why the fuck is it we all including me gets sick these days????? Where the fuck does it come from`?= Either our food, water or AIR! Society is clinged on to reality tv, but it does not make us psychotic. So where the fuck does the whole chemical balance come from????..?????
hello again jockypay. i feel it. i have thought regularly about suicide, but try to stop these thoughts by telling myself, "i don't really want to do it, i don't want pain, i can't cut my wrists, i can't drink something like bleach. i rationalize my fears of commiting suicide. i take depakote cymbalta risperdol and lamictal. these seem maybe to help, but not really !!!! i get mania sometimes and feel exhillerated about spending on stuppid things. good talking to you...bye happy holidays
Amazing story of a farmer who discovers that we can alter metals, we can alter body, we can heal cancers and many other interesting things that point towards what doctors already know, Placebo effect, fake pill that makes the patient think he is healing. Think he is healing.. if we can think ourselfs into healing, we should be able to manifest lead into gold like christ is how i feel..
If we can alter our way of thinking, we can heal easier. its support!
You say you're not doing this for attention, but I think you are. We just studied this in my PSYC class. Why else would you be on youtube looking for sympothy. You need to talk to your Dr. Bipolar is a very real disorder... Good luck!
WOW! Thank you for the video! I ALWAYS feel crazy & alone. I have my good days & my really really bad ones & when I have my bad days ppl look @ me like I'm crazy. I told my mom ystrday that I was having a horrible day just bc & she just snapped @ me like it was a joke. I honestly CAN'T help it! & I have been sent to the hospital for suicidal thoughts..I can't be open w/ my feeling bc no cares or listens..they brush me off their shoulders....
Law of attraction. quantum physics, vortex energy, chakra chants. mantras. meditation, shamansim, homeopathich health stuff, search the terms, Learn about your body or else a doctor will send his child to college on your cashflow.
Healing is actually VERY easy when we ALLOW it..
I wish love for you all, please use this word as if it is the PILL to heal you.
Say I love this, Say I love that, Figure out Fracking FUNNY arse ways to fit in the words I LOVE THIS.
WIll thy kingdom to come? Whats Will? Emotions combined with thoughts which = actions... Creations....
Notice the true self, what you expect is coming, the lady in the video even says. I expected a bad time... Expectation is Willing thy kingdom to come.
Part of the problem for me was my mind getting in the way of my heart.
Do we listen to the RED or White guy on our shoulder?
@RobMonty248 To continue on, I hope this helps others as it did me.
Bi-Polarity (in some reason) in my opinion also as Im no doctor *thank god!
This disease is mostly the repitition of bad thoughts that create into life then we feel bad because we KNEW it was coming yet we can not understand why, well, it is because we focused on it, Now, feeling upset triggers BAD THOUGHTS that create more bad Events, this cycle repeates until we say, I love when this Happens for the rest of life, not HATE.
Jesus Christ Said, I am LIGHT, I am LOVE. (beyond the science ive shown), Light is magnetics/sound/frequencies. So, Christs is saying, to heal, study LIGHT.
He said, You can do this and grander things too. A doctor is not gonna do it for you.
Those who sat in darkness saw the LIGHT, *meditaiton.*christ again.,.
If you think it your guilty of it, Will thy kingdom to come (mind over matter)
(thought becomes reality). Think with LOVE, Learn the LIGHT, Electrons are LIGHT Which is your BODY.
So, to give an example of what meditaiton does, An MRI machine alters the bodies magnetic field to spin the electrons faster in the body so they can be photographed *synced in time, anyhow. MRI spins electrons faster, its a magnetic machine.
This heals Cancer btw, and almost all diseas's yet, the effect will go away in time.
Meditation does the same thing. Yet it is FREE, and It Will Heal You by spinning your electrons faster. NO DISEASE CAN LIVE IN LOW WAVE FORMS, High spin is not LOW.
Ancient symbology (CADUCUES COIL) the (Doctors symbol) stands for Vibrational thought controlled light and sound healing.. This symbol is 10,000 + years old..
If you sing, you will heal, NO DOCTOR CAN PROFIT FROM THIS KNOWELDGE>...
DO IT.....
