I am planning to do something slightly like this as a drama project. The conscience being alive and all. This was amazing and helpful, I hope your doing well :D x
That was a cute mini movie or it must be you as well. I see though you are making a serious point and can relate with the inner demon that lives within all of us.
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Your right this is Youtube not Hollywood, HOWEVER. I think you did a great job. it is a strong issue and I have friends who self harm and this is exactly how they describe it to me. All the best to you X
WOW Geeeeze I never seen such a cool mini movie, I mean Yeah I made on when I was 21, but man You did perfect in acting. plus You had a great story plot. My story plot was lame, it was about a house and how it posessed people and such. AND YES --> I understand the mini movie. I also feel the same way, in actual life, i always feel like i am being followed by a demon, or something. even though yes I want to be a good person and yet some how I mess up.
This is a really nice video.. It shows how self harm really is... I do cut and I an trying to stop and your videos are really helping :) Ps. I think your super pretty<3
i ♥ this! it amazes me how someone who has never met you can know exactly how you feel. thank you so much for taking the time to make this and for being bold enough to share it. I can never find the words to describe my "relationship" with SI, but this makes it a lot easier. Thanks again! ♥
i feel like that sometimes. like there is another me just yelling at me "just do it you know you want to who cares if people find out! just dig it into your arm it will be all better"
This video is so much like how it is....can't pass a mirror without hearing/thinking the negative thoughts...and it's always lurking around in there even if you've not "conversed" with it for a long while. There's like a gang of them, eating disorders and self-destructive monsters stalking everywhere you go, only no one else can see them. Thanks for making this video!
Its crazy how you captured this. even before i strated i felt like that. like there was always a side of me that would say anything possible to make me feel absolutly terrible about myself. i called her an evil twin...haha...or my left side....cuz really...sometimes i do think that she is the more rational one... thank you for all your videos. they are great
Its like any other addiction. I wish someone intervened when I was younger. Now past those days, I have a reminder every day of it. Unlike other addictions it remains as nagging scars. Didn't care at the time, it was my only outlet in a VERY abusive relationship. I hate the scars. But They will always be that reminder of deeper things... However, they are a motivation in some ways 2. I finally got out of 9 yrs of abuse & ran. It reminds me of what I'm fighting for.
I have a question that is a bit unrelated to it though.
Does anybody ever call you "emo", because you cut? And if they do how do you respond? Do you just ignore it? Because im 13 and all of my school just kind of assumes i cut, (which i do but i deny doing it to them) and they call me emo all the time, and 'reinact' me cutting myself by making moaning noises and pretending to slash their arms.
That was very well done! I really liked it. You did a very good job in looking from victim girl to the 'self injury roommate' girl. I loved the point of view. It was a good story with a good ending.
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
I've struggled with SI for 5 years and this is such an accurate portrayal of what it's like! Thank you for this movie! I commend all the hard work you put into your videos.
This is fantastic! I struggled with S.I. for 8 years and this is exactly how it feels sometimes. I wasn't able to live by myself for a little while because of what you portray here; S.I. was my room mate. Hang in there, you can ditch that room mate eventually. I did 21 months and 4 days ago today, trust me, you'll remember the day of your last cut too :)
This is a TOTALLY MISREPRESENTATION of why a girl cuts due to your alter ego telling you that you're ugly!!!! If anything it's empowering and relieving!!!
haha these are actually pretty good...when u think about it..cuz its..like..how it rly kinda is.. and i think ur actually a good actress..esp the darker side. :)
this is really good and really powerful. your acting is spot on and i love this. It reminds me of David Lehre. check him out if you like this. he has a video called WITHDRAW with a similar feel to it.
@shiest4life i used a box cutter till i found blades in pencil sharpeners. if u can control cutting i can be a good way of coping, but if u get addicted to it like i did, it will be VERY BAD. i dont reccomend it but i wont tell you what to do
cool mini movie but i just wanted to note that a video i watched by XxXDarkEmoKittyXxX (Self Harm)
contained many reasons that people cut and she had mentioned my cause: love and i just wanted to point it out to you so you could possibly find people i could talk to if not you (it would be best if you)............i appreciate you reading this if you did....
