You're obviousy not fine, you're. A very pretty anf funny girl, but a little unaware of what is actually happning to you. Its not "FINE" to do that to youreself. You need help, and there's nothing wrong with that.
My parents, friends, and and family all figured out. And put me to one counseling session. Everyone Thinking I was "okay" i started again. I don't want attention. So NO ONE knows. So. When they figure out I have an addiction, they better say sorry for NO LONGER CARING.
In a room by yourself... talking to a camera about your pitifully shamelessly self absorbed self?...selfselfself!!!
Why don't you spend damn near the whole video pointing out where you've cut yourself...selfselfself = and then try and justify how you're doing anything other than attention seeking.
@Venzy123 cutting doesnt make you crazy..... its just a way to handle emotions/stress.... just like people who drink...so i guess people who consume alcohol are crazy too. -.-
It actually makes me angry to see you showing your cuts of like they're something to be proud of! "Oh, and looky here, here's another .." Jeez. My sister is a cutter and seeing people like you make like it's something cool really pisses me of. I mean, you've obviously got some kind of problem to act like such an idiot. But seriously, don't act like cutting is cool.
June of summer? Oh, I thought you meant June of Winter. Go the fuck away you attention whore. Bragging about this shit on YouTube? People like you piss me off. Get a fucking life
okay if you didn't cut for attention you wouldnt be able to show your scars to anyone especially everyone on the internet because if you cut for problems or issues you have you wouldn't be able to bear the pain of looking at your own scars let alone show everyone else and be happy about it.
jenny some people do cut to cope when thing go back i did and still do i cut crazyy and badly when im angry it get out of control and i know a few people who do or have self harm...
just cause it on the internet dont mean she attention seeking it just mean she probs trying to get other to stop or not start and to say your not alone
aw babe, dont listen to the haters. Cutting is something that you may not be able to express how you feel and how you do it. But you are so gorguous and pretty, but everyone has their reasons ..
Ok, really why are you so darn happy?! Like forreal , you're so doing this for attention! The reason a person cuts is to deal with the bad things in life! You are just to happy with your stupid self to cut. There are real people who cut for a reason unlike you who do it for attention! People like you make so damn angry!
YOU ARE TRULEY A FUCKING DICKHEAD!! TBH I'm glad your friends left you, your an attention seeking bitch, maybe you should go through what most cutters do then tell us how bad your life is!! You don't cut because its a coping mechanism! You cut because you want people to notice you!
I just wanted to let you know, I would NEVER do what your "best friend" did. When you said you can't trust anyone, that's true. I don't know if this comment will mean anything to you, but I would never do anything like that to you, or anyone. Also, you seem like a very nice person. I love how you have a positive attitude about this. But you still need help.
I just wanted to let you know, I would NEVER do what your "best friend" did. When you said you can't trust anyone, that's true. I don't know if this comment will mean anything to you, but I would never do anything like that to you, or anyone. Also, you seem like a very nice person. I love how you have a positive attitude about this. But you still need help. And you shouldn't say that you CAN'T stop like that, because you can. I believe in you.
I just wanted to let you know, I would NEVER do what your "best friend" did. When you said you can't trust anyone, that's true. I don't know if this comment will mean anything to you, but I would never do anything like that to you, or anyone. Even in they weren't my friend, I would still be nice. If I went to school with you, I would always be nice to you and I would always be your friend. If you ever want to talk to me message me. Get more help. Just know, I'm here if you ever need to talk.
I just wanted to let you know, I would NEVER do what your "best friend" did. When you said you can't trust anyone, that's true. I don't know if this comment will mean anything to you, but I would never do anything like that to you, or anyone. Even in they weren't my friend, I would still be nice. If I went to school with you, I would always be nice to you and I would always be your friend. If you ever want to talk to me message me. Get more help. Just know, I'm here if you ever need to talk.
wtf is wrong with u : 'OOOOOH ii cut this one todaaayyy :D Loook its so PRETTYY!!! IM SOO COOL AND EMO NOW OUUUHHWWW' stop it... just fucking stop ur making fun of people with REAL fcking problems
@Farrah848 Shut the hell up. This is a cry for attention. Listen to her tone of voice. Telling my story? Ha! Your so funny. Learn what a story is. She is what the world calls an attention whore. Listen to her. Her tone of voice. Let's be real, she won't kill herself. Shut up. You know it's true. Don't even tell me that showing her scars and repeatedly slapping her ankle wasn't a cry for attention. Everyone has their own opinion. *shakes head*
I hate you and I hope you add another cut to count from this comment. People really struggle with cutting and you are making a joke out of them. bitch.
ok im alos a cuttter and i've been cuttign longer than you but anyway i wouldnt count ym scars and put it on you tube, and the way you talk and flick your hair with your hand its like your wanting the attentionsl seriosuly your setting out a bad reputation for us other cutters, but you seem to look like your doing this for attention, sorry if im sounding mean hun, but i know what its liek to cut and this video just makes you look like an attention whore, sry to soudn rude
I don't see why you wouldn't cover them if you don't want people to stare... I self harm, and unless you WANT people to look at them, cover them the fuck up.
@homerandthegrinch (1/2) That's not necessarily true. I've only ever cut once in my life and it was last year. I have scars on my left wrist and my arm. I normally wear a jacket to hide them, but I normally wear one anyways. But when I don't want to wear a jacket, I don't. It's not because I want attention..It's because I don't want to wear a fucking jacket. I'm comfortable enough now, that I don't care. Scars are a sign of recovery. My best friend Kristin almost killed herself last year.
@homerandthegrinch (2/2) She has big, thick, and ugly scars on her upper arms and her shoulders. Deeper and wider than mine. Today, after recovering, she wears short sleeve shirts, dresses, and all that good stuff because she no longer feels like it's a bad thing because her secret's out and everybody knows. Scars are a sign of recovery, like I said. She used to hide them, but she doesn't now. So...yeah...
