Were all here for a reason... I actually looked today at this video and any others about if I should die. Today. But I a not not today. I have too much to live for. Your current life doesn't mean ANYTHING, you have so much to live for. I pray that IT WILL GET BETTER
The statement that, "Depression leads to suicide" is not true and the statement of "the one who broke your heart is the only one that can fix it" is also not true. If you suffer from depression, seek help from a professional. You are the one that is in control of your own emotions... Not other people. You can be happy but don't let another person define who you are.
i may lose out all my life...but there are always fellow losers with me, often they are good ppl who are not popular cus they are nice, who gives a damn abot the ppl who make us feal bad, they clearly arnt worth the time, my life ended in my eyes, but i found a injoyable life just keeping my frends happy, they were happy so i became happyer i still dont feal nearly all beter, but if you live on than you have the ability to find good pepol and find who your real frends are good luck to all of you
I am so sick of life. I've only known an eternity of pain. I am tired of this suffering and the worst part is noone cares, not one single person. i have no reason to be here and i wish i was never born. noone wants me around. friends abandon me eventually. I put a fake smile to satisfy people that don't even care....There is no love on the face of this planet. i wish this nightmare to end. i am nothing in everyones eyes and no tears will be shed for me. life is stupid and i've had enough....
@geckks98 iver sens i met you i have been around day in day out i wont leave your side tell well after i am dead, life ends soon as you chose or soon as the world tells you its time, dont pick death let it come to you wen its time, i care and she cares abotu you, be happy and dont think on the negative, love you brother. live.
To all those who think they have no reason to live because they are ugly, think- if you don't deserve to live...then why are you alive? Why were you born? Something chose you to be alive. You don't know how hard it is to gain a life. So don't waste yours.
if anyone who is in depression or thinking about suicide im here to help ive been in depression and ive attempted suicide but something always stopped me so i can help and understand how ur feeling.... ive helped my friend with all of her troubles with her family, and stopped her from cutting herself a few times and i dont wanna see ppl commit suicide sooo plz plz if u ever need help im here to listen to ur story and help.
It hurts to live with the pain that seems like it will never will go away. If you feel like there is nothing to live for, it is hard to want to live. Saying that no one wants you, it is not true, they just don't know how to help or they don't know what to say. I have been on both sides of the fence. You are not worthless. There is so much you have no clue about. There are people who will miss you that you would never imagine. Reach out one more time...and one more time..
hey everyone, there are many people out here suffering from depression. Its really sad to see 2/3 of the comments to be about suicide and depression. If anyone wants to share their feelings or want any help, I will always be there! Please, ask me if you need any help anytime. I wont get angry or mad at anyone :) I was depressed too, still am. But I wont give up so easily.
'm commiting suicide thanx to a special youtuber that goes by the name eddiemcintire. I wish all those who had tried to break me out of this depression but, it's because of eddiemcintire That I'm commiting suicide. Tis was nice til the end but, The time has come. we all knew it would come and that time is now. I wish you the best unless your the few who drove me to this point. I shall truly be forgoten and I can't wait to see if the Grim Reaper really exists. Too see the rest check my profile.
I'm commiting suicide thanx to a special youtuber that goes by the name eddiemcintire. I wish all those who had tried to break me out of this depression but, it's because of eddiemcintire That I'm commiting suicide. Tis was nice til the end but, The time has come. we all knew it would come and that time is now. I wish you the best unless your the few who drove me to this point. I shall truly be forgoten and Ican't wait to see if the Grim Reaper really exists. Too see the rest check my profile.
help me... the person closest to me moved away and she was the only one who understood me... now i cry myself to sleep, repeating "help me" until I finally fall asleep.... and I fake happiness at school, so no one bugs me
im 14.. and im verry depressed since my 9.. i always feel alone.. and just 1 month ago my girl broke up with me, i cryd so hard.. School is going bad, I can't remember things because i've already got to much things in my head... i'm always on my room.. alone.. my dad is almost everyday away, i've no people around me.. with my friends, im different, but not happy. i will always laugh with my friends, i just don't want to show them i'm depressed.. well,, is there any chance this will get better?..
@hackzor09 God I hope so... I can't go living on past 21 feeling like this. I've also tried to get friends but they seem to just include their inner-most circle of friends close to them. I can't find ANYWHERE to fit in. I'm waiting for college to find my way (only a year away). Clean slate = another beginning. I guess that and having good grades keeps me going.
@OncologistBound I'm here for you man, even i don't know you in real, and younger. i love it to see people laugh, and let them feel good. i wan't other people to feel good. and for all people here, you can always ask me a question, if you are depressed,want to commit suicide, cut yourself, Broken-hearted. I'm there for you all.<3
@OncologistBound I would never reply when a girl sayd that, You will find the love of your life. Not such girl that texts to you; wat up sexy. A normal,Fine girl. You will find one;) And if you think you will never find one, You're wrong, i've sayd that so many times to myself.. but, i did find my girl,,, but she's not my girl anymore or something, but i did find one, and i'm sure you will find one too;)
Its k that we make mistakes. we all do. Look at the things that you do do right. You can make a change in someone else's life and in your owns. this goes out to @Murge0088.. To the rest who suffer and have negative thinking and pain. I know its a while to wait but you can fight this battle. Those who struggle can make it thru longerf than those who just give up. Believe me you are so strong and beautiful. You are worth tears and you are loved. thanku NickJsSweetvoice for spreading hope.
to the people in the comments like @isabellakaileigha@Murge0088@12musiclover1@drflipysnifer117 and all the others before them, YOU ARE WORTH IT! and YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH! so dont EVER let ANYONE tell you otherwise, because you are beautiful and your life is too precious to waste. If theres no one else to care about you, then theres always ME! I care about you and yes I WOULD cry if you were gone! you ARE important enough!
they try to ;save me; but the truth is..*you cant*...im to far gone, to far deep. just dont cry when im gone..save your tears for -something more important-
This song makes soo much sense, I'm not worth any tears... Nobody cares If I disapear, my life is meaningless, worthless... I'm going to end it all... If only someone cared for me, to not let me go... So it's time for me to say One. final. goodbye.
My 11 year old identical twin sister used to be suicidal. after 1 year of thereapy, i finnally saw a real beautiful smile on her face which made me smile :) 2 years later, she got hit by a car by a intoxicated driver...my life will never be the same without her.
Rest in peace Amber Nicole, <333 1996-2010. i know you're watching over me~
Try this .Find someone or something to do in your comunity where you are helping and not thinking about yourself . YOU can make someone elses life better by just being .
I like making lists. One in particular has kept me going. Its labeled 'People Who Matter'. There aren't many people who truly matter to me exept my best friend and twin brother. Caroline and Dalton. Those two names spell safety for me. I stay strong for them and as long as I have that motivation I can stay alive.
