I'm still scared to come out and talk about the rest of us, do you know how hard it would be for us to get a job, or anything else for that matter if we got caught
Loved the video, Thank u,very brave. My friend also has did/mpd and life with it is not easy. My heart is with everyone who has it. I have seen what her life is like and listened to those alters as they go through flashbacks and get body memouries. Cheer their bravery in speaking their life in order to heal. Not many of them come out anymore she is there most of the time. Some are very protective and will always be close. I admire you all and have so much respect as you special people. Hugs
oh hunni! i just want to appluade you. for standing up for urself and those who are to afraid too. your very strong for doin this. and i hope someday others will stand upp for themselves too.
Bless all of your hearts, it must be hard suffering when people cannot accept the way you all are. Just hope you know I will be here for you, all of you
Well done on expressing yourself! I have D.I.D and have decided I am no longer going to hide from my past friends. Im going to tell them the truth, and if they dont like me or think Im a freak afterwards, then they are not my real friends.
@Staceybob I decided to stop hiding mine as well and finding out who my real friends were was easy...now i only have my husband and child to love me...and that's ok...i don't miss those that dismissed me so easily...it is their loss...not mine...i only found out a few years ago what one of my issues was and i don't feel so crazy anymore.
THANK YOU very much (all of you) for this wonderful message, with humor and wonderful artwork. The piece shown at 3:00 is awesome! Hope you can show it somewhere/sometime if you haven't already (besides here) like in an art exhibit.
don't take any notice honey, just imagine how it must be to have such a spiteful heart, I would rather keep the bpd than have a mind geared only to making myself look mean and petty.
Oh, also just wanted to say, I KNOW you are not crazy, insane, or otherwise. Don't even worry about the stupid comments people make. Those who understand DID (even though I'm not) & have friends that are DID KNOW the truth. You do too & that's all that matters. People who make stupid comments like that are either fearing they may have it or just simply do not have the intelligence to grasp what goes on in this world and the depth of intelligence that DID's have and demonstrated to survive.
my DID is evil and angry. This was caused becuse my father abused me and also when my best friend left me during the time my dad abused me. i couldnt take the puressure so i made this idiot. -.-
i have some questions for people who have alters. what is it like when your alter is comming out what happens to you. do you and your alters connect with each other and how?. how does it feel that you dont have ful control of yourself? is there any up sides of having alter? do you get jealous of your alters? thanks
it is tru ppl hide them but its absolutely nothing to be proud of looks to me like u just want attention you probably have an attention disorder look that up... cuz if u had a dissociative identity disorder you wouldn't be makin this vid... clearly u juz want attention but u have no other way of showin it but this video. ha pathetic ;)
WOW what a dick... how dare you say that To me, You Do not even know me or what we have to live with, I am NOT looking for attention, it looks like you are by writeing things like this, Get a life.
@Deceptasewell I know exactly how this person feels! he or she probably just doesnt want to hide it anymore but doesnt want to be completely exposed. I have DID too and with this cruel world and people like you we dont exactly know HOW to be open about it.
@Deceptasewell Please tell me that your not the cold bastard your trying to prove to me you are, because if you are, you better go talk to someone that seriously knows what they are doing... or, get a life and stop coming onto youtube just to say something completely ignorant. Any of the two will work, douche..
Hey there, Thank you very much for saying that to him for me, When she wrote to fist one I got really upset, I am sick of people like this people like him are the reason people like us hide with in.
I know I am not lieing about being DID and i do not have to prove it to anyone if you know what I mean?
@dolphin64575 LOL wow u guys are still going at it... clearly yu all want attention if none of you cared for it then why do you all keep continuing to message me. AHA yeah u kno i can charge u for makin a threat eh.. not smart dolphin ha
ROFLMAO! How many times the rage has come up on a walk (usually a "mad walk" to drop adrenaline and therefore likelihood of acting out) I have WISHED for someone to jump out threateningly so I could take 50 years of rage out in a legal way ... SELF DEFENSE. I hear you.
WOW Angel, what an amazing video and as all the others I admire greatly your courage in speaking out! My beautiful husband had Severe PTSD for 18yrs so I completely understand how brave you actually are for speaking out about your DID and the risks of judgment involved! WELL DONE!
Both my husband and I were badly abused as children but Praise God did not need DID!
Hey hun, Thank you for your nice words... I am sorry that you both have been abused as you know i know how you both feel, I bleave in the lord but I bleave he let us have DID to help others and to cope with the abuse in that way, If I did not have DID I would be dead right now, You have a nice day, If you would like to talk feel free to send me a message,
You are more than welcome! Please don't feel you need to be sorry for being all over the place I know what its like!
