Why Am I... The Way I Am?

[CrazeyMary]

Thank you for making me feel that who i am isnt wrong :)

[AbbzEmz]

amazing

[LittleBlackSparrow]

WOW! this video describes me better then i can describe myself, i've come to realize that i'm happiest when i'm trying very hard to live for God, but at times i slip up and i end up hating myself for it and i end up doing some stupid crap because of it

[ScottRayne]

@LittleBlackSparrow - Thanks for the comment. You know, when I showed this to people around me they just rolled their eyes... They never understood this thing that lives inside me. I was somehow able to give it a voice (for a hot 2:06) :P And it's a comfort knowing that other people can relate too. Take care.

[fizzylizzy710]

This video made me literally burst ito tears, it's literaly just...me.

[ScottRayne]

@fizzylizzy710 Thank you for your kind comment. There is hope beyond depression, in time...

[kellieash]

Your video is heartfelt and reminds me so much of how I've felt my entire life. And I have realized that after 38 years of life, that there is no pill to fix me. I just keep pushing on for my kids..

[ScottRayne]

@kellieash - It can get better.. Thanks for your comment.

[EasyBakeSmiles]

this video so much reminds me of myself. i totally just broke down.

[LittleBlackSparrow]

@EasyBakeSmiles same here

[ScottRayne]

Thanks to all of you for all the nice comments... I really appreciate it!

[silencedscene]

100% aggrement, beautiful work on the video, i love it, you are really speaking for many people when you say those things, good job.

[thatzak]

You've captured a some of my feelings in in this video. Good job!

[dizzylizzy6]

realy amazing video!

[viickyTH]

you are like everyone else

perfectly

imprefect

[bamfreak246owns]

nice video scott.:D ill pray for you.

[viiviiixxtactic]

Sums it up right there - "I like to think I'm a loving person, but then... I hate myself."

[123perrin]

nice work scott. i can certainly relate to it.

[sugarorganic]

Love & peace to you Scott... & thanks for posting on here, your message is obviously sent from the heart.

[jackshirack2]

It's religion telling you not to live for yourself but actually there's nothing wrong with it. There's not point to life but it doesn't mean you can't have happiness and enjoy it. Stop living for other people and live for yourself mate, fuck the world and do something you love. Fuck depression, this might be the only time you have to make conscious decision and be alive. Beautiful music by the way..

[ScottRayne]

Thank you for your comment. I appreciate the insight.

[OmegaSuperPope]

wow....... this is me exactely.. i think those exact same things and wonder all the same. nice work. 5/5

[Tinkidink]

wow, that was great! that basically describes myself exactly...

[Yelonde]

Scott, that was a really good video. It really touched me. I am actually crying right now. . .

This actually helps me to realize some of the faults in my own life. . . things I want to fix, but sometimes I just can't.

Scott, no matter how bad your life is, please try not to hate yourself. We are all trying the best we can, truley. This may sound like arrogance, but I think it is best we try to enjoy our lives, and do service for others, no matter what the situation may be.

TY scott, i <3 this

[sitestinger]

Unconditional love is the solution.

To him/her who inquires into the self and dis-covers his/her real identity by asking: who am I, the answer will be given.

This is the essence of the teachings of Sri Ramana Maharshi, one of the greatest Indian saints.

All is harmony and synchronicity once we have opened the veil to the Light of discriminating knowledge.

We all are ONE and pure consciousness, everything is connected once we live from the heart, the center of being!

Be happy, peace is with you!

[NamaSika]

Your last sentence...I like to live for the Lord but I live for myself. That is the key. This is your life.. When you live it you will live it also for God. All the words you have written after the 'but' is what will help you learn about yourself. That is how I perceive it from my point of view. Hope you don't mind me saying so. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

Take care

Tara

[cyspaceboy]

Life is the greatest of all teachers.

[DavidSherry483]

We as humans tend to strive to be better than humanly possible, and when we do not meet our self-inflicted standards, we beat ourselves up and think worse of ourselves. I have had these thoughts many times. I would like to think that I am a certain way, but find out later that I am really the way that I hate. I know how you feel man. You are a beautiful person. I ask those same questions: "Why am I the way I am?" I know what self-loathing is. I'm there a lot. Stay strong, dear friend.

[takeit4granted]

scott

i have to say you do have a deep mind

that was a pretty good video though

kinda can relate to some of it