Call me crazy but, When i faced *no doctor can help you. I did what im linking, I am SO MUCH BETTER, Even some docs asked me, HOW DID YOU CURE DIABETES, ETC>... They do not even know anymore or teach, Singing proper tones heals the body
All Bi-Polar people, TURN of Television. It emits frequencies that alter the mind and some people are VERY sensistive to this, TURN it off 2 weeks.... if you feel good, then you know, stay away from the device and any device emiting LOW magnetics like, cell phones especially blue tooth, *those new Cheaper electric light bulbs put of 400% more low wave radiation *look up, DIRTY ELECTRICITY.
These things effect you, notice my words, heed thy call, I speak to you truthfully from my heart, Try it!
If your Serious about healing, do this daily and you will be healed.... watch?v=rlv55N4Y_ao (lam) watch?v=nD5T9YfA8cw (vam) watch?v=4tdJ6_k0OFA (ram) watch?v=EUG0f2QjQic (yah-um) watch?v=42tWbgkayQU (hah-Um) watch?v=pKuKUjTBLWo (yay-om) watch?v=B5zvwx8x2UQ (aum) Chant the sound listed in (here) Do this daily for months, all of them You will need less sleep and gain confidence, lessen stress and HEAL the Human Eletromagnetic field that controls metabolism that controls health.
having bipolar I can relate to you,yes talking about it with people who love care about you is the best way to deal with it!even with your doctor,other health profesionals.
@RobMonty248 medications do not cure, people have been on meds for years that worked, and one day, bam, they no longer work and back comes the mania, the fact is medications dull things down, and i have yet to be on any med that "works" in the sense that i'm so numb the doctors are just happy i'm not in the crazed manic state. nevermind i can hardly function, as long as she's quiet, we're happy. medication is like 10 percent of what "cures" this.
Try DNA repair search, Chakra chants search, shamanism search, how television works search, learn what frequencies do to the mind. Learn about sound and light (which are frequencies).
bi-polar = bi-polarity, alternating pole shifts of the mind. To gain control is to understand the mind, meditation will slow the mind down, lessen stress, then study.. If you need help, im always here for you.
@RobMonty248 oh, yep, misread. i have no problems with meditation my father meditates for stress relief but it proved unsuccessful for me while it worked when i was in a more depressed state, when the mania hits and is at its height its like... 400,000 fast paced thoughts running through my brain and there is no stopping them, and unfortunately thats when i really need it to work.
Please email me as, there is alot more to energy, what meditation does and how to protect this field around us which has been proven REAL, and Fact, Through Kirilian photography.
I wish to help people because i promised Christ I would. So, I am here for you and anyone else. I have time and Ive experienced this *somewhat, I know some others have major levels of this, yet, I can show you many things for free cause i love all.
@xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx There are energy protection techniques. Some people beleive entities cause these attacks that we can not see, so when we take control of our energy these attacks stop after awhile. But when they do happen again, its more noticable and we do our protection again. This proves to work. Weve all looked at our hands and said, THIS IS NOT ME. What if in a way, its not, and its some kinda energy spirit in another dimention we cant see, it is said they feed on emotions of anger.
@xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx so if this is real, we basically pray about protection from our god, who ever you beleive in, etc. If you do not, I did not a long long time, maybe its time to attempt it? Why not?
When i asked christ to assist me, i did receive my answers and still do. Cant push this on people yet, it changed my life and im still who i am, or, more like who i was when i was like 14, i feel like a child again almost always. This worked for me, the energy protection. Lots of Vids on it.
watch this whole thing if your bored, its an amazing story about metals. Which chemistry in the brain actually containts metals. This is not about bi=polar but by the end of it you can learn alot about what a human being is and can do. This does not really teach ancient techniques but simply its part of the process i am on that seems to prove that machines can alter metals to make them into other metals, like christ did. We can manifest health through proper support words and imaginations.