Thanks so much Melissa! Your video's have been the best source of information to me as the mom of a wonderful young daughter who is going through this. Your courage in putting yourself out there to educate parents and people suffering with this illness is admirable. I see how strong you are! I see you fighting and beating this, God bless you!
This is absolutely amazing!!!!!! I love it...it's funny but also shows the things about self harm that people don't think about. Are you into making films because your film is a hec of a lot better than my film that i'm making for a class im taking lol! I only just found ur vids, but from what ive seen they're cool. I've subcribed to u x Sam x
This is absolutely amazing, thank-you for making this, it really does show how SI doesn't leave you alone. I've only just found your videos but I'm going to watch them all. Well done for making this, it must have took a lot of time and effort! Take care x
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i relate to this, aside from being a hilarious movie it's also very touching cuz it's true. that bitch is in my head and keeps undermining me. all the time.
Are you telling us you really have an annoying alter ego that follows you wherever you go only to bitch at you and tell you you're no good at anything? Is there anything that this girl says that is remotely positive?
Aside from her obvious Debby Downer attitude, she seems poised, confident, commands respect, and seems ready to whoop ass. Why doesn't the girl in white exhibit more of these qualities? Why isn't she able to rock it and whoop ass back?
God this video so my life it shows how human we really are. This video shows a poweful message. I know what it like to deal with that everyday. Thank you so much for making this video thank you
wow. i hated it. not causze of the bad acting. but cause of the fact that i am sum1 that cuts there self. it sucked cause the problems were unrealistic, and it made no sence. drop your youtube account and fall off a clif. bye. and have a great day!!!!!!!
@SleepiiBabbii27 WTF is worng with you how hard is it to understand this.. The last thing she need to do is del her youtube account... Im grad full that she's post her video her
Haha the barbeque sauce thing was awesome funny. The video was ecxellent the intrepretation and how u did it. I've been watching u'r vids for a bit (found them all smooshed together on a playlist) and I think u'r amazing. I love u'r voice and how u speak. The topics u talk about arn't easy and I know I could never talk about them on here just for fear of who might c them so kudos to u. I think u'r doing great regardless of how long it's been (crap out of chars) Thanx 4 the vids.
Hello Melissa, Well done I found it funny it a good way, I am proud you done it because to show people out there what it is like in our head etc, I found the blooper better as well because good to see you muck it up at time, Hugs Kisses Love Gizmo xox
not to be a anoying or anything, I just figured something funny about your video :) in the scene where you stand in front of the closet with your doll, the doll is also lying on the bed, were the SI-person sits :) I have seen this movie a lot of times and I first saw it now :D
yeah but it doesnt matter. for first of that kind of vid its pretty good. I dont know if you seen a lot of my vids, but I have so many spelling mistakes in the first vids, because I am to lazy to look through them hard enough. but as you say: this is youtube not hollywood :)
haha its bbq sauce dont freak out, no i will not!! maybe..i dunno o.o awesome video^^ really good. i watched some others about the hospital and it doesnt sound like fun, but i hope it does help somewhat..or more. ya know.
that was a great vid it really shows that people can't just forget about SI and it's not just something you can quit whenever. she was so right when you said you're afraid to live without me. :p great video and yeah that was good acting what are you talking about ;P ^^
This was excellent. You did a great job of distinguishing the two by facial expression and stance. But the blood should have looked more realistic, and we shouldn't have seen the plastic box. What's more, I didn't understand why the doppelgaenger smeared blood at the seam between the wall and the ceiling. Wasn't she the one who wanted to hide it?
I didnt make the blood more realistic cuz I didnt want it to be too triggering. I dont want to post that stuff.
She smeared blood to represent the fact that when I want to cut, I see blood everywhere. Dripping from trees or leaking down the wall. She was creating the things that I Imagine.
i think you did a really amazing job showing how SI follows you around and torments you, and for the record,you were a good actor! i know in your confession you mentioned making an ED video roommate type thing but i feel like my ED follows me around like the way you showed the SI. just thought i would say that. i loved it!
lol "this is YouTube, not Hollywood!". I like your warning, I commend you for that. Wow, this acting wasn't lame, I can't imagine the time and effort this took to prepare and execute, it was a VERY accurate portrayal of how SI can follow you around, it's a beet eerie at times how spot on this was. Anyway, thanks for making this, it's great.
