Our TTC Journey/Ectopic Pregnancy (Part 1 of 2)

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

@aznsweetie2009 it toook about 9 months

[falltimestar]

my mom had a miscarriage when i was about 5 or 6. i didnt know what was going on at the time, we were camping with family friends. then the next thing i remember was eating a Popsicle outside the hospital with my friends mom and dad. then my mom came out and hugged her friend and she was crying.

my mom only told me this year, im 18. it was really sad for me, i could have had a baby brother or another little sister. :'( i cant even imagine how you feel.

[Benim1922]

I had an ectopic pregnancy Last month Oct 4,2010 and that's time i'm about 6 weeks pregnant I had surgery. It really sad wish my little angel were here with me but you know...we have to let's go and keep our life normal. Always sad to talk about. Thank you for share you sorry i'm so sorry for your loss.

[yagurl8]

i had an ectopic pregnancy. :-( i wish i could have had my baby

[niqniq76]

Awww...him crying touched me. I know what youve been through. ive had two miscarriages and two ectopic. One tube thats had surgery one it back in aug.2010. Doctor wanted to save my only tube but what are my chances now? Ive been so depressed because I just want one...

[sjbree]

Omg ur soooo right no 1 understands. N I mean no 1. It's the worst thing that had ever happend to me. I still cry just talking about it. I will never get over it.

[halloweengirl888]

Aw this is sad i had a simular suituation in may this yeah i had a chemical pregnancy it was soo sad i was gutted.But we are now pregnant again and i`m 22 weeks :-).xx

[cylla2001]

Just like you I was so jalous of others and so biter for not having another baby.

well at 35 years old 9 long years after my daughter I got pregnant again with my baby boy for so long wanted all naturaly with block tubes and endometriosis a true miracle! I wish you many more babies in futur you are a great mom:)

[Lipskissable]

Hi hun, I feel your pain! I just went through the same thing a week ago. I can't help but break in tears while seeing your video and admire you for being so brave to make this video. I see you have a beautiful little girl! We are still yet to try again for #1 . May god bless you and help you ease your pain. Hugs.

[dede2122gc10]

I really understand how you feeling, I had an eptopic pregnancy at 14 weeks and its hard but with support i got threw it.

[princessadesal]

oh my goodness.... this broke my heart.. everyones experience are different so i can't say i understand because i wasn't there, i wasn't you but i can say i definitely feel your pain and i can see it in your eyes when you talk about it. i really want to thank you for sharing this story with us laci.

[Amenakin]

you're so brave for sharing this, Laci. It really moved me. It must have been difficult to talk about... I guess everything happens for a reason. And now you have another blessing in your life (JJ).

[MrShadows619BABYGIRL]

Ahh Laci my heart was breaking watching this=( i have been through this before as well and this is why this baby is sooo special and a miracle to us..it took us a few years after our m/c to concieve this baby..Hugs for U..

[kookaiiz]

When its something you want you cant help but be overly excited. Like they say you should wait until you get to 12wks before you start telling incase the worst does happen but with our first now, we never did. Its hard not to. Im so sorry Laci, it must have been hard sharing this. Your so strong to be where your at now. Just keep looking down at that precious lil girl you have now. Keep your chin up!! xoxo

[tanyaa92]

Naw babe!

So sorry for ur trouble!

God Bless ur baby angel in Heaven!

At least God has answered ur prayers with JJ!

God Bless ur family hun!

xx

[breezee0622]

my husband and i started TTC in june of 06..we sure do have alot in common Laci lol I also have 2 angel babies. both miscarried at 8 wks gestation, so i know all of the emotions that go with it :(

[openyoureyes21]

thank you for sharing i know how you feel about everyone being able to have a baby. me and my husband have been trying for 5years now. we still have not been able to conceive. thank you for sharing.

[openyoureyes21]

thank you for sharing... i know how you felt about everyone else being able to have a baby me and my husband have been trying to get pregnant for 5 years now and we still have no baby it is really hard. you are very brave and once again thank you for sharing

[armywifenluv]

I went through a miscarriage very similar to this

[embyoomlete]

Women NEVER should jump into buying babythings untill they are ready to birth. Call it superstitious.. but alot of women lose babys even in birth... Good luck. Gonna have another?

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

I wouldn't call it superstitious...a lot of women are reallly excited to buy things for their baby. I don't regret buying things, I regret losing my child.

[mvminsurance240]

@embyoomlete she bought it as a gift to surprise her husband. i thought it was a really nice thing to do.

[tonya725]

oh my god lacy! I'm sooo sorry. thanks for sharing that must have taken a lot.

[JenniferAnn21]

Im so sorry that you and Jason went through this, its so sad when ever someone loses a baby no matter how early in pregnancy it is. Im glad you two were blessed with your gorgeous daughter.

[kbaybay101]

thank you for having the courage to do this!

im so sorry about your miscarriage. this made me cry

you are so strong, you and jason!

[kellyhrtsacting89]

this happened to my cousin about 7 months ago. It was so sad.She and her husband had been trying for over a year.This should never happen to anyone.

