I heart you AND your videos but I can't watch this one...the wind chimes hurt my musician ears!...it's annoying to be so sensitive to dissonance but we are conditioned that way...ahhh!
I've always been a fan of Easter egg hunts, but I've missed out on them a lot, so this year my mom and I bought a ton of eggs and three special ones shaped like frogs. We filled the normal ones with candy and the frogs were the incentive to play because they came with an iPod giftcard. I love hunting for eggs! We're all seventeen and eighteen year olds. It was tons of fun.
For Easter my dad used to buy loads of chocolate eggs and hide them around the house and give us clues that we had to figure out in order to find them. It was awesome, but then we got "too old"
Thinking of you as ever being negative or insecure is hard for my brain to understand... like. In my mind you are Kade. synonymous with awesome. :D seriously your articulation of these sorts of things makes me very happy... always profound, always inspiring.. thanks Kade!
i did about the same. when i first realized who i was i just started watching other transguys here on youtube and doing my research which i highly recomend for anyone who is thinking they might be trans. guy or girl
i came out to my family as lesbian about three years ago and just recently came out as trans. at the moment i'm talking to my school therapist to find a gender therapist. my family isn't taking it well but at least they dont disown me so i have that going
@VeeRodrigue:For this video, it's actually just a Canon Powershot A690. I think I just got lucky with the weather and the angle. But if anyone asks, I totally planned it that way. :)
Now that you've had top surgery are you more intimate and connected with your girlfriend or the people you date? And do you feel completed now or are you thinking of having the bottom surgery as well?
hey kade, as far as i remember i've never felt like a girl... but i don't think i'm a boy either... so i'm not sure what to do cause i do feel in between but no one can tell cause i look so much like a girl. my features are just very feminine no matter what i do or wear. and i don't identify as butch either. do you think i should take T to look a little more in between like i feel ? do you have any advice ? i feel so lost.
i have known since i was around the age of 4 or 5 that something wasn't quite right. i am now 21 and aching to transition from ftm. i fear my parents' reaction, as coming out as "gay" when i was 18 did not go over well at all and is still an issue. all that aside, i know you say that it doesn't matter what age you begin your transition. but i want to know if the effects of HRT are quicker/better if you start younger. i worry that if i wait, my body won't look as male as it can. thanks man =)
I celebrate passover during this part of the year... but my family tradition is to go buy cheap post-easter chocolate :) I've always felt like in that in a way I could enjoy/celebrate easter too!
I celebrate passover during this part of the year... but my family tradition is to go buy cheap post-easter chocolate :) I've always felt like in that in a way I could enjoy/celebrate easter too!
You've mentioned before you felt a great sense of camaraderie after transitioning. Do you know why that can't exist between f&m or f&f? My friends are mostly guys (especially when I was younger), but once they got girlfriends, they always fell off the face of the earth. As I'm getting older, I find it easier to make casual fem friends, but it always feels uncomfortable and superficial... I'd much rather chill with the guys...
I'm not attracted to girls, so I've never had to come out as a lesbian and I don't feel a part of the LGBT community and I don't have any gay friends at all. So I feel like I have no one to talk to. But I feel like a boy inside. A gay boy. I most definitely wish I was just born male, but I'm so insecure about the idea of transitioning and I almost feel like I'm not strong enough to handle being trans and handle having to come out, having to explain. I'm such a wimp. How do you find the strength?
@GoingToWar is there a reason why you have to come here and spread your word vomit all over the place? i know people like you and it's a pretty well known fact that those who staunchly put down gay people, and the gay community have latent homosexual tendencies. just sayin...
@glasseyelashes lol i like how you tryed to turn it around on menow if you would only turn your homo ways to the hetro ways we would not have a problom. but because you have asked "a reason why you have to come here and spread your word vomit all over the place" and there is a good reason i hate faggots. and for a good reason, thay (you) are not normal.
wonderful video Kade, i think you've said it though. It's all so individual that one person doesn't hold all the answers. You gotta do what right for you. Research is always the best answer, and soul searching.