Difference between someone who cuts due to their emotional state and someone who cuts to show the scars off to the internet, guess what category you're in? :D
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but for reals if u are a legit self-harmer and u do it to cope, not for attention, I WISH YOU THE BEST <3 and i hope you get thru recovery. im in treatmen right now and i havent cut in 32 days!! :D if i can do it, so can u, and ive been self-harming sooo much longer than you have. stya strong(: but maybe u shouldnt count ur cuts and shit aand be so open about it at school and people would look at u as an attention whore. just a tip(: good luck! God Bless!
i think ur "story" is all bullshit and a cry for attention. who sits here and flaunts their scars online like theyre proud of them? and why would everyone at ur school know? keep tht shit to urself. u give other cutters a bad image like we just want attention to. and if u say ur "fine" and u want ppl to "leave you alone" why the hell did u go and telll the office about it if u didnt really want help..hmmm attention. i may be wrong, but u just come off as a little attention whore..
imma clap you in the face!! haha no but really! i`ve been cutting for likkke..... 3 years maybe??? and almost everyone knows.. im addictede to it.. :( sad but straight up true
YOU ALL NEED TO QUIT!! PEOPLE WHO ARE CUTTING THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY THINK THEY'RE LIFE IS TERRIBLE!! WHAT ABOUT THE PROBLEMS THAT PEOPLE CANT HELP THAT DESTROY THEM EVERY DAY!! LIKE DEMI LOVATO!!! AND SHE IS GOOD AND GOT HELP
@thatswhatshesaid4693 just because someone cuts doesnt mean they think they have a terrible life....it relieves stress. just like when a person goes home after work and drinks a few beers to take their mind of things. so wow, i guess people who drink alcohol hate their lives now too..... -.- you dont know shit about self harm, honey so shut ur mouth.
this is 2 ClandestineGirl16x.how can u tell her shes populating the internet wen U are tellin ur story!? this stuff is really happenin wile ur in the bak ignoring it! how can u live wachin ppl kill themselfs cuz of U!? u need 2 get ur act straight before u really hurt someone! n this is 2 CAMillekolxx. u are a beautiful,funny girl and u will get SO far in life but PLEASE just try ur hardest 2 stop hurtin urself. If u need help u can tell me on my page and i will help u through all u need!
i dont believe you, i cut i have cutted and i am trying to stop but i do not make a joke out of it! i understand that there is that chance your tellling the truth and if so i am sorry for accusing but honestly what do you want me to expect i have just now gotten better but you sitting there saying that is the reason why people like us get called attention getters!
its nice what your doing in the vid its not your fault or anyone else fault who cut its the depression its not no ones fault for being upset!!! watch my vid for y story called self harm, im fine now but its a good story x
Aww fuck you all give the girl a break sometimes ppl just need to vent and they need ppl to listen to them I personally think this is a good method because you can get support from people that are not populated with the rumors that r spread abt you and they will actually listen to you... And as for you dick wads that are calling her an attention whore your the reason she does it I know how it feels to have shit said that isn't true so if you want to be bitches do it somewhere else
Attention whore. I have respect for people who cut, because Ive been cutting since I was 12. People like you, who feel the extreme need to populate the internet with bullshit sob stories to get attention make people who have the real issues look even worse. I hate to sound like a bitch. But it's the truth.
I cutted myself too and my friends helped me and I gt baker acted and my parents and my family are helping me a lot and I got addicted to cutting and I hope you get better I really do cuz ik how you feel!!!!!!!
Hey, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I might not know you but a pretty girl like yourself should be able to trust someone. I know how it feels when no one understand why you cut..
I realize that times can get hard, but please stop cutting yourself. I know it can get addictive but it doesn't help. You are absolutely beautiful and don't seem like the kind of person that would do that.
People, looks don't make someone cut! I cut because i have anger issues and instead of hurting others i hurt myself so they dont have to feel the pain.
Im sorry you had to go through that! I dont think being taken to a psychiatric hospital is beneficial at all. Honestly having borderline personality disorder is better than having Bipolar disorder because there is hope for recovery for borderlines :) Hang in there. People dont understand it but it really does effect a significant amount of the popluation and there is a pro football player who has admited he is borderline and he is raising awareness.
that's awesome because BPD is the most stigmatized mental health issue.. which is sad because we already have a hard time with emotions without being labeled negitively. Basically we are wired to feel emotions more intensely and we have to make an effort to learn to deal with our emotions. We are different but we are amazing because of it. I'd like for you to join my group on facebook. Add me if you want so I can invite you to it : Nikesha Sartor ...... anybody seeking recovery can contact me
I don't know what to say... You're beautiful and it's sad to see that you're hurt like this. But I know what you mean, I totally understand what you're going through,... I'm a cutter too and I have the same problems at school like you. I used to be the popular girl at school, till they found out that I'm a cutter, suicidal, depressed,... They think also that I'm doing it for attention but stay strong & remember: they know your name but not your story. Don't let the bastards bring you down! ♥
ive been through everything you talked about in this video....and more....im here if ya need someone to talk to....oh, and just remember: haters gonna hate.
Hey, i do it to. I've been doing it for over 5 years. I have around 200 scars covering my body, around 100 on my left arm alone.. So if you ever need anyone to talk to, just like message me :)
I've been through the same exact thing. If you ever need to talk, I'm here! I feel for you. But, you're gorgeous and don't let the haters at school define you. :3
Hey, I just want to say, you are so much like me. I know it sound pathetic but I just had to comment this. You seem so funny and happy on the outside. No one would have a clue what you do to yourself. Just like my case. I wish you the best! A.
Within one minute I decided I had enough of this video. "Don't ignore people who self-harm, that's what my friends did, ignore me". That sentence is so fucking ridiculous, to me that says "Hey I wanted some attention from self-harming but I didn't get it so I kept going". I have self-harmed for many years now and the last thing I really want is for my friends to know and to try and help me, they are my problems not theres. You are a stupid bitch and I wish you had cut deeper.
Psychwards suck so bad, and the one i went to i HAD to lie and GET OUT asap. I wasn't like mosto f the people in there. I feel like depression is such a put aside illness now, because for some it's an illness that follows us regardless of the situation.
First, I'd like to say that "why would you you're so pretty!" is the aboslute WORST thing you can say to a cutter. Obviously we fight with the urge to cut a lot and it's not like we think, "oh I want to cut but I'm not going to because I'm pretty" is a reason in the "reasons not to". I'm a cutter, and it just pisses me off when people say that, and since you're a cutter I don't know why you did? Anyway, I'd like to say that I think it's great that you felt like sharing your story.
ok not to be rude dont know why shes talking on youtube about personal things then again i know why she is doing this not for attenchion she just having problems and veryone thinks she doing it for attenchion but if u would just give her a chance and talk to her she is probly realy realy nice and all those PEOPLE STARING ITS RUDE LIKE WOULD YOU DO THAT IF U SAW A DISABLED PERSON OR A DISABLITY CHILD people these dayz are meaner then ever the best thing to do is egnore them get a blush ball or
Don't ignore cutters? Hey, life is short and worrying about folks that hurt themselves ... isn't worth the time or effort. You want to be a "victim", go ahead. Wallow in it. I donate platelets twice a month, which is painful - but they go towards real people with real problems. So stop being so d* selfish and do something for someone. At this point, anything positive you do would be welcome. Like anything. Hope this helps.