Amazing interpretation on what living with self injury is like, To say the least I'm not going too hot on the road to recovery so this helped alot, thank you x
its good to know im not the only person who feels worthless all the time you did a great job on this video i think you are helping alot of people this way too, good job
nice visualisation of the inner critic all people have.its so important to be positive about yourself.nice portrayal of the enemy within and selftalk.i can relate to it.how about if we stop believing the negative inner voyce?!
Wow, thank you so much for this video. It's very honest to the daily struggles of self-injurers. I think it's great that you're putting this sort of representation of our experience out there. Thank you.
that was really great ;) good story and good ideas. would be amazing for a big budget movie actually :) its actually quiet inspirational too. nice work! and its a really good title
lolz
munchiesthemonkey 1 week ago
I self harm :/
TaraChelseaAmelia 3 weeks ago
I am planning to do something slightly like this as a drama project. The conscience being alive and all. This was amazing and helpful, I hope your doing well :D x
Tybarlow18 1 month ago
That was a cute mini movie or it must be you as well. I see though you are making a serious point and can relate with the inner demon that lives within all of us.
Kursk431 1 month ago
Suicide is totally uncool.
Rockguitarnow 1 month ago
@Rockguitarnow
I agree
idranktheseawater 1 month ago
There is a flash game quite similar to this, called Air Pressure. Portrays it in a slightly different(and more vague) manner.
Great video.
Trey5511 1 month ago
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1LittleSwimmer 2 months ago
Melissa I totally Love your mini movie I can watch it over and over and it will never get old. You act in it so good.
MsJamesworld 2 months ago
1:43. Ummm did u get ur foot caught in a bear trap???
RDTfilms 2 months ago
Your right this is Youtube not Hollywood, HOWEVER. I think you did a great job. it is a strong issue and I have friends who self harm and this is exactly how they describe it to me. All the best to you X
mlc252k11 2 months ago
WOW Geeeeze I never seen such a cool mini movie, I mean Yeah I made on when I was 21, but man You did perfect in acting. plus You had a great story plot. My story plot was lame, it was about a house and how it posessed people and such. AND YES --> I understand the mini movie. I also feel the same way, in actual life, i always feel like i am being followed by a demon, or something. even though yes I want to be a good person and yet some how I mess up.
MsJamesworld 2 months ago
i dont get it
deicidemaul 2 months ago
This is a really enlightening!
Colferyoubeauty 3 months ago
This is a really nice video.. It shows how self harm really is... I do cut and I an trying to stop and your videos are really helping :) Ps. I think your super pretty<3
heya909 3 months ago
i ♥ this! it amazes me how someone who has never met you can know exactly how you feel. thank you so much for taking the time to make this and for being bold enough to share it. I can never find the words to describe my "relationship" with SI, but this makes it a lot easier. Thanks again! ♥
kmusard 3 months ago
I cut like 5 minutes ago then i watched thia
IKTlover12 3 months ago
I think you're a great actress! You also really captured what it is like to self harm!
jkseiden 4 months ago
This is brilliant. You captured what it's like perfectly.
efid6 5 months ago
This really spoke to me, it's like watching a movie about myself.
And you are a pretty good actress for a novice :)
evilboob666 6 months ago
i feel like that sometimes. like there is another me just yelling at me "just do it you know you want to who cares if people find out! just dig it into your arm it will be all better"
KnG1Dakota 6 months ago
where did ya get the blades??
allycakez1 6 months ago
Oooh VERY powerful stuff. Intoduces anyone to the mind of the self harmer. Shit man must be HORRIBLE to feel that bad!!
messeyehere 6 months ago
good ending... :)
lauribabyblue 7 months ago
This movie is so... real and awesome, I love it :)
doodleorme 7 months ago
Great Movie!!! I Really Liked It! Tourettes is just like that room mate!
c8kwalk 7 months ago
u remind me of lisa kudrow you really look like her, your really pretty :)
MusicXisXmyXlifeeXxx 7 months ago
This is my favorite mini-movie that you made Melissa please keep making them.Ps where do you get the blades you used in this video
superkaitiekatt 8 months ago
I think that this is my favorite mini movie that you made Melissa. PS. Where do you get the blades that you used in the video?
superkaitiekatt 8 months ago
This video is so much like how it is....can't pass a mirror without hearing/thinking the negative thoughts...and it's always lurking around in there even if you've not "conversed" with it for a long while. There's like a gang of them, eating disorders and self-destructive monsters stalking everywhere you go, only no one else can see them. Thanks for making this video!