As a bi woman, i had to search myself to figure out if i was confused or just in a phase, my parents thought it was a phase, but i had to figure it out for myself. Eventually I realized it was ok to like both genders, and that there was a huge bi community of people who thought like me.
my mom felt really guilty when I told her that I wanted to transition because she felt like puberty and stuff could have been avoided (or blocked a bit more) if I had told her I "was a boy" when I was little. some people just don't know until they're older i guess lol
sometimes i fill like a guy and some times a gril i now im genderqueer but i did ponder the idea i could be trans at one time but now im sure that i am genderqueer and it gets heard some times great video !
Sometimes I feel like a guy. I've always wanted to be a boy as a kid, but it was only because I thought only boys get to play in mud. Sometimes I still wonder what it's like to be a guy. I don't feel 100% girl, but I'm quite content with it. Idk...I just put it behind me. I don't know if that's a good thing or not.
The profound thought here is just as you said,, "It's a head thing" Haaaaa!! That my Dear Kade was spot on and soooooooooo simple its invisable at times. The masses leave the temple saying so it is that simple huh? Yup it is. Great video
how far along are you in your transition? i know you had chest surgery but what about any others? how did your family react when you said you identified as trans? how does your girlfriend feel about it?
@coolkitty7 Yea, i kinda would like to know as well.
If thats to personal i'm sorry as well.
My parents flipped when i told them I was bi, wanted it to be a phase, so your families reaction would be something i wonder about.
And my boyfriends have always been awkward about me liking girls too, how did it affect your relationship with your girlfriend? Did she know when you started dating or did you tell her later?
@coolkitty7: I am currently a little over two years into physical transition. I started hormone therapy in February of 2008. And as of yet, chest surgery has been the only one. No worries on the questions being too personal...all you can do is ask, right? :) The other questions will have to wait for a video because they are gonna need a little more attention..
Your voice is deep O///O It suprised me :{D
narutogirl2500 1 year ago
Middle Sexes
watch?v=jaPsiGutGPQ
Great Documentary!
quanteum 1 year ago
Damn Kade, how the hell did you get so amazing?
sonjunkie 1 year ago
@AmuAtLarge: Should I take this as a compliment?
kadeclark 1 year ago
I heart you AND your videos but I can't watch this one...the wind chimes hurt my musician ears!...it's annoying to be so sensitive to dissonance but we are conditioned that way...ahhh!
MusicontheBrain247 1 year ago
@MusicontheBrain247: oh no! i knew they'd be murder on someone's ears. Sorry friend. I'll do better next time. :)
kadeclark 1 year ago
I've always been a fan of Easter egg hunts, but I've missed out on them a lot, so this year my mom and I bought a ton of eggs and three special ones shaped like frogs. We filled the normal ones with candy and the frogs were the incentive to play because they came with an iPod giftcard. I love hunting for eggs! We're all seventeen and eighteen year olds. It was tons of fun.
cornstarch27 1 year ago
@cornstarch27: Your mom sounds awesome! I would SO hunt for frog shaped easter eggs filled with iPod goodness. I'm just saying. :)
kadeclark 1 year ago
Kade = awesomeness! : )
nalarocksurscks 1 year ago
I might be the only person in the world who hates wind chimes. They drive me crazy like alarm clocks.
aquarius129 1 year ago
My family always put money in the eggs lol. All kids want money hahaha
Jess8730 1 year ago
what did you look like as a girl?
3dgrocks12401 1 year ago
For Easter my dad used to buy loads of chocolate eggs and hide them around the house and give us clues that we had to figure out in order to find them. It was awesome, but then we got "too old"
twinklewonderkid91 1 year ago
Well said as always, Kade! Hope your Easter was great :)
aurayon 1 year ago
Thinking of you as ever being negative or insecure is hard for my brain to understand... like. In my mind you are Kade. synonymous with awesome. :D seriously your articulation of these sorts of things makes me very happy... always profound, always inspiring.. thanks Kade!
