I am 17 with anorexia I cant eat or drink its hard. ED counseling evry week it was helping but then i had a relapse now im back to eating nothing it really is hard to handle thngs are not good rite now with my health either now. I guess i hid it too long from people that love me. I went to the hospital lastnite and the doctor the day b4 i lost 3 pounds in one day it really is hard cause I was doing ok with it now back to where i started:(
you don't need to be emaciated to have an eating disorder, but that is usually the only time anyone notices anything. I have been an on and off anorexic and bulimic for over a year. I am 14.
i wish i was happy like b4 with out an ed.i was happy loving life then it hit me i wasexcersicing healthy then overexcercising then slowly not eating. now im stuck,dropped out of school,really sad and depressednow i hate it it is stressful to eat its hard wish i was happy with life and myself.
It's not fair i get to see all these pretty skinny girls running around and I know that i'm nothing special that i'm just another fat chick. If i could just be skinny then i could love myself. </3
I know a lot of you want to be thinner, and "Be like all the other girls" but starving yourself won't get you there. Please, don't hurt yourself because you want to be like the other girls, because a lot of the other girls aren't thin, they're average. Starving yourself make you too skinny, which is something you can't see, but it's there. I have a friend who was anorexic, but she overcame it, and she's so happy now. Please don't do this to yourself.
@pbjellybeanful you have no idea. telling us to stop does nothing. it makes me actually try harder.people like you say things where they really have no clue. try being anorexic for a day. try being one for years. i think you'd want to die after a second. now try doing this every single day not knowing how to stop. not wanting to stop.i've stopped caring about myself and i know i need help but it isn't that simple and you people who just want to help aren't so please stop.
@ImaBearXD why though? Why does it make you want to try harder? It's not something I'm going to "try" either, because i honestly don't care what people think of me in my school, so no i don't know, but i want to ask you, Why?
@pbjellybeanful I don't really know why. Its gone so far that it is now a part of me. Its like a bad habit that is impossible to break. You know that it is not good but you stop caring. You know that your slowly dying but none of it matters because you'll be normal, your fine. Your almost brainwashed into it by yourself. its weird and hard to explain.
ive been forced to eat for the past few months so i cud play soccer, its been so hard. but my last game is this saturday, i hope to win. but after that game im coming back into this one. the one we all refuse to loose. as a team we will defeat this monster, once a for all. keep playing hard and go for ur goal!
i miss my happy life with my ed its not happy its stressful.i eaT200 or less a day .then excesice after every lil thing depression kicked in too but im not letting no one closse know im pretending im ok its hard.
im really struggling I ate 70 cals all day and nite yesterday im seein a ed counselor and going to church evry time im still not gettin anywhere the ed changed my life its chaos and stressful.i did 150 situps i really cant do it alone i think i do need help hope my new edcounselor can help me
Eating disorders are so hard to quit. I was bulimic for a long time, and it was horrible. I was getting thinner and thinner, but when I looked in the mirror, I felt like I was getting fatter and fatter. I just wanted to fit in, but I felt like I was too fat and ugly to fit in. I finally stopped, but it took a long time, and it was hard for me. I hope none of you ever suffer in this way. <3
my real name is sophie, but my middle name is abby and i go by that. its so ironic that i've had aneroxia for the past 5 years. i'm recovering, but its a strugle every day of my life.i love this song. <3
PLEASE LIKE SO IT GOES TO THE TOP: Hey you guys, I'm trying to make a Difference here, Maybe not to the world, or the country, or damn Not even the city. But in One life. One life at a time. I Want to help people with problems. People who need someone to talk to, I'm here. You can be annonymis. You
can be Joey bill Bob. I dont care.. But please!! If you need to talk, about anything, send me a message! I'm here, And I want to help. Even if all u wnt is a listner
i just want 2 fit in, i want friends, i want my brother 2 not call me a fat *******, i want o b able 2 do the wheelbarrow race on sports day and not push someone ele bcus they cant hold my weight, i want 2 b lik all the other girls,i dont even care if i die, i want 2 b an ordinary girl, i want 2 b thin
@muddypuddlez I do to. i really do know how you feel. but please dont reach your destination by starving yourself. i've tried it before, and it doesnt work, it gives you a few results but it makes you feel horrible, you dont have ANY energy. just size your food portions and make healthy choices. im slowly but surly getting there, i also have more energy than ever, i have the energy to run, and that helps lose weight. ive still got weight to lose and ALOT of belly to get rid of, but you can do it
@DeadlyVelvetRoses im 17 and dealing with it to its hard to deal with 40 to90 cals aday its stressful but i just started seeing a ed conselor shes nice and is the only one that understands hope soon it will work seeing her.its torture to me to eat even just a tiny thing like gum i excersice after.
i was just diagnosed with ana i am 17 this is exactly how i feel.i hid my problem for amonth and a half then when i had to go to er they put me on iv and asked me if i was eatin or drinkin i then opened up. this disorder is changing my life. and it hurts
all of my friends are skinnier then me, im not fat but because they're all skinnier i always put myself down. im almost 14 , but ive realized that people should love or like you for you. it isnt about what you look like. every person is their own kind of beautiful. and nobody is perfect. if somebody thinks they're perfect and tells you your not, then forget about them. they're conceited bitches anyways. im proud to be who i am and i was made this way. im me and thats the way im always gonna be<3
my name is sofie and this song is like my whole life story so far im 14 going on 15 and now that ive heard this i want to start eating agian but food is just gross to me. :/
you are all beautiful.i pray you will all recover and lead happy lives.im here if you ever need someone to talk to. i know you dont know me but i know what your going through and i dont want any of you to feel that your alone ..your not. i hope you all have your family and friends but always remeber theres always someone out there your all special and deserve to be happy(: i hope you all recover and to those recover great job ! your all strong(: nobody deserves this! like if you agree !(: bye <3
No-one chooses an Eating Disorder. It chooses us. It is not about weight, food or fat. It is a hatred for ourselves which even we don't understand. We do not choose these thoughts and feelings. But, we can choose to fight it. And, we can win. Keep fighting everyone, and have love, for yourselves xx
Actually people do usually chose to be anerexia its like a last choice to them cause they have tried every diet they can and still dont get the results they wan they jus want to b pretty and thin and want someone to loe them and they dont think anyone will unless they r thin cause no guy seems to want a girl thats 125 pound like me and i absolutly love this song and if u have to starve urself a lil to get thin than so be it u jus dont have to go to the point o bones.....
