You're kind of weird, but i like you. I don't know why. That's pretty cool... i hope your prayers were answered about that cheeseburger. I actually just hope everything works out with fighting your fight. :)
I'm praying for you Courtney. Don't give up. Keep fighting. Also, godbless your energy! Those of you who've made negative comments, if Courtney's beautiful spunky personality bothers you, don't watch her video blog. Again, GOD BE WITH YOU Courtney and never give up! One more thing, everybody has something that there struggling with. I think its awesom and very brave of you to be able to reveal your personal struggle to the internet community. Your my new HERO!
Courtney, I hope U don't take my comments as mean spirited. They may sound like that but they're not. I mean then as positive suggestions, or criticism.
You do that upgrade on the personality thing (that hyperactivity) I'd fall in love with you immediately, marry you, and do everything in my power and will to make you happy. That's what true love is all about...doing and sacrificing for the one you love!
aww pray for me... i want to find things... to reach my dreams... and dont let this nightmare to take away all those opportunities... i would definitly pray for you
And I will never understand why people leave such rude comments about your videos. When I don't like a video, I don't leave a mean comment, I just close it.
I made a comment on one of your other videos, not knowing your problem. I would suggest getting some real help instead of praying to god. You should also get an education in evolution and how nature works. Stop looking to imaginary things and start thinking about and living with real world things.
you should have a couple cheeseburgers. also i think you would get more viewers if you take your shirt off. make sure you let me know your thoughts on this
here's a thought, how's about you earnestly praying for the courage to talk to a doctor or nurse about your condition? no amount of youtube posts will successfully or miraculously cure you. you need practical help from a professional, God can give you the courage to talk to one. if He was to miraculously cure you, why would He not miraculously feed the ppl that aren't voluntarily starving in Africa? be strong and reach out for help from a medical practicioner sweetie.
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Lol, Love you speaking skills.. I will pray for you.. If you do happen to pass this comment, I will pray for you.. Please pray for me to lose weight :( just 5 pounds & I'll be happy.. And I'll pray for you to have a cheese burger! :D:D
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omggg cheeseburgers. awesome. hey get a job at chilis speaking as an employee of chilis, the food is amazing and you will NOT have any problems eating it.
why would anyone post a mean comment? if you got nothing nice to say just shut up!!!! you are awesome courtney and all your videos make me feel less lonely in this rollecoaster. you have a great sense of humor =)
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the irony of it all, is that anorexic practices is actually counterproductive for fat loss. by knowing what you are doing, you can probably get to where you want to be twice as fast. and as a bonus, you would actually be healthy and actually look good to the opposite sex doing things the right way, let along get their at light speed compared to anorexia.
You are right. I am ignorant about this topic in a sense. I have tried and tried to understand eating disorders. MY mind is so logical and rational, that things like this I cannot conceive. What I wrote was douchbagish and I was probably high or something when I wrote that, sorry. But this is something I am legit trying to understand. The only thing I can come up with is victims minds are so warped, a rational one like mine cannot conceive this state.
part 2. IT is also possible, that your minds are so far gone and under spell, that what you tell me to convince yourself may be furtherst from the truth. Look, as far as I know, eating disorders did not exist before todays society. Pop culture puts pressure on women to look a certain way, and thus women today have eating disorders. For me, A + B=C. Its that simple. victim's minds are not working on A + B=C. THey are trying to bullshit some reason for C, when in fact
That simple. There were numerous cases where women would stop eating and claim no appetite with the only excuse being they were doing it for the Lord. Most starved to death. Despite it being classified as 'holy anorexia', researchers still state it was a form of anorexia, as there are quite a few types.
ok lol. Now show me an actual real epidemic of eating disorders that did not have anything to do with wacko's from the middle ages attempting to be saintly and sacrificing themselves in the name of God.
You are really not getting it. It doesn't have to do if someones 'crazy' because of God. It's the fact that they were REAL ED's with control as the source - as with every ED that there is. It's a pity you aren't educated about this sort of thing.
Why dont you try reading up on ALL the things Christians used to do in the middle ages to please God. To them, suffrage through fasting and any other crazy activity was to prove a point regarding religion. AGAIN, why dont you try showing me an epidemic of of "actual real" eating disorders at some other point in history. I am pretty sure thin was'nt in during hte middle ages.
In ancient rome they have vomitoriums where people would go and puke after eating. So saying todays society? No.
People have done religious fasts for thousands of year as well.
Julius Ceasar was more likely than not bulimic.
My eating disorder I can HONESTLY say did not come from looking through magazines, they come from a tramatic thing in your life that you cant get over, so you cope through the eating disorder like others might through drogs and alcohol.
1-eating disorders are a way to deal with a tramatic event such as rape, a loss of a parent, some type of abuse, a friends suicide, things like that.
2-I dont beleive that courtneys disorder triggers others because she's recording her recovery.
3-In my own opinion on the subject of eating disorders I believe that I am logical and rational, because I've been through and am still going through it so I can sympathise with the people struggling with it and educate those who are not.
Since you enjoy deleting every response to mine, since you don't seem to grasp the truth let me state it again, the MAJORITY OF ED CASES HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH BEING THIN.
Yet again, do your research, because you have clearly failed at that.
