Hannah's Story - 24/09/07

[EmmaFaceOnFire]

If someone had shoved that in my face I would have have probably ended up biting and really hurting them. But then again, I really fucking hate cream cakes!

[RichardWiskerFan2009]

Rhys: Turn the hoover on you, it sounded better. LOL

Love Rhys

[RichardWiskerFan2009]

I really feel for Josh cos he's trying to look out for Hannah

[randomgirly5]

see, thats why I try so hard tohide what I do because I know if I tell my mom that I dont eat, she'll try to force food down my throat. She's even said it before and she did force food down my throat when I was 8 years old.......... Thats why i guess Im scared to get help or tell anyone even though its pretty obvious I still deny starving and bingeing and puking :/

[dazzlelightx]

why does hannah walk like that?

[SquidgetAndFlobber]

@dazzlelightx because she's weak from starving herself?!

[glittergirl274]

OMG wot the hell he force fed his own sister!!!

[RichardWiskerFan2009]

@glittergirl274 Yeah because he was worried she was going to die.

[1UnbreakableAngel]

that last bit actually makes me cry every time ... as an anorexic I can understand how horrific it is for Hannah, but at the same time I recognise the desperation that Josh feels, it really hits home when I see that and it brings me to tears

[elliejaade]

AH ! i hate rhys!

[MapleAndAnimeCrazy]

I understand why Josh was oding what he was doing... Poor guy. Hannah doesn't realize that the more she pushes her family away, the more she's tearing them apart...

[AlexEllenMessenger]

josh is FIT as ... he is so SWEET xx

[sugarplumgirl123]

AAAWWWW! jOSH IS SO CUTE!

[silverapple127]

LOL josh is attacking hannah with sweets.

[BexFace08]

PMSL at drunk rhys :))

[StaciaAMMA]

What is the name of the song in the beginning?

[thisismyspacebugoff]

Has the actual playlist for these videos gone now? I cant find them in order.

[MissJeffery1995]

rhys went from drunk to sober just like that lol i wish i could sober up that quick lol

[StillAliveJo]

Name of song at the beginning, please..?

[EmmaLouu12]

ahaa reece; 'turn the hoover on you it sounded it better' cracks me up

'i go to the pub and you, you cleans things dont need cleaning, what ever rocks your boat'<----- LOOOOOL i LOVE rhys he is so funny, one of the best characters! <3<3

[The55Immortal]

I almost cried watching this.

When Hannah repeats: "Nothing tastes as good as thin feels". I winced.

[chemilybff]

I love Rhys and Josh. I wish my brothers were that sweet.

[Lisa13245]

Same

[natalia3966]

@chemilybff same:)

[puzzlelalala]

& Rryhs again 'too disfunctional families' ledgend!!!

[puzzlelalala]

Rofl I have ED but lol at Ryhs ' anorexics right, when they look in the mirror they think theyre fat, so what do they think when they see johnny vegas hey' I am creasing up!!!!

[BarnicleHead]

they must have done a lot of research and been on pro ana websites to get those thinspo quotes

[SaraCanDoThis]

wish i had a brother like Josh :( he's soo caring unlike mine >.>

[Anorehc]

Josh only wants to help; its not his fault.

[SayomiSama]

Does anyone else think that Josh looks kindof like Daniel Radcliffe?

And I love Suzanne. I miss my mum.

: /

[SweetInnocense94]

What is the episode were Rhys sees Hannah's stomach?

[jlm123789]

It will definitely be one in August - September, probably mid-end August? i'm not sure which though.

[proanachicks]

omg this is such a good storyline!!!

what's the song played in the beggining when she's on the internet?

[greeneyedgirlywirly5]

rhys is funny, timing on 'disfunctional families' was brilliant!!!

[ellie9311]

poor hannah, i know Josh was only trying to help to help his sister to get better, but he went the wrong way about it bless him

[Ealasaid17]

Really-eating 10 brownies all at once isn't good either.

[banananutmuffin24]

man josh is such a cutie

[ShaniceSayer]

I Have Been Through This Before And It Is Such A Hard Thing To come To Terms With And I Understand Alot About What Hannah And Her Family Are Going Through Great Ending X

[xEastendersx]

its great for hannah, that her family care bout her so much. cos wateva shes sed or done to them, they never stop loving.

[SoDesireableBabyy]

I laughed at thisfor ages

"Turn the hoover on ou it sounded better"

lmaaaaoooo :L:L:L:L

[fakesmileandlipstick]

i wish someone cared that mutch about me :(

[TheGreencollie]

me too :[

[snurplebeans]

Anyone else get a horrid urge to eat constantly while watching shows/movies about someone with an eating disorder? lol....arghh...!!

[soph60]

lol thats what i do

[TheGreencollie]

yeah!! AHH! gotta stay strong.