MirrorMoonandSun 8 months ago
This is actually really really accurate. Good job. :)
xHemlockx 8 months ago
Rofl, barbecue sause, love the idea xD
Great video! :3
LindseyKittyPrincces 8 months ago
i love the part with the skull. and where do you get the arm cover things? i only have 1 pair and when i wear it my family knowes.
ArtDidNotDie 9 months ago 3
@ArtDidNotDie
I made them
idranktheseawater 8 months ago
Its crazy how you captured this. even before i strated i felt like that. like there was always a side of me that would say anything possible to make me feel absolutly terrible about myself. i called her an evil twin...haha...or my left side....cuz really...sometimes i do think that she is the more rational one... thank you for all your videos. they are great
qtangelfire 9 months ago
Great mini movie
kenny48326 9 months ago
Its like any other addiction. I wish someone intervened when I was younger. Now past those days, I have a reminder every day of it. Unlike other addictions it remains as nagging scars. Didn't care at the time, it was my only outlet in a VERY abusive relationship. I hate the scars. But They will always be that reminder of deeper things... However, they are a motivation in some ways 2. I finally got out of 9 yrs of abuse & ran. It reminds me of what I'm fighting for.
DarkSweetDutch 10 months ago
it's so bitterly hilarious how similar this is to me. My worst enemy: Myself
dashigara12 10 months ago
very creative and another great video
awesome1est93 10 months ago
great work with this:O:Dwowee
zoeroxmysoxinabox 1 year ago
it really cool i like it
batwings112009 1 year ago
This is really creative, I like it. You did good!
SunnyD169 1 year ago
wow, its really helpful to know that there is someone out there that seems to know how you feel and put it like that. well done
kayleigh412 1 year ago
wow, you really captured it...
mhs2007 1 year ago
Wow…it's slightly scary how much this resembles my life :( but unfortunately I've never called a helpline or chased SI-girl away.
iamtheomegachild 1 year ago 2
i actually loved every second of this!
MrsSeverusSnape123 1 year ago
Lol self harming is cool.
patsyd80 1 year ago
Wow, this is a really great mini movie.
I have a question that is a bit unrelated to it though.
Does anybody ever call you "emo", because you cut? And if they do how do you respond? Do you just ignore it? Because im 13 and all of my school just kind of assumes i cut, (which i do but i deny doing it to them) and they call me emo all the time, and 'reinact' me cutting myself by making moaning noises and pretending to slash their arms.
robinelectronica 1 year ago
That was very well done! I really liked it. You did a very good job in looking from victim girl to the 'self injury roommate' girl. I loved the point of view. It was a good story with a good ending.
Kudos =^-^=
Megara 1 year ago
This is exactly what it feels like for me...
Keep up
BorderlineAlltag 1 year ago
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
birdiebeliever 1 year ago
I made it to 1:40. I am officially a wooos.
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
I've struggled with SI for 5 years and this is such an accurate portrayal of what it's like! Thank you for this movie! I commend all the hard work you put into your videos.
Iveseenlovedie 1 year ago
This is fantastic! I struggled with S.I. for 8 years and this is exactly how it feels sometimes. I wasn't able to live by myself for a little while because of what you portray here; S.I. was my room mate. Hang in there, you can ditch that room mate eventually. I did 21 months and 4 days ago today, trust me, you'll remember the day of your last cut too :)
emufermata 1 year ago
A very good movie, it explains a lot and how it is. You should begin with acting youré really good at it!! xx
stjernoga 1 year ago
This is a TOTALLY MISREPRESENTATION of why a girl cuts due to your alter ego telling you that you're ugly!!!! If anything it's empowering and relieving!!!
gandanred 1 year ago
haha these are actually pretty good...when u think about it..cuz its..like..how it rly kinda is.. and i think ur actually a good actress..esp the darker side. :)
Tink0714 1 year ago
I like your style.
Pretty good for not being a 'practiced actress'.
I wish I could gain the courage to talk about this stuff like you do.
Maybe one day I will. Until then keep on keeping us informed.