ITs like they are trying to bullshit some reason for how they have arrived at C. THe fact that they are at point C, tells me that their minds are irrational and lack logic to begin with, so how can they be trusted to describe points A + B. If you are at point C, you are already sick, and what sense could it make to rationally describe points A + B. I want to hear your argument on how this has nothing to do with trying to fit in and look a certain way, as well as for sexuality.
ok, lets say someone wants to get lean. if I was an average person who didnt give 2 shits about musclemass, but just wanted to be lean, this is what I would do. realize that bodybuilders make a living of getting their bodyfats down to dangerous levels. What i would do is study that and apply certain principals. without pushing muscle growth to its limits. thing is though I am smart, but thats just me.
ps.....take your temperature upon rising....if it is under say 97 deg F, you got prolems....not problems.....prolems......and its because of low calorie intake.
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see, if your diet was good.....and you ait something shitty like a cheezeburger......you should start sweating your ass off....because ironically, bad food like that should rev up your metabolism like no other.....their are actually smart ways to eat. Some of us, we practically get fevers after eating cheat meals because it raises our metabolism so high....anorexics just dont get it.
I see why Darcy subscribes to you, what you said was amazing. first thing I've ever seen from you, and what you said was amazing. I love how honest you were, and I will pray for you.
I found your channel by watching a relative's videos and her video response to you.
I can hear and see your pain and misery through this trial. I'm glad you asked for prayers. I think you are doing a good job persevering. I think you are a trooper...still hanging on through the struggles.
I also don't have air conditioning in my vehicle and it's awful. I hope you are doing well today.
i think your a brave person and don't give up keep on fighting and get more of Jesus than you could ever imagine cause we both know he is the ultimate healer luv you keep making those videos and courtney be healed in Jesus name for good! your sis in Christ charlene
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are you fucking kidding me...why the fuck should i pray and thank god for my success?
no...how about this...i thank MYSELF because I worked my ass off...not because some higher being gave me a gift of success. how about i just fucking quit school and PRAY to get into harvard...yea pft that'll work..
i am sorry that you think that way. don't you know that God has given you your ability to work and think and live. he can take it away in a second! yes, we do work hard in our lives...but God provides us with all our tools and abilities. That is why we should thank him!
Why is it a bad thing to love God? If God provides us with our lives and just wants our love...why is it bad to say thanks and love him in return?
have you received the holyghost since you believed? i don't mean saying a prayer and asking him as your personal savior i mean having him literally fill you entirely with his spirit... read acts 2:38 and find the nearest apostolic church in your area cause with the holyghost you will have more strength than you ever imagined.
hi courtney, my name is charlene jackson i live in modesto, california yes maam your videos have reached the valley's of good ol' cali.on a more serious note i wanted to say that faith is an amazing thing it's what God moves on and you have it but you could have more.
Wow. Your just full of hate arent you? She is talking about a hell car like a car from hell. She isnt fat so stop calling her fat to make yourself feel better about the last 20 hot dogs you ate.
Ok, I'm really sorry about that message, I didn't realize what you were talking about before I actually saw your other vids and I was in a bad mood today..
OHHHH BUDDY!! COURTNEEYY!! PLEAEE PLEASEE dont take this the WRONG way!! but...in your NEW vid from april YOU HAVE BOOBS!!! AHHH I'M SOO GLAD TO SEE THAT!! (YES i'm a girl, no i'm not lesbian) but u get what i mean!!!YOUR JUST SOOO TINY HERE!!! your ammazing i LOVE u corunney1
This is going to be a bit random, but I just wanted to tell you this. I love that despite the fact that you are going through all this strife in your life, you still stay positive.
You are an inspiration to me in so many ways. All your ups and downs give me hope and I hope that you can see how much we want for you to get better and be happy just as much as we want that for ourselves. You are beautiful.
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So let me get this straight... You didn't realize that your car had air-con till recently, and that proves that prayer (the same prayer which has been proven not to work) works?
You are the cutest & most caring girl! You could definitely be a comedian on TV! We have to stop isolating. I am now middle aged. We let our lives waste away in more ways than one when we are anorexic. I pray you are still strong & staying in recovery. I wish there was some quick answer, but I also believe Jesus is the only way. If we think about the fact that our body is the temple of Christ - how can we starve ourselves, you know?
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I ate 2 cheeseburgers today. Just kidding, it was only 1. Just kidding, I didn't eat any. I did eat one yesterday though and thought about eating 3 today. I was going to eat three but then didn't. In fact, I did have one today. Just kidding, I thought about thinking about it. I love cheeseburgers so it's surprising I didn't eat 3 today.
Red meat gives off dopamin to the brain. Cheeseburgers are supose to make you feel good! I'll pray for you that you can eat a cheeseburger and feel happy about eating it.
I'm sending out my praying cheeseburger vibs out u.
"Mmm cheeseburgers! Mmm cheeseburgers! Make Cameron happy! Make Cameron happy!
Don't get yourself down. It's not easy. I know because I've been there too. Keep up your confidence and do things that you enjoy because life is worth living. ^^
You need good nutrition. Junk food will not suffice. God did not design our bodies for trash consumption. Check our hacres dot com.
The Hallelujah Diet site has a lot of good info on NUTRITION. Doctrinally they are flakey, but they have some wisdom on nutrition and it is readily avialable. You need this. God bless.