You an an inspiring young woman and I got a shock when I looked at your channel and saw you are 15! WOW you have amazing insight and wisdom FAR beyond your years!
Huny I agree with you about God, I wouldn't be the person I am today if I had not suffered the way I have and sometimes our brains do what is needed to cope!
I was all over the place last night, But I feel better tonight :)
I am on some new meds that make me feel this way, I have to be a grown up and sometimes I think I have to be to much of a grown up, I hope your doing ok.
Hey, Alot of people are scared of DID cos of movies and things and also alot of people do NOT bleave in DID and think people like us fake it, In this world they what to keep DID secret to save there own asses.
Hey, I know how you feel needing to hide this, I know your scared and your scared of what people would think of you, If they do not treat you right they thay are not nice or understanding people, Your verry brave I think, to trust that one person. :) your not alone.
Thank you very much, But there is not alot out there about real DID cos people want to keep it such a secret, But I think its really good that you what to know more about people that have DID, what made you research it? If you dont mind me asking, I think you would learn more about it by talking to people that have DID. Thanks for your kind words.
Thank you, Alot of people have said that we are brave but we just did what we needed to survive, I liked doing the videos, Cos it showed other people that have DID they are NOT alone.
I understand why you hide it from the Drs but I hope one day you tell them so they can help you so you would not have to cope with this alone, take care.
The more I learn, the more I become attached to this particular anomaly (and that's what it is! I refuse to call it a disorder, when you people can face unimaginable horrors and overcome them...that to me is a strength, not a weakness).
What a very brave little girl you are to have made such a wonderful video! You are so strong to have told the world of your story. Im so sorry that you have been so very hurt. I think you are amazing for wanting to stay strong for your inner family and to be true to who you are.
Im also sad that people dont think you are real. I believe you are real.
If i ever had a little girl i would love to name her Jade.
You're not a freak! You have a small community of people in your head, I mean...that by it's very definition is cool. =P
And I hate how it's called a disorder...it makes it sound like such a negative thing, when it's part of who you are. And I'm sure you are superior to neurotypicals (normal minded people) and aspies (what I have) in quite a few ways too.
<3
PrincessDramatic 2 weeks ago
that was a great song...
7890Heidi 3 months ago
LMFAO...5 out of 4 people have mpd/did...that was a much needed laugh...thank you.
taylormadediva2009 8 months ago
I'm still scared to come out and talk about the rest of us, do you know how hard it would be for us to get a job, or anything else for that matter if we got caught
kadeemtheking 8 months ago
Loved the video, Thank u,very brave. My friend also has did/mpd and life with it is not easy. My heart is with everyone who has it. I have seen what her life is like and listened to those alters as they go through flashbacks and get body memouries. Cheer their bravery in speaking their life in order to heal. Not many of them come out anymore she is there most of the time. Some are very protective and will always be close. I admire you all and have so much respect as you special people. Hugs
Myfriendismultiple 9 months ago
oh hunni! i just want to appluade you. for standing up for urself and those who are to afraid too. your very strong for doin this. and i hope someday others will stand upp for themselves too.
And love you name. Mine is also Angel.
Chica9501 9 months ago
Bless all of your hearts, it must be hard suffering when people cannot accept the way you all are. Just hope you know I will be here for you, all of you
Kiha717 11 months ago
thank you for shearing some of your story :)
stay safe
LadyMultiple 1 year ago
Well done on expressing yourself! I have D.I.D and have decided I am no longer going to hide from my past friends. Im going to tell them the truth, and if they dont like me or think Im a freak afterwards, then they are not my real friends.
Staceybob 1 year ago 3
@Staceybob
Hey there well done :)
Thats true they are not real friends if they think your a freak or make fun of you.
Jade
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
@Staceybob I decided to stop hiding mine as well and finding out who my real friends were was easy...now i only have my husband and child to love me...and that's ok...i don't miss those that dismissed me so easily...it is their loss...not mine...i only found out a few years ago what one of my issues was and i don't feel so crazy anymore.
taylormadediva2009 8 months ago
@mochalipz92
Thank you very much for your kind words :) I am sorry you was abused as a child.
Thanks Jade
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
THANK YOU very much (all of you) for this wonderful message, with humor and wonderful artwork. The piece shown at 3:00 is awesome! Hope you can show it somewhere/sometime if you haven't already (besides here) like in an art exhibit.
