Added: 4 years ago
From: PaulsEgo
Views: 6,964
Sort by time | Sort by thread (beta)

Link to this comment:

Share to:

All Comments (140)

Sign In or Sign Up now to post a comment!
  • Hello. My name is God. Yes, I have been cruel.

  • I honestly can't remember any time I was cruel to someone intentionally, at least in school. I only really defended myself. I was a fat kids also, and I was pretty much the Patrick throughout my school years, until late highschool. I think it's awesome that you came out and admitted this, and that you feel bad about it. Feeling bad about just shows that you are a good man now, and that's what matters. I'm not sure how he would react to an apology though.

  • There was this kid in junior high, he hung out with my group at lunch, but my group wasn't friends with him, we hung out to fuck with him, one time we put him in a shopping cart and pushed him down a hill with a path on it, then suddenly we pushed the speeding cart into the grass, and it flipped, he flipped, into a fence 20ft away and the cart landed on him.

    We ostracized this kid from the entire fucking school, we fucked with his head and made him depressed.

    He hates the world and its our fault

  • You sound very depressed towards the end.

  • I have been on the receiving end of people being cruel throughout elementary, middle, and high school if that counts as anything

  • @luffyhiei

    it counts for alot,,, you are building character at there expense..

  • Truth of the matter is, some times, even the bullied kids are cruel. I was bullied, but even then I could be cruel to other kids, occasionally.

  • Jacob Watkins. He was a really short, skinny, blonde-haired... twig, for lack of a better word. He had a really short temper and my friends and I used to just fuck with him and get him to do something crazy that would get him in a lot of trouble, for our amusement. One day, in our science class, he had this little... toy, I don't know. Anyway, I told him it was gay and he just went berserk. He picked up a chair and tried to hit me with it, so I grabbed it from him and smashed his head with it.

  • @XXTheMoleXX --- Continuing my story --- I hit him so hard with the chair that he flew back into a big fucking "science desk", you know how they're much larger and harder than normal desks. He hit his spine and had to go to the hospital. I got off scott free on the grounds of "self defense" because I was such a little fucking manipulative shitbag. Funny enough, you made this video in 2007, which was about the time this was going on for me in seventh grade (I'm 18 now). I feel like such a cock.

  • Hi, I'm a new viewer catching up by going on a marathon watching your videos so I'm not sure if this was already resolved a little later or if you thought of or did any of these already or had a better plan. So, you could easily contact another old school mate whom you know the full name of and ask if they have a method of identifying him like a yearbook. You could also phone your old school and locate a staff member who recognizes you. They should be able to at least tell you his full name.

  • There are people I've been cruel to, but I have no desire to apologize...

  • inb4 in my school i am the patrick.

  • I was a total cunt to a few people, but that was after having been bullied myself for a good while, so when I ended up in a "cool group, I GUESS LOL" I picked on a few people. But people picked on me too so I dunno...

  • this patrick guy probably killed himself

  • I'm pretty sure I have, but I don't remember it. I was picked on a lot throughout middle school, but honestly that probably wouldn't have stopped me from being a douchebag.

  • Well i was like the kid you picked on Paul except i wasn't fat but no one ever picked on me I actually made some friends and they told me they thought about it before but they told me they were afraid of me because of my eyes :S they said it looked like i would kill someone .-. they said every time they looked into my eyes its like i pierced their souls. So i guess i was fortunate to not have been picked on but don't beat yourself up over that guy you seem to be really sorry about it.

  • Very good video.

  • When I used to skip school at the creek by the school I would "drowned" this annoying kid in the creek that followed me everywhere and judged my every move. I don't regret any of it though.

  • the new word is "chirpping"... i know

  • Oh boy, I did something completely horrible and backstabbing to a friend once. I blamed him after I accidentally sent an insulting text to a girl I had a crush on. I'm surprised he's still my friend. One of the coolest guys ever I guess.

  • It's weird...  I was pretty awkward as a kid, but I had popular friends. I always had the be the mediator between my weird friends and my popular ones. I never picked on people, as I felt like I belonged to both groups.

