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  • Fuck you too. You pathetic woman. You gonna lose everything and your ex is going to get it all. And I hope he does. Now where's that cardboard box you are gonna need it.

  • It's been awhile. *grins*

    I'm glad you're not gonna take it anymore.

    Go ninja go ninja go!

  • Great to hear from you!

    Long week, but I got everything completed that I could~

  • You're awesome... this is great!

  • Now that's not very nice to share so little!

    Interestingly enough, I have the Dali painting on my FB page where the ants are walking on the clock~

    I do hope you share. :)

  • Bum deal, but you got to do what you got to do.

  • Exactly. And so I'm doing it!

  • Well at least the Bear didn't get you!!

    People think monkeys are cute but people don't realize that they are very very strong. Even the little cute ones are strong and dangerous!!

    They're all strong enough to to yank your Testicles off like a paper towel.

    So monkeys and ex's are something to stay away from!!!

    So here's a banana for you. ~:^)

    monkey & business

  • I suppose I should be grateful not to have testicles?

    Bananas for everyone!

    Monkey M. & Rolling S.

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  • your hair is sexy, but don't you ever think of cutting it? shortening it and with it shortening your misery? some change might do you some good. spring is in the horizon! hey, i'll find you in facebook!

  • Oh... I need a haircut!

    Aggravation? Yes. Misery? No. :)

  • it's depressing these days, how one person can mess your life up so much... makes me want to go off in the woods and live a nice peaceful hippie life..........

    oh and I added you on facebook then realized that A.you don't know who I am and B. even if you knew me on here it isn't my name.... anyways I digress my name is Eric if you care to add me that's cool if not that's cool too either way

  • No problem with the add & thank you!

    The laws are quite convoluted to be sure...

    There is a happy balance one can find with the

    woods and reality if you take the time to stop and enjoy!

  • you said "like a monkey on my back" like it was a bad thing. i think it would be awsome to have a monkey.

    and your X is an ass! tell him charlie said he'll get back monkey too poo fling him!

  • Nice Charlie! Monkey's are cool to be sure, especially the ones who fling and the proper people. ;)

  • hope you get through this alright and intact

  • There is no doubt of that...

    While the situation has been tedious,

    I know that everything will unfold as intended.

    Thank you~

  • Stay strong dude!!

  • Always! Thank you~ =)

  • Heidi, you're never boring, never! Sorry to hear that the troubles have continued but hey, you're taking good care of yourself and doing what you need to do. Love ya, girl... hang in! Suze

  • Hanging tough Suze...

    I suppose my mundane life seems trivial

    in the grand scheme of things but the I remember

    that not many people are willing to share their lives~

    Much love to you~ Heidi

  • Sorry to here about the bullshit your having to go through with your ex.

    Big hugs to Heidi xXx

  • Thanks Grifter~ I've been here before

    it's just time to take the situation and level it... ;)

    A big hug back. Take care of yourself!

  • thanks pray for me that I get a 2nd chance to enlist in the marines? I also send u facebook friend request, add me?

  • Yes, just make a note letting me know you are the marine

    who is trying to reenlist. I wish for you peace with whatever happens.

  • Wish u peace and happiness, God bless.

  • Very sweet of you~ my sincere thanks.

  • NO MORE SAD VIDEOS DAMMIT

  • i don't why you find this sad... It's just life! 

    My only other option was to not make a vlog~

  • I am so sorry to hear that you have to go through yet more crap. But, you are right...it's life and we just have to deal with these things as they occur. I hope that you get some assistance where it's needed from the congressman. All the best!

  • "...it's life and we just have to deal with these things as they occur." Exactly. You can make yourself ill with worry or you can do what you can and know that you did the very best you could!

    Thank you~

  • girl I hear u I am getting help from Senators and stuff because I need help getting back into the Marines, the US Govt fucked us all especcily with Obama

  • I'm sorry to hear this, but I am glad that you are using those who were elected to help represent your situation.

