evan is with our heavenly father i have 2 up there and we will see our children one day,just be happy hes not in suffering God had plans for him and you, i do hope u get to experience having another chil, your in my prayers!
Wow 12 lbs he was a big baby such an angel its takes someone with a lot of strength and courage to even put a video like this together Im sure ur baby is looking down from heaven watching how much guys loved him
Seriously? Clearly this experience has - understandably - left this poor woman a bit unhinged. I hope she has someone in her life with enough sense to take her to a good therapist, rather than the folks who went along with the morbid decision to put this online. Very, very sad indeed.
I am so sorry for your loss.... Being a Nurse, I have seen Little Ones leave us to go to Heaven...... I pray for you and your family <3, AND I PRAY FOR ALL THE INAPPROPIATE, SO CALLED HUMANS.... FOR THIER COMMENTS....
@redrose@ shame on you!!! You have a right to your opinion, but so does this mother! I lost a child as well and I grieve differently, and you should respect her right of expression. Instead of correction people in their grammar consider investing in manners for yourself. If you don't like this kind of videos stay away from them, you cold hearted woman! I'm so sorry with your lost, but you got to hold your precious child and were able to say good bye
What a beautiful and touching video. I'm very, very sorry.
And I am sorry to hear that some people don't understand why this video was posted, because I'm sure this video has helped so many others who have endured this kind of pain.
@ColleennF30, first of all, I'm so sorry for your loss, and don't let some stupid ignorant people bother you. However you grieve, you deserve to do so. I personally don't believe 83redrose83's comment that she has a child. How can a mom say a shit like that? Shame on her...
I think Evan was a beautiful baby as well as this video is very touching. I believe your angel is sleeping in heaven peacefully.
I don't think the pain ever goes away, but hope you find some peace in your mind, too.
(SMH) HEAD WITH PEOPLE IGNORANT COMMENTS ON HERE. JUST LIKE RED SAID WHY WATCH IT KEEP CLICKING AND GO TO THE NEXT PAGE ON YOU TUBE . IF U DON'T HAVE KIDS U WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THIS SO REALLY .
Colleen, I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am for your loss, and that on behalf of everyone here who has a heart, I apologize for 83redrose83's cruel and heartless comment. Don't let one ignorant comment hurt you. What you have done for the sake of Evan's memory is absolutely beautiful, and it shows what a wonderful caring Mommy you are. How heartbreaking this must have been for you, may God bless you and heal your heart.
@83redrose83 whats weird to 1 is totally acceptable to others maybe to them its weird that u wouldnt want to commorate ur childs short life in this way god blesscolleen f30 n her family u will all be in my prayers
I think your son is beautiful! redrose is sickening! I disagree with her. I had to deal with this with my brother Bryson.... and he actually has a video you can watch on youtube dedicating him. :) We dressed him in clothes and put socks and shoes on him... there's nothing wrong with this. She doesnt know how it feels. :( RIP Evan and Bryson. :) You're strong to be able to make this video... I give you all my credit. GOD BLESS :)
I am sorry for your loss but I am happy tha you treated your baby like that.. he will never be forgotten, his brothers and sisters will have a picture of him. Even a day old baby in the womb is a person who deserves to be rememberd and honored. In my country people consider death s weird, always brings discomfort to talk about this. Personaly I believe a funeral is a celebretion for the life that ended and the wait for the new life to come... God bless u all
Some of us may think this is a private matter that should not be aired. I think it is incredibly brave of the mother to post this video and I do believe that watching it may help other mothers who have gone through a similar situation to find their peace. I am very sorry for your loss.
I am terribly sorry for your loss, I am pregnant with my first and stillbirth is a big fear of mine. I dont know what I would do if I lost my baby, this could be the only chance I ever have to be a mother. I will keep your family and your sweet little angel in my prayers. God bless.
On a side note- It was kind of strange how I got here. There was this troll on another video who felt only the need to critique and slander anything that did not coincide with her narrow ideals of propriety. I wondered, to myself, if she ever had anything nice to say, so I was looking at her profile and saw the recent activity here. Obviously- @83redrose83 -any subjects that don't match your beliefs are fair game for your oh-so-enlightened and eloquent insults.
Wow, I just cried so much. This is a memorial. Your child's death- and that of any child- deserves condolences, prayers, and attention. Did I have ANY emotional connection when I heard Whitney Houston died? No. I was completely apathetic. I watched this video for 30 seconds, and was bawling. I hope this does help your anguish. Probably one of the healthiest ways to cope. <3
Hey people, nobody asked you to watch this but if you do have some respect please. Put yourself in her shoes, that's the only memory she has of this child.
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I would never ever post a video of my dead child on youtube for everyone to see! It is a private matter! U all can say, hey, u must not be a mother, or have a heart, or blah blah blah! Yes! I am a mother and I do have a heart and that is why I would never do this! It makes me sick actually. To dress the child like it's alive and pose in pictures w it.... that's just weird to me. Although I am saddened that this happened, the internet is not the place to showcase it!
So are you suggesting photographing the child naked to be better? To dress a person like they are alive and pose them is so strange....been to a funeral? Obviously not.
Im so sorry for your loss, my son was born just days after yours so this touches especially close to home for me. Dont worry about what people say you have every right to post this in memory of your precious son.
@ColleenF30 I'm suggesting NOT to make a video at all! It should be a private matter. And funerals, thank god, are not aired on youtube (hopefully they're not!) I don't wanna know!
@ColleenF30 Agreed not to watch, but, it is here on the internet so I can comment if I like. And if it was ONLY for family/friends y is it on youtube? THAT'S y it bothers me. I'm done w this conversation though... I've said my peace I believe. U can keep commenting if u like but I will not respond.
@83redrose83 maybe to you it should be a private matter but to her it may not be and if she want to post a video of her cheild she lost she does not need to ask you if she can so just shut up and go a way and have a nics day
@rebornmommy7 Learn to spell if u want to talk to me please. It is a private matter and I am entitled to my opinion. You put a video like this on the internet expect reactions. So, I don't have to shut up, ty very much....
@ColleenF30 wow. I am actually 28, happily married and w a son, so u know nothing about me. and I would NEVER post something like this. u don't want backlash my dear then don't post stuff like this.