LLEBNAX 1 year ago
i did about the same. when i first realized who i was i just started watching other transguys here on youtube and doing my research which i highly recomend for anyone who is thinking they might be trans. guy or girl
justinthedemonslayer 1 year ago
i came out to my family as lesbian about three years ago and just recently came out as trans. at the moment i'm talking to my school therapist to find a gender therapist. my family isn't taking it well but at least they dont disown me so i have that going
justinthedemonslayer 1 year ago
you are so my favorite person right now.
lindseyclark08 1 year ago
What camera do you use? It's really crisp! :D
VeeRodrigue 1 year ago
@VeeRodrigue:For this video, it's actually just a Canon Powershot A690. I think I just got lucky with the weather and the angle. But if anyone asks, I totally planned it that way. :)
kadeclark 1 year ago
Wonderful Kade...don't worry...you were plenty profound!!! Happy Easter!
PaintedRavensong 1 year ago
you are aaaaamazing :)
omfgJ92 1 year ago
i was waiting all week for your video because you ARE the guru of the week on this topic. :DD
ALIROX931 1 year ago
Kade, you're awesome. Great video as always. Hope you had a fantastic time with the family.
beththebookworm 1 year ago
Now that you've had top surgery are you more intimate and connected with your girlfriend or the people you date? And do you feel completed now or are you thinking of having the bottom surgery as well?
deltapep 1 year ago
hey kade, as far as i remember i've never felt like a girl... but i don't think i'm a boy either... so i'm not sure what to do cause i do feel in between but no one can tell cause i look so much like a girl. my features are just very feminine no matter what i do or wear. and i don't identify as butch either. do you think i should take T to look a little more in between like i feel ? do you have any advice ? i feel so lost.
Amandinedinedine 1 year ago
Thanks for your input, Kade. You're very level headed.
drac16 1 year ago
i have known since i was around the age of 4 or 5 that something wasn't quite right. i am now 21 and aching to transition from ftm. i fear my parents' reaction, as coming out as "gay" when i was 18 did not go over well at all and is still an issue. all that aside, i know you say that it doesn't matter what age you begin your transition. but i want to know if the effects of HRT are quicker/better if you start younger. i worry that if i wait, my body won't look as male as it can. thanks man =)
24britt25 1 year ago 2
I'm not all that into being a girl, but don't want to be a boy. I don't feel like anything's missing, and I'm happy where I am.
awesome video! thanks Kade. :)
superbobfulspiffy 1 year ago 2
I admire you so much, Kade. Thanks for everything. <3 <3
HilarySwankfan24 1 year ago
Well done Kade :)
7KC9 1 year ago
I celebrate passover during this part of the year... but my family tradition is to go buy cheap post-easter chocolate :) I've always felt like in that in a way I could enjoy/celebrate easter too!
cogitational 1 year ago
I celebrate passover during this part of the year... but my family tradition is to go buy cheap post-easter chocolate :) I've always felt like in that in a way I could enjoy/celebrate easter too!
cogitational 1 year ago
You sir are a wonderful human being! great advice!!
wankbead 1 year ago
My admiration for you? It's a head thing.
You've mentioned before you felt a great sense of camaraderie after transitioning. Do you know why that can't exist between f&m or f&f? My friends are mostly guys (especially when I was younger), but once they got girlfriends, they always fell off the face of the earth. As I'm getting older, I find it easier to make casual fem friends, but it always feels uncomfortable and superficial... I'd much rather chill with the guys...
t1n86 1 year ago
thank you for this video, kade.
Spiffet 1 year ago
I'm not attracted to girls, so I've never had to come out as a lesbian and I don't feel a part of the LGBT community and I don't have any gay friends at all. So I feel like I have no one to talk to. But I feel like a boy inside. A gay boy. I most definitely wish I was just born male, but I'm so insecure about the idea of transitioning and I almost feel like I'm not strong enough to handle being trans and handle having to come out, having to explain. I'm such a wimp. How do you find the strength?
