Im sorry u went thru that but your case is light very light compared too most incest cases. Some old man rubbing yo ponanny is nothing like a man u no and love having sex with u. holding u down pushing his mushroom tip deep inside thats rape and incest. but touching an rubbing is also sexaul. on a personal note u a very beautiful woman. i have a personal question what size r yo breast im guessing 34 d cup natural am i right ?
@squid4947 Thanks for sharing about your cousin. I hope she is seeking treatment or is doing self-help to get over that traumatic past. I've written in journals for years to heal & get over the self-hatred, low self-esteem, relationship issues, etc. It's been a long journey and I'm still working it out. I've been by myself since last year now because I still I'm not choosing healthy relationships so it's time to chill and figure out why I'm making these choices.
@zackseahawks You're very welcome. Yeah, I wish more men would be honest about their sexual abuse but many still keep secrets. Not many people are aware of the mental effects it has in your life but if you analyze yourself and research the symptoms, you'll find that sexual abuse survivors suffer from post-traumatic stress syndrome. I continually work on myself to overcome past circumstances and it is a continuous endeavor. God bless you, too! :)
First I don't know how did this show up on my recommendation? But, good story i feel bad for you and good that you have forgotten about the past and moved on its great that you move on.
@Carms86 I hope you continue to develop courage & be strong. It's not easy to have posted this publicly but I wanted to give others hope. I've received stupid comments on here accusing me of lying or they make insensitive comments that I liked it. I don't pay them any attention because myself, God, & my perpetrators, along with my therapists over the years know the TRUTH. When you put things out in the public, you're liable to run into all sorts of nuts. Thanks for your encouragement.
@katdee76 Amen, katdee76. No need to keep secrets. I did this to hopefully help others that are keeping this topic a secret and are bearing shame. Wishing you a happy holiday!
LOL my mom used to tell me that "son don't let anyone touch your privates" my cousin and I used to be incestuous, since we first met we ended up making out and it was hot. then later when we grew older i went to visit hir in mexico and we just could not be separated. i wish they would not have separated us. What i am saying is that if you like each other it does not matter if it is incest.
@lester5192 lol Typical black music? What's wrong with that? I like typical white music. Let's not be prejudice. Time to move past all that stuff! Happy holidays!
@mindyourbizok Yes, I moved past it. Took me years of therapy, journal writing, and coming out in the open about it. I have no shame. It's the truth and I hope I can help others with my story.
@hidethisnine I had to POST your comment because it's really sad & sick that people think like this. God bless you, sir. May you have healing in your life.
@nileprods this is the internet. people say a lot of bullshit just to get a reaction. We'll never know of course whether this man is truly twisted or just another idiot, but the odds do favor the latter.
Wow. Thank you for your courage in putting this out there. I bet you have helped thousands of kids with this. And it sounds like you are a super mom. And congratulations for being able to break the cycle of pain and sexual violence when it came to your own child and just showering him with good old-fashioned healthy love... which is all a child really needs. I hope that this finds you well and happier every day.
two things i just realy hate religious fanatics and anti-religious fanatics, religious fanatics have some of the most screwed up moral compasses and almost never practice what they preach and anti-religious fanatics want to git rid of morals.
sounds like she is saying all southern people rape ther relatives , well that is bullshit. i am so tired of people being racist against us people of south. it crazy.
Hahaha you hate all the shit the south gets about YALL bein some corn shuckin pig fuckin hillbillies and your a PRIME example as why people hate the DUMB REDNECK south. For starters the SOUTH is the LAND of RACISM..But better yet you mean PREDJUDICE you dumb redneck fuck. Racism is hating or descriminating people because of their color creed ect. Being Predjudice is like saying GODDAMN I HATE DUMB REDNECKS or like you refuse to use computer because you dont belive in technology
@pongespobb - Question marks?? Greensboro,NC is nowhere near Bassett, Virgina and if she was molested she liked it just like me and many other 4--9 year old little girls that I grew up with in the 70s did. maybe it was wrong but i liked the attention and it felt so good and my mothers many boyfriends enjoyed doing it to me.