No backlash...just morons who seek out videos like this and then complain about them. I would never treat people like you do...My Mamma taught me if I can't be nice to STFU! Something you could do well with learning. Since you are 28 ACT LIKE IT!!!
@83redrose83 Nope...I repeat someone is an idiot...I hope your child doesn't pick up your attitude...I pity him if he does. One day you might realize the world does not revolve around you. Why would I be mad...because someone behind a monitor said 2 or 3 days ago she wasn't responding again which was obviously only true in her own mind? LOL. When you actually experience some of life you might get it.
@ColleenF30 i dont think that she deserve this much attention if she is a mother she will be taking care of her kids not be here and showing hers stupidity here
God bless u ur family and ur little angel Evan may rest in peace one day u will be with him he will be waiting for u god bless
If you are 28 which I highly doubt...you need to stop acting like a little 15 yr old internet drama whore...which you are. you just keep coming back for more.
@83redrose83 ... its so stupid to say somethin like this! its her decition to show her dead baby!!! ... is it wrong to be proud of her baby?? and show this all people? i didnt think so!! this mom will never called "mum" or will never see grow up her babyboy ... and the only thing u do is ... write this bullshit!!
@19Leyla93 Learn to spell and complete full sentences please, if you want to talk to me. She could easily have another baby and be called "mum" as you put it. To be proud of a dead baby? Hmmmmm, ok. It's not bullshit, it's my opinion and I'm very much entitled to it like you are as well. Free speech?
Yes I am proud of a dead baby because he was my Son. Doesn't matter if you like it or not. As to weather I can have another....how would anyone here know? Considering I am almost 35 and in peri-menopause...probably not. I will be proud of my Son until the day I die. Obviously someones Mommy didn't teach them any manners.
@ColleenF30 But I can comment, u put this on the internet for people to see so expect some people not to agree w this. I am strongly against this video and everyone else who puts videos like this on youtube and nothing anyone says is gonna change my mind. Has nothing to do w manners, this is my opinion and I am allowed to express them. Don't like negativity then don't post stuff like this. Have a good day....
As I said before THEN DON'T WATCH THEM!!!! See that is what an "adult" person does. If we don';t like something we move along. Without comment usually. I personally don't care what you say....I mean what are you going to do type at me in caps? Yeah it does have something to do with manners. Obviously you weren't taught that this world isn't here only to suit you. You might want to learn how to pass things by that don't suit you instead of running your mouth.
@ColleenF30 No. Like I said, u put stuff like this on the internet people are going to comment, even if u like it or not, so get used to it. And u say u don't care, then y do u keep responding to me? lol
@83redrose83 You said days ago you weren't coming back...only proves to me you are a drama whore. I only come back because it is mine. I love responding to stupidity....normally makes the person keep talking, and prove their stupidity even more! I've proven that with you sweetie :P Oh and learn to spell please. Netspeak just shows it even more.
@83redrose83 Oh...and considering you don't have a dead child....you don't know that...why don't you refrain from saying what you "would" do until you actually face a situation in life.
@ColleenF30 Too many people pass judgement without stopping to think that they can't possibly know how it feels until it happens to them, but you'd at least hope that they'd be respectful. I'm sorry for your loss. I know you'll never forget, but I hope life gets easier for you. x
@83redrose83 It's called a tribute stupid.. If what you say is true, then you must hate every tribute to dead soldiers. You wanna talk about this being sick... YOU make ME SICK! I'm was a waiting father who lost his only child in labor, until you experience a still birth refrain from speaking. I think its sweet and loving for what could have been. K? Thanks! Any adult return comments will be answered.
@83redrose83 Never called you a name... I stated that you lacked intelligence. This statement has further proved my point that you are stupid. Would you like to try again?
@83redrose83 if this is weird for u then WHAT THE F*CK ur doing here ? Hope when u die there is no one to dress u nice so people can say their last good bye to u ...
@83redrose83 I am a mother too and I feel very lucky that I have a child.I am lucky to be able to share her childhood and enjoy all the experiences and memories that come with that.I can take photos of her and cuddle her when I want to.They only have a few precious moments to spend with their child,not a lifetime.It's not weird to dress,cuddle and take photos or even show off their baby.It's the only time they have.Put yourself in their shoes.You have a heart,so use it.
@83redrose83 If you had a heart then you wouldn't be arguing with a grieving mum who just wants to have a memorial to her baby to honour his short life and show how much she loved him.So you think it's offensive?What are far more offensive are your cruel and heartless remarks.Yes, it's your opinion, but your opinion shows a selfish nature and a complete lack of respect for this mum's feelings.I hope you never have a serious loss like this.Can't you just try to be kind?
@83redrose83 no one forced you to look at this video. If you find this kind of video disturbing, youtube is full of nice video you may like more, so quit looking them. And, yes, I'm a mother too.
@83redrose83 Why would you cast judgement, have you lost a child? And if you don't like it then don't watch it! That baby is a beautiful gift taken from them!
@83redrose83 what right do YOU have to judge the way someone else grieves their child?Just because it's not the right decision for you, does not mean it's wrong for someone else.In fact, studies have shown that it's very healing for parents who have lost a child. I don't think I would put it on here either, but for no other reason than because of people like you. If you don't like it,why watch?I'm a labor and delivery nurse, so I KNOW how parents need this. NOT youur place to judge.
He is way cute! I believe that some spirits are so good that they do not need to be tested like the rest of us, and I just bet Evan is one of those extra good spirits. You will meet again.OX
This is so sad and so unfair the poor little guy never had a chance. I cannot even imagine how it must feel not even getting a chance too look your baby in the eye and hearing him breathe. I'm very sorry for your loss.
its videos like this that make me fall to my knees and cry.. i have 3 beautiful children that i could never imagine losing.. so from all the nasty comments please remember that because of the reality check of how precious children are that i realised in this video, i appreciate my children more that were born not into heaven but into my world to make it a heaven for me.
this is for all those stupid immature little jerks out there who think that this is something to laugh at. i pity you, i really do. if you can find anything even remotely funny or entertaining about something so terrible you are dead inside. you're a worthless human being and fyi, some people watch these videos because we're not so stupid to take life for granted. every life is important. god forbid u ever have any children of ur own; then you might know what having a heart is like.