900 + psychological prescription drug. one day religion and activism will also be considered as psychological disorder, I advise every one not to see every mental situation as disorder and start consuming medicine just try once" kapalbhati pranayam" It will flush your brain with oxygen and you will fell energetic and enthusiastic. Just visit my channel and watch the video of baba ramdev
AM TRYING TO GET A GROUP TOGETHER ITS CALLED KIDS WITH BIPOLAR ITS ON FACEBOOK AND IT HAS A BLUE PIC OF A BRAIN AND I AM TRYING TO GET ALLOT OF PEOPLE TO JOIN 2 SUPPORT IT MESSAGE ME FOR THE LINK IF U CAN'T FIND IT PLEASE IF U ARE PASSING BY THIS COMMENT PLEASE JOIN THAT GROUP ON FACEBOOK AND AS FAST AS I CAN GET ALLOT OF PEOPLE MORE THEN LIKE 100,000 PEOPLE TO LIKE MY PAGE I CAN GET AN NON-PROFIT ORGANIZATION TOGETHER AND U GUYS CAN BE PART OF IT SO PLEASE JOIN MY FACEBOOK :) 4 MORE INFO :)
this helped me so much. i don't know your name, miss. i don't know much about you and this is the first video i've watched of yours. but i have been feeling so alone lately. I've been feeling as if I wanted to walk off the face of the earth. i've been feeling so much guilt and in turn, i keep making others around me suffer. but thank goodness you are someone who understands. you have just been my person that let me know that i'm not alone.
The trouble is that you say you are bipolar, this indicates that there are two poles to your disorder. Why not turn it into 8polar disorder, It's great fun and you can choose a different personality every day. You are in fact a very gifted person and you must use this to your advantage. Bipolar is not a disorder, rather a very very excellent condition which fuels genius. Allow your creative juices to flourish, then you will achieve greatness and forget about suicide. BIPOLAR IS A GIFT, TRUST ME
@ImpeachBarakObama@AlienMind24 Sure thing John @ImpeachBarakObama Then open your fucking gift, and strangle yourself with the ribbon you fucking fool. Take your genius fuel, and poor it on yourself and light up. While yes, there is a creative side to BP, the average every day jack ass on the street won't see it that way; they will see you as a freak.
"8polar disorder" What in the fuck are you babbling about? What disorder to you have? Chronic bull shitter? BP causes more pain than good.
youve shown me i can care for a complete stranger,please dont harm yourself,i think your awesome.the way you share your experiences with everyone an give ppl advice,the worlds a better place for having u in it,your beautiful godbless.
This is something so important and so unspoken about. Thanks for giving me a stepping stone to help a young friend online who is I think may be living with bi-polar. I've advised her to see her doc and she's watching your vids now. So thanks you have made a difference. xxx
About the suicide issue....I myself have actually tried to commit suicide....thankfully i didnt succeed obviously...but I want to say listen to that person who is crying for help. They may just need someone to listen to them. I love your videos...they really help me feel not so alone.
@th3planetsghost mine too, i can't stop ruining everyone elses day, wasting everyone's time with argument and tantrum after threats and cries for help
i just try to smoke bud a lot because at least that way the thoughts in my brain SLOW DOWN at least a notch :/
dammit comments are all screwed around just so u know the third is first. the second is second and the first is third. sry going through bad manic episode....
yes me again.... on a more positive note and about the actual videos, you are doing a good job and you are very brave to be comming out in the open with it and in my opinion more people should know how this illness affects people.... people shouldn't critisize about what they don't know. that is one thing that makes me very very agitated. Otherwise hun your doing great and i know how you feel, to an extent anyways... and **alteredbychrist** i agree with you 100%
**continuation of previous comment** the good moods usually bulk together and the bad ones usually bulk together and sometimes you can experience both good and bad at the same time and that usually feels like pure torture. I am 23 years old and have been a bipolar sufferer my whole life but haven't had any meds for it because me or my family cant afford them and because of that my condition is worsening but i hope to soon have that fixed. AND *drwatw* what are the OTHER EXPLANATIONS!!!!
first of all *drwatw* YES this and that can alleviate depression but what about the mania and sometimes regardless if you are doing everything right and what you can to get out of your depression doesn't work it has to do with your MIND you fool and sometimes shit happens (mainly because of the gene pool the sufferer is from). Bipolar is a MOOD disorder meaning extremes in mood flucuations from happy, bouncy, severely sad, extremely angry, irritated, etc etc. the good ones usually bulk 2gethr
Excercise!!!! builds up your serotonin levels, makes you feel better. Eat alot of leafy green vegetables and take vitamin supplements and Omega 3 capsules. Making love is also a good mood elevater.
