"Love Stories" by an Old Gay Man - My 2nd Boyfriend was a Pre-Op Transexual

[Shuqi78]

wow! you are a great guy! many guys out there are all about the outside than what is inside an individual.... i love you for your story! que dios te bendiga papi!

[peter199220]

love your talk buddie... real feelings never dies!

[sw33tp3rf3ction]

Ur message is very true, but some live in the shadows..

[SpiritedAquarius]

This video makes me sooo proud to be gay in california , sunny , gaaaay beautiful california...my home , my love , my peace.

[aajunior]

words to live by. Thank you for the life lesson.

[marcs501tim]

GAWD I LOVE U! Thanks 4 being u! Love&SMiles Tim

[saxm]

I think alot of gay men.. and straight men.. think they love someone because of how that someone looks.

It's sad, but it's everywhere. Superficiality.

Guys who love for what is inside are rare indeed.

[marcs501tim]

I believe that physical attraction plays a part but there has to be more than just that. But u r right guys that look inside r rare... Love&SMiles Tim

[SicilysBestNigga]

......... How the fuck did I run into this video nigga???.....

Anyways... no offense dude, but you kinda creep me out..

However, you seem like you're a nice person. And you seem content with yourself unlike most people.

I just did a video about how MTF's are not the same as gay men... so its funny how I ran into this.

You do what you want man.. I have no prob with MTF transsexuals.. but I have a powerful dislike of transvestites.

Just my random 2 cents.

Nice guitar music too.

[marcs501tim]

U cant believe how big of a SMile your comment put on my face. and yeah i creep out the younger crowd unless they r friends of my 15yr old son...lol Went and watched ur vid and WOW! U r spot on... If one can make past like the first 1:30 (cuz most of gays have experienced that for real...lol) the message u have is so True! As hard as I tried to be the one for jessica I could not because i am gay. so yeah she wanted a str8 man. U rock dude! Thanks for sharing ur SMile with me! Love&SMilesTim

[SicilysBestNigga]

Glad u liked my vid. Surprisingly a lot of people like it.

I figured maybe people wouldn't because a lot of the extremely offensive language I use. But that's juts part of who I am, sometimes I feel it is not only vital to tear someone apart with words (if they deserve it) but fun too! lol

I plan to make more "formal" vids regarding transsexualism and how I feel about transvestites.

I've researched this stuff for a year and I haven't heard many hetero men talk about it.

[SicilysBestNigga]

By the way man.... 40?

What the fuck??

40 isn't old. At least you're not Herbert from Family Guy lol

[marcs501tim]

I have been telling myself that all year... and yeah 40 is not old... but WTF 41 is... and that will be here on the 12th...lmfao and u r to f'kn funny yeah i am glad i am not herbert...lol Love&SMiles Tim

[SicilysBestNigga]

Happy Birthday in advance.

15 year old son??? Damn. Well you seem like you would be a nurturing parent. Which is unfortunately what lots of kids miss out on from their parents these days.

I watched some of your other videos... and I felt a bit uncomfortable cuz I'm not used to seeing someone who has such a positive outlook on life.

It's almost as if you live and breathe positive energy.

I'm much more of a nihilist myself. At 21 I feel I'm a bitter old man trapped inside a young man's body

[SicilysBestNigga]

Overall I'd like to think I wish the best for humans... but there are a lot I would like to see dead and gone.

For instance, whenever I hear something tragic has happened to a Christian, like cancer or a vicious accident, I smile inside a bit.

I know this sounds sick, but I have good valid reasons for being anti-Christian. And they're not all a-holes, just most of them.

But yeah.. I'm really just a nihilistic materialistic atheist pessimist. So to see someone like you is almost inspiring.

[SicilysBestNigga]

Don't get me wrong.. I LOVE being a nihilstic materialistic atheist pessimist, I'm proud of what I am.

But sometimes I wonder what it would be like to not delight in human misery. I mostly just view humans as very psychologically advanced organisms whose lives only have "meaning" because we say they do.

