Nirvana-I Hate Myself And Want To Die (Rare B-Side)

[Psychedelicrock99]

WITH THE LIGHTS OUT @danbeatless

[danbeatless]

FINALLY FOUND THE LONG VERSION!!!! I HAVE THE BOXED 4 CD/DVD SET BUT CANNOT REMEMBER ITS NAME!!!!!!! I HAVE IT, BUT CANNOT FIND IT! I THINK IT'S CALLED "WITH THE LIGHTS OUT" OR "HERE WE ARE NOW". ANY HELP APPRECIATED!!!!!!!!

[frbryant]

@danbeatless It's called With the lights out

[danbeatless]

@frbryant I KNOW NOW, BUT THANX

[kepone405]

this literally speaks to me

[Cursed8Blessed]

me 2 i kinda half got mi wish this old hell shits a bit of a catch 22 tho innit i having a mistaken identity crisis i cud be the evil twins guarding the gages of hell for all i know dont see none of these lazy arse cia agents selling heroin on the streets over here in oz but lucky i just remembered they got a back up plan in case of an emergency pub on every corner, i doing it as a mercy for mi dad before i go kill that cracker in his sleep and pretend i the angel of death

[Frallon]

I see why they took it off. Lol. It seems very out of place for In Utero either way. I like it though. It's just one long four minute fuck you. 

[GeoMcEvan]

This is... ok.

[DUSTEEBOY]

This is not for fb pages. this music was in a time b4 social networking started ruining music, lets keep it that way.

[Austenwoodz]

This song is the only song i can listen to when im depressed

[xUltimateMetalx]

this song makes me wonder

[LoserNoGirl]

nirvana sucks

[Frenchkissist]

@LoserNoGirl oh you, that's such a Kurt thing to say...

[PKruspe]

@LoserNoGirl LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL, YOU WISH.

[Pattonfrodo]

@LoserNoGirl your mother sucks you asshole!

[LoserNoGirl]

@Pattonfrodo LOL Joe pesci

[Pattonfrodo]

@LoserNoGirl ok ok my last comment at you was a little mean...I was not feeling well and very crabby...I'm sorry....I love Nirvana...and it's ok for folks not to like them...so..yeah sorry again..it was the flu talking...PEACE..

[LoserNoGirl]

@Pattonfrodo Dude Joe Pesci said that line its funny

[Pattonfrodo]

@LoserNoGirl well good then A laugh is better then anger! Happy New Year! :)

[Pre75Kurt94RTheShit]

@LoserNoGirl Oh Fuck Off

[TheJames1233]

@LoserNoGirl kurt was jesus he died for your sins now repent

[LoserNoGirl]

@TheJames1233 Nope

[TheJames1233]

@LoserNoGirl well then he's gonna come down and like kiss you like he did krist and damn i still thats the hottest kiss ever

[mark8685]

such beautiful noise

[NeapolitanDynamite99]

FUCKING WHITE GIRL PROBLEMS ERRYWHERE

[MarcoBellotti1]

i have to say FUCK!

[LiebermannRam0ne]

Just Go To 1:25

[3lftw1ns]

@LiebermannRam0ne NO! xD

[MrOsaka24]

I love noise.

[DrewSchettler]

Kurt, I love you and want you alive!!!

[ReeseMac]

The guitar really drives this song especially during the chorus with a rough , mean , growling sound........this ain't Justin Beiber. lol

[MrOsaka24]

I love noise!

[yayIsSi]

i showed this to a friend, they said it was just noice... i punched them in the face.

[velveteena1]

@yayIsSi Don't you mean ex-friend?

[yayIsSi]

@velveteena1 of course! nirvana comes before all my mates

[velveteena1]

@yayIsSi Your FORMER friend, you mean?

[mor4095295]

i love you! and it's a shame you're dead :/

[Rcbgirl1]

Oh, if only the beginning didn't give me a headache, this song would be perfect.

[ReeseMac]

@Rcbgirl1 ...1:23

[paranoidfarmer]

this is like better than the other version, it's so....angsty and stuff

[aritina90]

that  voice:X

[SethHesio]

So fucking raw, so fucking fun, so fucking really fucking Nirvana... this ROCKS!

[moonsugar1]

@Brayden070 Is this the version from the Saturday Night Live LP? I owned that for a while and I cant remember if this version was on it or not...

[nhoodfan]

finally i foundthis version

[missrejectedgirl]

wow so much better than the short one! love the intro! awesome!

[BoyQuarterX]

People prejudge this title too much. I was playing it on my ipod and a kid started calling me emo. Its not the fact that he called me emo, its the fact that Nirvana are so much better than emo music. And this song is fucking awesome.

[BEn1990ization]

real lyrics imo-

even if you wanna die, even if youv had a bad day, i could never want to die....