What a friggin nut. I think I would rather put a drill into the side of my head rather then listen to jsut one more minute of dribble coming out of your mouth.
i just want to say...as i just stumbled over this video...i think your a really great person...i actually watched this vid twice...cause i thought the way u told the story about your "hell-car"...was so funny!...your a great person...i will pray for you!!!...
would you rather work with kids of be a turkey jerker?
I KNOW THE CURE TO ANOREXIA!
here it is > WILL POWER. muster up some friggin' will power and make yourself eat according to some sort of schedule and your body/metabolism will adjust accordingly.
Courtney, you should be a politician. Why you could even compete with Hillary's BS. You Truly are a piece of work and would make a great politician. Drop the spastic persona though. Politicians must look like their sincere to get the public to buy into their BS garbage. By the way, God does not exist, except for drug addicts who will buy into any BS in order to survive. However, if you think God exists, maybe she does, because only a trickster God could create a masterwork like you.
Hey C! Please try to keep us posted on how your doing, as often as possible ok.... Don't make people nervous that something happend to you! Bless you!
courtney, im praying for you. mostly because i copmpletely understand what your talkin about witht he power over you thing. i've lost 20lbs in about 2 weeks so ya.....im praying for you
I think that these video posts are great. You must be about the only person suffering from an eating disorder that actually APPEARS to be happy, cheerful, etc etc.. (something most ED's take away from us)..
QUESTION: when you go into a 'recovery' mode, what does that mean (i know what recovery is, but for YOU, what does that mean in terms of help...
i just wanted to let you know that i relate to childcare being the worst profession to have when you have anorexia. i just started my first year as a 5th grade teacher, and i hate the fact that i may be giving off the wrong impression. luckily for them, i've been maintaining--mostly b/c i don't have the energy if i don't eat. but you know you have a problem, when you look at naturally stick thin 5th grade girls and wish that you could look like that too...
Hooray! Court's back! Bittersweet, given the update, though. But victory in reality is never just a continuous ascent to some happy ending. There's going to be relapses along that road. Same thing sometimes happens to recovering junkies.
Don't get discouraged, Courtney! And don't let that get in the way of making new videos, because we'll still pray for you!
Thinking of you Courtney. Stay strong and think positively. We miss your videos but your health is much more important. We're all sending you good vibes so hopefully to pick up on them and beat this thing once and for all. Thanks for the pumpkin. :o) Halloween is right around the corner. Are you going to be in a costume in your next video? hint hint...
One of my very, very dear friends also had a relapse, and was accepted to the Remuda Ranch program in Arizona. She was very scared and nervous about being so far away, starting the program, but she's strong, and you're strong! You can beat this! You can win this terrible struggle! God be with you on your path to great health!
nice to see you made another video, sorry your not doing so good, but i dont think we will ever be recovred properly, once ana is in you she stays. i hope you can fight her tho.
I'm so happy to see an update from you!I'm terribly sorry that this is happening to you again. I was so rooting for you, I wanted you to have recovered so badly. I will continue to keep you in my prayers...take care
i can not believe how you put that hypnotizing frequency in the background
kingklick77 5 months ago
if she was ugly no one would watch.
plutoplatters 10 months ago
i'd bang ya
daplaya88 1 year ago
nem értek egy szót se belöle bammeg :D
joko527 1 year ago
You're kind of weird, but i like you. I don't know why. That's pretty cool... i hope your prayers were answered about that cheeseburger. I actually just hope everything works out with fighting your fight. :)
Jaymersun 1 year ago
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Here's tip:
Go to McDonalds.
Order a cheeseburger.
Pick it up.
Take a bite.
Take another bit.
Then another.
Then a few more.
Then you have ate a cheeseburger.
SIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMPLEE AS THHHAAAT!
brokenbabe1 1 year ago
lol ... I have a Hell car too & i live in Miami (devil city)
runk3lly 2 years ago
OH MY GOSH YOU ARE SO AWESOME! I really wish you would make videos more often!
alannajeanC 2 years ago
1 Peter 2:21-24
sal8504 2 years ago
I'm praying for you Courtney. Don't give up. Keep fighting. Also, godbless your energy! Those of you who've made negative comments, if Courtney's beautiful spunky personality bothers you, don't watch her video blog. Again, GOD BE WITH YOU Courtney and never give up! One more thing, everybody has something that there struggling with. I think its awesom and very brave of you to be able to reveal your personal struggle to the internet community. Your my new HERO!
MegaME65 2 years ago 2
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You are a fucking idiot. Can you just take that shirt off and close your mouth?
planeman223 2 years ago
Courtney, I hope U don't take my comments as mean spirited. They may sound like that but they're not. I mean then as positive suggestions, or criticism.
You do that upgrade on the personality thing (that hyperactivity) I'd fall in love with you immediately, marry you, and do everything in my power and will to make you happy. That's what true love is all about...doing and sacrificing for the one you love!
Cootabux 2 years ago
maliy..
She needs protein for muscle and exercise for tone!
Cootabux 2 years ago
cocaine's a hell of a drug
Beerzooka 2 years ago
Beer...
Yes, and as we can see, it does terrible things to the human brain!!
It's a damn shame to see this "could be hotness" going to waste.
Cootabux 2 years ago
@Beerzooka
Lmfao!