I have been going through semi-depression for a really long time, I have had a lot of suicidal thoughts bcuz of my problems. I don't have anyone 2 talk 2 about my pain (i do have friends but their not the kind that would listen or understand) so 4 years I have been keeping my pain 2 myself. My sister used 2 do this (she hung herself n I had 2 go through that alone) I cut a couple times b4 but it didn't stick. I just lock myself n my room n listen 2 music n try n deal with my problems alone.
When life pulls the plug what do you do? I can't see in the dark. I will end up costing my family more by trying to live than just to have my funeral early. It will happen anyway. Why put it off when there is nothing but pain between now and then?
I've tried numerous times to kill myself, each time my sister stops me. I'm only 14 and there isn't many people who care about me. my sister stopped me each time and she's only 4. she's basicly all I have at the time and the only reason why I'm alive. I still cut to the point where I'm going to the hospital monthly because I had cut so deep.
I suffer from depression but my family dont giva **** I run away to an old oval and just sit in the abandoned shed for a while and then go home. i cut and try to stop every day but its a bit hard when your getting harrased about it at skool. I hate myself and everyone else in my life. thr no help and sometimes i wanna say "goodbye"
To me there is no god. if hes so high and might and good then how come people are suffering from very bad sicknesses. people who hav to stay in bed all the time just to stay alive. im may be only 13 but i DO NOT and will NEVER believe or be forced into believeing some bull**** That will never help :(
I've always had these thoughts at the back of my mind then an amazing girl walked into my life, for 2 years I was so happy, but I was unappreciative... lost a best friend, and then her... Now I'm alone with these thoughts, even when I'm with people, in a night club... never goes away. Scares me.
I was told it would get better... I'm tired of waiting. I just want to move on. Let people forget about me. It won't take much, I mean after all, I'm ugly, untalented, a bit awkward, and no friends in real life. It hurts, but I told myself it would get better. But once again, it didn't.
Now I can't feel happiness, joy, or the feeling of someone else's love and compassion. I only feel anger, depression, and the feeling of everyone wanting me to die.
@OncologistBound u will be better. everything takes time.plenty of time & depending on how severe ur symptoms it will play a factor...its ok to be depressed sometimes all of us are at one point n our lives but its not the end of the world.life is a blessing...there r so many ppl on life support n handicapped in so many ways hoping and praying to live a normal healthy life...count ur blessings and pray for a brighter day..talk to god..he will help u in time..remember u have to tell ur self u can
@Princessjasmineariel I've prayed too many times to get one sign that I should stay here.
Estimated times I prayed: 6
Signs given: 0
Honestly, I just want to waste away and die. I've also prayed for that too. If I could take some kid's cancer, I would. He/she has people who care for him/her and want him/her to be there. Can't say the same for me.
@OncologistBound times r hard but keep ur faith strong..u havent been given a sign...most ppl never get a sign...but god want u alive thats u still r...keep in mind he brought u into this world n when he's ready for u he will take u...& when u pray dont pray for happiness for ur self...just pray in general..u have to surround ur self with ppl whom u love n love u in return n do things to make ur self HAPPY..if u dont fight for ur happiness NO ONE WILL..its up to u ...b strong...u can make it
WOW very well said but i realy could gave a shit what any one thinks n i been there but i get by with a little Depress at times but not as bad these days that im much older then being a teen at that time
@OncologistBound hey, u know what? Beauty doesn't give happiness. Many beautiful people suicide! its not like u have no friends bcz ur ugly, its bcz maybe u shld try talking to anyone? I dont have much friends in real life either, but I dont give up like that! Never give up. If ur tired of waiting, fight! Never wait, always go for it and never be scared. I will be there if u need me as a friend or a sister :) you can also meet my friends. we will be BFFs! :)
@OncologistBound its ok if u fail 1000 times! thats what makes like a life.. just think life as a game and play it till u win. i am trying really hard too.
@MissRosa4 Sometimes, in games (or life), you only lose. Sometimes, it's easier to give up and leave the table than to just sit there and watch you try HARD, harder each time, and still come in last place.
@OncologistBound Just.. I know how you feel, I feel the same but you see, this feeling will be with us forever. We just have to face it.. I know it's hard and it really hurts.. it hurts me too as it does to you. But have to stand up against it :(
I thought I was done with cutting. I thought I had finally earned the title 'survivor'. I know nothing about surviving. I thought I was clean, till I lost my will and gave in today. It hurt, but it helped. I hate myself. Why can't I die? I want to. I want to die. I just...I hate it all. Myself. Others. Everything. I just want to say "Goodbye". My time is coming...soon.
constantly wishing that i had friends, that i had long hair, that i had perfect skin, that i didnt wear glasses, that people would sit next to me in class, that someone would walk with me from one class to another, that more than 2 words would be spoken to me all day.
i started self harm a few moths ago, im going into a shell.
On the outside I smile like I'm ok on the inside I'm just dying away. They laugh and taunt and tease because of my past I've tried suicide since I was six. I just long for the day my life will end. I long for the day I say good bye to this world. I wish I could die everyday because I'm scared of what the next day will bring.
Oh the outside I'm a girl who's picked on because of my weight, how I look, who I hang with, and how I talk. On the inside I'm bleeding, bruised, bricked, and dying. Do they care? No. How could they? Do they know how I hate my life at home? No. And they do not care. Do they know why I read so much? No. Do they know why iv thought of suicide since I was in 6 th grade? No.
I've wanted to do it... A lot of times. When iI think about those who care, I can't find anyone. The only person I want to live for, is the person who now don't talk to me. Am I a so bad person? Why can i make the only person I think about 24/7 mad at me and don't want to talk to me at all.
All humans have depession, it just takes the right thing to set the balance out of control. Once that's done, it's almost impossible to regain the control.
I want to do it... So bad.. But whenever I get close to doing it I think of all the people I will hurt. Some make me think they won't care, but others make me cry even harder and remind myself I can't do it. So I've been pushing Myself away, I'm not doing this for the attention, just to say to everyone that they were right, I was only here to please them.
@TheMonsterzzz I know exactly how you feel. I've attempted suicide 3 times. I always stop because it's selfish. Saving myself.. but hurting everyone I love, and that loves me. I'm trying to learn that things will get better. And hey, if you ever need to talk, feel free to message me. (:
@TheMonsterzzz I'm honestly torn between the line of "selfish" for suicide? I mean, do you want to be here? No. Should you leave? I don't know. It would be selfish to the people I love. Well, is it not selfish of them to try to keep you here? I'm so confused about it. But that's only because I would leave in a second if I thought it would be better for ME. What can I say? I guess I'm just selfish. :/ Anyways, sorry for the rant.
