I had bulimia for five years and now I have only purged twice in the last three months. You can stop! Start by writing down the reasons you want to stop and start telling yourself that you have a right tot and be healthy. You'll be better off if you can get out of it.
@LeSackgirl Hi there. My sister has bulimia so maybe I can help. From what I understand, there is a psychological "stress relief" factor that happens after you purge. This, along with a fear a weight gain, causes bulimia to become an addiction. Since addictions are extremely hard (if not impossible) to break on your own, the only way to get out is to seek help. It's hard and painful to share, but hopefully ppl will know that this is because you're hurting, not because you chose it. Get well!
this is a really unnecessary coment to post but.. for seven months i suffered from anorexia, bulimia, depression and panic attacks. Then i made new friends and just started over as one of the most popular girls at school, and i started living again. I've kept pretty healthy for almost 2 months. But lately i've begun to purge again, i'm afraid of what will happen to me..
@Emsytakingoverworld Listen, don't worry if it's an unecessary comment..... I've got Bulimia now. I've actually had it for a while now. I just got really upset about myself and people around me like boys at school called me ugly etc so that's what triggered it for me. A very wise person said to me once, "Try to compare those few minutes of pleasure to hours of guilt." I'm trying to understand and listen to those words but I'm not having much luck. But don't worry, I understand. xx
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war.People call a women bald but they don't know she has cancer Re-post this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 95% of you won't do it..i did..
To the people watching these videos.. Why are you all putting yourselves through this? It took me fucking 10 years to over come my eating disorder and I'm still starving to this day. It's not worth it in the end. I'm gonna be posting a video of what I went through and I have a little motivational video up but I'm going to create a proper one soon if you want to watch. Don't do this to yourselves. You're all such beautiful people. Ye don't need to do this.
I started purging when I was 13. I didn't know anyone sale who did it, when I told my friends they didn't really focus too much about it unless I was with them. I'd go threw fazes. I'd do it very little. to not doing it for months. to doing it everytime I ate, and made everything come up. now bulimia is just hard, because 3 yrs later now everyone knows about it and it's a big concern. so it's hard to get away with it. now I just avoid eating as much as I can. I'm always asking questions bout c
@acbhdbvahvflihdkf :( I know........ But if it didn't, the concequences of it would be AWFUL. Can you imagine what would happen? Although I agree, I hate how it hurts too..... xx
@lava19904 what youre doing wrong is throwing up, I've been there and I got help and stopped, if I can do it anyone can so please go get help before it becomes to late
I...I'm bulimic. My knuckle is scarred, and almost every time I purge I cut my throat, no matter how short I cut my nails. I thought I was going to suffocate a few days ago, too much came out my mouth/nose and I couldn't breathe. But I got through it (obviously). And purged again later that day. Is it bad that I don't want help?
i have bulimia and i hate throwing up eggs, ice cream , burgers , and ramen noodles . but i love to throw up chinese food i think is the best!!!!! im just being real!
I ate and throw up, and thoght okay, last time. But then again, the cycles begin. Dont trust bulimic. Sooner and later i feel like not that i have to do this but i wanted to. Is like is a part of my life. i need help i suppose. Cause of constant doing this, i think it is normal. :S and it is not, my heart beats different, got tired, find is hard to swallow, lose weight. Now is not beause wanting lose weight, is a part of my life. Help....
I feel exactly like you described. After being hospitalized (because of bulimia and suicidal acts), the doctor promissed he'd help, but even after a year this horrible binges come over and over again. It feels like I have no control over my body.
I am soooo sorry. But im bulimic too. Ive been for 3 years. Im 13. But you need despretly to get help. I did but unfortunatly im not cured. Yet. But im working on it. I truely hope you find it in yourself to get help. My mom found out and cried. Then screamed at me. Then she fucking brought me to Trentity, a medical hospital. But what im trying to say is I know its gonna be hard to tell somebody, but believe me, its worth it. Your too pretty to be doing that to yourself. Everyone is beautiful.
Dr. Dick (and much of society) correctly believe that thin is beautiful. You see, a fat girl just isn't attractive. Deny it all you like but deep down your thin self is begging for you to listen.