12thLeveIWizardKing 1 year ago 4
@12thLeveIWizardKing Best wishes for your journey.
superbobfulspiffy 1 year ago
you are amazing.
Intuitive, educated, intruiging, well-spoken, and honest.
You are like the budha to my life.
-b-
ahappygay 1 year ago 2
How has your religion affected your transition? Thanks Kade!
Druggedoutinsomniac 1 year ago
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ok i stopped watching at 1:31 because i did not want to watch a 9 min vid to find out if you where a faggot or not.
GoingToWar 1 year ago
@GoingToWar is there a reason why you have to come here and spread your word vomit all over the place? i know people like you and it's a pretty well known fact that those who staunchly put down gay people, and the gay community have latent homosexual tendencies. just sayin...
glasseyelashes 1 year ago
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@glasseyelashes lol i like how you tryed to turn it around on menow if you would only turn your homo ways to the hetro ways we would not have a problom. but because you have asked "a reason why you have to come here and spread your word vomit all over the place" and there is a good reason i hate faggots. and for a good reason, thay (you) are not normal.
GoingToWar 1 year ago
wonderful video Kade, i think you've said it though. It's all so individual that one person doesn't hold all the answers. You gotta do what right for you. Research is always the best answer, and soul searching.
As a bi woman, i had to search myself to figure out if i was confused or just in a phase, my parents thought it was a phase, but i had to figure it out for myself. Eventually I realized it was ok to like both genders, and that there was a huge bi community of people who thought like me.
CaressOfMoonlight 1 year ago 3
This has been flagged as spam show
@CaressOfMoonlight because you are a freak.
GoingToWar 1 year ago
my mom felt really guilty when I told her that I wanted to transition because she felt like puberty and stuff could have been avoided (or blocked a bit more) if I had told her I "was a boy" when I was little. some people just don't know until they're older i guess lol
lifeofandrewk 1 year ago 2
sometimes i fill like a guy and some times a gril i now im genderqueer but i did ponder the idea i could be trans at one time but now im sure that i am genderqueer and it gets heard some times great video !
EmilysBloodycorps 1 year ago
Sometimes I feel like a guy. I've always wanted to be a boy as a kid, but it was only because I thought only boys get to play in mud. Sometimes I still wonder what it's like to be a guy. I don't feel 100% girl, but I'm quite content with it. Idk...I just put it behind me. I don't know if that's a good thing or not.
BillieBaby143 1 year ago 3
The profound thought here is just as you said,, "It's a head thing" Haaaaa!! That my Dear Kade was spot on and soooooooooo simple its invisable at times. The masses leave the temple saying so it is that simple huh? Yup it is. Great video
Jenna08848 1 year ago
how far along are you in your transition? i know you had chest surgery but what about any others? how did your family react when you said you identified as trans? how does your girlfriend feel about it?
sorry if they're too personal. :)
coolkitty7 1 year ago 25
@coolkitty7 Yea, i kinda would like to know as well.
If thats to personal i'm sorry as well.
My parents flipped when i told them I was bi, wanted it to be a phase, so your families reaction would be something i wonder about.
And my boyfriends have always been awkward about me liking girls too, how did it affect your relationship with your girlfriend? Did she know when you started dating or did you tell her later?
CaressOfMoonlight 1 year ago
@coolkitty7: I am currently a little over two years into physical transition. I started hormone therapy in February of 2008. And as of yet, chest surgery has been the only one. No worries on the questions being too personal...all you can do is ask, right? :) The other questions will have to wait for a video because they are gonna need a little more attention..
kadeclark 1 year ago
you're wonderful. that is all.
rarerthanuranium 1 year ago
"Advice is a dangerous gift. Even from the wise to the wise, all courses may run ill."
-Gandalf the Grey (FOTR;LOTR)
That quote came to me as you were talking. Great video Kade :)
FrerardLives 1 year ago 2
the buda of the week!! ;D
happiesthought 1 year ago 14