I am so sorry for your loss. I do not mean this in any way disrespectful, but I want to be honest. When the first shot of your baby played...I smiled. He looked so handsome and precious. May God comfort you always!
Im so sorry for ur loss he was a gorgeous boy I must admit this hit home for me he and my daughter have the same birthday I couldn't even fathom trying to cope without having her again I'm so sorry God bless u and ur angel baby may he sleep peacefully
i want to give my comdonlences to the familys of these babies who have died before their time my heart reaches you as one who wants to be a mother i watch these videos to teach me i know that life is special and precious everyone whos vids ive seen my heart reaches yours for your losses im sorry for all your losses its very tragic and sad when a babie is born dead its not funny my heart goes out to this mother and father who lost this sweet looking child.
I am so very sorry for your loss. Our Kayli was born still on November 29, 2011. It is comforting to know we are not alone in this journey. I also made a video for our angel. This is such a great tribute to your precious little boy. He is perfect. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. Evan would be proud to know he has such a strong mommy that is sharing his memory with so many people. Hugs.
@ShanesMommy1231 it helps other mothers and families around the world, it helped my sister who's little girl was born sleeping. its a comfort for people
@patrose9950 Oh geez is bootyfister on here too? That person must have no social life or just no feelings to go around these bereavement videos and make rude comments. Obviously they were never taught any compassion or how to have respect for others.
I am so sorry for you. I cried the hole time I watched this. My son Luke was born 9-29-09 I am so glad my boys were born healthy and there fine but Seeing this video and how close to the day our boy's would be in age, it just over whelmed me inside. God's watching over him now and I pray for you and Evan that god keeps him close.
God bless you and your family,what a beautiful child,He is an angel with god,Pay no attention to the comments of horrid people,they have to answer to god for there comments.
Have you thought maybe your baby was over due and your doctor (or whatever they're called) just got the due date wrong? Because 12 lbs is very big for a new born baby and maybe he was just baking for too long in your belly? Just something to think about because it happens.
Not possible. I know when I got pregnant. (actually I know when I had sex so unless it was immaculate conception...nope). My 6 week preemie was 8 lbs 4 oz. 4 week preemie was 7 lbs 12 oz, and one on time (39 weeks) was 8 lbs 3 oz.
@ColleenF30 Okay because I heard a true story of someone saying she believes her baby was too overdue and was in her body for too long so it basically suffocated. So I thought I'd mention it anyway.
I'M SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.... I LOSS MY BEAUTIFUL MICHELL 41 W. 4 MONTHS AGO... When I was pregnant, I saw your video and I cried so much, I never imagined that happen to me.
i'm so sorry for your loss. did you know he was going to be sleeping when he was born? i couldn't imagine going through such a thing, the grief you must have gone through. having pictures with your darling son and having to try and smile ): bless you xx
I haven't had any children so I don't know how it is to have one of course but this is very sweet! it made me cry a little. I'm glad you have pictures and things to remember him! you will get to see him again and he will love you like he does now!
Colleen, Evan is a beautiful little boy. He will live forever in your hearts. Disregard the ugly comments. There are moms and grandmas out here who want to see your little guy, and who shed tears with you. We understand your pain and your need to share your beautiful son.
May you and Evan's Dad find comfort an love in each other and in your indelible memories of your gorgeous Evan. (I want to kiss his fat cheekies!)
I'm so sorry...this takes me back to 1998. My first baby passed away as soon as she was born of anencephaly. I know your pain and you are in my prayers. The pain in your heart will heal but you will never forget. God bless you dear.
You can DISABLE comments...and you should have. I am deeply saddened by the loss of your little fellow...been right there - twice. Bless you. DISABLE THE COMMENTS
I am sorry for your loss!! I am there with you. I lost my daughter when she was 2 years and 23 days old. I know your pain. You heal how ever you need!!! Just remember he's with God and there is no better place for your son!!!
@lkrause74 i have alot of respect actually. i wasnt laughing at the video. i was laughing at a comment above by colleenF30. get your facts right and calm yourself down.
exclamation points do not equal upset or not calm. obviously you don't know that its very hard to determine mood over the internet. trust me if i was upset i would be using all caps which i did not. unless you're telepathic you have no idea what mood im in when i type these comments. :P
@ColleenF30 I so agree. No one forces these people to watch the videos. Its in the title...born sleeping! What do these people think "born sleeping" means? It doesnt take a genius to figure out that it means that these babies are deceased!
@70sGrOOVeTuBE These videos are therapeutic for the parents and it's a way of saying these babies will never be forgotten. These videos are a way that most parents get the feelings they've been holding in out. Please don't watch these if they upset you so much.
@70sGrOOVeTuBE These videos are therapeutic for the parents and it's a way of saying these babies will never be forgotten. These videos are a way that most parents get the feelings they've been holding in out. Please don't watch these if they upset you so much.
Thats your opinion if you dont like it dont watch it people have the right to express their grieving and loss any way that makes them feel comfortable, loosing a child recently myself ive been debating on making a video for you tube but its people like you with such comments that make me not want to create a trubite to my son. Im sorry that you cant handle reality.
@70sGrOOVeTuBE Unless you have had a baby you don't understand the bonding that goes on as the pregnancy progress. It is hard for a woman to lose her dreams for the baby and videos like this comfort some women and helped them heal.
@70sGrOOVeTuBE WTF??? This mother is just as intitled to post a video of her baby just like everyone else. The title of this video clearly signifies that the baby did not make it. This little guy was so precious. You should be ashamed of yourself. You are obviously not a mother or else you would empathize with this mommy.
@divera1227 nope. I'm a mother and I would NEVER EVER post a video of my dead child on youtube of all places! It's just weird and sick to me!!!!!! And dressing them up like they are alive.....???
@83redrose83 oh and did you have a better idea? did you want them to keep him naked? makes sense to me... JK i'd dress my baby up as well, even if i lost him or her.... people deal with mourning in different ways, and hell, if you don't wanna post up a video like this then YOU ARE ENTITLED TO DO, OR NOT TO DO SO.... maybe this video comforts them and they made it for family? you DON'T know, so stop.
