I've Been Through A Lot I've Been Depressed Since I Was 6 Hatred Is What I Grew Up With Lonliness And Cruelty As Well I Have Tried Suicide Multi Times I Am Indifferent Apathetic It's Been Proven That I Will Not Change I Am Here Only For Hatred And Pain But It's Ok I Don't Feel Emotions I Am Literaly Without Emotions
The worst thing is that I had a friend I've and she watched my cut myself and she didn't even care she said "let me see" I go "you act like this is a good thing" her "well I haven't seen blood in a long time" WTF worst feeling ever i could drop dead and she wouldn't even care
I hate my life I've grown in a depression I can't escape from I feel the need to want to cut myself I was raped at age 11 I am now 14 fighting with mom getting bullied at school nothing goes right I give up
If God exists he must hate me! I cry every time I see this video or hear this song. I've been diagnosed with depression and it's been like this for over a year (I'm 13), I can't see myself getting better or dropping the blade. The scars make me who I am and no matter how much I hate that, I'm never stopping. I just want to be okay.
I know its bad and you think there is no way out...but ive gone thru all of that...it gets better...you may think its solution but if you only try to think different way you might find your way out <3 <3
this video should have more views than this...it's really good..I feel that my life has no meaning..i feel that i should die and make everyone's lives better.
For all the people out there who feel like nobody loves them ill tell you a secret. The secret is that there is always someone in the world who loves you, you just dont know them yet. And if your asking "how do you know there is?" well how do you know there isnt?
I am very depressed and considered commiting suicide! I feel like no one gives a shit about me, that no one cares what happens to me as long as I can make them laugh! They call themselves my friends, but I told them about my depression and self harm, and they didn't care! They need to start acting like friends! Does anyone have any suggestions??!
@karla746538 thanks for telling me this, but, still i dont know, im not too sure if there is a god, if there was why would he make me suffer like this?
People are always saying "fml" for really shot reasons, like, they didn't get their favourite meal or something. Oh yeah? Well I attempted suicide a few days ago, I decided to tell my "best friend". Bad idea, she laughed, said "WTF" then walked away. That's what u call "fml"
There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced before. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
I know what you guys are going through. I'm going through it right now myself. The quote "I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die" is what many of us feel. I'm not saying go get help or anything like that. I will not do this myself. But, I will say, it helps if you just try to get concentrated on something. Like just get away for a while. Go on vacation. Maybe since you look like your having fun, it may cheer yourself up a bit more than usual. Hope this helped. I really do.
My Two Best And Only Friends Called Me An Emo Bitch.. When I Broke Down, My Aunt Died! And I Have No Friends.. Yeah Lifes Great. Not! I Just Want To Die, But I Want To Live...
oke, This is my life... My heart always get broken. my life sux, and nothing, but really Nothing is right. The only fucking thing i do, is pretending i'm okay. try to live my life like a rockstar and BAM. just go drinkin with your friends, do one night stands. live your life like a damn rockstar, try to destroy a fucking hotel room. man, thats the best life ever, even when everything sux. Cmon pick yourself up, dont give a shit. and rock fuckking out, thats what helps me...
Its crazy i wrote a message 10 months ago. and i come back on this vid cause i'm depress... In Feb my girlfriend decided do make up again, then she leave me again ... i can.t handle it. im tired of everything, even of myself ... i just want to desapear ...i miss her so much ... i would do ANYTHING to be with her i promise but she wont hear a thing ... i'm here alone and i'm drowing in bad thinking ... i can't live this way ...
this means nothing to me anymore, my heart has been shatterd too many times from the same person, i don't care anymore, there is no such things as happiness to me, i am dead inside.
"There's nothing sadder than a child who has barely seen the world, yet has seen enough to know they do not wish to be a part of it" Story of my life, I hate to say it but its true
These don't mean much to me cos I don't see how anyone feeling like this could ever put it into words. Nobody should deserve to live like this..What happened to being a careless child?
