Castiel & Dean; I'm sorry (AU-ish)

[Pachirisu113]

I'm uh... actually looking for the name of the song you used. It's quite touching. :')

[createdshadows]

OMG. This is incredible. I can't stop watching it. This thing with the alchool.

It touch me more than a texte or anything. THIS make me cry.

God, I love you. Marry me.

[SuperNaturalMotel]

awesome, love the video :) what episode is at 0:11 and what program did you use to make

this?

[YrFaGhAg14]

there needs to be a fic for this, i love castiel and dean but i feel like there needs to be a story based off of this video

[valjose0098]

@YrFaGhAg14 I completely agree, the first time I watched it I had the same thought

[TishTinyTroll]

You have mad editing skills and a great imagination! :)

[cjasima]

Oh man, this made me cry... beautiful vid

[scrainbow1234]

Absolutely magnificent. This is one of the greatest fan videos I have ever watched <333

[calistoo1]

BRILLIANT JOB ( ^_^ )

[Perfection2308]

Lisa disliked this...

[VikingxRascal]

Your videos blow me away everytime! You have a remarkable gift! Thank you so much for taking the time to make them! Once again you have flawless editing skills and your story plots are so addictive!! Well done! My hats off to you!! ^_^

[InjectMorphineIntoMe]

Your videos are killing me. I can't stop watching them.

[19871028able]

This video is wonderful!!

you're very gifted!))) 

[rokubinosukanku]

Deeply touch the heart..

[RichardKaylan]

Your manipulation of Dean's lines are just, genius. You actual hero (Y)

[kissmrule]

i so lvoe thsi video it so cool and sweet

[Oo2Ticha2oO]

beatiful <3

[KendraSaysRaawr]

OMG PLEEEEEEEASE make a Dean/Cas video to the song: "Perfect two" by Auburn, its like perfect for a dean/cas slash vid! :D <3

[TheLiquified]

Wow... beautiful and moving. I flinched when Dean was beating Cas. This is a great video.

[tonic916]

made me cry , whats the song playing

[imteamkstew]

AMAZING :o

[MsPreposterous]

Your vids continue to amaze me seriously. Ive had some experience with alcoholism and you just captured Perfectly one of the least thought of aspects of addiction, the shame. And you did it so perfectly and poeticaly well done this is amazing.

[superlillybird]

Loved this video. It was so sad made me cry. I love those two.

[SweeneyTodd4435]

This was amazing, it was like the real deal! You're awesome!

[UsedRomanceCH]

Like all your videos it's simply wonderful :) (how come someone didn't like it I can't understand...)

[footieslash08]

OH MY FUCKING GOD this totally almost made me cry. AWESOME

[split7waysSSG]

YOU ARE SIMPLY AMAZING. That is all I have to say. This video is so perfect. Oh...you are my new favourite vidder. Honestly. LOVE IT.

[Dar3aza11]

:'( Thank you for making this beautiful video.

[whisperman1]

it made me cry cause its true like we all need some 1

[whisperman1]

it made me cry cause its true

[HyacinthShade]

As someone who knows firsthand what alcoholism can do to relationships, I thought this was really beautiful. Very nice!

[The1Bigmama]

Whats AU-ish

[littleaprilroses]

@The1Bigmama It means Alternate Universe. In this context I think she means that its kind of like a AU, but it still has the main themes from the show. :3 If you didn't already know xD Hope I helped.

[DIAnnAs13]

Eu Choro tanto quando vejo este video , fico mesmo desfeita por dentro , você fez um trabalho Lindo :) 

[shirleypaz]

wow is so sad!!!! im cry.... ='(

[MaaraDeklaLaima]

you made me cry

i'm going to suscribe

[SpesialK1]

so beautiful! *_*

perfect!

[Riku16]

this is so perfect i can't describe it with words, your technique is sublime. I'm overwhelmed you managed to put so much feeling inside just 1:30 min. You sure have future here, girl. oh and could you please tell me the name of the song? it's amazing.

[Aniko0208]

oh my gosh that´s so wunderful

i love it!!

[Lizzy0945]

Love it ♥ :)

[TheBadCinderella]

that´s amazing.<333

i love it. *___*

perfect!!!

[TwilightFight]

i love iiiit!

It´s amazing!!!

beautigul.<333

perfect!

[hanazawachan]

how can you make so many vids and they all so unique? *-* <3

[iamnakedclaire]

brilliant

[SaSiTaH]

Porque é que eu fico admirada por gostar dos teus vídeos???? Fazes sempre vídeos lindos! Obrigado

[blyaoislash]

wonderful editing XD

[TheLolitea]

You're showing a social problem through a spn vid. *applauses* It's hard to believe this vid just got 112 stars.

[glolinde]

Wow. Wow, wow, wow! Very well done. I don't go for the Cass/Dean pairing, but in this case... wow!

[RobinJones87]

very very emotion, very true... unfortunately. 6/5

[kirinamalfoy]

OMG!