  • Well, one day my cousin brought a girl over to my house. Tink. Tinka bell. That was her name. She was very nice but she still slightly scared me. Girl who wear makeup intimidate me. We played out but in my head I had it that I thought, given the chance, she would mock me.Well, at the end she left and I was glad.

    My mum then told me her mum died from organ failure, her dad died from cancer and Tink herself was dying from both. I was thirteen back then and I'm 15 now. I don't know if she's dead

  • I am almost sure that I have said the one or other bad thing to a fellow student.

    Problem: I cant remember.

    See, basically from 3rd to 8th grade I was bullied.

    I am talking beatings and other physical abuse but in the last years more emotional, psychological abuse.

    I am 24 now. I cant get over it. And I kind of dont want to remember? But there HAD to be something awefull I ve done, right?

    Something to merit 5 years of torture?

    To this day I dont trust people and I have NO relationships.

    2effing4

  • I once broke my sister's arm because she wasn't doing as I told her. That stays with me that does. Because that's where it began, really. I went through a stage in my life where I would just hurt people if they didn't agree with me. And I mean like...punch them so hard they cough blood. Luckily, psychologists put me straight. I just got soooo tired of everyone picking on me. I'm a walking lesson in why you should be kind to people.

  • i actually havent been cruel to people, but maybe thats because im a emotional sponge, but im only 14, so maybe in the future i will become an asshole like the rest of children

  • well like the guy before me i had to deal with autism to, it was only slight autism but you could still tell something was off about me. anyways i used to know this kid, austin, he suffered a more extreme type of mental handicap and was very easily angered. well i was very mean to him and i would always try to get him angry. which is totally unlike me because i was bullied and picked on also. but the reason i messed with him was because he reminded me of me a lot but just a more extreme version.

  • I can't say I have done anything cruel like that. I've usually been awkward because when I was a kid, I had to deal with autism.

    I remember one person in grade 7-8 who would act like my friend, but behind my back he would be a complete asshole. I knew this because he acted as such in front of my brother and cousin. I really appreciate honesty, and I try really hard not to lie, so when he acts like my friend when he is really not, I find it absolutely horrid and cruel.

  • O.O 0:16 I SAW A DOG! I'm not sure what his name is. I named him Kick.

  • I've never done any of those kinds of things I've actually been Patrick before I mean I'm not fat but I am awkward and silent. Nowadays the only kids I even rib on are those really annoying pompous I know everything and shall be designated question answer man in class and then know nothing. They're good to pick on because they are blind to the fact your doing it hell they seem to think I'm there friend which is espescially annoying.

  • One of my best friend's brother, used to always make fun of and pretty much torture that kid (okay, not really torture). He hated me mostly (I was just the scapegoat, but I did deserve it). Now, however, he's one of my best friends.

  • Comment removed

  • Comment removed

  • Once i worked with a girl who claimed her mother was psychic. She kept telling everyone that her mother was the greatest psychic that ever lived, even the amazing randy could'nt hold a candle to her mother when it came to psychic ability. Then she mentioned her mother committed suicide so i said "And she did'nt see that coming?"

  • @kellystone84 im laughing so hard right now dude, mean or not that was fuggin hilarious.

  • @ZayLong

    true story no bull dude. its mean but funny

  • Sad thing is tho that some of my friends that do this shit to people. Tease them make there life miserable. Don't even realize it. And it Erks the hell out of me that i still stand there watching them be douche bags to kids. Just really can't stand it.

  • true evil lies in the hearts of the children!

  • When I was in elementary school I used to pick on a little girl that had cancer. Because of chemotherapy she had lost her hair and wore a wig to hide her bald head. I would always take it off or run off with it make her run after me to get it back. And everyone laughed at her. I feel like a total asshole for doing this to her and I wish I could go back in time to change what happened...

