Withdrawls one year later.

[Vdoom11]

I hope you all make it. I'm hooked to painkillers to it's the worst thing I have ever had to try.but I have been taking a lot of powerful pain meds for 5 years now.I wish I could quit

[balckbettystack]

@Vdoom11 You can.

If you wish I can talk to you privately? Just message me.

[balckbettystack]

@Vdoom11 You can quit.But you have to consider your situation with your pain.Because mine is covered by an electrical stimulator implant,I had alternative pain control.I still get bad pain that knocks me to the ground.But giving up the pain meds,although I get jabbed every time I have to go into hospital every 2 months,the meds work better & you feel better.

I can support you all you need if you decide that you want to do this.BUT get the OK from your Dr first.

[deanrps]

i was on painkillers for 7 yrs then suboxone i lost 13 of them i forgot how bad it is im looking for alternitave soloution i had anxiety before i lost my job beeb through 6 girlfriends in 5 years i dont like leaving my house i heard so many timeframes of withdraw off suboxone i went 2 months w/o it and anxiety was soooo bad i went back to subs i also heard of ibogain a hollucinigetic drug that 1 time rids withdraw but not leagle in united states

[alyssaghosh]

you're awesome!!!!!

[balckbettystack]

@alyssaghosh Thank you.

[ifaoduistheway]

TRUE,TRUE...I FEEL BETTER,,,I STILL HAVE THE BACK PAIN,,BUT I KNOW IM ALMOST THERE,,,I ALWAYS THINK THAT WHEN I DONT HAVE NO MORE STRENGTH,,,MAKE A KNOT IN THE END OF THE ROPE AND HANG IN THERE,,,IT WILL GO THRU...WHEN I WAS DRINKING PILLS I LOST MY FRIENDS, MY JOB, AND I DONT EVEN WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH NO BODY, NOW I FEEL MY MIND MORE CLEAR, AND I AM READY TO GO TO WORK AND SUCCEED...THANK YOU..GOD BLESS =-)

[ifaoduistheway]

like hw many day's take U to do Withdrawls???

THANK YOU(*_*)

[balckbettystack]

@ifaoduistheway Up to 27 days the first time i went through it.

I was detoxing off Tramal,Tramadol SR,Valium,Oxazepam,Temazepam,O­rdine,Effexor and a few more which I just stopped cold turkey BUT that was very dangerous.

I was VERY,VERY sick.

[ifaoduistheway]

@balckbettystack well,,when i ask you the question ,was my first day,,,now i have 9 days i stell fell sick,,,i use the firs 3 day ,methadone,,then i stop,,,the worst is the back pain OMG...I was very sick,,but now i fell better,,,i never in my life drink a pill again,,,thank you ,,,your video open my eyes...one love and BLESSINGS =-)

[balckbettystack]

@ifaoduistheway You are very welcome.

How are you doing now?

Are you finding it much easier?

I love hearing the success stories. Especially after people have seen my videos.

By the way I noticed something.When I did my 1st video NO ONE ELSE was doing these videos, now there are heaps after the day I started them. Maybe people realised it's not something to be ashamed of but be proud of the toughness it takes.

[the7thwreck]

oh youre australian! I thought the withdrawals were making you talk odd......LMAO..IM A REEEETARD!

[balckbettystack]

@the7thwreck LOL.

Yeah I'm a Aussie Mate. BUT the detox did make my mouth get lot's of ulcers, which made it hard to talk and eat.

[lyrsisttillthedeath1]

you must of been heavily addicted. glad your getting better. your an inspiration.

[balckbettystack]

@lyrsisttillthedeath1 Thank you very much for your compliment.

[lyrsisttillthedeath1]

@balckbettystack i meant every word of it too, my mom has cancer and was prescribed 100mg morphine HCL and it was the most painful feeling watching her suffer through withdrawls when they took her off it, so i can sympathize with you about all your aches n pains, dont let ANYONE tell you different that your pain is only minor, hope your well. take care.

[balckbettystack]

@lyrsisttillthedeath1 I am so sorry they did that to your mum. It's cruel. And to do that when she is sick with cancer.

Why did they stop her meds?

I hope she didn't suffer too much.

[TheChinawhite]

im actually on methadone and really want to get off now im so scared though. do you have any tips on how to get thru it. i have two little girls aged 3 & 19mths and dont want them to see the withdrawel process. well done for getting off the meds though fantastic.

[balckbettystack]

@ailingequation I am glad so many people DO find inspirational. I am just a normal human being.

How is your friend's withdrawal?

[SHocknitro10332]

You look so much better! I'm glad you got through the withdrawals I know they're tough.

[balckbettystack]

@SHocknitro10332 Thank you.

[flicker1969]

I WUD BE ON THE PHONE FOR A AMBLANCE BY THE MINUTES , FREE MORPH ! ! ! DECENTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT­TTTTTT.

[moncmon]

Hi,, i am also suffering from Achlasia now.. please tell me how to prevent it from getting worse? and how long did it lasted?? im 21 years old. i really need help.

[balckbettystack]

I'll write to your personally.

[moncmon]

@balckbettystack yes, please do.

