This is an emotionally intense video. I mised this video, from you upload list. You are very sincere, maybe inocent too. God knows, but I am really absorbed, or shall I say, imeersed by all your videos and your blog. You touched something senzitive inside me. Excuse my english, if I made some mistakes.
I can relate as something similar to this happened to me IMVU.
YouTube... IMVU... All these online companies are the same... They pretend that they're open-minded, but then rape us with their predjudice at some point.
hope ur sadness didn't last long, but i think it had solely to do with the "medical procedure" aspect...not the "tranny aspect"...they were just covering the ass, that's all...be well
Wow, I used to have an account on youtube like long ago; and like I got an email saying it was in-appropriate, which was kinda funny cause I didn't have anything on my page to get or make people feel offended. But eh =| People these days..; this is my 2nd or 3rd acct. =[
I know it is not only many of the viewers on Youtube, but the site managers, who seem to have some prejudice for people who are "different".
I have heard of peoples entire accounts being deleted, or suspended, without explanation, when there is not a single innapropriate video on their account.
The only possible explanation ever is that they are transgendered, gay, gender variant.
It is unfortunate that Americas con on "freedom of speech", has spread.
It doesn't sound bad at all, from how you explain things, but "freedom of speech" doesn't apply to private, non-governmental actors. So, if Youtube wants to censor, it can censor away. Plus, your account when you sign up states that Youtube has the right to remove any content it deems "questionable". So it sucks because you don't show anything graphic at all but they can do it. Welcome to American law (and you don't even live here!)
I agree with Eva's video response. This is NOT cool. =[ I plan on sharing a video that I'm working on that is certainly not inappropriate but that some will no doubt consider controversial. Unlike your video, mine will likely not be censored due to prejudice. Yours shouldn't be either.
thats so unfair, there are THOUSANDS or videos of FTM transguys injecting their selves and you cannot even put up a vid like that, thats so much bullshit :(
With regards to videos about US politics, I've heard that YouTube has been freezing view counters, in order to manipulate and artifically create the "most viewed" videos. Some viewers have been pointing out that the ratings counters are higher than the view counters. Google freezes and deletes "Google video" counters and since Google acquired Youtube... Also, I've witnessed a few MySpace friends deleted. You should watch the independent documentary, "The Corporation".
I thought that it was a creator "feature". According to Google searches, a viewer has to flag the video as inappropriate and then Youtube decides whether to flag the video as 18+ or pull the video. Maybe you can ask YouTube to implement it as a feature, rather than a side effect?
Wow, I feel you girl. Its OK thou, There are other places with better freedom and options for you. YuTube its full of pornography anyway, how come this people don't get suspended? Oh well. You look great and please don't cry. Many other doors opened for you I bet. Kiss. Vicky
A friend of mine got his account deleted recently and was just talking about the passage of prop 8. And it was really no big deal. Kinda pissed me off.
Now this pisses me off. Don't let it get to you; if stuff like this keeps happening we'll rally.
That's too bad. Another video now requires an age check - I bet it is because of the really cute black dress and of course the person talking about being invited to a thanks giving party?! :-)
But I don't know if I would take this too serious? Google is growing and as most companies grow they become somewhat dysfunctional - the bigger the worse. If they were categorically taking down TG or GLBT videos... it could have even been a software flaw. Just a thought.
omg! i can't belive this i am incredibly insulted as well if there is no place for trannys here on youtube i will be happy to leave. you tube should watch their behavior before they know it they will lose their popularity. as a side note u are soo pretty upclose!
What you do or talk about, you do always well and carefully. So go on. Don't listen too much on what others say. They have all their own reason why they something or the don't.
Hormones will make you very emotional. I cried alot for small things when I first started! I was like "Why the hell am I crying?". It takes time to get used to it. Its almost like having a period 24-7.
I just searched estrogen injections and found 2 and then I searched testosterone and there's pages upon pages of them. Definite discrimination and censorship.
I found a contact number for Youtube. If you're in Canada, you should be able to dial it without any international charges. It'd be just like a long distance call. The number is (650)253-0000. I hope it helps!