Hii, Im 13, and have a history of cuting, i think about it almost everyday, My whole school thinks im doing it for attention. I am pretty much depressed and all. But, i have thought about killing myself. Do u think we could talk about it in personal message or something?
Ive been to a psychiatric hospital...after a family intervention...ya it sucks.. Ive been cuttin 4 yrs, after somethinn bad happened. Diagnosed with depression....and ADD....Ya..but im still a person, and im glad yuu made this. I love it...sorry i commented twice :/
all I know alot of peple will leave you when you self-harm and other things. They are not your true friends. I thought I had these 2 amazing friends, and last year when I attempted suicide and started cutting, they left me at my darkest time. Your true friends and family, will never leave you, they will support you, help you, and see you through your hard times! I love my friend Desirae and my mom! They have been my biggest supporters, and they have never left me! Your true people wont leave
well, I have self harmed on and off for 5 years. Last year, I attempted suicide! When I got out of the hospital, I started cutting again. It got worse and worse, and got to the point where I couldn't find a spot to cut! I got some serious help, and now I am beter! But I know that everyday is still a struggle! If you want to self harm.... DONT! I promise, it isn't worth it! I now haven't cut for almost a year. It will be a year 4-16-12! Plz get help, you are amazing, and dont deserve it
im 14 and ive been self harming again... this is the second time the first time was for amonth bck in november 2010 and it was for a month and i got 13 scars on my arm from that but now iVe been doin it for 6 days i got 21 on my right thigh and counting and its soooo f***ing annoying...... ps you pretty :)
I used to cut myself at 12 and now im 13 but, no body will ever understand you the only person that will understand what your going through is you. all my friends pushed me away and one came back crying about her cutting herself because she went through the same thing that got me cutting myself sometimes i just wish you could touch ppls faces and then they look through your eyes and feel how it feels and see how it looks and then understand what it is:(
Hi, I started cutting at 12 years old without even knowing why. I learned over the years that it was to show the pain outside that I feel inside :(
I am now 45, and it has been only 4 yrs since I last cut, I say only, because of how many yrs I cut. I can't tell you how often my mind still says "release" the pain today. I don't know if I am dealing with my emotional pain "properly" today, but I do know that the "normal" ways don't create relief. I can't talk 2 any 1 about it, no trust anymore :(
By the way, I heard you talking about telling people you are fine, we have to do that when someone asks...grrr. But if you apply this it makes it easier and, well, kinda fun. F.I.N.E=
and u probally feel like u want to please everyone or have exceptance which most ppl do but dont cut to cope with that just ignore those dumbasses! and watch this!!!!: /JKfSUOcPKvk copy tht onto youtube . com / JKfSUOcPKvk
Man irs an addiction I know im a girl I cut I even carve nobody still knows except my bestie I am going to get through it though I believe in u n hopefully we can both one day get theough this :)
ok. first of all . your perfect. like holy shit your gorgeous... you don't deserve all this. you are so beautiful , im jealous.. and for you doing that, i just can't believe it. your so beautiful, your too pretty to have 59 scars on your body . you have such a big heart, and i just can't believe your smile. its perfect. pleaase don't cut your self. your too gorgeous to be upset over society.
Fuck them honey :) I know what it's like, I've cut at school in the bathroom, I've carved I'm fine into my arm, I've carved FAT into my arm, I was addicted but trust me it'll get better,
its always the nicest and happiest ppl that cut themselves like me & my friends for example.. & I think you should you go to a physiologist not a physicract at a hospital &cutting its just not good way of coping with your problems even though i might have the tendency to do when im really mad at someone or frustrated with myself or just feel really down but all those ppl at school wont fucking matter once you leave high school
ok, can I just say, I love you. I love your attitude, youre just awesome :3 And I know how you feel. I hope you can quit before you start hallucinating like I do. It feels like im suffocating unless I cut, please get help.
ts when you think people are your friends and you find out they are all two faced and not even close to friends. not even good enough to call ur enemy! i hate when people say they understand and they dont! and then when people say we do it for attention and thats not even true. it is NOT an illness. we dont deserve institutions! we are not crazy! u dont see people putting drunks in crazy houses! so dont put us there its the same things..its an addiction! just keep ur head up girl! fuck people :)
i completely understand how this is. I have gone through alot and it led me to cut myself. i actually got the idea from a chicken soup book believe it or not. i was nine when i started and im going on seventeen. people all say its for attention..even my dad! and it pisses me off its like really ill cut you asshole! ha ! obviously he dont know me! noone does. i dont do it for attention i do it cuz it feels good..im addicted. i feel incomplete without doing it. i have done it at school too. it hur
I love how everyone says that you should tell someone and that the people around you will be accepting and yet when it gets out, you are ostracized by those who have no right to judge
HI, I am 21, I started cutting at after I moved to collage from school, at school I was bullied for 7 years, treated badly and has things done to me. I am at uni at the moment but i still cut from tome to time, its so hard. My scars are hard to hide there on my arms, but I dont do it for attention, I do it to release the feelings and pressure that I have, most of the root of my problems came from school, If you even want to talk feel free to message me on here, x
If you really TRULY believe you do this for the simple pleasure or release, then do it somewhere like your chest or thighs, not THE MOST visible parts on your body like your arms and ankles. Look at any normal masochist who simply enjoys cutting, they can live perfectly normal lives with everyone unaware of what they do in their freetime because they are not openly displaying them, because THEY DONT NEED THE ATTENTION. Really, what you need is help. :[
Please do not take this the wrong way, I'm not a troll. But you may not "think" you're doing this for the attention, but the simple fact of the matter is at school people gave you a reaction at some point, they saw that you were going through pain emotionally, and you loved being noticed for that otherwise you would have concealed them. Then eventually after seeing this over and over people became apathetic to it, and so you felt the need to display them on the internet like trophies.
look at my videos i know their not as bad as ur scars but ur not alone
lauralittleglambert 5 hours ago
I used to...not anymore, I got smart, realized it's not good. Try to realize that yourself, you don't need this.