Some rather classic examples of the "ZOMG I MUST GET ANOREXIA 2 LOSE WEIGHT!!1!!1" in the comments here. as a sufferer of EDNOS i personally find these people offensive. Nobody chooses an eating disorder. One does not decide that Anorexia is their only option.
@misscherry1997 me too. this song is so sad. its exactally what its like though. and that is such a coinsidence! (sorry i cannot spell) but now im in 7th grade. i was only in the hospital for about 5 months and at the clinic for around 6. im so happy for you though. when did u have it? i was the youngest person both in the hospital and in the clinic there for an eating disorder. ugh. everyone was so much older than me. i had to go all the way to portland to get treatment because i was so young.
my name is sophie and i got anorexia at 10. everytime i see this i cry. when i first heard it when i was like 8 i didnt get it. now i get it. and for everybody who wants this, dont. i was in a hospital for a year. i felt like a monster. this is not what anybody should have. this basicly ruined my life. im basicly better now (im 13) but this still haunts me. but this song really captures it.
@pinkkiss98sophh my name is sophie and i went through what you did, it was horrible. Luckily my friend was there to help me through it. i was only in hospital for 6 months but went through three years of therapy. they were the worst three years of my life. she was the one who showed me this, after we both had a bit of a cry, we just laughed, as we realised how much this actually describes wat i was like i am now 13 and in 8th grade of high school . I am leading a happy life and hope it continues
Love this song. And people anorexia is not just about losing weight, it's about control and perfection. So all you people saying "oh I just wanna lose weight" exercise. I don't choose to be anorexic, actually if I could choose I wouldn't. Cause it's shit. It hurts everyone. Like people are saying it's a mental disorder. Not something to joke about. I wish I wasn't Ana. But Ana is my only friend now.
@98abbygail Btw, You Cant Choose To Be Anorexic Its A Mental Disorder And The Symptoms Are Losing Weight And By That They Have Heart Failure, Lose Hair, Cant Have Kids, And Millions Of Bad Things, Research It, It Is A Mental Disorder, You Cant Wake Up One Day And Say Oh I'm Going To Starve And Be Anorexic And Stop When I'm Happy, Anorexics CANT Stop, And Then They Die, They Dont Choose This.
@98abbygail well cant you not see what happens, you cant have kids, no boobs, no hair, NO LIFE tbh, and also when your DIEING in hospital you will be getting fed by a tube and you will just GAIN ALL the weight back on again. well clearly your choosing this for yourself as you said 'my last result is anorexia', anorexics dont choose it just happens, also alot of its caused from alot of current issues in life eg school, not alot of its triggered by weight, anorexia is someone crying out for help.
@CrystalCee1 And my life is the first thing I've always wanted to take... If you saw mw, and knew me, you'd understand why.. and hate me jjuss like the rest of the world
@98abbygail for your info, i'm stopping you as i use to suffer from minor anorexia and bulima and it still comes back every so often, and i have depression and anxiety problems?, i'm 14, you dont know what your getting your self into.
My name is Sophie. Everyone thinks I'm anorexic; they ask me all the time if I am. It hurts me to think people are killing themselves to be thinner and I'm wanting to gain weight. This song was really touching.
u think you'll find happiness in being super skinny & when u don't u feel even worse. It will never make people like u more, it will never solve problems, it will never make u happy & losing weight is VERY temporary happiness. u can put your energy into sports, performing arts, school, work, what ever u like, instead of wasting time doing something totally useless & harmful. I WISH i would of listened in my younger years..It would have saved me a lot of heart ache & hospitalizations.
I like this song. My best friend is slowly becoming anorexic.... It's killing me. And she has a lot of the symptoms of a suicidal child.. I am trying to do my best at keeping her a float. I think she is okay-ish for the time being.
@WTFfunnyzone You need to eat, girl!! It doesn't matter what people think is 'beautiful'. Besides, you're most likely starving! I'm only 12, I weigh 118 pounds, and I'm not fat! Don't worry about being fat trust me!!
Anorexia is just one of the eating disorders people can have...theres many I used to have a depressive eating disorder I would eat because i was depressed then i started gaining wieght and getting fat cause i would eat all the time and that only made me more depressed so i ate more and so on and so on i also had belemia at one point so i 've been on both sides rigth now im trying to love myself for the beautiful woman I really am
im struqqlinq with bulimia nervosa. it's really painful to handle in my life, i try and try and try, and it seems like nothinq is qood enough. luckily, im currently in individually councelinq and have been clean for about a week. p.s. little comments like "your fat" or "your obese" or just simply tellinq someone that they aren't qood enough may not seem like it does alot of damaqe, but trust me, with all my heart, it does.
@emf5656 Hun you are perfect just the way you are........ don't let any of those jerk wads tell you other wise.....they just need to grow up and get a life.....................We're all human no matter what.... we are all beautiful........ so don't hurt yourself just to look they way they tell you to look............. be yourself ....... be unique............... You Are Good Enough........... just keep telling yourself that hun........... The world is cruel..... just don't listen to them.
@rapidfireonthetarget your obviously are to immature to understand what all of us go thrue ive been dealing with anorexia for 3 years.its very hard to live with.you would never understand because youve obviously never been through it..so stop being so ignorint and be a better person than that your immature so if ur not going to be positive or nice just dont even reply. to all of you who are still struggling with it i really hope you get better and to you who reccoverd great job ! ur all strong !
