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  • Wow. I've had a look at a bunch of your vids today, (found you through Karmatic) and I was hoping there'd be some music in there. That's just lovely.Thanks for sharing, you made me sniffle dammit. :-)

  • @controlfunction You are so sweet. Thank you. :D And no worries about language, the last thing you will do is offend me. LOL.

  • Pregnant with knowledge, I like that

    "Pregnant with Wisdom" - I like the duality of that

  • This song deserves to be a massive hit, Winter. It's actually well among my favourite songs. I do hope you release it.

  • i love when u hit the chorus babe~

  • This song is so beautiful. Thank you for posting it. You have a lovely voice.

  • I remember this one.. it was truly beautiful song :)

    Nice that you put it up again

    All love from me Jasmine

  • Thank you honey. :) You want me to share more songs?

  • @winterwinwin I for one would love to hear more of your songs :)

  • @winterwinwin yes absolutly :)

    All love from me Jasmine

  • I decided to put this song back up for now. I feel weird honestly, sharing the story behind it and such intimate details - I feel it kind of ruins the mystery and personal interpretation of the song but whatevs. :) More music coming to you guys soon.

  • @winterwinwin I'm very glad that you did, Winter, and I hope you find it in you to leave it up. I continue on my own journey down my own introspective rabbit hole of self; quite different to yours in some ways yet fundamentally still not. What I love about this song [and accompanying dialogue] is that you separate the gender from the intimate and social dysphoria and have put your experience, growth and healing of the [once] dysphoric human being in its place. In a way, you describe me.

  • Actually, I do like the text of the video. I just usually prefer hard hard rock music (except the song "Mad World" as performed by Tears for Fears/Gary Jules/Adam Lambert), and I prefer the videos where we can see you better. Take good care of yourself, and keep singing.

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  • Actually, 36Coffeepads, Gender Dysphoria, or Gender Identity Disorder, is a medically recognized condition that must be emotionally excruciating. I don't particularly like this video or the song, but I hope it serves a cathartic purpose for the creator and her audience. I know I feel lucky not to suffer with this condition and to have been born into a body that represents the gender that suits me and my mind, and you should too. I doubt anyone would wish this struggle on themselves or others.

  • Sorry you're not entirely fond of the music or anything, but thank you so much for your kind words!!!:) /big hugs/ Hope you have a great day. :)

  • This song is really beautiful and nostalgic.. reflects your spirit... Your singing voice sort of reminds me of Imogen Heap, who's one of the most amazing recording artists these days. Keep up the great work :)

  • ts a verry nice song! love it lol

  • I love it!

    You are a real BEAUTY!!

  • u look a bit like merly streep

  • yeah I was just going to say that.. Just a very tiny bit.

  • LOVED IT...

  • I love this song ever since i heard this on MySpace!

    Beautiful song!

  • The yellow lettering is hard to read.

  • very touching

  • my constructive critisizem now :D, ok the lyrics were good, and so was the piano, but what i think it could do with is a bit of emphesis on the chorus so it doesnt sound like one long verse, then a break for the piano then can toa verse. if you did that then i believe that the song will have more of an impact, as they will hear the chorus more easily.

  • good tune!

  • Can I get an mp3 of this? it's beautiful.

  • It's just a demo right now, but it will be released next year. :D

  • yay! that's awesome. you are so talented!

  • i just clicked on this...personally i dont get the who trans/gay thing, like it makes no sense to me, but who cares. Anyway, this is a pretty good song. I have written hundreds of songs so i know what i am talkng about.

    Keep it up.

    Cheers

    A

  • Is that you singing? And the music is also yours?

  • Yes. :)

  • Wow, AWEsome, I've hear it like 10 time now.

    Sorry if it is a little fanatic of me, I just like it a lot, I like your composition on the piano notes, TAN -- TAN -- TEN - TAN -- TEN - TAN-TIN-----, hehehe, AWEsome

  • I'm very very very flattered. :D Thank you!:D

  • You are always welcome, get healthy soon!

  • That was deep yo...damn...wow

    Jolie & Melody

  • Thanks. :D

  • Lovely song and voice.. But I have to say I find it hard to read the words as different ones are being sang. Darn brain. lol

    Rayvin

  • Hehehe, noted. :D Thanks, hon!

  • I don't understand. Are you a lesbian?

  • You can read my life story on my space at the site slash winterlaurel.

  • win this is a awsome song keep posting liked it the first time luv it now

  • I had to favorite this. I'm speechless really, your song spoke to me on so many levels. It's very powerful, and I can relate so well to it. I had to watch it a few times, and it really made me step back and take a look at my own life again. I hope to hear more of your songs. : )

  • You have absolutely no idea how much that means to me. I can't wait to share more with you all. :)

  • all I can say hun is wow this was great! it is something to be watched a few times and let it really sink in.

  • Thank you, sweetheart!:D /big big hugs/

  • Hello Winter well I wanted to say your so amazing and, a wonderful person. I'm visually impaired but what little I could make out on the video was amazing and, so in sightful also truely emotional it made me think about my life thanks...Your beauty shines and, show through your heart the smile you give 2 the world you are such beauty 2 the Lord.

  • Sorry it took so long to comment, I am rith now myself insid the Rabbit Hole trying to get out and Break free from Hiding and not beng able to Express and live my True self out.......i really love your song :)

  • not to come across as a total Smithers (I can't even SPELL obsequious), but yes... your musical talent is strong & you always have something interesting to say. Please let your artistic side shine whenever your muse speaks. You'll always have an eager audience here.

  • Deffinitelly, I want more... don't ask just post some good songs I like your music

  • The choice is yours definetly. But I love the video.