@83redrose83 I somehow doubt that. You obviously have not had any losses such as a stillborn or a miscarriage yourself. fortunately. If you are a mother, then how in the world do you not understand the bond that is created during pregnancy? Do you not understand that little Evan was also a human being that deserves to be treated with respect like everyone else is? Everyone else gets to be dressed during their funeral, and a person is not stripped down when they die cause they're not alive.
This was beautiful. Thank you for having the courage to share it. My heart goes out to you for this painful loss.
RynnBuhler 5 hours ago
correction:born dead
if it was born sleeping, it would obviously still be alive
sTapleEVA 6 hours ago
Oh dear lord pray for Evan!!! God bless you!
Sistersforeva100 10 hours ago
evan is with our heavenly father i have 2 up there and we will see our children one day,just be happy hes not in suffering God had plans for him and you, i do hope u get to experience having another chil, your in my prayers!
emilybautista 14 hours ago
I'm so sorry that you lost your precious Evan...
midwife2thesoul 1 day ago
Wow 12 lbs he was a big baby such an angel its takes someone with a lot of strength and courage to even put a video like this together Im sure ur baby is looking down from heaven watching how much guys loved him
anniea710 1 day ago
Seriously? Clearly this experience has - understandably - left this poor woman a bit unhinged. I hope she has someone in her life with enough sense to take her to a good therapist, rather than the folks who went along with the morbid decision to put this online. Very, very sad indeed.
gailt1956 1 day ago
@gailt1956 I fired my therapist years ago. Death is a natural part of life...you get used to it.
ColleenF30 1 day ago
So very sorry for the loss of your beautiful son. And I wasn't not at all surprised to find that redrose that has been commenting is a liberal
TJones0868 2 days ago
@TJones0868 I wasn't surprised either. She has a lot of life lessons yet to learn.
ColleenF30 1 day ago
My sincerest condolences.
blackrapture1990 2 days ago
Rest in peace lil maan im sorry 4 your loss
lalalovesmundy 3 days ago
Rest in Peace little one... you are now in Lords Arms, with the Angels in Heaven <3
angelface796 3 days ago
I am so sorry for your loss.... Being a Nurse, I have seen Little Ones leave us to go to Heaven...... I pray for you and your family <3, AND I PRAY FOR ALL THE INAPPROPIATE, SO CALLED HUMANS.... FOR THIER COMMENTS....
angelface796 3 days ago
You poor thing. I am so sorry you lost your baby.
honeybunnyxx1 4 days ago
@redrose@ shame on you!!! You have a right to your opinion, but so does this mother! I lost a child as well and I grieve differently, and you should respect her right of expression. Instead of correction people in their grammar consider investing in manners for yourself. If you don't like this kind of videos stay away from them, you cold hearted woman! I'm so sorry with your lost, but you got to hold your precious child and were able to say good bye
jazzogo1983 4 days ago 2
Sending special prayers...
GothicGenie 4 days ago
What a beautiful and touching video. I'm very, very sorry.
And I am sorry to hear that some people don't understand why this video was posted, because I'm sure this video has helped so many others who have endured this kind of pain.
GothicGenie 4 days ago
@ColleennF30, first of all, I'm so sorry for your loss, and don't let some stupid ignorant people bother you. However you grieve, you deserve to do so. I personally don't believe 83redrose83's comment that she has a child. How can a mom say a shit like that? Shame on her...
I think Evan was a beautiful baby as well as this video is very touching. I believe your angel is sleeping in heaven peacefully.
I don't think the pain ever goes away, but hope you find some peace in your mind, too.
hohoho323 4 days ago
(SMH) HEAD WITH PEOPLE IGNORANT COMMENTS ON HERE. JUST LIKE RED SAID WHY WATCH IT KEEP CLICKING AND GO TO THE NEXT PAGE ON YOU TUBE . IF U DON'T HAVE KIDS U WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THIS SO REALLY .
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xxmscandi3girl 4 days ago
Ms. ColleenF30, your baby boy is beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss. It is unimaginable... God bless your family.
arizonanicki 4 days ago
Colleen, I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am for your loss, and that on behalf of everyone here who has a heart, I apologize for 83redrose83's cruel and heartless comment. Don't let one ignorant comment hurt you. What you have done for the sake of Evan's memory is absolutely beautiful, and it shows what a wonderful caring Mommy you are. How heartbreaking this must have been for you, may God bless you and heal your heart.
blessedmommy73 4 days ago
God bless, and comfort mnYou do You have another baby now?? This lil boy is just beautiful.....
annamaria96 5 days ago
RIP little Evan. My heart goes out to your loving parents. Thanks for sharing him with us.
Runningsquaw 6 days ago
@83redrose83 whats weird to 1 is totally acceptable to others maybe to them its weird that u wouldnt want to commorate ur childs short life in this way god blesscolleen f30 n her family u will all be in my prayers
bigg1147 1 week ago
when you loss your baby after 1 day try it u never lost 1 keep mouths shut until and hope u never have it happen to you
michael72358 1 week ago
I think your son is beautiful! redrose is sickening! I disagree with her. I had to deal with this with my brother Bryson.... and he actually has a video you can watch on youtube dedicating him. :) We dressed him in clothes and put socks and shoes on him... there's nothing wrong with this. She doesnt know how it feels. :( RIP Evan and Bryson. :) You're strong to be able to make this video... I give you all my credit. GOD BLESS :)
Missblondy11 1 week ago
I could not imagine carrying a baby for 9 months and it being still born. It breaks my heart. Im sorry for your loss.
telizabeth1 1 week ago
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rebornmommy7 1 week ago
my heart goes out to you <3
bexannevance 1 week ago
he looks just like a baby doll (in a good way)
ItsJustJasmine 1 week ago 2
I am sorry for your loss but I am happy tha you treated your baby like that.. he will never be forgotten, his brothers and sisters will have a picture of him. Even a day old baby in the womb is a person who deserves to be rememberd and honored. In my country people consider death s weird, always brings discomfort to talk about this. Personaly I believe a funeral is a celebretion for the life that ended and the wait for the new life to come... God bless u all
veloutela 1 week ago
such a shame on you miss redrose83, a mother has lost a baby and u still have the courage to talk to her like that.
ankitssona 1 week ago
Some of us may think this is a private matter that should not be aired. I think it is incredibly brave of the mother to post this video and I do believe that watching it may help other mothers who have gone through a similar situation to find their peace. I am very sorry for your loss.