THEGHOSTSLAVE 12 hours ago
*kiss*Sexy hot xD hahahaha lovin u dude
Smcha1 13 hours ago
And stop doing this to yur self !! Ur cool but not by cutting ur self !
Smcha1 13 hours ago
And dont trust anyone
Smcha1 13 hours ago
Omg ... I just love how u talk in stuff ! I get scared from people who they cut there self ! But i really liked u and ALOT !!!!!!!!! ._.
Smcha1 13 hours ago
please stop, u cant undo it to yourself.
Yankeesiheart 13 hours ago
I do the same as you ..... I personally love it
henryzbby 19 hours ago
I Want To Be Your Bestfriend,Lets Be Bestfriends? I Think Yes:D
kimluvslittles 22 hours ago
You're obviousy not fine, you're. A very pretty anf funny girl, but a little unaware of what is actually happning to you. Its not "FINE" to do that to youreself. You need help, and there's nothing wrong with that.
Luckyjessica3333 22 hours ago
the way i see it your fucking gloating about this. your sick.
whenmusictakesover 2 days ago 2
My parents, friends, and and family all figured out. And put me to one counseling session. Everyone Thinking I was "okay" i started again. I don't want attention. So NO ONE knows. So. When they figure out I have an addiction, they better say sorry for NO LONGER CARING.
Kiki52618 3 days ago
ever sense april 2011 i cut myself and no one still knows about it.
theshitybeatles 3 days ago
@theshitybeatles well know they do sort of....
tosha7891 2 days ago
@tosha7891 nope, i havent told anyone. i mean this is even a fake account. my real account is sToNeSoUr49
theshitybeatles 2 days ago
Dont do that to yourself...
insaneskating1999 3 days ago
my "best friend" did the same thing to me so i only have friends that will actually help me
babyhorse44 5 days ago
You need a much better camera.
BoyMonarch 5 days ago
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natwolffloverful 5 days ago
In a room by yourself... talking to a camera about your pitifully shamelessly self absorbed self?...selfselfself!!!
Why don't you spend damn near the whole video pointing out where you've cut yourself...selfselfself = and then try and justify how you're doing anything other than attention seeking.
Bigbreak2 5 days ago
well, even if u do it for attention or not, you need help. everyone who do it need it,
and yes i understand about this,i did it
but ppl who don't understand it shouldn't be judging cause you don't know how it feels
canalcandee 5 days ago
oh my gosh.
canalcandee 5 days ago
cutting yourself is not a joke. you do it for attention. have a reason.
ThePoorPker 6 days ago
zzzz .............. crazy for sure you need to go to the hospital just get over it :S
Venzy123 6 days ago
@Venzy123 cutting doesnt make you crazy..... its just a way to handle emotions/stress.... just like people who drink...so i guess people who consume alcohol are crazy too. -.-
JacobandNessie1 5 days ago
the cousin of a school friend once cut himself away is dick when he was 12
since then he is been quiet, parents never noticed nothing
hegemoniuspiper 6 days ago
this made me so fucking angry. i cat even describe my anger right now.
AlannahPeta 6 days ago
LMFAO.
punkybrewster888 1 week ago
Uh..
Sorry, but you seriously are begging for attention. No one just advertises it to the world like. "HEY GUYS LOOK AT ALL MY CUTS"
Not cool.
I used to cut, not once did I ever just go around showing people my cuts.
Get help. Like really.
ItsLizzyBitches123 1 week ago 2
You seem a little too damn happy about cutting yourself. You need some help. This isn't a fucking game and that's how you're treating it.
ilyjoesphadam 1 week ago 2
i think she needs help, she seems abit nuts.
i think shes crazy & thats why she acts like its nothing.
ilyhunni3 1 week ago
It actually makes me angry to see you showing your cuts of like they're something to be proud of! "Oh, and looky here, here's another .." Jeez. My sister is a cutter and seeing people like you make like it's something cool really pisses me of. I mean, you've obviously got some kind of problem to act like such an idiot. But seriously, don't act like cutting is cool.
springnicht66 1 week ago
lol i lovv u ur so cute and funny and nice and omg ur just so cool :D
CheeseyBurger202 1 week ago
...if you said you were going to kill yourself, of course they brought you to a hospital.
KeepHope0821 1 week ago
"and here and here." All you want is attention.
44meawesome 1 week ago
June of summer? Oh, I thought you meant June of Winter. Go the fuck away you attention whore. Bragging about this shit on YouTube? People like you piss me off. Get a fucking life
MirandaWoodsMusic 1 week ago
Dont listen to these assholes ok? Message me. Im a cutter too if you need anything just message me
MrTitanicfanatic2 1 week ago
for whatever reason, cutting is cutting. please get help.
jamescolberg 1 week ago
you make me sick.
attention whore.
"ooh this is the cut i did today omg! im so mad cause i cut, let me show everyone all my cuts so people think im not the ditzy shallow fuck that i am"
get over yourself. really.
-_-
KillHannahHelloKitty 1 week ago
okay if you didn't cut for attention you wouldnt be able to show your scars to anyone especially everyone on the internet because if you cut for problems or issues you have you wouldn't be able to bear the pain of looking at your own scars let alone show everyone else and be happy about it.
bloodthirstyunicorns 1 week ago
shes hottttttttttttt
fistpump5 1 week ago
Attention whore. >_>
dementedxkitty 1 week ago
You. are. Cutting. For. Attention. if your not cutting for attention you really wouldnt be able to show off ur scares and be happy bout it.
grace5642 1 week ago
You prob have everything in the fucking world...and you just cut to get attention.
CHriSTian77551 1 week ago
jenny some people do cut to cope when thing go back i did and still do i cut crazyy and badly when im angry it get out of control and i know a few people who do or have self harm...
sophieskinney15 1 week ago
just cause it on the internet dont mean she attention seeking it just mean she probs trying to get other to stop or not start and to say your not alone
sophieskinney15 1 week ago
aw babe, dont listen to the haters. Cutting is something that you may not be able to express how you feel and how you do it. But you are so gorguous and pretty, but everyone has their reasons ..
996Carly 1 week ago 8
Oh god, you've got mental issues. nice nose btw!
