I know how you feel. Trust me, getting fat doesn't mean that you're losing control. You don't NEED a great body to be taken seriously. If you do, then maybe it's because you're a boring person. Take Kelly Clarkson or Adele for instance...if you love food then go ahead and indulge. Don't go on eating sprees and just eat to take it out on yourself. If you keep acting like that, you'll stifle yourself. You are! And this is coming from a size two teen. I'm ok with getting fat.
SEEK FOR HELP ,LOOK IT UP FOR A DOCTOR ON THE NET IF SCARED OR EMBARASSED TO ASK A FAMILIAR ....AND DO IT! EVEN MEDICINE AND DOCTORS THEMSELVES ARE NOT A PERFECTLY FULL AND RESOLVING INSITITUTION THEMSELVES .NOT AS MUCH AS YOUR PERSONAL WILL AND STRENGHT AND FAITH ARE.EVERY DAY IS A BRAND NEW DAY FOR NEW EXPERIENCES ,NEW EFFORT ,AND THAT IS A FACT.SO STOP BLAMING OTHERS OR YOURSELF AND JUST DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!! H E L P YOURSELF ,BUT ..FOR REAL ,THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HONEY(TO ALL HONEYS SUFFERING FROM THIS ILLUSION THING WHICH IS CALLED BULIMIA) YOU ARE A PETITE GIRL ,AND YOUR SLIM AS WELL.TO ME ,YOU ALSO LOOK VERY PRETTY AND VERY SWEET OF A GIRL...IM NOT SAYING THESE TO EASE YOU OFF OR BECAUSE IVE DEALT WITH BULIMIA MYSELF.IM SAYING THESE BECAUSE I BELIEVE THEM
Try eating until you don't feel hungry, not until your stomach feels tight. I was just reading about this, eating until your stomach is full will make you feel sick. We are suppose only eat until we don't feel hungry and don't feel full. I hope this helps
I know this was a while ago but...i cannot BELIEVE how insensitive and cruel some people can be. Yes, it's all in the head, it's how we feel. But that's precisley it; we FEEL fat. And that alone will give us a SKEWED body image. I have an eating disorder, and know this all too well. There is a line between someone simply complaining about being fat for attention and someone who counts calories, starves, binges, purges and exercises for hours on end.
once u have started there is no turning back. a little 10 year old girl was raped and murderded in 1945. her body was not found until 1947. then a boy last week read this and did not copy and paste this message. the dead girl appeared in his room haunting him and killed him. if you do not copy and paste this onto 10 vidoes in 30 minutes the dead girl will apear in your room tonight and haunt you and kill you. well you better start to copy and paste
OH GIRL IKNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT WHEN YOU EAT AND YOU CAN FEEL YOUR STOMACH GETTING BIGGER. lOSING CONTROL I WOULD GO TO BOOKS A MILLION AND GET A SELF HELP BOOK TO GET YOU ALONG.
I use to eat 800cal a day, my "diet." I know it's bad, and unhealthy. I then started to see how long I can not eat for. It started out by eating once a day,then skip a day, and my highest was just over 2 days. I went to 100lbs. Then I got this crazy hunger rage,since I starved. I binged for 3-4weeks, even cryer. Gained all 10lbs back. I'm not 105lbs again from eating 1200cal a day,but I'm kinda starving myself again >>
when your tummy looks like that, just do a bunch of sit ups and also do sit ups where you pull your knees into your chest. it should be gone in the morning. poof!
I totally get where you're coming from. There's just this innate feeling in humans to gorge on food sometimes it seems. It's like, sometimes once I have a taste, I'm incredibly desperate for more, and I find myself eating things that I don't particularly love but i want to fill this urge to eat. I have found it to be almost unavoidable, so i try to do my binging on carrots or oatmeal for health
Hello! I would appriciate it if you would email me at marielgoround2@live.com, i am doing a documentary on binge eating and i am a binge eater myself , and i would like to request a video of your response to some of my questions. Please email me and i will email you questions in return! Thanks, Mariel
gah! I hate that feeling! But its okay. The beauty of it is that tommrow, once the clock strikes 12:00-you can act as if it has never happned. Just make a declaration, no, a REVOLUTION to stop this once and for all and life life happily. And normally. And also, if yuo go on a regualr diet once again, any weight gained will come off. Its proven. You havent done damage yet so go on living with your fine body!
