That's my soul often feels. Sometimes I just don't "feel" God. And it seems like I'm just reading another book, not THE Bible, THE Living Word of God, and it gets to me, and it tears me apart, and I start having doubts and it tears me apart inside.
But God's not going to let me go, and He's not letting me quit. It's going to be a rough journey until my soul is finally at peace in Jesus Christ once more. Pray for me. I'll need it.
sometimes i shy away from god because im scared he wont accept me for i have pushed him away so many times.i think maybe he wants me to find him, on my own terms but to also ask for help on the way. i can't blame god for my problems because i no all he wants to do is show that in bad times there is always a light at the end of the tunnel him. When i finally reach that im not sure what to expect to scared to show others how i actually feel, but if god knows how to be alone i think ill be alright
How hard is to watch you all of you guys, in god´s way, preaching and knowing that god accepts you. I love Jesus, knowing I´m gay, I love his word and I´d love to be diferent for what I am now. I watch you from a window, far and crying from my prision. I thank god for your life and I hope you reach many people, many souls as possible. A question I will always do is IF GOD IS PERFECT, why did he create us like this? Why we love men? Are we his mistake? Sounds unfair to me.
@LukeoXx thanks man! and actually thats just footage from other countries from someone else. I didn't shoot that. and yep its just a clip of smoke at high fps. i wish i had AE!!!
@bball1989 What did you use then to do the text? Vegas? It looks like the text animations I've seen in a lot of AE videos. Also, where did you get the clip of smoke?
@LukeoXx yo bro. actually i just use the stock imovie 11 that comes with macbook pros! i wish i had vegas or AE but im a broke college student i cant afford em lol i like apple motion best but cant seperate from final cut. and i got the smoke of youtube!
@bball1989 You can get college discounts on software if you have a .edu email address. Just Google Adobe student discount, AE is like $350 to college student compared to $999. I don't know if Vegas had a student discount.
That's my soul often feels. Sometimes I just don't "feel" God. And it seems like I'm just reading another book, not THE Bible, THE Living Word of God, and it gets to me, and it tears me apart, and I start having doubts and it tears me apart inside.
But God's not going to let me go, and He's not letting me quit. It's going to be a rough journey until my soul is finally at peace in Jesus Christ once more. Pray for me. I'll need it.
RocknForJesus 2 weeks ago 2
@RocknForJesus i will
rlam2213 1 week ago
One Word: BEAUTiFUL<333
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Judaic bullshit
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this video is so beautiful it made me tear up :')
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Beautiful. Simply beautiful. (:
moldypeaches60 1 month ago
Love your vids. 8)
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How long must I wait for You? -\3
moldypeaches60 1 month ago
I love these videos because ppl need to hear about God.
pattymcbuttercups 1 month ago
Thank you. This helped me breakthrough my depression. My heart feels free. God bless you always. :)
HisDaughterofDestiny 1 month ago 4
sometimes i shy away from god because im scared he wont accept me for i have pushed him away so many times.i think maybe he wants me to find him, on my own terms but to also ask for help on the way. i can't blame god for my problems because i no all he wants to do is show that in bad times there is always a light at the end of the tunnel him. When i finally reach that im not sure what to expect to scared to show others how i actually feel, but if god knows how to be alone i think ill be alright
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How hard is to watch you all of you guys, in god´s way, preaching and knowing that god accepts you. I love Jesus, knowing I´m gay, I love his word and I´d love to be diferent for what I am now. I watch you from a window, far and crying from my prision. I thank god for your life and I hope you reach many people, many souls as possible. A question I will always do is IF GOD IS PERFECT, why did he create us like this? Why we love men? Are we his mistake? Sounds unfair to me.
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please come to our youthgroup...it would make such a difference. almost 150 people go sometimes! Please think about it, i hope you do come. Godbless!
ryryseal 1 month ago in playlist More videos from bball1989
4:06-4:42 really makes me appreciate what I have and that i dont need to have all the best stuff...woow.
saralynn2929 1 month ago in playlist More videos from bball1989
This made me cry. Thank you SO much for uploading. God be
moldypeaches60 1 month ago
The dislike bar speaks for itself. ^_^
pkvlogdrop 2 months ago 8
What an amazing video!! Amazing job Jeff!
Adoralamusica16 4 months ago 2
4:07-4:42. Wow.
xcolossians3x 7 months ago 2
Wonderful video. Bless u
galinabunny 8 months ago
Wow, that intro was so powerful. I am so inspired by you :) What sermon is the one at the begninning about David?
MsNash110 8 months ago
Holy Spirit leaving me speechless. I really appreciate you, brother for using your talents to testify of only Him!!!
lydiainpurple 9 months ago
Does anyone know how to get thse videos and make them mp3s for an Ipod?
DiJohnny18 11 months ago
awesome!
can someone tell me where the two sermons are originally from?
hangyulcho 1 year ago
@hangyulcho yep they are from "theology of struggle" and "sufferings 101" and Driscoll sermon is from "Jesus and Anxiety"
bball1989 1 year ago 3
Enjoy your videos! keep it up!
AgainstTheFlowMedia 1 year ago
Did you film those clips from other countries? And also, is that just a clip of smoke, or did you make that in AE or something?
LukeoXx 1 year ago
@LukeoXx thanks man! and actually thats just footage from other countries from someone else. I didn't shoot that. and yep its just a clip of smoke at high fps. i wish i had AE!!!
bball1989 1 year ago
@bball1989 What did you use then to do the text? Vegas? It looks like the text animations I've seen in a lot of AE videos. Also, where did you get the clip of smoke?
LukeoXx 1 year ago
@LukeoXx yo bro. actually i just use the stock imovie 11 that comes with macbook pros! i wish i had vegas or AE but im a broke college student i cant afford em lol i like apple motion best but cant seperate from final cut. and i got the smoke of youtube!
bball1989 1 year ago
@bball1989 You can get college discounts on software if you have a .edu email address. Just Google Adobe student discount, AE is like $350 to college student compared to $999. I don't know if Vegas had a student discount.
LukeoXx 1 year ago
Awesome. :)
LukeoXx 1 year ago