3mmziful 1 week ago
something is wrong with you...period
JustintheWR 1 week ago
Ok, really why are you so darn happy?! Like forreal , you're so doing this for attention! The reason a person cuts is to deal with the bad things in life! You are just to happy with your stupid self to cut. There are real people who cut for a reason unlike you who do it for attention! People like you make so damn angry!
peace15love6 1 week ago
YOU ARE TRULEY A FUCKING DICKHEAD!! TBH I'm glad your friends left you, your an attention seeking bitch, maybe you should go through what most cutters do then tell us how bad your life is!! You don't cut because its a coping mechanism! You cut because you want people to notice you!
jennybscott123 1 week ago
i find you quite hilarious. good luck with the cutting..
uhhuhherkisses 1 week ago
Me and u could like legit b best friends!!!!!!!
hyperdash3000 1 week ago
Im in the same pickle as u..... :/ :(
hyperdash3000 1 week ago
We should be friends... I wouldn't ignore you. I get ignored so I know how it feels...
oopals 2 weeks ago
I just wanted to let you know, I would NEVER do what your "best friend" did. When you said you can't trust anyone, that's true. I don't know if this comment will mean anything to you, but I would never do anything like that to you, or anyone. Also, you seem like a very nice person. I love how you have a positive attitude about this. But you still need help.
AnnaKaulitz100 2 weeks ago 3
I just wanted to let you know, I would NEVER do what your "best friend" did. When you said you can't trust anyone, that's true. I don't know if this comment will mean anything to you, but I would never do anything like that to you, or anyone. Also, you seem like a very nice person. I love how you have a positive attitude about this. But you still need help. And you shouldn't say that you CAN'T stop like that, because you can. I believe in you.
AnnaKaulitz100 2 weeks ago
I just wanted to let you know, I would NEVER do what your "best friend" did. When you said you can't trust anyone, that's true. I don't know if this comment will mean anything to you, but I would never do anything like that to you, or anyone. Even in they weren't my friend, I would still be nice. If I went to school with you, I would always be nice to you and I would always be your friend. If you ever want to talk to me message me. Get more help. Just know, I'm here if you ever need to talk.
AnnaKaulitz100 2 weeks ago
I just wanted to let you know, I would NEVER do what your "best friend" did. When you said you can't trust anyone, that's true. I don't know if this comment will mean anything to you, but I would never do anything like that to you, or anyone. Even in they weren't my friend, I would still be nice. If I went to school with you, I would always be nice to you and I would always be your friend. If you ever want to talk to me message me. Get more help. Just know, I'm here if you ever need to talk.
AnnaKaulitz100 2 weeks ago
wtf is wrong with u : 'OOOOOH ii cut this one todaaayyy :D Loook its so PRETTYY!!! IM SOO COOL AND EMO NOW OUUUHHWWW' stop it... just fucking stop ur making fun of people with REAL fcking problems
Kimberley255 2 weeks ago
Obviously the way she talks about them and her tone. She has issues and needs help. I hope she gets better.
TheRoxy0300 2 weeks ago
beautiful accent :D
Aereas18 2 weeks ago
what the fuck? your made a video being all proud and shit that you cut yourself? what the hell is wrong with you.
XwildwolfyX 2 weeks ago
@Farrah848 Shut the hell up. This is a cry for attention. Listen to her tone of voice. Telling my story? Ha! Your so funny. Learn what a story is. She is what the world calls an attention whore. Listen to her. Her tone of voice. Let's be real, she won't kill herself. Shut up. You know it's true. Don't even tell me that showing her scars and repeatedly slapping her ankle wasn't a cry for attention. Everyone has their own opinion. *shakes head*
ClandestineGirl16X 2 weeks ago 2
I hate you and I hope you add another cut to count from this comment. People really struggle with cutting and you are making a joke out of them. bitch.
MrCassmoney 2 weeks ago
If you weren't cutting for attention, you wouldn't be making these videos. I think you're doing it for attention, to be honest.
WolfBallad 2 weeks ago
ok im alos a cuttter and i've been cuttign longer than you but anyway i wouldnt count ym scars and put it on you tube, and the way you talk and flick your hair with your hand its like your wanting the attentionsl seriosuly your setting out a bad reputation for us other cutters, but you seem to look like your doing this for attention, sorry if im sounding mean hun, but i know what its liek to cut and this video just makes you look like an attention whore, sry to soudn rude
xoxo ~murphycory
murphycory 2 weeks ago
I don't see why you wouldn't cover them if you don't want people to stare... I self harm, and unless you WANT people to look at them, cover them the fuck up.
homerandthegrinch 2 weeks ago
@homerandthegrinch (1/2) That's not necessarily true. I've only ever cut once in my life and it was last year. I have scars on my left wrist and my arm. I normally wear a jacket to hide them, but I normally wear one anyways. But when I don't want to wear a jacket, I don't. It's not because I want attention..It's because I don't want to wear a fucking jacket. I'm comfortable enough now, that I don't care. Scars are a sign of recovery. My best friend Kristin almost killed herself last year.
JustinCaseyFTW 2 weeks ago
@homerandthegrinch (2/2) She has big, thick, and ugly scars on her upper arms and her shoulders. Deeper and wider than mine. Today, after recovering, she wears short sleeve shirts, dresses, and all that good stuff because she no longer feels like it's a bad thing because her secret's out and everybody knows. Scars are a sign of recovery, like I said. She used to hide them, but she doesn't now. So...yeah...
JustinCaseyFTW 2 weeks ago
Difference between someone who cuts due to their emotional state and someone who cuts to show the scars off to the internet, guess what category you're in? :D
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topsquadcross 2 weeks ago
cut the main vein get it over with ppl just cut for attention
warmongle 2 weeks ago
but for reals if u are a legit self-harmer and u do it to cope, not for attention, I WISH YOU THE BEST <3 and i hope you get thru recovery. im in treatmen right now and i havent cut in 32 days!! :D if i can do it, so can u, and ive been self-harming sooo much longer than you have. stya strong(: but maybe u shouldnt count ur cuts and shit aand be so open about it at school and people would look at u as an attention whore. just a tip(: good luck! God Bless!
JacobandNessie1 2 weeks ago in playlist More videos from CAMillekolXX
i think ur "story" is all bullshit and a cry for attention. who sits here and flaunts their scars online like theyre proud of them? and why would everyone at ur school know? keep tht shit to urself. u give other cutters a bad image like we just want attention to. and if u say ur "fine" and u want ppl to "leave you alone" why the hell did u go and telll the office about it if u didnt really want help..hmmm attention. i may be wrong, but u just come off as a little attention whore..