240978LP 1 week ago
babys are God blessing no matter what i like to remeber my babys that i had miscarriede
natasha53227 1 week ago
I am terribly sorry for your loss, I am pregnant with my first and stillbirth is a big fear of mine. I dont know what I would do if I lost my baby, this could be the only chance I ever have to be a mother. I will keep your family and your sweet little angel in my prayers. God bless.
MyLittleMiracle89 1 week ago
On a side note- It was kind of strange how I got here. There was this troll on another video who felt only the need to critique and slander anything that did not coincide with her narrow ideals of propriety. I wondered, to myself, if she ever had anything nice to say, so I was looking at her profile and saw the recent activity here. Obviously- @83redrose83 -any subjects that don't match your beliefs are fair game for your oh-so-enlightened and eloquent insults.
postbunnie 1 week ago 2
Wow, I just cried so much. This is a memorial. Your child's death- and that of any child- deserves condolences, prayers, and attention. Did I have ANY emotional connection when I heard Whitney Houston died? No. I was completely apathetic. I watched this video for 30 seconds, and was bawling. I hope this does help your anguish. Probably one of the healthiest ways to cope. <3
postbunnie 1 week ago
Hey people, nobody asked you to watch this but if you do have some respect please. Put yourself in her shoes, that's the only memory she has of this child.
kjsmith2u 1 week ago 2
@kjsmith2u well said.
rocknrollchica 1 week ago
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I would never ever post a video of my dead child on youtube for everyone to see! It is a private matter! U all can say, hey, u must not be a mother, or have a heart, or blah blah blah! Yes! I am a mother and I do have a heart and that is why I would never do this! It makes me sick actually. To dress the child like it's alive and pose in pictures w it.... that's just weird to me. Although I am saddened that this happened, the internet is not the place to showcase it!
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83
So are you suggesting photographing the child naked to be better? To dress a person like they are alive and pose them is so strange....been to a funeral? Obviously not.
ColleenF30 1 week ago 8
@ColleenF30
Im so sorry for your loss, my son was born just days after yours so this touches especially close to home for me. Dont worry about what people say you have every right to post this in memory of your precious son.
Atweetybirda2 1 week ago
@ColleenF30 I'm suggesting NOT to make a video at all! It should be a private matter. And funerals, thank god, are not aired on youtube (hopefully they're not!) I don't wanna know!
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83
And I am suggesting if you don't like it don't watch. It was made for family and friends...not to make you happy. Grow up sweetie.
ColleenF30 1 week ago 2
@ColleenF30 Agreed not to watch, but, it is here on the internet so I can comment if I like. And if it was ONLY for family/friends y is it on youtube? THAT'S y it bothers me. I'm done w this conversation though... I've said my peace I believe. U can keep commenting if u like but I will not respond.
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83
Cause Heaven forbid someone have a conversation that doesn't suit them.
ColleenF30 1 week ago
@83redrose83 maybe to you it should be a private matter but to her it may not be and if she want to post a video of her cheild she lost she does not need to ask you if she can so just shut up and go a way and have a nics day
rebornmommy7 1 week ago
@rebornmommy7 Learn to spell if u want to talk to me please. It is a private matter and I am entitled to my opinion. You put a video like this on the internet expect reactions. So, I don't have to shut up, ty very much....
83redrose83 1 week ago
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rebornmommy7 1 week ago
@rebornmommy7 hmmm, u still don't know how to spell, that's really sad. did u complete the 3rd grade my dear? LOL
go ahead, talk to me, but I will not reply to an idiot.
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83
Then why did you reply...I am guessing you are about 15 considering all of the namecalling going on...At the risk of repeating myself...grow up.
ColleenF30 1 week ago
@ColleenF30 wow. I am actually 28, happily married and w a son, so u know nothing about me. and I would NEVER post something like this. u don't want backlash my dear then don't post stuff like this.
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83
No backlash...just morons who seek out videos like this and then complain about them. I would never treat people like you do...My Mamma taught me if I can't be nice to STFU! Something you could do well with learning. Since you are 28 ACT LIKE IT!!!
ColleenF30 1 week ago
@ColleenF30 hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! Someone is mad lol
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83 Nope...I repeat someone is an idiot...I hope your child doesn't pick up your attitude...I pity him if he does. One day you might realize the world does not revolve around you. Why would I be mad...because someone behind a monitor said 2 or 3 days ago she wasn't responding again which was obviously only true in her own mind? LOL. When you actually experience some of life you might get it.
ColleenF30 1 week ago
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marijamaya 6 days ago
@ColleenF30 i dont think that she deserve this much attention if she is a mother she will be taking care of her kids not be here and showing hers stupidity here
God bless u ur family and ur little angel Evan may rest in peace one day u will be with him he will be waiting for u god bless
marijamaya 6 days ago
@83redrose83
If you are 28 which I highly doubt...you need to stop acting like a little 15 yr old internet drama whore...which you are. you just keep coming back for more.
ColleenF30 1 week ago
@83redrose83
Before you call others out on their spelling...I suggest you learn to use Grammar, Capitalization, and Punctuation. Thanks!
ColleenF30 1 week ago
@83redrose83 I agree....this is horrible and all over you tube. Very, very weird
julabug77 1 week ago
@83redrose83 ... its so stupid to say somethin like this! its her decition to show her dead baby!!! ... is it wrong to be proud of her baby?? and show this all people? i didnt think so!! this mom will never called "mum" or will never see grow up her babyboy ... and the only thing u do is ... write this bullshit!!
19Leyla93 1 week ago 12
@19Leyla93 Learn to spell and complete full sentences please, if you want to talk to me. She could easily have another baby and be called "mum" as you put it. To be proud of a dead baby? Hmmmmm, ok. It's not bullshit, it's my opinion and I'm very much entitled to it like you are as well. Free speech?
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83
Yes I am proud of a dead baby because he was my Son. Doesn't matter if you like it or not. As to weather I can have another....how would anyone here know? Considering I am almost 35 and in peri-menopause...probably not. I will be proud of my Son until the day I die. Obviously someones Mommy didn't teach them any manners.