My sister just died 2 weeks ago and 99.9 % of her everyday life was centered around her disorder.. It Is REAL!!! And you and many others need to wake up and smell the coffee and stop sweeping this under the rug or thinking this is just an excuse. Do you know the torment in the mind of a Bi-Polar individual? unless you do please keep your mouth SHUT!! :-(
LOL! sometimes I have a look of "emptiness" on my face... and slightly sad look... and my boyfriend asks, "What's wrong"? and I open my lips to start a response.. but then pause... stuttered.. stuck.. realizing... 'I.. don't know...." (omg.. why?) lol..
i kno i hav bioplar now((seriously in tears at the moment).. ive been dignosed with ocd already. i can understand exactly how she feels and feel for her some much.
You're a good person. There's no chemical imbalance in your brain, other than that caused by psychiatric pills. Don't believe the greedy myths perpetuated by pharmaceutical companies, psychiatrists, and NAMI. Meds for depression can cause suicide & suicidal thoughts. Under a doctor's care, over months get off of them. There're simpler explanations for at times feeling down and other times acting angry/wild. Research shows that exercise alleviates depression far better than any pill does.
this hits home. i try sometimes to talk about my feelings to certain ppl, i dont want them to think i just want attention but rly i need reasurence that everything will be ok. i want to die so bad sometimes. thanks for posting these videos they help <3
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So what is normal, what do you want, consider yourself very fortunate, i mean you have a roof over your head, food in your fridge, a nice warm bed to sleep in, and people who love you, a lot of people in this world don't have as much as a pot to piss in, and children who are dying of starvation every day! like thousands of other people i also suffer with extreme mental illness, but i work it out on my own, ultimately only you can help you.
What does one do about people who push you away? I was even involved with a mother and child who sold their house, moved away, and wouldn't contact their father.
I spoke to the daughter a lot. I hope she managed okay. She was 15. Both had ADHD, apparently. She had fibro. And was, basically, skipping school. What do you do, you know?
Hi I'm always am thinking about killing myself and have tried it. I made an agreement with my psychiatrist that I would go to a hospital before I get to the point of attempting suicide. Sometimes you can't help thinking about it as long as you don't take action on it.
My sympathies, truly. Try to remember the voice in your head saying "kill yourself" is the disease talking, not you. A big hug for you until you feel better, my friend. Hoping you can get enough sleep and you've got people you can talk to. Drop me a line if you want to talk.
why the fuck is it we all including me gets sick these days????? Where the fuck does it come from`?= Either our food, water or AIR! Society is clinged on to reality tv, but it does not make us psychotic. So where the fuck does the whole chemical balance come from????..?????
MortenBoHansen 2 days ago
Dito...
Ms2smile 1 week ago
hello again jockypay. i feel it. i have thought regularly about suicide, but try to stop these thoughts by telling myself, "i don't really want to do it, i don't want pain, i can't cut my wrists, i can't drink something like bleach. i rationalize my fears of commiting suicide. i take depakote cymbalta risperdol and lamictal. these seem maybe to help, but not really !!!! i get mania sometimes and feel exhillerated about spending on stuppid things. good talking to you...bye happy holidays
SUGARPLUM174 3 months ago
watch?v=tHnS3_DZWEU&feature=related
Amazing story of a farmer who discovers that we can alter metals, we can alter body, we can heal cancers and many other interesting things that point towards what doctors already know, Placebo effect, fake pill that makes the patient think he is healing. Think he is healing.. if we can think ourselfs into healing, we should be able to manifest lead into gold like christ is how i feel..
If we can alter our way of thinking, we can heal easier. its support!
RobMonty248 7 months ago
You say you're not doing this for attention, but I think you are. We just studied this in my PSYC class. Why else would you be on youtube looking for sympothy. You need to talk to your Dr. Bipolar is a very real disorder... Good luck!
MBJB07 8 months ago
I am a Christian and I believe I may have bipolar. I have had thoughts of suicide... like, "If I had a gun... I would" I would say that all the time.
God has helped me so much.
God Loves you and so do I!
I care about you though I have never met you.
We are all brothers and sisters in this world.
*HUGS*
Creationcentral 8 months ago
So I'm just going out on a limb here... You must not date much.
leaddrop 9 months ago
WOW! Thank you for the video! I ALWAYS feel crazy & alone. I have my good days & my really really bad ones & when I have my bad days ppl look @ me like I'm crazy. I told my mom ystrday that I was having a horrible day just bc & she just snapped @ me like it was a joke. I honestly CAN'T help it! & I have been sent to the hospital for suicidal thoughts..I can't be open w/ my feeling bc no cares or listens..they brush me off their shoulders....