JacobandNessie1 2 weeks ago
I have also been a cutter (since high school-im 34 now) and have been in the mental ward of the hospital at least 5 times- thanks for sharing.
corypettit 2 weeks ago
@corypettit stay strong buddy<333 you will get through this, and when you do youre going to be soooo strong(: God Bless<33 Keep your Faith(:
JacobandNessie1 2 weeks ago
wow u need help mentally and for ur cuttin.. i cut to but im not postiing it for the world
montoyavictoria 2 weeks ago
imma clap you in the face!! haha no but really! i`ve been cutting for likkke..... 3 years maybe??? and almost everyone knows.. im addictede to it.. :( sad but straight up true
KikiMothaFuka 2 weeks ago
YOU ALL NEED TO QUIT!! PEOPLE WHO ARE CUTTING THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY THINK THEY'RE LIFE IS TERRIBLE!! WHAT ABOUT THE PROBLEMS THAT PEOPLE CANT HELP THAT DESTROY THEM EVERY DAY!! LIKE DEMI LOVATO!!! AND SHE IS GOOD AND GOT HELP
thatswhatshesaid4693 2 weeks ago
@thatswhatshesaid4693 just because someone cuts doesnt mean they think they have a terrible life....it relieves stress. just like when a person goes home after work and drinks a few beers to take their mind of things. so wow, i guess people who drink alcohol hate their lives now too..... -.- you dont know shit about self harm, honey so shut ur mouth.
JacobandNessie1 2 weeks ago
this is 2 ClandestineGirl16x.how can u tell her shes populating the internet wen U are tellin ur story!? this stuff is really happenin wile ur in the bak ignoring it! how can u live wachin ppl kill themselfs cuz of U!? u need 2 get ur act straight before u really hurt someone! n this is 2 CAMillekolxx. u are a beautiful,funny girl and u will get SO far in life but PLEASE just try ur hardest 2 stop hurtin urself. If u need help u can tell me on my page and i will help u through all u need!
farrah848 2 weeks ago
Psshh smack you. Ha ha ha LOL LOL LOL sorry serious moment
salvatorerules1894 2 weeks ago
i dont believe you, i cut i have cutted and i am trying to stop but i do not make a joke out of it! i understand that there is that chance your tellling the truth and if so i am sorry for accusing but honestly what do you want me to expect i have just now gotten better but you sitting there saying that is the reason why people like us get called attention getters!
leroysherly21 2 weeks ago
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its nice what your doing in the vid its not your fault or anyone else fault who cut its the depression its not no ones fault for being upset!!! watch my vid for y story called self harm, im fine now but its a good story x
jayylarkin 2 weeks ago
"June of summer"...? This video seems fake...
CandiLand91 2 weeks ago
Aww fuck you all give the girl a break sometimes ppl just need to vent and they need ppl to listen to them I personally think this is a good method because you can get support from people that are not populated with the rumors that r spread abt you and they will actually listen to you... And as for you dick wads that are calling her an attention whore your the reason she does it I know how it feels to have shit said that isn't true so if you want to be bitches do it somewhere else
7821237 2 weeks ago
Sounds like you made this video to mock those who cut, which is extremely rude and heartless.
RawrRawrBrittany 2 weeks ago
DOWN THE ROAD DAMNIT, DOWN THE ROAD!
InfernalDisgrace 2 weeks ago
i don't cut i used to scratch my skin off my hands until it would bleed
darrianweiser 2 weeks ago
ya forreal what the fuck who cuts and makes a youtube video and then counts there cuts.,,, ATTENTION WHORE
XXXJessicaXXX00 2 weeks ago 14
I would love to be your friend lmao we would get along i know it but ur beautiful so fuck people slap them lol
HeartzRConfussin 3 weeks ago
Your too pretty to cut yourself :(
MrSlipknot2733 3 weeks ago
@MrSlipknot2733 I realize that you complimented her however, self harm and "looks" really have no correlation.
KeepHope0821 2 weeks ago
@MrSlipknot2733 idiot!
Downtownpatrol 2 weeks ago
Attention whore. I have respect for people who cut, because Ive been cutting since I was 12. People like you, who feel the extreme need to populate the internet with bullshit sob stories to get attention make people who have the real issues look even worse. I hate to sound like a bitch. But it's the truth.
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JustinCaseyFTW 2 weeks ago
@ClandestineGirl16X i love you
AKix32296 2 weeks ago
I cutted myself too and my friends helped me and I gt baker acted and my parents and my family are helping me a lot and I got addicted to cutting and I hope you get better I really do cuz ik how you feel!!!!!!!
100ibabygirl 3 weeks ago
I also cut myself. I am so afraid my parents will find out and put me in a syco hospital.
796seb 3 weeks ago
@796seb my parents found out and now im having to go to a dumb ass councilor :L
murphycory 2 weeks ago
you hsould make vlogs.
MrLollygaging 3 weeks ago
What do you use to cut yourself? Razor?
nichole337biggestfan 3 weeks ago
You don't look like the kind of person who would cut herself. You're really spunky and fun - why did you start cutting in the first place?
swimpiano2000 3 weeks ago
Hey, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I might not know you but a pretty girl like yourself should be able to trust someone. I know how it feels when no one understand why you cut..
kitkatgoRAWR 3 weeks ago
I realize that times can get hard, but please stop cutting yourself. I know it can get addictive but it doesn't help. You are absolutely beautiful and don't seem like the kind of person that would do that.
glitterykitten124 3 weeks ago
I dont know fucking why I got a heart cut on my arm when I was 13 now im 21 and still dont know why the fuck I did it the scars doesnt goes away
unbokser 3 weeks ago
People, looks don't make someone cut! I cut because i have anger issues and instead of hurting others i hurt myself so they dont have to feel the pain.
DeadyTeady 3 weeks ago
@DeadyTeady thats wat i do ):
ulostmeathello12 3 weeks ago in playlist emos like me
Youde be good looking if you didn't cut yourself.
albagreek4ever 3 weeks ago
why cut yourself? your really pretty
jeykenz 3 weeks ago
why do people cut themselves?
heatrn11 3 weeks ago
Im sorry you had to go through that! I dont think being taken to a psychiatric hospital is beneficial at all. Honestly having borderline personality disorder is better than having Bipolar disorder because there is hope for recovery for borderlines :) Hang in there. People dont understand it but it really does effect a significant amount of the popluation and there is a pro football player who has admited he is borderline and he is raising awareness.