    It's why we elected them, and people forget this~

    I hope things go smoothly for you.

  • Nice to see you again. Hope things work out for you.

  • Thanks Paul! They will work out.

    I must believe that truth means something to the law.

  • I am sorry for your shitty struggles.... you don't deserve this... no one does.... I hope you can somehow pass through this unscathed and still maintain your piece of mind. You are an earth spirit, and are loved...just know that. And your mojo is good as well... so it'll like... moonblast all the crap outta the way so you can jeep jeep right through..... Long hair

  • Having my mind at peace with this situation will be a

    relief. In the meantime, I appreciate the things that I do have and hold them close. Think of Haiti & you will find perspective.

  • Mother Nature will always remind you of what matters if you take the time to stop and listen ~

    I am alive & blessed! I do wish things could be plowed through like the jeep in snow, but things do take time and the only thing that will solve this issue is patience, will and love. My hair grows fast! It's time to get it cut... :)

  • Please do not fly a plane into the IRS, IRS sucks but you ROCK!

  • DUDE!!! Too funny. I got the letters the same day that happened. Last Thursday is when I went to the Lawyers office to set up an appointment for Friday.

    I found out that night about the IRS building and someone said they thought it was a Piper Plane. Well

    I joked around with it since I live where Piper made there planes in PA. The next day I found out from the

    legal secretary that it was indeed a Piper...

    No worries~ not my demeanor!

    So funny you mentioned this! ~Thank you

  • Geesh...you're still going through that? It's guys like that...that give us a bad name! Then you meet a woman who has gone through something similar...and they act like you did it! But one thing I can tell you is this: Nice nose :)

  • Hey Victor... I recently saw more pictures of where my nose came from, but that's a long and personal story.

    Anyway, yes... this continues. So you know, I know many woman who have done much worse things to men in divorce situations, so no bad names given to either sex!

    It does however take a toll on trust. I like my nose too! :)

  • Good to see you around again.

    I feel as if i need to go & get the back story to this vlog.

    I hope you get it all sorted out in the end. It's sounds as if you've had quite a battle :)

  • I did a vlog years ago call "let's get married" that was meant as sarcasm... I was very upset at how twisted our legal system is~ It's not worth the bother really.

    Just one of life's messes that needs to be

    cleaned up! It has been a battle~

    I really do enjoy your vlogs! :)

  • Thanks & the feeling is mutual about the vlogs :)

  • Don't take any shit! You keep going, girl! You deserve to be treated with respect:) Love you!

  • Treated with respect to be sure!

    Thank you for the affirmation. Excellent! =)

  • Good luck with everything, hope you sort this shit out.

  • No hoping... this MUST happen or the wrath of my

    being will be exposed on the internet! (joking, kind of~)

  • "F*** you and get your shit together" - Very good advice, and given with such conviction. Excellent vlog, good to see you again.

  • The truth always makes for a good vlog, doesn't it?

    *sigh* what a fucktard and bless Inmendham for exposing me to the word.

    It's perfectly suited for such a situation! ;)

    Thanks Ken & great to see you as well!

  • makes no sense wanting to keep facebook just personal but putting link in the sidebar :-)

  • My friend noted I couldn't be found... so note added.

    They have lots of filters and I miss a lot of people who

    I would interact with on here. I really do! =)

  • Venting accurately is good having room for hope is better. Burning bridges is sometimes not enough - you have to wash them away. It will pass ∞♥

  • I really am enjoying this ~ almost something I need to ponder further and digest. I appreciate that! Thank you!

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  • I meant to say Heart.

    Just getting in from work. I'm sorry to hear about this situation, you know I am. We have to chat soon, eh?

  • It's been too long...

    I see you back there~

    We should absolutely chill out & catch up.