Don't let the stuffed belly discourage you after drinking plenty of water and eating just a little to sustain your thin body. Since metabolism is affected while being bulimic/anorexic(I had both), it is very easy to gain weight even with little food. You have to fool your metabolism so it kicks into "normal" or even hyperdrive if you manipulate it enough. Eat less, more often.Now I can manipulate my body weight without falling into any eating disorder.
I beat bulimia by drinking lots of water and eat very little. This goes against the rule of bulimia but I was desperate for a cure and I was sick and tired of feeling sick during eating and purging. I educated myself about nutrition and how it affects the body. Metabolism is the key..at least for some. It's ok to have a bulge in your tummy after eating. This is normal. The problem with bulimia is that you eat as much as you can knowing you will purge it and so therefore eat til it hurts.
i know this feeling soo well.. i remember eating to the point where i had to lay down in order to feel okay again. my little stomach was so bloated but the rest of me was so bony. i looked like a puppy with worms. im recovering although i still have some days where i binge. some days where i purge. somedays where i don't eat anything at all. it's hard. i know this video is old but how are you doing now?
I know how that feels. After a heftly meal or a binge, it streatches and hurts...uhg I know I know how that is. It SUCKS! Hang in there and pull through, and fix this madness!
Hey, what does your typical daily meal plan look like? its good to know this and how many calorie you consume on a daily basis in order to find out why you get the urge to eat beyond being comfortable.
wow babe.. your actual stomach must be the size of a dime because there's hardly any trace of a bulge there! and this is after a binge.. it's smaller than mine when i'm sucking in, i swear.
@ClearUncertainty plz don't cry!! I totally know how you feel, and seeing you upset over this just made me cry and start remembering how I feel like that everyday! Hopefully you get better soon! Luv ya girly!
Thanks for posting this. i was just telling my freind about my binge problem. knowing youve gone through this too lets me know im not alone. Its ok your human, were bound to binge sometimes....stay strong....
Remember Jesus loves you and gave His life for you! Try reading the Bible, starting with the Gospel, like the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke , and John. I know it will help. Know that my prayers are with you. Especially read Philippians 4:13 in the New Testament.
In all kindness, I do not think that you should show your stomach on the internet. Many people will encourage many unhealthy behaviors to you. I confess I was once one of them, but Jesus delivered me from these sins! - John 3:16.
I want to hug you :) everything will be okay. I used to binge just three days ago but i've changed and i believe that i have binged for the last time ever (i never purged because i dont have a gag reflex at all). you are so brave to show yourself like this, you are really pretty and you're not fat at all. do not turn to food to cover your emotions, feel your emotions thoroughly so next time they come, you can push them away gently without food. good luck!
Trust me good lookin...from a mans point of view, you are underweight......you could gain 25 lbs and still be a DOLL...and I do not date Fat ass's......I have NO idea why or how alot of beautiful girls get this illness...mankes no sense to me...but you need to be like a pilot, he has to trust his gauges when he thinks he may be flying upside down etc. ,,,You need to trust what ME and MOST everyone would agree, you DO NOT need to lose weight..
You make me really sad... I hope the best for you!!! Try walking it off... when you can... or maybe not buying food... or giving someone your card or cash...
I know what you're going through.... I'm 5'4'' and usually 102 pounds, but I've gained weight this summer and now I'm at like 110-115. I feel horrible about the way I look..... I just want to feel pretty..... I don't know what to do.... I haven't eaten in three days....
@ClearUncertainty oh my darling are you crying well dont be sad and if you need someone to talk to im here besides the fact that im younger than you so dont worry youll make it through and im looking up to you as a idol for putting these blogs on and really showing your emotions to the world dont worry you'll make it through
this made me cry...u are not alone...i know how u fuckin feel been bulimic with ana tendencies since i was 14 i am on day 21 on the master cleanse and i am 115 lbs now i am nervous what the future will bring. will allow myself to binge and purge maybe once a week but hey it will be better than everyday. i wish i can stop but i cant
@ClearUncertainty i agree its impossible to stop cold turkey, really even tho u wish especially when u do this often U MUST MUST ALLOW yourself to "throw up" once in a while otherwise if u say "this will be the last time" it will really fuck ur brain up more because it just wont be ur last time.
