Episode 4 (1 of 1) 4th IV Treatment

[medicgirl1730]

Off topic lol. But what are the best fruits/veggies for a smoothie? I've been instructed to do a protein shake, which btw tastes awful lol, so I figured if I could find some tasty fruits/veggies to blend in it would be more tolerable? I'm so glad you're doing this IV therapy. I know it's been really hard on you but you are so strong! LOL with your dog haha. I'm very proud of you! But you look a bit orange? Is it from the vitamins?

[MyOwnStickFigure]

First I recommend you find a protein powder you like dear, don't use one that tastes bad. There are many out there. I recmmend raw protein powder... raw hemp is good. Your best bet would be a good raw hemp protein powder. Sweet fruits, tropicel fruits and berries blend well in smoothies: bananas, dates, avocados, papaya, mango, blueberries, strawberries - to name a few. As for veggies, leafy greens and herbs, especially parsley, spinach, swiss chard, kale are all good. The options are endless!

[eifosnosslo]

i love pajamas, its sexy;)

[xWillowTheBlueFairyx]

Thats good your B vitamin levels are up. Sorry it makes you feel so sick while you are having it. I laughed when you said your pooch had eaten your sample! oh my goodness I hope he enjoyed it. On a more serious note I was touched by the emotion you showed during this video. I don't like my addiction to my bad behaviours either. Fear is a powerful thing but perfect love casts out fear and you know this better than anyone. I am so proud of you xxx

[PolaNea]

THANK YOU for your videos! I know that you are going through a difficult time but you'll get better. I know it. Remember that we, your viewers, admire you, believe in you and support every step you take. Love and gratitude to you, orange boy :D

Pola

[deathweaselx86]

*hug* You're looking a bit orange there, are you okay?

[MyOwnStickFigure]

You are right. I am fine, it's the light not my skin tone. If I was orange though it would be from my carrot juice, that happened before. However, I am more washed out right now. I am generally olive/golden light tan toned. Be worried if I was yellow or white/pale but orange is fine and generally means a higher amount of beta carotene in the body.

[MyOwnStickFigure]

wow watching this haha i am hella orange around the nose and mouth!!!

[sixtynamesforsnow]

hi johnny :) my name is alison.. i found your channel fairly recently & i've been watching.. i just wanted to say i have really been touched by your videos and wanted to let you know that i think you are so brave. i don't say that in a way there is any reason you SHOULDN'T be brave, but video documenting your journey is just so courageous & i can only imagine how many people you have touched.. i know you've touched my heart <3. thank you for sharing your story. i wish the best for you.

[zinnieluvsyou]

I saw a license plate yesterday that said "RARARAW" and a holder thingy that said "Eat raw!" and I thought of you <3. Switch topics --Have you ever done ERP? I haven't myself, but based on what I've read it has fairly good success rates, especially when combined with cognitive therapy.

Oh and you do look quite tanned here, I am jealous of your lovely olive complexion :)

Thinking of you xoxo

[withclass]

you are adorable lol, and i really hope you get better. u can do it!

[Lovesenduringpromise]

Love the watermelon mural!! I love watermelon, used to hate it but once we started growing our own it tasted good to me. Fear is strong when we let it control our lives, fear is satan's tool to keep us in the dark about the truth. I still have fears and have overcome many fears, since I have I can see that what I THOUGHT would happen never happened, because I never allowed myself out of the trap of fear.

[XxXSmileenXxX]

Johnny when you were getting emotional I nearly started crying as well.

i know how you want to revert back to your old ways but your new path is much more positive..you can so do this, you are doing fantastic with your IV treatment and your injections for the vitamins, and you are keeping so positive.

you are an inspiration and you give hope that recovery is possible,, that it is a process and it may take a long time but it can be done :)

thank you for being so positive and for just being you

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Hi Love, I really appreciate the support. I do not want to mislead anyone and don't feel I have but need to make it loud and clear I still HEAVILY addict in bulimia. I have not seen someone worse off in food addiction, it's very bad which is why I am trying to get more help so I can overcome it. I will say that there are old ways I am better at not engaging in - more so anoretic ones but bulimia, food obsession and hoarding... I am praying for a literal deliverance.

[monilark]

I am praying for you. I believe that God can heal you, from the inside out. I know you know that, too. You are a special soul. Fear and addiction are of darkness, and you, Johnny, are of light. God bless!

[lilkittyx]

Sending you many hugs xoxo

[permacultureli]

well....let's all make a NO-PJ day too....yippy yey!...

and celebrate with large slices of watermelon!...