Estou seriamente viciada nos seus videos!

[Ami5Jo]

how genuinely beautiful, it felt like it was a real part of the series, perfection

[anaapenas]

Aw thank you for this kind comment. <3

[chidori84]

So sad and beautiful!!!!

[anaapenas]

Thanks for commenting! ^^

[flashingfly]

Wow, what a powerful concept. The entire video was edited beautifully, the pacing, the coloring and the moving overlay was just... flawless. I especially loved the audio mainps since they really potrayed the video amazingly. The emotion you put into this video is just breath-taking and it really captivated me. 5/5, Favorite, Subscribe. GREAT job!

[anaapenas]

@flashingfly Hey Ellie! wow thank you SO much for writing this kind comment. This vid has a special meaning to me so it was really nice to know you thought it was captivating. :D

[AngelBrat36]

wow great video. it really opened my eyes. great job. i had tears in my eyes at the end. you are truly an amazing vidder.

[anaapenas]

@AngelBrat36 Hey there! Thank you SO much for dropping a comment here. This vid is kind of important to me so it really means a lot that you thought about the situation of the story. ;]

[wolfrider89]

This was very, very powerful. Very good job. Thank you.

[anaapenas]

@wolfrider89 Thank YOU for taking the time to watch and comment. It means a lot to me that you thought it was powerful. ^ ~

[coastal5]

Whilst I don't ship this pair.....THAT was powerful, and something that transcended beyond just being a story.

Excellent vid!

[anaapenas]

@coastal5 OMG You Kirsty?! The one who made the 'Hear no evil' vid?! wow You've made my day for commenting here. I have your vid on my playlist of the most amazing spn ever. Really thank you SO much for writing this message. :D

[coastal5]

aww, you're welcome:) This vid is still in my thoughts, it truly leaves a lasting impression.

Gosh, 'Hear No Evil' is quite the contrast from this! Thank you though, that's so nice to hear:)

[CasieDearest]

you know, reading all these comments, it's amazing seeing just how many of us have dealt with a situation like this. I'm always shocked at how many, like myself, have lived with abusive fathers. But videos like this are a good thing, i feel, because these situations should never be swept under the carpet.

[Zod355]

Great video. Loved

[anaapenas]

Thanks for the comment :D Glad you liked.

[jackiemX62]

Great effects - and let me tell you your quality is amazing - like the combination between pics and music - great work - watching was really a pleasure.

[anaapenas]

wow it's REALLY a pleasure read comments like this. Thank you SO much for writing all these kind things.

It honeslty means a lot to me.

[Starbits7]

Awesome video. What's the voiceover at the beginning from? Sounds like Paul Walker...

[anaapenas]

Hey the voice over is from the movie Peaceful Warrior (yeah I took the voices from this movie AGAIN I really should go find another film lol) I don't know the name of the actor but isn't Paul Walker. He's not that gorgeous as Walker. lol I'm sorry for the late reply and thank you for commenting ^ ~

[LexiWinchester]

wowzer! great! but, whats the song???

[anaapenas]

Hey sorry for the late reply. The song is from the movie Stay. I adore this movie and their soundtrack is awesome. The song is called Leon Sees by Asche & Spencer. Oh and thanks for watching this vid :D

[LexiWinchester]

no problem, I loved it~

[sparklingeyes666]

this video broke my heart

[anaapenas]

Aw I'm sorry for breaking your heart with this vid. I think my mood is sticking more on the side of sadness these days. lol Thanks for watching :D

[ciaimpala]

This is absolutely heartbreaking. You edited it to perfection, and really got your story across.

[anaapenas]

wow I can only say thank YOU so much for taking the time to watch this vid and also for writing this comment. *hugs*

[ComeOnSlashers]

Can you hear that sound? Yeah, that's my heart breaking. Seriously, this was so sad and powerful, and I loved 'cause it was so flawlessly edited and the story was so well told, I could really feel the emotions on both Dean and Castiel sides... You did an amazing job with this, I'm really impressed! :).

[anaapenas]

*hugs comment and you* You're extremely kind, you know that?! Thank you SO SO SO much for dropping such a sweet comment here. You've made me smile wildly for saying you could feel the emotions on both Dean and Cas sides. It's really good to know you saw Dean's feallings too. :D

[XnerjaveikaX]

U showed the idea very well...the idea itself is kinda sad, but ur editing is awesome :))

[anaapenas]

Thank you for commenting. Yeah the story conveys a sad situation but I'm glad you thought this vid showed the idea well. ^ ~

[nanatih86]

This is just so heartbreaking, and makes you think deeply about how devastating alcoholism can be. Great job! You work never never ceases to amaze me!

1:05 - 1:10 My heart really ached at this. I had to close my eyes for a second!

