I guess I have to keep writing because I'm still shocked. I do, however, remember the halloween dress up parties you had on stickam, and she was always dressed so cute! thx again for the video.......
I remember you two going on that youtube gathering trip and she forgot her blowdryer or couldn't find it, and it was really a big deal to her, I sent her a picture of one and she laughed like she always did. It is a shock to me and to everyone who knew her, thx for making this video.
wow it is so wonderful to see how many lives my dear sister touched. Thank you all for you saying such sweet things about her. I know she is an Angel in heaven smiling down on all of us now. I am so lost without her. But I am also glad that her suffering is over. She put up one hell of a battle. She is the strongest person I ever met. Most people did not even know she was sick. She always looked so beautiful and radiant. I love you dear sister. I anxiously await til we will meet again.
@WeCcat Oh my God, I didn't know, I am so sorry. We used to joke alot on the radio show and email back and forth. She was the sweetest internet friend I've ever known........
Zen....you talked about her a lot when you were at my house back in the summer. I'm so sorry to hear this and I know how much you cared for her and will miss her. My heart goes out to you Zen and her family.
Take care of yourself my friend and never forget the joy Tara brought you.
I'm at a loss for words for now Zen. I'm soo sorry to hear about her passing. I'll always remember us all on stickam voice-chatting. I'll always remember her sweet voice & laughter, and the contribution she put into the ZenLive Show.
We're all gonna miss her so much, even though she's a better place now. My sincere condolences goes out to you, and her closest family & friends.
Hi Zen. I'm so sorry to hear of Tara's passing. It's been awhile since I spoke with her but she was one of the first people I became friends with at YT back in 2006. I sorely wish I had kept up with her, such a loving, sweet human being, but you know what the internet is like, people drift in and out of eachother's lives. Her passing must be terribly hard for you. You have my sincere condolences as do her family and friends. Keep your chin up. - Wayne (sainter1)
Sorry to Hear about this Zen, Hope she's in a Nice Place now. I remember she's always nice to me :) Thanks for Informing Everyone! Hope your doing ok!
oh no. I am shocked. SHOCKED. I am very sad too. I'm so sorry and I will keep her and her family in my thoughts. I especially thank you and her boyfriend for filling her final years with love and laughter. Who could not love Tara? She was bright, sensitive, caring, full of life and so sweet. She was/ is beautiful in so many ways. She'll be missed and I am so sorry that she suffered through this. Love to Tara and to you too, Zen.
im sorry. It's just hard to picture her gone and my family misses her alot. its just terrible. ive never cried soo much or been so sad. its really disappointing for us and you. thank you for making this video and i will make sure my family knows about you because you are another person we should be thanking. thank you for being her friend. she sends her love to you and her family and all of her other friends.
I am very sorry to hear that friend. It hurts me to see the void she has left behind. Any time there is something you need to talk about, I, and I am sure many others are here to carry off a little darkness on our backs. You be well man, as well as you can be.
fuck, this his me hard. She had a smile that no woman could match. The world is a worse place without her. My prayers go out to her, and to you, old friend.
Tara was such a kind heart. When I think of her all that comes to mine is that radiant smile of hers! Wow. Blown away here. I didn't even know she was sick.
My condolences to you Zen and to her family and of course to all who were lucky enough to have their lives touched by her .
Zen, I used to watch your shows and the chemistry between you and tara was nothing less than amazing.... She will be missed... I wish you the best and her family.
I am so sorry, Zen. I remember her back on ZenLive, my deepest condolences to you and her entire family. Just be glad that our lives were blessed enough to know her.
Rest in peace, Tara916. We'll all miss you very much.
I am very saddened to learn this, Zen. She will be in my thoughts and prayers, as well as her family - and yourself. Hold on to the happy times the two of you shared.
This really touched me i miss you Zenarcher and i miss your videos i havent been keeping up with your videos. But i am really sad because of this video i will keep her family in my prayers.