You are a beautiful lady and your candor is amazing.This is common in familys people who judge and make cracks and jokes have no soul.Bless your heart beautiful.
Hi,don't listen to those people calling u a liar and a whore....this takes a lot of courage to come out and share.
I'm sorry for wut you've expierienced,I may have only gone through verbal and physical abuse since I was 3 but I know what its like to have ignorant people nt believe you.I give you major props for sharing wut happend to u! Stay strong!
[8] But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.
thank you for telling your story. those folk who judge have never had it done to them...they dont know what its like to have someone steal your youth, your virginity, your life.
@EmmaJaneAustinx ... I feel you're sick for actualy making that statement. Speaking from personal experience you have to laugh to keep from crying. I can talk about it like it wasn't nothing but then I'm not an emotional person probably from the incidences I've experienced. I was actually diagnosed with Post tramatic stress disorder very recently. You should really think about the things you say before you say them and realize people cope and deal with life in different ways. SMH...
I was molested bey a black woman in the hospital when i was 6, she put her mouth down there. I never thought anything of it except for opening my big mouth and telling my mother. I was blamed and demonized as bad. I grew up up all my life in NYC. I seen incestuous families ESPECIALLY FROM SOUTHERN, LATINOS++, and you would never SUSPECT BLACK WEST INDIAN. Growing up in New York form experience... you do not OUT ANYONE.
I hate people who cant cope with the reality then convey the blame to the child or anyone else they can pin it on besides the perp. I do not speak to a portion of my family because they are all around this pedophile. People try to say - oh just move on and forget about it because its easier than the conflict for them. F all of them, I'd rather be alone than in the company of crazy people. I'd rather die alone than in the arms of the devil.
wow, what an inspirational woman. it must take so much inner strength to rise above such heartache and tragedy at such a young age. my heart goes out to you.
You're strong and you have survived. Thank you for sharing your life. I hope you gave some the courage to come to terms with their experience as well.
i am going to ask you to delete my comment. i beg you to forgive me. i hope your soul is in peace...god knows mine still crazy, so probably this is the reason for my reaction.
all of us react diferent to sad memories. please, delete my comments and again pls forgive me!!!
I Know what you are Talking about. But how can you Sit. There and say: my great granpa rubed my vagyna again and again, and smile like if you enjoyed the Memory? I feel sick when somehow i have that Kind of memories, and here you are smilling? Why no One saved you? Evidently you were having à Nice Time...omg.
I'm going to say this again because maybe some of you didn't read my previous comment but before I taped myself on the blog, I HAD A FEW GLASSES OF WINE to relax me. Comprende?
No, I did not like ! No, I did not want it! And NO, I am not a victim. I am a strong, confident woman who was honestly sharing my childhood experiences that formulated who I am today.
so think what you want to think, whatever. I really don't care. I do care about the ones who are helped by hearing this story.
Why in the he&L did you even bother to take the time to response to the foolishness and non sense? You know you are open to a world of ig-nat (spelling intended) people. Please continue to be brave and a strength resource for others without a voice. Rock On Lady!! :)
@nileprods Hi Nina~I commend you for sharing your story. You are not alone. There are many Incest survivors out here who experienced the days of just accepting what the adults dictated to us in our lives through surviving Incest. I commend you on your strength and bringing a voice to the reality of this horrible trauma that many have suffered. Kuddos to your recovery~
Oh and fuck jeus he never did shit for me when I was Christin I prayed like hell when I was and still am abused he never did shit so I won't do shit for him if god was worth worshiping I wouldn't be in the mess I am in
Woe is me, God never helped or blessed me :*( so i don't like GOD! If GOD would have blessed you, you would have faith in GOD. FAIL, Lucky I'm not GOD because I wouldn't want to help your kind...I would let you fail because you're too egocentric. GOD gave us free will...ALL OF US! if we fail or life doesn't satisfy us, it's your our fault....instead of blaming GOD, blame the people around you, blame the television you watch, blame yourself because GOD didn't abuse you....
im no satanist but i do agree with the man, not everyone believes in the christian belief. i am agnostic which means that i dont really have a religion and that i wont have one untill i know the religion is true.