It's up to you whether you take that most lovely path to Ana, or to the chubby McChicken sandwich of obesity land USA.
the thing that i dont GET is that some of the girls who have eating disorders ARENT FAT!
idk idk its probably modesty but REALLY GUYS
ur not going to be pretty if u r that skinny anyway b/c u dont have a figure
OR
the "baby fat" that makes u look vulnerable and cute
if u dont like ur image FINE but PLEASE find some other way to cure urself b/c as far as im concerned, this is as bad as being addicted to drugs or alcohol
@SummerAngelGirl you will think they don't know that, and is easy to put it that way, but it's more to it, we can see them skinny, but many suffer from body dysmorphic disorder, which make the person who suffer it see themselves fatter or different to what they are along with many other factors, true losing weight is the principal reason... is not only about how they look either is about how they feel about themselves...
@SummerAngelGirl you will think they don't know that, and is easy to put it that way, but it's more to it, we can see them skinny, but many suffer from body dysmorphic disorder, which make the person who suffer it see itself fatter or different to what they are along with many other factors, truth losing weight is one of the principal reasons... is not only about how they look either is about how they feel about themselves...
wow thats like the exact order of how my eating disorder started and progressed,right now im part of the 20% who has partialy recovered,threw up every bit of food for 8 months straight,first started by restricting more and more (then came christmas) eating disorders should be reconized and treated ASAP if some one in you're family or you is soffering from any of the symptoms force them into help or force you're self it will help you or the other person in the long run.
umm..is obsessive about thin girls..collecting pictures...grabing fat...looking at yourself in the mirror, guilty after eating, purging even though you just drank water...and exersizeing 2 hours...idk this feelings been knawing at me for awhile..when people started saying i lost weight..idk.
28 years of my life it took, i always called it the beast within. But there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Never give up and try to get help as soon as you can before it consumes your whole life. You need positive support and you need to know you are not alone. Life is good and there is a life outside of food and dieting. What ever it takes. Be good to yourself and know that Rome wasn't built in a day. Love be with you on your road to recovery.
Where the devil are those stats coming from?? Apart from the end, though - I really liked the video. The weird clips and photos interspersed with the sad subject matter was a mind-f*ck in an interesting way.
Im 14 i was at 142 pounds in December of 09.. i lost the weight and now i am at 111 still loosing. Congrats right... not really. I am proud of myself, but its not all that it seems. Ive been using laxatives for a awhile now but not until a month or so ago i started vomitting... now i dont sit and eat 5 plates of nachos and then puke.. But if i feel i ate something unhealthy i go vomit. I didn't realize i have a eating disorder until now.
I'm so glad this is up, but it doesn't have as much views as it should. All the other videos about bulimia on YouTube show that the only thing about bulimia is throwing up, when that's not the only way of purging & they completely forget about binging.
I had bulimia for five years and now I have only purged twice in the last three months. You can stop! Start by writing down the reasons you want to stop and start telling yourself that you have a right tot and be healthy. You'll be better off if you can get out of it.
QueenOfFlyingHearts 2 months ago
while the first lady was talking i couldn't help but cry, because she explained it perfectly. at least someone knows how i feel
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kerriekaterina 3 months ago
I've had Bulimia for a while, although I don't know if you would refer it more to Anorexia. This is what I would eat during the day:
Breakfast - I hate eating breakfast so I don't.
Lunch - If I eat lunch, I have to purge so I don't eat it.
Dinner - I do eat dinner with my family, but I pge it as soon as I possibly can afterwards.
Could maybe somebody give me advise? I never realised how hard it is until you actually have it.... xx
LeSackgirl 4 months ago
@LeSackgirl Hi there. My sister has bulimia so maybe I can help. From what I understand, there is a psychological "stress relief" factor that happens after you purge. This, along with a fear a weight gain, causes bulimia to become an addiction. Since addictions are extremely hard (if not impossible) to break on your own, the only way to get out is to seek help. It's hard and painful to share, but hopefully ppl will know that this is because you're hurting, not because you chose it. Get well!
silentobservor 3 months ago in playlist eating disorders
this is a really unnecessary coment to post but.. for seven months i suffered from anorexia, bulimia, depression and panic attacks. Then i made new friends and just started over as one of the most popular girls at school, and i started living again. I've kept pretty healthy for almost 2 months. But lately i've begun to purge again, i'm afraid of what will happen to me..
