everything can be acheived raw, it's food in it's whole state before nutrients are destroyed. If you do proper research and are dedicated you can acheive balance!
And some raw foodists are vegan but not all... some consume raw honey, raw dairy and eggs and even raw meat. It all depends on the person but vegan and raw are 2 different dietary lifestyles that can come together in a person's life if they follow both... I consume raw honey and bee pollen - which are insect foods therefore not vegan. I use to consume raw milk and truly raw cheese but been off that awhile. Ps. Superfoods are like superhuman, seriously, vitamins and minerals galore for balance@
I hadn't realized you stopped eating the raw cheese and milk. My sister had an avocado and cream cheese sandwich yesterday, and I wondered if you'd ever mushed the two together like a spread...
I have been off it awhile now. Dairy is bad for the body in the first place, I don't care if it's raw or not and I don't like using animal products. I Do use raw honey and bee pollen though as super food supplements and have no problems with this considering bees are working insects and they arenot being pinched and pulled like cows and goats are for dairy products...
God does give you those hidden messages. And it's like you don't have to say anything to anybody, but all you have to do is reflect within yourself. Something as innocent as someone making a non-judgmental comment can make you think so much. Even though at times it may seem like everything, ED really doesn't have to rule anything. You've proven that you are so much more than the label. Power to the positive people! And you're looking positively fantabulous my dawling, and in good spirits! :)
EXACTLY, I explained this people in one of my first commnets back to someone about how basically breaking out of our comfort zones aka addictions will cause us to feel uncomfortable. It's part of the process. We must go through it to move on, to heal...Get out of our way. I've got a zucchini and I know how to use it!
I really like how see things, your really reflective and real... I'm happy that you make your videos through your ups and downs and share your experiences- you remind me that life is full of choices, and I can be strong and make them :)
I've been really struggling to understand my disorder and how I work- your videos really do make me ask questions of myself I otherwise wouldnt
Thank you so much. I believe in you too. It's very nice to receive this kind of honest feedback, hugs to you and much healing your way. Remember that in the process of getting better - some things are best not understood and just accepted as is so be gentle with yourself if you don't always have answers for every question that comes along.
I could not sleep last night because all I was down and could only think about planning a binge. Now I have some strength to restrain myself, it is my choice. We are not doomed to this forever and praise God above for that!
Amen! Can you plan what you can do with that time instead of the binge? I've been doing that a lot lately, putting off binge/purge rituals for other things... movies, cleaning, household stuff, creative stuff, my dog, my Mom, activities, nature walks, etc. It actually feels quite lovely to know you chose something else instead!
Absolutely,makes life more interesting. The book is based on the question"conincedence?or more?" Exactly like what you were talking about. Do we read into things that could have deeper meaning?Or are we too busy to notice? The book is more of a story of a man's journey, but these are the questions raised.
Sounds right up my alley. I ponder this often. I once wrote a little piece called "Hidden Messages"... it's some where on my live journal. You have motivated me to fish it up and read it again!
They do! I love meeting new people. There are some very interesting people in this world. In a sense, we are all interesting. To whom we are interesting to though depends on that person but doesn't take away from our own unique charasteristics. You know? I have not read that book, tell me about it?
I agree, God does "pop in" just to remind me not to do something destructive quite frequently. I'm glad that you recognize that the choice is yours, that's a great realization, love! I'm going to need to buy some organic MACA! You are always in my heart, my prayers, and my thoughts! I love you and wish you the best, keep it up!
Thank you sweetie. You know, I sat and thought "Wow, how uncomfortable it is to have people run into me while binge shopping" and then I realized ADDICTIONS SHOULDNT BE COMFORTABLE and SAFE or it will just keep the person addicting SICKER because it will continue to become a "safe place to escape" - a little comfy place, a seceret hole in the wall. SCREW THAT. I think we need discomfort in the process of trying to come out of it, it will pay off bigtime in the long run. Let God slap away!
Thank you for the kind thoughts and prayers. I really appreciate them. I can't do this alone! I have been making progress today! MACA MAGIC, please try it. I use it in smoothies. It has a distinct taste and is malt like. Do you make smoothies? If so, let me recommend some maca compatible ones!