[infinite1aphelions]

i hope you overcome this, even though its grip is SO STRONG and you wouldn't dare to let go. i know it's hell. but know that i am thinking of you, and miss seeing more life in your eyes...

[eluvzmokie]

hey Johnny! I love the watermelon, in fact, I have a summer purse with slices like that and it's so happy looking! i love pajama day and i love my collection of pajamas. i have yet to get hello kitty but i have little miss and tinkerbell! you are looking so amazing and i am so proud of you for keeping it up even though it can feel horrible at times. i want you to know you have been a big key in my consideration for holistic medicine. take care and cherry kisses <3

[Jalynn99]

Keep fighting Johnny I kept thinking Greater is He than all of this, as you were sharing! You are strong in Him because He is your rock.

"John writes that the one who is in you is greater than the one that is in the world. God is great and he has sent one to dwell in us in order to protect us from evil. " thanks for sharing this with us xxx

[MissMatania]

Int. Pajama Day??? LOL what a great idea, mr. Pj lover! :)) U need to launch ur own designer's pj's fashion line! I will sell it in my new shop: "Bananas in pajamas" :))) LOL U are so inspirational in loving pjs, i even decided to buy a holiday's pj for wearing at home during winter holidays :))) really!

[SessanTunsberg]

Well laundry is boring! atleast when the hello kitty shirt is still trying to get ready for you on cam! I will try to make the video next week for you! Im glad your doing the IV treatments and the B12 shots! things will get better in time! we all just have to be patient!:D stay strong my loving friend!

Love from Piggytale prinsess

[AngelEyesSmile]

you have a few great slideshows also. I just wanted to ask which programme you used as I am having trouble myself.

[AngelEyesSmile]

what a coincidence I was in my PJs watching this vid! How did you know? LOL

[AngelEyesSmile]

Johnny I just wanted to say you look great! You look healthier. I hope you feel it too! I wrote you card last night and added a tutu just for you. Seeing you upset made me a sad too :) Stay strong you are an inspiration on here. You have also inspired me to start selling my art :) thank you luv xx

[bina32488]

You're looking wonderful :) Please stay strong. You are an inspiration to all of us!

[cherrysnrazors11]

Im so proud of you <333 and i love the art you showed at the beginning!!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

please take a slice and enjoy!!! smile. thanks so much dear, crunch::: juicy and delicious!!

[luvhaggis]

Hold a good thought Sunshine xoxo

[MyOwnStickFigure]

I promise to hold many! xoxo

[MissShrinkMe]

You're look healthier and tanned! (:

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Now that's a compliment! Why thank you!

[MissShrinkMe]

I meant looking! haha damn my poor typing. And you're welcome (:

[MyOwnStickFigure]

I know what you meant dear, no worries. Spelling is my worst subject. I honestly didn't even pick up on it till you mentioned it lol

[AngelicaAcoustic]

I know that space too. Crying along with you. Jesus is hope. That's all got. <3

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Jesus IS hope. I love this comment. Thank you so much for caring and lending a shoulder to cry on. I generally feel tears well up and my voice gets all shakey but tears won't come out, so much oppression. Today though I felt a precious tear FALL out of my eye and I felt myself opening up. My soul has been in crisis too long and the more I addict the more I hold it hostage. Coming here and telling me Jesus is HOPE was like a breath of fresh air for me today. I needed that. God bless you.

[spekgirl1]

johnny did my comments come though?

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Sweetie, it's always best to read the info for all my videos - that's why I take the time to write info out so people will read it. I state in all these IV document videos that comments are pending approval. So yes they go through but I have to approve them first before they are visible. YT will notify you of this directly after you send the comment so please be patient. I appreciate the comments and get to them as best as I can. Ps. SO thought of you with that melon art, glad I could share!

[spekgirl1]

oh i love these melons!!! i want to eat them all up!!! amen go the melons thank you so much for sharing this you are a brave soul and you look really bright your getting there johnny!!! on step at a time! xxx

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Thanks so much my dear! I know you love em melons that's why I sent you a shout out here!!! Yummy melon slushie!

[BulimicHate]

Hey Johnny, just wanna say keep going, you will get over this.You're taking all the right steps, I really really hope and pray you get better because you really deserve it. Stay determined, you WILL beart this buddy, trust me!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Thank you my friend. I wish the same for you. I pray for you and hope you will chose recovery soon. You deserve it so much and I want to see all your dreams come true. You've got a lot going on and so much potential to fully recover. I can see you as a speaker for young men with body image issues and eds. Keep coming out of your shell and emerging. God bless you! ps. thanks for tackling my video topic request - love your honesty as always!