[redeemX]

Josh Ashworth melted my heart. His idea was an anorexic's nightmare, but the way he was just trying to help...was beautiful.

[safehouse123]

thats love...his heart is in the right place

[MAISY1123]

hey yu who want a sibling, they dont actually act like that (ie all caring an stuff) they ar like rhys the whole time, an never reli care

xx

[heyitisjustme]

excelent ending!

[dontcareabit]

I don't like that rhys just denies her eating disorder all the time.. actually josh is the only one thinking straight, he knows she need help, he just dosen't know how, it so sad but sweet.

[WhoIAmFilms]

i wish i had a sybling

[AllwayzCrazy]

So do i, it totally sucks bein an only child .

[fisha002]

omg noooo u dont they r a pain in the ass and dont no when 2 stop. they steal ur stuff, take the piss out of u and are really just annoying so u dont want 1 and if u really really do want 1 u can have one of mine lol x x x

[ellie9311]

i do i have brother like Josh called Tom, he is like my best friend we are so close there is nothing i wouldnt do for him

[lilmisuk]

i felt way sorry for josh cos he's trying to help his sis and he doesn't know wot to do so he thinks he's helping her by making her eat?

[ForeheadKAT]

i agree Dx i feel so bad for him....

[randomana]

whoever did the writing for this really did their pro ana research. i'm very impressed!

[gopher77]

Wow, that ending is so powerful!

[AVALONFANINVA]

thanks for sharing I love Hannah!

[StillAliveJo]

This part is really rough. Poor Hannah :-(

[dramakid95]

Is this really what anorexics go through? Screaming bloody murder because they saw a hot dog? I think there is some elements of truth in this, but not all truth.

[atruminfractus]

Have you ever been anorexic?

There is NOTHING worse than being forced to eat food that you don't want.

[crazymanthomas1654]

HOLY SHIT!! thats a good impression of an anarexic mind, I often say the same stuf at meal time, but unfortunatly I give in and eat

[ilovefob1994]

nothing tastes as good as it feels.

you fight pain with pain

[hhhannahhh]

it's not it, it's thin

nothing tastes as good as thin feels

[x3thin]

omg i hate her bro !

[averunks]

OMG I HATE HANNAH SO MUCH. im sorry, i know there are people here that like her and stuff but...shes just annoying as. FUCK.

[MegWorld2]

you come on all her videos dont you and dish the fuck out of her. freak

[Joannieee10]

Wow, Hannah has hit crazy now =(.

[MegWorld2]

I think that the Ashworths are a bit thick to be honest. I mean any normal person would go straight to a doctor and seek professional help when they find out their child has an eating disorder,(like my mum did to me) and the idea that they thought they could handle the situation themselves is just downright silly. Anorexia controls the mind, and no amount of love or amount of help from the family is going to change that. Hannah clearly needs medical help

[sarahluvzyu]

my mum didnt get help for me. Mostly because I live in NZ and there is no help and she really had no idea how to help me. But yea I agree with you.

[coolamy104]

'To disfucntional families' lmao :)

[averunks]

too funny

[TwilightBellaForever]

The Ashworths aren't that dysfunctional if you think about it though lol there's a lot worse families out there, but the way Rhys said it, was brilliant

[JUKIO01]

cant hannah just get over it? just force it!

[moonlightshadow08]

he was trying to stuff that cake down her throat! i think that would upset anyone whether they had an eating disorder or not. she's so upset by it that she starts having flashbacks about it later on when she's doing better when she goes on a date and something reminds her of it.

[claireeX]

i hate how hannah is so dramatic just cause she just as much saw a cake.

[bohoangel123]

she's anorexic you self absorbed fool >.> Food is her enemy. You probably don't know what it's like, but imagine if you saw a nuclear bomb. You'dfeel the same way she does when she sees a cake.

[claireeX]

i love how quick you are to judge. how do you know i dont know what its like?

i was just expressing my opinion.

she sees food at breakfast and doesnt start screaming. she screams & her family makes whatever is bothering her stop. seems like an immature tantrum.

[ItsADietCokeThing]

You do realize that this is a show.

Emma/Hannah is just acting and following a script.

[claireeX]

Well, ofcourse i do but why watch it if you just go along with everything, have you never disagreed with anything you've seen on tv?

[ItsADietCokeThing]

That I have.

But the negative comments about the character aren't necessary though.

[claireeX]

No, its not necessary but i wanted to express my opinion. I didn'nt say anything truely offensive like some people have on the other videos of hannah.

[splashedcoke]

Maybe not offensive, but this comment is ignorant and misinformed. Speaking as a girl who suffered from social phobia for years, I totally understand her reaction. Just being in a room with people I didn't know used to terrify me that much. While her reaction is abnormal and she needs professional help, I understand completely what she felt. And no one is denying your right to speak, Claire. This is a board where everyone can express their opinion - however, comments like these are thoughtless.