This is a very brave video and its great to see you seem to have come through the abuse as a well rounded person.
The only point I would rase is the lovely music that plays in the background makes the things you are talking about seem less horrific than they actually are.
Depends. If God doesn't like me using the gifts of rationality and free will that he gave me to come to the conclusion that there's not enough evidence of him, then hell would be my destination.
On the other hand, if he isn't petty enough to care about who worships him, then I guess I'm going to heaven, which being eternal would be a hell in itself =P
That being said, alert me if I'm missing something, but what exactly did this have to do with the video?
Thanks for your prayers, paradyneT101. I did have a few glasses of wine before I taped this earlier but I wasn't drunk at all so maybe that's why it came out weird like that. I'm not sure. One thing I am sure of was that I didn't like it at ALL! It still is disgusting to me but I hear what you're saying. Anyway, happy holidays and God bless!
4:22-..I feel VERY sorry for what happen to you..,BUT when you tell the part of your molestation by your grandfather..??..I don`t know..you seem to form this almost devil like smile,and your body language ISN`T that of a person disgusted by what happen to them..almost as if it was something that you looked forward to during that time period.,now it may be just nerves caused by bring up those memories,BUT you really should work on that so as not to give the WRONG impression..YOUR IN MY PRAYERS!
wow 4:25 to 4:40 you look completely wacked I think your gonna need alot of more counselling cause smiling about getting finger banged by your grandpa is just weird sorry. God Bless you
You are very courageous to tell your story. You seem like a very kind and well-adjusted person, too, and getting to that place after what happened to you must have also taken a lot of courage. God bless you.
Thanks, Jugglable. I have spent plenty of years healing through therapy, journal writing, spirituality. I'm not perfect by any means but I'm come a very long way and continue to grow.
@ slimy. I agree that it did look like that a tad bit but "not at all" did I find it loving or comfortable. The thought of my great-grandfather disgusts me, seriously. Even after all these years, I am haunted by it and see how all the molestations have affected, i.e. low self-esteem, self-hatred, choosing the wrong men, and the list goes on and on.
I had to overcome alot of challenges and still continue to grow. Please don't get it twisted. Yuck!
At 4:34 when you tell the part of the story where you were sitting on your great-grandfather's lap and he was stroking your vagina continuously... there is a look on your face like a pleasant erotic memory, and then you smile warmly.
I'm not sure if you're trying to paint that as a negative memory but your body language betrays you. You seriously look like you remember it to be loving and comfortable.
We need to speak up about this issue! This touches many families of all races, classes, and incomes. In the African American community many people say AA learned this from white people, this is not true, it is a sickness that can affect all families regardless of race. I still have a family friend that I cannot stand to be around to this day (a female) because she touched me inappropriately.
Hi Nina, I can't immagine your pain. may i ask you something, the first questions is have you feelt the need to go through counceling. how is your relationship with men. you look good on the outside but are you ok on the inside. you don't have to answere any of these questions. i can only immagine the nightmares and flashbacks of those past events. i am proud of you because you've stayed strong and you have came up front to talk about it and that is a big part of the long healing prosses:) peace
Im sorry u went thru that but your case is light very light compared too most incest cases. Some old man rubbing yo ponanny is nothing like a man u no and love having sex with u. holding u down pushing his mushroom tip deep inside thats rape and incest. but touching an rubbing is also sexaul. on a personal note u a very beautiful woman. i have a personal question what size r yo breast im guessing 34 d cup natural am i right ?
buttchecker1 4 months ago
i am very sorry for what happened to you!.....