I'm 13. I can't think of anything really bad that has happened to me. I have no idea what it is, or whats happening, but I just feel so alone all the time. Sometimes I just cry for reasons I can't even explain. I hate this feeling and when anyone asks "whats wrong?" I have absolutely no idea how to answer them, its so frustrating, and I really hate being this way. I just feel depressed and I have no idea why :'(
"One day in summer i'll faint of overheating, and then they'll remove my hoodie and see my battlescars" "When my mum caught me crying in my room and asked why, i told her i had read a sad book, when she replied, with a bloodstained knife? and tears threatened to burst from her eyes, suddenly nothing else mattered and i broke down" two more for you, the first is mine and i'm not sure where the second one is from. I cut myself, and it is my way of surviving, and probably my way of dying...........
I can't stand my life. I'm afraid to walk onto my own property cuz as soon as I do I'm yelled at, slapped, grounded... I go to school and I'm a loner, ppl freak out over scars, nobody cares enough to help me.
i dont want to live anymore im tiered.....i cant take the pain anymore i dont know anything anymore i want to die someone help me before i attempt suicide AGAIN
i havnt smiled since i was 7 but only just a few times and i started cutting a few months ago because my ex ran off with my best an donly friend and then like a few days ago he was killed
I want to scream and shout and cut myself until my whole body is covered in blood, I want to make it a play for you, and want you to see how much I'm really damaged.
@FROZENPOSTAL4 an every1 u just wanna talk come over 2 facebook my names freedom stewart just check it out if u want to talk add me if not check my pro out anyways i use to be a cutter addicted to blood tattoos plz come talk to me and plz dont give up u are worth it
da last time i smiled was a couple days ago when my boyfriend died=[ i told him dat he was gonna die but he never belived me.....cuz i c dead people or how r they gonna die! n my boyfriend died....i cut myself now ppl at scool make fun of me, pushing me around, calling me names, dats y im emo! i loved him so much!
"when your sure you've had enough of this life... dont let yourself go... because everybody cries.... everybody hurts sometimes"
what about when you cant stand it anymore, when the haunting feeling of death keeps biting at you ,you know your past the point of no return,when the only way your still living is cause your slowly dieing and the sweet ending hasnt come yet ,yeah people hurt but not like this, the people who say this quote, dont know how it feels to be dead inside!
@darknessconsumingme I agree man, fuck those ignorant pricks, quite frankly they are the ones who dont give a shit and are tired of the complaints, but they are also the ones who believe in perfection... poor lost souls.
There is never past the point of no return, you can always backwards my friend. I know how you feel man, i hope you feel better soon
i luv this video.....
it says alot of my life....
SuicideSeason994 1 week ago
Love these I want more coz this video speaks to u and all the Emos out there
emochick123441 1 week ago
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I've Been Through A Lot I've Been Depressed Since I Was 6 Hatred Is What I Grew Up With Lonliness And Cruelty As Well I Have Tried Suicide Multi Times I Am Indifferent Apathetic It's Been Proven That I Will Not Change I Am Here Only For Hatred And Pain But It's Ok I Don't Feel Emotions I Am Literaly Without Emotions
beatboxkid13 2 weeks ago
true, soooo true
lizzyzay1 2 months ago
The worst thing is that I had a friend I've and she watched my cut myself and she didn't even care she said "let me see" I go "you act like this is a good thing" her "well I haven't seen blood in a long time" WTF worst feeling ever i could drop dead and she wouldn't even care
MyWhiteWolf13 3 months ago
I hate my life I've grown in a depression I can't escape from I feel the need to want to cut myself I was raped at age 11 I am now 14 fighting with mom getting bullied at school nothing goes right I give up
MyWhiteWolf13 3 months ago
If God exists he must hate me! I cry every time I see this video or hear this song. I've been diagnosed with depression and it's been like this for over a year (I'm 13), I can't see myself getting better or dropping the blade. The scars make me who I am and no matter how much I hate that, I'm never stopping. I just want to be okay.
jessbeth01 3 months ago
I know its bad and you think there is no way out...but ive gone thru all of that...it gets better...you may think its solution but if you only try to think different way you might find your way out <3 <3
Oigirl2 3 months ago
this video should have more views than this...it's really good..I feel that my life has no meaning..i feel that i should die and make everyone's lives better.
rissaris2011 3 months ago
For all the people out there who feel like nobody loves them ill tell you a secret. The secret is that there is always someone in the world who loves you, you just dont know them yet. And if your asking "how do you know there is?" well how do you know there isnt?