That's fucked up of them... I'm gonna find some way to complain about it to them and hopefully set things right. Don't let them break you down, you've been so informative and helpful to both trans and non-trans folks alike it'd be a shame for them to ruin that
Hey beautiful I'm sorry those fascists did that... don't let them get you down like that. But you could complain to youtube about it! Well either way, I think you're a wonderful person. Please don't let them bother you.
I suspect it's the result of an overzealous rogue who doesn't understand context. Maybe the same kind of person who made it so I have to show ID just to buy cold medicine. It's nonsense in every way.
Whats sad is that they let crackheads on here smoking crack post videos or whores shaking their ass or guys mooning but yet they yank your video! Keep up the good work fellow sister! Stay strong! ((HUGS))
Sorry that youtube took down the video. It's obvious that you're really intelligent and a nice person and were just trying to help others with your video. I hope you feel better soon
It's okey honey, don't worry about it. I know thats easer said than done,but thats the way it is for us TS girls and guys. I believe the reason YouTube removed the video is because thay don't want a law suit from some parent that refuses take responsibility for what there child is viewing on TV and The Web that wants get rich by bringing suit against YouTube. I know YouTube wants to keep the money thay make so out of greed, thay make us TS/TG folks suffer. YouTube is just coveering it's own ass.
My question is have the other vids of trans doing hormone shots on cam been pulled? There are far more vids of female to males doing testosterone. Censorship is the down fall of personal freedoms.
I don't know why they pulled it down, I have a video I posted back on Oct 16th of me injecting estrogen. I have over 11,000 views and it's not been brought down. I have no idea why they would pull your video.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts in your videos, they have meant a lot to me in the last few weeks. Ive have just started therapy and may start hormones in the new year. I dont know how this works, but other injection videos which I found, which range from instructional to cheap porn, are marked as adult content and you have to confirm your birth date etc. You are fantastic and an inspiration. I hope you want, and are able to, continue to sharing.
I view your video and write a comment on the same, and I did not see anything bad in the content of your video. I do not understand what is the problem in this way. Fodder that even exist people with underdeveloped mentalities, prejudiced and homofobic that do not understand that exists freedom of expression. I so sorry about your situation. I only advise to you that this make you more strong and not to decay. Continues ahead always. Never surrender
hon, I think that it is because of the fact that there was a needle in the video and maybe it was seen as injection of a drug and the showing of taking any sort of drug may not be approprite in any video but dont quote me on that because I am not sure. I would not take it so hard. I understand that this is emotional for you however, and I hope that you are ok. My thoughts and prayers will be with you
Do a youtube search for "injection". You will see there are many videos of girls getting intramuscular injections in their butt... And you can see the needle. Some of these were posted over a year ago, and flagged, but not taken down.
ur so sexy
cinadin 9 months ago
Stay strong hunny, dont let the basterds get you down they arent worth it.
Your worth a million more than them, if you ever need a friend iam on Facebook and i run a transgender help group page on there.
If you need people to help sighn a petition, to have them re post your video then ill be more than willing to put my name down.
you take care hunny your looking very lovely keep up the hormones babe.
All the best
Emily xxx.
DjAltski 1 year ago
This is an emotionally intense video. I mised this video, from you upload list. You are very sincere, maybe inocent too. God knows, but I am really absorbed, or shall I say, imeersed by all your videos and your blog. You touched something senzitive inside me. Excuse my english, if I made some mistakes.
putzmeister1000 1 year ago 2
awww you are soo cute!!
millicent1990 1 year ago
I feel so sad for you, sweetie :(
I can relate as something similar to this happened to me IMVU.
YouTube... IMVU... All these online companies are the same... They pretend that they're open-minded, but then rape us with their predjudice at some point.
RyonaRaine 2 years ago
I don't care what you do, I don't care how you do it.
It's a better life living it to feel good. (Quote me if you like ;))
Whatever makes you happy and doesn't hurt others is your fackin right to do, no matter what.
