@konvicted2007 tell someone before it's too late cuz the person will be mad at u for telling someone but they will be thanking u later for saving their life. If u don't tell someone they could committ suicide. Say something to someone before it's to late.
I am extremely sorry for your loss... but I think its unfair to say that these people don't care. They do, of course, they do! I do. I wouldn't have come here to watch these videos and get a real feel of what my family might go through. I persuaded myself a number of times only because I thought of my family. What people don't realize is that sometimes its just very necessary. There is nothing you could about your life, nothing would change it and its genuinely true.
@invisiblereflexn Honey I'm not saying people don't care, but there was some really mean comments left on the video. Some was so harsh I had to delete them , people telling me my brother " Deserved to die " . It kills me when people who haven't been on the other end judge people. They say " They was weak " , my brother was far from weak. He was one of the strongest people I knew, but his addiction inevitably won out in the end. Maybe he was weak to the addiction, but not in his every day life.
@Bree1059 I understand and I'm extremely sorry for loss. I can't stand people who feel the right to judge when they don't know the person and the things he has been through. Thanks for sharing this video.
...I'm so sorry. I've felt this cause 3 months ago, my friend commited suicide and he left behind so many, including me. I've even felt like this and i realize i owuld be leaving behind too many but some days, i jsut want to forget it all. On those day, how can i try and rember when all thats clouding my vision is a black cloud of despair? i don't know what i woudl do if i lost some one else or i did it, but i know it would hurt people left behinf too much .
People will never understand what suicide does to the survivors. My boyfriend completed suicide four months ago while I was still on the phone with him. I miss him so much, it hurts really really bad. Unless you were there, you would NEVER understand the pain.
I went through the exact same thing. All the people that say they're going to do it, even when they're just joking, don't know how much it hurts. There's nothing you can really say that truely expresses your feelings.
5 1/2 years ago my Dad to his own life. He was an alcohlic and never got help. I found out on my 10th birthday and never saw it coming. The day I went back to school I got suspended for starting a fight when a girl asked me why my dad killed himself. I wake up everyday and before I can get up I have to convince myself he did love me. Some days I don't believe myself and can't get out of bed.
im sorry to ur loss..my friends keep cutting themselves and wont get help..and they tell me if i tell someone they'll be mad...and they keep saying they wont eat..they are going anorexic because they have it bad at home...she said shes gonna kill herself...what do i do?
Thank you for your comment and for coming to me for help. I sent you an email on things you can do to help your friend. Please keep in touch and keep me updated.
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I had 2 people I loved dearly commit suicide within 2 months of each other. It has been a very hard thing for me to deal with, and I am suffering from depression. It is things like this video that keeps me going. Thanks so much, and again, I am deeply sorry for your loss.
5 years ago, one of my friends shot himself, there had been absolutly no signs for it.He really was not weak or lonely or something,he was a guy you just had to like.I often ask myself why the fuck he did it.
This completely changed my thinking,people who make jokes about suicide dont know the pain that follows for the people who stay behind.
those that succeeded at suicide are NOT weak. they are incredibly strong. I know because I am one of the weak ones. I have failed over and over..so many times it makes me afraid to try again. you can NOT imagine how deep the dispair and loneliness is. think about YOU pulling the trigger on yourself. think about how HARD it would be. you would have to be very very strong willed to go thru with it!
To answer your question, a man named Blaine Larsen sings the song and it is called "How do you get that lonely." Just type the artists name in iTunes and it is the first song. Hope this helps!!!
how can you say suicide's for the weakpeople? I lost a good friend this past spring who was told he was never gonna walk again, on the 4th of july in 2007, he was the strongest person i know to this day, he was so proud and one hell of a swimmer, he was mostlikely gonna go to the olympics. Even though he was told he was never gonna walk again that never stoped him, he took his own life this year right before his 18th birthday he was a good guy and not once ever called "Weak" ripdusty we love you
My brother ended his life 6 months ago. I have never felt so much pain in my life. I know what you are going through and I will keep your family in my prayers.
i am so sad for you. Death is never the answet to anything. Sometimes people who want to kill themselves dont think of others. You may think no one loves you, but when you are gone, it affects everyone you know, in good or bad ways. I am so terribly sorry for your family, and best wishes to you all. RIP Christoppher B.
Please, to anyone who reads this, life is the most precious gift. Never doubt that.
I hear that when you cry, u r crying for yourself. Sometimes, that is true, but not always.
You are a trooper. Take that deep pain and agony and help someone else. A lot of people are dealing with a lot of pressure, anxiousness, pain,broken heartedness, etc. There is a lot of work to do to help people who think that if they just END it all, everything will be better. make a difference.