    Sounds like a plan to me. Always a pleasure~

  • Hi Heidi. You endured enough. You gave your ex husband many chances... But, he keeps screwing with your financial (Joint or Individual) , ex taking another 2nd mortgage without you asking.. Even If I'm not wrong or right, but still, it is NOT OK. I hope stay strong and standing tall. Enough is enough. NO MERCY on Him! Seriously.

  • I had forgotten that you know the WHOLE DEAL! It's been that long~ My mercy, well I can't find any.

    Self preservation time! No more civil court shit.

    I'm done! My hands are tied by his own rope.

    More than enough to be sure~

    Thank you and take care! ~Heidi

  • Your hair is so lovely and long!

    You seem to be way strong enough to deal with most things that come your way and so I'm not at all worried about you.

    Be safe :)

  • I was thinking about getting it cut.

    I love your videos... sorry I haven't been around.

    You know ~ that damn life thing. ;)

    No worries... worst case scenario a YT rant

    which always fees good! ~Take care and my thanks

  • I'm still paying the IRS from the BS my ex-wife pulled on me. I know how frustrating it is. Bad credit until God-only-knows-when. My fault for marrying the .... well ... all in the past now.

    Hope you can move forward soon.

  • I am grateful that I am not dealing with a large sum from the IRS, but it isn't mine and I need to be free of the whole deal. It's like getting divorced 4 or 5 times a year~

    Not cool. LOL.

    I see forward movement on the horizon...

    Everything that I can put into motion I have,

    so now I wait and do my best with patience.

    I'm getting good at it! I'm learning something~ ;)

  • Keep your chin up, things are bound to get better once you finally get your ex off your back. I'm sure someday you'll meet a guy that will treat you with the respect that you deserve and not play stupid mind games

  • "you'll meet a guy that will treat you with the respect that you deserve and not play stupid mind games"

    Agreed! My chin is up... thank you!

  • Never boring Heidi. I am sorry you are having to go through all this. Listening to what you said confirmed we think alike. I agree with you about it not being very nice and I wouldn't have done it either unless forced to. Sometimes though you just have to not be nice unpleasant though it may be.

    Good to hear from you. :)

    - Another Heidi. *grin*

  • Thank you for the heads up on FB.

    I had no idea! I put a link in the sidebar.

    Everyone says I should have just done this or that to him but it's hard when you want to be fair with a loved one. However, this is unacceptable! LOL

    Looking forward to seeing you more! ~Heidi

  • I had a fucktard many moons ago and every now and then his fucktardiness comes back to haunt. It was a lot of work to separate his BS from my name! arg!

    hang in there, it'll get better xx

  • I'm hanging tough, but it is nice to be able to commiserate. I am sorry you had to deal with such shit as well. I forgot how much cheap therapy this venue brings!

    Hoping this finds you well! ~Heidi

  • fucktard. good moment in realization.

  • There is not other word that seemed as fitting~

  • strangely, i am guessing and agreeing, there would absolutely be no other...

  • It's a bummer to see you SO sad, disappointed and frustrated.

    Things will get better. My life REALLY blows right now, yet I keep pressing on.

    My Father-in-law used to say: If it was easy, everyone would do it.

    Keep hangin' in ther, Heidi!

  • I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going well for you,

    but your father-in-law sounds quite wise!

    It's not that sad anymore, but it can be overwhelming!

  • i feel ya Heidi ♥

  • Thank you for your empathy~

  • Ah that sucks Heidi. Hope it works out.

    Ben.

  • Hi Ben! This too shall pass, as my father tells me!

    Hope you and your son are doing well!

  • Best wishes!

  • Thank you Carroll! =)

  • men are such assholes!!! ugh well hope ya get threw it ok im sure ya will. jus another mountain in life ...might be a bigone but jus dont look back and do what you gota do for you....and fuck you i say to ur X...

  • @heavenlycharm86 You're SO mature...

    Don't pigeon-hole all men into the "asshole box".

    Some people are assholes, some aren't.