Kakuma1993 7 months ago
@squid4947 Thanks for sharing about your cousin. I hope she is seeking treatment or is doing self-help to get over that traumatic past. I've written in journals for years to heal & get over the self-hatred, low self-esteem, relationship issues, etc. It's been a long journey and I'm still working it out. I've been by myself since last year now because I still I'm not choosing healthy relationships so it's time to chill and figure out why I'm making these choices.
nileprods 1 year ago
Hm :'( I understand when you say its like your a person coming out of a war mentally it happens to boys too. so thanks for your story! God Bless
zackseahawks 1 year ago 3
@zackseahawks You're very welcome. Yeah, I wish more men would be honest about their sexual abuse but many still keep secrets. Not many people are aware of the mental effects it has in your life but if you analyze yourself and research the symptoms, you'll find that sexual abuse survivors suffer from post-traumatic stress syndrome. I continually work on myself to overcome past circumstances and it is a continuous endeavor. God bless you, too! :)
nileprods 1 year ago
oh my word, you are so strong! god bless, thank you for sharing your story your an inspiering woman!
OMGitsH0lly 1 year ago
First I don't know how did this show up on my recommendation? But, good story i feel bad for you and good that you have forgotten about the past and moved on its great that you move on.
Dailybabble 1 year ago
I can't seem to find the first part of your video :(
MizuWolf003 1 year ago
Thank you for sharing this. It gives me hope and courage. Thank you. You are so brave.
Carms86 1 year ago
@Carms86 I hope you continue to develop courage & be strong. It's not easy to have posted this publicly but I wanted to give others hope. I've received stupid comments on here accusing me of lying or they make insensitive comments that I liked it. I don't pay them any attention because myself, God, & my perpetrators, along with my therapists over the years know the TRUTH. When you put things out in the public, you're liable to run into all sorts of nuts. Thanks for your encouragement.
nileprods 1 year ago
im enjoy the fact that you was sexually molested... Hot.... I drive around looking at young girls each and every day....
Im sure you enjoyed the sex a little right.
qmlicensing 1 year ago
She still believes it's her fault. She needs to be told that she didn't cause this
theheatofthemoment 1 year ago
i'm sorry u went thru that crap. that shit aint right no matter what. God bless u
killahoe62 1 year ago
this is very powerful. Also- you have an amazing storytelling voice.
swell336 1 year ago
@swell336 Thanks so much! Happy holidays to you! :)
nileprods 1 year ago
Tell it sister. World needs to know and get to the point of taking serious action against these life destroying criminals.
katdee76 1 year ago
@katdee76 Amen, katdee76. No need to keep secrets. I did this to hopefully help others that are keeping this topic a secret and are bearing shame. Wishing you a happy holiday!
nileprods 1 year ago
Incest is ok, if you're mature enough to handle it.
FreeBlago1 1 year ago
hahahah she like "died"
lovebugg327 1 year ago
LOL my mom used to tell me that "son don't let anyone touch your privates" my cousin and I used to be incestuous, since we first met we ended up making out and it was hot. then later when we grew older i went to visit hir in mexico and we just could not be separated. i wish they would not have separated us. What i am saying is that if you like each other it does not matter if it is incest.
MrVelasivan 1 year ago
why the typical black music in the background. too distracting.
lester5192 1 year ago
@lester5192 lol Typical black music? What's wrong with that? I like typical white music. Let's not be prejudice. Time to move past all that stuff! Happy holidays!
nileprods 1 year ago
I'm so sorry that you went through that horror! I hope that you are able to cope!
mindyourbizok 1 year ago
@mindyourbizok Yes, I moved past it. Took me years of therapy, journal writing, and coming out in the open about it. I have no shame. It's the truth and I hope I can help others with my story.
nileprods 1 year ago
I have known several girls that regularly blew and fucked their fathers. All of them were good with it. In fact, the most of them perfered it.
hidethisnine 1 year ago
@hidethisnine I had to POST your comment because it's really sad & sick that people think like this. God bless you, sir. May you have healing in your life.
nileprods 1 year ago
@nileprods this is the internet. people say a lot of bullshit just to get a reaction. We'll never know of course whether this man is truly twisted or just another idiot, but the odds do favor the latter.
waldoman7 1 year ago
Wow. Thank you for your courage in putting this out there. I bet you have helped thousands of kids with this. And it sounds like you are a super mom. And congratulations for being able to break the cycle of pain and sexual violence when it came to your own child and just showering him with good old-fashioned healthy love... which is all a child really needs. I hope that this finds you well and happier every day.
earl880 1 year ago
amazing boobs
jibondharar 1 year ago
two things i just realy hate religious fanatics and anti-religious fanatics, religious fanatics have some of the most screwed up moral compasses and almost never practice what they preach and anti-religious fanatics want to git rid of morals.
ruzzzler 1 year ago
You are a living example of what a true fighter consists of...