Wishing you all, all the best.
From another who has D.I.D.
P.S. It wasn't about you. It was about them.
Remember that.
nobodyzsukey 1 year ago
don't take any notice honey, just imagine how it must be to have such a spiteful heart, I would rather keep the bpd than have a mind geared only to making myself look mean and petty.
naemasufi 1 year ago
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Chadoacdc 1 year ago
Love this great job, great song for this Thanx for remaining out here Peace Blessings to all
awesomeastrid 1 year ago
Oh, also just wanted to say, I KNOW you are not crazy, insane, or otherwise. Don't even worry about the stupid comments people make. Those who understand DID (even though I'm not) & have friends that are DID KNOW the truth. You do too & that's all that matters. People who make stupid comments like that are either fearing they may have it or just simply do not have the intelligence to grasp what goes on in this world and the depth of intelligence that DID's have and demonstrated to survive.
Tiggmanning 1 year ago
my DID is evil and angry. This was caused becuse my father abused me and also when my best friend left me during the time my dad abused me. i couldnt take the puressure so i made this idiot. -.-
danoob15 1 year ago
wow k bye
Deceptasewell 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
i have some questions for people who have alters. what is it like when your alter is comming out what happens to you. do you and your alters connect with each other and how?. how does it feel that you dont have ful control of yourself? is there any up sides of having alter? do you get jealous of your alters? thanks
jennag210 1 year ago
it is tru ppl hide them but its absolutely nothing to be proud of looks to me like u just want attention you probably have an attention disorder look that up... cuz if u had a dissociative identity disorder you wouldn't be makin this vid... clearly u juz want attention but u have no other way of showin it but this video. ha pathetic ;)
Deceptasewell 1 year ago
@Deceptasewell
WOW what a dick... how dare you say that To me, You Do not even know me or what we have to live with, I am NOT looking for attention, it looks like you are by writeing things like this, Get a life.
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
@Deceptasewell I know exactly how this person feels! he or she probably just doesnt want to hide it anymore but doesnt want to be completely exposed. I have DID too and with this cruel world and people like you we dont exactly know HOW to be open about it.
j0njbjluver 1 year ago
@j0njbjluver awee how touching you must have an attention disorder also :)
Deceptasewell 1 year ago
@Deceptasewell Please tell me that your not the cold bastard your trying to prove to me you are, because if you are, you better go talk to someone that seriously knows what they are doing... or, get a life and stop coming onto youtube just to say something completely ignorant. Any of the two will work, douche..
j0njbjluver 1 year ago
@j0njbjluver
Hey there, Thank you very much for saying that to him for me, When she wrote to fist one I got really upset, I am sick of people like this people like him are the reason people like us hide with in.
I know I am not lieing about being DID and i do not have to prove it to anyone if you know what I mean?
Thanks again.
If you ever need to talk to someone I am here.
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
@Deceptasewell
People like you have NO heart, I am not even going to bother talking to you and geting upset and trigged your so not worth our time.
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
@Deceptasewell clearly YOU just want attention, for attacking Angel and her system. If we knew you, my alter would pound your face in.
dolphin64575 1 year ago
@dolphin64575 LOL wow u guys are still going at it... clearly yu all want attention if none of you cared for it then why do you all keep continuing to message me. AHA yeah u kno i can charge u for makin a threat eh.. not smart dolphin ha
Deceptasewell 1 year ago
@Deceptasewell we're trying to inform you, but obviously you'd need a functioning brain to learn.
Go ahead and find us, asshole. Go ahead and find us. My system can't wait.
dolphin64575 1 year ago
@dolphin64575
ROFLMAO! How many times the rage has come up on a walk (usually a "mad walk" to drop adrenaline and therefore likelihood of acting out) I have WISHED for someone to jump out threateningly so I could take 50 years of rage out in a legal way ... SELF DEFENSE. I hear you.
nobodyzsukey 1 year ago
WOW Angel, what an amazing video and as all the others I admire greatly your courage in speaking out! My beautiful husband had Severe PTSD for 18yrs so I completely understand how brave you actually are for speaking out about your DID and the risks of judgment involved! WELL DONE!
Both my husband and I were badly abused as children but Praise God did not need DID!
Have An AWESOME Day!
GOD
ROCKS
DelsforGod71 1 year ago
@DelsforGod71
Hey hun, Thank you for your nice words... I am sorry that you both have been abused as you know i know how you both feel, I bleave in the lord but I bleave he let us have DID to help others and to cope with the abuse in that way, If I did not have DID I would be dead right now, You have a nice day, If you would like to talk feel free to send me a message,
Angel
Ps I am all over the place atm im sorry.