@rapidfireonthetarget to all you girls who are disturbed by these comments dont listen ! your beautiful and specail all of you and he doesnt deserve your reactions ! ignore him:) ! if any of you need someone to talk to add me on here i wikl be there :) i know what your going threw and your not alone :)
dont you see! 5 words are so hurtful, you hurt the feelings of people with anorexia and bulimia (teenage girls mostly) you hurt the feelings of all the gay/lesbian people out there (30% of people on earth) good going asshole, and im only 13 years old!!
Wow! This Song HIT me so hard! Last year i went through this! My mothers heart was broken same with my whole family! I had an abusive boyfriend that called me fata nd me me go anorexic :'( It was horrible. I could not do anything because i was dying slowly! Girls PLEASE don't EVER liet anyones words effect you like someones effected me! It's not worth it! This brings back HORRIBLE memories! :'(
this is such a beautiful song and so true to the facts about eating disorders. This will really raise a lot of aweneress of the pain that people and their families go through with eating disorder.
heres the thing. u only see the worst side. u never see the girls who are just starting, u never see the girls that are barely able to hide it. u only see the extremes. yes its important that those stories are heard but if the beginners stories arent we'll have alot more extremes.
@xgoodgirl1114xx The girls that are barely able to hide it...I know how that feels...Im 13..started about 5 months ago with this but now i dont eat breakfast or lunch and barely any dinner...I've read about it and im scared now i dont want to go to the hospital..But Im not loosing all ive worked for..I wont be fat again...I wanna be 88lbs.. =( Im like 109 right now
Im in the same situation as you. I know what you are going through. Its ok to be scared but remember sweetie that you will always be perfect no matter what. Dont let anorexia control you.
Ive been battling for 2 years now and Its hard. But get some help and be happy with who you are. There is no fat.
Be happy. Anorexia makes you unhappy. I know this. Be strong. <33
@BleedingxHorizon Thanks.And I told my counselor and my parents.I've slowly started eating more every day.I still have bad days but mostly good.I have so much more energy and i'm happier now.Everybody knows about my problem now but they helped me into recovery and the whole time i thought Id be made fun of..6 months of a living hell and before that was 2years of depression...Im finally the happy me again (= Thx for your comment
@rapidfireonthetarget Comments like that can hurt people in many ways.If you don't know what people are going through shut your mouth.I pray you never go through anything painful because with the attitude you have nobody would care.
@rapidfireonthetarget you know your the type of person who made many people kill themselves... that is really fucked up of you. ive dealt with it. its just because we are terrified of getting fat. thats like you going straight to your greatest fear. so please. understand why we do these things. your speaking out of ignorance.
@EmoElmoLove789 Sweetie trust me at 109 your wieght is great don't loose more love yourself for who you are not what you think you see in the mirror you know there is succh a thing as too skinny please dont hurt yourself further by forcing yourself to lose wieght and you know when you dont eat its not the fat that goes its the muscle that goes first you can actually maintain a healthy steady wieght by eating three healthy meals a day just cut out fried foods and eat plenty of veggies smiles ^_^
Healthy is Beautiful. Eat well and exercise. :) Everyone is beautiful... but hurting yourself doesn't help your beauty. Your born with it and you'll die with it, don't die because of it. <3
If you have anorexia does your hair begin to fall out also?Ive been dealing with anorexia for about a year now and my hair is beginning to come out when i run my fingers through it or brush it ect.
@EmoElmoLove789 sadly nutrient deficit problems can cause your hair to fall out, i'm very sorry. i know a girl who had the same problem, but there is medication for it, a sort off supplement specifically for hair loss because of nutrient deficit problems. good luck with your disease.
@Sarahrosebello because you wrote it down, so now i know you dropped weight. i've seen someone at the end of it, she needed gavage 3 times.....all i can say is try to love yourself no matter what.
This song reminds me of my best friend. She's really pretty, skinny and popular, but when she's alone or with close friends, she's really different. She doesn't see herself as she should. I don't understand, I really don't. She used to be very outgoing and fun, but now she's just messed up in her own little world. I miss her.
God, this is such a sad story. I was just searching for songs about "Sophie" (since that's my name) and I happened to come across this video. I never really understood what anorexic people had to deal with each day until now. I just hope that these people will get better and live a wonderful life. Thank you for time, and this is a beautiful song, by the way!
@sweetkisses4184 I KNOW what the lyrics mean and I have GONE through anorexia. My name is Sophia (I go by sophie) and even though this song wasnt written for me, i feel like itt Is my personal song that I will treasure forever. I agree with you- it is beautiful. But do not call me a dumbass for you have NO IDEA what i've gone through and you had no idea why i refer to this as "my song." Before you call someone a dumbass- get the facts darling..-With love, Sophie.
@mewsickfanatic ok im sorry i didnt know you have gone through that. but i know what you feel like because im going though it right now. its horrible. again im sorry..
@sweetkisses4184 Its alright, if i saw someone write a comment like that I'd be upset too. It s horrible, but my advice... Its not worth it.. Look at your family, friends, look at your life. is it worth being thin? no.. :) My best wishes to you:)
I am 17 with anorexia I cant eat or drink its hard. ED counseling evry week it was helping but then i had a relapse now im back to eating nothing it really is hard to handle thngs are not good rite now with my health either now. I guess i hid it too long from people that love me. I went to the hospital lastnite and the doctor the day b4 i lost 3 pounds in one day it really is hard cause I was doing ok with it now back to where i started:(
16bunnylover 2 weeks ago
This song made me sad because my name is Sophie..
zappedbyt00nt0wn 2 weeks ago
@zappedbyt00nt0wn
same here
TheBlueBerrisha 5 days ago
Miss clmtine 620 same thing to me glad somebody shares my name
flavorsisters 3 weeks ago
IF I COULD ERASE ANY YEAR OF MY LIFE I'D TAKE BACK THE YEAR I WAS ANOREXIC. IT'S NOT WORTH IT. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. IT'S THAT SIMPLE, I PROMISE.
1000bodies 1 month ago
:'(
PaulaAbdulRoxxxx6 1 month ago
You're beautiful no matter what they say. So don't change to please somebody. You're all that matters.
damelia0evenshire 1 month ago
i just searched my name and this came up!!!!!!!! its kinda sad but weird at the same time
MissClementine620 1 month ago
Wow that's emotional
If your reading this then you ARE perfect and you don't need to change.