Mercuryrose86 1 year ago
sounds like she is saying all southern people rape ther relatives , well that is bullshit. i am so tired of people being racist against us people of south. it crazy.
bluegrassman776 1 year ago
@bluegrassman77
Hahaha you hate all the shit the south gets about YALL bein some corn shuckin pig fuckin hillbillies and your a PRIME example as why people hate the DUMB REDNECK south. For starters the SOUTH is the LAND of RACISM..But better yet you mean PREDJUDICE you dumb redneck fuck. Racism is hating or descriminating people because of their color creed ect. Being Predjudice is like saying GODDAMN I HATE DUMB REDNECKS or like you refuse to use computer because you dont belive in technology
skrilla84 1 year ago
@bluegrassman776 hey idiot its not racism if yiur gonna flame a vid at least use the right terminology
cachevy27 1 year ago
I don't know which is creepier, the story or her smiling and sounding like she's fondly remembering the encounter.
pongespobb 1 year ago
@pongespobb - Question marks?? Greensboro,NC is nowhere near Bassett, Virgina and if she was molested she liked it just like me and many other 4--9 year old little girls that I grew up with in the 70s did. maybe it was wrong but i liked the attention and it felt so good and my mothers many boyfriends enjoyed doing it to me.
allenwood100 1 year ago
IS THIS SERIOUS?!?! HOW CAN YOU SIT AND LAUGH ABOUT IT WHILE YOUR TELLING THE STORY
SuperCutensweet 1 year ago
i love you
ignantmug 1 year ago
@ignantmug Thanks, love. Sending you love too! Happy holidays! :)
nileprods 1 year ago
So strong
btw you look like mariah carey but prettier :)
LadyDiamond33 1 year ago 9
this is kinda hot
DragonLearner 1 year ago
You're hot!
If you were my daughter, I'd totally fiddle you too!
megatroll 1 year ago
@megatroll
You disgusting fuck.
xXsaikanoXx 1 year ago
should i call you sick or agree with you ??
southpark1029384756 1 year ago
@southpark1029384756
Hm... maybe both??? ;)
megatroll 1 year ago
You are a beautiful lady and your candor is amazing.This is common in familys people who judge and make cracks and jokes have no soul.Bless your heart beautiful.
ratfink74 1 year ago
Very powerful piece. You are a strong woman indeed.
Mrdinowells 1 year ago
Hi,don't listen to those people calling u a liar and a whore....this takes a lot of courage to come out and share.
I'm sorry for wut you've expierienced,I may have only gone through verbal and physical abuse since I was 3 but I know what its like to have ignorant people nt believe you.I give you major props for sharing wut happend to u! Stay strong!
exiled0169 1 year ago
You loved it. You wanted it! You practically begged for it!!!
PedoLouie 1 year ago
@PedoLouie
Shut the fuck up
xXsaikanoXx 1 year ago
i'm a proffessional lie catch'er,and your body language says you're LYING...attention whore...get a grip
Fleshcucumber1 1 year ago
[8] But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.
[9] And there
BrothersamDavis 1 year ago
thank you for telling your story. those folk who judge have never had it done to them...they dont know what its like to have someone steal your youth, your virginity, your life.
Jhadzia 1 year ago
You don't seem like you released all of these incidents yet.
There are techniques.
PantsThatDontFit 1 year ago
its all in the past... thank you for sharing
wakamachulet 1 year ago 2
many prayers.
DominicanoOR 1 year ago
she liked all of that. didnt u see her smiling while she was telling the story and graphic parts
genio0417 1 year ago
umm this chick is sick.. i'm pretty sure she injoyed this..