Emsytakingoverworld 5 months ago
@Emsytakingoverworld Listen, don't worry if it's an unecessary comment..... I've got Bulimia now. I've actually had it for a while now. I just got really upset about myself and people around me like boys at school called me ugly etc so that's what triggered it for me. A very wise person said to me once, "Try to compare those few minutes of pleasure to hours of guilt." I'm trying to understand and listen to those words but I'm not having much luck. But don't worry, I understand. xx
LeSackgirl 4 months ago
finally a doc that explains it trurthfully!
kjandu100 5 months ago
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war.People call a women bald but they don't know she has cancer Re-post this if you are against bullying and stereotyping. I bet 95% of you won't do it..i did..
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To the people watching these videos.. Why are you all putting yourselves through this? It took me fucking 10 years to over come my eating disorder and I'm still starving to this day. It's not worth it in the end. I'm gonna be posting a video of what I went through and I have a little motivational video up but I'm going to create a proper one soon if you want to watch. Don't do this to yourselves. You're all such beautiful people. Ye don't need to do this.
NikiDerpette 5 months ago
those stats seem high to me.
itsalwayssummer1396 5 months ago
I started purging when I was 13. I didn't know anyone sale who did it, when I told my friends they didn't really focus too much about it unless I was with them. I'd go threw fazes. I'd do it very little. to not doing it for months. to doing it everytime I ate, and made everything come up. now bulimia is just hard, because 3 yrs later now everyone knows about it and it's a big concern. so it's hard to get away with it. now I just avoid eating as much as I can. I'm always asking questions bout c
Cuttingistheway 5 months ago
i hate how it hurts everytime
acbhdbvahvflihdkf 6 months ago
@acbhdbvahvflihdkf :( I know........ But if it didn't, the concequences of it would be AWFUL. Can you imagine what would happen? Although I agree, I hate how it hurts too..... xx
LeSackgirl 4 months ago
there's no god :)))
MrCrazysossy 6 months ago
@lala19904 sorry my phone typed the wrong name
pcmkatie 6 months ago
@lava19904 what youre doing wrong is throwing up, I've been there and I got help and stopped, if I can do it anyone can so please go get help before it becomes to late
pcmkatie 6 months ago
Why the girls in the video are so skinny? i throw up for a year and a half, every week and I'm not skinny at all. What am i doing wrong?
lala19904 6 months ago
@lala19904 I am the same way.
kittykat4161 5 months ago
theres no way 86% ppl have eating disorders by age 20,... if so where are they!? i would love ot not have to face this on my own.
NotThinYet 7 months ago
i understand bulimia only because i have it...bummer...i call it stuck in purgitory...lol so not funny but still...gotta laugh to keep from crying
CaliCocoLove 7 months ago 2
@CaliCocoLove It's ok to cry. (hug)
Beauty4Aspies 4 days ago
I...I'm bulimic. My knuckle is scarred, and almost every time I purge I cut my throat, no matter how short I cut my nails. I thought I was going to suffocate a few days ago, too much came out my mouth/nose and I couldn't breathe. But I got through it (obviously). And purged again later that day. Is it bad that I don't want help?
skittlemilkshake23 7 months ago
@skittlemilkshake23 use a toothbrush
hobobanana6575 2 months ago
God loves us all
SoBree13 8 months ago 4
God loves us all
SoBree13 8 months ago
i have bulimia and i hate throwing up eggs, ice cream , burgers , and ramen noodles . but i love to throw up chinese food i think is the best!!!!! im just being real!
delsol9874 8 months ago
lol i remember I spent 2 years of my life doing this crap.
so glad I got out of this lifestyle.
id rather not watch this though.. nice video though
bevon17 8 months ago
im bulimic.
peacelovejemi2 9 months ago
@peacelovejemi2 same
CharleyBasnettx 8 months ago
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0:07 beautiful.