SO TRUE!! Ya know, I used to be a huge fan of the health food store Smoothie King and would drink their smoothies all the time, but since I moved to go to college, I haven't been able to find another place to go. I should start making my own! Any tips you have would be fantastic, although I'm a broke college kid and can't promise I'll be able to afford lots of spiffy ingredients. :(
OMG°-°
mgriymsz 3 years ago
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mgriymsz 3 years ago
Can you spell "Ma-Kah" for me so I can google it and check it out, please?
miarose777 3 years ago
Maca - keyword search Maca Superfood
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Hey sweety.......did u know that you are speacia? You have been blessed because u r a survivor!!!! God will always keep blessing u because u are saving so many lives due to your struggle and progress, how could he send u to heaven when u r needed here......GOD BLESS YOU...... DIOS TE BENGIGA!!!!
METALANIPR 3 years ago
Thank you so much. God bless you too. God is healing and helping us all. XOXO to you!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
you are beautiful , don't be ashamed while being cought in an unbalanced mindset, it simply shows them we are the same and we all do our best walking the healing path, thanks for sharing!
joyisaware 3 years ago
Thank you... this really means a lot to me... getting caught in the act right... I had a bunch of soda, mushrooms, avocados, apple juice and halloween candy which I have refrained from buying for about 2 years now and for some reason I caved in this year. The real test is AFTER halloween is over and it's on sale. Prevention planning ahead for me. Thank you so much for this generous and caring offering/comment.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
gosh Johnny you are a bright shinning star :) i so wish i could meet you in person, you lift me up all the time ....
MyPinkRainbow 3 years ago
I wish there was some big group yt retreat... Karen actually wanted to do one in AZ over the summer... for next year
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
cool. i'm really interested in getting my body right at the moment. No more crap. i wana clense from all the shit i put into it. so am looking at a healthy way of eating /lifestyle and hope this will help will my ed and addict. your an inspiration and educator.. love ya!
beckels16 3 years ago
GOOD FOR YOU. Remember, once you cleanse it's important to keep it clean. It's all about keeping it clean, toxins of any kind will ruin us... and I mean this in every aspect possible (body, mind, food, enviornment, spirtuality, etc you name it)
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
AS always, great video. Good to see you doing well Johnny. love the pony.
just a quick question.. just wandering. is raw food like a vegan? but obvously everything raw, fresh and not cooked. Is there particular food that you can get your iron and calcium from. Do you have to do a lot of research to make sure you get adequate nutrients. I am really interested.
(p.s. don't answer if triggering I understand.
beckels16 3 years ago
Knowledge is everything, research on nutrition can save lives so I don't consider it a bad thing. Balance is everything too and we need that in our diet. One can get great amounts of iron in leafy greens, beets, superfoods, etc and high sources of calcium come from black seasame seeds, leafy greens - especially bok choy, collard, etc. Everything can be acheived raw, it's food in it's whole state before nutrients are destroyed. If you do proper research and are dedicated you can acheive balance!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
thanks, i agree balance is the key
beckels16 3 years ago
And some raw foodists are vegan but not all... some consume raw honey, raw dairy and eggs and even raw meat. It all depends on the person but vegan and raw are 2 different dietary lifestyles that can come together in a person's life if they follow both... I consume raw honey and bee pollen - which are insect foods therefore not vegan. I use to consume raw milk and truly raw cheese but been off that awhile. Ps. Superfoods are like superhuman, seriously, vitamins and minerals galore for balance@
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I hadn't realized you stopped eating the raw cheese and milk. My sister had an avocado and cream cheese sandwich yesterday, and I wondered if you'd ever mushed the two together like a spread...
peppernme 3 years ago
I have been off it awhile now. Dairy is bad for the body in the first place, I don't care if it's raw or not and I don't like using animal products. I Do use raw honey and bee pollen though as super food supplements and have no problems with this considering bees are working insects and they arenot being pinched and pulled like cows and goats are for dairy products...
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
its so weird that you said that. I believe that too! x
beyonceknows 3 years ago
God does give you those hidden messages. And it's like you don't have to say anything to anybody, but all you have to do is reflect within yourself. Something as innocent as someone making a non-judgmental comment can make you think so much. Even though at times it may seem like everything, ED really doesn't have to rule anything. You've proven that you are so much more than the label. Power to the positive people! And you're looking positively fantabulous my dawling, and in good spirits! :)
laurenasia 3 years ago
If we remain comfortable in our dis-eases, healing is delayed, if even achieved.