I don't know much about anorexia but I know alot of you have it and you think food is the enemy
Truth is, no ones calling you fat are they?
So who you doing it for cos it certainly isn't for yourself.
Take care x
sophieMCRstout 1 month ago
@sophieMCRstout
actually i have been called fat....
by the guy i had a crush on
by my mother
father
sisters
grandmother, aunt, uncles and cousins
you don't need to be emaciated to have an eating disorder, but that is usually the only time anyone notices anything. I have been an on and off anorexic and bulimic for over a year. I am 14.
ox8wishmaker8xo 1 month ago
i wish i was happy like b4 with out an ed.i was happy loving life then it hit me i wasexcersicing healthy then overexcercising then slowly not eating. now im stuck,dropped out of school,really sad and depressednow i hate it it is stressful to eat its hard wish i was happy with life and myself.
16bunnylover 1 month ago
It's not fair i get to see all these pretty skinny girls running around and I know that i'm nothing special that i'm just another fat chick. If i could just be skinny then i could love myself. </3
XoXoTearsturnRedXoXo 2 months ago
My names Sophie and this made me cry it's beyond everything in just my life dosent it?
It represents every girl out there who just wants to be normal
And goes to extreme
If you are posting details of your circumstances then you are an attention seeking liar
Ther are girls out there who actually deAl with this
Thumbs up if you agree
Lukoftherubberduk 2 months ago 2
I know a lot of you want to be thinner, and "Be like all the other girls" but starving yourself won't get you there. Please, don't hurt yourself because you want to be like the other girls, because a lot of the other girls aren't thin, they're average. Starving yourself make you too skinny, which is something you can't see, but it's there. I have a friend who was anorexic, but she overcame it, and she's so happy now. Please don't do this to yourself.
pbjellybeanful 2 months ago
@pbjellybeanful you have no idea. telling us to stop does nothing. it makes me actually try harder.people like you say things where they really have no clue. try being anorexic for a day. try being one for years. i think you'd want to die after a second. now try doing this every single day not knowing how to stop. not wanting to stop.i've stopped caring about myself and i know i need help but it isn't that simple and you people who just want to help aren't so please stop.
ImaBearXD 2 months ago
@ImaBearXD why though? Why does it make you want to try harder? It's not something I'm going to "try" either, because i honestly don't care what people think of me in my school, so no i don't know, but i want to ask you, Why?
pbjellybeanful 2 months ago
@pbjellybeanful I don't really know why. Its gone so far that it is now a part of me. Its like a bad habit that is impossible to break. You know that it is not good but you stop caring. You know that your slowly dying but none of it matters because you'll be normal, your fine. Your almost brainwashed into it by yourself. its weird and hard to explain.
ImaBearXD 2 months ago
i love this song it lets me know im not alone with my battle
babygjoey 2 months ago
i've an eating disorders for 4 years now , im 17, i was getting better but i became so so so fat . today i threw up, loser .
fuck recovery, i'll not get better and i don't care anymore .
I wish I could die of hunger , it'll be the best way , it's the only thing that will prove that i've tried my best
Filipaakaulitz 2 months ago
I ate dinner tonight,after a little snack.I hate myself for it,but I haven't eaten in about 3 days..
MiguelXTulio 2 months ago
ive been forced to eat for the past few months so i cud play soccer, its been so hard. but my last game is this saturday, i hope to win. but after that game im coming back into this one. the one we all refuse to loose. as a team we will defeat this monster, once a for all. keep playing hard and go for ur goal!
xgoodgirl1114xx 2 months ago
"How did things get this bad...?"
HawkWhisper23 2 months ago
MY NAME IS SOPHIE!!! sorry...just had to say it. Anyone else here named sophie? im Sophie from UK :D
babeeshopiez123 2 months ago 2
@babeeshopiez123 the sophie I know?? ;D my best friend?? Deanna's best friend??
DeannaBeattie 2 months ago
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@babeeshopiez123 noone gives a shit :/
SophiezAwsome 2 months ago
who sings this?
scratcheyee 3 months ago
@scratcheyee Eleanor McEvoy
MusicGirlll483 3 months ago
@MusicGirlll483 thanks.
scratcheyee 3 weeks ago
@scratcheyee You're welcome:)
MusicGirlll483 3 weeks ago
i miss my happy life with my ed its not happy its stressful.i eaT200 or less a day .then excesice after every lil thing depression kicked in too but im not letting no one closse know im pretending im ok its hard.
16bunnylover 3 months ago
31 people cried so hard during this song that they accidentally pressed the dislike button thinking it said "dis-i-like."
ZeldaXLovePoetry 3 months ago 2
im really struggling I ate 70 cals all day and nite yesterday im seein a ed counselor and going to church evry time im still not gettin anywhere the ed changed my life its chaos and stressful.i did 150 situps i really cant do it alone i think i do need help hope my new edcounselor can help me
16bunnylover 3 months ago
Eating disorders are so hard to quit. I was bulimic for a long time, and it was horrible. I was getting thinner and thinner, but when I looked in the mirror, I felt like I was getting fatter and fatter. I just wanted to fit in, but I felt like I was too fat and ugly to fit in. I finally stopped, but it took a long time, and it was hard for me. I hope none of you ever suffer in this way. <3
Artemis0246 3 months ago
i just turned thirteen and im only like 85 pounds. is that bad?