And the doctor was an asshole he just said to her to "just get pregnant again."

[ilovemycollie]

aww sweetie, thanks for sharing this with us. You are so brave.. I have lost three babies before this pregnancy (now at 37 weeks!!!)

It is SUCH a devastating thing to go to. Your precious daughter is protected by your beautiful baby in Heaven.. Huge HUGS xoxox

[sassyassxxx83]

hey, sorry to hear about this girl... U know, I never tried talking about when I had a M/C I was 12 weeks along... Maybe I should do a video too.... JJ is so beautiful! and getting so big!!!! HUGS AND KISSES!!

[Ajsproudparents]

You have strengh to share this, I can remember sitting in the bathroom all alone whiping blood, sobbing knowing it was baby, so I can relate Laci! Big hugs(they also couldn't find the baby in US with me either, even after 4 PG said pregnant.)

Thanks for sharing this with others.

[vdaugherty]

Would you upload the vid where you told jason you were preg? I loved it!

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

I would if I had it. Unfortunately, I lost i when my old computer took a dump :-( Sorry!!

[ashleypaige1221]

You are such a sweetheart.. this video made me cry..Thanks for sharing your story

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

Thank you

[glorifying00]

i hate that the ultra sound tech can't say anything- cause that makes you know that its bad!

i am so sorry!

thanks for your courage.. after suffering loss myself its so nice to see someone have a healthy beautiful child! cause it feels sometimes like i will never get there

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

Thank you for the compliment. Baby dust to you.

[glorifying00]

thanks i need it

its been a year (if this isn't our month) well broke up with the MC but total its a year now it feels like a life time!

i watched your other video and i love your advice.. i am trying to not make my marriage about TTC & loss, so i don't bring it up to my hubby anymore.. but its still 90% what i think about.. any advice for that?

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

Hmmm, it's hard to say. You will NEVER get over it. But some things you can do to get your mind off it-do you work? Do you have any hobbies? I remember you saying you did yoga. Hopefully that will help you out too

[mommy2logan112604]

((HUGS)) I lost my first baby at 11 weeks.. I had some bleeding but no cramping.. I went in for an ultrasound and they couldn't find the baby.. My HCG levels showed I was pregnant and I took 3 home tests but after a few days my levels went down to nothing :(

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

Hugs!!

[aacosta26]

Im so sorry for your lose Laci. This video made me cry, I have never experienced something like this so I dont know the pain that you had to go through.... But know you will be reunited someday. Thank you for sharing this video! God Bless<3

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

Thank you, I just hope this video will help other women going thru something similar :-)

[AussieMummySince07]

I know how devastated i was after that so i cant possible begin to imagine what its like to lose a pregnancy...

Your so strong for telling your story hun :)

[AussieMummySince07]

Aw hun :( This made me cry...

Not long after i found out i was preg w/ my son i startd spotting. Doc told me it was a threatened MC, nothin i culd do & go home!!! What an ass! Nxt day i had blood done & thankfully everything was ok... I hate how he immediately jumped to that conclusion (it was prob implantation cuz it was brown and painless), i burst into tears right in his office, cried all the way home and then we went to bed and my partner held me all night until i had cried myself to sleep.

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

Thank you for watching. I'm so sorry you had to deal with those assholes!!

[AussieMummySince07]

Yeah, docs can be wankers- only care about getting paid and not about the actual patients or the fact that they have feelings and losing a pregnancy is a BIG deal, no matter how early or far along it is.

[lovecanbemagic]

i lost my first baby also! it was the hardest thing that i have ever been through! but like you, i have a happy healthy baby now :) but i will never forget that lil one i lost! i was so excited that we were pregnant. we concived Allison just two weeks after i lost my baby! we were so excited but so scared! and shes fine! its just something i will NEVER forget!!

[ALB4EVER05]

Sorry about your loss I lost 2 so I know how u feel.I hate talking about it myself but, I keep thinking about they in a better place and I will see them again one day.

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

You're right,

[checkersssss9]

I am so sorry hun! This made me cry...I can't even begin to imagine what you had to go through! Thank you for telling your story...you didn't have to but you did and that takes a lot of courage!!

Take care! =]

[FamilyOfThreeNow]

Thank you, I just hope it can help other women :-)

[ashleprince]

Hey girl.. I don't Exactly know this kind of Pain... You know what I feel... But.. I am sorry.. These made me cry so bad.. you are such a great person and so strong. Thank you. Loves...

[mydaughtermyworld]

Girl, I am crying for you....especially after what you know I just did.

You are truly blessed with JJ. I know you know this, I just have to say it again and again. You not only got a baby, but the most magnificant baby I have ever seen.

[Keysha1010]

I admire ur strength

[LongTrailHome]

I'm so sorry for your loss! I can't even imagine! Yes, it must have taken a lot of courage to finally talk about this on video. Thank you for sharing this part of your life with the rest of us women.

[angeleyes3124]

Thank you so much for this! I have been waiting for these videos. This is something that is hard to talk about, but you are such a strong person. I really admire your strength.