EmmaJaneAustinx 1 year ago
@EmmaJaneAustinx ... I feel you're sick for actualy making that statement. Speaking from personal experience you have to laugh to keep from crying. I can talk about it like it wasn't nothing but then I'm not an emotional person probably from the incidences I've experienced. I was actually diagnosed with Post tramatic stress disorder very recently. You should really think about the things you say before you say them and realize people cope and deal with life in different ways. SMH...
Capicornsweet25 1 year ago
I was molested bey a black woman in the hospital when i was 6, she put her mouth down there. I never thought anything of it except for opening my big mouth and telling my mother. I was blamed and demonized as bad. I grew up up all my life in NYC. I seen incestuous families ESPECIALLY FROM SOUTHERN, LATINOS++, and you would never SUSPECT BLACK WEST INDIAN. Growing up in New York form experience... you do not OUT ANYONE.
LiLithandMars 1 year ago
What's the title of the song?
primitivodemetrio 1 year ago
I hate people who cant cope with the reality then convey the blame to the child or anyone else they can pin it on besides the perp. I do not speak to a portion of my family because they are all around this pedophile. People try to say - oh just move on and forget about it because its easier than the conflict for them. F all of them, I'd rather be alone than in the company of crazy people. I'd rather die alone than in the arms of the devil.
ubiquitousparadox 1 year ago
Dam your one strong person!
Well i hope your alright now!
OrochimaruNinja666 1 year ago
wow, thats something to go through
its too bad most of the media thinks of this as a joke
its pethetic
im glade your over ti
your a great example of a good person
skyarsalan 1 year ago
OMG ur soo strong I LOVE U So much
bush1a 1 year ago
"He must've been doin that with my father" So, this incestuous tradition carried throughout the family.
How has it affected your sexuality or you when you're in bed?
As many others have already mentioned, you've got nice bosoms :-)
pussiestroker 1 year ago
wow, what an inspirational woman. it must take so much inner strength to rise above such heartache and tragedy at such a young age. my heart goes out to you.
Chaia17 1 year ago
lies
magnetmind 1 year ago
Was it good for you? Rofl.
ToxicOdiousOne 2 years ago
You're strong and you have survived. Thank you for sharing your life. I hope you gave some the courage to come to terms with their experience as well.
tikurgisila 2 years ago
you have nice breasts
amandakeith5 2 years ago
that face looked like you enjoyed it
waat08 2 years ago
I'm glad that you overcame what you went through. Hopefully others can by watching your video. I will keep you up in prayer.
afrodeke 2 years ago 2
this lady looks like mariah carey exept beutiful.
pablow2310 2 years ago
i am going to ask you to delete my comment. i beg you to forgive me. i hope your soul is in peace...god knows mine still crazy, so probably this is the reason for my reaction.
all of us react diferent to sad memories. please, delete my comments and again pls forgive me!!!
ANNAMORADA 2 years ago
I Know what you are Talking about. But how can you Sit. There and say: my great granpa rubed my vagyna again and again, and smile like if you enjoyed the Memory? I feel sick when somehow i have that Kind of memories, and here you are smilling? Why no One saved you? Evidently you were having à Nice Time...omg.
ANNAMORADA 2 years ago
I'm going to say this again because maybe some of you didn't read my previous comment but before I taped myself on the blog, I HAD A FEW GLASSES OF WINE to relax me. Comprende?
No, I did not like ! No, I did not want it! And NO, I am not a victim. I am a strong, confident woman who was honestly sharing my childhood experiences that formulated who I am today.
so think what you want to think, whatever. I really don't care. I do care about the ones who are helped by hearing this story.
nileprods 2 years ago 24
@nileprods I just have one question for you.
Why in the he&L did you even bother to take the time to response to the foolishness and non sense? You know you are open to a world of ig-nat (spelling intended) people. Please continue to be brave and a strength resource for others without a voice. Rock On Lady!! :)
Sodampurtie1 1 year ago
Why didn't you run away? I would have.
azjeff1971 2 years ago
I was a kid. Back in those days, you didn't run away. You just accepted it.
nileprods 2 years ago
@nileprods
awwwwwww yeaaaaaaaaaah
Freedom21stCenturi 1 year ago
@nileprods Hi Nina~I commend you for sharing your story. You are not alone. There are many Incest survivors out here who experienced the days of just accepting what the adults dictated to us in our lives through surviving Incest. I commend you on your strength and bringing a voice to the reality of this horrible trauma that many have suffered. Kuddos to your recovery~
cdinwv 1 year ago
lol it sounded like she liked it.
djtechno101 2 years ago
Somebody is jealous..