Thank you all for your comments. I'm sorry it took so long to get back to you, but his birthday would have been on May 10th , so we've been trying to deal with it. It's been 5 years now that he left us behind. I just pray that any one who watches this realizes suicide is not the answer, it's more pain than any pain I could describe.
thanks for the statistic, also if u didn't know: suicide is the 3rd leading cause of teen deaths in the USA. I can't explain why someone would commit suicide but if anyone needs to talk, email me, I will listen. also try 1-800-suicide there are many trained counselers waiting to help without judging or tattletelling. idc how you get help just get it, nothing is worth killing yourself.
My heart goes out to you and your family.
bnbalenda 5 months ago
My little brother murdered himself in 2000. I still can't quite beleive it!! The pain, the quilt, the regret, the 'what if's" .....
I'm sorry for your great loss.
tammiettt 5 months ago
I am so sorry ...my heart goes out to your family ..I know only to well how very painful being a suicide survivor is ....
ritaapplegate 1 year ago
:'( now im crying, this was a touching video and im sorry for your loss.
Laurajt86 1 year ago
Most addicts commit suicide, I am one of those who recovered to sanity, quite simply by working the 12 steps and swallowing the truth about me.
Its testemant to the grip of insanity that the solution is so very simple but most would rther die than admit the truth.
Know that there was nothing you could have done, you don't have the power of God.
Convinced against our will, we are of the same opinion still.
Until I surrendered...nothing changed.
If you do the same you'll get free.
jonesgerard 1 year ago
@jonesgerard
I surrended and I am still in despair and nothing has changed. I admitt the truth and still would rather die. What am I doing wrong?
seven2heaven 1 year ago
@konvicted2007 tell someone before it's too late cuz the person will be mad at u for telling someone but they will be thanking u later for saving their life. If u don't tell someone they could committ suicide. Say something to someone before it's to late.
peterstone14 1 year ago
R.I.P. Chris.
peterstone14 1 year ago
I am extremely sorry for your loss... but I think its unfair to say that these people don't care. They do, of course, they do! I do. I wouldn't have come here to watch these videos and get a real feel of what my family might go through. I persuaded myself a number of times only because I thought of my family. What people don't realize is that sometimes its just very necessary. There is nothing you could about your life, nothing would change it and its genuinely true.
invisiblereflexn 1 year ago
@invisiblereflexn Honey I'm not saying people don't care, but there was some really mean comments left on the video. Some was so harsh I had to delete them , people telling me my brother " Deserved to die " . It kills me when people who haven't been on the other end judge people. They say " They was weak " , my brother was far from weak. He was one of the strongest people I knew, but his addiction inevitably won out in the end. Maybe he was weak to the addiction, but not in his every day life.
Bree1059 1 year ago
@Bree1059
How old was Chris?
PR0GRAMMING 1 year ago
@Bree1059 I understand and I'm extremely sorry for loss. I can't stand people who feel the right to judge when they don't know the person and the things he has been through. Thanks for sharing this video.
bnbalenda 5 months ago
im glad guns r hard to come by in my country otherwise i would of blown my head off a longgg time ago
Zeebo89 1 year ago
a guy at the school i go to
killed himself taking a gun to his mouth
my hearts breaking,
supparrhoe 2 years ago
Bree, Im very sorry for your loss !
MotoVet 2 years ago
...I'm so sorry. I've felt this cause 3 months ago, my friend commited suicide and he left behind so many, including me. I've even felt like this and i realize i owuld be leaving behind too many but some days, i jsut want to forget it all. On those day, how can i try and rember when all thats clouding my vision is a black cloud of despair? i don't know what i woudl do if i lost some one else or i did it, but i know it would hurt people left behinf too much .
missingoyuforever 2 years ago
People will never understand what suicide does to the survivors. My boyfriend completed suicide four months ago while I was still on the phone with him. I miss him so much, it hurts really really bad. Unless you were there, you would NEVER understand the pain.
lilysasaki 2 years ago
I went through the exact same thing. All the people that say they're going to do it, even when they're just joking, don't know how much it hurts. There's nothing you can really say that truely expresses your feelings.
onlyhisgirl2008 2 years ago
5 1/2 years ago my Dad to his own life. He was an alcohlic and never got help. I found out on my 10th birthday and never saw it coming. The day I went back to school I got suspended for starting a fight when a girl asked me why my dad killed himself. I wake up everyday and before I can get up I have to convince myself he did love me. Some days I don't believe myself and can't get out of bed.
R.I.P-Shane Graham Pollock
I loved you.
michaun14 2 years ago
You shouldn't have gotten in trouble. That is a question that is more painful then almost anything else in this world. I'm sorry
liberate9 2 years ago
sorry for the loss of your brother. RIP Chris.
fatlina 2 years ago 2
I'm so sorry for your loss.
My husband commit suicide.
Our pain & horror never ends.
We can never understand the monster that takes them from us.