  • @radimage~ While I ultimately agree with what you are saying here,

    and I understand it is not directed at me, I have to say that it may not be a matter of maturity. Depending on our life circumstances and experiences, we hold certain beliefs that just need to be opened up a bit.

    We all can be assholes, myself included! ;)

  • @heavenlycharm86~ I appreciate your empathy. The sad thing is I don't think him to be an asshole. I don't think this is being done out of malice. Avoidance is game he has always played,

    wishing things away. Life isn't that easy~

  • hang in there

  • Hanging tough! :)

    Thank you~

  • Geez, I hate to see you have to go to this much trouble to get on with your life. I know how it is to have someone who won't let go, no matter how demented, they'll do anything to stay connected. Obviously you know what you have to do and are prepared to do it, and yes, it does piss you off to be put in a position of doing things that aren't in your nature. Try not to let it interfere with your peace any more than it has to. Standing by you in spirit...

  • Thank you and great to see you as always~

    Yes, more than anything I am upset that my hand has been forced to play cards I wish I didn't hold.

    All the same, he has had years to clean this mess up

    not only for me but for himself. If anything, I'm doing us both a favor as e must truly be obtuse to think that these issues are just going to vanish~

  • Mmm...that sucks. That is why I'm so very careful in those I pick. Your Ex sounds like a prick.

    It is interesting though that you are going to seek help from a Congressman. I'm very curious on the circumstances as to why.

    Anyhow, do not despair. When shit gets sticky, keep on pushing. It is a learning experience and makes you who you are. Never forget that.

  • That's the thing~ my ex is not a prick. Careless and irresponsible, yes. Intentionally cruel? Not at all.

    In short, and considering the current deal an IRS situation, the congressman is able to do things that most lawyers can not do, and he represents me~

    He is in a position for him and advisers to provide

    me with the most accurate and up to date info

    and for free~

    I'm trying to appreciate the process, but it is getting old!

  • That is rather sad.

    Personally, I don't get why federal taxes aren't collected by individual states from citizens of said state, which the federal government collect federal taxes from the states as a whole. I guess the IRS wouldn't seem as threatening then.

    The system is rather old or mundane. Bureaucracy at it's best.

    Anyhow, your videos are inspiring. I strategize almost every move I make. Within in three months I'll be vogging(?). Not sure on vlogging, since I may revolutionize it.

  • I like the way think~ on many levels!

    Looking forward to seeing your plans come

    to fruition... vlogging revolutionized, eh?

    You have my attention! ~Heidi

  • Well, thank you!

    lol, *revolutionized*. Definitely no one has done it before. That fact and that I'll be archiving is what makes it so appealing. Additionally, it would be beneficial to me and other people. It is like killing five birds with one stone.

    I'll throw you a line when I start doing it. The reason I have to wait two to three months is because I'll be visiting family. I can't have the work interrupted. It will be a lot of work, which is why most can't do it.

  • sorry about the back monkeys of friend boys past.

    hope dinner was tasty and nourishing.

    xo

  • The meal was incredible. My fridge broke and I wanted fresh food, so the salad bar was most appreciated!

    As well as the company.....

    Now, how did you return? PM me on that one if you can.

    I always wondered about heidi1970~ peace love.

  • I hope things are looking up for you. Sounds likea lot of hassle to go through.

    I have a 'internet friends' facebook as well as a personal one. I don't blame you for keeping it to personal friends/family.

  • I didn't even think to do that, but at this point it all seems relative... plus they now have filters.

    It's been great catching up with old friends and seeing them experience the web. Most didn't know what skype was and now they almost all have cameras! :)

    It's a hassle to be sure... but I am hoping to appreciate the experience. I have to look at things positively! ;)

  • My 'public' facebook is Brian Answers if you want to add me :)

    take care!