YumYum0522531 2 years ago
@brother Sam whatever lol poor bunny didn't see it comin when I stabed it. Lol lest it's blood came to good use :)
greendaynaru 2 years ago
What ever have fun worshiping your pathitic god :P
greendaynaru 2 years ago
@brothersamdavis- how can u ask something into ur heart? It's a blood pumping machine..
xxy0nniexx 2 years ago
Jesus wants to save u ask him into ur hearts
BrothersamDavis 2 years ago
im sorry you had to go thru that..
Xeidasx 2 years ago
i laugh when im nervous or scared. maybe shes smiling because she has the same habit as i do ? dont judge her you dont know her.
Xeidasx 2 years ago
why do you smile when you recall how your grandpa rubbed your vagina??? wtf you look happy when describing this
maybe you enjoyed it
carolflores83 2 years ago
u have to remember at a young age, u wont know right or wrong..so if it did feel good, she didnt know it was wrong..stupid cunt...
drowsky21 2 years ago
fuck you
carolflores83 1 year ago
fuck you, dumb cunt !!
drowsky21 1 year ago
did your daddy rub your cunt?hahaha
carolflores83 1 year ago
@carolflores83 I thought the same thing. It's like wtf.
xxdiogenescynicxx 1 year ago
@xxdiogenescynicxx
Capicornsweet25 1 year ago
you enjoyed this??? the way you describe it, it seems like you did.
geczel 2 years ago
Oh and fuck jeus he never did shit for me when I was Christin I prayed like hell when I was and still am abused he never did shit so I won't do shit for him if god was worth worshiping I wouldn't be in the mess I am in
greendaynaru 2 years ago
Woe is me, God never helped or blessed me :*( so i don't like GOD! If GOD would have blessed you, you would have faith in GOD. FAIL, Lucky I'm not GOD because I wouldn't want to help your kind...I would let you fail because you're too egocentric. GOD gave us free will...ALL OF US! if we fail or life doesn't satisfy us, it's your our fault....instead of blaming GOD, blame the people around you, blame the television you watch, blame yourself because GOD didn't abuse you....
YumYum0522531 2 years ago
Lol I'm a saintist I'd gladly go to hell ^ ^ don't go around tell people what to do this ain't chruch not every one belives in god in real life
greendaynaru 2 years ago
@greendaynaru
im no satanist but i do agree with the man, not everyone believes in the christian belief. i am agnostic which means that i dont really have a religion and that i wont have one untill i know the religion is true.
TheOneTheOnlyTheMatt 2 years ago
Repent of these sins give ur life to Jesus
Christ he loves u but he won't condone
Sin if u don't come to Jesus u will die, and
Go to hell
BrothersamDavis 2 years ago
hahaha you're fucked
lang2190 2 years ago
This is a very brave video and its great to see you seem to have come through the abuse as a well rounded person.
The only point I would rase is the lovely music that plays in the background makes the things you are talking about seem less horrific than they actually are.
overfiend30 2 years ago
funny but wrong!
drillahmon 2 years ago
If Jesus Christ came for u today? Where
Would u be in heaven or hell
BrothersamDavis 2 years ago
Depends. If God doesn't like me using the gifts of rationality and free will that he gave me to come to the conclusion that there's not enough evidence of him, then hell would be my destination.
On the other hand, if he isn't petty enough to care about who worships him, then I guess I'm going to heaven, which being eternal would be a hell in itself =P
That being said, alert me if I'm missing something, but what exactly did this have to do with the video?