There's always some person, who knows how depressed I am, and knows that if they would just talk to me or hug me, I would finally be able to push away the pain for a little while. So why is it that the same person is always like, "F*ck u b*tch, I'm just going to avoid you and pretend I hate you and look away when you try to talk to me and pretend I cant see your pain."
Hello? I'm not crazy, and I don't deserve this...do I? Am I the only person this happens to
Actually, suicide is a way of ending your life. Bam. You're done, unless you had a relationship with God, then you're in Heaven.
Anywho.
Really, you think that if you kill yourself everything will be better? No. It won't, you'll be dead. Who cares if people will take you seriously after you kill yourself, it's worthless. Want to know why? Because you're DEAD.
but ssometime just sometimes suicide is the only way out and everyone who thinks people are doing it to get attantion, they could have attaction all the attaction........ life isnt for everyone u know
"In seven days... God created the world... In seven seconds... I shattered mine..." That's my favourite quote ever for one of my favourite movies ever :)
I feel like doing it but I'm scared to. I hate my life no one cares for me but my stupid parents everyone makes fun of me humiliated me over the Internet and took everything away from me
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I want to die so what. I hate my fucking life. I have ruined it. I dont want your fucking sympathy so please do NOT message me. I definatly dont have some bullshit breakup depression. IF someone dont want to be with you fucking get over it. ITs alot harder when it is much more complicated then a simple breakup.
Wow, excellent video. It made me think of all the destructive things I've done to my body, and I'm glad you have this video up, because it's a good reminder for me what I'd be heading back to if I chose to start self harming again. :) thank you, and excellent job!!!
HOW CAN SOMEBODY WHO DOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU, AND YOU KNOW THEY DONT, BE WORTH TAKING YOUR OWN LIFE FOR? LIFE DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND ONE GREAT, BIG "REALTIONSHIP" AND YOUR "FEELINGS!" LIFE REVOLVES AROUND YOU MAKING YOURSELF STRONGER BY KEEPING YOUR HEAD CLEAR AT ALL TIMES, DEALING WITH REALITY, AND IF THE GUY IS JUST USING YOU FOR SEX OR WHATEVER, DUMP HIM OUT AND KEEP HIM OUT! DONT LET SOME LITTLE BOY RUIN YOUR LIFE, THERE ARE BILLIONS OF THEM!
If you just stick around a few more years you will see how shallow the boys you want to kill yourselves over really are. and how many of them they are. do you know they talk to each other about YOU and all your personal stuff? It isnt your fault that you are young and think you are in love when its just some guy who wants to get laid. They had that kinda crap when i was a kid and they used to brag to me about it! they said if you dont tell girls you love them, you aint gettin laid!
@13vickers i usually go to websites that have these avatars and icons and save em to my comp....then i use windows movie maker to put it together with my choice of track
This is EXACTLY how I feel. I guess a lot of people say this and I'm sure many go through periods in their life where these feelings indeed apply to the moment, but what about those, myself included who begin to feel like this as a teen and later to adult years. They intensify to the point of hopelessness and you realize depression is not temporary, only laughter. 5*
Everyone who is reading this comment, please click on my username for my videos I made about the The Truth of the World. I have found out what the truth of life is, the truth of the world, and the truth of God. Please, I really want people to watch and listen what I have to say. No more living in false reality, no more living in illusions, no more thinking there is no way out......its time to lead your life into The Truth of the World!!!!!!!!!
so many of these pictures and icons are exactly how I used to feel ... but now I'm a little better, pulling out of this.
There is always two sides to feeling suicidial - there's the part of you that just wants out. And then there's the part that doesn't want to hurt your family and the ones you left behind ... that's what's keeping me here
Hey people. Im Brittany. Look, for all of you out there who needs a friend, im here. I struggle with problems myself. I wanna help people. It is my goal to help people. Sooo PLEASSEE!!! If you EVER need ANYTHING!! I wanna help. So dont be afraid to message me. PLEASE!
14 and about to end my life....everyone thinks they know how it feels but they dont...i was so close a few months ago but my friend caught me and i started talking to him about how i feel....but i lost him a few months ago and i took it as i sign that i should have never been caught and gone through with it.. :'(
great video i suffer from manic depression and i was very close to ending my life before. and i was just wondering who sings this song and whats it called? 10/10 AWESOME!
I recently found out that i am diagnosed with depression and i have been having suicidal thoughts and actions...im young so im scared... Its like i cant control myself; it just happens...can someone help me?
i used to go to therapy. and they prescribed me zoloft, prozzak, abilify, all these pills. they didnt do anything. so they kept on highering the dose until i was drooling in class and so drugged i couldnt even think. but now i ditched the pills for Lord. He cleansed my soul and i bathed in His tears. accept christ...its true. i never even believed in religion. but He showed me even though times were hard, i wasn't alone and i always had Him to turn to.
depression is painful mine started when i lost 4 family members on the space of 2 months and my best friend to cancer nobody seems to understand the feelings i have if you ever want to talk email me. xx
i have been through many things in life. i was neglected by my parents, betrayed by my friends, and left alone by the world. i have tried to suicide, i cuts, and i cries. but then at times i look at other people and realize that they are same as me and so i want to help. please talk to me if you need help. i have been through things like you. so lets help each other. don't suicide.
Anytime Something Good Happens Something Horrible Happens. 6/5/2007(which is my bday) my girlfriend Killed Herself. 2 weeks later My Best Friend And His Girl Friend Where killed in a car Accident. I need someone to talk to or else i will just be another casualty to suicide.
God shut the hell up!!!! they post it on the vids so they can meet friendz that have the same problem!!!!! so they can get a friend god get a heart!!!
I want to die... but I dont want to kill myself. Does that make sense?
Tbh, sometimes i go to bed on freezing nights without a blanket or a pillow, all because I feel numb, I'd rather feel pain than nothing, im not worth it and because I feel so guilty.
About a year ago, I used to always say "sorry" instead of "thank you" because I felt bad for the trouble people went through to help me do anything. Even the simplest thing like holding a door open.
i used to be like that. you dont want to die. you dont want to kill yourself, you want somebody to save you. go to church. people there will understand you. you're going to find a bigger and better meaning to life, it will put MEANING into your life. its okay if you dont believe in the Lord. church, you will find support. because church is where the beaten, battered come to be healed. you're going to find people who care, check up on you, and make sure you're okay. its all going to work out.
theres no point to life, y should i go through years and years of pain if im just going to die anyway. my life is meaningless, nothing good can come of it, im a waste of space, i should just die now
hm...thats what you think, your life isnt over yet you have along time to live...I understand alittle of what you mean, i have or had the same thought but...plz give life a chance...trust me you never know when something good will happen...
life is made of years and years of pain with the little glimpses of happiness that make those precious moments so special...its those moments of happiness you live for. life is meaningless until you put meaning in it.