NikeshalovesCasey 3 weeks ago
that's awesome because BPD is the most stigmatized mental health issue.. which is sad because we already have a hard time with emotions without being labeled negitively. Basically we are wired to feel emotions more intensely and we have to make an effort to learn to deal with our emotions. We are different but we are amazing because of it. I'd like for you to join my group on facebook. Add me if you want so I can invite you to it : Nikesha Sartor ...... anybody seeking recovery can contact me
NikeshalovesCasey 3 weeks ago
do you have a twin?
yomama3171 3 weeks ago
lol u are so funny! you made me laugh so much! hope you get better soon, take care! <3
mighehe 3 weeks ago
You're adorable. <3
becca3713 3 weeks ago
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Why did you start self harming?
TheOneAndOnlyMe92 3 weeks ago
I don't know what to say... You're beautiful and it's sad to see that you're hurt like this. But I know what you mean, I totally understand what you're going through,... I'm a cutter too and I have the same problems at school like you. I used to be the popular girl at school, till they found out that I'm a cutter, suicidal, depressed,... They think also that I'm doing it for attention but stay strong & remember: they know your name but not your story. Don't let the bastards bring you down! ♥
Lonarica 3 weeks ago
ive been through everything you talked about in this video....and more....im here if ya need someone to talk to....oh, and just remember: haters gonna hate.
screph102 3 weeks ago
Hey, i do it to. I've been doing it for over 5 years. I have around 200 scars covering my body, around 100 on my left arm alone.. So if you ever need anyone to talk to, just like message me :)
ninja7821 3 weeks ago
I've been through the same exact thing. If you ever need to talk, I'm here! I feel for you. But, you're gorgeous and don't let the haters at school define you. :3
skylarfabert 3 weeks ago
@gtfonewfag Just with that last line who was that directed to ?
akdjvhakdjbvfdv 3 weeks ago
Hey, I just want to say, you are so much like me. I know it sound pathetic but I just had to comment this. You seem so funny and happy on the outside. No one would have a clue what you do to yourself. Just like my case. I wish you the best! A.
fhernachingerzwerg 3 weeks ago
Within one minute I decided I had enough of this video. "Don't ignore people who self-harm, that's what my friends did, ignore me". That sentence is so fucking ridiculous, to me that says "Hey I wanted some attention from self-harming but I didn't get it so I kept going". I have self-harmed for many years now and the last thing I really want is for my friends to know and to try and help me, they are my problems not theres. You are a stupid bitch and I wish you had cut deeper.
gtfonewfag 3 weeks ago
@gtfonewfag go to hell. bitch
megamotocrossgirl 3 weeks ago
Psychwards suck so bad, and the one i went to i HAD to lie and GET OUT asap. I wasn't like mosto f the people in there. I feel like depression is such a put aside illness now, because for some it's an illness that follows us regardless of the situation.
SingingStar323 3 weeks ago
My friends ignore even though they know I do it. Since I have no support, I practically do it every day and start to shake when I don't.
Vaingloriffy 3 weeks ago
God, I need to come and save you from youself....I have gone through this stuff too and you must be saved from it.
blackanali 3 weeks ago
how do u cut ur self????? imean with what???? btw i cut myself too :)
blacklilo95 3 weeks ago
First, I'd like to say that "why would you you're so pretty!" is the aboslute WORST thing you can say to a cutter. Obviously we fight with the urge to cut a lot and it's not like we think, "oh I want to cut but I'm not going to because I'm pretty" is a reason in the "reasons not to". I'm a cutter, and it just pisses me off when people say that, and since you're a cutter I don't know why you did? Anyway, I'd like to say that I think it's great that you felt like sharing your story.
catchandswing 4 weeks ago
i cut myself too....it calms me down and why would u ur pretty
35ThatOneKid35 4 weeks ago
i actually wanna hug you SO bad! Don't lizten to what people at school say, in a few years you won't even know who they are x
WWATGBxxx13 4 weeks ago
break things and or pencils thats wat i do from time to time or i cut myself but nvm that
TheCutterOfBabeCateL 1 month ago
ok not to be rude dont know why shes talking on youtube about personal things then again i know why she is doing this not for attenchion she just having problems and veryone thinks she doing it for attenchion but if u would just give her a chance and talk to her she is probly realy realy nice and all those PEOPLE STARING ITS RUDE LIKE WOULD YOU DO THAT IF U SAW A DISABLED PERSON OR A DISABLITY CHILD people these dayz are meaner then ever the best thing to do is egnore them get a blush ball or
TheCutterOfBabeCateL 1 month ago
Don't ignore cutters? Hey, life is short and worrying about folks that hurt themselves ... isn't worth the time or effort. You want to be a "victim", go ahead. Wallow in it. I donate platelets twice a month, which is painful - but they go towards real people with real problems. So stop being so d* selfish and do something for someone. At this point, anything positive you do would be welcome. Like anything. Hope this helps.
oracle2world 1 month ago
Hii, Im 13, and have a history of cuting, i think about it almost everyday, My whole school thinks im doing it for attention. I am pretty much depressed and all. But, i have thought about killing myself. Do u think we could talk about it in personal message or something?
horsegal056 1 month ago
When I'm nervous or a little bit depressed I drink a little bit of alcohol XDDDDDD
MrXtreme981 1 month ago
Do Yhu Have Reasons Why Youu cut ....?