LittleMissClumbzie 9 months ago
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LittleMissClumbzie 9 months ago
I ate and throw up, and thoght okay, last time. But then again, the cycles begin. Dont trust bulimic. Sooner and later i feel like not that i have to do this but i wanted to. Is like is a part of my life. i need help i suppose. Cause of constant doing this, i think it is normal. :S and it is not, my heart beats different, got tired, find is hard to swallow, lose weight. Now is not beause wanting lose weight, is a part of my life. Help....
destiny2593 9 months ago
Urghhh i dont wanna admit i have an eating disorder but i no i doo...
sweetiepie37511 10 months ago
I feel exactly like you described. After being hospitalized (because of bulimia and suicidal acts), the doctor promissed he'd help, but even after a year this horrible binges come over and over again. It feels like I have no control over my body.
ReiReiRachel 10 months ago
omg! my sassy girl :D
bluejellyrox 11 months ago
Where's the clip of this girl in the bathroom in the beginning from?
bryarworship 11 months ago
@bryarworship
i think its from ceneter stage were shes a dancer and is anorexic/bulimic
ali100040604 10 months ago
ballerinas are not anorexic or bulimic they are muscular and they have to be to do thier job!
xizziecx 1 year ago
im bulimic :(
lolaxian 1 year ago
I am soooo sorry. But im bulimic too. Ive been for 3 years. Im 13. But you need despretly to get help. I did but unfortunatly im not cured. Yet. But im working on it. I truely hope you find it in yourself to get help. My mom found out and cried. Then screamed at me. Then she fucking brought me to Trentity, a medical hospital. But what im trying to say is I know its gonna be hard to tell somebody, but believe me, its worth it. Your too pretty to be doing that to yourself. Everyone is beautiful.
KuteKinsey12 1 year ago
2:30 WHAT THE FUCK??!??!??!?!?!?!
ClythiaMystica 1 year ago 15
Dr. Dick (and much of society) correctly believe that thin is beautiful. You see, a fat girl just isn't attractive. Deny it all you like but deep down your thin self is begging for you to listen.
It's up to you whether you take that most lovely path to Ana, or to the chubby McChicken sandwich of obesity land USA.
DrinkFromMyThickDick 1 year ago
the thing that i dont GET is that some of the girls who have eating disorders ARENT FAT!
idk idk its probably modesty but REALLY GUYS
ur not going to be pretty if u r that skinny anyway b/c u dont have a figure
OR
the "baby fat" that makes u look vulnerable and cute
if u dont like ur image FINE but PLEASE find some other way to cure urself b/c as far as im concerned, this is as bad as being addicted to drugs or alcohol
so PLEASE fix it becauseyou are killing yourself
SummerAngelGirl 1 year ago
@SummerAngelGirl you will think they don't know that, and is easy to put it that way, but it's more to it, we can see them skinny, but many suffer from body dysmorphic disorder, which make the person who suffer it see themselves fatter or different to what they are along with many other factors, true losing weight is the principal reason... is not only about how they look either is about how they feel about themselves...
sayhi87 11 months ago
@SummerAngelGirl you will think they don't know that, and is easy to put it that way, but it's more to it, we can see them skinny, but many suffer from body dysmorphic disorder, which make the person who suffer it see itself fatter or different to what they are along with many other factors, truth losing weight is one of the principal reasons... is not only about how they look either is about how they feel about themselves...
sayhi87 11 months ago
Plz dnt post things like this on YouTube. Im n recovery n this just brings mii back
KuteKinsey12 1 year ago
wth was that scene with the guy taking off the wig... did that even have something to do with bulimia O.O
tylo38 1 year ago 2
@tylo38 a girl vomited on him b/c she was bulimic i think
SummerAngelGirl 1 year ago
wow thats like the exact order of how my eating disorder started and progressed,right now im part of the 20% who has partialy recovered,threw up every bit of food for 8 months straight,first started by restricting more and more (then came christmas) eating disorders should be reconized and treated ASAP if some one in you're family or you is soffering from any of the symptoms force them into help or force you're self it will help you or the other person in the long run.
recoz22 1 year ago
umm..is obsessive about thin girls..collecting pictures...grabing fat...looking at yourself in the mirror, guilty after eating, purging even though you just drank water...and exersizeing 2 hours...idk this feelings been knawing at me for awhile..when people started saying i lost weight..idk.
cdevilx 1 year ago
28 years of my life it took, i always called it the beast within. But there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Never give up and try to get help as soon as you can before it consumes your whole life. You need positive support and you need to know you are not alone. Life is good and there is a life outside of food and dieting. What ever it takes. Be good to yourself and know that Rome wasn't built in a day. Love be with you on your road to recovery.
