self injury..

[ParisPiranha]

I hope you're doing alot better now.. i'm watching this in 2012. I hope your pain made you stronger.. and i ask myself the same: am i beautiful behind my scars?. i think the answer FOR EVERYONE that cuts is.. yes.

[brittasaurxD]

I know how you feel...but why post something like this on youtube? Go tell someone you know that can help, not strangers.

[heidi10174]

this video is pretty much how i feel. :(

ur mom REALLY sounds like a bitch though. what she's doing to u is psychological abuse, u REALLY need to tell someone about her b4 she gets worse. believe me, if u don't tell anyone she may get violent. and i don't mean to scare u, but it's VERY important that u tell a counselor or an adult about her. u don't have to tell them u cut, cuz i no how hard that is, but at least tell them about ur mom. 

[TheSammikinz]

wanting love and attention but you just stay hidden

[TheSammikinz]

thinking its not fair because no one can save you wondering what makes you so different then everybody else why arent you good enough why????

[TheSammikinz]

praying and praying but that dont help either so you give it up to wanting to be happy but you cant remember when you ever were and you try to hold yourself together but everyday in private you fall apart wishing you had someone to hold you as you cry relizing that will never happen because your nothing except a screw up wanting to die but your to scared so you go on but its not even worth it waiting for the day youve taken to much and you finally explode and kill yourself because no one cared

[heidi10174]

@TheSammikinz that's exactly how i feel. but i just keep on praying cuz i no God can help me, i just have to help myself as he's helping me. but idk how 2 yet, but i will one day. i hope. :(

[TheSammikinz]

i know how it feels you walk through life with a fake smile just praying someone will see through it and save you but no one ever does and inside you know the reason is your not good enough and you will never be good enough and knowing that you have nothing to live for and day by day you cry yourself to sleep having nothing thats how it is for me and all you want is for some one to care but no one does so you pretend your ok but in reality you never will be so you give up and die more each day

[XxChildoftheReaperxX]

i relapsed last night

[darkcrow235]

Wow that shit is deep hope it all works out

[DJDhananjayK]

If someone loved me the way you do your friend, I'd be very lucky. We are special crimsonregret, we possess powers to love people the way a normal person can only dream of. We never got enough love and that's the reason we understand what love means; we are the only ones that do. If I could, I would have been your friend, your saviour, your cheer; for living is harder than dying and I wouldn't see anyone die just because of some people. Look around you, there are people like the 14 commentors&me

[UnhappyMoment]

I wish i could help but my life is the same

[allyhatesyourface]

I love you, stranger. I have faith in you.

[Megahoumi]

great vid !!

[kisstbut]

hunni you are not alone i struggle with it too

this mite make things worse but tell your mom

"i am not ubgrateful i am an amazing person juss because you have problems dont mean take them out on ME YOUR CHILD"

message me ill help you through it

your life is important wether she sees it or not

[musicgal369]

You don't need someone to save you - there is no one that has a power that you don't. You have the power within to make things better. I know it's hard and takes time, but you can do it.

[cullensbellatwilight]

what song is it??

[crimsonregret000]

nobody by amy studt

[jbconverse89]

Saosin- You're not Alone, Good song!

But I loved the video and thanks for sharing =)

and You don't have to listen to me because it's over a comment and I'm not even one yet buttt....I hear Jesus will love you no matter what you did or what others think...I've heard

But Good Luck! <3

[imemo2]

aaaaaaww why no love for the unloved we need love

[lizziebobizzy]

wow... thas so deep! totally know where you are coming from! i feel that way at times... till this day.... just know you're not alone.

[ParamoreObsessives]

if tht stuff about falling for someones truee then poor youu. I ahve the same problemmss :'(

[theoneandonlySPK]

i liked it, poor you.

[RachelTalent]

awesome vid. the picture on 2:30 is so true great job really. love this vid. thanks for sharing your story <3

[MamaChickenKid]

it sounds so familiar...great vid btw :)

[anishabakhda]

great video

xxx