ColleenF30 1 week ago
@ColleenF30 But I can comment, u put this on the internet for people to see so expect some people not to agree w this. I am strongly against this video and everyone else who puts videos like this on youtube and nothing anyone says is gonna change my mind. Has nothing to do w manners, this is my opinion and I am allowed to express them. Don't like negativity then don't post stuff like this. Have a good day....
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83
As I said before THEN DON'T WATCH THEM!!!! See that is what an "adult" person does. If we don';t like something we move along. Without comment usually. I personally don't care what you say....I mean what are you going to do type at me in caps? Yeah it does have something to do with manners. Obviously you weren't taught that this world isn't here only to suit you. You might want to learn how to pass things by that don't suit you instead of running your mouth.
ColleenF30 1 week ago
@ColleenF30 No. Like I said, u put stuff like this on the internet people are going to comment, even if u like it or not, so get used to it. And u say u don't care, then y do u keep responding to me? lol
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83 You said days ago you weren't coming back...only proves to me you are a drama whore. I only come back because it is mine. I love responding to stupidity....normally makes the person keep talking, and prove their stupidity even more! I've proven that with you sweetie :P Oh and learn to spell please. Netspeak just shows it even more.
ColleenF30 3 days ago
@19Leyla93 VERY well said. She IS proud of her baby, and what a beautiful tribute she has made for him.
blessedmommy73 4 days ago
@83redrose83 Oh...and considering you don't have a dead child....you don't know that...why don't you refrain from saying what you "would" do until you actually face a situation in life.
ColleenF30 1 week ago 14
@ColleenF30 Too many people pass judgement without stopping to think that they can't possibly know how it feels until it happens to them, but you'd at least hope that they'd be respectful. I'm sorry for your loss. I know you'll never forget, but I hope life gets easier for you. x
Seanyandme 6 days ago
@ColleenF30 I agree with you!
wdostie 5 days ago
@83redrose83 It's called a tribute stupid.. If what you say is true, then you must hate every tribute to dead soldiers. You wanna talk about this being sick... YOU make ME SICK! I'm was a waiting father who lost his only child in labor, until you experience a still birth refrain from speaking. I think its sweet and loving for what could have been. K? Thanks! Any adult return comments will be answered.
Alarichswiftpaw 1 week ago 4
@Alarichswiftpaw haha! I don't care who u are.... calling names, that's real adult like.
83redrose83 6 days ago
@83redrose83 are just so mature...I take back my first assumption. You act more like a 12 yr old. Amazing display of maturity! NOT! *laughs*
ColleenF30 6 days ago
@83redrose83 Never called you a name... I stated that you lacked intelligence. This statement has further proved my point that you are stupid. Would you like to try again?
Alarichswiftpaw 4 days ago 2
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marijamaya 6 days ago
@83redrose83 if this is weird for u then WHAT THE F*CK ur doing here ? Hope when u die there is no one to dress u nice so people can say their last good bye to u ...
marijamaya 6 days ago
@83redrose83 as u can see! she is not the only one showing photo's or video's. How dare u say what u have said. shame on u!
hsinc0012 6 days ago
@83redrose83 I am a mother too and I feel very lucky that I have a child.I am lucky to be able to share her childhood and enjoy all the experiences and memories that come with that.I can take photos of her and cuddle her when I want to.They only have a few precious moments to spend with their child,not a lifetime.It's not weird to dress,cuddle and take photos or even show off their baby.It's the only time they have.Put yourself in their shoes.You have a heart,so use it.
Seanyandme 6 days ago
@83redrose83 If you had a heart then you wouldn't be arguing with a grieving mum who just wants to have a memorial to her baby to honour his short life and show how much she loved him.So you think it's offensive?What are far more offensive are your cruel and heartless remarks.Yes, it's your opinion, but your opinion shows a selfish nature and a complete lack of respect for this mum's feelings.I hope you never have a serious loss like this.Can't you just try to be kind?
Seanyandme 6 days ago
@83redrose83 no one forced you to look at this video. If you find this kind of video disturbing, youtube is full of nice video you may like more, so quit looking them. And, yes, I'm a mother too.
remembrall 6 days ago
@83redrose83 Shut your stupid pie hole your worthless piece of trash
buffmom79 5 days ago
@83redrose83 If you don't like it then why the hell did you click on it in the first place and watch it! Mind your own business, and don't watch it!
wdostie 5 days ago
@83redrose83 Why would you cast judgement, have you lost a child? And if you don't like it then don't watch it! That baby is a beautiful gift taken from them!
wdostie 5 days ago
@83redrose83 what right do YOU have to judge the way someone else grieves their child?Just because it's not the right decision for you, does not mean it's wrong for someone else.In fact, studies have shown that it's very healing for parents who have lost a child. I don't think I would put it on here either, but for no other reason than because of people like you. If you don't like it,why watch?I'm a labor and delivery nurse, so I KNOW how parents need this. NOT youur place to judge.
blessedmommy73 4 days ago
@83redrose83 You may be a mother, but a have a heart... you do not. Shame on you. Ms. ColleenF30, I'm sorry you had to endure further pain.
arizonanicki 4 days ago
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83redrose83 1 week ago
He is way cute! I believe that some spirits are so good that they do not need to be tested like the rest of us, and I just bet Evan is one of those extra good spirits. You will meet again.OX
FuzzyMommy 1 week ago
I´am so sorry...
Gothicprinzess666 1 week ago
God Bless You x
jaeda88 1 week ago
This is so sad and so unfair the poor little guy never had a chance. I cannot even imagine how it must feel not even getting a chance too look your baby in the eye and hearing him breathe. I'm very sorry for your loss.
andamat 2 weeks ago
what a cute little he's laying up in heaven with the angels now.
WarriorLaurie 2 weeks ago
its videos like this that make me fall to my knees and cry.. i have 3 beautiful children that i could never imagine losing.. so from all the nasty comments please remember that because of the reality check of how precious children are that i realised in this video, i appreciate my children more that were born not into heaven but into my world to make it a heaven for me.
mummzymiaful 2 weeks ago
A very beautiful boy . Sry for your loss. Wish you all the best and be strong. Greetings from Germany
OpenOneLove77 2 weeks ago
Everybody please report Servingthealiens channel. Let's get this heartless fucker off YouTube!