Brittanee88 9 months ago
Very brave. Well done.
dibblego 9 months ago
Law of attraction. quantum physics, vortex energy, chakra chants. mantras. meditation, shamansim, homeopathich health stuff, search the terms, Learn about your body or else a doctor will send his child to college on your cashflow.
Healing is actually VERY easy when we ALLOW it..
I wish love for you all, please use this word as if it is the PILL to heal you.
Say I love this, Say I love that, Figure out Fracking FUNNY arse ways to fit in the words I LOVE THIS.
Watch life change FAST!
RobMonty248 11 months ago
WIll thy kingdom to come? Whats Will? Emotions combined with thoughts which = actions... Creations....
Notice the true self, what you expect is coming, the lady in the video even says. I expected a bad time... Expectation is Willing thy kingdom to come.
Part of the problem for me was my mind getting in the way of my heart.
Do we listen to the RED or White guy on our shoulder?
RobMonty248 11 months ago
@RobMonty248 To continue on, I hope this helps others as it did me.
Bi-Polarity (in some reason) in my opinion also as Im no doctor *thank god!
This disease is mostly the repitition of bad thoughts that create into life then we feel bad because we KNEW it was coming yet we can not understand why, well, it is because we focused on it, Now, feeling upset triggers BAD THOUGHTS that create more bad Events, this cycle repeates until we say, I love when this Happens for the rest of life, not HATE.
RobMonty248 11 months ago
Jesus Christ Said, I am LIGHT, I am LOVE. (beyond the science ive shown), Light is magnetics/sound/frequencies. So, Christs is saying, to heal, study LIGHT.
He said, You can do this and grander things too. A doctor is not gonna do it for you.
Those who sat in darkness saw the LIGHT, *meditaiton.*christ again.,.
If you think it your guilty of it, Will thy kingdom to come (mind over matter)
(thought becomes reality). Think with LOVE, Learn the LIGHT, Electrons are LIGHT Which is your BODY.
RobMonty248 11 months ago
So, to give an example of what meditaiton does, An MRI machine alters the bodies magnetic field to spin the electrons faster in the body so they can be photographed *synced in time, anyhow. MRI spins electrons faster, its a magnetic machine.
This heals Cancer btw, and almost all diseas's yet, the effect will go away in time.
Meditation does the same thing. Yet it is FREE, and It Will Heal You by spinning your electrons faster. NO DISEASE CAN LIVE IN LOW WAVE FORMS, High spin is not LOW.
RobMonty248 11 months ago
Ancient symbology (CADUCUES COIL) the (Doctors symbol) stands for Vibrational thought controlled light and sound healing.. This symbol is 10,000 + years old..
If you sing, you will heal, NO DOCTOR CAN PROFIT FROM THIS KNOWELDGE>...
DO IT.....
Call me crazy but, When i faced *no doctor can help you. I did what im linking, I am SO MUCH BETTER, Even some docs asked me, HOW DID YOU CURE DIABETES, ETC>... They do not even know anymore or teach, Singing proper tones heals the body
Now you know
RobMonty248 11 months ago
All Bi-Polar people, TURN of Television. It emits frequencies that alter the mind and some people are VERY sensistive to this, TURN it off 2 weeks.... if you feel good, then you know, stay away from the device and any device emiting LOW magnetics like, cell phones especially blue tooth, *those new Cheaper electric light bulbs put of 400% more low wave radiation *look up, DIRTY ELECTRICITY.
These things effect you, notice my words, heed thy call, I speak to you truthfully from my heart, Try it!
RobMonty248 11 months ago
RobMonty248 11 months ago
No one believes me
FRANKYJXx 11 months ago
having bipolar I can relate to you,yes talking about it with people who love care about you is the best way to deal with it!even with your doctor,other health profesionals.
woodworker604 1 year ago
Meditation cures bi-polar.. do it, forget about dis-agreements... I will not reply to angry people..
Do the meditations, listen to this song..
watch?v=x2C4mLY5I_E
LET GO OF ALL NEGATIVE THOUGHTS, I DONT WANT IS NEGATIVE.
I LOVE this, I want this, POSITIVE....
We attract when we think, law of attraction, were all already doing it, noticing isnt hard..
LEarn quantum physics and you can use the heart to heal the body.