During the hard times, my best defense is focusing on the future- a day when all this shit will be worth it! You'll look back on these tough times with triumph and pride that you made it through. Keep fighting! don't look back. You are making progress it's hard to see sometimes, but keep at it. You won't always be over-eating, have faith. we're all behind you!!
hey beautiful girl, i agree 100% with thedove7777. you have many supporters. if you notice we all for you to win the battle. changing one thinking is hard and a long road. yet a possible road. i look forward to the day when you can see the brave, beautiful, young lady looking back at you in your mirror. she already there, you just need to see her. hope the best for you.
Hey girl! I know that it's really really hard!! Like.. the whole stomach part.. and feeling too full after a meal is something that I deal with every single day.. and that's what makes recovering difficult!.. Try to remind yourself that the feeling will soon subside, and that your food will digest. :-) Plus.. life is more important than a temporary feeling... I'm proud of you.
Hey girl! I know that it's really really hard!! Like.. the whole stomach part.. and feeling too full after a meal is something that I deal with every single day.. and that's what makes recovering difficult!.. Try to remind yourself that the feeling will soon subside, and that your food will digest. :-) Plus.. life is more important than a temporary feeling... I'm proud of you.
CU, you are really brave to post this and i love your honesty. I know that when i was trying to recover first time round, it was really hard to sit with food an overeating was tough but you can do it. Do not let the ED voices trick you into thinking it is better to get rid of the food by purging. Also, i don't know if you are on a meal plan but i am told that three meals and 1/2/3 snacks may be a good way of reducing the urge to binge. I wish you well. You are doing an amazing job of recovery.xx
You can do this! Just so you know your stomach still looks amazing and it will stay amazing if you can manage to clear out the binging. I know it's so extremely hard as I'm kind of in the same boat. Take care x
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I know how you feel. Trust me, getting fat doesn't mean that you're losing control. You don't NEED a great body to be taken seriously. If you do, then maybe it's because you're a boring person. Take Kelly Clarkson or Adele for instance...if you love food then go ahead and indulge. Don't go on eating sprees and just eat to take it out on yourself. If you keep acting like that, you'll stifle yourself. You are! And this is coming from a size two teen. I'm ok with getting fat.
656watever 18 hours ago
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656watever 18 hours ago
UMM.......that's what I look like regularly..and i LOVE me... ur lookin great........
CosmycMayhem 6 days ago
I'd tap it
hitler19966 1 week ago
you look really thin
kevin20fla 1 week ago
still look skinny to me
jekblom123 2 weeks ago
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My stomach is bigger then urs becuz im 12 and i weigh 10 stone and im 5'5 in height :L
inbetweenersbieber 2 weeks ago
My stomach is bigger then urs becuz im 12 and i weigh 10 stone and im 5'5 in height :L
inbetweenersbieber 2 weeks ago
SEEK FOR HELP ,LOOK IT UP FOR A DOCTOR ON THE NET IF SCARED OR EMBARASSED TO ASK A FAMILIAR ....AND DO IT! EVEN MEDICINE AND DOCTORS THEMSELVES ARE NOT A PERFECTLY FULL AND RESOLVING INSITITUTION THEMSELVES .NOT AS MUCH AS YOUR PERSONAL WILL AND STRENGHT AND FAITH ARE.EVERY DAY IS A BRAND NEW DAY FOR NEW EXPERIENCES ,NEW EFFORT ,AND THAT IS A FACT.SO STOP BLAMING OTHERS OR YOURSELF AND JUST DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!! H E L P YOURSELF ,BUT ..FOR REAL ,THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HHr1aaSanaKi 2 weeks ago
HONEY(TO ALL HONEYS SUFFERING FROM THIS ILLUSION THING WHICH IS CALLED BULIMIA) YOU ARE A PETITE GIRL ,AND YOUR SLIM AS WELL.TO ME ,YOU ALSO LOOK VERY PRETTY AND VERY SWEET OF A GIRL...IM NOT SAYING THESE TO EASE YOU OFF OR BECAUSE IVE DEALT WITH BULIMIA MYSELF.IM SAYING THESE BECAUSE I BELIEVE THEM
HHr1aaSanaKi 2 weeks ago
i cry after this because you thing your fat and im way fatter than that an now i feel gross and sick with my self ya in going to go throw up now :(
1997tutty 2 weeks ago
Try eating until you don't feel hungry, not until your stomach feels tight. I was just reading about this, eating until your stomach is full will make you feel sick. We are suppose only eat until we don't feel hungry and don't feel full. I hope this helps
starryshark 3 weeks ago
I know this was a while ago but...i cannot BELIEVE how insensitive and cruel some people can be. Yes, it's all in the head, it's how we feel. But that's precisley it; we FEEL fat. And that alone will give us a SKEWED body image. I have an eating disorder, and know this all too well. There is a line between someone simply complaining about being fat for attention and someone who counts calories, starves, binges, purges and exercises for hours on end.