[Toxic282]

Sounds like Lesson Learned- Alice in Chains

[seahorsebreath]

@Toxic282 You would say Lesson Learned sounds like this song.

[neoherrera101]

fuck my life

[ollsmells]

Isnt this the song that debuted on the radio in holland or something? :P

[TheAntihero6212]

This song, along with "Serve The Servants" are my all-time favorite Nirvana songs ever.

[ReeseMac]

I like this version a little more than the Beavis & Butthead version. This one is a little rough around the edges particularly the bass during the 1st chorus but I love it because the general feel of the song is rough & ragged so the rough spots still work. Also its something that you would've probably heard at a live Nirvana show anyway. The Beavis & Butthead version is just this song with the rough spots smooth out with slightly different lyrics and the feedback intro cut out.

[ReeseMac]

@ReeseMac ...oh yeah...and a different solo

[CASTROART]

i post this song in my facebook wall and all the people just called me "emo"

ohh shit wht a stupid world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[detlefius1]

@CASTROART nothing about this is emo. they probably say that because you are twelve years old.

[CASTROART]

@detlefius1 i know that i just said that stupid people call me emo just for the name... whatever im 18 ok

[TheTruthMusicDoubleT]

@CASTROART typical dum sterotpyes closed minded humans they are

[stevenhyde1960]

@CASTROART they probbly didnt even listen to the song

[01800satan]

@CASTROART jajajajaja stupids Nirvana Rules

[velveteena1]

@CASTROART Well, who ARE those people???? Facebook can suck if you let them all in....

[fulham987]

@CASTROART emo....... joking but seriously get some help mate...... na kidding..... i joke to much seriously find help quick.....messing with ya mind dont worry....... fuck sake what a stupid thing to joke about FUCK MY LIFE

[RedH0tChi1iPepp3rs92]

@CASTROART facebook is shit, its just a bunch of insecure people who need lots of fake friends to make themselves feel better, kurt would probably despise it

[0Praline0Ich0]

@CASTROART one does not simply post a great Nirvana song on facebook and expect likes from stupid people.

[CASTROART]

@0Praline0Ich0 is that from the boromir meme?

[0Praline0Ich0]

@CASTROART yep :)

[CASTROART]

@0Praline0Ich0 ohh i fucking love you

[ShadowAssassin887]

Wow, now I HAVE to link google accounts to my youtube account? Fuck you Youtube. Someone needs to step up and make a good video site :/

[hollywoodsaint57]

we are still here kurt....you live in us

[inferno350z]

@hollywoodsaint57 thats messed up

[JuggaloFaygoDrinker]

Plain and simple, Nirvana is just an acquired taste.

[hollywoodsaint57]

@JuggaloFaygoDrinker

acquired???...I know you like grunge so I will be easy on you.....it was and still is a lifestyle...no acquireing...it just is bro...dont think to hard, just enjoy

[MrKylepreston]

Does anyone know if this is the original title to this song?

[nathan4932]

@MrKylepreston i think it always was this

[jhendrix7911]

@MrKylepreston yes it is.

[somethingnotdone]

@MrKylepreston well acording to the beavis and butthead experience version it is and it was released before this. how ever this one was made first but it dident come out untill with the lights out was released so yah im pretty sure this is the orginal title

[andrew49848]

im just hanging out

[plohoivoc]

whats the lyrics?

[LEGUIZOMBIE]

Can you PLEASE ENABLE EMBEDDING!!??

PLEASE!

[ComedyBaby123]

i hate people who call kurt a pussy for killing himself

[jhendrix7911]

@ComedyBaby123 yeah dude. life sucks balls....

[kunkushun1]

ive neva heard this version & ive heard 100 or more songs thanx for uploading this shit:)

[bleachno9]

finally with the intro, probably favorite part

[sunshiner999]

@bleachno9 good intro

[WYNDWARRIOR]

Kurt cobain. All has been said, he is a legend, but just by hearing his name, your blessed with his love of music instantly

[thehefolomp]

that was pretty funny the whole coral and

wood screws thing hehehe......

[Kazdal567]

This isn't on the actual album, is it?

[b0st0n20]

favorite nirvana song plus he reads a piece from my favorite humorist jack handey??? it literally cant get better than this :)

[MultiJamie12345]

62 People Commit Suicide And 2 Saw Sence

[MultiJamie12345]

62 People Commit Suicide And 2 Saw Sence

[youth94]

this is the one!

[Voltmx45]

The best Nirvana guitar solo next to Scentless Apprentice.

Apparently when people would ask Kurt how he was doing, he'd sarcastically reply, "I hate myself and want to die".

[awesome12886]

@Voltmx45 lol sounds like kurt

[sparklebucket]

i love myself and want to live

[loktin948]

the demo is better than the original, FTW ???!!!