RayLedgend 2 years ago
Yeah, I have the same ? as Ray. What does that have to do with this? lol
nileprods 2 years ago
@BrothersamDavis if jesus farted in your face would you smell his heavenly odor? or would you banish his gas to hell?
MrJohnMichaelHayes 2 years ago
--And typical white, hispanic, & asian family too. Incest is universal, Meatloaflover.
nileprods 2 years ago
TOOOO MUCH SAD SHIT
hotblk100 2 years ago
excellent disclose!!!!!!
floriug 2 years ago
Thanks for your prayers, paradyneT101. I did have a few glasses of wine before I taped this earlier but I wasn't drunk at all so maybe that's why it came out weird like that. I'm not sure. One thing I am sure of was that I didn't like it at ALL! It still is disgusting to me but I hear what you're saying. Anyway, happy holidays and God bless!
nileprods 2 years ago
thank you!...!*stay strong an beautiful*!...happy holidays,and Gods blessings to you!!!
paradyneT101 2 years ago 3
4:22-..I feel VERY sorry for what happen to you..,BUT when you tell the part of your molestation by your grandfather..??..I don`t know..you seem to form this almost devil like smile,and your body language ISN`T that of a person disgusted by what happen to them..almost as if it was something that you looked forward to during that time period.,now it may be just nerves caused by bring up those memories,BUT you really should work on that so as not to give the WRONG impression..YOUR IN MY PRAYERS!
paradyneT101 2 years ago
wow 4:25 to 4:40 you look completely wacked I think your gonna need alot of more counselling cause smiling about getting finger banged by your grandpa is just weird sorry. God Bless you
GangstaSlimjim 2 years ago
You are very courageous to tell your story. You seem like a very kind and well-adjusted person, too, and getting to that place after what happened to you must have also taken a lot of courage. God bless you.
Jugglable 2 years ago
Thanks, Jugglable. I have spent plenty of years healing through therapy, journal writing, spirituality. I'm not perfect by any means but I'm come a very long way and continue to grow.
God bless you too! :)
nileprods 2 years ago
i wanna cum between those tits
ClinkzProductions 2 years ago 6
word, me to homie
trigun52 2 years ago
u my bestfriend bro lol
ClinkzProductions 2 years ago
That's pretty nasty, homie. You don't know me like that!
nileprods 2 years ago
we should run the train on that hot milf
ClinkzProductions 2 years ago
@ slimy. I agree that it did look like that a tad bit but "not at all" did I find it loving or comfortable. The thought of my great-grandfather disgusts me, seriously. Even after all these years, I am haunted by it and see how all the molestations have affected, i.e. low self-esteem, self-hatred, choosing the wrong men, and the list goes on and on.
I had to overcome alot of challenges and still continue to grow. Please don't get it twisted. Yuck!
nileprods 2 years ago
At 4:34 when you tell the part of the story where you were sitting on your great-grandfather's lap and he was stroking your vagina continuously... there is a look on your face like a pleasant erotic memory, and then you smile warmly.
I'm not sure if you're trying to paint that as a negative memory but your body language betrays you. You seriously look like you remember it to be loving and comfortable.
slimydick23 2 years ago
We need to speak up about this issue! This touches many families of all races, classes, and incomes. In the African American community many people say AA learned this from white people, this is not true, it is a sickness that can affect all families regardless of race. I still have a family friend that I cannot stand to be around to this day (a female) because she touched me inappropriately.
LUVJONZ99 2 years ago 4
you look healthy and i hope you have a great rest of your life and live in happiness :)
kissy260 2 years ago 15
Nothing wrong with this at all.
VicePresidentisaMilf 2 years ago
Hi Nina, I can't immagine your pain. may i ask you something, the first questions is have you feelt the need to go through counceling. how is your relationship with men. you look good on the outside but are you ok on the inside. you don't have to answere any of these questions. i can only immagine the nightmares and flashbacks of those past events. i am proud of you because you've stayed strong and you have came up front to talk about it and that is a big part of the long healing prosses:) peace
MrRomeo1982 2 years ago 3
I'd molest this bitch, too.
Dislekseyuh 2 years ago
WOW this womans hot!
R1D2S3 3 years ago