XxshadowzdeathxX 3 months ago
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God doesn't exist by the way...
username474747 4 months ago
I totally understand, if you ever need someone just follow or tweet me at @samirajay1
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willyoumeetmehalfway 5 months ago
I am very depressed and considered commiting suicide! I feel like no one gives a shit about me, that no one cares what happens to me as long as I can make them laugh! They call themselves my friends, but I told them about my depression and self harm, and they didn't care! They need to start acting like friends! Does anyone have any suggestions??!
peacelover0110 8 months ago
@peacelover0110 god loves you more then you think
karla746538 7 months ago
@karla746538 thanks for telling me this, but, still i dont know, im not too sure if there is a god, if there was why would he make me suffer like this?
peacelover0110 7 months ago
People are always saying "fml" for really shot reasons, like, they didn't get their favourite meal or something. Oh yeah? Well I attempted suicide a few days ago, I decided to tell my "best friend". Bad idea, she laughed, said "WTF" then walked away. That's what u call "fml"
jessbeth01 10 months ago
I cried so hard :'( my friend is always saying that life isn't fair... She has no idea
jessbeth01 10 months ago
No one would ever know how hard it is
... I tried suicide last year and i failed
38 pills to stop my life werent enough?
No matter how much you try to understand someone who has commited suicide...not the reason , not the reason...
leobrani 11 months ago
No one really understands how it is >.<
misscookielolz 1 year ago
SMILE NOT BECAUSE I SAY SO. SMILE BECAUSE YOU CAN.<3
ENJOY LIFE GUUUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS!!!!!!!
LILOfans0202 1 year ago
whats kinda of sad is how many views this video has...it is proof that we all feel this way sometimes
inulovr 1 year ago
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There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
mdcombs79 1 year ago
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There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced before. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
mdcombs79 1 year ago
I know what you guys are going through. I'm going through it right now myself. The quote "I don't want to live, but I'm too scared to die" is what many of us feel. I'm not saying go get help or anything like that. I will not do this myself. But, I will say, it helps if you just try to get concentrated on something. Like just get away for a while. Go on vacation. Maybe since you look like your having fun, it may cheer yourself up a bit more than usual. Hope this helped. I really do.
JoePerryGal 1 year ago
My Two Best And Only Friends Called Me An Emo Bitch.. When I Broke Down, My Aunt Died! And I Have No Friends.. Yeah Lifes Great. Not! I Just Want To Die, But I Want To Live...
FallOutBoyForever821 1 year ago
watching this video made me look at my wrists, remeber the reasons for them scars, why i did it...
=/// ihatethem. euggh :/
MegaBieberGirls 1 year ago
oke, This is my life... My heart always get broken. my life sux, and nothing, but really Nothing is right. The only fucking thing i do, is pretending i'm okay. try to live my life like a rockstar and BAM. just go drinkin with your friends, do one night stands. live your life like a damn rockstar, try to destroy a fucking hotel room. man, thats the best life ever, even when everything sux. Cmon pick yourself up, dont give a shit. and rock fuckking out, thats what helps me...
siebelebieb 1 year ago
The song is called Watch Me Bleed by Scary Kids Scaring Kids
PrincessLilification 1 year ago
Its crazy i wrote a message 10 months ago. and i come back on this vid cause i'm depress... In Feb my girlfriend decided do make up again, then she leave me again ... i can.t handle it. im tired of everything, even of myself ... i just want to desapear ...i miss her so much ... i would do ANYTHING to be with her i promise but she wont hear a thing ... i'm here alone and i'm drowing in bad thinking ... i can't live this way ...