RobMonty248 1 year ago
@RobMonty248 medications do not cure, people have been on meds for years that worked, and one day, bam, they no longer work and back comes the mania, the fact is medications dull things down, and i have yet to be on any med that "works" in the sense that i'm so numb the doctors are just happy i'm not in the crazed manic state. nevermind i can hardly function, as long as she's quiet, we're happy. medication is like 10 percent of what "cures" this.
xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx 11 months ago
@xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx Yes, i said meditation, not medication..
Are we ok with this?
Try DNA repair search, Chakra chants search, shamanism search, how television works search, learn what frequencies do to the mind. Learn about sound and light (which are frequencies).
bi-polar = bi-polarity, alternating pole shifts of the mind. To gain control is to understand the mind, meditation will slow the mind down, lessen stress, then study.. If you need help, im always here for you.
=)
RobMonty248 11 months ago
@RobMonty248 oh, yep, misread. i have no problems with meditation my father meditates for stress relief but it proved unsuccessful for me while it worked when i was in a more depressed state, when the mania hits and is at its height its like... 400,000 fast paced thoughts running through my brain and there is no stopping them, and unfortunately thats when i really need it to work.
xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx 11 months ago
@xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx we need to talk outside of a 500 word limit, ok?
Please email me as, there is alot more to energy, what meditation does and how to protect this field around us which has been proven REAL, and Fact, Through Kirilian photography.
I wish to help people because i promised Christ I would. So, I am here for you and anyone else. I have time and Ive experienced this *somewhat, I know some others have major levels of this, yet, I can show you many things for free cause i love all.
RobMonty248 11 months ago
@xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx There are energy protection techniques. Some people beleive entities cause these attacks that we can not see, so when we take control of our energy these attacks stop after awhile. But when they do happen again, its more noticable and we do our protection again. This proves to work. Weve all looked at our hands and said, THIS IS NOT ME. What if in a way, its not, and its some kinda energy spirit in another dimention we cant see, it is said they feed on emotions of anger.
RobMonty248 7 months ago
@xXxXBleedPurpleXxXx so if this is real, we basically pray about protection from our god, who ever you beleive in, etc. If you do not, I did not a long long time, maybe its time to attempt it? Why not?
When i asked christ to assist me, i did receive my answers and still do. Cant push this on people yet, it changed my life and im still who i am, or, more like who i was when i was like 14, i feel like a child again almost always. This worked for me, the energy protection. Lots of Vids on it.
RobMonty248 7 months ago
watch this whole thing if your bored, its an amazing story about metals. Which chemistry in the brain actually containts metals. This is not about bi=polar but by the end of it you can learn alot about what a human being is and can do. This does not really teach ancient techniques but simply its part of the process i am on that seems to prove that machines can alter metals to make them into other metals, like christ did. We can manifest health through proper support words and imaginations.
RobMonty248 7 months ago
900 + psychological prescription drug. one day religion and activism will also be considered as psychological disorder, I advise every one not to see every mental situation as disorder and start consuming medicine just try once" kapalbhati pranayam" It will flush your brain with oxygen and you will fell energetic and enthusiastic. Just visit my channel and watch the video of baba ramdev
vivekapply 1 year ago
AM TRYING TO GET A GROUP TOGETHER ITS CALLED KIDS WITH BIPOLAR ITS ON FACEBOOK AND IT HAS A BLUE PIC OF A BRAIN AND I AM TRYING TO GET ALLOT OF PEOPLE TO JOIN 2 SUPPORT IT MESSAGE ME FOR THE LINK IF U CAN'T FIND IT PLEASE IF U ARE PASSING BY THIS COMMENT PLEASE JOIN THAT GROUP ON FACEBOOK AND AS FAST AS I CAN GET ALLOT OF PEOPLE MORE THEN LIKE 100,000 PEOPLE TO LIKE MY PAGE I CAN GET AN NON-PROFIT ORGANIZATION TOGETHER AND U GUYS CAN BE PART OF IT SO PLEASE JOIN MY FACEBOOK :) 4 MORE INFO :)
dj02tc5 1 year ago
wasnt she on 'pregnant & bipolar'
Inathi12 1 year ago
this helped me so much. i don't know your name, miss. i don't know much about you and this is the first video i've watched of yours. but i have been feeling so alone lately. I've been feeling as if I wanted to walk off the face of the earth. i've been feeling so much guilt and in turn, i keep making others around me suffer. but thank goodness you are someone who understands. you have just been my person that let me know that i'm not alone.
thanks.