Thanks for all your efforts, idranktheseawater :)
adrienne317 1 year ago
lol i talk to myself in the mirror like that too.
ihateteddddyx 1 year ago
AWESOME!!!!! U Rock keep it up! God Bless!!!! <3
WingzOFaDove 1 year ago
this is really good and really powerful. your acting is spot on and i love this. It reminds me of David Lehre. check him out if you like this. he has a video called WITHDRAW with a similar feel to it.
BleedingxRainbow 1 year ago
"I've said it once. I've said it twice. I've said it a thousand fucking times.
That I'm ok, that I'm fine. That it's all just in my mind.
But this has got the best of me. And I can't seem to sleep.
It's not cause you're not with me. It's cause you never leave."
-"It Never Ends", Bring Me The Horizon
This quote reminded me of this video.
RadkeMaiden 1 year ago 2
i love this, im so glad i found your videos.<3
t5v87oy9 1 year ago
This was such a haunting video.
Beautiful and so true...
Alexithymia112 1 year ago
where did you get the blades i can only find blades in pencil sharpeners
shiest4life 1 year ago 9
@shiest4life
Sorry, I'm not going to tell you where you can get blades that you'd use to hurt yourself.
idranktheseawater 1 year ago 71
@idranktheseawater :(
shiest4life 1 year ago
@idranktheseawater wow your acting really sucks. Even for youtube.
patsyd80 1 year ago
@idranktheseawater u should delet shiest4life commet it showing people were they can find a blde
2and2brook0josh 1 year ago 4
@2and2brook0josh
You are right
unfortunatly at the moment youtube wont let me delete coments, but when they do I will come back and take it down.
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
@idranktheseawater no, leave the comment. it's good for others to see that you don't approve and will say no to that. good for you =)
NikitaMariia 11 months ago
@idranktheseawater i say exactly the same thing when people ask me what gave me my worst scar, good for you!
Downtownpatrol 1 year ago
@shiest4life i used a box cutter till i found blades in pencil sharpeners. if u can control cutting i can be a good way of coping, but if u get addicted to it like i did, it will be VERY BAD. i dont reccomend it but i wont tell you what to do
mythicman4545 10 months ago
where did you get the blade!?!??!?!?!?
shiest4life 1 year ago
I just love the first 30 seconds :)
I love hearing your voice lool
x
LAURADANIELA123 1 year ago
i love this video
AspergersMan 1 year ago
cool mini movie but i just wanted to note that a video i watched by XxXDarkEmoKittyXxX (Self Harm)
contained many reasons that people cut and she had mentioned my cause: love and i just wanted to point it out to you so you could possibly find people i could talk to if not you (it would be best if you)............i appreciate you reading this if you did....
TheSteelexpresso 1 year ago
@TheSteelexpresso
I'm not sure exactly what you mean by love as a reason, but you are welcome to PM me and I will respond.
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
@idranktheseawater
Wow and I can see that you put a lot of time and effort into them good job hope yo see more. :)
MRTWOPINTS 1 year ago
Good mini movie you should of been an actress but all of yours are good anyway. How long does it take you to make them?
MRTWOPINTS 1 year ago 15
@MRTWOPINTS
With both acting and editing, these movies take about a day. Like...10 hours
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
You're Really Good!
You Can Act =)
I Love You're Videos, And You're Pretty Cool. x
TeriLovesRED 1 year ago
Yay! Are you going to make more mini movies? I like your mini movies.
spagerbot 1 year ago
@spagerbot
I think I've made 4 mini movies so far, and yes, I plan on making more. ;)
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
Wow...this is on dead on. Amazing job! I look forward to seeing more vids
xxxEmikaxxx 1 year ago
Okay.. wtf.
XximXfallingXhardxX 1 year ago
Love this movie. Even though it makes me sad, just so true.
Valkyara 1 year ago
Awesome mini movie
MyXxemogirlxx 1 year ago
I love your mini movies. They're so honest.
spagerbot 1 year ago
I love this video. I've watched it several times. You really capture what living with self injury is really like. :)
MsShadowangel 1 year ago
Great video :)
Are you ever gonna make some new videos soon?
brandonsean123 1 year ago
@brandonsean123
Thank you
I put one up 2 days ago. I plan on putting more, yes.