[smokeytokes]

i mean she is really carrying on a conversation with a camera wtffff?

[balckbettystack]

Yes it as a conversation,same as many Youtube videos, except mine was done for 60 Minutes Program.

[nevernohijab]

congrats, balckbetty! You are a heroine! (LOL, not heroin, HEROINE, you truly are. I am also an addict...wishing you all the best...)

[balckbettystack]

Still med free.And thanks.Never been called that before.Wow!

[nevernohijab]

We got the enemy right inside us, and we still LIVE, and decided to live. That takes some bravery, don't you think? :)

[balckbettystack]

I HATE pain meds.ALWAYS.

I too decided to live.I still have pain but rely on NON DRUG methods.

[TheChinawhite]

@balckbettystack hi ive seen your vids and they are so inspiring. I am on methadone and really want to get off it. Im really scared though as i have 2 little girls aged 3 & 19mths and dont want them to see me go through the withdrawels. Have you got any tips on how to make it a little easier and how long did it take you before you started to sleep and feel ok again .

[TheChinawhite]

@balckbettystack

[TheChinawhite]

@balckbettystack hi ive watched your vids theyre so inspiring. do you have any tips to make withdrawel a little easier. i know withdrawal is never easy i have done them before but never off methadone. i have two little girls aged 3 & 19mths and dont want them to see me go through the withdrawals process. how long did it take before you felt ok and could sleep again without the drugs. well done for doing it hope i have as much courage as you do.

[balckbettystack]

@TheChinawhite I am so sorry.

I have been getting so far behind in answering all the messages I get on here.

I promise you though I will send you a message privately ASAP.

Please forgive my slackness.

[smokeytokes]

she seems hi right theyre!!!!!!!!

[balckbettystack]

High on life. Dickhead.

[MAZZZIT]

dont use opiates or morphine, smoke cannabis!

[TrandomnesstwO]

Why Im high right now.

[psygn0sis]

Toss out the Pills!! You don't want them in the house!

I'm on Suboxone for withdraws from pain pills. It's an amazing drug!

I've been clean from oxycontin and norcos for 7 days! 9/9/09

[djpoogie]

One drug to fight the other, its a vicious cycle.

[shloogamooga]

Yea that is how I view life now. It wasnt worth it. You are very inspiring and courageous

[shloogamooga]

lol you were like me, like I was about spring. I was so excited when it started. I wish so much that I could be as strong and inspiring as you. YOu have such a wonderfull sense of humor even through your pain. I havent seen yet, but does this mean you cant eat either?

I wish I would have known sooner. I feel like I lost out on a wonderfull friend. You are such a fighter. I wish I was as strong.

Keep your chin up always

Nancy

[balckbettystack]

I do eat but suffer for it.Pain & nausea.I can't throw up but my body still tries.

All those years I wasted too on starving myself...Be careful what you wish for is what I now think.

[balckbettystack]

My Neurosurgeon has written another Medical Journal article on using the implant for other Achalasia sufferers to control their pain as well.

If 60 Minutes ever does the interview,then even more of the public would know this device exsists.

[SmackAnAlex]

Glad to hear your doing well off the pain meds now, it's one hell of an animal to fight off. The Medtronic Neurostimulation Implant amazes me, I think in the long run it would help people alot more!

[MistressDracona]

I know how you feel. I had a Hellers done to help and believe me it has.

[MadMadamJess]

you are very inspiring, woman. Hang in there and keep being strong! ;-)

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[balckbettystack]

Thank you for your encouraging and remarkable words.

It's comments like your that make me realise that broadcasting my Hell for all to see was the right thing to do.

Thank you Jessie.

[MadMadamJess]

absolutely the right thing to do. People have no idea what people with chronic diseases go through day after day. You are incredible! :):):)

xoxoxo

luv,

jessie

[balckbettystack]

Your way with words is really incredible.

And these mean so much to me too.

[annie46664]

OMG! I am so sorry for all your pain & suffering. It's amazing how cheerful you are considering what you've been through & continue to go through. Have you ever tried frequency treatment using a Rife-type frequency generator?

I so hope that you manage to source a CURE & become pain FREE for life.

I believe that major 'changes' will occur within the next 4 - 6yrs & that we'll learn of new & awesome, safe & affordable technologies that will benefit everyone, everywhere.

South Africa

[balckbettystack]

It took me 4 years to become happy enough to live the life I now have been dealt.

I use a Neurostimulator which is electrical impulses that block the pain signals getting to my brain.

It is planted against my spinal cord.

It decreases my pain by 95% at times.

unfortantly i broke it!But it get's fixed in 2 days.

[canaan1967]

Hope you got back to work by now. I wish there was something I could do for your pain. You have really been through the ringer what with your chronic disorders and that God awful Kidney Stone. Please let me know how you are doing. I myself have all these opioid based pain killers left over from my stone last Oct/Nov (it was a sage!) and I won't touch them. I convince myself that pain can always be worse. Funny the oral tablets didn't do a thing for my stones anyway.

[balckbettystack]

Still off work on Work Cover from the fall.But after this video was taken I went back to the job I loved & live for.

I am going to message you.