RebornLuvv 2 weeks ago
HAHAHAHA thats awsome!!!!!
Rickjamesisking 2 weeks ago
@Rickjamesisking you are wrong. someone should report you
TheYellowgirl09 2 weeks ago
@Rickjamesisking You just lost the right to call yourself a Human you heartless, evil person!!!
Gothicprinzess666 1 week ago
@Rickjamesisking what the hell how is loosing a child awesome??
XoXEmoGirlyXoX 1 week ago
sad and beautiful.
myfourgrands 2 weeks ago
I'm already crying :'( im soooooo sorry
Krabatize1 2 weeks ago
How sad ! Take courage and bless you !
vdsbm 2 weeks ago
Bless your hearts, such a sad thing to happen. You made a beautiful tribute to your beautiful little boy.
Huney1075 2 weeks ago
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Min2073 2 weeks ago
this is for all those stupid immature little jerks out there who think that this is something to laugh at. i pity you, i really do. if you can find anything even remotely funny or entertaining about something so terrible you are dead inside. you're a worthless human being and fyi, some people watch these videos because we're not so stupid to take life for granted. every life is important. god forbid u ever have any children of ur own; then you might know what having a heart is like.
likeashot42084 2 weeks ago
So sad for your loss Colleen. Your baby son is so beautiful. I hope you are doing ok. Rest in peace little Evan xxx
cagsie27 2 weeks ago
im so sorry, im pregnant now and so afraid of this... idk what i would do if i were to ever lose my little one
glambertlover507 2 weeks ago 2
I am so sorry for your loss. I do not mean this in any way disrespectful, but I want to be honest. When the first shot of your baby played...I smiled. He looked so handsome and precious. May God comfort you always!
MizzGzworld 3 weeks ago
Im so sorry for ur loss he was a gorgeous boy I must admit this hit home for me he and my daughter have the same birthday I couldn't even fathom trying to cope without having her again I'm so sorry God bless u and ur angel baby may he sleep peacefully
BeautifulRiot3 3 weeks ago
I'm so sorry for ur loss he was a gorg
BeautifulRiot3 3 weeks ago
what a beautiful big boy so sorry hunxxx
swellkel6969 3 weeks ago
i want to give my comdonlences to the familys of these babies who have died before their time my heart reaches you as one who wants to be a mother i watch these videos to teach me i know that life is special and precious everyone whos vids ive seen my heart reaches yours for your losses im sorry for all your losses its very tragic and sad when a babie is born dead its not funny my heart goes out to this mother and father who lost this sweet looking child.
Kaleenajr 3 weeks ago
This has to be the worst emotional pain a person can possibly go through in life.. You and your family will be in my prayers
:(
BiGTyMeDyMe 3 weeks ago
I am so very sorry for your loss. Our Kayli was born still on November 29, 2011. It is comforting to know we are not alone in this journey. I also made a video for our angel. This is such a great tribute to your precious little boy. He is perfect. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. Evan would be proud to know he has such a strong mommy that is sharing his memory with so many people. Hugs.
ashlilm 4 weeks ago
He was born so peaceful. It makes me cry for you and your loss. I my self am pregnant with my second child, i understand why you would post this.
ShanesMommy1231 4 weeks ago
@ShanesMommy1231 it helps other mothers and families around the world, it helped my sister who's little girl was born sleeping. its a comfort for people
scousechick87 3 weeks ago
omg born on my birthday :0
clairenfriends 4 weeks ago
every 8 seconds, how many of them live to be even 10?
majorawsomeness1 4 weeks ago
Dont pay any attention to BOOTYFISTER any one with that kind of name shows dis respect for them self,go away booty and get some class!
patrose9950 1 month ago
@patrose9950 Oh geez is bootyfister on here too? That person must have no social life or just no feelings to go around these bereavement videos and make rude comments. Obviously they were never taught any compassion or how to have respect for others.
lkrause74 3 weeks ago
<3
Brokensoulsx 1 month ago
I'm so sorry!
8656737s 1 month ago
I am so sorry for you. I cried the hole time I watched this. My son Luke was born 9-29-09 I am so glad my boys were born healthy and there fine but Seeing this video and how close to the day our boy's would be in age, it just over whelmed me inside. God's watching over him now and I pray for you and Evan that god keeps him close.
VampireKitten8387 1 month ago
God bless you and your family,what a beautiful child,He is an angel with god,Pay no attention to the comments of horrid people,they have to answer to god for there comments.
patrose9950 1 month ago
I am sorry for your loss. What a beautiful and perfect looking little boy. How difficult it must be for you to not know why he was stillborn. {hugs}
HanksGirl98 1 month ago
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I JUST MASTURBATED TO THIS VIDEO.
BootyFister 1 month ago
@BootyFister There is nothing I could say to change your angry heart,But why are you on this site?? please go away you need help!
patrose9950 1 month ago 2
@patrose9950 I'M NOT ANGRY. YOUR THE 1 THAT NEEDS HELP.
BootyFister 1 month ago
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I'm sorry for your loss :(
Have you thought maybe your baby was over due and your doctor (or whatever they're called) just got the due date wrong? Because 12 lbs is very big for a new born baby and maybe he was just baking for too long in your belly? Just something to think about because it happens.
TheOneAndOnlyMe92 1 month ago
@TheOneAndOnlyMe92
Not possible. I know when I got pregnant. (actually I know when I had sex so unless it was immaculate conception...nope). My 6 week preemie was 8 lbs 4 oz. 4 week preemie was 7 lbs 12 oz, and one on time (39 weeks) was 8 lbs 3 oz.
ColleenF30 1 month ago
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@ColleenF30 Okay because I heard a true story of someone saying she believes her baby was too overdue and was in her body for too long so it basically suffocated. So I thought I'd mention it anyway.
TheOneAndOnlyMe92 1 month ago
I'M SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.... I LOSS MY BEAUTIFUL MICHELL 41 W. 4 MONTHS AGO... When I was pregnant, I saw your video and I cried so much, I never imagined that happen to me.