That's what I've been thinking. She's got to be on something! She's fucking nuts. xD
brokenbabe1 1 year ago
Courtney, you are absolutely adorable :)
Despite this video being like two years old. I hope you're well :)
Coleee1231 2 years ago 4
ha your so funny! aww x
MakeMeUp09 2 years ago
i can't imagine you being too tired for anything.
megplusash 2 years ago 3
u look good at this size
abbycortese 2 years ago
aww pray for me... i want to find things... to reach my dreams... and dont let this nightmare to take away all those opportunities... i would definitly pray for you
MadPorcelainDoll 2 years ago
your truely inspirational
DiianeFoxx 2 years ago 3
DUDE! YOU ARE SUPPER FUNNY!
ha ha
lauracramer13textme 2 years ago
ha , ha , ha.
Zodiakpsy 2 years ago
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is this a fucking joke what the fuck is wrong with her VOICE?
oishitomoro 2 years ago
lol agreed
Flickmeana 2 years ago
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there you go with the weird crazy bag lady voice from 2 years ago uuggghhh
SALEISHA1982 2 years ago
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is this an act?
noodle360 2 years ago
I have been praying for you.
I hope you never lose your faith.
And I will never understand why people leave such rude comments about your videos. When I don't like a video, I don't leave a mean comment, I just close it.
It's as simple as that.
stormiwhite 2 years ago 2
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ur voice is SO annoying!!
Tiffany0314 2 years ago
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I made a comment on one of your other videos, not knowing your problem. I would suggest getting some real help instead of praying to god. You should also get an education in evolution and how nature works. Stop looking to imaginary things and start thinking about and living with real world things.
The0Black0Lodge 2 years ago
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you should have a couple cheeseburgers. also i think you would get more viewers if you take your shirt off. make sure you let me know your thoughts on this
TheHoodedBastard 2 years ago
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here's a thought, how's about you earnestly praying for the courage to talk to a doctor or nurse about your condition? no amount of youtube posts will successfully or miraculously cure you. you need practical help from a professional, God can give you the courage to talk to one. if He was to miraculously cure you, why would He not miraculously feed the ppl that aren't voluntarily starving in Africa? be strong and reach out for help from a medical practicioner sweetie.
rainbowchild888 3 years ago
I will pray for you courteny.
I really will.
I have never gotten quite that bad..but I still know what it's like.
you will honestly be in my prayers.
god bless you.
stefanieerin5 3 years ago 9
you're in my prayers! you are so brave and strong.
gotDORKS 3 years ago 4
yea i would!!
sherlockstownkill 3 years ago 2
i think you are so funny way hiper but in a funny way
OMGitsVANNAandHOLLY 3 years ago 4
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Lol, Love you speaking skills.. I will pray for you.. If you do happen to pass this comment, I will pray for you.. Please pray for me to lose weight :( just 5 pounds & I'll be happy.. And I'll pray for you to have a cheese burger! :D:D
ScreemsOfinsanity 3 years ago
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got crack?
HaterForYou 3 years ago
No, she has energy..
You must be snorting asshole trying to breath with your head shoved so far up there.
mylittleana 2 years ago
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omggg cheeseburgers. awesome. hey get a job at chilis speaking as an employee of chilis, the food is amazing and you will NOT have any problems eating it.
Tracy3686 3 years ago
crack rock
nlouisea 3 years ago
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u talk too much.
koorboi 3 years ago
why would anyone post a mean comment? if you got nothing nice to say just shut up!!!! you are awesome courtney and all your videos make me feel less lonely in this rollecoaster. you have a great sense of humor =)
iisii1985 3 years ago 6
take a second to SLOW the fuck downnnn....
BellaXTC 3 years ago
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oh my god your so fucking annoying stop the preachers voice!!!
GWAUPPGUZZLRR 3 years ago
STOP LISTENING
Fuck, it's that simple..
mylittleana 2 years ago
GIRL...YOU ROCK!!
lizethhdzc 3 years ago 2
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the irony of it all, is that anorexic practices is actually counterproductive for fat loss. by knowing what you are doing, you can probably get to where you want to be twice as fast. and as a bonus, you would actually be healthy and actually look good to the opposite sex doing things the right way, let along get their at light speed compared to anorexia.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 3 years ago
You need to stop reading shit on muscles and start looking up mental disorders and diseases before you waiste your time typing out all this shit.
If you think it's about losing weight.. You're in for a mind fuck when you realise IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WEIGHT.
You're suprisingly ignorent..
mylittleana 2 years ago
You are right. I am ignorant about this topic in a sense. I have tried and tried to understand eating disorders. MY mind is so logical and rational, that things like this I cannot conceive. What I wrote was douchbagish and I was probably high or something when I wrote that, sorry. But this is something I am legit trying to understand. The only thing I can come up with is victims minds are so warped, a rational one like mine cannot conceive this state.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
part 2. IT is also possible, that your minds are so far gone and under spell, that what you tell me to convince yourself may be furtherst from the truth. Look, as far as I know, eating disorders did not exist before todays society. Pop culture puts pressure on women to look a certain way, and thus women today have eating disorders. For me, A + B=C. Its that simple. victim's minds are not working on A + B=C. THey are trying to bullshit some reason for C, when in fact
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
Wrong. There were cases of anorexia as far back as the middle ages.