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Hanawasaki 1 year ago
this is happening to me.. my problem is made worse by the munchies.
greengirllover 1 year ago
I have bulimia ;( and its a big pain for me ;( i dont know what to do ...
smokusia1995 1 year ago
i feel sorry for these people that they can't help but make themselfes vomit. I ABSOLUTELY HATE feeling sick
xLilMizChattyx 1 year ago
Where the devil are those stats coming from?? Apart from the end, though - I really liked the video. The weird clips and photos interspersed with the sad subject matter was a mind-f*ck in an interesting way.
DepthPerfection 1 year ago
the pre-binge greed is scary. this ED is scary and a hell of a lot more life treatening than anorexia.
nesqualomimocho 1 year ago
Im 14 i was at 142 pounds in December of 09.. i lost the weight and now i am at 111 still loosing. Congrats right... not really. I am proud of myself, but its not all that it seems. Ive been using laxatives for a awhile now but not until a month or so ago i started vomitting... now i dont sit and eat 5 plates of nachos and then puke.. But if i feel i ate something unhealthy i go vomit. I didn't realize i have a eating disorder until now.
Sti11ur5 1 year ago
...Great video but is everyone who commented bulimic?!!
:/ I feel like I should do something...uhhm...hmm well sports raised my self esteem, maybe it'll help you guys too! :D and you can make friends...
Hope you all get...help :)
That was awkward
Leeceefruit8765 1 year ago 32
@Leeceefruit8765 yes I am so yes I guess
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103CardiganStreet 1 day ago
whats the movie ?
HannahFana98 1 year ago
I'm so glad this is up, but it doesn't have as much views as it should. All the other videos about bulimia on YouTube show that the only thing about bulimia is throwing up, when that's not the only way of purging & they completely forget about binging.
PurpleGerbill 1 year ago
I have tried all sorts of "safe ways" to lose weight . they DONT work . i wasnt losing any weight .
now i tried this , throwing up what ever little bit of food i eat . and this seems to be working . real fast .
waseem1173 1 year ago
thank you so much for this video, it helped me explain my parents about my problem :)
vasogoma 1 year ago
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fmaotaku2010 1 year ago
yep thats how it started for me.
Damnit................
1:24
I feel like crap right now I think I want to go for a run ..... I already went to the gym but I still feel "dirty".........
I ate 1900 calories THIS MORNING at work. not counting the damn frosting
damn cinnamon roll.... god I don't know why I can't control myself...
eff it.. I have math homework, but w/e
i am craving a binge very badly and working out make hunger go away for me...
bevon17 1 year ago
This music is making me want to vomit not the bulimia
AssleyTittsdale 1 year ago
I am not a straight a student...
b52goats 1 year ago
What is going on at 2:55? What is it from?
odeblazgurl 1 year ago
@odeblazgurl I meant 2:25! ^^;
odeblazgurl 1 year ago
what's the song in the begining of the vid!!
LittleMissClumbzie 2 years ago 6
It's Cello Suite No. 1 Prelude by Johann Sebastian Bach
themiiiche 2 years ago 17
thanks so much!
<3
LittleMissClumbzie 2 years ago
@themiiiche hell yes! kudos for the classical music in this awesome vid
greengirllover 1 year ago
it's really good information, thnk you
DieAlena 2 years ago
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This video is too long, Mich... (~_~)
Also, there are so many graphic design errors!!! lol
witlessbanter 2 years ago
There was a length requirement in my psych class, so it HAD to be that long.
And I am using a Window's computer that does not have ANY type of video editing programs.
themiiiche 2 years ago
@witlessbanter its 6min..ur attentionspan is to short
XxAnnaGorexX 1 year ago
Good video, very realistic.
I recognise a lot of things,
like just binge so you can
purge.. unfortunately that
great feeling while purging
is just temporary and then
you want it over and over
again.
MiaLovingBitch 2 years ago 25
@MiaLovingBitch
Yazzbutt 1 year ago
Great video, it's the truth :)
xx
girl26syd 2 years ago 4