Kazushiish 1 month ago
lol you're so fucking stupid. IT'S NATURAL. STOMACHS BLOAT WHEN YOU EAT
god i hate people like you
boo hoo look at me let me cry on the internet and tell you all about my stupid eating disorder.
you're retarded
InTheLimelighttt 1 month ago
@InTheLimelighttt Gtfo stupid hater. Why are you watching this anyway? Exactly. Watch ur own stupid videos and gtfo.
MrMacaroni999 1 month ago
@InTheLimelighttt Dont have to be a BIG bitch and if you hate people like us the why watch us anwser that.
toastphantom228 2 weeks ago
Trippin... If anything u need to up ur starch intake. most men like women thick. I kno I do
EarlGrantMiller 1 month ago
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once u have started there is no turning back. a little 10 year old girl was raped and murderded in 1945. her body was not found until 1947. then a boy last week read this and did not copy and paste this message. the dead girl appeared in his room haunting him and killed him. if you do not copy and paste this onto 10 vidoes in 30 minutes the dead girl will apear in your room tonight and haunt you and kill you. well you better start to copy and paste
POKEMONROCKS121 1 month ago
OH GIRL IKNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT WHEN YOU EAT AND YOU CAN FEEL YOUR STOMACH GETTING BIGGER. lOSING CONTROL I WOULD GO TO BOOKS A MILLION AND GET A SELF HELP BOOK TO GET YOU ALONG.
islchk 1 month ago
Dude. I'm jealous. Mine looks horrible. I literally look pregnant. :/
TheLexarian 1 month ago
ok well first i dunno if u have an eating disorder or whatnot but its all in ur head girl.
i have seen more meat on a strip of bacon than u have on ur entire body.
YOU ARE NOT FAT!!!!
Stop buying into and reading those damn magazines! they are not real women! they are more photoshop than they are actual people!
A real women has curves, not skin and bones or a size zero.
Im sorry if i sound insensitive but im sick of skinny girls saying they are fat and the like....
Scribeoflife 1 month ago 2
You look like Miley Cyrus!
AkiroXKE 1 month ago
if i was you i wouldnt be losing any weight, Your a smoking hot woman and any of us guys would be lucky to have you. you look great! stay strong :)
Stonesy0000 2 months ago
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAH Think thats big? LOL wait till u see mine after one.... Yayks
ArtFreakGangster 2 months ago
@ArtFreakGangster
yeah show us? =P
swedo23 2 months ago
@swedo23 LOL My belly is on a diet :P
ArtFreakGangster 2 months ago
just wanted to say that even when you feel like a mess, you look LOVELY. <3
iheartwintergirls 2 months ago
after a binge? wow, I envy you.
ThePhoebsy 3 months ago
I use to eat 800cal a day, my "diet." I know it's bad, and unhealthy. I then started to see how long I can not eat for. It started out by eating once a day,then skip a day, and my highest was just over 2 days. I went to 100lbs. Then I got this crazy hunger rage,since I starved. I binged for 3-4weeks, even cryer. Gained all 10lbs back. I'm not 105lbs again from eating 1200cal a day,but I'm kinda starving myself again >>
psychojoker131 4 months ago
oh believe me, I feel you... :(
hayleeismental 4 months ago
...u are sexy and lean!!!
wweewweewwee 5 months ago
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when your tummy looks like that, just do a bunch of sit ups and also do sit ups where you pull your knees into your chest. it should be gone in the morning. poof!
tcelenacuatemocatl 5 months ago
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tcelenacuatemocatl 5 months ago
you purge, right? if not, LOL FAT FUCK!
