I quit playing politics after I earned my MA. The Ph. D. is completely filled with politics. Each professor wants to outdo every other professor for reputation. The academic world thrives, not on money, but on the reputation of the scholar. From your blogs over the years, you are a determined woman, but in the academic world, you are only a pawn at the mercy of your instructors. They realize they hold the key to your future.
Perhaps it's better to play their game, get your Ph. D. and leave.
Thanks for your update and really wish you all the bliss and happiness despite all the issues at school. You are looking very well and nice to see you back. Think the idea for you to complete the project on your own is good and the pressure is always good to ensure you to be at your sharpest! Have been watching your progression since 2 years and can just wish you all the love and affection. Good luck on the project and with your Masters exam! As for tattoo guess everyone has to experience that
Best of luck to you, dear lady. i've missed your blogs very much. i'm glad you've stopped back by, but i understand how your business has kept you away. we love you!
Gradient was cool! I did something similar (though different in a lot of ways) about a year ago, trying to make a robot that had an effective heuristic when playing 3D Connect Four.
Good job sticking up to your thesis nazi. I think that the ability to stand up for yourself, and the conviction to do it in spite of uncertainty and discomfort are key to self-respect and happiness. Also, enablers for growth in confidence and competence.
Start a JS compiler blog, unless it will take all your time.
Wow ,You must be smart ! You would think after all the worry that your FSS will goe's well. You think all the other things in life would be EZ. huge *Sarah*
YaY Nerd girl! But Java isn't the best anyways, don't dare switch colleges just because you think you are right! Complete your project with input from others who need some sort of resume. You aren't just in this by yourself. Another Geek T-Girl!
Yup I ended up teaching and It all came about. Don't put yourself too much above your team.
Missed seeing you and glad you are doing better. hmmm questions & topics.........What about any real or perceived trans discrimination against you in your phd program or in school in general. I would be interested in how you feel your personal style has matured as a woman. Great to see you!
I wish we could swap shoulders... i'm a guy, infact a little older than you, but have puny narrow little shoulders, small chest. I'm sure you'd rather narrower shoulders, lets swap.
if i remember correctly you had a JS compiler that comiles JS code?? ill be interested in checking it out.. it will be cool if you set up a blog or sourforge for the project ?? now if im right JS compiler for JS .. is that really efficient ?? why not c compiler or any lower level language??
@mmontes15 Not as far as I'm aware of. You might be confusing Max with karmatic110 (sp?), who I know mentioned she had her FFS procedures done by Dr. Spiegel.
Love your highlights! Don't give up on your PhD. It will be worth it in the end. Also your former mentor is right. It is too much trouble to transfer. Much better to finish up as soon as you can in your current program. Good luck!
Tats are forever. But then again so are the other body mods you've elected. Imagine yourself at age 50 and if you think the design will hold up and (detail & color) and still be appropriate, then go for it.
What's your major? Aside from the trans stuff, your work sounds way interesting. Even though I'm still in high school, I'd ideally picture myself in a field of work similar to what you're doing :) Though, I'd have no idea where to start??
I love your highlights. They are so natural looking. Thank you for not doing the big chunky highlights. I'm so happy your back and I can't wait to see the tattoo.
Holy cow girl, love the new creatinon and the work! ... Phoenix is a great idea for a tatttoo, I live in Phx and is a grear ides
CateyCz 4 months ago
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Do you personally know any transmen?
MsRaphael7 5 months ago
I quit playing politics after I earned my MA. The Ph. D. is completely filled with politics. Each professor wants to outdo every other professor for reputation. The academic world thrives, not on money, but on the reputation of the scholar. From your blogs over the years, you are a determined woman, but in the academic world, you are only a pawn at the mercy of your instructors. They realize they hold the key to your future.
Perhaps it's better to play their game, get your Ph. D. and leave.
TheMichaelis7 6 months ago
Thanks for your update and really wish you all the bliss and happiness despite all the issues at school. You are looking very well and nice to see you back. Think the idea for you to complete the project on your own is good and the pressure is always good to ensure you to be at your sharpest! Have been watching your progression since 2 years and can just wish you all the love and affection. Good luck on the project and with your Masters exam! As for tattoo guess everyone has to experience that
Holeesan 6 months ago
It's been about 1 year after your breast augmentation, are you satisfied with the results???
TransDiaries 6 months ago
Toronto torture garden....you can't just mention that and provide no details.
ukmoore 6 months ago
Best of luck to you, dear lady. i've missed your blogs very much. i'm glad you've stopped back by, but i understand how your business has kept you away. we love you!
rinnismom 6 months ago
Gradient was cool! I did something similar (though different in a lot of ways) about a year ago, trying to make a robot that had an effective heuristic when playing 3D Connect Four.
Good job sticking up to your thesis nazi. I think that the ability to stand up for yourself, and the conviction to do it in spite of uncertainty and discomfort are key to self-respect and happiness. Also, enablers for growth in confidence and competence.
Start a JS compiler blog, unless it will take all your time.
angelwhite 6 months ago
The straw that broke the camel's back. Or 'the last straw' is the English version of that saying. It sound sophisticated in French
jeanton1 6 months ago
I love hearing from you! You are so intelligent and relatable!
I understand the stress of school, I have always been in the humanities so i can't offer too much advice, but I too wish success!