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
@thisxangelxcanxfly Hey Huny,
You are more than welcome! Please don't feel you need to be sorry for being all over the place I know what its like!
You an an inspiring young woman and I got a shock when I looked at your channel and saw you are 15! WOW you have amazing insight and wisdom FAR beyond your years!
Huny I agree with you about God, I wouldn't be the person I am today if I had not suffered the way I have and sometimes our brains do what is needed to cope!
GOD
ROCKS
DelsforGod71 1 year ago
@DelsforGod71
Hey,
I was all over the place last night, But I feel better tonight :)
I am on some new meds that make me feel this way, I have to be a grown up and sometimes I think I have to be to much of a grown up, I hope your doing ok.
From Jade
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
Umm, people hide it? ... why? why would people mock them for that makes no sence
ZSaberToothTigerZ 1 year ago
@ZSaberToothTigerZ
Hey, Alot of people are scared of DID cos of movies and things and also alot of people do NOT bleave in DID and think people like us fake it, In this world they what to keep DID secret to save there own asses.
Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
i try hiding mine there is only one person that knows about them
im planning on telling my big sister one day soon but im to scared to tell her
kelldan2 1 year ago
@kelldan2
Hey, I know how you feel needing to hide this, I know your scared and your scared of what people would think of you, If they do not treat you right they thay are not nice or understanding people, Your verry brave I think, to trust that one person. :) your not alone.
Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
I feel sorry for you. Im happy for you.
Although i do not have this disorder, i have learned alot about it by researching.
Continue to be strong and I hope you will be okay forever.
WitchesProductions1 1 year ago
@WitchesProductions1
Hey,
Thank you very much, But there is not alot out there about real DID cos people want to keep it such a secret, But I think its really good that you what to know more about people that have DID, what made you research it? If you dont mind me asking, I think you would learn more about it by talking to people that have DID. Thanks for your kind words.
Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
this is my favorite song ))
nice video!
thank you :)
smertgopam 2 years ago
@smertgopam
Hey, Yea I love this song too, Thanks for your kind words.
Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
which ever one of you did make it is verry brave! be strong!! xoxo
paintings389 2 years ago
@paintings389
Hey,
Thank you, Alot of people have said that we are brave but we just did what we needed to survive, I liked doing the videos, Cos it showed other people that have DID they are NOT alone.
Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
mine like to hide from my doctors
1787dude 2 years ago
@1787dude
Hey,
I understand why you hide it from the Drs but I hope one day you tell them so they can help you so you would not have to cope with this alone, take care.
Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
im sry..
coolio123456789ful 2 years ago
@coolio123456789ful
Hey,
Thank you for saying sorry, But there is nothing for you to be sorry about.
Take care of your self.
Jade
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
You people are beautiful as individuals... :'-)
The more I learn, the more I become attached to this particular anomaly (and that's what it is! I refuse to call it a disorder, when you people can face unimaginable horrors and overcome them...that to me is a strength, not a weakness).
Xadreos 2 years ago 6
@Xadreos
Hey,
Thank you for your kind words, and what you have said is very true, I know if we did not have DID we would of died a long time ago.
Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
Jade,
What a very brave little girl you are to have made such a wonderful video! You are so strong to have told the world of your story. Im so sorry that you have been so very hurt. I think you are amazing for wanting to stay strong for your inner family and to be true to who you are.
Im also sad that people dont think you are real. I believe you are real.
If i ever had a little girl i would love to name her Jade.
Much love~
zzzzzzz6931 2 years ago
@zzzzzzz6931
Hey,
I think thats really nice to say to our little Jade.
I will let her know and she will come out later and write something her self, Thank you again.
Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
wonderful video ... Great job speaking up and getting your voices heard.
Amy&
SwirlytownRUs 2 years ago
@SwirlytownRUs
Hey Amy,
Thank you very much, I miss you all.
Love Angel
thisxangelxcanxfly 1 year ago
Awesome video Angel and I am so proud of your courage! ~ Bear Hugs! PolarB ;)
PolarB36 2 years ago
Thank you polarB
:)
thisxangelxcanxfly 2 years ago
You're not a freak! You have a small community of people in your head, I mean...that by it's very definition is cool. =P
And I hate how it's called a disorder...it makes it sound like such a negative thing, when it's part of who you are. And I'm sure you are superior to neurotypicals (normal minded people) and aspies (what I have) in quite a few ways too.
Xadreos 2 years ago