Lucy
lucylove523 1 year ago
The trouble is that you say you are bipolar, this indicates that there are two poles to your disorder. Why not turn it into 8polar disorder, It's great fun and you can choose a different personality every day. You are in fact a very gifted person and you must use this to your advantage. Bipolar is not a disorder, rather a very very excellent condition which fuels genius. Allow your creative juices to flourish, then you will achieve greatness and forget about suicide. BIPOLAR IS A GIFT, TRUST ME
ImpeachBarakObama 1 year ago
@ImpeachBarakObama@AlienMind24 Sure thing John @ImpeachBarakObama Then open your fucking gift, and strangle yourself with the ribbon you fucking fool. Take your genius fuel, and poor it on yourself and light up. While yes, there is a creative side to BP, the average every day jack ass on the street won't see it that way; they will see you as a freak.
"8polar disorder" What in the fuck are you babbling about? What disorder to you have? Chronic bull shitter? BP causes more pain than good.
tomcat13claws 1 year ago
you shouild really try to read scientolgy books it really helps dont even go to the south park funny things its real try it........
AlienMind24 1 year ago
Your words sound very true to me. Thank you for your openness.
PoncijusLakunas 1 year ago
youve shown me i can care for a complete stranger,please dont harm yourself,i think your awesome.the way you share your experiences with everyone an give ppl advice,the worlds a better place for having u in it,your beautiful godbless.
8DJUSTINCREDIBLE 1 year ago
This is something so important and so unspoken about. Thanks for giving me a stepping stone to help a young friend online who is I think may be living with bi-polar. I've advised her to see her doc and she's watching your vids now. So thanks you have made a difference. xxx
BeWytched 1 year ago
About the suicide issue....I myself have actually tried to commit suicide....thankfully i didnt succeed obviously...but I want to say listen to that person who is crying for help. They may just need someone to listen to them. I love your videos...they really help me feel not so alone.
nickiadcock1974444 1 year ago
you are lucky actually, your bipolar seems daily, mine is literally changing every minute. every hour. roller coaster of shit.
th3planetsghost 1 year ago
@th3planetsghost mine too, i can't stop ruining everyone elses day, wasting everyone's time with argument and tantrum after threats and cries for help
i just try to smoke bud a lot because at least that way the thoughts in my brain SLOW DOWN at least a notch :/
lucylove523 1 year ago
@lucylove523 me to haha
th3planetsghost 1 year ago
you are beautiful.
samael909 1 year ago
i feel the same sometimes, and there are people who don't understand this, but watching your videos makes that I am not alone. thank you
shally420 2 years ago
dammit comments are all screwed around just so u know the third is first. the second is second and the first is third. sry going through bad manic episode....
mehlyssa 2 years ago
yes me again.... on a more positive note and about the actual videos, you are doing a good job and you are very brave to be comming out in the open with it and in my opinion more people should know how this illness affects people.... people shouldn't critisize about what they don't know. that is one thing that makes me very very agitated. Otherwise hun your doing great and i know how you feel, to an extent anyways... and **alteredbychrist** i agree with you 100%
mehlyssa 2 years ago
**continuation of previous comment** the good moods usually bulk together and the bad ones usually bulk together and sometimes you can experience both good and bad at the same time and that usually feels like pure torture. I am 23 years old and have been a bipolar sufferer my whole life but haven't had any meds for it because me or my family cant afford them and because of that my condition is worsening but i hope to soon have that fixed. AND *drwatw* what are the OTHER EXPLANATIONS!!!!
mehlyssa 2 years ago
first of all *drwatw* YES this and that can alleviate depression but what about the mania and sometimes regardless if you are doing everything right and what you can to get out of your depression doesn't work it has to do with your MIND you fool and sometimes shit happens (mainly because of the gene pool the sufferer is from). Bipolar is a MOOD disorder meaning extremes in mood flucuations from happy, bouncy, severely sad, extremely angry, irritated, etc etc. the good ones usually bulk 2gethr
mehlyssa 2 years ago
I love you sweetie
julianxavier1st 2 years ago
Excercise!!!! builds up your serotonin levels, makes you feel better. Eat alot of leafy green vegetables and take vitamin supplements and Omega 3 capsules. Making love is also a good mood elevater.
jreeberg 2 years ago
Few people know what torment mental people emdure.