I do have a question for you. Do you smoke? I love your voice! It's so soothing to listen to!
aveuch 6 months ago
Yes please do Q&A's again, also more updates on your life, we haven't heard from you in quite some time :)
ephemeralbreeze 6 months ago
Wow ,You must be smart ! You would think after all the worry that your FSS will goe's well. You think all the other things in life would be EZ. huge *Sarah*
AIRMAN182ify 6 months ago
You've come so far, don't stop until you have your own albeit small piece of the great cyberworld.
I'm considering vacationing in Canada, which would you suggest Quebec or Toronto? BTW I don't speak French.
Missed you, it's funny even though all these vlogs are totally impersonal when someone you've subscribed to is missing for some time you worry.
GeenaDaniels 6 months ago
@GeenaDaniels Montreal city or Toronto.
TrannyGirl15 6 months ago
since your transition have you ever had relationship with men?
lavomoja 6 months ago
That French phrase you said does have an english equivalent, it seems: "The straw that broke my back". Also used as "The last straw".
shastab24 6 months ago
Can u do a detailed update on ur breasts like how they feel etc
NyoNyo90 6 months ago
YaY Nerd girl! But Java isn't the best anyways, don't dare switch colleges just because you think you are right! Complete your project with input from others who need some sort of resume. You aren't just in this by yourself. Another Geek T-Girl!
Yup I ended up teaching and It all came about. Don't put yourself too much above your team.
CateyCz 6 months ago
@CateyCz Not Java, JavaScript.
TrannyGirl15 6 months ago
Welcome back to the fold.
LicoriceLain 6 months ago
"the straw that broke the camel's back"
cooolness3 6 months ago
Missed seeing you and glad you are doing better. hmmm questions & topics.........What about any real or perceived trans discrimination against you in your phd program or in school in general. I would be interested in how you feel your personal style has matured as a woman. Great to see you!
kidneys3 6 months ago
You may not have started your videos to be a source of information but it has helped me in my decision to become a woman . Thank you .
BR549COL 6 months ago
I wish we could swap shoulders... i'm a guy, infact a little older than you, but have puny narrow little shoulders, small chest. I'm sure you'd rather narrower shoulders, lets swap.
darooguy 6 months ago 2
Blond highlights are good, I used to have some.
femstarlight 6 months ago
Nice to hear from you, you´ve been busey like H*** ! You´re so thin, please gain some extra weight.
And you´re one of heck of intelliegent lady.
DKTGSupport 6 months ago
if i remember correctly you had a JS compiler that comiles JS code?? ill be interested in checking it out.. it will be cool if you set up a blog or sourforge for the project ?? now if im right JS compiler for JS .. is that really efficient ?? why not c compiler or any lower level language??
s412100000 6 months ago
Hope everything goes well.
killerrodan 6 months ago
you is very new beautiful woman, kiss
isabellepatoue 6 months ago
Do you have any suggestions for SRS and FFS surgeons that you recommend?
TransDiaries 6 months ago
@TransDiaries She mentions in her earlier videos that her FFS was done by Dr. Irzykowski in Illinois, USA.
BayStateChick 6 months ago
@BayStateChick I thought she had it done by Dr. Spiegel?
mmontes15 6 months ago
@mmontes15 Not as far as I'm aware of. You might be confusing Max with karmatic110 (sp?), who I know mentioned she had her FFS procedures done by Dr. Spiegel.
BayStateChick 6 months ago
the drop that makes the bucket overflow= the straw that broke the camel's back, or the last straw :)
imnotquiteconvinced 6 months ago
Love your highlights! Don't give up on your PhD. It will be worth it in the end. Also your former mentor is right. It is too much trouble to transfer. Much better to finish up as soon as you can in your current program. Good luck!
qratus 6 months ago 2
@qratus I would never give up. Not that kind of person ;)
TrannyGirl15 6 months ago 3
wheres the bug thing?
gpwp23 6 months ago
@gpwp23 I just put the URL in an annotation at 5:30.
TrannyGirl15 6 months ago
<3
babyblueboy692008 6 months ago
you helped me! Thank you
pozzimystic 6 months ago
Tats are forever. But then again so are the other body mods you've elected. Imagine yourself at age 50 and if you think the design will hold up and (detail & color) and still be appropriate, then go for it.
RDJim 6 months ago
What's your major? Aside from the trans stuff, your work sounds way interesting. Even though I'm still in high school, I'd ideally picture myself in a field of work similar to what you're doing :) Though, I'd have no idea where to start??
Thanks!
ApplesThatRead 6 months ago
Hope it works out!
mnmmoose14 6 months ago
Like the highlights! Very summery. Try eating salmon and other omega fat rich foods for the depression. It can help. :-)
Adkts 6 months ago
great lighting
laman4tv 6 months ago
You look gorgeous. And you seem like a nice person.
iwillalwaysdream96 6 months ago
I love your highlights. They are so natural looking. Thank you for not doing the big chunky highlights. I'm so happy your back and I can't wait to see the tattoo.
DasHartman 6 months ago
hey! I'm first!
So how old are you and when did you start the hormones?
And could we see your girlfriend? Have you always been attracted to girls? Did you try men?
Your french is perfect, I guess it's your first language?
Anyway, hope you feel better and less nervous real soon.
Ashtraygal 6 months ago
You look more beautiful after not seeing you in 3 months.
polarisathena 6 months ago
Glad you're back making videos! Your videos are always great!
N4zara 6 months ago