  • I remember one mrdd kid I treated pretty mean. I was friends with her during early elementary school but in later elementary, junior high and high school I picked on her. And it was to fit in with the others, too, b/c they had started on her around 4th grade. I remember even seeing her cry one day on the bus b/c of me, coming back from a field trip. And all my friend could do was laugh with me, at her. Whenever I think of cruelty like that, I always think of that day in particular.

  • just good natured ribbing. DAVID!!!! DAMMIT DAVID!!! thats well made, but I know what'll break it, and thats fool's gold.

    Alright? FOOL'S GOLD!

  • nope, never been really cruel.. thats pretty bad Paul..

  • What I don't understand is why you felt the need to taunt him when you yourself had been picked on. I am fat(was in school). Got it bad at school. So bad that I kept to myself. I even kept away from other fat kids so that I didn't bring more attention to myself. Had a terrible childhood. Was so afraid of school I didn't go to university(have no formal education). I have an anxiety disorder that keeps me limited in my life. I wish kids would think for themselves and stop the mob mentality.

  • Maybe you can check a yearbook, and find his name.

    I don't know how serious you would be about finding him, and finding out what happened to him, or apologizing to him. But if you find the school, you can probably find the year book from that year, and look for your Patrick guy.

  • Children don't nescaseraly look at people they don't know as a person, but rather as an object of ridicule. I remember my big AHA sensation.

  • When i was little i was the meanest little fucker around in kindergarten and the early years of school. There was this little girl who had some kind of mental problem that me and my twin and friends use to pick on all the time. I only have vague memories but i remember once me and my twin got her up to a hill on the playground and pulled her pants down XP Even though i laugh every time i tell that story to someone i really feel terrible about that, and shes no the only one ive been cruel towards

  • Comment removed

  • i feel its a part of life to over come obsticles like tht when your young so i feel no pity for patrick because he got over tht bully obsticle. yes he may have handled it in a weird depressing manner but you didnt fuck with him after wards.

    wut im trying to say is paul is a bastard!

  • What do you mean, you wish you could find him?  Most schools keep yearbooks that are open to the public. If you really feel bad about what you did, you should look this dude up and send him an email, or call him, or just drop some cash in his mailbox with a note saying your sorry. Do something, this is the only life you have, you should try to own up to your mistakes, it is the right thing to do. I know if my school bullies felt bad about what they did to me, I would like to hear it.

  • Paul, you dick.

  • @spacerpg Oww. Im so sorry, I dint know you lacked brains. Ill explain more then so maybe even you might understand then. What I ment is that he could take the energy to call / e-mail old friends from his class. There is always someone that does know more. HE can go to his old school and ask for records/lists. There are tons of ways that u can find out, if you REALLY want to. spacerpg I hope I described it so even you understood now. Have a nice day. And try and think before you write next time.

  • Well. I guess your comment was a confirmation that you still are cruel to people, and pick on them. =P

  • So fun to see pointless people commenting things that are totally useless and does not have anything to do with the original msg of the video. *sigh*

  • Woah buddy. Learn to swallow your pride, and take a joke. =P

  • I Seen your videos a bit, and I think u seem like a nice and funny person. And my advice is, why don't you simply take 1 day of your life to REALLY find that him and say "sorry" from the bottom of your heart ???

    // A swedish Atheists

  • @TheWolfbane:

    Because he doesn't know Patrick's last name.

    Don't you have ears?

  • I was a fat pre-teen, but the summer I turned 15 (84) I had a growth spurt . I left Jr. High in June at 5'7 and returned in Sept 5'11 and was no longer fat. The next Sep (jr year) I was 6'1 180 and the kids forgot to tease me. I had a friend who was a super-geek, but was tall and very athletic. It was kind of weird. My best friend in HS is dead now. But I was on both sides. I got picked on for being fat in Jr. H, but did the picking in HS. I'm a fat guy now, though. 6'3 230.