Healing shines through dis-comforts! Like a bright shinning sun, pushing way through a gloomy cloud. Get Out Of My Way!
I LOVE THAT ITALIAN CLOWN! *steals*
theskinnypig 3 years ago
EXACTLY, I explained this people in one of my first commnets back to someone about how basically breaking out of our comfort zones aka addictions will cause us to feel uncomfortable. It's part of the process. We must go through it to move on, to heal...Get out of our way. I've got a zucchini and I know how to use it!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I really like how see things, your really reflective and real... I'm happy that you make your videos through your ups and downs and share your experiences- you remind me that life is full of choices, and I can be strong and make them :)
I've been really struggling to understand my disorder and how I work- your videos really do make me ask questions of myself I otherwise wouldnt
Thank you <3 I beleive in you
Missing1nActi0n 3 years ago
Thank you so much. I believe in you too. It's very nice to receive this kind of honest feedback, hugs to you and much healing your way. Remember that in the process of getting better - some things are best not understood and just accepted as is so be gentle with yourself if you don't always have answers for every question that comes along.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
panda roll!!
yey thankyou!
:3
XxbabytiffxX 3 years ago
woohoo!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I just ordered maca and I can't wait to try it!
lolagirl1111 3 years ago
Awesome! congrats! where did you buy it from?
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
You are a Godsend; thank you for saying this!
I could not sleep last night because all I was down and could only think about planning a binge. Now I have some strength to restrain myself, it is my choice. We are not doomed to this forever and praise God above for that!
~Take care of yourself Johnny.
rockbythetree 3 years ago
Amen! Can you plan what you can do with that time instead of the binge? I've been doing that a lot lately, putting off binge/purge rituals for other things... movies, cleaning, household stuff, creative stuff, my dog, my Mom, activities, nature walks, etc. It actually feels quite lovely to know you chose something else instead!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Absolutely,makes life more interesting. The book is based on the question"conincedence?or more?" Exactly like what you were talking about. Do we read into things that could have deeper meaning?Or are we too busy to notice? The book is more of a story of a man's journey, but these are the questions raised.
arrowheadaisy 3 years ago
**coincedence**
arrowheadaisy 3 years ago
Sounds right up my alley. I ponder this often. I once wrote a little piece called "Hidden Messages"... it's some where on my live journal. You have motivated me to fish it up and read it again!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Yes,totally people come around for a reason. Have you read the book "The Celestine Prophecy"?
arrowheadaisy 3 years ago
They do! I love meeting new people. There are some very interesting people in this world. In a sense, we are all interesting. To whom we are interesting to though depends on that person but doesn't take away from our own unique charasteristics. You know? I have not read that book, tell me about it?
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Oh! I love new toys!
thedrunkenhippy 3 years ago
So do I, especially sexxxy ones! WHOOPS
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I agree, God does "pop in" just to remind me not to do something destructive quite frequently. I'm glad that you recognize that the choice is yours, that's a great realization, love! I'm going to need to buy some organic MACA! You are always in my heart, my prayers, and my thoughts! I love you and wish you the best, keep it up!
ThePublicityNinja 3 years ago
Thank you sweetie. You know, I sat and thought "Wow, how uncomfortable it is to have people run into me while binge shopping" and then I realized ADDICTIONS SHOULDNT BE COMFORTABLE and SAFE or it will just keep the person addicting SICKER because it will continue to become a "safe place to escape" - a little comfy place, a seceret hole in the wall. SCREW THAT. I think we need discomfort in the process of trying to come out of it, it will pay off bigtime in the long run. Let God slap away!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Thank you for the kind thoughts and prayers. I really appreciate them. I can't do this alone! I have been making progress today! MACA MAGIC, please try it. I use it in smoothies. It has a distinct taste and is malt like. Do you make smoothies? If so, let me recommend some maca compatible ones!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
SO TRUE!! Ya know, I used to be a huge fan of the health food store Smoothie King and would drink their smoothies all the time, but since I moved to go to college, I haven't been able to find another place to go. I should start making my own! Any tips you have would be fantastic, although I'm a broke college kid and can't promise I'll be able to afford lots of spiffy ingredients. :(
ThePublicityNinja 3 years ago