Tô mega sensível por causa da TPM, aqueles chutes doeram em mim T~T

Enfim, eu e meus comentários gigantes amamos vc! *cara de choro*

[anaapenas]

Eu AMO os seus comentários Nathy! Sério tu é uma das únicas q apontam partes do vid q te tocou ou te fez rir mais. Eu sinceramente adoro saber isso. Sei lá isso me alegra mais ainda pq sinto q vc realmente curtiu o vid ou pelo menos partes dele rsrs Brigadão msm por comentar aki.

[chloedaprincess]

:O This is just amazing!

Dean crying always makes me sad! :(

Great work!!

[anaapenas]

Yeah Dean cryinh is so heartbreaking, innit?! *hugs Dean*

Thank you for dropping a comment here ^ ~

[GottaHaveCastiel]

Wow, very touching. That was just so amazing, I just sat back and thought for a moment. Really really enjoy! *****

[anaapenas]

Thank YOU!!!! I'm really glad that you thought this vid was touching.

[phoenix71400]

Good job ,that was great .

[anaapenas]

Thanks :]]]]]

[ParisYT]

This is amazing.

[anaapenas]

Thank you ^ ~

[ryladante]

So moving, and I loved the editing.

Great Job!

[anaapenas]

Thanks for commeting. It means a lot that you liked the editing. :D

[TikiTyler9]

Really pretty coloring! Great job :)

[anaapenas]

Thank you for pointing out the colouring. I'm glad you like it.

[Austral13]

*speechless* You hit it out of the park with this one.

[anaapenas]

wow THANK YOU!!!!! always good to know what you thought. ^ ~

[CasieDearest]

I think my heart stopped for a moment. That was extremely personal for me, and I'm glad you thought to do this. I like videos that totally fabricate a story that doesn't really exist, not within these characters anyhow. But this exact scenario DOES exist in millions of homes around the world, so good job.

[anaapenas]

Thank you for writing this comment. I hope I didn't bring up awful memories for u and ruined your day with this vid. This scenario sadly does exist in many homes but we can fight against it. With patient and commitment everything is possible.

[TogetherAtLast]

Wow. This was so powerful and so moving. I love how creative and original this was...and the scene with Dean beating Cas broke my heart. Such a wonderful and heartbreaking job.

[anaapenas]

Thank you Lammii!!! It's awesome see that you took the time to watch this vid. It means a lot to me! Loved read what you thought about the story.

[GracePattison56]

oh my gosh.... when i saw the video i broke down.I've dealt with a dad like that.But anyways amazing video! i faved it!

[anaapenas]

Gosh I'm sorry for bringing up tough memories to you. It's really difficult to deal with a problem like this. Even more if it's in your family. I don't have this specified problem but i know how hard is when we have to see someone we love destroying themselves.

[Tunder28]

(Tear) give up the bottle or give up cas hmmm big decision. (bottle over shoulder) (give cas hug) Nice one as always 5 stars

[anaapenas]

lol yeah hug Cas!!! and Dean too! :P

Thank you for watching! Loved your comment. It made me smile.

[Mikisna]

That's why I'm abstinent...

[nicoleh5000]

alcoholism is a major problem, its good u in ur friend makin some steps to helping the familes:)

hun u absolutely blow me away with ur variety to cas/dean

another great vid

5* in fav

[anaapenas]

Hey Nikki!!! Thank you for taking the time to watch this. It really means a lot to me. I'm glad you didn't hate this vid. It's totally non-spn so I was kind of afraid nobody would like it.

[Pandothiel]

That was hauntingly beautiful. Luckily I've never dealt with an abusive alcoholic, but I have a friend whose Dad can get like that, so this is just a sad and gorgeous video. Very, very well done <3

[anaapenas]

As you I've never dealt with an abusive alcoholic but with this project I saw how tough is for families who deals with it so I'm glad you never had this problem. Thank you for commenting :D

[myorli29]

JAW DROP.

Oh my god... I'm so teary right now. I feel like something gutted me in the chest, in a very good way, if you know what I mean...? lol.. Wow... This is ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE! You deserve a medal of awesomeness!

[anaapenas]

WOW Thank you Anna!!!! *hugs*

Loved read what you felt about the vid and you're too kind for writing such nice things. ^ ~

[myorli29]

You're welcome!! Your videos amaze me every time! You manage to bring many emotions forth, and your editing is just flawless! <3 My heart was pounding in my chest after watching your video here!

[AngelLoverGirl24]

that's so sad. you edited it so well.

this is so heartbreakig and beautiful in a sad way. i love the voiceovers you used - you incorporated them so well.

[anaapenas]

Hey Alyssa! Thank you for pointing out the voiceovers. I'm glad you thought it was incorporated well. :]

[SweetheartSpazz]

This story was touching, and it was amazing!

[anaapenas]

THank you :]]]]]]]]]

[chucklovaaa]

Ohh damn, you just broke my heart :'( Once again, I totally "feel" the story, amazing manips and idea. Your editing fits perfectly, I love the "shadow flys away" effect. Really sad and yet beautiful video. <3