Every time I hear this song I think back to the first time I found it and listened to it through sounds of my own sobs and read the lyrics through blurred and teary eyes in the middle of the night.
I hate the fighting...The day by day convincing yourself that isn't going to be the way towards happiness. I hate those nights when I know I'm going to loose my fight. I hate having to do this everyday, why can't everything just go away?!
you can never just stop once ana gets her arms wrapped around you, she doesnt let go.once her bony hands slips over your mouth as she whispers "its not necessary" you cant be let go, she refuses to let you go. and after a while, you don't want her to. She becomes both your best friend and your worst enemy. what fun this is.
you can never just stop once ana gets her arms wrapped around you, she doesnt let go.once her bony hands slips over your mouth as she whispers "its not necessary" you cant be let go, she refuses to let you go. and after a while, you don't want her to. She becomes both your best friend and your worst enemy. what fun this is.
you can never just stop once ana gets her arms wrapped around you, she doesnt let go.once her bony hands slips over your mouth as she whispers "its not necessary" you cant be let go, she refuses to let you go. and after a while, you don't want her to. She becomes both your best friend and your worst enemy. what fun this is.
To tell the truth I've been lying to the people I love telling them I'm fine. Even my best friend doesn't see how hard I fight. Nobody seems to understand. I always hear "you look so pretty" or " you look so good" but when I look in a mirror I only see a fat girl that I'm ashamed of.
As someone who's struggled both with an eating disorder and clinical depression since childhood, I find a lot of solace in this song. We're not alone.
@randomgirlb3 I do both, but i cut less often now. Ana can really be hard to deal with sometimes so my advice to you is to try to stop cutting and don't get anorexic.
thankyou so much! I am fighting with anorexia for 2 years now. And I still have a long way to go. This song makes me feel like there are people out there who do understand me. I could have sang this song. It describes my feelings exactly. So again Thankyou.
I'm an ana, and I'm not afraid to admit it. A lot of people ask why I am, and it's not about a perfect body to me, but to have control. I just want to get help and get over it, because i don't know how much longer i can take it. This song is reminding me of myself. I love it, but somehow it makes me cry...
BTW, could you make wideo adout "Faces without names - deadly beauty", or Superchick's beauty from pain? If you already have, sorry,but I haven't found them :D
This song reminds me of my friend Andrea that just died 4 days ago of Ana. We were both in the hospital and she ran away with only a blanket, 1$ and a knife and 2 days later they found her covered in her own blood. She was still alive but she died in the night. They tried to revive her but she was too skinny. (she was 5'5 and she weighed 73 pounds) she was my best friend.. i miss her so much. rest in peace Andrea, I love you.
@ocdcgd The story is true. I'm not sure about the circumstances of how she died, but I spoke with Andrea on twitter a few days before she passed away :(
I have to say THANK YOU. There's a lot of songs out there, but hardly any that can encourage people with eating disorders. Something that is just for them to hear and find courage to have a voice and know that they're not alone. I've fought with complusive over eating since I was a teenager and then when I turned 18, I began to be bulimic. I am in therapy and seeking help, but nobody understands how hard I fight and there's still going to be trials to fight through. Just take it day by day.
Every time I hear this song I think back to the first time I found it and listened to it through sounds of my own sobs and read the lyrics through blurred and teary eyes in the middle of the night.
totallychiky 6 days ago
I hate the fighting...The day by day convincing yourself that isn't going to be the way towards happiness. I hate those nights when I know I'm going to loose my fight. I hate having to do this everyday, why can't everything just go away?!
HawkWhisper23 1 week ago
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i learned somehing today steak tastes good twice but pizza tastes like shit when purging it back up.
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you can never just stop once ana gets her arms wrapped around you, she doesnt let go.once her bony hands slips over your mouth as she whispers "its not necessary" you cant be let go, she refuses to let you go. and after a while, you don't want her to. She becomes both your best friend and your worst enemy. what fun this is.
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you can never just stop once ana gets her arms wrapped around you, she doesnt let go.once her bony hands slips over your mouth as she whispers "its not necessary" you cant be let go, she refuses to let you go. and after a while, you don't want her to. She becomes both your best friend and your worst enemy. what fun this is.
hulkettegurl179 4 weeks ago
you can never just stop once ana gets her arms wrapped around you, she doesnt let go.once her bony hands slips over your mouth as she whispers "its not necessary" you cant be let go, she refuses to let you go. and after a while, you don't want her to. She becomes both your best friend and your worst enemy. what fun this is.
hulkettegurl179 4 weeks ago
I hate food I hate scales I hate being hungry I hate when people ask if im fine I hate diets I hate pills I dont ever want to eat AGAIN
Libbymariehaw 1 month ago 2
@Libbymariehaw Can I pray for you?
NowSpeakTruth 3 weeks ago 2
@NowSpeakTruth OfCourse <3
Libbymariehaw 2 weeks ago
Superchick sings about everything that us teens need to hear about. I <3 THEM. They have really helped me.