  • I was fat kid number 2..I was just never good at comebacks and never liked to fight much people made me nervous. I didn't really have friends I just hang with the computer nerds im still trying to get over my social fears in therapy. I love to make friends but I shy away form people because I fear how cruel and hateful they could be afraid to end up in a situation where id have to fight or anything. Ive been a bully though...always trying to attack others so the focus on me would stop..

  • TUBEHEADS FTW :D

  • Cruelle.

  • havnt yet done anything cruel but mean ive done alot i say no to things they want and things of that but not really cruel but then again im 13 and i got a ways to go im glad i can say this

  • I remember in primary picking on a guy named Sandy because he was an easy target and the only kid less popular than me. I made him fucking cry because I lorded superior physical strength over him constantly for nearly three years.i would push him over and stop him getting up. i never felt that great a desire to apologise since i knew he was the sort of guy who set cats on fire and hit hamsters with gold clubs but whatever.

  • In all the years I went to school I was never cruel to any person. The mere thought would have been utterly foreign to me. But then, I also never talked to anyone.

  • Why did you never talk to anyone?

  • An old friend of mine named Luke. We're actually great friends now. But, when I first met him... I hated him for some fucked up reason. He was a neighborhood kid, so we'd always see each other, and I'd always rip on him. Until one day, he ran home crying.

    I don't feel too fucked up about it, actually. I mean... we were kids. And since then, I've had the chance to apologize to him for being a such a dick to him when we were kids.

  • All throughout middle school, EVERYONE would run away from this girl named Heather, during recess. We used to make fun of her and tell her she had cooties... in middle school. Cooties! It's ridiculous to think about it, now. haha

    So, yeah. We'd do everything in our power to stay away from this girl, and she knew exactly why. I seem to remember she caught me once at the top of a slide, and I screamed my lungs out. lol.

  • very interesting

  • I've been cruel to people. Like you said, it was during my child-hood years. Honestly, I can't remember the details, but it still feels awful... like I don't deserve to be alive (no, I'm not emo, don't want anyone getting that impression).

  • Cont: I was so cruel... she was just trying to make it extra special and I made her feel like the biggest idiot / worst cook on the planet.

    I later found a reminder note to herself

    ( Stephens Favorite, with ingredients for the meal, at the bottom it read, get red napkins!) ( my favorite color )

    She was trying her best to make it all nice and I was a total little shit, humiliating her in front of my friend.

    Remembering the disappointment & shamed look on her face, ... cuts me up to this day!

  • One time with my Mum, she would make spaghetti bolognaise for me, as a kid it was my favorite dish.

    You have to understand my Mum was a pretty bad cook, and to make this was pretty adventurous of her, she had to follow a recipe.

    So one day I am having a friend home for dinner, and she is going to make 'my favorite!' , except this time she tries to make it 'extra special', by putting half a jar of Picalilly pickle in with the sauce, which is about the worst idea imaginable, which I let her know.

  • There was a kid named Stephen. Or Stevie is how he went back then. I do remember his last name, but I don't think I should give it out. There really isn't much to tell, other than I did pick on him, and for really no reason. I was one year older than he, and would just cut him down and such. I can't really say I did anything to the same degree, but I've always felt bad even about the little bit that I did. I've always wanted to go back and apologize. I stopped when I got in trouble once for it.

  • Seeing this made me feel some hope for people. I was picked on a lot as the resident fat girl of my small town school. There was this boy, who shoved me constantly, sometimes I fell and hurt myself. One day, he tried to push me and I turned around and smacked him in the face with my book bag. He never did it again, in fact I think it ended his bully career.

  • yeah, i have been, i have also been picked on. I remember i use to steal a lot and i still do to this day

  • I remember to always get picked on because of my mispronounciation of the letter K (I had a small hearing disorder at birth so i had a hard time learning my native language) and pronounced it as T. I remember at the age of 6 or 7 that i got picked on once again living 2 houses away, i snapped and punched him twice in the face and kicked him on the bricked street. Nowadays we are best friends

  • my 'patrick' was a kid named andrew... he was actually kind of a dick so at the time i didn't feel too bad about ragging on him, grabbing his double chin, or giving him purple nurples, but this video made me think about him and feel remorseful about my juvenile cruelty

  • I was exactly like Patrick as a kid. A fat introvert who was constantly picked on. I would usually just take the abuse, because any time I would retaliate, for some fucked up reason, I would be the one to get in trouble. One day in 7th grade, while waiting for the bus home, I was getting picked on again. And I had just gone through a bad fucking week. To this day, that was the only time I went over my limit. I decked the kid. I still got fucked with as usual, but justice was served for a day.