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
You have such pretty eyes :)
Anyway, this is brilliant. It's all true. Anxiety and that urge are like a stalker that won't go away.
RadkeMaiden 1 year ago
to make the blood look more realistic try mixing corn syrup, red food coloring, and a little bit of corn starch together
but other than that you did a really good job with the video
pickinplese 1 year ago
Thanks so much Melissa! Your video's have been the best source of information to me as the mom of a wonderful young daughter who is going through this. Your courage in putting yourself out there to educate parents and people suffering with this illness is admirable. I see how strong you are! I see you fighting and beating this, God bless you!
dennypup1 1 year ago
@dennypup1
Thanks for being so encouraging.
I'm glad this is helpful.
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
This is absolutely amazing!!!!!! I love it...it's funny but also shows the things about self harm that people don't think about. Are you into making films because your film is a hec of a lot better than my film that i'm making for a class im taking lol! I only just found ur vids, but from what ive seen they're cool. I've subcribed to u x Sam x
The19angel90 1 year ago
This is absolutely amazing, thank-you for making this, it really does show how SI doesn't leave you alone. I've only just found your videos but I'm going to watch them all. Well done for making this, it must have took a lot of time and effort! Take care x
xJusteen910x 1 year ago
@xJusteen910x
Thank you for saying so
ps....your comment goes through every time, it's just that it has to be approved first. After you click post, it will say, "Comment pending approval." That means it went through.
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
@idranktheseawater eeeek! sorry, youtube told me there was an error! *embarrassed face*
xJusteen910x 1 year ago
@xJusteen910x
:D
Not a problem
it was interesting to get so many comments. lol
it wasnt a bother for me, but i figured you the comment bar must have been driving you crazy by having you repost and repost. Poor dear.
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
@xJusteen910x
Oh, that's true. Youtube changed things. It will just be a green OK.
idranktheseawater 1 year ago
Hahaha
Your aacting is funny
(NOT IN A BAD WAY)
Yet this movie helps
:D
I love your videos
oX310c1nXo 1 year ago
Ok,I feel just like this.I 've been have a Bad-soulmate in my PC.
There are two kind of hucker.Crucker and hucker???I don't get it.
Hey! Hucking other peoples "life" is Illegal!
woodmanship 1 year ago
its a very good movie i love it
RoseLoveMeOrHateMe 1 year ago
i relate to this, aside from being a hilarious movie it's also very touching cuz it's true. that bitch is in my head and keeps undermining me. all the time.
you should go to film school.
LemonOdette 1 year ago
Are you telling us you really have an annoying alter ego that follows you wherever you go only to bitch at you and tell you you're no good at anything? Is there anything that this girl says that is remotely positive?
Aside from her obvious Debby Downer attitude, she seems poised, confident, commands respect, and seems ready to whoop ass. Why doesn't the girl in white exhibit more of these qualities? Why isn't she able to rock it and whoop ass back?
TheLibertariansUnite 2 years ago
She started fighting in the end by asking for help.
I think that in most circumstances we don't start off by knowing how to kick SI in the ass.
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
Love the mini-movie's! Pretty accurate.
InMyHaze 2 years ago
Wow! Pretty good video! It`s not only the well-describing situation in which most of us live,but the solution! Thanx! :-)
nochzufernvonDIR 2 years ago 3
ps. You look like Anna Sophia Robb :)
7991Dude 2 years ago
Hi!
Thank you for posting this video. It describes well the feelings that you get when there is a chance to cut.
It helps to see that i´m not alone, that someone might even understand. Thank you.
-7991Dude
7991Dude 2 years ago
I really liked this because it is so true.
claynadian 2 years ago
God this video so my life it shows how human we really are. This video shows a poweful message. I know what it like to deal with that everyday. Thank you so much for making this video thank you
jacob60617 2 years ago
wow that is so true! Well done, and good acting, nice job, and well said, this is how alot of people who self injure feel, I know its how I feel...
kittiekat985 2 years ago
That's just awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Like u know?!
cos like, u got me with the "what am i doing? oh well.." and this video probably will make a lot of people think before doing those things!
Everyone can stop...
we just need to help eachother!!!
Aerolipe111 2 years ago
this is so accurate. the phone part really got me. :'/
please keep doing what youre doing.