Sometimes i watch these to stay strong seeing what people have done & what i cud do it keeps me sane & the music's gd sumtyms to dont knock it til yav tryd it
v.v kinda started crying from some of the pictures i can relate to "i wish i was as INVISIBLE as you make me feel" or "have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? well thats how i feel right now, i feel like im facing everything with nothing but tears and a fake smile..."
ik... the same for me. I love this song but i use to be (emo)tional. it doesn't help. but there are people who try to do the "right" thing and try to help u. U need to help u. The only way u can fix the problem is to face it on ur own. U can't do it any other way. or else the "problem" won't go away.
:/
cowaresupaawsome 1 day ago
Were all here for a reason... I actually looked today at this video and any others about if I should die. Today. But I a not not today. I have too much to live for. Your current life doesn't mean ANYTHING, you have so much to live for. I pray that IT WILL GET BETTER
AriZeN12AM 3 weeks ago
The statement that, "Depression leads to suicide" is not true and the statement of "the one who broke your heart is the only one that can fix it" is also not true. If you suffer from depression, seek help from a professional. You are the one that is in control of your own emotions... Not other people. You can be happy but don't let another person define who you are.
JohnBlackCommentator 1 month ago
i may lose out all my life...but there are always fellow losers with me, often they are good ppl who are not popular cus they are nice, who gives a damn abot the ppl who make us feal bad, they clearly arnt worth the time, my life ended in my eyes, but i found a injoyable life just keeping my frends happy, they were happy so i became happyer i still dont feal nearly all beter, but if you live on than you have the ability to find good pepol and find who your real frends are good luck to all of you
porygon110 1 month ago
I am so sick of life. I've only known an eternity of pain. I am tired of this suffering and the worst part is noone cares, not one single person. i have no reason to be here and i wish i was never born. noone wants me around. friends abandon me eventually. I put a fake smile to satisfy people that don't even care....There is no love on the face of this planet. i wish this nightmare to end. i am nothing in everyones eyes and no tears will be shed for me. life is stupid and i've had enough....
geckks98 1 month ago
@geckks98 iver sens i met you i have been around day in day out i wont leave your side tell well after i am dead, life ends soon as you chose or soon as the world tells you its time, dont pick death let it come to you wen its time, i care and she cares abotu you, be happy and dont think on the negative, love you brother. live.
porygon110 1 month ago
I really want to die :(
JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER 1 month ago
@JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER same :'(
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xrsmkgv3 1 month ago
To all those who think they have no reason to live because they are ugly, think- if you don't deserve to live...then why are you alive? Why were you born? Something chose you to be alive. You don't know how hard it is to gain a life. So don't waste yours.
bubblebeam1 2 months ago
if anyone who is in depression or thinking about suicide im here to help ive been in depression and ive attempted suicide but something always stopped me so i can help and understand how ur feeling.... ive helped my friend with all of her troubles with her family, and stopped her from cutting herself a few times and i dont wanna see ppl commit suicide sooo plz plz if u ever need help im here to listen to ur story and help.
vanillatwilight1028 2 months ago
It hurts to live with the pain that seems like it will never will go away. If you feel like there is nothing to live for, it is hard to want to live. Saying that no one wants you, it is not true, they just don't know how to help or they don't know what to say. I have been on both sides of the fence. You are not worthless. There is so much you have no clue about. There are people who will miss you that you would never imagine. Reach out one more time...and one more time..
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Vanessas1905 3 months ago
YES!!! agreed. when a Person suffers great tragedy, Depression follows.
Larryshannon1976 3 months ago
hey everyone, there are many people out here suffering from depression. Its really sad to see 2/3 of the comments to be about suicide and depression. If anyone wants to share their feelings or want any help, I will always be there! Please, ask me if you need any help anytime. I wont get angry or mad at anyone :) I was depressed too, still am. But I wont give up so easily.
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MissRosa4 3 months ago
I'm very depressed, there is no other way!!! No one wants to help... :((
bojkohs92 4 months ago
i honestly just wish i had someone to talk to. . .
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MissRosa4 3 months ago
Sooner or later i will kill myself
BazMH95 4 months ago
i just want to go and die, infact i might do it tonight. i feel alone and nobody wants to help... this song explains how i feel, even the images <3
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'm commiting suicide thanx to a special youtuber that goes by the name eddiemcintire. I wish all those who had tried to break me out of this depression but, it's because of eddiemcintire That I'm commiting suicide. Tis was nice til the end but, The time has come. we all knew it would come and that time is now. I wish you the best unless your the few who drove me to this point. I shall truly be forgoten and I can't wait to see if the Grim Reaper really exists. Too see the rest check my profile.
ForgotenReaper9 4 months ago
This made me cry
fruitmixermet8 4 months ago
This song tells exactly how I feel. I don't want to die a long or painful death so can you guys suggest ways? Thanks.
weirdnoobable 5 months ago
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I'm commiting suicide thanx to a special youtuber that goes by the name eddiemcintire. I wish all those who had tried to break me out of this depression but, it's because of eddiemcintire That I'm commiting suicide. Tis was nice til the end but, The time has come. we all knew it would come and that time is now. I wish you the best unless your the few who drove me to this point. I shall truly be forgoten and Ican't wait to see if the Grim Reaper really exists. Too see the rest check my profile.
ForgotenReaper9 5 months ago
I've tired to kill myself 7 time already but it wont work I think tonight I will try again
101Megasexychick 5 months ago
help me... the person closest to me moved away and she was the only one who understood me... now i cry myself to sleep, repeating "help me" until I finally fall asleep.... and I fake happiness at school, so no one bugs me
blueeagles10 5 months ago
im 14.. and im verry depressed since my 9.. i always feel alone.. and just 1 month ago my girl broke up with me, i cryd so hard.. School is going bad, I can't remember things because i've already got to much things in my head... i'm always on my room.. alone.. my dad is almost everyday away, i've no people around me.. with my friends, im different, but not happy. i will always laugh with my friends, i just don't want to show them i'm depressed.. well,, is there any chance this will get better?..
hackzor09 5 months ago in playlist Video's die door hackzor09 aan de favorieten zijn toegevoegd
@hackzor09 God I hope so... I can't go living on past 21 feeling like this. I've also tried to get friends but they seem to just include their inner-most circle of friends close to them. I can't find ANYWHERE to fit in. I'm waiting for college to find my way (only a year away). Clean slate = another beginning. I guess that and having good grades keeps me going.
OncologistBound 5 months ago in playlist OncologistBound's Favorited Videos
@OncologistBound I'm here for you man, even i don't know you in real, and younger. i love it to see people laugh, and let them feel good. i wan't other people to feel good. and for all people here, you can always ask me a question, if you are depressed,want to commit suicide, cut yourself, Broken-hearted. I'm there for you all.<3
hackzor09 5 months ago
@hackzor09 Well, a girl texted me saying "wat up sexy". But it ended up being a wrong number.