[BlueGem18]

poor josh i feel sorry for him. i tink hannah is being a little bit selfish. i no she woz ill and that but she didnt reali think of wot ne1 else felt

[TwilightBellaForever]

is not that she didn't think about it, she was too into what she was doing she didn't see the problem, same with Melissa, she's in denial that she has a problem so she carries on, doesn't realise the pain she's causing her family until it finally sinks in she has a problem

[BlueGem18]

omg this storyline is good.

[OTownsAngel281]

Wow, this episode made me love Josh even more! Amazing episode!

[PlobyR]

Josh sounds EXACTLY like my brother did...

xxx

[secretlylonely]

josh is amazing.. he just doesn't know how exactly to help her.

[iamajimmy]

she is so badass

[xxkittykissxx]

omfg this is good

[scarlettkota]

aw this was so sad. D: poor josh, i feel so bad for josh.

[scarlettkota]

oops sorry didnt mean to say his name twice. :/

[baybeestacey2k7]

aww thiis was so sad this storyline had me hooked everynight lolz =[ Poor josh. My sister has Anorexia too you really just never know wat to do :(

[TrishyxLou]

her dream thing she had at dinner was so sad!=(

[stacieo]

omg poor josh...

[emuhlee93xo]

josh was just trying to help.

he just has no idea how.

this literally broke my heart.

[sarahluvzyu]

You can tell he truely does care about Hannah, then again if my mum or sisters did that to me I would of run from home and not talk to them for a very very long time.

[gnrqueen]

gosh wat is this?

i can fynd the beginning of this things

& lyk the part is written lyk in a date

format thing?

it's confusing!

[tatyanafofana]

it's hollyoaks if you still want to know haha

the date is when the episode aired

[evesapple]

'oh turn the hoover on you, it sounded better.' hehe

[blackheartdove]

Maybe it's because my family is dysfunctional in an apathetic way, but I can't imagine a brother acting like that. Force feeding is not going to help.

[tatyanafofana]

i completely agree. just because someone gains the weight back to keep them from dying doesn't mean they've been mentally cured and if they don't believe they should be heavier then they'll just try to lose weight again.

[TwilightBellaForever]

He thought it would though =[ I felt for Jost in that episode I really did

[queenbie3]

dos enyone know the song in the beginnin ??

[ShatteredSilence09]

wow.

This is heart breaking.

[niji103]

This was actually more interesting when Melissa was alive. :/

[abdiel3]

All I can say about this is wow. Josh has really gone to the point in which he can not wait for others to help Hannah. Although I would love to say "That is what an example brother looks like," Josh acted on emotion and not ratioal thinking. Thia is a great show. I hope to keep on watching it even if it isn't aired in the U.S.

[Hermione3]

It is aired in the U.S. though.

[abdiel3]

Really? I what channel?

[Hermione3]

i don't know, i'm not from America, i just know it's aired there.

It's around a year behind the UK though.

[abdiel3]

Would you happen to know someone who does know?

[illyriajem]

It's on BBC America, but in the wee hours of the morning

[emilydied]

I was wondering when pro-ana sites were going to come into all of this! It was surprising that Melissa didn't introduce her to them. Good realism, though. This is the first I've heard of the Internet ED community being represented in an ED storyline.

[Eymi101]

There was actually supposed to be a phase where Melissa and Hannah did check out pro-ana sites but for some reason it was never aired!

[DhiscoStu]

ooh the drama of cupcakes!

[saddasdas2]

why is her face all scabby?

[StewNWT]

Josh is the only one doing anything about it. This 'there's no problem BS' is what's killing her.

[ETSINTERIORS]

The mother is a poor excuse for a nurse. She of all people should realize that this is not something she can handle on her own. Hannah needs to be in a treatment facility. She needs 24 hour supervision. She will not eat unless someone forces her to eat. Josh has the right idea but he needs help.

[Mahdi02]

Rhys just spoils this whole storyline dumb cunt

[Hermione3]

Josh is so creepy.

[seanmilesjones]

i dont agree with that but you know its almost to much to watch, that. its so sad that shit makes you want to cry.

[anjmehra]

that's only because he genuinely cares about his sister and has faced up to the reality that the is starving herself to death and something has to be done.

[Hermione3]

I know, it's just how he was portrayed in that scene...holding that cake. Just creepy to me,

[trewingo01]

I would have done just as Josh did. Stuff it down her throat!

[JessLeeNYC]

Seriously. And she looks more like a meth addict. I've never seen an anorexic with skin like that. Dry, dull skin, yes. Crusty acne? No. This storyline sux without Melissa, too. Bring the skinny witch back.

[haydendandelion]

woah! thanks for posting.

[repunzel4eva]

oh. my. *sigh*

[munchkinjenny05]

Thanks for putting this up! I'm going to miss Hollyoaks on Monday and this is my favourite storyline :D