Luv2JustBeMe 4 months ago
@Luv2JustBeMe nah, my sister weighs that much.
reilynnwins 4 months ago
@Luv2JustBeMe how tall are you?
eyelovesportz 4 months ago
@Luv2JustBeMe As long as your healthy hun and looking after yourself no it's not bad.
gibbseyo 3 months ago
my real name is sophie, but my middle name is abby and i go by that. its so ironic that i've had aneroxia for the past 5 years. i'm recovering, but its a strugle every day of my life.i love this song. <3
abbieee95 4 months ago
PLEASE LIKE SO IT GOES TO THE TOP: Hey you guys, I'm trying to make a Difference here, Maybe not to the world, or the country, or damn Not even the city. But in One life. One life at a time. I Want to help people with problems. People who need someone to talk to, I'm here. You can be annonymis. You
can be Joey bill Bob. I dont care.. But please!! If you need to talk, about anything, send me a message! I'm here, And I want to help. Even if all u wnt is a listner
poorna1234567890 4 months ago 7
i just want 2 fit in, i want friends, i want my brother 2 not call me a fat *******, i want o b able 2 do the wheelbarrow race on sports day and not push someone ele bcus they cant hold my weight, i want 2 b lik all the other girls,i dont even care if i die, i want 2 b an ordinary girl, i want 2 b thin
muddypuddlez 4 months ago
@muddypuddlez I do to. i really do know how you feel. but please dont reach your destination by starving yourself. i've tried it before, and it doesnt work, it gives you a few results but it makes you feel horrible, you dont have ANY energy. just size your food portions and make healthy choices. im slowly but surly getting there, i also have more energy than ever, i have the energy to run, and that helps lose weight. ive still got weight to lose and ALOT of belly to get rid of, but you can do it
DeadlyVelvetRoses 4 months ago
@DeadlyVelvetRoses im 17 and dealing with it to its hard to deal with 40 to90 cals aday its stressful but i just started seeing a ed conselor shes nice and is the only one that understands hope soon it will work seeing her.its torture to me to eat even just a tiny thing like gum i excersice after.
16bunnylover 3 months ago
i was just diagnosed with ana i am 17 this is exactly how i feel.i hid my problem for amonth and a half then when i had to go to er they put me on iv and asked me if i was eatin or drinkin i then opened up. this disorder is changing my life. and it hurts
16bunnylover 4 months ago
my ex is like this i try to help her but she always tells me to go away
MrHomolicious 4 months ago
my song.. if my name was sophie ied be complete but its not... i just wanna be skinny, beautiful.. ='(
13miana 4 months ago
all of my friends are skinnier then me, im not fat but because they're all skinnier i always put myself down. im almost 14 , but ive realized that people should love or like you for you. it isnt about what you look like. every person is their own kind of beautiful. and nobody is perfect. if somebody thinks they're perfect and tells you your not, then forget about them. they're conceited bitches anyways. im proud to be who i am and i was made this way. im me and thats the way im always gonna be<3
missxloveone28 4 months ago 2
my name is sofie and this song is like my whole life story so far im 14 going on 15 and now that ive heard this i want to start eating agian but food is just gross to me. :/
xoEmoxLuvxo 4 months ago in playlist More videos from hungryhell
its terrifying how skinny girls can be :(
they shouldnt try to be skinny just bc some jerk said they were fat
gcfanforever 5 months ago
this is fucking beautiful.
Meikeh9 5 months ago
reading all these comments, i realised something...there are a lot of sophies in this world o.O...
insanexnerd1544 5 months ago 45
It's so Sad , My friend who's name is Sophie is anorexic..
RyukaaDevil 5 months ago in playlist J'aime
dudes, My name is Sophie, this song is sad
barlochic101 5 months ago
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barlochic101 5 months ago
My name is Sarah. Rockon Sarah of the world!
starburstnoway 5 months ago in playlist &etc.
This song is about me, plus my name is Sophie. Such a sweet song :)
HeatherGreenBlad3 5 months ago
my name is sophie.. Its weard to hear a story with my name...
sophiecool15 5 months ago
@sophiecool15 yeah......my name's sophie too.....
johnihartu 5 months ago
That girl at 2:30,the one on the right, is one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen.
NotEmoNotSceneJustMe 5 months ago
i love my baby, Sophie Hyrosho i love you forever!
IraaFW 5 months ago
you are all beautiful.i pray you will all recover and lead happy lives.im here if you ever need someone to talk to. i know you dont know me but i know what your going through and i dont want any of you to feel that your alone ..your not. i hope you all have your family and friends but always remeber theres always someone out there your all special and deserve to be happy(: i hope you all recover and to those recover great job ! your all strong(: nobody deserves this! like if you agree !(: bye <3
amiejojo12 5 months ago
No-one chooses an Eating Disorder. It chooses us. It is not about weight, food or fat. It is a hatred for ourselves which even we don't understand. We do not choose these thoughts and feelings. But, we can choose to fight it. And, we can win. Keep fighting everyone, and have love, for yourselves xx
SuperSnorkles 6 months ago 32
:'( my names sophie
prettylilicecream1 6 months ago 3
Actually people do usually chose to be anerexia its like a last choice to them cause they have tried every diet they can and still dont get the results they wan they jus want to b pretty and thin and want someone to loe them and they dont think anyone will unless they r thin cause no guy seems to want a girl thats 125 pound like me and i absolutly love this song and if u have to starve urself a lil to get thin than so be it u jus dont have to go to the point o bones.....
shanesgurl1234 7 months ago
That's depressing :(
MissClementine620 7 months ago 2
Some rather classic examples of the "ZOMG I MUST GET ANOREXIA 2 LOSE WEIGHT!!1!!1" in the comments here. as a sufferer of EDNOS i personally find these people offensive. Nobody chooses an eating disorder. One does not decide that Anorexia is their only option.
g1amgirl 7 months ago 2
teeheheh sophie:)
Sophaayx 7 months ago
@misscherry1997 me too. this song is so sad. its exactally what its like though. and that is such a coinsidence! (sorry i cannot spell) but now im in 7th grade. i was only in the hospital for about 5 months and at the clinic for around 6. im so happy for you though. when did u have it? i was the youngest person both in the hospital and in the clinic there for an eating disorder. ugh. everyone was so much older than me. i had to go all the way to portland to get treatment because i was so young.