God was laughing at me yesterday...
OncologistBound 5 months ago
@OncologistBound I would never reply when a girl sayd that, You will find the love of your life. Not such girl that texts to you; wat up sexy. A normal,Fine girl. You will find one;) And if you think you will never find one, You're wrong, i've sayd that so many times to myself.. but, i did find my girl,,, but she's not my girl anymore or something, but i did find one, and i'm sure you will find one too;)
hackzor09 5 months ago
@hackzor09 Bullshit.
OncologistBound 4 months ago
Its k that we make mistakes. we all do. Look at the things that you do do right. You can make a change in someone else's life and in your owns. this goes out to @Murge0088.. To the rest who suffer and have negative thinking and pain. I know its a while to wait but you can fight this battle. Those who struggle can make it thru longerf than those who just give up. Believe me you are so strong and beautiful. You are worth tears and you are loved. thanku NickJsSweetvoice for spreading hope.
bdiddy2bball 5 months ago
to the people in the comments like @isabellakaileigha @Murge0088 @12musiclover1 @drflipysnifer117 and all the others before them, YOU ARE WORTH IT! and YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH! so dont EVER let ANYONE tell you otherwise, because you are beautiful and your life is too precious to waste. If theres no one else to care about you, then theres always ME! I care about you and yes I WOULD cry if you were gone! you ARE important enough!
NickJsSweetvoice 5 months ago
only few more weeks till i do it
Murge0088 6 months ago
@Murge0088 Preferred way? I just want something with no pain and no mess so that I won't fuck one more thing up.
OncologistBound 5 months ago
What was the choir song used at the end of the video?
wswolf12 6 months ago
they try to ;save me; but the truth is..*you cant*...im to far gone, to far deep. just dont cry when im gone..save your tears for -something more important-
12musiclover1 6 months ago
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MissPinkFever 6 months ago
This song makes soo much sense, I'm not worth any tears... Nobody cares If I disapear, my life is meaningless, worthless... I'm going to end it all... If only someone cared for me, to not let me go... So it's time for me to say One. final. goodbye.
drflipysnifer117 6 months ago
My 11 year old identical twin sister used to be suicidal. after 1 year of thereapy, i finnally saw a real beautiful smile on her face which made me smile :) 2 years later, she got hit by a car by a intoxicated driver...my life will never be the same without her.
Rest in peace Amber Nicole, <333 1996-2010. i know you're watching over me~
Septemberbabe420 6 months ago
Try this .Find someone or something to do in your comunity where you are helping and not thinking about yourself . YOU can make someone elses life better by just being .
stokey72 6 months ago
What's less of a pain:
Keep living, owing my parents about $100,000 - $300,000 for college and other shit, or
Killing myself: $7,050 (funeral, gun, and a bullet)?
OncologistBound 6 months ago
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OncologistBound 6 months ago
I like making lists. One in particular has kept me going. Its labeled 'People Who Matter'. There aren't many people who truly matter to me exept my best friend and twin brother. Caroline and Dalton. Those two names spell safety for me. I stay strong for them and as long as I have that motivation I can stay alive.
XxHannahTehGREATxX 6 months ago
Help :_(
RockysBabyGirl2011 6 months ago
Hwmelp :_(
RockysBabyGirl2011 6 months ago
I have been going through semi-depression for a really long time, I have had a lot of suicidal thoughts bcuz of my problems. I don't have anyone 2 talk 2 about my pain (i do have friends but their not the kind that would listen or understand) so 4 years I have been keeping my pain 2 myself. My sister used 2 do this (she hung herself n I had 2 go through that alone) I cut a couple times b4 but it didn't stick. I just lock myself n my room n listen 2 music n try n deal with my problems alone.
isabellakaileigha 6 months ago
When life pulls the plug what do you do? I can't see in the dark. I will end up costing my family more by trying to live than just to have my funeral early. It will happen anyway. Why put it off when there is nothing but pain between now and then?
delerious0 7 months ago
I've tried numerous times to kill myself, each time my sister stops me. I'm only 14 and there isn't many people who care about me. my sister stopped me each time and she's only 4. she's basicly all I have at the time and the only reason why I'm alive. I still cut to the point where I'm going to the hospital monthly because I had cut so deep.
xXeMoCoUrTnEy97Xx 7 months ago
man i had to talk my gf out of suicide last night worst time ever but i still love her
coffman78 7 months ago
I suffer from depression but my family dont giva **** I run away to an old oval and just sit in the abandoned shed for a while and then go home. i cut and try to stop every day but its a bit hard when your getting harrased about it at skool. I hate myself and everyone else in my life. thr no help and sometimes i wanna say "goodbye"
AngryMonkiie 7 months ago
To me there is no god. if hes so high and might and good then how come people are suffering from very bad sicknesses. people who hav to stay in bed all the time just to stay alive. im may be only 13 but i DO NOT and will NEVER believe or be forced into believeing some bull**** That will never help :(
AngryMonkiie 7 months ago
I've always had these thoughts at the back of my mind then an amazing girl walked into my life, for 2 years I was so happy, but I was unappreciative... lost a best friend, and then her... Now I'm alone with these thoughts, even when I'm with people, in a night club... never goes away. Scares me.
cow777 7 months ago
thank u for description
i love the song
dheerendhra 7 months ago
I was told it would get better... I'm tired of waiting. I just want to move on. Let people forget about me. It won't take much, I mean after all, I'm ugly, untalented, a bit awkward, and no friends in real life. It hurts, but I told myself it would get better. But once again, it didn't.
Now I can't feel happiness, joy, or the feeling of someone else's love and compassion. I only feel anger, depression, and the feeling of everyone wanting me to die.
Life sucks, and there is no justice...
OncologistBound 7 months ago 28
@OncologistBound u will be better. everything takes time.plenty of time & depending on how severe ur symptoms it will play a factor...its ok to be depressed sometimes all of us are at one point n our lives but its not the end of the world.life is a blessing...there r so many ppl on life support n handicapped in so many ways hoping and praying to live a normal healthy life...count ur blessings and pray for a brighter day..talk to god..he will help u in time..remember u have to tell ur self u can
Princessjasmineariel 7 months ago 4
@Princessjasmineariel I've prayed too many times to get one sign that I should stay here.
Estimated times I prayed: 6
Signs given: 0
Honestly, I just want to waste away and die. I've also prayed for that too. If I could take some kid's cancer, I would. He/she has people who care for him/her and want him/her to be there. Can't say the same for me.