  • Thanks Brian! =)

  • I stand and applaud you for saying the words to your ex. It may seem or feel harsh to have to file the charges but look at it this way. He didn't seem to feel bad about putting you in the position. I know you know if there is anything I can do I will do my best. I don't do Facebook, probably one of the few people still left that doesn't so I will continue to check in on your activities here.------------GW

  • I hope to keep posting as my life allows~

    I'll say this, it really did feel good to say publicly

    what I was feeling. An emotional purging?

    You are such a kind person... and so patient.

    As always, my sincere thanks to you. ~Heidi

  • Moving forward. Sounds like a good direction.

  • Backwards is futile and feeling stagnate just sucks!

    Hope this finds you well... *ping* as you can. ;)

  • you look lovely and were missed.

  • Thank you for these kind words~

  • are you gonna ask everyone to marry you again? ;)

    yes, fuck you heidi's ex, please stop your shenanigans so the nice lady can have some peace.

    what did you have for late dinndinn heidstar?

  • I'm still getting thoughtful proposals ~ my sarcasm didn't seem to be as affective as I had hoped.

    A wonderful salad bar, fish and shrimp... some apps in between and a lovely beer! =)

  • Where are the applications?=P

  • did you just get out of the shower? or the rain? your hair is wet?

  • Just got out of the shower... I was getting ready to go out for a late dinner. I have many thoughts in the shower...

    You will see in several of my vlogs wet hair

    due to this habit I seem to have!

  • Cleanliness is next o vloglyness.

  • If no one hasn't told you that you are a beautiful soul toay then let me be the first. I know words don't help as much as wished but I hope things work out.

  • Thank you kind sir. Things will work out~ I must believe

    this to be true. If they don't, then you will see one hell of a rant vlog flying out of my channel!

    You wishes are welcome~ :)

  • The past seems to bite back at the worst of times. I always look foward to long videos. I just hope things iron out some.

  • I´ll be missing you i´ts good to see you not in in your best moment but i hope the best for you take care precious.

  • It's a decent moment and everything is in motion.

    I couldn't ask for anything more.

    It does feel good to vent!

    Thank you for your kind thoughts! :)

  • HA! I knew you luv'd me mor grrrl and this here proofs it. You aint neva call the law on me cept fur that time when the re-ward got high enough to get yur smokes and thet buket o lard you always wanted fur cookin. I knowd you always wanted me more tnan any otha man and baby grrrl I'm all yurs (and Macon County's til May). Ima gettin out soon now thet thet goat decided not to press charges an I'll be on by to brush yur hair and sing ya soothin songs on the banjo. Then we kin git drunk. Luv U

  • When I get a hold of that banjo, you know exactly

    where I will be shoving it, so you best get a move on!!!

    (love hearing from you... too funny!)

  • Now Grrl Im as inna hurry as much as you are fur some wild wacky tween the sheets but I dun told you already I aint inta that wierd kinky F O R E I G N object in painful places stuff. Save that fur yur city slickers & college experimentation phase. U an Me can get plenty wild with just the corn mash, a pair o boots and that feather duster thingy you dance around in. I promise thar wont be no fars this time and you look darn good covered in soot anyhow plus yur hair grew back jus fine. Luv U

  • lmfao.... what to do with you! Covered in soot I was indeed after I cleaned out the wood stove on Sunday. Damn near a chimney fire! (oh this is REALLY funny!)

  • Would you plz friend me sos I can email.  Thx

  • That's not a monkey on your back, it's just a Matilda behind you. ;o)

  • Oh Miss. Tilly, how dear she is!

    Now take the ball and go~

    My thanks to you and

    your tolerance!

    ~Heidi

  • much love to you. sorry we havent had a nice long talk lately.

    you are a strong woman, i hope you know that....do what you have to do, and dont look back. he did this to himself...there is always a choice...

    good luck, even though you dont need it

    =)

  • You know my numbers and this is my down time... feed the stove and keep warm, so call as your time allows.