WolfnHawk 3 years ago
so sorry for your loss the monster nearly took me 2 years ago and im treying to fight it off again
theblob34 2 years ago
im sorry to ur loss..my friends keep cutting themselves and wont get help..and they tell me if i tell someone they'll be mad...and they keep saying they wont eat..they are going anorexic because they have it bad at home...she said shes gonna kill herself...what do i do?
konvicted2007 3 years ago
Thank you for your comment and for coming to me for help. I sent you an email on things you can do to help your friend. Please keep in touch and keep me updated.
Bree1059 3 years ago
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I had 2 people I loved dearly commit suicide within 2 months of each other. It has been a very hard thing for me to deal with, and I am suffering from depression. It is things like this video that keeps me going. Thanks so much, and again, I am deeply sorry for your loss.
polonumber9 3 years ago
5 years ago, one of my friends shot himself, there had been absolutly no signs for it.He really was not weak or lonely or something,he was a guy you just had to like.I often ask myself why the fuck he did it.
This completely changed my thinking,people who make jokes about suicide dont know the pain that follows for the people who stay behind.
Tyrone8181 3 years ago
im sry to hear about your lost and u will be in ma prayers... Plz message me
punkrocka123 3 years ago
those that succeeded at suicide are NOT weak. they are incredibly strong. I know because I am one of the weak ones. I have failed over and over..so many times it makes me afraid to try again. you can NOT imagine how deep the dispair and loneliness is. think about YOU pulling the trigger on yourself. think about how HARD it would be. you would have to be very very strong willed to go thru with it!
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fun69stein 3 years ago
so very true been were you are and are there now hope you gonna be ok
theblob34 2 years ago
Thank you so much. Since a year passed when I wrote that, I have not made another attempt. For now I am doing pretty well!
jtaforJesus 2 years ago
im glad your doing ok i hope to be as welllas you someday
theblob34 2 years ago
Theblob you will be okay....It may not seem like you will right now, but you will. If you ever need any one to talk to , I'm here for ya.
Bree1059 2 years ago
To answer your question, a man named Blaine Larsen sings the song and it is called "How do you get that lonely." Just type the artists name in iTunes and it is the first song. Hope this helps!!!
QUEERASFOOOLK 3 years ago
who sings this is so sad i am so sorry :(
isabellare 3 years ago
LOGIC has nothing to do with it...Try checking YOUR FACTS before opening your mouth and trying to add fuel to the fire .
Bree1059 3 years ago
how can you say suicide's for the weakpeople? I lost a good friend this past spring who was told he was never gonna walk again, on the 4th of july in 2007, he was the strongest person i know to this day, he was so proud and one hell of a swimmer, he was mostlikely gonna go to the olympics. Even though he was told he was never gonna walk again that never stoped him, he took his own life this year right before his 18th birthday he was a good guy and not once ever called "Weak" ripdusty we love you
eqgirl228 3 years ago 6
My brother ended his life 6 months ago. I have never felt so much pain in my life. I know what you are going through and I will keep your family in my prayers.
~ Amanda
madtop715 3 years ago 2
shit i meant to rate 5 stars
not 4
bitchnigga627 3 years ago 3
he was so cute..im so sorry
jessemccartney4 3 years ago
i am so sad for you. Death is never the answet to anything. Sometimes people who want to kill themselves dont think of others. You may think no one loves you, but when you are gone, it affects everyone you know, in good or bad ways. I am so terribly sorry for your family, and best wishes to you all. RIP Christoppher B.
Please, to anyone who reads this, life is the most precious gift. Never doubt that.
I hear that when you cry, u r crying for yourself. Sometimes, that is true, but not always.
Shpanx95 3 years ago
Thank you so much for your kind words. It means alot to me
Bree1059 3 years ago
Hi Bree
You are a trooper. Take that deep pain and agony and help someone else. A lot of people are dealing with a lot of pressure, anxiousness, pain,broken heartedness, etc. There is a lot of work to do to help people who think that if they just END it all, everything will be better. make a difference.
Keep fighting
Sandra
Seedcovers 3 years ago
Thank you all for your comments. I'm sorry it took so long to get back to you, but his birthday would have been on May 10th , so we've been trying to deal with it. It's been 5 years now that he left us behind. I just pray that any one who watches this realizes suicide is not the answer, it's more pain than any pain I could describe.
Bree1059 3 years ago
thanks for the statistic, also if u didn't know: suicide is the 3rd leading cause of teen deaths in the USA. I can't explain why someone would commit suicide but if anyone needs to talk, email me, I will listen. also try 1-800-suicide there are many trained counselers waiting to help without judging or tattletelling. idc how you get help just get it, nothing is worth killing yourself.
lookforthelight 3 years ago
dat is so sad
81vic08 3 years ago
This is sad cheakc out kayciXnikXproduction
We are mostly a support site, also here to help people get through things. We plan on bringing many awarenesses up one we have is suicide.
lilgreendaygurl 3 years ago