OncologistBound 7 months ago 10
@OncologistBound times r hard but keep ur faith strong..u havent been given a sign...most ppl never get a sign...but god want u alive thats u still r...keep in mind he brought u into this world n when he's ready for u he will take u...& when u pray dont pray for happiness for ur self...just pray in general..u have to surround ur self with ppl whom u love n love u in return n do things to make ur self HAPPY..if u dont fight for ur happiness NO ONE WILL..its up to u ...b strong...u can make it
Princessjasmineariel 7 months ago 3
@OncologistBound
WOW very well said but i realy could gave a shit what any one thinks n i been there but i get by with a little Depress at times but not as bad these days that im much older then being a teen at that time
vTHExUNKNOWENv 6 months ago
@OncologistBound hey, u know what? Beauty doesn't give happiness. Many beautiful people suicide! its not like u have no friends bcz ur ugly, its bcz maybe u shld try talking to anyone? I dont have much friends in real life either, but I dont give up like that! Never give up. If ur tired of waiting, fight! Never wait, always go for it and never be scared. I will be there if u need me as a friend or a sister :) you can also meet my friends. we will be BFFs! :)
MissRosa4 3 months ago
@MissRosa4 You have no idea how many times I've tried and failed because of who I am.
OncologistBound 3 months ago
@OncologistBound its ok if u fail 1000 times! thats what makes like a life.. just think life as a game and play it till u win. i am trying really hard too.
MissRosa4 3 months ago
@MissRosa4 Sometimes, in games (or life), you only lose. Sometimes, it's easier to give up and leave the table than to just sit there and watch you try HARD, harder each time, and still come in last place.
OncologistBound 2 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
@OncologistBound Just.. I know how you feel, I feel the same but you see, this feeling will be with us forever. We just have to face it.. I know it's hard and it really hurts.. it hurts me too as it does to you. But have to stand up against it :(
MissRosa4 2 months ago
I thought I was done with cutting. I thought I had finally earned the title 'survivor'. I know nothing about surviving. I thought I was clean, till I lost my will and gave in today. It hurt, but it helped. I hate myself. Why can't I die? I want to. I want to die. I just...I hate it all. Myself. Others. Everything. I just want to say "Goodbye". My time is coming...soon.
vanillatwilight82 7 months ago in playlist WhateverReplay
me.. well im miss happy on the outside,
constantly wishing that i had friends, that i had long hair, that i had perfect skin, that i didnt wear glasses, that people would sit next to me in class, that someone would walk with me from one class to another, that more than 2 words would be spoken to me all day.
i started self harm a few moths ago, im going into a shell.
and ive attempted suicide twice.
harliquin10 7 months ago
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someone save me from myself.... :'(
fr3akatheart 7 months ago
On the outside I smile like I'm ok on the inside I'm just dying away. They laugh and taunt and tease because of my past I've tried suicide since I was six. I just long for the day my life will end. I long for the day I say good bye to this world. I wish I could die everyday because I'm scared of what the next day will bring.
Emocutie32001 7 months ago 2
Oh the outside I'm a girl who's picked on because of my weight, how I look, who I hang with, and how I talk. On the inside I'm bleeding, bruised, bricked, and dying. Do they care? No. How could they? Do they know how I hate my life at home? No. And they do not care. Do they know why I read so much? No. Do they know why iv thought of suicide since I was in 6 th grade? No.
Deamoncat121 7 months ago
I've wanted to do it... A lot of times. When iI think about those who care, I can't find anyone. The only person I want to live for, is the person who now don't talk to me. Am I a so bad person? Why can i make the only person I think about 24/7 mad at me and don't want to talk to me at all.
All humans have depession, it just takes the right thing to set the balance out of control. Once that's done, it's almost impossible to regain the control.
shinigami616ryuk 7 months ago
can you can we that site you got the pic plz
lustforpian211 7 months ago
@lustforpian211 i googled myspace avatars and icons...i didnt used a specific site...just google
Princessjasmineariel 7 months ago
@Princessjasmineariel what did you googled in so i kwon what to googled in plz
lustforpian211 7 months ago
"Worthless, wounds, crazy, lost, stupid, blades, lies, fat, suicide, death, ugly, cuts, tears, knife."
"NUMB" is all I want.
IJustSawUPickUrNose 8 months ago 2
I want to do it... So bad.. But whenever I get close to doing it I think of all the people I will hurt. Some make me think they won't care, but others make me cry even harder and remind myself I can't do it. So I've been pushing Myself away, I'm not doing this for the attention, just to say to everyone that they were right, I was only here to please them.
TheMonsterzzz 8 months ago
@TheMonsterzzz I know exactly how you feel. I've attempted suicide 3 times. I always stop because it's selfish. Saving myself.. but hurting everyone I love, and that loves me. I'm trying to learn that things will get better. And hey, if you ever need to talk, feel free to message me. (:
LovexoSims 8 months ago
@TheMonsterzzz I'm honestly torn between the line of "selfish" for suicide? I mean, do you want to be here? No. Should you leave? I don't know. It would be selfish to the people I love. Well, is it not selfish of them to try to keep you here? I'm so confused about it. But that's only because I would leave in a second if I thought it would be better for ME. What can I say? I guess I'm just selfish. :/ Anyways, sorry for the rant.
IJustSawUPickUrNose 8 months ago
There's always some person, who knows how depressed I am, and knows that if they would just talk to me or hug me, I would finally be able to push away the pain for a little while. So why is it that the same person is always like, "F*ck u b*tch, I'm just going to avoid you and pretend I hate you and look away when you try to talk to me and pretend I cant see your pain."
Hello? I'm not crazy, and I don't deserve this...do I? Am I the only person this happens to
PKdekunut 8 months ago
Does that number work in Britain?
jessbeth01 10 months ago
Omg! The song :'(
jessbeth01 10 months ago
suicide is the best way to show people tht ur tierd of it all and tht ur not afraid to die
emoxx4xxlife 10 months ago
@emoxx4xxlife
Actually, suicide is a way of ending your life. Bam. You're done, unless you had a relationship with God, then you're in Heaven.
Anywho.
Really, you think that if you kill yourself everything will be better? No. It won't, you'll be dead. Who cares if people will take you seriously after you kill yourself, it's worthless. Want to know why? Because you're DEAD.
RainbowNinja2014 8 months ago
Suicide is the only cure, I just want to know who cares enough to stop me from curing myself.....
jessbeth01 10 months ago
but ssometime just sometimes suicide is the only way out and everyone who thinks people are doing it to get attantion, they could have attaction all the attaction........ life isnt for everyone u know
bowchickabowwow96 10 months ago
I am here for you...pleze talk to me
taz100272 10 months ago
Depression doesnt equal break ups. It equals you needing help because your unstable. I should know...
gemogurl96 11 months ago
"I sit here crying, not because i miss you, but because i know i will never get to hurt you as much as you hurt me."