Oh Wow, I have been out of touch, since my loss. I am shocked, may Tara rest in peace, she was a great human being.
nurselady444 1 year ago
3:46 "I was slow to act", 3:58 "we have no idea what month"...
Great tribute, nice to see how much you cared
BBQTalk 1 year ago
Sorry to hear about Tara, she was a sweetheart! I remember many nights on stickam -- so sad!
Jinxie228 1 year ago
I happen to be her nephew, it was a tough loss. Very, very tough...
himynameischris15 1 year ago
Im very sorry to hear that zen..
Allot of condolences from Culemborg, The Netherlands.
DeathslayerNLL 1 year ago
Im very sorry to hear that zen..
Allot of condolences from Culemborg, The Netherlands.
DeathslayerNLL 1 year ago
I guess I have to keep writing because I'm still shocked. I do, however, remember the halloween dress up parties you had on stickam, and she was always dressed so cute! thx again for the video.......
girlietexan 1 year ago
I remember you two going on that youtube gathering trip and she forgot her blowdryer or couldn't find it, and it was really a big deal to her, I sent her a picture of one and she laughed like she always did. It is a shock to me and to everyone who knew her, thx for making this video.
girlietexan
girlietexan 1 year ago
so sorry to hear about this zen, i can tell by the emotion how good friends you and tara916 were, hope u are ok
weerambo 1 year ago
That's terrible news and I'm so sorry for your loss.
juliact 1 year ago
So sorry 4 the loss. Thoughts and prayers going out
Nikkipicky 1 year ago
Deepest of condolences from Manchester UK
Be well Zen!
bonzobeezer 1 year ago
wow it is so wonderful to see how many lives my dear sister touched. Thank you all for you saying such sweet things about her. I know she is an Angel in heaven smiling down on all of us now. I am so lost without her. But I am also glad that her suffering is over. She put up one hell of a battle. She is the strongest person I ever met. Most people did not even know she was sick. She always looked so beautiful and radiant. I love you dear sister. I anxiously await til we will meet again.
WeCcat 1 year ago
@WeCcat Oh my God, I didn't know, I am so sorry. We used to joke alot on the radio show and email back and forth. She was the sweetest internet friend I've ever known........
girlietexan 1 year ago
Zen....you talked about her a lot when you were at my house back in the summer. I'm so sorry to hear this and I know how much you cared for her and will miss her. My heart goes out to you Zen and her family.
Take care of yourself my friend and never forget the joy Tara brought you.
glr0661 1 year ago
i'm sorry to hear this, zen.
xmoonbloom 1 year ago
I am so sorry Zen.
I know how close you two were.
She is in a better place now.
My condolences.
ravenlaughs 1 year ago
So sorry for your loss, my friend
LordofFaygo 1 year ago
In my thoughts.
Jbreuhan2 1 year ago
I'm at a loss for words for now Zen. I'm soo sorry to hear about her passing. I'll always remember us all on stickam voice-chatting. I'll always remember her sweet voice & laughter, and the contribution she put into the ZenLive Show.
We're all gonna miss her so much, even though she's a better place now. My sincere condolences goes out to you, and her closest family & friends.
mollyz2000 1 year ago
Sorry..
helterskelter1 1 year ago
Hi Zen. I'm so sorry to hear of Tara's passing. It's been awhile since I spoke with her but she was one of the first people I became friends with at YT back in 2006. I sorely wish I had kept up with her, such a loving, sweet human being, but you know what the internet is like, people drift in and out of eachother's lives. Her passing must be terribly hard for you. You have my sincere condolences as do her family and friends. Keep your chin up. - Wayne (sainter1)
sainter1 1 year ago
Very sorry for your loss
noncoastalbeaches 1 year ago
Sorry to Hear about this Zen, Hope she's in a Nice Place now. I remember she's always nice to me :) Thanks for Informing Everyone! Hope your doing ok!