ClythiaMysticka 5 months ago
@ClythiaMysticka she is not fat. you are blind.
tcelenacuatemocatl 5 months ago
I totally get where you're coming from. There's just this innate feeling in humans to gorge on food sometimes it seems. It's like, sometimes once I have a taste, I'm incredibly desperate for more, and I find myself eating things that I don't particularly love but i want to fill this urge to eat. I have found it to be almost unavoidable, so i try to do my binging on carrots or oatmeal for health
L2PlayRunescape 6 months ago
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Hello! I would appriciate it if you would email me at marielgoround2@live.com, i am doing a documentary on binge eating and i am a binge eater myself , and i would like to request a video of your response to some of my questions. Please email me and i will email you questions in return! Thanks, Mariel
marielgoround2 6 months ago
gah! I hate that feeling! But its okay. The beauty of it is that tommrow, once the clock strikes 12:00-you can act as if it has never happned. Just make a declaration, no, a REVOLUTION to stop this once and for all and life life happily. And normally. And also, if yuo go on a regualr diet once again, any weight gained will come off. Its proven. You havent done damage yet so go on living with your fine body!
cutiecookie23 6 months ago
Don't let the stuffed belly discourage you after drinking plenty of water and eating just a little to sustain your thin body. Since metabolism is affected while being bulimic/anorexic(I had both), it is very easy to gain weight even with little food. You have to fool your metabolism so it kicks into "normal" or even hyperdrive if you manipulate it enough. Eat less, more often.Now I can manipulate my body weight without falling into any eating disorder.
tkathryyn 6 months ago
I beat bulimia by drinking lots of water and eat very little. This goes against the rule of bulimia but I was desperate for a cure and I was sick and tired of feeling sick during eating and purging. I educated myself about nutrition and how it affects the body. Metabolism is the key..at least for some. It's ok to have a bulge in your tummy after eating. This is normal. The problem with bulimia is that you eat as much as you can knowing you will purge it and so therefore eat til it hurts.
tkathryyn 6 months ago
You are gorgeous remind yourself of that ok and if you need ill remind you
daveydave369369 6 months ago
i know this feeling soo well.. i remember eating to the point where i had to lay down in order to feel okay again. my little stomach was so bloated but the rest of me was so bony. i looked like a puppy with worms. im recovering although i still have some days where i binge. some days where i purge. somedays where i don't eat anything at all. it's hard. i know this video is old but how are you doing now?
ohhplurality 7 months ago
I know how that feels. After a heftly meal or a binge, it streatches and hurts...uhg I know I know how that is. It SUCKS! Hang in there and pull through, and fix this madness!
cutiecookie23 7 months ago
our skinner than me yet you think ur fat....
Megzoway 8 months ago
Hey, what does your typical daily meal plan look like? its good to know this and how many calorie you consume on a daily basis in order to find out why you get the urge to eat beyond being comfortable.
Alive4Metal 8 months ago
I have a question. Please someone answer. Why did she do this? Does she throw it up afterward...? Sorry for being ignorant...
redmirror78 8 months ago
friend request meplz cus i have the same problem its like i have no control
TanyaMatsukiXD 9 months ago
Go run everyday and u can eat ANYTHING within reason =D
you wont like it if u get knocked the fuckup hahaha lol
MijitoPorQue 9 months ago
The heights of control are high, but the lows are fucking low...
Are you doing better now?
easrth 10 months ago
Hey Hon I know how u feel :/ it sux but if u want I'm here for u
dushok1 11 months ago
don't worry how other people say you look is not important . only what you feel is important.
find a different outlet to sooth your problems then you won't care about your looks.
MrSurfer76 1 year ago
wow babe.. your actual stomach must be the size of a dime because there's hardly any trace of a bulge there! and this is after a binge.. it's smaller than mine when i'm sucking in, i swear.
sikkame 1 year ago
BINGO oh god i'm horrible
secretstream4 1 year ago
@ClearUncertainty plz don't cry!! I totally know how you feel, and seeing you upset over this just made me cry and start remembering how I feel like that everyday! Hopefully you get better soon! Luv ya girly!
