i hate me

[tony855252]

talk to someone please

[eblgraphics]

Everyone feels lost some times like me at this moment writing this words. All I can say is have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself. Do not lose courage happiness is a daily pursue. Your sincerity in posting this video has shown me that even do tings some times look bleak there is always someone out there that hears you and feels the same… Be brave have patience it can’t rain all the time…

[0Blaire0]

i don't think i can make it through this video without making myself feeling depress D:

[EscapeTheXtina]

i have it too i was with a guy for 2 years and everything went wrong and he dumped me and 9 months later he said he wanted me again.. then he just used me and said he hates me etcc, he hurt me so bad :(, i feel like everyones against me.. i hate myself i hate the way i look.. i dont wanna be here anymore.. i want him back but he doesnt want me that way anymore.. :( hes the only guy that made me feel beautiful now he doesnt want me... i hate everything

[ballachamp10]

@TheisAndrea OMG I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY.. i always explain that im feeling like a robot now.. idk what the fuck happened to me in college and i got paranoid so i came home (prolly the weed) but as soon as i had those thoughts of leaving i felt that nothing was the same anymore.. i was about to play college d3 basketball but all of a sudden its like nothing felt good anymore.. omg please write back and tell me how ur doing. i really wanna talk to someone thats feeling like myself

[mellamosean]

@TheisAndrea

I'm sorry you feel that way Andrea. The world's not all bad, there is plenty of good as well. You just have to know how to find it.

[Wubblez10]

@SkillfulGaz I know what depression feels like.

I have it. I didn't expierience losing my job and whatever happened to her, becuase I'm still in highschool, but I know what depression feels like.

[Wubblez10]

I know you made this video 3 years ago, but I know how you feel about your depression, not so much the situations that caused it but I understand what you're going through, although I never went through it. You feel helpless like you just want someone to help get you back on your feet while you take a break and trust me I know that feeling. What you need to do is fight it, fight as hard as you can then that's when you'll gain your emotion back. Hope I helped<3

[andrew19vato]

hey i realise that you made this vid like 3 years ago, but if you ever need someone to talk to then just message me

[troy19902009]

Also, you can't always be the "inspiration" because there would be no requirement for inspiration if it weren't for those who need to be inspired. you go get inspired, pull yourself up so you in turn can be the inspiration. Before you can inspire, you must first be inspired :).

[troy19902009]

I'm going to pray for you sweetie, there's always more then one road, and you should never stop driving just because one road is blocked.. You still have a destination, you just have to take the long way around because the easy route was blocked off. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be that easy this time, maybe god wants you to have to work harder for what you want in order to make you stronger! giving up is the last thing a road block should mean!

[emuholic]

trying to communicate with some1 is hard when you're depressed.. especially when they know ur depressed.. u can't talk to them without them assuming ur asking for help so you really are better off saying "i'm fine", whenever someone asks how u are unless you want to be irritated.

here's a challenge.. try to talk with someone who does all the above, who thinks you're slow and stupid, who keeps misunderstanding, and also wont shut the fuck up and let u finish stating a thought. and good luck!

[waltermouthoh]

Try the golite. Stuff on youtube about it. Really works. Also check amazon reviews of the golite. Also, Carnelian is the Earth stone that sucks up negativity and dissolves it. Don't believe me! Try it yourself. 10 stones for under $10 on ebay. Also Tiger Eye, and etc. (Take care with Black Tourmaline!!)

One more! - Dark side got you down? Try the "Start" page at soisnessdotorg. Keep reading it boosts your intuition out of this world! You KNOW what to do!

[cobainfan101]

god = fail

[spooninspoon]

I just hate waking up. I wish I could be in a coma for a few years then maybe when I wake up, I'll forget and want to maybe get out and start again . All I can do now is see an all to farmillar pattern of ups and downs. on top of the world and then a hard fall.Heartbreak,heartache ,love,happiness,sadness abandonment,death,mistakes,con­fidence,self-concious,custody battles,failure,drugs,success,­anxiety,confusion,stress,blue, and Repetition. "There must be some kind of way out of here"

[hereandnow6002]

i have that coma feeling too

[sonyanatasha]

You made this a year ago and I hope so much you're back in school and feeling better. I know just what you mean about the destruction of your dreams and can identify with how you feel. love, me

[jonnygreeny111]

To the person who posited "things happen for a reason" - this may seem morbid, but bear with me and realize I don't wish this on anyone - but what if said person were to die tomorrow, as a loner. What's the point?

[MyWinterLove]

I post on your other video but I have to say it again. You are really sexy.... There I said it...

[skaKid4Lyfe]

Get out of the house and fuck something... That will fix your depression.

[fun69stein]

depression is a brain tortured by years of masturbation.

It takes 6 weeks of "abstinence" to recover.

That's the whole truth.

drug companies will never say that masturbation

damages your brain as they make 250bln $ a year on your masturbation.

[ToolAdjacents]

I would hug you but I have a feeling you'd break. I hate that feeling of starving. I'm not anorexic and i'm not judging you. But if u have the food i'd eat(my opinion). My parents would sometimes starve me as a kid. And i rashioned everything because i knew that they(well really my mother...coke head) were not going to buy food for a while, let alone be home. Please eat.. if not for yourself then for me. for that little shit that I once was. :)

[dogtagged90]

eat

[meohmy320]

are u a girl or a boy?

[AmysNotEmo]

if you were a guy, you'd be really cute. haha, yeah i know, that was strange, random, and a bit creepy.

I'm always tired too... and fat.

[EnigmaC4]

=-( your so sad

you need to go to a Rave and hav sum fun =-D

[BrittanyBethel]

cont...I'm currently fighting anorexia too...I've been sick for about 5 years. I'm 21 also. So I know what you're going through...

[BrittanyBethel]

Hey. I'm so sorry to hear that you had to leave school and that you're having such a hard time...

[milepostman]

I think you should get married, have a kid, and join the military.

[jonjonolson]

No fair! don't give up, I believe things happen for a reason. maybe a differnt school? maybe a new job?

[rainydaychic]

really sorry, i wish i could help :(