RebelsRockable 1 month ago
To tell the truth I've been lying to the people I love telling them I'm fine. Even my best friend doesn't see how hard I fight. Nobody seems to understand. I always hear "you look so pretty" or " you look so good" but when I look in a mirror I only see a fat girl that I'm ashamed of.
Rayne15Rebel 1 month ago 2
As someone who's struggled both with an eating disorder and clinical depression since childhood, I find a lot of solace in this song. We're not alone.
sirjhveo 3 months ago 3
I'd recommend the song skin and bones by Mariana's trench. It is about bulimia which is rare.
razorslipped 4 months ago
14 and i'm BFF"S with ana and depression.
Loneliness is just a side gig...
blossemcandy 4 months ago in playlist Videos from anamiamusic 4
i WISH i was anorexic, maybe i could stop cutting then
randomgirlb3 4 months ago 14
@randomgirlb3 I do both, but i cut less often now. Ana can really be hard to deal with sometimes so my advice to you is to try to stop cutting and don't get anorexic.
MrSabbesa 2 months ago
@randomgirlb3 NO ONE WANTS TO BE ANOREXIC i cut, im a model and i have ana ITS WORSE than cutting
Libbymariehaw 1 month ago
This song is too fucking relevant. Way too fucking relevant.
Breakmyfall39 4 months ago 9
This song always fucks me up...
iamspecial14 4 months ago
this song it means a lot to me :(
Sindie75 5 months ago
im lookin for a ana buddy, message me
Livygrl529 5 months ago 6
im trying to stay away from these songs b/c they'll get me back into that dark place... but they're kind of comforting... sorta. idk
WeirdoHeart26 5 months ago 9
@WeirdoHeart26 I need one too...If you still want one let me know
CrimsonNightmare2 3 months ago in playlist :O
13 and anorexic... That's all I'm gunna say
jkseiden 5 months ago 3
@jkseiden Your not alone, you'll find hope.
Sincerely 13.
darknesmystique 5 months ago
I told another lie today . . .
mickeyandbubbles 6 months ago in playlist ana and miaaaa 5
This is giving me goosebumps... just... too real..
xxfoxypuppyxx 6 months ago 5
thankyou so much! I am fighting with anorexia for 2 years now. And I still have a long way to go. This song makes me feel like there are people out there who do understand me. I could have sang this song. It describes my feelings exactly. So again Thankyou.
saartje12233 6 months ago
I have this cd, the whole cd is awesome. God I love ur channel.
XXAnaMiaAngelXX 7 months ago
I'm an ana, and I'm not afraid to admit it. A lot of people ask why I am, and it's not about a perfect body to me, but to have control. I just want to get help and get over it, because i don't know how much longer i can take it. This song is reminding me of myself. I love it, but somehow it makes me cry...
MrsCruelWorld 7 months ago
BTW, could you make wideo adout "Faces without names - deadly beauty", or Superchick's beauty from pain? If you already have, sorry,but I haven't found them :D
PS: Love your channel :)
BabeJasmin 8 months ago
This song reminds me of my friend Andrea that just died 4 days ago of Ana. We were both in the hospital and she ran away with only a blanket, 1$ and a knife and 2 days later they found her covered in her own blood. She was still alive but she died in the night. They tried to revive her but she was too skinny. (she was 5'5 and she weighed 73 pounds) she was my best friend.. i miss her so much. rest in peace Andrea, I love you.
ilooovecobrastarship 1 year ago 133
@ilooovecobrastarship wow... </3
I'm so sorry.
AddictedToMusicxox 1 year ago
@ilooovecobrastarship OMG how old was she?
14AnimeQueen 1 year ago
@14AnimeQueen 15.
ilooovecobrastarship 7 months ago
@ilooovecobrastarship this can't be true, because i've read this same story almost three years ago on youtube!! but even so, it's still sad :(
ocdcgd 10 months ago
@ocdcgd The story is true. I'm not sure about the circumstances of how she died, but I spoke with Andrea on twitter a few days before she passed away :(
anamiamusic 10 months ago
@anamiamusic i'm so sorry i doubted it, i truly am. </3
ocdcgd 10 months ago
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@ocdcgd its true, believe it or not.
ilooovecobrastarship 7 months ago
@ilooovecobrastarship thats sooo sad R.I.P. Andrea i feel so bad for you
thesparkles200 8 months ago
@thesparkles200 thanks :) it means a lot
ilooovecobrastarship 7 months ago
I have to say THANK YOU. There's a lot of songs out there, but hardly any that can encourage people with eating disorders. Something that is just for them to hear and find courage to have a voice and know that they're not alone. I've fought with complusive over eating since I was a teenager and then when I turned 18, I began to be bulimic. I am in therapy and seeking help, but nobody understands how hard I fight and there's still going to be trials to fight through. Just take it day by day.
TnBabe38462 1 year ago 72
love this
MsSunhappy 1 year ago
What a beautiful song :D
GentleGeisha 1 year ago 4
I like that this song also addresses the person listening to it directly.
AnimeNatako 1 year ago 4
whats the ana&mia text though!!
Take a look at my video please
thinspoanamia 1 year ago
@thinspoanamia Read the description.. :)
rawrbblover 1 year ago