IchimariKurosaki 1 year ago
@infantry448 FUCK OFF!! u stupid jerk go crawl in a hole and die you stupid cunt!
IchimariKurosaki 1 year ago
Thanks for posting this. i was just telling my freind about my binge problem. knowing youve gone through this too lets me know im not alone. Its ok your human, were bound to binge sometimes....stay strong....
luzila333 1 year ago
omg, seeing you upset made me cry. your beautiful, and i saw no bloating what so ever . <3 stay strong, im dealing with recovery , and its worth it.
kennierose333 1 year ago
Remember Jesus loves you and gave His life for you! Try reading the Bible, starting with the Gospel, like the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke , and John. I know it will help. Know that my prayers are with you. Especially read Philippians 4:13 in the New Testament.
In all kindness, I do not think that you should show your stomach on the internet. Many people will encourage many unhealthy behaviors to you. I confess I was once one of them, but Jesus delivered me from these sins! - John 3:16.
mb777999 1 year ago
Your belly is so hot
stuffedbelliesbloat 1 year ago
Aww girly don't cry.
JustBoredBlogs 1 year ago
Dear CU,
I want to hug you :) everything will be okay. I used to binge just three days ago but i've changed and i believe that i have binged for the last time ever (i never purged because i dont have a gag reflex at all). you are so brave to show yourself like this, you are really pretty and you're not fat at all. do not turn to food to cover your emotions, feel your emotions thoroughly so next time they come, you can push them away gently without food. good luck!
makupa86 1 year ago
you are so cute , i thing you should accept and love as you are ^^
astrocomete 1 year ago
Trust me good lookin...from a mans point of view, you are underweight......you could gain 25 lbs and still be a DOLL...and I do not date Fat ass's......I have NO idea why or how alot of beautiful girls get this illness...mankes no sense to me...but you need to be like a pilot, he has to trust his gauges when he thinks he may be flying upside down etc. ,,,You need to trust what ME and MOST everyone would agree, you DO NOT need to lose weight..
farmers386 1 year ago
You make me really sad... I hope the best for you!!! Try walking it off... when you can... or maybe not buying food... or giving someone your card or cash...
nparioctiescutm 1 year ago
keep eating and getting fater till you explode
infantry448 1 year ago
you should try stevia it is a o calorie sweetner just put some on cereal or yogurt
Bobby25ification 1 year ago
What!? That's ur belly after a binge? R u sucking them in or wut?? But u're so true, i totally hate myself after those night time binges
C8Shay 1 year ago
Uh I totally felt that way last night :(
Kaylawrites 1 year ago
I look like that...
bluhmustache 1 year ago
I know what you're going through.... I'm 5'4'' and usually 102 pounds, but I've gained weight this summer and now I'm at like 110-115. I feel horrible about the way I look..... I just want to feel pretty..... I don't know what to do.... I haven't eaten in three days....
Anna7708 1 year ago
whats the name of this song??
brianna281 1 year ago
@brianna281 duffy - scared =)
ClearUncertainty 1 year ago 4
it's ok I feel the same way
risycat 1 year ago
You look great! I just had a binge... My muffin tops are huge I'm so bloated =[
QuixoticXmischief 1 year ago 5
@QuixoticXmischief thanks...but since then ive gained some weight... =/
ClearUncertainty 1 year ago
wow, this was after a binge? girl you are so tinyyy believe me. how ya doing? much love xo
favea 1 year ago 12
@favea im doing better...i guess it just felt like a binge to me cuz it felt like a lot, well a lot compared to days before
ClearUncertainty 1 year ago 3
@ClearUncertainty oh my darling are you crying well dont be sad and if you need someone to talk to im here besides the fact that im younger than you so dont worry youll make it through and im looking up to you as a idol for putting these blogs on and really showing your emotions to the world dont worry you'll make it through
NinjaAttack98 3 months ago
you have a soo cute tummy =)
bellie28 1 year ago
this made me cry...u are not alone...i know how u fuckin feel been bulimic with ana tendencies since i was 14 i am on day 21 on the master cleanse and i am 115 lbs now i am nervous what the future will bring. will allow myself to binge and purge maybe once a week but hey it will be better than everyday. i wish i can stop but i cant
503408 1 year ago
@503408 it is better than everyday. one step at a time...soon maybe it will be every other week =)
ClearUncertainty 1 year ago
@ClearUncertainty i agree its impossible to stop cold turkey, really even tho u wish especially when u do this often U MUST MUST ALLOW yourself to "throw up" once in a while otherwise if u say "this will be the last time" it will really fuck ur brain up more because it just wont be ur last time.