MyThunder8 2 years ago
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EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
Look up Saint Catherine of Siena.
That simple. There were numerous cases where women would stop eating and claim no appetite with the only excuse being they were doing it for the Lord. Most starved to death. Despite it being classified as 'holy anorexia', researchers still state it was a form of anorexia, as there are quite a few types.
Do your research, please.
MyThunder8 2 years ago
ok lol. Now show me an actual real epidemic of eating disorders that did not have anything to do with wacko's from the middle ages attempting to be saintly and sacrificing themselves in the name of God.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
You are really not getting it. It doesn't have to do if someones 'crazy' because of God. It's the fact that they were REAL ED's with control as the source - as with every ED that there is. It's a pity you aren't educated about this sort of thing.
MyThunder8 2 years ago
Why dont you try reading up on ALL the things Christians used to do in the middle ages to please God. To them, suffrage through fasting and any other crazy activity was to prove a point regarding religion. AGAIN, why dont you try showing me an epidemic of of "actual real" eating disorders at some other point in history. I am pretty sure thin was'nt in during hte middle ages.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
In ancient rome they have vomitoriums where people would go and puke after eating. So saying todays society? No.
People have done religious fasts for thousands of year as well.
Julius Ceasar was more likely than not bulimic.
My eating disorder I can HONESTLY say did not come from looking through magazines, they come from a tramatic thing in your life that you cant get over, so you cope through the eating disorder like others might through drogs and alcohol.
mylittleana 2 years ago 3
ok, now we're talking. Yes, I think everything you have said in your post is well established. couple questions
1. in your opinion, how does the drive to have an eating disorder differ in ancient Rome and in todays society
2. did the drive for your disorder have its roots in thinness or not?
3. IN your opinion with respect to the ED, was your thinking rational and logical?
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
1-eating disorders are a way to deal with a tramatic event such as rape, a loss of a parent, some type of abuse, a friends suicide, things like that.
2-I dont beleive that courtneys disorder triggers others because she's recording her recovery.
3-In my own opinion on the subject of eating disorders I believe that I am logical and rational, because I've been through and am still going through it so I can sympathise with the people struggling with it and educate those who are not.
mylittleana 2 years ago 3
Thank you for your response. It looks pretty clear to me that Courtney's disorder had to do with her body image, just like many other girls.
I am going to stop there if you want. YOu let me know if you want my comments for number 3 either way is fine with me.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
ps.....
ignore my second question, you answered it already.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
Since you enjoy deleting every response to mine, since you don't seem to grasp the truth let me state it again, the MAJORITY OF ED CASES HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH BEING THIN.
Yet again, do your research, because you have clearly failed at that.
MyThunder8 2 years ago
1. I deleted 1 or 2 messages way way long before you and I were even discussing anything. They were completely irrelelvent and retarded.
2. You need to chill out, I am not here to attack you. Answer me this. Why are so many models dangerously skinny and under weight?
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
here, replace my second question with this one.
2. Do you think courtney's eating disorder has its roots in drive for thinness? From watching her videos, I would say yes it does.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
part 3
ITs like they are trying to bullshit some reason for how they have arrived at C. THe fact that they are at point C, tells me that their minds are irrational and lack logic to begin with, so how can they be trusted to describe points A + B. If you are at point C, you are already sick, and what sense could it make to rationally describe points A + B. I want to hear your argument on how this has nothing to do with trying to fit in and look a certain way, as well as for sexuality.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 2 years ago
ok, lets say someone wants to get lean. if I was an average person who didnt give 2 shits about musclemass, but just wanted to be lean, this is what I would do. realize that bodybuilders make a living of getting their bodyfats down to dangerous levels. What i would do is study that and apply certain principals. without pushing muscle growth to its limits. thing is though I am smart, but thats just me.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 3 years ago
Smart "as you MAY be".. You're a complete dumbass for writing this comment.
mylittleana 2 years ago
I hope you're well Courtney.
And your hair looks so cute!
HollyMarie88 3 years ago
ps.....take your temperature upon rising....if it is under say 97 deg F, you got prolems....not problems.....prolems......and its because of low calorie intake.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 3 years ago
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see, if your diet was good.....and you ait something shitty like a cheezeburger......you should start sweating your ass off....because ironically, bad food like that should rev up your metabolism like no other.....their are actually smart ways to eat. Some of us, we practically get fevers after eating cheat meals because it raises our metabolism so high....anorexics just dont get it.
EATPROTEINgetHUGeRus 3 years ago
I see why Darcy subscribes to you, what you said was amazing. first thing I've ever seen from you, and what you said was amazing. I love how honest you were, and I will pray for you.
alumpyperson 3 years ago
you didnt give me a pumpkin! indian giver! lol
theakins 3 years ago
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drunk ass!!!!!
sk8terchic998 3 years ago
omg..
Ronnieper 3 years ago
A MAGIC MAN DONE IT!
sk81212 3 years ago
Hi
I found your channel by watching a relative's videos and her video response to you.
I can hear and see your pain and misery through this trial. I'm glad you asked for prayers. I think you are doing a good job persevering. I think you are a trooper...still hanging on through the struggles.
I also don't have air conditioning in my vehicle and it's awful. I hope you are doing well today.