[awesome12886]

@loktin948 alot of nirvana demos are better then the recorded version

[scobbad]

If you would like a free print, make a donation to the charity of your choice, web add, for charity choices, my images, and directions, on my Youtube. CLIC THIS MESSAGE

[ScarlettStar92]

i love kurt at 0:10 and dave at 1:31 and krist at 3:50 they are SO CUUUUUTE (:

[DemolitianBoy666]

1:15 dave looks like mj lol

[666briareos]

lmao i live nirvana but how fuckin high was he when he did this jesus fuck!

[Ocnotofoboldo]

GOD

Kurt is a god

I pray every noght to him my GOD

the best guitar player and singer that ever had!

Luv 4 eva

[666briareos]

@Ocnotofoboldo WOW thats actually pretty fucking pathetic, hopefully someday you will grow up... or kill yourself. wichever comes first.

[Ocnotofoboldo]

he is a GOD!

god kurt cobain

Love u 4 ever

i pray every day for my God Kurt Cobain

the best singer 'nd guitar player that ever had

[da4thjuggalo]

BTW, this song is also found on "Beavis and Butthead Do America, Soundtrack" which i owned growing up..........MCL

[666briareos]

@da4thjuggalo its the beavis and butthead experience actually :)

[youknowyoureright91]

@da4thjuggalo yea but that's the A-Side version

[OlympiaMusicTV]

@da4thjuggalo Yeah...Beavis and Butthead...that cartoon id great. A cartooon about typical, american rednecks...

[jojotjuh]

I like this better than the other.

[organmies]

I think With The Lights Out Disc 3 is my favourite Nirvana CD (after In Utero, of course). Those 93's demos really have that ultimate Nirvana sound.

[CLOVERFEILD1234]

i think i like the other one better

[UKNOWIT88]

So kickass this song is

[blueduds]

his voice is so stong in this song. wow alot of aggression in his voice. love it

[StarInvasion]

to be honest i think this is one of the best songs ive heard by one of the best bands on the planet... its a shame not many people have heard it.

[shane31lv]

Fucking cobain's legend will never die, probably the most enigmatic rock n roll star to ever live.

[ishaanqwerty]

@shane31lv hi dis is purujeet kamaljeet gobinder hari from indore , madhya pradesh .

i am also agreeing wid u , kurt cobain never dies !!!

[OlympiaMusicTV]

@shane31lv I think we ca'nt call him a rockstar. He was an opposite of rockstar.

[Gavin66627]

gay can't hear

[skate26boarder]

your speakers must be broken

[Gavin66627]

No my ears are!

[yungjunky]

Slower, harder...so much passion in this version. The first strings into the actual begining gives me goose bumps.

[slovanblood]

the ,,album" version sounds better but text is worse because is stupid

[Crbsee]

does anyone know where a live performance of this song is?

[rayscott5]

great nirvana song

[Voltmx45]

The song sounds better with the solo used here, rather than the "antler" speech.

I'm guessing it's impossible to find lyrics for this version?

Nirvana!

[ryantucker85]

Even if you own a wife Even if you like in my state I could never want a bribe Ive been there no matter what that In the Sunday With my sound Even if you wanted light I could never matter to play Even if you want a life Even if I like it youre sad In the Sunday In the sound Even if you own a wife Even if you wanted on thing I could never want a life I could never only one day

[Voltmx45]

Thanks!

Are these lyrics accurate or your interpretation?

[ryantucker85]

there the actual lyrics :)

[Voltmx45]

Awesome.

And not that I think you're a liar, but what's your source?

[yungjunky]

Thanks for the lyrics...send me the lyrics to Verse Chorus Verse.

[tofumunky]

dam this might be their best song imo lol i like how it goes from alot of random feedback 2 the main riff it mks it atmospheric

[09prizefighter09]

the one from the beavis and butthead experience was better

[Jacobrd30]

Excellent song! and video!

Where do you usually find your pictures?

[suckmynose000]

OMG THIS IS MY FAV SONG NOW!

[6go6re6]

buy the box set dude!! it has this song on it and like 50 more awesome songs and a fucking sweet dvd. its well worth the 40 bucks!!

[negativecreep1993]

The interview with David Fricke from Rolling Stone was not the last. It was published on 01/27/94 but was held already on 10/25/93 in Chicago. The last known interview was done in february 1994 in Europe with Chuck Crisafulli.

[Brayden070]

Thanks.

[nirvana2thedoors]

@negativecreep1993 look negative creep lol, not literally it sounds funny calling someone that haha. no he just meant the last interview with rolling stone magazine. not the last ever, just lettin you know, im not mad or anything.