  • I've been picked on back as a child, and I've been cruel to people as well. Mostly in revenge.

    Good expirience tho.

    Either kills you or makes you indifferent.

  • It was like all his shiny's lmao. I've forgotten what they were. But yeah, they were pretty rare. I don't steal much anymore.

  • You're a really good story teller Paul.

    Sad, but very good story.

  • I stole one of my friends pokemon cards at a party once.

  • @SkidRoses98 You bastard!

  • i can't recall anyone. i'm told i was a really nice, quiet boy who would always defend the girls when they were picked on. nowadays i'm more angry, blunt, and rude, but i'll still help and defend someone who needs it. it's just that no one i know needs defending anymore. i'm still waiting for my "movie moment"

  • Welcome to my world, bro.

  • i guess the first part of my comment didnt show, ill try again.

    just kicking it with a buddy and he asked to provoke someone who was walking toward us to see what would happen.

  • but instead of just doing that i took it a step further and took my knife and put it to his throat, kinda scared him a little for a bit until i smiled and let him go running.

    your topic just reminded me of that so i thought id share. and i guess in my defense im not really that kinda guy, it just happened.

  • I used to get picked on by a girl in primary school, all she did was move my bags around... I am quite a patient person but that can get really annoying. So one day she went to move my bags and I smacked her hard as I could across her face, really really hard. She never so much as touched my stuff after that! ... don't go and be violent though, I'm not trying to promote that.

  • No, I feel the same. I believe all men *and* women were created equal (well, you know what I mean...) and as such they shouldn't be given special treatment based on being something that 50% of the world statistically speaking is.

  • I never got picked on and I never picked on anyone...I was everyones friend

  • I was the victim, not the perpetrator. I was the champion for all the weak....

  • Me too, about until year 9, no one really got picked on from then on.

  • PaulsEgo, You rock, man.

  • OOPS. Sorry, I copied and pasted when I shouldnt have. lol. Damn, man, that mole story is pretty messed up, not gon' lie. :(

  • (cont.)

    But there's this one girl I absolutely can't stand, and I hate her so much: not because of her looks or anything, but because no matter what I do to be nice to her, she treats me like shit and tries to get everyone to do the same. I really would have no problem with stabbing her through the jaw if I didn't think there would be any consequences...

  • First one didn't show up: I really don't try and abuse people because being somewhat fat myself, I know what it's like to be abused and picked on for things that seem ordinary or not that big of a deal.

  • as I was saying, a few months ago at a varsity football game, my best friend was in a shitty mood and she was crying, and being the guy that I am, I was doing everything I could to assure her everything was fine. And the girl walks up and I'll never forget what she said, and I'll never forget what I did either.

  • "Brian, you're such a fag, why do you have such emo friend? She's fucking crying, what does she cut herself too? You're such a stupid little asshole."

    "Emily, this isn't the time for..."

    "For you to be a stupid fatass with emo friends? I don't see what your problem is you fucking retard."

  • I snapped. I stood up, towered over her for a second or two (for some perspective, she's tiny, about 5 foot maybe, I'm a little over 6 foot and one of the biggest linemen on the 8th grade football teams. I just stood there and said "You have five seconds you stupid bitch." She scoffed, I counted to three, she flipped off my friend, and I kicked her right between the eyes. She went off and cried. I felt kind of bad, and I still do, but I honestly don't think of that as me picking on her...

  • Nah man, that bitch totally needed an ass kicking :)

  • You know, now that I know the lil whore better, she deserved it and I would totally do it again if given the chance.