503408 1 year ago
@503408 like smoking...gotta ween off doing it little by little to get used to the lack of smoking...
ClearUncertainty 1 year ago
@503408 ... =( i believe you will stop one...maybe not today, but someday soon
ClearUncertainty 1 year ago
During the hard times, my best defense is focusing on the future- a day when all this shit will be worth it! You'll look back on these tough times with triumph and pride that you made it through. Keep fighting! don't look back. You are making progress it's hard to see sometimes, but keep at it. You won't always be over-eating, have faith. we're all behind you!!
chihiro0 1 year ago 2
Youre so brave. Just try eating little and often rather than loads at one time and youll feel better.
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TrashyClary 1 year ago
Sorry things are going so crappy.
secretlyhidden 1 year ago
Aw, I'm sorry you're struggling. That really sucks. Talk to me if you need a friend?
<3 Em.
etrox318 1 year ago
hey beautiful girl, i agree 100% with thedove7777. you have many supporters. if you notice we all for you to win the battle. changing one thinking is hard and a long road. yet a possible road. i look forward to the day when you can see the brave, beautiful, young lady looking back at you in your mirror. she already there, you just need to see her. hope the best for you.
jigtrat36 1 year ago
ugh, i know exactly how you feel and it sucks! praying for you always. message me anytime if you wanna talk or vent : )
tirEDofcoping 1 year ago
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Hey girl! I know that it's really really hard!! Like.. the whole stomach part.. and feeling too full after a meal is something that I deal with every single day.. and that's what makes recovering difficult!.. Try to remind yourself that the feeling will soon subside, and that your food will digest. :-) Plus.. life is more important than a temporary feeling... I'm proud of you.
TheDove7777 1 year ago
Hey girl! I know that it's really really hard!! Like.. the whole stomach part.. and feeling too full after a meal is something that I deal with every single day.. and that's what makes recovering difficult!.. Try to remind yourself that the feeling will soon subside, and that your food will digest. :-) Plus.. life is more important than a temporary feeling... I'm proud of you.
TheDove7777 1 year ago 10
CU, you are really brave to post this and i love your honesty. I know that when i was trying to recover first time round, it was really hard to sit with food an overeating was tough but you can do it. Do not let the ED voices trick you into thinking it is better to get rid of the food by purging. Also, i don't know if you are on a meal plan but i am told that three meals and 1/2/3 snacks may be a good way of reducing the urge to binge. I wish you well. You are doing an amazing job of recovery.xx
srebotnik1 1 year ago 14
oh girl i'm sorry, please be strong you can do it!!! hugs!!!
psicogirl84 1 year ago
moment to moment, sometimes you have to just get through a moment!!!! stopping the purge is half the battle. I will pray for you.
diggs1976 1 year ago
*HUGS*
x
DinaIsAZN 1 year ago
*hugs*
I know how it feels to want to give up. but you will be ok. I PROMISE
4evaAShygurl 1 year ago
Dont get discouraged when you fall, everyone has lows. You are doing
so well, and you can be so proud of the progress you have made, you have a future now. You can do it!!
sweetcitybaby22 1 year ago
*hugs*
CrazyHappy08 1 year ago
Stay Strong! The binging will only stop when the rest of the cycle does. You're doing good!
bloodbuddy7 1 year ago
You can do this! Don't look down on yourself, you're gorgeous!
valuhhhrie 1 year ago 2
Perseverance is the key. Never stop fighting. You can do this!
SexyAlien2 1 year ago
You can do this! Just so you know your stomach still looks amazing and it will stay amazing if you can manage to clear out the binging. I know it's so extremely hard as I'm kind of in the same boat. Take care x
MissShrinkMe 1 year ago