But human life in and of itself has no objective meaning, it is only our perception that it does.

Well I've certainly gone off on an introspective rant.. thanks again

[saxm]

Until I have a romantic dinner on Valentine's Day with my husband.. with clicnking wine glasses and slow dancing.. I'll remain a cynnic when it comes to Valentine's Day.

[marcs501tim]

And u can be cynnic on lover's day... i will be clinking my wine glass with my camera...lol but I refuse to a cynic of love.... and I love u just the way u r! Love&SMiles Tim

[californiavolcano]

Your very wise my friend. Lessons well learned. Peace, Lin

[marcs501tim]

Thanks my sweet lin for ur Wise SMile! lessons learned are good! Be Blessed Love&SMiles Tim

[boony68]

This is a damn good video and I agree with you 100 % tim......Now, since I dont know exactly when your birthday is......Happy birthday to ya.

[marcs501tim]

Thanks u so much 4 the Big SMile! And thanks 4 the birthday wishes... its on the 12th... good ole' abe's birthday! Be Blessed my friend boony  Love&SMiles Tim

[gilbertblaze]

interesting story there Tim

Big Hugs!

[marcs501tim]

Thanks 4 ur SMile my incredible Gilbert! yeah this one catches people by surprise, they say so do u like girls or boys and I say I love people... but I am gay....lol Love&SMiles Tim

[peglol]

It sounds like you've had an interesting life, and wise words too!

Peg

[marcs501tim]

Yes, my life has been very interesting... This relationship lasted about 2 yrs almost 3... and we are still friend today!... but I am still Loving...so good times... Love ur SMile! Love&SMiles Tim

[edenbainbridge]

hold on i have to get a glass of vino too... ok im back ;)

thanks for sharing that story tim. we can find love in many places

xoexo

[marcs501tim]

Now u know why I recommended the wine...lol I know one this is I have found love from u and that my dear eden makes me SMile! Love&SMiles Tim

[edenbainbridge]

i have been in love a few times and i still love them to this very day. even if we dont talk much or at all, once your in my heart you always will be

xoexo

[justjoshfunk1]

I love video series! Thanks for sharing.

[marcs501tim]

Thanks 4 ur SMile My Bloggy Friend Josh! Love&SMiles Tim

[marcs501tim]

Thanks 4 the BIG SMile!  Love&SMiles Tim

[daninohio]

it takes a grown up mature person to look past a transexual and see just a person to love.says allot about a person to do that.Not everyone would be willing or could do that.With that said, I myself, could probably look past the trans thing as well but in theory.when it gets right down to it.who knows. good video

[marcs501tim]

I love hearing from my Great Friend Dan! Thanks 4 ur SMile! This was a difficult place for a Gay Man to find himself in but i would not have changed this path. It brought lots and lots of love! And u r right, we dont know until we get there... Be Blessed Love&SMiles Tim

[banditgirly]

love the video...

you bring a good point about loving the person ... been there... its SOOOO true .. keep up the awesome videos .. : D :D

[marcs501tim]

thanks my new friend Jamie for sharing ur Beautiful SMile with me! Thanks 4 ur encouragement! Be Blessed Love&SMiles Tim

[banditgirly]

anytime tim!!

[silentfades]

So much enjoy your videos - thanks much

marc in nyc

[marcs501tim]

To my sweet Marc! U make my SMile brighter! Thanks 4 sharing ur SMile with me! Be Blessed Love&SMiles Tim

[luvhaggis]

Awh, I would love to be sitting out there with you having a nice glass of wine :) You really are a doll (((hugs))) Hey...Youtube is alot cheaper than a shrink, lol.

[marcs501tim]

My sweet CAT! {{{Recieving your HUG and returning}}} Did u feel my SMile get bigger? I will fill your wine glass... I am waiting 4 u to come join me.... It was such a beautiful day. Like in the 70's nice! And i really only have a therapist... the other ones are in my head...lol and I agree YT is the best and cheapest therapy! Be Blessed Love&SMiles Tim