I'm not saying I sympathize or agree with what you're doing. Though I will say you have courage which I respect.
But that's bullshit, you did nothing wrong.
Good luck.
bonFreakingJovi 2 years ago
hope ur sadness didn't last long, but i think it had solely to do with the "medical procedure" aspect...not the "tranny aspect"...they were just covering the ass, that's all...be well
jacobterriify 2 years ago
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stefanybody 2 years ago
Sorry that your having a hard time with them.
Have you thought about managing your own website?
Rhonda575 2 years ago
The video below is still freely available, so i can't understand why yours has been removed.
User Name : Grishno
My Transgender Life (Part 2)
BOV515V 2 years ago
Oh my gosh..she's F~···#G Sexy-,,,,
valkevin80 3 years ago
Wow, I used to have an account on youtube like long ago; and like I got an email saying it was in-appropriate, which was kinda funny cause I didn't have anything on my page to get or make people feel offended. But eh =| People these days..; this is my 2nd or 3rd acct. =[
Ahh this video, emotion; please don't cry. :[
phanggrl 3 years ago 2
I am sorry to hear this.
I know it is not only many of the viewers on Youtube, but the site managers, who seem to have some prejudice for people who are "different".
I have heard of peoples entire accounts being deleted, or suspended, without explanation, when there is not a single innapropriate video on their account.
The only possible explanation ever is that they are transgendered, gay, gender variant.
It is unfortunate that Americas con on "freedom of speech", has spread.
KitttyRoseLondon 3 years ago 6
that fucking sucks.
c2bed 3 years ago
It doesn't sound bad at all, from how you explain things, but "freedom of speech" doesn't apply to private, non-governmental actors. So, if Youtube wants to censor, it can censor away. Plus, your account when you sign up states that Youtube has the right to remove any content it deems "questionable". So it sucks because you don't show anything graphic at all but they can do it. Welcome to American law (and you don't even live here!)
hjpop 3 years ago
I agree with Eva's video response. This is NOT cool. =[ I plan on sharing a video that I'm working on that is certainly not inappropriate but that some will no doubt consider controversial. Unlike your video, mine will likely not be censored due to prejudice. Yours shouldn't be either.
Censorship. Ack!
AntipodalBrink 3 years ago
thats so unfair, there are THOUSANDS or videos of FTM transguys injecting their selves and you cannot even put up a vid like that, thats so much bullshit :(
ellendegeneres26 3 years ago
With regards to videos about US politics, I've heard that YouTube has been freezing view counters, in order to manipulate and artifically create the "most viewed" videos. Some viewers have been pointing out that the ratings counters are higher than the view counters. Google freezes and deletes "Google video" counters and since Google acquired Youtube... Also, I've witnessed a few MySpace friends deleted. You should watch the independent documentary, "The Corporation".
MrAgmoore 3 years ago
grishno did one ages ago there was a picture of it in rolling stone magazine
jamieg1978 3 years ago
Just re-upload the video and make it an 18+ video.
MrAgmoore 3 years ago
Is there even an option for me to specify it should be 18+?
TrannyGirl15 3 years ago
I thought that it was a creator "feature". According to Google searches, a viewer has to flag the video as inappropriate and then Youtube decides whether to flag the video as 18+ or pull the video. Maybe you can ask YouTube to implement it as a feature, rather than a side effect?
MrAgmoore 3 years ago
Wow, I feel you girl. Its OK thou, There are other places with better freedom and options for you. YuTube its full of pornography anyway, how come this people don't get suspended? Oh well. You look great and please don't cry. Many other doors opened for you I bet. Kiss. Vicky
TSTubeChannel 3 years ago
A friend of mine got his account deleted recently and was just talking about the passage of prop 8. And it was really no big deal. Kinda pissed me off.
Now this pisses me off. Don't let it get to you; if stuff like this keeps happening we'll rally.
ShaneWednesday 3 years ago
You did nothing wrong, you have been educating people, and for Youtube to remove your video is blatant discrimination and censorship.
Shame on you, Youtube.