ILoveYouu36547 1 month ago
Ive been to a psychiatric hospital...after a family intervention...ya it sucks.. Ive been cuttin 4 yrs, after somethinn bad happened. Diagnosed with depression....and ADD....Ya..but im still a person, and im glad yuu made this. I love it...sorry i commented twice :/
alissajane2015 1 month ago
Yuure soo perrtyy (:
alissajane2015 1 month ago
all I know alot of peple will leave you when you self-harm and other things. They are not your true friends. I thought I had these 2 amazing friends, and last year when I attempted suicide and started cutting, they left me at my darkest time. Your true friends and family, will never leave you, they will support you, help you, and see you through your hard times! I love my friend Desirae and my mom! They have been my biggest supporters, and they have never left me! Your true people wont leave
countrygirl2523 1 month ago
well, I have self harmed on and off for 5 years. Last year, I attempted suicide! When I got out of the hospital, I started cutting again. It got worse and worse, and got to the point where I couldn't find a spot to cut! I got some serious help, and now I am beter! But I know that everyday is still a struggle! If you want to self harm.... DONT! I promise, it isn't worth it! I now haven't cut for almost a year. It will be a year 4-16-12! Plz get help, you are amazing, and dont deserve it
countrygirl2523 1 month ago
im 14 and ive been self harming again... this is the second time the first time was for amonth bck in november 2010 and it was for a month and i got 13 scars on my arm from that but now iVe been doin it for 6 days i got 21 on my right thigh and counting and its soooo f***ing annoying...... ps you pretty :)
88094444 1 month ago
you're really pretty.. :)
MrXtreme981 1 month ago
I used to cut myself at 12 and now im 13 but, no body will ever understand you the only person that will understand what your going through is you. all my friends pushed me away and one came back crying about her cutting herself because she went through the same thing that got me cutting myself sometimes i just wish you could touch ppls faces and then they look through your eyes and feel how it feels and see how it looks and then understand what it is:(
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johncboody 1 month ago
Hi, I started cutting at 12 years old without even knowing why. I learned over the years that it was to show the pain outside that I feel inside :(
I am now 45, and it has been only 4 yrs since I last cut, I say only, because of how many yrs I cut. I can't tell you how often my mind still says "release" the pain today. I don't know if I am dealing with my emotional pain "properly" today, but I do know that the "normal" ways don't create relief. I can't talk 2 any 1 about it, no trust anymore :(
johncboody 1 month ago
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FUCKED up. INSECURE. NEUROTIC. EMOTIONAL ;)
johncboody 1 month ago
id fuck you;)
SuperBrizzey 1 month ago
Oh sweetheart :/
stupididiots8 1 month ago
hahah omg, i would love to be your friend, you're just so funny :)
its crazy to see a beautiful girl like you harming yourself
music1luv2 1 month ago 2
and u probally feel like u want to please everyone or have exceptance which most ppl do but dont cut to cope with that just ignore those dumbasses! and watch this!!!!: /JKfSUOcPKvk copy tht onto youtube . com / JKfSUOcPKvk
alythecat1 1 month ago
Man irs an addiction I know im a girl I cut I even carve nobody still knows except my bestie I am going to get through it though I believe in u n hopefully we can both one day get theough this :)
emo34235 1 month ago
Your absolutely gorgeous you have no reason to cut. I'm ugly as fuck and even I dont cut
MrMrfish1 1 month ago
ok. first of all . your perfect. like holy shit your gorgeous... you don't deserve all this. you are so beautiful , im jealous.. and for you doing that, i just can't believe it. your so beautiful, your too pretty to have 59 scars on your body . you have such a big heart, and i just can't believe your smile. its perfect. pleaase don't cut your self. your too gorgeous to be upset over society.
juliaxo99 1 month ago
OMG MY FRIEND DID THE EXAGT SAME THING TO ME AND SHE WAS MY BFF FOR 8 YEARS - _ -
AshaSaisRawr 1 month ago
Does anyone else notice the floating leg 1:25? xDD
MrJennyV1 1 month ago 2
you're beautiful. just know that. there are so many methods that you can do just respect your body and develop that self pride that you have
marebearflips13 1 month ago
Fuck them honey :) I know what it's like, I've cut at school in the bathroom, I've carved I'm fine into my arm, I've carved FAT into my arm, I was addicted but trust me it'll get better,
NeeaRemembersSunday 1 month ago
just try to focus on yourself& not on them which is hard but theyll shut up one day
alythecat1 1 month ago
its always the nicest and happiest ppl that cut themselves like me & my friends for example.. & I think you should you go to a physiologist not a physicract at a hospital &cutting its just not good way of coping with your problems even though i might have the tendency to do when im really mad at someone or frustrated with myself or just feel really down but all those ppl at school wont fucking matter once you leave high school
alythecat1 1 month ago
ok, can I just say, I love you. I love your attitude, youre just awesome :3 And I know how you feel. I hope you can quit before you start hallucinating like I do. It feels like im suffocating unless I cut, please get help.
Kafez120 1 month ago
ts when you think people are your friends and you find out they are all two faced and not even close to friends. not even good enough to call ur enemy! i hate when people say they understand and they dont! and then when people say we do it for attention and thats not even true. it is NOT an illness. we dont deserve institutions! we are not crazy! u dont see people putting drunks in crazy houses! so dont put us there its the same things..its an addiction! just keep ur head up girl! fuck people :)
CodasBabyGirl 1 month ago
i completely understand how this is. I have gone through alot and it led me to cut myself. i actually got the idea from a chicken soup book believe it or not. i was nine when i started and im going on seventeen. people all say its for attention..even my dad! and it pisses me off its like really ill cut you asshole! ha ! obviously he dont know me! noone does. i dont do it for attention i do it cuz it feels good..im addicted. i feel incomplete without doing it. i have done it at school too. it hur
CodasBabyGirl 1 month ago
I love how everyone says that you should tell someone and that the people around you will be accepting and yet when it gets out, you are ostracized by those who have no right to judge
Streyar 1 month ago
HI, I am 21, I started cutting at after I moved to collage from school, at school I was bullied for 7 years, treated badly and has things done to me. I am at uni at the moment but i still cut from tome to time, its so hard. My scars are hard to hide there on my arms, but I dont do it for attention, I do it to release the feelings and pressure that I have, most of the root of my problems came from school, If you even want to talk feel free to message me on here, x
happyallagain 1 month ago
If you really TRULY believe you do this for the simple pleasure or release, then do it somewhere like your chest or thighs, not THE MOST visible parts on your body like your arms and ankles. Look at any normal masochist who simply enjoys cutting, they can live perfectly normal lives with everyone unaware of what they do in their freetime because they are not openly displaying them, because THEY DONT NEED THE ATTENTION. Really, what you need is help. :[
shotbyghandi 1 month ago
Please do not take this the wrong way, I'm not a troll. But you may not "think" you're doing this for the attention, but the simple fact of the matter is at school people gave you a reaction at some point, they saw that you were going through pain emotionally, and you loved being noticed for that otherwise you would have concealed them. Then eventually after seeing this over and over people became apathetic to it, and so you felt the need to display them on the internet like trophies.
shotbyghandi 1 month ago