    Though, now my band is playing at parties for her friends, and her friends know I hate her and she hates me, so they're banning her from their parties. In other words, I'm slowly exacting my revenge just by having a better personality... ahhh the joys of being me.

  • Heh. I'm one of those fat kids "with friends" =P so I get picked on quite a bit... and honestly, i really don't abuse people because I know what it feels like to be on the other end of that.

  • i so want that TV in the background...

  • Yeah i used to be really cruel to this one kid. his name was thomas. and I used to talk to him a little bit but one day he got me in trouble because he told on me for bringing a knife to school( i was only going to sell the knife). after that i continually picked on him for the rest of the year.

  • After picking on him for a year, he finally fought back at me in 10th grade. i was a sophomore and he was a freshman. i had came up to him and started calling him names with my friends, he then decided to start a fight with me after all this time. so, i started to fight him and i wasn't really trying to hurt him but he was getting really agressive, he just snapped. so i swung a few punches at him and one of them hit him in those nose.

  • So hes holding his nose and hes in pain and i just started punching the shit out of him. and i throw him against one of the hall walls. and thats when he started crying. the fight got broken up almost incidently after that. turns out i broke his nose, arm and caused him severe head trauma. thankfully i didnt do any permanant damage but i will never forgive myself for getting so angry at someone and hurting them that bad.

  • I was picked on from 1st to 8th grade so I was never cruel but there was a time when I was snobby. I still feel bad about that incident in 9th grade when I ignored this girl who needed a friend but I didn;t talk to her b/c I guess I thought I was better than her. I wish I could go back and apologize.

  • Wow that's pretty intense. I don't think you should torture yourself too much about it though. We all do stuff like that as children - or else are victims of it. I think the effects can last into adulthood. But kids like that are already fragile: that's why the others pick on them. They can get over this later by being in a loving relationship or going into psychoanalysis.

  • Who hasn't? The question is "did you enjoy it?"

  • Hm, that mole, think it was cancerous?

  • It sure looked like it. It was big.

  • Ahahahha

    *looks around*

    ...heh....

  • aww Paul I heart you *Lav

  • Hey Paul. I plan to do a reply to this later tonight -- although I'm really tired, so it may have to wait. But before I do it, I'm curious... did you watch my "Social Skills" vid before making this? Or is is just a coincidence of subject matter?

  • I actually hadn't watched it yet, bob. But I'm glad you pointed it out, because - as always - it was excellent. I've been on a 4 or 5 day Tube Hiatus and I apparently missed quite a lot.

  • You ought to be able to go back to your old school and look up his name, then call him up and buy him a beer.

  • Something tells me that Pat wouldn't be interested.

  • How will you know unless you try?

  • I believe the vernacular nowadays is busting balls.

  • Thats some east coast shit right there. Every time someone says "bustin' my balls" I think of Joe Pesci.

  • I am always being called an idiot, although i know i am quite intelligent. Because i do not wish to fight i merely shrug off the constant attacks by people who abore my comments. For instance today in my "Law" class i was arguing against capital punishement with morality, and all i was returned were violent threats etc.

  • People always saw "all kids are cruel", but thats fucking untrue. The people that this shit happens to are just quiet, gentle people.

    Sorry to hear that people do that shit to you.

  • I'll probably deserve it.

    AVENGE PATRICK

  • Nah man. I said in the stop smoking vid that thurs. (today) was my last day as a smoker.

    I AM a fucking procrastinator, though.

  • Thanks man. Today is my last day as a smoker. I figured I might try to upload a couple of normal videos before all hell breaks loose.

  • Yeah, I should have mentioned the option for people who were victims of shit like this to tell their stories too.

    Gah. I seriously feel fucking awful.

Loading...
Alert icon
0 / 00Unsaved Playlist Return to active list
    1. Your queue is empty. Add videos to your queue using this button:
      or sign in to load a different list.
    Loading...Loading...Saving...
    • Clear all videos from this list
    • Learn more