SummerBreeze2009 3 years ago 3
I think it is ridiculous that this has happened they shouldn't took it down
I watched the video and there was nothing wrong with it you're perfectly in your right to show it I hope this gets sorted out
You take care and don't worry so much
I am sure they will come to their senses
michelleleckronechat 3 years ago
That's too bad. Another video now requires an age check - I bet it is because of the really cute black dress and of course the person talking about being invited to a thanks giving party?! :-)
But I don't know if I would take this too serious? Google is growing and as most companies grow they become somewhat dysfunctional - the bigger the worse. If they were categorically taking down TG or GLBT videos... it could have even been a software flaw. Just a thought.
Can't you upload this again?
CathyChatty99 3 years ago
omg! i can't belive this i am incredibly insulted as well if there is no place for trannys here on youtube i will be happy to leave. you tube should watch their behavior before they know it they will lose their popularity. as a side note u are soo pretty upclose!
roseblossoms00 3 years ago
YouTube decides to give you a hard time when this site is chock full of porn that they're not doing anything about?
FergusonTO35 3 years ago 2
What you do or talk about, you do always well and carefully. So go on. Don't listen too much on what others say. They have all their own reason why they something or the don't.
MIMMM 3 years ago
Hormones will make you very emotional. I cried alot for small things when I first started! I was like "Why the hell am I crying?". It takes time to get used to it. Its almost like having a period 24-7.
WestFloridaGurl 3 years ago
I just searched estrogen injections and found 2 and then I searched testosterone and there's pages upon pages of them. Definite discrimination and censorship.
robofabi 3 years ago
Dude! WTF, over?! I hate censorship!
I found a contact number for Youtube. If you're in Canada, you should be able to dial it without any international charges. It'd be just like a long distance call. The number is (650)253-0000. I hope it helps!
musicmagelynn 3 years ago 2
I'm with you too girl.
DulceJaja 3 years ago
Girl, you didn't do anything wrong.
I'm with you 100%
Keep making videos
Degga1313 3 years ago
OK, that was harsh and not compassionate of me. But all this sounds so self defeating to me.
TigerKerouac 3 years ago
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Wow. Come on. Stop whining everyone. You can't show yourself injecting yourself? Who cares!!!
TigerKerouac 3 years ago
Said by someone who doesn't make video blogs...
TrannyGirl15 3 years ago
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pfft. Now you're just being mean. Goodbye.
TigerKerouac 3 years ago
That's fucked up of them... I'm gonna find some way to complain about it to them and hopefully set things right. Don't let them break you down, you've been so informative and helpful to both trans and non-trans folks alike it'd be a shame for them to ruin that
deej1011 3 years ago
This is sickening... I'm so sorry that this has happened to you... I'm going to try and do something about this : (
EvaUpfold 3 years ago
They have F2M who are self injecting.
That is fucked up.
NoNameTransWoman 3 years ago
Hey beautiful I'm sorry those fascists did that... don't let them get you down like that. But you could complain to youtube about it! Well either way, I think you're a wonderful person. Please don't let them bother you.
LittleBlueBird 3 years ago
Maybe we should all go over to the community help forums and raise a stink there.
They say the moderators actually do watch that forum, so...
And maybe someone there can give advice as to how to get the video back up and the strike against removed as it may have happened to him / her.
NaomiClareNL 3 years ago
Might be an option... Looks like the only way to contact them online.
TrannyGirl15 3 years ago
I suspect it's the result of an overzealous rogue who doesn't understand context. Maybe the same kind of person who made it so I have to show ID just to buy cold medicine. It's nonsense in every way.
femstarlight 3 years ago 2
baby dont give them the joy of closing down...
dont run away !!!
dont run away from you !
hotsexymusic 3 years ago
I am gonna flag all those str8 people's video's who are using needles! Lets see if they remove them!!!
WestFloridaGurl 3 years ago
Whats sad is that they let crackheads on here smoking crack post videos or whores shaking their ass or guys mooning but yet they yank your video! Keep up the good work fellow sister! Stay strong! ((HUGS))
WestFloridaGurl 3 years ago
I hope the person who marked your video as "inappropriate" dies of cancer. And their kids.
bigtoddsmall 3 years ago
There was nothing wrong with your video I would bet some HATER complained and that did it.