BEKOEKO1161 2 years ago 3
wow. i hated it. not causze of the bad acting. but cause of the fact that i am sum1 that cuts there self. it sucked cause the problems were unrealistic, and it made no sence. drop your youtube account and fall off a clif. bye. and have a great day!!!!!!!
SleepiiBabbii27 2 years ago
A video doesnt suck because you fail to understand.
It's symbolism. Personification. Dont u know what that is?
This is based on my experiences and its realistic because that's my life....and that is real.
You have a right to not like it. That's fine. But please dont be rude. It doesnt become you.
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
@SleepiiBabbii27 WTF is worng with you how hard is it to understand this.. The last thing she need to do is del her youtube account... Im grad full that she's post her video her
MrCrazyrob187 2 years ago 2
Haha the barbeque sauce thing was awesome funny. The video was ecxellent the intrepretation and how u did it. I've been watching u'r vids for a bit (found them all smooshed together on a playlist) and I think u'r amazing. I love u'r voice and how u speak. The topics u talk about arn't easy and I know I could never talk about them on here just for fear of who might c them so kudos to u. I think u'r doing great regardless of how long it's been (crap out of chars) Thanx 4 the vids.
~Sarah O.
sarah1oszter 2 years ago
this is so true.
KimIsMissing 2 years ago
Hello Melissa, Well done I found it funny it a good way, I am proud you done it because to show people out there what it is like in our head etc, I found the blooper better as well because good to see you muck it up at time, Hugs Kisses Love Gizmo xox
darlingtester1982 2 years ago
lol your funny
hmlo123 2 years ago
this took alot of work i know i did one similar and i think you deserve kudos and cool points
SerenityMellissa 2 years ago
Thanks
Did you upload the vid you made to youtube?
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
Hey this was pretty good!!
I think you should send this into a film festival :)
YepImBisexual 2 years ago 2
this is youtube not hollywood
hahah your awesome!!
YoutudesOwner 2 years ago
well I think this vid is awesome!!!!
I can relate to having that type of "roommate"
alivingsecret 2 years ago
that was beautiful!! exactly what i'm thinking all the time..it's time to tell that girl (SI) to get out of my life for good
chockyfancy 2 years ago
not to be a anoying or anything, I just figured something funny about your video :) in the scene where you stand in front of the closet with your doll, the doll is also lying on the bed, were the SI-person sits :) I have seen this movie a lot of times and I first saw it now :D
AnaemicEye 2 years ago 2
yes indeed
there are a lot of inconsistencies in this movie.
Like when SI is talking to me on the bed, the door is closed, but when I chase her away with a pillow, the door is open.
Those are some of what I was referring to in the description.
I was too lazy to fix it.
:)
Thankfully it doesnt take away from the story.
Im glad you like it enough to watch it lots of times.
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
yeah but it doesnt matter. for first of that kind of vid its pretty good. I dont know if you seen a lot of my vids, but I have so many spelling mistakes in the first vids, because I am to lazy to look through them hard enough. but as you say: this is youtube not hollywood :)
AnaemicEye 2 years ago 2
nice vid !!
WarHide2012 2 years ago
This is great love! Fabulous video. And soooo very true! If you ever need anything I'm here if you need to chat. I SI as well...
medicgirl1730 2 years ago
i love this really great job...oh aand you have the same bed covers as me hihilol go walmart!!
lilzoza 2 years ago
wow this is an awesome mini movie!!!!
you did an amazing job on this!!
depressedgirl07 2 years ago 3
I thought the blood on the wall and on the floor was really clever. This was an amazing video.
OmfgJJsikBITCH 2 years ago 2
wow!! this is soo awesome!!!! sounds kinda like the voice in my head (ocd) !!!
IsThisTourettes 2 years ago
haha its bbq sauce dont freak out, no i will not!! maybe..i dunno o.o awesome video^^ really good. i watched some others about the hospital and it doesnt sound like fun, but i hope it does help somewhat..or more. ya know.
funkedgrl 2 years ago
This was really well done. :]
perfectlyxundefined 2 years ago
Thats a realy good point if u cant take it out on the person take it out on urself thanks
ILoveJoeyAndCharlie 2 years ago
that was a great vid it really shows that people can't just forget about SI and it's not just something you can quit whenever. she was so right when you said you're afraid to live without me. :p great video and yeah that was good acting what are you talking about ;P ^^
sasukelova0 2 years ago
YOU DID A GOOD JOB keep acting!! :D
DezBostick08 2 years ago
That was great.