DEMONIOSTERRENALES 1 month ago
did you know he was dead when you held him?
emylovesyousomuch 1 month ago
What a beautiful tribute to a perfect little angel. I am so sorry for your loss Colleen.
nvrufus 1 month ago
im so sorry for your loss. bless you
TheBlacksheep2020 1 month ago
I can't possibly imagine what you went through but I know God sees your heart. Never lose hope! Always believe!
tdubblz 1 month ago
i'm so sorry for your loss. did you know he was going to be sleeping when he was born? i couldn't imagine going through such a thing, the grief you must have gone through. having pictures with your darling son and having to try and smile ): bless you xx
prettypillpopper 1 month ago
I haven't had any children so I don't know how it is to have one of course but this is very sweet! it made me cry a little. I'm glad you have pictures and things to remember him! you will get to see him again and he will love you like he does now!
misskatiemarie18 1 month ago 2
Colleen, Evan is a beautiful little boy. He will live forever in your hearts. Disregard the ugly comments. There are moms and grandmas out here who want to see your little guy, and who shed tears with you. We understand your pain and your need to share your beautiful son.
May you and Evan's Dad find comfort an love in each other and in your indelible memories of your gorgeous Evan. (I want to kiss his fat cheekies!)
Hugs, Barbara J
sharppointy1 1 month ago
i am so sorry for your loss, you had a beautiful baby boy.... he's adorable and just remember we will see our babies again someday....
aoldenkamp0613 1 month ago 2
God Bless you!
princessgumbo 1 month ago
I'm so sorry...this takes me back to 1998. My first baby passed away as soon as she was born of anencephaly. I know your pain and you are in my prayers. The pain in your heart will heal but you will never forget. God bless you dear.
claressa98 1 month ago
You can DISABLE comments...and you should have. I am deeply saddened by the loss of your little fellow...been right there - twice. Bless you. DISABLE THE COMMENTS
gemavery 1 month ago
I am sorry for your loss!! I am there with you. I lost my daughter when she was 2 years and 23 days old. I know your pain. You heal how ever you need!!! Just remember he's with God and there is no better place for your son!!!
nsolis007 1 month ago
Thank you for sharing with us who forget the everyday miracles in our lives.
Love your neighbors, you'll never know when they'll be there for you.
KleptoKimber 1 month ago
omg im soo sry my friends house burnt down yesterday if it makes u feel better
mpisawesome555 1 month ago
god bless you
dreamland560 1 month ago
I had to stop before halfway thru this. I started crying too hard. I'm so sorry you had to go thru this. My heart aches for you.
OTAKUgirlYUKI 1 month ago
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these videos need to be taken down--just very sick i'm sorry
oh my god....i'm mortified! i cant watch anymore..i didn't realize these were...dead babies./.
horrible
70sGrOOVeTuBE 1 month ago
@70sGrOOVeTuBE
Really simple...don't click play...see intelligence wins!
ColleenF30 1 month ago 30
@ColleenF30 hahaha
tarajade87 3 weeks ago
@tarajade87 I honestly dont see whats funny about this video. Have some respect!
lkrause74 3 weeks ago
@lkrause74 i have alot of respect actually. i wasnt laughing at the video. i was laughing at a comment above by colleenF30. get your facts right and calm yourself down.
tarajade87 3 weeks ago
@tarajade87 No where in my comment was I not calm. Get *your* facts right before getting the wrong idea about *me*. Thank you.
lkrause74 3 weeks ago
exclamation points do not equal upset or not calm. obviously you don't know that its very hard to determine mood over the internet. trust me if i was upset i would be using all caps which i did not. unless you're telepathic you have no idea what mood im in when i type these comments. :P
lkrause74 3 weeks ago
@ColleenF30 I so agree. No one forces these people to watch the videos. Its in the title...born sleeping! What do these people think "born sleeping" means? It doesnt take a genius to figure out that it means that these babies are deceased!
lkrause74 3 weeks ago 2
@70sGrOOVeTuBE These videos are therapeutic for the parents and it's a way of saying these babies will never be forgotten. These videos are a way that most parents get the feelings they've been holding in out. Please don't watch these if they upset you so much.
OTAKUgirlYUKI 1 month ago
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@70sGrOOVeTuBE These videos are therapeutic for the parents and it's a way of saying these babies will never be forgotten. These videos are a way that most parents get the feelings they've been holding in out. Please don't watch these if they upset you so much.
OTAKUgirlYUKI 1 month ago
@70sGrOOVeTuBE i agree....too morbid
MrHellsone 1 month ago
@70sGrOOVeTuBE
Thats your opinion if you dont like it dont watch it people have the right to express their grieving and loss any way that makes them feel comfortable, loosing a child recently myself ive been debating on making a video for you tube but its people like you with such comments that make me not want to create a trubite to my son. Im sorry that you cant handle reality.
evanangelmommy 1 month ago
@70sGrOOVeTuBE Unless you have had a baby you don't understand the bonding that goes on as the pregnancy progress. It is hard for a woman to lose her dreams for the baby and videos like this comfort some women and helped them heal.
tigertbalm 1 month ago
@70sGrOOVeTuBE WTF??? This mother is just as intitled to post a video of her baby just like everyone else. The title of this video clearly signifies that the baby did not make it. This little guy was so precious. You should be ashamed of yourself. You are obviously not a mother or else you would empathize with this mommy.
divera1227 1 month ago 5
@divera1227 nope. I'm a mother and I would NEVER EVER post a video of my dead child on youtube of all places! It's just weird and sick to me!!!!!! And dressing them up like they are alive.....???
83redrose83 1 week ago
@83redrose83 oh and did you have a better idea? did you want them to keep him naked? makes sense to me... JK i'd dress my baby up as well, even if i lost him or her.... people deal with mourning in different ways, and hell, if you don't wanna post up a video like this then YOU ARE ENTITLED TO DO, OR NOT TO DO SO.... maybe this video comforts them and they made it for family? you DON'T know, so stop.
Chrissyxx13 1 week ago
@83redrose83 I somehow doubt that. You obviously have not had any losses such as a stillborn or a miscarriage yourself. fortunately. If you are a mother, then how in the world do you not understand the bond that is created during pregnancy? Do you not understand that little Evan was also a human being that deserves to be treated with respect like everyone else is? Everyone else gets to be dressed during their funeral, and a person is not stripped down when they die cause they're not alive.
divera1227 1 week ago 3