RowanPrincess 3 years ago 5
hah very very very funny, pretty too. how old are you?
8000dollar 3 years ago
It says on her profile that she's 22.
sill313 3 years ago
I have a hell car with leather sits....
I'm having a good time watching your vids. I actually just played the hokie pokie :)... I eat to have energy, but hate myself for doing so.
Just watched your last vid, and Im glad you are doing better. I'm all about being healthy
piezaverde 3 years ago 4
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how about a valiumburger ?
plutoplatters 3 years ago
im sorry i take that back
sexxibarbie0202 3 years ago
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drunk annerexic
sexxibarbie0202 3 years ago
i think your a brave person and don't give up keep on fighting and get more of Jesus than you could ever imagine cause we both know he is the ultimate healer luv you keep making those videos and courtney be healed in Jesus name for good! your sis in Christ charlene
kreobttmboi1 3 years ago 2
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are you fucking kidding me...why the fuck should i pray and thank god for my success?
no...how about this...i thank MYSELF because I worked my ass off...not because some higher being gave me a gift of success. how about i just fucking quit school and PRAY to get into harvard...yea pft that'll work..
hiphop4soul 3 years ago
i am sorry that you think that way. don't you know that God has given you your ability to work and think and live. he can take it away in a second! yes, we do work hard in our lives...but God provides us with all our tools and abilities. That is why we should thank him!
Why is it a bad thing to love God? If God provides us with our lives and just wants our love...why is it bad to say thanks and love him in return?
xKissandMACupx 3 years ago
LMAO...RIGHT ON. I totally agree!!
misachan125 3 years ago
have you received the holyghost since you believed? i don't mean saying a prayer and asking him as your personal savior i mean having him literally fill you entirely with his spirit... read acts 2:38 and find the nearest apostolic church in your area cause with the holyghost you will have more strength than you ever imagined.
kreobttmboi1 3 years ago
hi courtney, my name is charlene jackson i live in modesto, california yes maam your videos have reached the valley's of good ol' cali.on a more serious note i wanted to say that faith is an amazing thing it's what God moves on and you have it but you could have more.
kreobttmboi1 3 years ago
I would pray for you if i believe in God....Good video
Maxell303 3 years ago
ddamnnnnn
Maxell303 3 years ago
"beware, baby-makers!!" lol
ashlaree 3 years ago 3
You crack me up!!
kckm03 3 years ago
I love you! Your personality is AMAZING!
jeziykah 3 years ago 3
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its sad that people subscribe to this stuff...
burtonxboarder 3 years ago
you have like, the best personality i've ever come across. haha.
cheypiex321 3 years ago 3
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a hell car is a humvee full of men getting blown up in 122 degree Iraq weather you fat bitch
you think you have it bad dont you
RES1ST0R 3 years ago
Wow. Your just full of hate arent you? She is talking about a hell car like a car from hell. She isnt fat so stop calling her fat to make yourself feel better about the last 20 hot dogs you ate.
ProAnaPride 3 years ago 10
I LOVE ur videos! you're so funny and unique.
i've watched all of ur videos like thousand no, million times.
and i hope u one day can have that cheeseburger!
lindajaemilia 3 years ago 2
Wow, you look so skinny in this vid!
Anyway, you should really host your own talkshow. I would watch :P
triathlonqueen 3 years ago
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R U on drugs?
Hydrochoerus 3 years ago
Ok, I'm really sorry about that message, I didn't realize what you were talking about before I actually saw your other vids and I was in a bad mood today..
Good luck with everything..!
Hydrochoerus 3 years ago
I like how your real voice came out at the end of this video, not the fake jen aniston voice you sometimes do
tobybroadie 3 years ago
OHHHH BUDDY!! COURTNEEYY!! PLEAEE PLEASEE dont take this the WRONG way!! but...in your NEW vid from april YOU HAVE BOOBS!!! AHHH I'M SOO GLAD TO SEE THAT!! (YES i'm a girl, no i'm not lesbian) but u get what i mean!!!YOUR JUST SOOO TINY HERE!!! your ammazing i LOVE u corunney1
sdloser45 3 years ago
You seem to have a great personality, but you talk so fast and loud it scares me. Are totally spazed out on Starbucks?
P.S. Dear God, please inspire this very skinny blond to eat a cheeseburger. And a carmel roll. And maybe some onion rings. Amen.
AWickedMind 3 years ago 3
This is going to be a bit random, but I just wanted to tell you this. I love that despite the fact that you are going through all this strife in your life, you still stay positive.
Lighterthanair27 3 years ago
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you're only doing this for attention courtney. kind of sad.
Lapiz36 3 years ago
i hope youll keep eating, for your health your pretty so you shoould eat love julie
juliemusic87 3 years ago
you are amazing, and the hockey pocky rocks. Stay strong!! I'm praying for you!
hahalowville 3 years ago
You are an inspiration to me in so many ways. All your ups and downs give me hope and I hope that you can see how much we want for you to get better and be happy just as much as we want that for ourselves. You are beautiful.
katnmia 3 years ago
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So let me get this straight... You didn't realize that your car had air-con till recently, and that proves that prayer (the same prayer which has been proven not to work) works?