Polaritypictures 1 year ago
oh no. I am shocked. SHOCKED. I am very sad too. I'm so sorry and I will keep her and her family in my thoughts. I especially thank you and her boyfriend for filling her final years with love and laughter. Who could not love Tara? She was bright, sensitive, caring, full of life and so sweet. She was/ is beautiful in so many ways. She'll be missed and I am so sorry that she suffered through this. Love to Tara and to you too, Zen.
Lindsay
Rh1no1 1 year ago
im sorry. It's just hard to picture her gone and my family misses her alot. its just terrible. ive never cried soo much or been so sad. its really disappointing for us and you. thank you for making this video and i will make sure my family knows about you because you are another person we should be thanking. thank you for being her friend. she sends her love to you and her family and all of her other friends.
XoDonutxBreyeroX 1 year ago
Sorry to hear this.
PooHunny69 1 year ago
I am very sorry to hear that friend. It hurts me to see the void she has left behind. Any time there is something you need to talk about, I, and I am sure many others are here to carry off a little darkness on our backs. You be well man, as well as you can be.
pliskitt 1 year ago
No..... No. I don't want to hear this. Both for her soul and for your spirit.
RiverBirch1967 1 year ago
Zen.. im so sorry man...
rablennox 1 year ago
Sorry for your loss. You were very lucky to share your life with a good friend like that. We go on after this time is over... :)
audiotrax2000 1 year ago
fuck, this his me hard. She had a smile that no woman could match. The world is a worse place without her. My prayers go out to her, and to you, old friend.
XniperZero 1 year ago
Sorry to hear of your loss.
marksplaceuk 1 year ago
So sad to hear, the good are always going to soon and the bad have time to much...
My condoleances for her familly and ofcourse for you!
Remember, the end is the start of something new and tara will live in our harts for ever.
Be well , Zen !
boedhaspeaks 1 year ago
Really tough to watch mate : (
Donnie2020 1 year ago
I'm so sorry Zen :'(
I've lost friends on here too.
It is hard.
Donnie2020 1 year ago
Oh my!!! I don't believe this Zen :o(
Tara was such a kind heart. When I think of her all that comes to mine is that radiant smile of hers! Wow. Blown away here. I didn't even know she was sick.
My condolences to you Zen and to her family and of course to all who were lucky enough to have their lives touched by her .
Sleep well, Tara. <3
RoobyJuice 1 year ago
I am sorry for you`r loss :-(
margr84 1 year ago
I'm so sorry for the loss of your closest friend, Zen. She had a wonderful friend in you.
thornekatt 1 year ago
Zen, I used to watch your shows and the chemistry between you and tara was nothing less than amazing.... She will be missed... I wish you the best and her family.
sunsetlover 1 year ago
Sad...
MadBadVoodo 1 year ago
Sorry for your loss. She will be missed.
papabear12 1 year ago
Sorry for your loss Zen, try to keep your head up....it will be hard I know. Cancer just F'ing sucks!!
mkline718 1 year ago
Zen, I know how much she meant to you I could always tell by the way you talked about her. My prayers are with you and her. R.I.P. Tara916
kylel 1 year ago
I am so sorry, Zen. I remember her back on ZenLive, my deepest condolences to you and her entire family. Just be glad that our lives were blessed enough to know her.
Rest in peace, Tara916. We'll all miss you very much.
TylerGWelch 1 year ago
That sucks, hate to hear that. :(
DrJohnBecker 1 year ago
I am very saddened to learn this, Zen. She will be in my thoughts and prayers, as well as her family - and yourself. Hold on to the happy times the two of you shared.
Xaves511 1 year ago
Wow, she was so young and I remember attending your sessions on Stickam with her. May she rest in peace, and sorry for you losing such a good friend.
Arman10701 1 year ago
oh wow sry for your loss Zen....
Bcuz77 1 year ago
Sorry for your loss bro
ddss6 1 year ago
This really touched me i miss you Zenarcher and i miss your videos i havent been keeping up with your videos. But i am really sad because of this video i will keep her family in my prayers.
zeppelinandbowie87 1 year ago
She was a wonderful person Zen and she will be missed. My deepest sympathies.....
RustleAbout 1 year ago