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  • Just out of interest, how did you even get the xanax? I assume your doc would notice? Please tell me it wasn't your doc who prescribed them!

  • MCR FTW!!!!!!! I nearly jizzed when I heard this :') Gerard had a problem with xanax so this is pretty fitting I suppose :)

  • I know someone who has taken up to 8 bars in one day. This, to my knowledge, has only happened once. He norm takes 4-6 bars a day which, from browsing on Ytube, I now know is a lot.I am going to show his parents these videos because I don't want to be the friend at his funeral that could have helped him stop, instead ofhanging out with him like normal and occasionally questioning him about a drug I knew nothing about or even cared to initially b/c I did not know serious plus he was prescribed

  • i can relate im 23 years old and have been spending the last 5 years of my life fighting this horrible addiction of takin about 6 . .2mg bars about 4 times a week its a hard habbit to break im 7 months sober now if anyone needs any advice message me we can tlk through it ...take it one day at a time ...ps i have crazy stories lol maybe you can relate to!

  • Great video

  • Im not trying to idolize in any way just sharing my story with xanax, well started taking it when i was like 15 i didn't like it to much cause it made me pass out, (this was in the past) when i was on xanax it really fucked with me i used to be a cutter, and the only time i would cut is when i was on xanax, i dont no why, thankfully i got over that cutting shit and i stopped messing with the shit for awhile but i am insomniac i got it pretty bad so i started taking them agin to help with sleep

  • 2:01???is this ricky wilson from kaiser chiefs?

  • yes

  • I was heavily addicted to xanax and other benzos tot he point that I had seizures when i didn't have them. My friends tell me that one day I ate and snorted 17mg, of course I barely remember the event. I hardly remember 3 months of my life. I learned the hard way. This is the absolute worse withdrawal you could ever experience.

  • exacgly 10mgs is alot of fuckin xanax ive been taking them for years and i still cant even eat that many.

  • Good job on getting off benzodiazepines. I have never taken them, but I understand them chemically enough to say that it must be the worse thing to ever get off.

  • I've been taking 9 bars for the last five years and the reality is

    you have to quit someday now i've been in rehab for 7 months

    and it seems like i'll never be normal I can't remember shit.

  • High Authorities should really do something more about the awareness of OTC and Prescription Drug abuse in kids.

    It seems no one cares.

  • Everyone's gonna find their own fix. There isn't one magic pill or puff my friends.

    Is it best to be sober? Yes. That doesn't mean it's that easy to come by for some. Some people, like me, need meds just to stay alive. I take 0.5 MG of Xanax and don't ever plan to take any more than that in an 8-hour period. The abusers ruin it for the people who need this drug. I was one of them, I should know.

  • i used xanax very destructively. i am currently going to court on driving offence charges and i honestly can not remember anything about it. i did not take that much- about 10mg at a time. it did not start that way. doctors are starting to become more informed in australia and it has become harder to get albeit not impossible. my chemist thinks they are evil and should be absolutely taken off the shelf...

  • 10mg at a time is not much? Yeah, and I got passed out drunk off some vodka, not that much, just a liter at a time.

  • 10 mg of xanax is alot.thats 5 bars .i weigh 200 lbs and two bars get me twisted.

  • Moderation and used in situations that are overwhelming it in my opinion a positive.BUT I onlt take a half milligram on occassion.Yes there are drugs that are helpful under a Dr'S SUPERVISION

  • Yes, I only used xanax only to abuse it. I'm talking about 20 tablets in one time. There does come a time where you just don't care about anything, which I think is possibly the worst thing to experience. I hope everyone stopped the xanax.

  • keep it up, I think we use because we're afraid of ourselves.. be yourself and FUCK everyone else

  • That's the attitude my wife had when she was on it, drunk parting with friends. I was at home with a toddler and an infant. She spent all our money. Do not play with this "medication". You will harm the ones you love. Smoke a joint instead, it will calm your mind far less destructively. Most importanly, learn to control your emotions. They're just a drug cocktail your brain makes. The emotions that drive one to Xanax are not based in reality. Delusion is king to this personality type.

  • Heh, you kids and your legal drugs. ;]

  • Shit my advice to everyone who is prescribed for xanax for anxiety is to just quit as soon as you can, you become very dependent on them... Its all in your head.. But look at me now.. I smoke and pop pillz off the street now =].. smoke weed... not the pill.

  • Xs detox kills old pepole in nursing homes.givem Xs 4 a few years then cold turkey.

  • could  you tell me what this video is tryin to explain??

  • what I'm trying to get out is that because I used to use Xanax mainly abuse it because one of the side effects of xanax is you forget about pain/you can't feel it for some reason i thought self injury was the answer to it.

  • Yes, he is right. Every day is a battle for me too :-/ So wake up people who still doesn't.

  • I have been on xanax daily prescribed for 16 years, no kidding. Deal with your issues, get off of the xanax as soon as you can. Every day is a battle for me, YOU DONT WANT THIS. I have never ever self mutilated myself though. You should speak to someone about that specifically.

  • I bet you do "feel just fine" lol

  • Ive been prescribed 1Mg tablets of lorazapam too treat acute anxiety it helps me a lot calms me without a feeling of being wasted i take 2mg in morning and 3mg in evening and I'm calm throughout the day but boy oh boy id love too have a couple of bourbon whiskeys in the evening too unwind further do u think that is a good idea

  • yo dont worry bout all these other idiots on here they are immature to say such horrible things jus remember beauty is only skin deep an i think you are brave for tellin your story of self injury i myself am a cutter so be strong an keep fightin the fight an to all the dumb ass people postin negative comments go fuck your selves cause i bet none of you mother fuckers are or will never be as brave as this woman

  • it's not a weak minded individual it's called brain chemistry. the unmeasurable amounts of GABA in one's brain vary from individual. while i don't really get the video i can tell you as an experienced heroin addict (not proud) that xanax hit me harder than any needle ever did. good for you that you can do pills... i had a seizure at age 18 because i wasn't on enough xanax, even though i was on lethal amounts. go fuck yourself. you clearly don't know what it's like to lose everything over a drug.

  • yea well xanax is crazy =-/

  • xanax saved my life. great video.

    stay up!

  • i used to be a really bad addiction-cutter.. for about two years. i know what its like, really. i've been cutting-free for over a year now.

    stay strong.

  • what IS xanax??

  • xanax is a legal drug to treat anxiety disorder, it has nasty side affects including self injury and suicidal thoughts.I want it to be banned from people who are under the age of 18 seriously the side affects are going to live with me for the rest of my life, i don't want anyone else to go thru that I've been thru.

  • man, i didnt need the xanax to get myself addicted to self-injury... i tried to kill myself 6 times but im happy to report that i have remained cut and suicide-free for almost three months now. =]

  • some people don't but i did.

    thats good that you are going strong :)

    well done :D

  • i think you are very brave! And it looks like you are doing well@@

  • I hear that... I'm on Klonopin which is a very addictive benzo and when I do not have it, I'm going thru pure HELL!!!!

  • I  wud love toknow alittle more about Xanax , because someone dearer to me is hard on that..

    Can we please

  • Looks like you are doing much better now!=)

    Addiction and self injury is difficult to deal with. Thanks for sharing your struggle with us! ::hugs::

  • great video..did you use windows mover maker?? if so i for got how to zoom in on the pic

  • i like it soyla :D

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