[twitchstranger]

genre talk, confuses and frustrate's me, i try not to...care, you like it, or you dont kinda thing lol

[jake4569]

man ive been kinda shitty latley and have been listing to alot of nirvana,it dosnt being to helping the situation

[crhissss]

listen to the beatles then :)

[LionsTigersAndTrouts]

yeah, man.

remember, all you need is love.

:]

[pkf1r3pk]

i wouldn't say nirvana was metal...

[Ultrareallism]

The intro itself is amazing!

[CokeacolaAddict]

greaat nirvana song....it determines grunge type music from other kinds of rock..

[ffmcracdcftw]

3:10 - 3:32 are my favorite

[skellie151]

I dunno...I really just don't see the appeal of this type of song...I know you'll all go hating me but I just can't see how miserable screaming is entertainment. Call me whatever you like, I only searched for other songs after watching the unplugged performance, and I can't see what people are so worked up about...

[Brayden070]

I'm not saying its god or the best, I'm just saying I like it. But yes I agree some people are overly worked up.

[Roskotek]

@skellie151

Music is all about relation to emotion. Kurt and Nirvana hit many emotional strings which will stay with many forever,...

Open your ears and listen!!

[JeremiasMusic]

@skellie151 If you hate yourself and want to die, you'd like the song. It feels the way that feeling feels...the words tickle those emotions also. Plus, there is the rebellious aspect of the grunge and feedback....it screams fuck the world.

[jeffbeck147087]

@skellie151 when you are miserable and hate yourself and want to die, screaming can be quite cathartic

[TheDolefish]

@skellie151 I understand what you mean. Not allot of people will get it. I love it because when Cobain thrashes his guitar, makes all those noises, with the screaming and shouting to the point that his throat begins to give way I honestly start feeling urges to pick up a guitar myself and throw it at a wall and go nuts! Its just so real and exciting to listen to, and to me thats what Nirvana was all about. >:)

[CanadianChronic2121]

I cannot find this version anywhere :(

been searching the internet for it for years ....

why the hell didnt this get put on the 2004 box set !! ???

it sounds fucking amazing !

[jhendrix7911]

@skellie151 shutup dickhead lmao

[DeadJ0ker27]

@skellie151

It just makes me feel good. This song in particular the intro distortion sort of hurts in a good way that it relaxes me, then it breaks into a great verse chorus song.

It's like how some people feel bad so they cut, but instead i listen to music.

To you it sounds miserable so of course you're not gonna like it and that's fine. I wouldn't listen to something that made me feel lousy. But to me it sounds liberating.

[somethingnotdone]

@DeadJ0ker27 hah i know what you mean on th third sentance im the same nirvana and nin are the only band i reaky listen to anymore sometimes korn but thats when im pised lol

[mntlPurple]

If you love this song, that's the proof that your a true Nirvana fan! Such a killer song, so ugly and noncommercial, this is one of only a few Nirvana songs that are 100% grunge, nothing else.

GREATEST AMERICAN ROCK BAND EVER!!

[NIRVANABOYYYY]

ok after i was done clearing up those horrid comments i want to say, this song is great. i actually dont have a favorite nirvana song becaus everytime i hear a new one or just listen to a classic i love it. so all of their songs are my favorits

[people2589]

totally agree

[NIRVANABOYYYY]

aw you poor porr corrupt person you. actually i wont waste my time on you. quite frankly who gives a damn on the music industry. and as i recall Nirvana made subpop records millions. so im thinking good for the industry. the jonas brothers, they are a waste of musical talent. they have no talent nor can they sing. but you are entitled to your opinion and i will let you have it. so please have a good day.

[Mesquita019]

i hope you kill yourself too =DD

[fortyfive11]

its too bad your handicapped. nirvana didnt invent grundge they just made it more scummy. the pixies were grundge. dinosaur jr was grungy. kurt was influenced by those 2 bands.... good fucking song.

[SpamNapkin]

"the pixies were grundge"

what

[LionsTigersAndTrouts]

did i miss something?

if the pixies are grunge, the beatles must be death metal.

[SpamNapkin]

if the pixies are grunge then the jonas brothers must be hardcore punk.

[Desperadounico]

lol

[ffmcracdcftw]

No passion and feeling are you kidding me?

[fortyfive11]

lol i take that back, they werent totally grunge. and i do guess nirvana did make it more so. haha.

[dandaman2206]

I don't even consider Nirvana Grunge...When you think about it...How come there was no grunge before Nirvana...Therefore Nirvana was Hardcore punk mixed with metal. The song rules though.

[williampatrickcorgan]

you say there was no grunge before nirvana?

what about this lot then:

mudhoney, mark lanegan, screeming trees, butthole surfers, tad, melvins, dinosaur jnr,

[StraightEdgeV2]

i dont think Dinosaur Jr was/is "Grunge"