7ambiguous 1 year ago
Cool vid! All I can do is smile and pretend everything is ok... That's me! Can anyone tell me what song this is? Its not from BVB is it?
turbocavi13 1 year ago
Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem...
macnenana1 1 year ago
@macnenana1 sometimes, for some, its the only exit,
7ambiguous 1 year ago
this means nothing to me anymore, my heart has been shatterd too many times from the same person, i don't care anymore, there is no such things as happiness to me, i am dead inside.
pandanewbie 1 year ago
"There's nothing sadder than a child who has barely seen the world, yet has seen enough to know they do not wish to be a part of it" Story of my life, I hate to say it but its true
ahintofelation 1 year ago
These don't mean much to me cos I don't see how anyone feeling like this could ever put it into words. Nobody should deserve to live like this..What happened to being a careless child?
evanescence4life13 1 year ago
I'm 13. I can't think of anything really bad that has happened to me. I have no idea what it is, or whats happening, but I just feel so alone all the time. Sometimes I just cry for reasons I can't even explain. I hate this feeling and when anyone asks "whats wrong?" I have absolutely no idea how to answer them, its so frustrating, and I really hate being this way. I just feel depressed and I have no idea why :'(
MsGeorgiee 1 year ago
"One day in summer i'll faint of overheating, and then they'll remove my hoodie and see my battlescars" "When my mum caught me crying in my room and asked why, i told her i had read a sad book, when she replied, with a bloodstained knife? and tears threatened to burst from her eyes, suddenly nothing else mattered and i broke down" two more for you, the first is mine and i'm not sure where the second one is from. I cut myself, and it is my way of surviving, and probably my way of dying...........
TheMidnightSunWolf 1 year ago
Oh.
I cried.
SlayerZxD 1 year ago
the one that matches me is "tired of living , scared of dying" and the one in 2:19
AnimalLover881 1 year ago
I can't stand my life. I'm afraid to walk onto my own property cuz as soon as I do I'm yelled at, slapped, grounded... I go to school and I'm a loner, ppl freak out over scars, nobody cares enough to help me.
amberrox4400 1 year ago
Why live fake when I can just die :(
munkylulz 1 year ago
....... WOW. every single thing i read in that... just explained EXACTLY how i feel and just wow. i just... wow
whathefunkyoursorad3 1 year ago
The fact that nobody see's past the fake smiles
YouAndMe4EverBBY 1 year ago
id rather b dead......
ZombieFan99 1 year ago
quote at 3:31 RIP Declan.. he sadly took his life a week ago today, only in year 10, 16 years of age... he is greatly missed by all :(
TiNa2927 1 year ago
@TiNa2927 dont worry its sad to see him go but least hes not liveing in pain anymore
thegemzbbz 1 year ago
sometimes i wish i could just disapear rather than die.
chanchochloe 1 year ago
to me death is the only thing to make me happy maybe if i die people will love me again beacuse im not there to make it worst
jasperaliceallcullen 1 year ago
@jasperaliceallcullen dont say that! stay strong x
thehelpinghand1 1 year ago
imiss my husband so much he died himself last 2months ago....
jazsh23 1 year ago
@jazsh23 im so sorry for your loss :( x
thehelpinghand1 1 year ago
@jazsh23 what Colour? ;D
xXJeezItsOnlyMeXx 1 year ago
i dont want to live anymore im tiered.....i cant take the pain anymore i dont know anything anymore i want to die someone help me before i attempt suicide AGAIN
choppe389 1 year ago
@choppe389 dont please stay strong talk to someone x
thehelpinghand1 1 year ago
1:18, 2:21, 2:46, 2:59, and 3:33 is so true T-T
xXDreamsXOfXBloodXx 1 year ago
3:20 yea right
XxshadowzdeathxX 1 year ago
i really love this video, it hit home, in a good way though, thank you for making it
1SuJu 1 year ago
this is good 4 my proj.!
ShowStopperP 1 year ago
this video is so sad, it made me cry
and i do SH, this video was somewhat triggering, but i liked the quotes.
jekdop 1 year ago
1:54 made me start crying cuz thats what i do
wendygirl123 1 year ago
3:00 whenever i think bout that, it gets me every time
jcKillerSrMil 2 years ago
ty for this video.