pinkkiss98sophh 7 months ago
amazing song - so sad but deeply honest. x
funnylittleone22 7 months ago
my name is sophie and i got anorexia at 10. everytime i see this i cry. when i first heard it when i was like 8 i didnt get it. now i get it. and for everybody who wants this, dont. i was in a hospital for a year. i felt like a monster. this is not what anybody should have. this basicly ruined my life. im basicly better now (im 13) but this still haunts me. but this song really captures it.
pinkkiss98sophh 7 months ago
@pinkkiss98sophh my name is sophie and i went through what you did, it was horrible. Luckily my friend was there to help me through it. i was only in hospital for 6 months but went through three years of therapy. they were the worst three years of my life. she was the one who showed me this, after we both had a bit of a cry, we just laughed, as we realised how much this actually describes wat i was like i am now 13 and in 8th grade of high school . I am leading a happy life and hope it continues
misscherry1997x 7 months ago
Love this song. And people anorexia is not just about losing weight, it's about control and perfection. So all you people saying "oh I just wanna lose weight" exercise. I don't choose to be anorexic, actually if I could choose I wouldn't. Cause it's shit. It hurts everyone. Like people are saying it's a mental disorder. Not something to joke about. I wish I wasn't Ana. But Ana is my only friend now.
Fizzygrapesoda9 8 months ago
I love this song:D
IwantToBeSkinny009 8 months ago
good point but fucking shit song.
Itschristmas95 8 months ago
I'm jealous of this Sophie .
inepti2d 8 months ago
Im dying just like Sophie, fail. :'(
tdmag1 8 months ago
my name is sophie . and i wish i had enough self control to do what this sophie can .
inepti2d 9 months ago 5
Im 12... 5"8... 174 lbs... I wanna loose exzctly 100 lbs and ill be happy... Ive tried everything... now my last result is Anorexia...
98abbygail 9 months ago
@98abbygail you are 12. Wait until high school to do the ana and mia thing.
LetzteEclipse483 9 months ago
@LetzteEclipse483 Ive wanted to for a while now.. I juss wanna lose weight
98abbygail 9 months ago
@98abbygail Btw, You Cant Choose To Be Anorexic Its A Mental Disorder And The Symptoms Are Losing Weight And By That They Have Heart Failure, Lose Hair, Cant Have Kids, And Millions Of Bad Things, Research It, It Is A Mental Disorder, You Cant Wake Up One Day And Say Oh I'm Going To Starve And Be Anorexic And Stop When I'm Happy, Anorexics CANT Stop, And Then They Die, They Dont Choose This.
CrystalCee1 9 months ago
@CrystalCee1 Iknow. But its been over three days since ive eaten... and ana runs in my family... mmy brother has it, and others do too
98abbygail 9 months ago
@98abbygail well cant you not see what happens, you cant have kids, no boobs, no hair, NO LIFE tbh, and also when your DIEING in hospital you will be getting fed by a tube and you will just GAIN ALL the weight back on again. well clearly your choosing this for yourself as you said 'my last result is anorexia', anorexics dont choose it just happens, also alot of its caused from alot of current issues in life eg school, not alot of its triggered by weight, anorexia is someone crying out for help.
CrystalCee1 9 months ago
@CrystalCee1 And my life is the first thing I've always wanted to take... If you saw mw, and knew me, you'd understand why.. and hate me jjuss like the rest of the world
98abbygail 9 months ago
@98abbygail for your info, i'm stopping you as i use to suffer from minor anorexia and bulima and it still comes back every so often, and i have depression and anxiety problems?, i'm 14, you dont know what your getting your self into.
CrystalCee1 9 months ago
@CrystalCee1 I juss wanna lose some weight, and Ive tried everything
98abbygail 9 months ago
@98abbygail Say To Someone, And Try And Eat Fruit And Veg And Stuff. Please Dont Walk Yourself Into A World Of Horror And Death. xxx
CrystalCee1 9 months ago
I am exactly like this....I am anerexic and 13 years old and weigh only 57 pounds......I try to stop I just cant and I cut every night.... Help?!
TiffanyLove80 9 months ago
@TiffanyLove80
Talk to your parents and/or a counselor. That's the best way to get help, not youtube.
RainingSins 9 months ago
My names sophie. This songs really upsetting. i dont relate to this song though :/ i wanna loose weight, not gain it <3
TheeSoapieBubbles 10 months ago
My name is Sophie (: This is such a sad and inspirational song!
Mrsdaredevil18 10 months ago
My name is Sophie. Everyone thinks I'm anorexic; they ask me all the time if I am. It hurts me to think people are killing themselves to be thinner and I'm wanting to gain weight. This song was really touching.
slennon19 10 months ago
u think you'll find happiness in being super skinny & when u don't u feel even worse. It will never make people like u more, it will never solve problems, it will never make u happy & losing weight is VERY temporary happiness. u can put your energy into sports, performing arts, school, work, what ever u like, instead of wasting time doing something totally useless & harmful. I WISH i would of listened in my younger years..It would have saved me a lot of heart ache & hospitalizations.
dancer8849 10 months ago
I like this song. My best friend is slowly becoming anorexic.... It's killing me. And she has a lot of the symptoms of a suicidal child.. I am trying to do my best at keeping her a float. I think she is okay-ish for the time being.
Pray her. Her name is Natalie.
starburstnoway 11 months ago
oh my god i hate this. it makes me sooooo sad. my best friend feels like this and it just made me SOOO sad. cuz shes not :'(
lolcutie20212 11 months ago
My name is sophie and sometimes i feel like this because there are girls at my school and i wish i could fit in wiv them :(
MrsHale101 11 months ago
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EpikHater 11 months ago
Amazing piece. Really nice. :(
Bot2Talk2 1 year ago
I feel like this i am a 13 year old girl that weighs 83.0 LB and i feel so fat i havent eat for a week it hurts to look in the mirror. D:
WTFfunnyzone 1 year ago 3
@WTFfunnyzone Same here, and when i do look in the mirror anger crashes over me.
horseshoe270 1 year ago
@horseshoe270 me too all the ppl in my grade are twigs...
NO SKINNIER THAN TWIGS!!!!