IceTalonHawkFang 11 months ago
"In seven days... God created the world... In seven seconds... I shattered mine..." That's my favourite quote ever for one of my favourite movies ever :)
hadesblackbloodangle 1 year ago 2
@hadesblackbloodangle What movie?? O=
3onamatch 1 year ago
@3onamatch
Seven Pounds :] It's awesome. You should most deffinatley watch it :D
hadesblackbloodangle 1 year ago
I used to watch this nd listen to this song ALOT :'/
DeppressedKierax 1 year ago
I feel like doing it but I'm scared to. I hate my life no one cares for me but my stupid parents everyone makes fun of me humiliated me over the Internet and took everything away from me
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mdcombs79 1 year ago
I want to die so what. I hate my fucking life. I have ruined it. I dont want your fucking sympathy so please do NOT message me. I definatly dont have some bullshit breakup depression. IF someone dont want to be with you fucking get over it. ITs alot harder when it is much more complicated then a simple breakup.
67DieHardPatriot454 1 year ago 4
I don't think people should link breakup sadness with depression. Clinical depression is due to a chemical imbalance in the brain.
alexislopez91 1 year ago
nice song this song is for me
visualkeirockstar 1 year ago
Wow, excellent video. It made me think of all the destructive things I've done to my body, and I'm glad you have this video up, because it's a good reminder for me what I'd be heading back to if I chose to start self harming again. :) thank you, and excellent job!!!
coolarcher92 1 year ago
se what all you fuking haters do!? stop!
bloodyshooter127 1 year ago
If this is as far as you got in music taste, it's probably best to just do it anyway.
jbearden 1 year ago
I wished somebody cared about me my friends dont like me cause they think im boring and an emo witch if they only knew it was because they hurt me...
8797mppau 1 year ago
I don't wanna die :(
woahXgirl94 1 year ago
HOW CAN SOMEBODY WHO DOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU, AND YOU KNOW THEY DONT, BE WORTH TAKING YOUR OWN LIFE FOR? LIFE DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND ONE GREAT, BIG "REALTIONSHIP" AND YOUR "FEELINGS!" LIFE REVOLVES AROUND YOU MAKING YOURSELF STRONGER BY KEEPING YOUR HEAD CLEAR AT ALL TIMES, DEALING WITH REALITY, AND IF THE GUY IS JUST USING YOU FOR SEX OR WHATEVER, DUMP HIM OUT AND KEEP HIM OUT! DONT LET SOME LITTLE BOY RUIN YOUR LIFE, THERE ARE BILLIONS OF THEM!
SuicideisBrainLess 1 year ago 2
If you just stick around a few more years you will see how shallow the boys you want to kill yourselves over really are. and how many of them they are. do you know they talk to each other about YOU and all your personal stuff? It isnt your fault that you are young and think you are in love when its just some guy who wants to get laid. They had that kinda crap when i was a kid and they used to brag to me about it! they said if you dont tell girls you love them, you aint gettin laid!
SuicideisBrainLess 1 year ago
my sisters friend just killed herself because of depressions
her boyfriend broke up with her
LitteMissPrincess 1 year ago
i love him saying at 3.14 to 3.26
his voice is so beautiful <3
LitteMissPrincess 1 year ago
you asked me what was wrong and i smiled and said nothing,then i turned around and wispered everything.
LitteMissPrincess 1 year ago
whats the name of the song?
LitteMissPrincess 1 year ago
depression can lead to the end=(.
its an real illness believe me...
nightstylo 1 year ago
how do you make these kinds of vids?
13vickers 1 year ago
@13vickers i usually go to websites that have these avatars and icons and save em to my comp....then i use windows movie maker to put it together with my choice of track
Princessjasmineariel 1 year ago
"whats the point in trying, if i still feel like dying?"
halodub 1 year ago
This is EXACTLY how I feel. I guess a lot of people say this and I'm sure many go through periods in their life where these feelings indeed apply to the moment, but what about those, myself included who begin to feel like this as a teen and later to adult years. They intensify to the point of hopelessness and you realize depression is not temporary, only laughter. 5*
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theseeker2k5 2 years ago
this song is not by who you say it is its by Simple Plan and this is a good vid! where did you get pictures?
aguinemongeenizo 2 years ago
so many of these pictures and icons are exactly how I used to feel ... but now I'm a little better, pulling out of this.
There is always two sides to feeling suicidial - there's the part of you that just wants out. And then there's the part that doesn't want to hurt your family and the ones you left behind ... that's what's keeping me here
FireflyFanatic3 2 years ago
CRYing does actually help me ://
breakinbenjaminlover 2 years ago
Wow! So Depressed Now! I Almost Cried..
Its Hard To Think That People Acually Think That Way.. Its SO Unfair.. xx
allywally3 2 years ago
"The hardest thing about this world, is living in it."<3
beyondbelife 2 years ago 24
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dominka123 2 years ago
were are yougetting these pictures?
alinaXbabycakes 2 years ago
i went on web sites that have myspace avatars and layouts and looked under quotes
Princessjasmineariel 2 years ago
Yuhuuu i have SA WITH PA AND OCD i have fear that i will kill somebody lol
REXXORDER 2 years ago
I have felt the same but it aint gunna solve shit if you sit there and cry bout it
No mata how much it may seem to hurt to keep trying, dont give up.
Lifes a bitch! Dont let Life beat you.
You are better than ttat
FinalxGoodnight 2 years ago
good advise..
you cant really do something about it..
just try to move on and find someone/something to keep you on the surface..
Best wishes for all of you !!..
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ThePunkPink 2 years ago
where did you get the pics?
emodirector123 2 years ago
aw thanks this was comfroting. i wasnt thinking of suicide because there is still hope my boyfriend is going to be alive
DRYKJ17 2 years ago
14 and about to end my life....everyone thinks they know how it feels but they dont...i was so close a few months ago but my friend caught me and i started talking to him about how i feel....but i lost him a few months ago and i took it as i sign that i should have never been caught and gone through with it.. :'(
CodytheBeastMaster 2 years ago
hi im so sorry. im here if you want to talk. i know i wont be like your friend so it wont be the same but im here...
Guitarfreaktotally 2 years ago 2
great video i suffer from manic depression and i was very close to ending my life before. and i was just wondering who sings this song and whats it called? 10/10 AWESOME!
xxx4everndalwaysxxx 2 years ago
The song is called "Goodbye (I'm sorry)" by Jamestown Story. It's a great song, isn't it.
MichelleBrown101 2 years ago
Someone kill me now so i dont have to kill myself in front of all my friends...
XXX
StRaNgLeDbYlOvE 2 years ago
I am so fucking scared, in 3 days time I'm going to admit to my shrink that I really need help.
abcjbc 2 years ago
iwant 2 end my life.... :,(
i cant take it anymore
cheeseman245 2 years ago
...I wish I could just fall...I hate life...