    I'll be glad to put the final nail in this coffin. =)

    Much love to you as always! ~Heidi

    (heh... thank you for the link!)

  • oh that Facebook thing makes sense.

  • Hi! It makes sense in what way?

  • :D I think sometimes people can be too nice when the opposite is what is needed.

  • To be sure. I loved him. I will always have love for him, but damn! I really thought he would pull his shit together.

    It seems funny to me ~ people who think that they can run away from their problems, knowing that the issues

    tend to be self-contained...

  • Hello,Heidi.

    I feel your anger and anguish. Alas,fucktards  need to have their noses rubbed in it, when they get so far out of hand.

    It is good to see you vlogging again. Any snippet of your life you wish to shre,helps me understand the real you more.

    Fuck him,he will reap what he has sown. Charges are a good idea. You will feel closure. As the jail door closes on him..

    Wintery

    Mix.

  • That's my problem. I don't see how jail is going to help this situation whatsoever.... and talk about a burden to the tax payers. Considering the amount of money he is in debt for (over 350k that I am aware of) he should be mandated to a job where his wages are garnished.

    The only thing I have seen come out of jail is an angrier and more informed criminal~ cuffs & hands

  • In this instance, I look upon jail as punishment. He did wrong. He refused to take responsibility. So,now it is time to be punished.

  • He would be in jail for a very long time considering the crime for which he would be charged...

    He would also be removed from other people and a child who is relying on him. The punishment wouldn't fit the crime~ it is extreme. I'm not sure what lesson he could learn from jail other than hate~

  • ..."lesson he could learn from jail,other than hate..."

    And no real punishment,keeps him out, adn lesson free. And the child being exposed. It is a viscious circle.

    Good luck.

    Cut

    adrift.

  • Wow, sorry to hear the problem with your ex is still dragging on for you. I was thinking it would have been settled by now. Anyway, good that you've got a plan of action worked out... Best of luck when you talk with your congressman...hope he/she can open some doors to get things rolling!

  • Hey Kate!

    To be sure... having things in motion really is making this situation much more tolerable as opposed to feeling stagnate. However, this is getting REALLY old! :)

  • I wish you all the best with moving forward and I'm sorry that you've been put in such a crummy position, especially one you tried to avoid.

  • Thank you! Yes, it sucks, but everything is in motion to rectify the situation and I have now said my peace.

    It feels good!

  • life is like watching a movie that's already in the can

  • That's kind of a sad thought to me, although I may be misinterpreting your meaning. I like life to be 'present tense' when I can keep it there mentally.

    I don't know... I suppose my movie is just trying to be fed into the reel as it is truly ready to play!

  • Great Vlog. Rock on. Sometimes dropping the ol' F bomb is just what the doctor ordered.

  • Sometimes it's the only word that seems to have enough punch in a statement. It was heartfelt... ;)

  • You tell him girl!!!!

  • It really did feel good. =)

  • I am sure it did.

  • What would you need to speak with your Congressman about? I'm sorry your ex turned out to be an irresponsible idiot. I've been in that position with an ex and even though I wasn't married to him, I know what it's like to do everything in the relationship and just have him leech off of me in every way. Thank goodness for freedom

  • Politicians, considering my current circumstance can help very effectively and without cost~ The laws of the state have tied my hands in many ways which are convoluted.

    I have had much success with working with another congressman in the past. They may (their office) may have a loophole or idea that the legal system isn't privy to, especially when dealing with an IRS issue.

    Freedom... to be sure!

  • ★★★★★

  • Thank you per usual~. :)

  • You are welcome and stay strong...

  • for you heidisaid The red rose whispers of passion,

    And the white rose breathes of love;

    O, the red rose is a falcon,

    And the white rose is a dove.

    But I send you a cream-white rosebud

    With a flush on its petal tips;

    For the love that is purest and sweetest

  • ~John Boyle O'Reilly (1875)

  • Ah, this helps T. Thank you~

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