Lastofthemohagens 1 year ago
@Lastofthemohagens Tell me about it -_-
And then when they look at you and whisper to their friends and laugh and look at you, *sighs* the wonderful life of teenage girls.
horseshoe270 1 year ago
@WTFfunnyzone message me..
i'm the same way...
koolaid8675309 11 months ago
@WTFfunnyzone You need to eat, girl!! It doesn't matter what people think is 'beautiful'. Besides, you're most likely starving! I'm only 12, I weigh 118 pounds, and I'm not fat! Don't worry about being fat trust me!!
CheetahBeem 4 months ago
Is it just me or do you fear changing in front of the others at gym because of your weight?
horseshoe270 1 year ago 8
Anorexia is just one of the eating disorders people can have...theres many I used to have a depressive eating disorder I would eat because i was depressed then i started gaining wieght and getting fat cause i would eat all the time and that only made me more depressed so i ate more and so on and so on i also had belemia at one point so i 've been on both sides rigth now im trying to love myself for the beautiful woman I really am
Filitina455 1 year ago
emf5656 1 year ago
@emf5656 Hun you are perfect just the way you are........ don't let any of those jerk wads tell you other wise.....they just need to grow up and get a life.....................We're all human no matter what.... we are all beautiful........ so don't hurt yourself just to look they way they tell you to look............. be yourself ....... be unique............... You Are Good Enough........... just keep telling yourself that hun........... The world is cruel..... just don't listen to them.
krae1981 1 year ago
I like this is. Im passed this. This is a orrible world for the girls whit anorexia....
I love this song.
99nintendogs 1 year ago
slightly odd
laylaek 1 year ago
my name is Sophie and this is a sad song :(
smileyfacefromspace1 1 year ago 68
@smileyfacefromspace1 Lol my name is Sophie to!
SheriffRoxy1894 9 months ago
@smileyfacefromspace1 OMG so is mine i just search "sophie" and this came up IM NOT LIKE THAT!
MissClementine620 9 months ago
@smileyfacefromspace1 my name's sophie too.
johnihartu 5 months ago
@smileyfacefromspace1 My name is Sophie too!! and this is a sad song.
born2dance181 4 months ago
Called sophie, so ironic for me at the moment! :/ </3
Just to fit in..
VampySisters 1 year ago
2:47 , she's actually really pretty, i think anyways. Not the anorexic one, the one in the mirror.
RainbowNinja2014 1 year ago 2
makes me sad cuase called sophie
sophiecool100 1 year ago
I've been through anorexia and continue to struggle. This song makes me cry like a child everytime I hear it. And, by the way, 25 people are insane
addyebell 1 year ago
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rapidfireonthetarget 1 year ago
@rapidfireonthetarget seriously didnt you ever hear the phrase "if you dony have anything nice to say dont say anything at all?"
xXkrislynloveXx 1 year ago 2
@rapidfireonthetarget your obviously are to immature to understand what all of us go thrue ive been dealing with anorexia for 3 years.its very hard to live with.you would never understand because youve obviously never been through it..so stop being so ignorint and be a better person than that your immature so if ur not going to be positive or nice just dont even reply. to all of you who are still struggling with it i really hope you get better and to you who reccoverd great job ! ur all strong !
amiejojo12 5 months ago
@rapidfireonthetarget to all you girls who are disturbed by these comments dont listen ! your beautiful and specail all of you and he doesnt deserve your reactions ! ignore him:) ! if any of you need someone to talk to add me on here i wikl be there :) i know what your going threw and your not alone :)
amiejojo12 5 months ago
@rapidfireonthetarget
dont you see! 5 words are so hurtful, you hurt the feelings of people with anorexia and bulimia (teenage girls mostly) you hurt the feelings of all the gay/lesbian people out there (30% of people on earth) good going asshole, and im only 13 years old!!
PhoenixZebra 5 months ago
Wow! This Song HIT me so hard! Last year i went through this! My mothers heart was broken same with my whole family! I had an abusive boyfriend that called me fata nd me me go anorexic :'( It was horrible. I could not do anything because i was dying slowly! Girls PLEASE don't EVER liet anyones words effect you like someones effected me! It's not worth it! This brings back HORRIBLE memories! :'(
Sophie1Cutie 1 year ago
my name is sophie
SophieandAbby 1 year ago
@SophieandAbby
so?
BleedingxHorizon 1 year ago
I really want to loose 20 pounds!!!
MsDeadBlackRose 1 year ago
My lil sis' name is Sophe lol
philsense 1 year ago
this is such a beautiful song and so true to the facts about eating disorders. This will really raise a lot of aweneress of the pain that people and their families go through with eating disorder.
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JakseUksar34 1 year ago
this is just oh so inspiriing for my friend sophie
emhorse123 1 year ago
i know what this song is about, personally..........
MuttFaceTony 1 year ago
haha my name is sophie and i just typed in my name and this came up. lmao.
theamazingskilletfan 1 year ago
heh. oooh the irony...
Sophied4545 1 year ago
heres the thing. u only see the worst side. u never see the girls who are just starting, u never see the girls that are barely able to hide it. u only see the extremes. yes its important that those stories are heard but if the beginners stories arent we'll have alot more extremes.
xgoodgirl1114xx 1 year ago
@xgoodgirl1114xx The girls that are barely able to hide it...I know how that feels...Im 13..started about 5 months ago with this but now i dont eat breakfast or lunch and barely any dinner...I've read about it and im scared now i dont want to go to the hospital..But Im not loosing all ive worked for..I wont be fat again...I wanna be 88lbs.. =( Im like 109 right now
EmoElmoLove789 1 year ago
@EmoElmoLove789
Im in the same situation as you. I know what you are going through. Its ok to be scared but remember sweetie that you will always be perfect no matter what. Dont let anorexia control you.
Ive been battling for 2 years now and Its hard. But get some help and be happy with who you are. There is no fat.