TheSabbathBreaker 3 years ago
wow im surprised you dont burn off a day's calories with your hand gestures! lol
lobobeans2 3 years ago
ur voice is so funiie lol i like dis
kandikrazikay16 3 years ago
i understand sweetie. i really do.
i'm an ED sufferer as well, and funny enough, i work at a daycare too.
it's not easy, and it's scary to think that i could faint there one day.
i'm supposed to be their caretaker. strong. full of energy. and all that has been taken away.
:/
hoping the best for yoU dear.
<3
memarilicorice 3 years ago
BACK on youtube...and I am sorry to see you "relapsing." Like I'm one to talk, eh?
skinanbonesto87lbs 4 years ago
You are the cutest & most caring girl! You could definitely be a comedian on TV! We have to stop isolating. I am now middle aged. We let our lives waste away in more ways than one when we are anorexic. I pray you are still strong & staying in recovery. I wish there was some quick answer, but I also believe Jesus is the only way. If we think about the fact that our body is the temple of Christ - how can we starve ourselves, you know?
PeaceChick07 4 years ago
well coutney love your self if you love your selfskinny fine if you like yourself fat fine as long everybody is happy.
laberinth23 4 years ago
I think you look good here!
ARose4Me7305 4 years ago
♥
AnneLiiiie 4 years ago 3
I love your facial expressions.
You're very pretty, :]
Moosebite1132 4 years ago
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I want someone to comment my first upload on youtube!
Oh yeah this girls is ok!
(pero buena para un polvo!) ;)
Isaiasm2006 4 years ago
LOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLO
"MISS COURTNEY"!!!!!!
your hilarious
honestly i used to really dislike you until i saw more of your videos
good luck!
purpleevil 4 years ago
Martha Stewart would probably have a fit watching your videos and your counsels!
foozlefoozle 4 years ago
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I ate 2 cheeseburgers today. Just kidding, it was only 1. Just kidding, I didn't eat any. I did eat one yesterday though and thought about eating 3 today. I was going to eat three but then didn't. In fact, I did have one today. Just kidding, I thought about thinking about it. I love cheeseburgers so it's surprising I didn't eat 3 today.
cryvsspy 4 years ago
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what da fuck is wrong wit u, ur funny as shit though and sexy
Kabeiroi 4 years ago
i know what you're going through..
ive tried recovery twice..
been in hospital 3 times,
and ive relapsed every time.
i was in an inpatient program,
and it didnt work for me..
but it worked for a lot of patients there.
so if you really do want help, and want to recover,
i suggest you look into going to one
:)
ANGELBAYBEH 4 years ago
haha your awesome !
GothAngel09 4 years ago
Red meat gives off dopamin to the brain. Cheeseburgers are supose to make you feel good! I'll pray for you that you can eat a cheeseburger and feel happy about eating it.
I'm sending out my praying cheeseburger vibs out u.
"Mmm cheeseburgers! Mmm cheeseburgers! Make Cameron happy! Make Cameron happy!
merfwriter 4 years ago
I love your attitude and personality, I think you're great and well done for recovering :)
boomboomSCREAM 4 years ago 2
i wish the professors i had in college had your kind of enthusiasm and energy. : )))
id probably fall asleep in lectures a lot less hehe.
fratguy68 4 years ago
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are you on coke or something too? calm down.
knivesxout 4 years ago
you are funny.
naughtydaughter 4 years ago
Don't get yourself down. It's not easy. I know because I've been there too. Keep up your confidence and do things that you enjoy because life is worth living. ^^
smalliverchick 4 years ago
heey, you look soo much like my friends grandma! random
cjc80377 4 years ago
are you always like this?
like, your personality?
your so bubbly and stuff. love it<3
ill pray for you dear<3
errorxkat 4 years ago
you need to go to a program to get better. I work in an eating disorder unit, and its the only way you can work on this. Your YouTube Therapist
maraben 4 years ago
Haha. You're cute.
lastingoptions 4 years ago
You need good nutrition. Junk food will not suffice. God did not design our bodies for trash consumption. Check our hacres dot com.
The Hallelujah Diet site has a lot of good info on NUTRITION. Doctrinally they are flakey, but they have some wisdom on nutrition and it is readily avialable. You need this. God bless.
offline111 4 years ago
Omg your really anooying :P
Pretty though.
Kelhibbert 4 years ago
you are your anorexia if you let it control you. you are the person who doesn't play with children, until you eat the goddamn burger.
cgaine1 4 years ago
hell car, lol
isabellahertz 4 years ago
my GOD (not your god) - you are SO bloody narcicistic, its HORRIBLE to listen to - good luck
evegorecki 4 years ago
you remind me on ellen degenerist or w.e =P
xcplusgx 4 years ago
haha, annoying at first.
but your reallllly funny.
i bet your gunna get discovered
by an agent and get a realality show.
lol
i hope so :]
letsbang13 4 years ago
What a friggin nut. I think I would rather put a drill into the side of my head rather then listen to jsut one more minute of dribble coming out of your mouth.
dmh9009 4 years ago
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you know what a great cure is?.....
make friends. eat food. and stop talking to your dumb self.
kylemckenzie 4 years ago
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Holy shit grandma stop your bitching and eat
ElementLime 4 years ago
are you a acter? :D you could be! :D you are greate! sorry for my bad english x)
Aliciaalskarbill 4 years ago
hey girl..
i just want to say...as i just stumbled over this video...i think your a really great person...i actually watched this vid twice...cause i thought the way u told the story about your "hell-car"...was so funny!...your a great person...i will pray for you!!!...
selbstmanagement2 4 years ago 2
would you rather work with kids of be a turkey jerker?