GeorgiaBoii32 2 years ago
What is that song ....
7ambiguous 2 years ago
watch me bleed by scary kids scaring kids
xxBlackDragonessxx 2 years ago 4
@xxBlackDragonessxx such a great song.
wejustwannabkidz 1 year ago
these quotes are very beautiful
thelovething2 2 years ago
Nothing tragic has happened to me. But i just want to die.
CaraKawaii 2 years ago 14
@CaraKawaii
same pinch!!
Stubbornist 2 years ago
@CaraKawaii Duuude. i'm sorry, i know how dat iss fur sure, i'm hear if u eva need 2 talk.
XoXoNart 1 year ago
lmfao at the 3 comments below ROFLMAO!!
am i a monster?
murrymurrymurrymurry 2 years ago
pretty much sums me up right this very minute.
BenitoKun 2 years ago
I love this song so much. It's so meaningful < 3
DarqueHalo1 2 years ago
0:50 .. 1:20 ''I quit''
2:19 3:37 .. 2:59 I remember the last time i was happy, i was 4/5 years old. 10 Years later i'm wishing i could die and not be scared of death..
Yapiej 2 years ago
i havnt smiled since i was 7 but only just a few times and i started cutting a few months ago because my ex ran off with my best an donly friend and then like a few days ago he was killed
megaMONSTERmadness 2 years ago
I want to scream and shout and cut myself until my whole body is covered in blood, I want to make it a play for you, and want you to see how much I'm really damaged.
FROZENPOSTAL4 2 years ago 22
@FROZENPOSTAL4 I understand how you feel cause I wish I can do that too...
nos0323 1 year ago
@FROZENPOSTAL4 an every1 u just wanna talk come over 2 facebook my names freedom stewart just check it out if u want to talk add me if not check my pro out anyways i use to be a cutter addicted to blood tattoos plz come talk to me and plz dont give up u are worth it
freedom22yeshuua 1 year ago
dis make me really sad=[
da last time i smiled was a couple days ago when my boyfriend died=[ i told him dat he was gonna die but he never belived me.....cuz i c dead people or how r they gonna die! n my boyfriend died....i cut myself now ppl at scool make fun of me, pushing me around, calling me names, dats y im emo! i loved him so much!
dropdead153 2 years ago 3
Oh my god, that's horrible. I'm so sorry!:(
MeyMeyMarie 2 years ago
I miss him=(
dropdead153 2 years ago
the quote of being scared....thats exactly what i've been thinking for awhile now....there's just one little thing thats stopping me from going..
wolflova2596 2 years ago 3
really, what's the song?
fr567fr890 2 years ago
what is this song called ?
amanda23saunders 2 years ago
watch me bleed-scary kids scaring kids =]
xxBlackDragonessxx 2 years ago
the last quote
"when your sure you've had enough of this life... dont let yourself go... because everybody cries.... everybody hurts sometimes"
what about when you cant stand it anymore, when the haunting feeling of death keeps biting at you ,you know your past the point of no return,when the only way your still living is cause your slowly dieing and the sweet ending hasnt come yet ,yeah people hurt but not like this, the people who say this quote, dont know how it feels to be dead inside!
darknessconsumingme 2 years ago 10
i know what you mean i only really like the quote coz its tryin to give hope but yea i no its a bit one sided
xxBlackDragonessxx 2 years ago
@darknessconsumingme im with u on this one
XxshadowzdeathxX 1 year ago
@darknessconsumingme im sure this doesnt just speak for you and me.
TheMF90 1 year ago
@darknessconsumingme I agree man, fuck those ignorant pricks, quite frankly they are the ones who dont give a shit and are tired of the complaints, but they are also the ones who believe in perfection... poor lost souls.
There is never past the point of no return, you can always backwards my friend. I know how you feel man, i hope you feel better soon
Stratesfactionn 11 months ago
i like da quoutes all 0f dem meant s0mething 2 mei actually cried....
Sassykins11 2 years ago
that quote about being a child never happened to me. fuck the world!!!!!!!
mguller1991 2 years ago 3