MyXxXBrOkEnXxXDrEaMs 2 years ago 4
i luv so many of these pictures
WHY THE FUCK WONT ANYONE JUST LET ME GO?!
TRY ME
FireflyFanatic3 2 years ago
I recently found out that i am diagnosed with depression and i have been having suicidal thoughts and actions...im young so im scared... Its like i cant control myself; it just happens...can someone help me?
StRaNgLeDbYlOvE 2 years ago
i used to go to therapy. and they prescribed me zoloft, prozzak, abilify, all these pills. they didnt do anything. so they kept on highering the dose until i was drooling in class and so drugged i couldnt even think. but now i ditched the pills for Lord. He cleansed my soul and i bathed in His tears. accept christ...its true. i never even believed in religion. but He showed me even though times were hard, i wasn't alone and i always had Him to turn to.
yuhri 2 years ago
Thank you, soooo much! Thats pretty much what i needed to hear...at least someone has sme hope...
StRaNgLeDbYlOvE 2 years ago
how old r u?
i'm 14
and i'm terrified of myself
i've been depressed for 3 yrs and I can't control myself
i think ... i think i'm going to kill myself
FireflyFanatic3 2 years ago
i'm 14 too...
i'm prepared to kill myself.
i cant stop...
im never going to make it out of this place.
I miss the ones i love...
i understand you completely...
Its hard, isnt it?
StRaNgLeDbYlOvE 2 years ago
I'm 14 too,
I had two plans for suicide.
I know what it's like
My parents are dying..
I am currently seeing a counsellor, doctor and a psychologist - they just don't understand how much pain I go through.
Hope you guys are ok, xx.
MichelleBrown101 2 years ago
psycologist dont understand.
Theyve never had any experiance. No Matter What They Say It Isnt Worth It.
All they do is sit there wishing we would go ahead and kill ourselves so they dont have to deal with the bullshit...
Truth is- No one else ever gave a fuck...
Being 14 is hard and no one seems to care if i committ suicide...so someone tell me what its worth. (Nothing)
Im tired of being pulled through all this shit.
Im dying. And i pray it be sooner than later.
StRaNgLeDbYlOvE 2 years ago
depression is painful mine started when i lost 4 family members on the space of 2 months and my best friend to cancer nobody seems to understand the feelings i have if you ever want to talk email me. xx
xxx4everndalwaysxxx 2 years ago
im there with you...
im so lost
cheeseman245 2 years ago
i have been through many things in life. i was neglected by my parents, betrayed by my friends, and left alone by the world. i have tried to suicide, i cuts, and i cries. but then at times i look at other people and realize that they are same as me and so i want to help. please talk to me if you need help. i have been through things like you. so lets help each other. don't suicide.
kellynguyen16 2 years ago
uggg i swere all of u here tht r deaproving of us suicidle people may i ask WHY THE FUCK U WACHED THE VID!!!!!!!!!!!!
egyptpeep 2 years ago
Iv Had Issues With everything life has to give.
Anytime Something Good Happens Something Horrible Happens. 6/5/2007(which is my bday) my girlfriend Killed Herself. 2 weeks later My Best Friend And His Girl Friend Where killed in a car Accident. I need someone to talk to or else i will just be another casualty to suicide.
MyLifeisWorthless1 2 years ago
if you want to die or suicide got problems with fillings
some one dumped you
I DONT FUCKING GIVE A SHIT ON THIS
GO SUICIDE and dont post these idiot nerds comments
"oo i wanna die but i dont know how"
your just looking for attantion you dont get from friends if you even have any of them so shut the hell up!!!!!!!!
you make me sick !
iAmJustALeX 2 years ago
God shut the hell up!!!! they post it on the vids so they can meet friendz that have the same problem!!!!! so they can get a friend god get a heart!!!
WritingtheAbsession 2 years ago
I want to die... but I dont want to kill myself. Does that make sense?
Tbh, sometimes i go to bed on freezing nights without a blanket or a pillow, all because I feel numb, I'd rather feel pain than nothing, im not worth it and because I feel so guilty.
About a year ago, I used to always say "sorry" instead of "thank you" because I felt bad for the trouble people went through to help me do anything. Even the simplest thing like holding a door open.
TammyJ708 2 years ago
i used to be like that. you dont want to die. you dont want to kill yourself, you want somebody to save you. go to church. people there will understand you. you're going to find a bigger and better meaning to life, it will put MEANING into your life. its okay if you dont believe in the Lord. church, you will find support. because church is where the beaten, battered come to be healed. you're going to find people who care, check up on you, and make sure you're okay. its all going to work out.
yuhri 2 years ago
exactly im so numb its fucking horrible
awesomebeast3 2 years ago
theres no point to life, y should i go through years and years of pain if im just going to die anyway. my life is meaningless, nothing good can come of it, im a waste of space, i should just die now
planterspeanut7 2 years ago
i agree with you.
kellynguyen16 2 years ago 2
hm...thats what you think, your life isnt over yet you have along time to live...I understand alittle of what you mean, i have or had the same thought but...plz give life a chance...trust me you never know when something good will happen...
184airboy 2 years ago
life is made of years and years of pain with the little glimpses of happiness that make those precious moments so special...its those moments of happiness you live for. life is meaningless until you put meaning in it.
yuhri 2 years ago
Sometimes i watch these to stay strong seeing what people have done & what i cud do it keeps me sane & the music's gd sumtyms to dont knock it til yav tryd it
AntiStupidGirl 2 years ago 4
v.v kinda started crying from some of the pictures i can relate to "i wish i was as INVISIBLE as you make me feel" or "have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? well thats how i feel right now, i feel like im facing everything with nothing but tears and a fake smile..."
SylacarxShadow 2 years ago 2
ik... the same for me. I love this song but i use to be (emo)tional. it doesn't help. but there are people who try to do the "right" thing and try to help u. U need to help u. The only way u can fix the problem is to face it on ur own. U can't do it any other way. or else the "problem" won't go away.
Melly82092 2 years ago
oh, and btw. if ur emo, that means ur so shallow that you think what others think MATTERs. it doesnt.
Lizzard0601 2 years ago
I love that song.
shaks921 2 years ago 4
This has been flagged as spam show
1.-copy and paste
2.-paste it in 2 different videos
3.. hold breath for 10 secs
4.- look at your hand
twilightlover1451 2 years ago
i love taking Vilift, it really makes me feeling alleviated and calm. i love it so much
swastedcat 2 years ago
anyone actually felt like they are dyin inside when someone yu love says something really hurtful.. i dunno if its the prick of truth..
or a gut instinct telling me to get away..
anyone..>?
x x x
tiggeriswild6 2 years ago
love it
emoloner902 2 years ago 2