Last year I had 28 ECT
The ECT did bring me out of the depression.
But did nothing for the suicide thoughts
I plan my death every moment of every day
It is non ending torment, and at the right moment it will end
The meds might be helping, but I know they have side effects
I shake violently now(very hard to eat)and can not find words I want to say
Just want to crush this monster out of my head
Do not judge me, just understand
jrsinner 2 years ago
you are so pretty!
bigbitchification 2 years ago
My sister just died 2 weeks ago and 99.9 % of her everyday life was centered around her disorder.. It Is REAL!!! And you and many others need to wake up and smell the coffee and stop sweeping this under the rug or thinking this is just an excuse. Do you know the torment in the mind of a Bi-Polar individual? unless you do please keep your mouth SHUT!! :-(
AlteredByChrist 2 years ago 15
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I'm so sorry for the loss of your sister.
jrsinner 2 years ago
LOL! sometimes I have a look of "emptiness" on my face... and slightly sad look... and my boyfriend asks, "What's wrong"? and I open my lips to start a response.. but then pause... stuttered.. stuck.. realizing... 'I.. don't know...." (omg.. why?) lol..
sophie264 2 years ago
i kno i hav bioplar now((seriously in tears at the moment).. ive been dignosed with ocd already. i can understand exactly how she feels and feel for her some much.
shane1diesel 2 years ago
You're a good person. There's no chemical imbalance in your brain, other than that caused by psychiatric pills. Don't believe the greedy myths perpetuated by pharmaceutical companies, psychiatrists, and NAMI. Meds for depression can cause suicide & suicidal thoughts. Under a doctor's care, over months get off of them. There're simpler explanations for at times feeling down and other times acting angry/wild. Research shows that exercise alleviates depression far better than any pill does.
drwatw 2 years ago
this hits home. i try sometimes to talk about my feelings to certain ppl, i dont want them to think i just want attention but rly i need reasurence that everything will be ok. i want to die so bad sometimes. thanks for posting these videos they help <3
mindyflann 2 years ago
hello, i have been researching up on bipolar and how it is a chronic illness.
i want to show every one in my health studies class how terrible bipolar can be and how it is not a laughing matter.
would it be ok for me to add your clip to one of my power point slides about bipolar mood disorder.
i really want to try get through to my classmates how bad bipolar can be and how it can change your life forever...
toreh99 2 years ago
Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!
I don't feel alone and like a freak anymore.
You are a beautiful human being.
May God bless you with peace of mind and true eternal happiness.
x
SufiShia 3 years ago 15
I don't think you are freak...I have a wife bipolar and she's getting worse regards to my best tries to help her.
The biggest problem about it from what I know...is not admitting that something is wrong coz it leaves a person helpless and harmful...
zmajski777 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
So what is normal, what do you want, consider yourself very fortunate, i mean you have a roof over your head, food in your fridge, a nice warm bed to sleep in, and people who love you, a lot of people in this world don't have as much as a pot to piss in, and children who are dying of starvation every day! like thousands of other people i also suffer with extreme mental illness, but i work it out on my own, ultimately only you can help you.
jimabbo247 3 years ago
you're beautiful.
nowaywontpay 3 years ago 3
In that situation, it seems your hands are tied. At least you know you tried your best though.
joskypay 3 years ago
What does one do about people who push you away? I was even involved with a mother and child who sold their house, moved away, and wouldn't contact their father.
I spoke to the daughter a lot. I hope she managed okay. She was 15. Both had ADHD, apparently. She had fibro. And was, basically, skipping school. What do you do, you know?
Heather, very old story
wordwan 3 years ago
Have you got my message about the Daily Strength Site? - Hope you are feeling better now.
view1960 4 years ago
Hope things have gotten atleast a little better.I have Bipolar too,I hope you have the support you need to get through this one.
velaz94 4 years ago
Im following you until this video
Hawk212 4 years ago
Hi I'm always am thinking about killing myself and have tried it. I made an agreement with my psychiatrist that I would go to a hospital before I get to the point of attempting suicide. Sometimes you can't help thinking about it as long as you don't take action on it.
embxs 4 years ago
My sympathies, truly. Try to remember the voice in your head saying "kill yourself" is the disease talking, not you. A big hug for you until you feel better, my friend. Hoping you can get enough sleep and you've got people you can talk to. Drop me a line if you want to talk.
Achillesinhistent 4 years ago