Be happy. Anorexia makes you unhappy. I know this. Be strong. <33
BleedingxHorizon 1 year ago
@BleedingxHorizon Thanks.And I told my counselor and my parents.I've slowly started eating more every day.I still have bad days but mostly good.I have so much more energy and i'm happier now.Everybody knows about my problem now but they helped me into recovery and the whole time i thought Id be made fun of..6 months of a living hell and before that was 2years of depression...Im finally the happy me again (= Thx for your comment
EmoElmoLove789 1 year ago
@EmoElmoLove789 go and eat a cheese burger you skinny cunt
rapidfireonthetarget 1 year ago
@rapidfireonthetarget Comments like that can hurt people in many ways.If you don't know what people are going through shut your mouth.I pray you never go through anything painful because with the attitude you have nobody would care.
EmoElmoLove789 1 year ago 56
@rapidfireonthetarget you know your the type of person who made many people kill themselves... that is really fucked up of you. ive dealt with it. its just because we are terrified of getting fat. thats like you going straight to your greatest fear. so please. understand why we do these things. your speaking out of ignorance.
AgentKn29 1 year ago
@rapidfireonthetarget go suck a dick jackass
14lovelife 1 year ago
@EmoElmoLove789 Sweetie trust me at 109 your wieght is great don't loose more love yourself for who you are not what you think you see in the mirror you know there is succh a thing as too skinny please dont hurt yourself further by forcing yourself to lose wieght and you know when you dont eat its not the fat that goes its the muscle that goes first you can actually maintain a healthy steady wieght by eating three healthy meals a day just cut out fried foods and eat plenty of veggies smiles ^_^
Filitina455 1 year ago
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i will never be like that
mCKIEbABYoNEmOREtIME 1 year ago
Healthy is Beautiful. Eat well and exercise. :) Everyone is beautiful... but hurting yourself doesn't help your beauty. Your born with it and you'll die with it, don't die because of it. <3
SetThisSun 1 year ago 2
If you have anorexia does your hair begin to fall out also?Ive been dealing with anorexia for about a year now and my hair is beginning to come out when i run my fingers through it or brush it ect.
EmoElmoLove789 1 year ago
@EmoElmoLove789 sadly nutrient deficit problems can cause your hair to fall out, i'm very sorry. i know a girl who had the same problem, but there is medication for it, a sort off supplement specifically for hair loss because of nutrient deficit problems. good luck with your disease.
Raznorr 1 year ago
@Raznorr not just that but your skin turns grey and i got put in the hospital for kidney infection..it's not much fun and yet we keep on...
glowsticx 1 year ago
where did yu get the first pic?? i want it...
g0sspgirl69 1 year ago
I've dropped 5lb this week
I haven't eaten more than 100 cals a day
but no one notices because I'm fat
Sarahrosebello 1 year ago
@Sarahrosebello i noticed
Raznorr 1 year ago
@Raznorr
How could you notice? I don't know you.
Sarahrosebello 1 year ago
@Sarahrosebello because you wrote it down, so now i know you dropped weight. i've seen someone at the end of it, she needed gavage 3 times.....all i can say is try to love yourself no matter what.
Raznorr 1 year ago
@Sarahrosebello i agree. your only ugly if you cant realize that you are beautiful. stay strong
CanNotBeScene 1 year ago
This song reminds me of my best friend. She's really pretty, skinny and popular, but when she's alone or with close friends, she's really different. She doesn't see herself as she should. I don't understand, I really don't. She used to be very outgoing and fun, but now she's just messed up in her own little world. I miss her.
AshleySerenaD 1 year ago
It's fantastic!!! It's wonderful!!! It's the song... She name is Sophie :)
99nintendogs 1 year ago
The picture at 2:46. :'(
0XsailormoonX0 1 year ago
God, this is such a sad story. I was just searching for songs about "Sophie" (since that's my name) and I happened to come across this video. I never really understood what anorexic people had to deal with each day until now. I just hope that these people will get better and live a wonderful life. Thank you for time, and this is a beautiful song, by the way!
TheSkunkLady 1 year ago 2
I just want to be like all the other girls.. :'(
BeautyFromPainOneDay 1 year ago
i love this. it is beautiful.
sweetkisses4184 1 year ago
@sweetkisses4184 I KNOW what the lyrics mean and I have GONE through anorexia. My name is Sophia (I go by sophie) and even though this song wasnt written for me, i feel like itt Is my personal song that I will treasure forever. I agree with you- it is beautiful. But do not call me a dumbass for you have NO IDEA what i've gone through and you had no idea why i refer to this as "my song." Before you call someone a dumbass- get the facts darling..-With love, Sophie.
mewsickfanatic 1 year ago
@mewsickfanatic ok im sorry i didnt know you have gone through that. but i know what you feel like because im going though it right now. its horrible. again im sorry..
sweetkisses4184 1 year ago
@sweetkisses4184 Its alright, if i saw someone write a comment like that I'd be upset too. It s horrible, but my advice... Its not worth it.. Look at your family, friends, look at your life. is it worth being thin? no.. :) My best wishes to you:)
mewsickfanatic 1 year ago
@mewsickfanatic thanks :) a lot
sweetkisses4184 1 year ago
@sweetkisses4184 Anytime... Its hard but youll be okay:)
mewsickfanatic 1 year ago
-am faat :/
this song sad :/
soophiemaddison 1 year ago
I'm called sophie I feel like this i want to lose weight but I don't wanna lose it like this
Laroux911 1 year ago
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Laroux911 1 year ago
the first picture is from postsecret
xosophiegrl 1 year ago
this song makes me cry every time i listen to it, because it makes me think of myself.
twilove19011 1 year ago
im sophie and im fat.....okay never mind, sad song ):
poppersopper 1 year ago
Sorry but this song makes me sad to be called Sophie :( x
Soophiieeex3 1 year ago
@Soophiieeex3 the names sharni
foximaxi35 1 year ago
isoh how sad i almost started to cry whats this song called it very sad poor sophie is this real
594JLP 1 year ago
this song relates to me
Invisablexoxoxo 1 year ago
For the people that say "my name is Sophie, I have a song!", that's not a good thing. This about anorexia, idiots.
MusicLoverForever110 1 year ago