I KNOW THE CURE TO ANOREXIA!
here it is > WILL POWER. muster up some friggin' will power and make yourself eat according to some sort of schedule and your body/metabolism will adjust accordingly.
F0XTR0T 4 years ago
OMG, nice video :)
drop dead gorgeous body.
ginajaq 4 years ago
I can has cheezeburger? Good luck with the eating!
armycurrin 4 years ago
"i like the hokey-pokey!"
haha, i love you and your videos!
your enthusiasm makes me laugh so much :D
ElloJenny 4 years ago
So good to hear from you again - I'm kinda going through the same thing at the moment... going to check out your other videos.
mysteryperson99 4 years ago
Courtney, you should be a politician. Why you could even compete with Hillary's BS. You Truly are a piece of work and would make a great politician. Drop the spastic persona though. Politicians must look like their sincere to get the public to buy into their BS garbage. By the way, God does not exist, except for drug addicts who will buy into any BS in order to survive. However, if you think God exists, maybe she does, because only a trickster God could create a masterwork like you.
houndggg 4 years ago
haha you're so funny!
cokewhore37 4 years ago
You look healthy. Stay on track. btw. . . eat a lot of greasy bacon. it helps.
FreeloaderX 4 years ago
Hey C! Please try to keep us posted on how your doing, as often as possible ok.... Don't make people nervous that something happend to you! Bless you!
PiiaH24 4 years ago
Happy Halloween Courtney!!! Go trick or treating, get lots of candy. Have some pumpkin pie :o) Keep us posted on how you are doing.
Pridonian 4 years ago
courtney, im praying for you. mostly because i copmpletely understand what your talkin about witht he power over you thing. i've lost 20lbs in about 2 weeks so ya.....im praying for you
iceprincess1508 4 years ago
I think that these video posts are great. You must be about the only person suffering from an eating disorder that actually APPEARS to be happy, cheerful, etc etc.. (something most ED's take away from us)..
QUESTION: when you go into a 'recovery' mode, what does that mean (i know what recovery is, but for YOU, what does that mean in terms of help...
.love.the.videos.hun!.keep.on.going.girl!
green99love 4 years ago
i love youu so much courtney!
i will indeeedy pray for you. please bee quick with the next updat <3333
SandraHeartsRyan 4 years ago
You're back! Yay! Haha, I have a Hell/Ice car... No air/no heat. It sucks so bad. You will win against this girl, you will.
arsenicqueen69 4 years ago
i just wanted to let you know that i relate to childcare being the worst profession to have when you have anorexia. i just started my first year as a 5th grade teacher, and i hate the fact that i may be giving off the wrong impression. luckily for them, i've been maintaining--mostly b/c i don't have the energy if i don't eat. but you know you have a problem, when you look at naturally stick thin 5th grade girls and wish that you could look like that too...
00violet00 4 years ago
Hooray! Court's back! Bittersweet, given the update, though. But victory in reality is never just a continuous ascent to some happy ending. There's going to be relapses along that road. Same thing sometimes happens to recovering junkies.
Don't get discouraged, Courtney! And don't let that get in the way of making new videos, because we'll still pray for you!
QuartuvLarry 4 years ago
yay a video !!! im sorry to hear xxxxxxx and fininaly i can pray 4 u hope im a good prayer!! XD love you xxxxxxxxxxx
lostandgained 4 years ago
hey, i know this is silly, but what lip gloss do you wear, it looks really good!
10XJH 4 years ago
Thinking of you Courtney. Stay strong and think positively. We miss your videos but your health is much more important. We're all sending you good vibes so hopefully to pick up on them and beat this thing once and for all. Thanks for the pumpkin. :o) Halloween is right around the corner. Are you going to be in a costume in your next video? hint hint...
Pridonian 4 years ago
Praying for you Courtney!
One of my very, very dear friends also had a relapse, and was accepted to the Remuda Ranch program in Arizona. She was very scared and nervous about being so far away, starting the program, but she's strong, and you're strong! You can beat this! You can win this terrible struggle! God be with you on your path to great health!
gershwn321 4 years ago
i know exactly how u feel, i love the hokey- pokey 2 ill pray for u
wiiwee93 4 years ago
lol, and yet you have enough energy to make that video!! Im tired waching you hehe. that was a cool vid :)
DreamiPony 4 years ago
i love your videos courtneyy
&& im praying for you now because i know what anorexia can do to someones personality.
im farrrr from the person i used to be. which..is not a good change. i hope your doing better
_bea♥
x33
OSnapski 4 years ago
Heya hunny,
nice to see you made another video, sorry your not doing so good, but i dont think we will ever be recovred properly, once ana is in you she stays. i hope you can fight her tho.
stay strong x
jodyangel1986 4 years ago
I'm so happy to see an update from you!I'm terribly sorry that this is happening to you again. I was so rooting for you, I wanted you to have recovered so badly. I will continue to keep you in my prayers...take care
skinnyminnie33 4 years ago