Showing SI as a person that is always there really shows that it isn't easy to stop.
Thank you. By the way, barbeque sauce was a great substitute for real blood. lol
PeopleOfTomorrow 2 years ago 11
You have made an amazing video
Bravo
selfharmer2010 2 years ago
This was excellent. You did a great job of distinguishing the two by facial expression and stance. But the blood should have looked more realistic, and we shouldn't have seen the plastic box. What's more, I didn't understand why the doppelgaenger smeared blood at the seam between the wall and the ceiling. Wasn't she the one who wanted to hide it?
antoine1138 2 years ago
I didnt make the blood more realistic cuz I didnt want it to be too triggering. I dont want to post that stuff.
She smeared blood to represent the fact that when I want to cut, I see blood everywhere. Dripping from trees or leaking down the wall. She was creating the things that I Imagine.
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
wow! this was really good. I like. I like.
Hollicrombie22 2 years ago
This is a really great video. This is exactly how I feel too. And your acting's not as bad as you made us expect it would be. :p
Amazing job! ^_^
Melrudin 2 years ago
another great video very good illustration of the intrusive nature of SI
onenich 2 years ago
i think you did a really amazing job showing how SI follows you around and torments you, and for the record,you were a good actor! i know in your confession you mentioned making an ED video roommate type thing but i feel like my ED follows me around like the way you showed the SI. just thought i would say that. i loved it!
eluvzmokie 2 years ago
i fucking love this. Well done x
icantevengetaname 2 years ago
lol "this is YouTube, not Hollywood!". I like your warning, I commend you for that. Wow, this acting wasn't lame, I can't imagine the time and effort this took to prepare and execute, it was a VERY accurate portrayal of how SI can follow you around, it's a beet eerie at times how spot on this was. Anyway, thanks for making this, it's great.
xsullengirlx 2 years ago 20
This was awesome. i loved it.
xEmoHardcoreGirlx 2 years ago 2
I am seriously impressed! That was so good!
leighannenoelle 2 years ago
amazing job... it really captures what its like to live with self injury.
nice work :)
tarzan916 2 years ago 2
Amazing interpretation on what living with self injury is like, To say the least I'm not going too hot on the road to recovery so this helped alot, thank you x
ILovesMcr 2 years ago
i love the emo girl. shes soo funyy. lol
chocolatecherrys08 2 years ago
its good to know im not the only person who feels worthless all the time you did a great job on this video i think you are helping alot of people this way too, good job
ftn4evar 2 years ago
nice visualisation of the inner critic all people have.its so important to be positive about yourself.nice portrayal of the enemy within and selftalk.i can relate to it.how about if we stop believing the negative inner voyce?!
dikydavis 2 years ago
I like this, and I can relate to this.
You did a great job showing what it's like so SI, and the acting wasn't horrible. (:
5 stars for chu. :D
SpiritlessNight 2 years ago
Tra la la la.
Thanks so much
Im glad you guys liked it. It makes me really happy.
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
Holy S! This was brilliant! All hail the new queen of youtube!!!
myhalo123 2 years ago
wow... That was really great! Don't underestimate your abilities.
Innergoth333 2 years ago
Hey, i loved the video.
Please Take care.
Hugs and Kisses.
Luv. xxxxx
BabyxHelpx91 2 years ago
Wow, thank you so much for this video. It's very honest to the daily struggles of self-injurers. I think it's great that you're putting this sort of representation of our experience out there. Thank you.
Also, the bloopers ending was really cool. :)
Matt
PsiCop1 2 years ago
awesome mini movie!
sabrini81854 2 years ago
Thank you to everyone who has been so supportive. It's you guys that make my work worth while.
take care and I hope you guys can stay safe.
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
amazing !!! and i have a letters i never sent to my dad to !!!! lol
kdsilver8888 2 years ago
Thanks
lol...Im glad im not alone.
idranktheseawater 2 years ago
that was really great ;) good story and good ideas. would be amazing for a big budget movie actually :) its actually quiet inspirational too. nice work! and its a really good title
AnaemicEye 2 years ago