You keep up your great work here
You are right to be upset.
1234uz 3 years ago
Sorry that youtube took down the video. It's obvious that you're really intelligent and a nice person and were just trying to help others with your video. I hope you feel better soon
StrawberryScone 3 years ago
don't let it get you down, you're a sweetheart xxxxx
greenhawk46 3 years ago
It's okey honey, don't worry about it. I know thats easer said than done,but thats the way it is for us TS girls and guys. I believe the reason YouTube removed the video is because thay don't want a law suit from some parent that refuses take responsibility for what there child is viewing on TV and The Web that wants get rich by bringing suit against YouTube. I know YouTube wants to keep the money thay make so out of greed, thay make us TS/TG folks suffer. YouTube is just coveering it's own ass.
K8Nicole 3 years ago
You could start by calling the Montreal office at 514-670-8700.
krisspkriss 3 years ago
This is so stupid! Repost it! I'm so glad I got to see your video before it got taken down :D
MasterStorm 3 years ago
it may nave been taken down because of the fact that it details how to shoot up. I don't think its because your trans
Please don't cry
Jensagirl 3 years ago
iu should make iur own website i guess
diaryofriky 3 years ago
yeah, you could expect the society and the world against you but not youtube, it's really outrageous. ..it makes one feel lonely, but you're not!
vonhatenfeld 3 years ago
idk y, i have 2 injections videos up...
pigpen7471 3 years ago
My question is have the other vids of trans doing hormone shots on cam been pulled? There are far more vids of female to males doing testosterone. Censorship is the down fall of personal freedoms.
transbekka 3 years ago
I don't get it either.
killerrodan 3 years ago
I don't know why they pulled it down, I have a video I posted back on Oct 16th of me injecting estrogen. I have over 11,000 views and it's not been brought down. I have no idea why they would pull your video.
Hugs, I hope you feel better.
April
arin4fun 3 years ago
Thank you for sharing your thoughts in your videos, they have meant a lot to me in the last few weeks. Ive have just started therapy and may start hormones in the new year. I dont know how this works, but other injection videos which I found, which range from instructional to cheap porn, are marked as adult content and you have to confirm your birth date etc. You are fantastic and an inspiration. I hope you want, and are able to, continue to sharing.
SarahJEpps 3 years ago
That's right, they didn't just take these videos down without warning.
TrannyGirl15 3 years ago
I view your video and write a comment on the same, and I did not see anything bad in the content of your video. I do not understand what is the problem in this way. Fodder that even exist people with underdeveloped mentalities, prejudiced and homofobic that do not understand that exists freedom of expression. I so sorry about your situation. I only advise to you that this make you more strong and not to decay. Continues ahead always. Never surrender
MistressFabiola 3 years ago
:/
I'm sorry hun.
It may just have been that actual needle insertion. I hope it had nothing to do with being trans.
:/
I thought you looked great (loved the skirt!!) and there was nothing "bad" about it.
I'm sorry this happened to you and I'm sorry you're upset.
Love from Maine, USA!
<3<3<3
stfuxxxxxx 3 years ago
hon, I think that it is because of the fact that there was a needle in the video and maybe it was seen as injection of a drug and the showing of taking any sort of drug may not be approprite in any video but dont quote me on that because I am not sure. I would not take it so hard. I understand that this is emotional for you however, and I hope that you are ok. My thoughts and prayers will be with you
your friend always
Margurite
irishchristian777 3 years ago
Do a youtube search for "injection". You will see there are many videos of girls getting intramuscular injections in their butt... And you can see the needle. Some of these were posted over a year ago, and flagged, but not taken down.
TrannyGirl15 3 years ago
I am so sorry Youtube did this bullsh*t to you, please don't cry!
JudePoe 3 years ago
Being trans is inappropriate on youtube, I guess.
darkwitchtori 3 years ago