  • Hey Winwin, I do enjoy this video and I watch it more regularly than other videos. I think the choice to make videos along to your music is yours, but you definitely won't hear me complain if you decide to do this again with more of your songs. And I'd venture to say that most would agree with me :)

  • I have allready comment on this one but more music from you please :P

    All love from Jasmine

  • Moar Plz!

    Your creative approach will be exciting to see!

  • As per your mail regarding more music, yes as long as it is as interesting as this. I like stuff that has depth and this one I can drown in. the juxtaposition of the text with the lyrics is most intriguing...as is thew accompanying video and end static.

  • i want to see a music video of whats in the box.

  • winter i love this song it is amazing you have an unbelevable(i think i spelled that right) talent and i am amazed at how good your voice iis. I actually right lot of music/poems if you could call them that and i right rather darker than most but your music moved me more than any other song has and i think that is because it came from your heart and you can hear that.

  • yes!!! pretty please? <3

  • Winter, you asked whether we want you to put up more songs as you write them. Ok, *ahem*, truthfully?

    MORE. MORE NOW. Comply with my insatiable need for MORE.

    I frickin' LOVE your work. This song is ethereal, searching, vulnerable, painful - beautiful. It makes me want to go to the piano and write something myself. It's inspiring.

    Get your bad self on it. Do it. Do it NOW.

  • Now that was truly beautiful, ty for sending me that!

    I'll have to spend more time on my BR1600 and tools of the trade and get one back to you.

    Music has been my only escape from the confusion and definition of what is my true self. So much so I have been entertaining for a living for over 15 yrs now.

    Ty again, inspiring and moving.

    xo

  • So in response to your question...yes, I would like to hear more.

    What instruments do you play? and what recording devices do you use? Maybe, if compatible, we could share some ideas and 'cyber compose' some art.

  • nice video

  • Is this YOU singing this??? naaaa

  • Yes:)

  • winter, i can not possibly truly express all the emotions this video stirs within me..it is phenomenal. i too am a writr and often wake up out of a dream state and feel tht urge to write...i think subconsciously one cn have their most inspirational breakthroughs...but this video and song are beyond amazing. intimate and thought provoking, i love that combination. your dream it seems was an awakening..it gave way to better knowing of oneself.

  • thanks, honey

  • Very interresting! I like it!

  • Forgot how much I enjoyed this video... just watched it again, twice... kudos! Love the video, love the song... you are amazing! :) -J.

  • I have one question, I was too objective when I commented that your song is greath and loving music is about subjectivness, your album would stand with my very favorite discs, this is close if not the same with whats my favorite music- so, do you or do you plan to make contract with some record house, I want to buy original (with your biography and pictures in the cover) like I do with all the music I favore. Wish U all the best

  • It's deffiently one of my favorite songs of yours :)

  • Thank you very much. :) /bighug

  • One of these days maybe I will get the guts to ask you to help bring some of my words to life :)

  • Wonderful song I hope you'll post more music vids. It was a bit disjointing reading one set of text while different words were being sung. I really like the song but IMHO the text took away from the power of the song's words. Very creative idea though. *****

  • Thanks for the feedback, honey! I'll be doing more videos like this, for sure. One of the reasons I did a separate track of words beneath was so people understood the inspiration and how it related to what is going on in my life right now.

  • thats all i ask for the world

    will you help the world fulfill that ?

  • That is one of my goals, yes. :) I wish to help the world shift a bit. :)

  • I am as I am I do not see it as a mistake i see it as my path in life.Just let me walk that path is all i ask of you If you took the time to get to know me as a person you would understand my life as it is and should be

  • To be or not o be that is the question

    or

    To live(as the True me)or to die(that is the choice if there is one)

    All I ask of you is to understand my life.

    AS i see it. Not as you see me

    I have the same dreams as you.

    to live a long life and to find some to love and that love me

    Life is love and love is life

    To live with out love is to live in death

  • your voice is hypnotic...: )

  • Thank you so much. *blushes*

  • very nice!

  • Thankee. :D

  • Winter I really, Really love This song :)!!!!!, There are so many talented transgender singers on YouTube it's so amazing....Good luck with your career I hope you make it

  • Thank you so much, sweetheart!

  • great song you did an awesome job. I look forward to getting to know you more.=)

  • Wonderful to meet you, hon!:) /big hug/

  • very, very nice song & vid! I love it!

  • Thank you so very much, hon. :) /hugs

  • You go girl! I absolutely loved it! xoxo ~M (F.K.A. SebastianMichael30)

  • Thank you hon! /big hug

  • sora, you should see a dr. about that vomitous condition & next time, take your instincts to heart, and turn them into action.

  • Wow! So incredibly moving. Your voice is so expressive, I could feel your pain. You have a way with words and a beautiful sensitivity and INNER spirit, as well as outer. Nice singing voice and song too. I used to play bass as well as doing sound work. I'd back you up, play in your band, ANYTIME.

    -Madeleine_rose

  • Thank you, sweetheart!

  • you write sort of like me. I like it!

  • wow!

    Thank You!

    That was a beautiful thinking experience!

    xo

  • You are talented. I like what your mind has to say on the screen.

  • pretty song.

  • Hi there ;) Nice music and great metaphors: Pregnant with knowledge. Yup! Keep 'em coming.

    The text scrolled just a tiny bit too fast for me though.

  • Definitely - winter is poetic mind I agree with you

  • I love this video so much, it's really really awesome :)

  • Thanks, Tegan. :) I appreciate it. :D I hope you like it a lot, really. Fave it, spread the word :D I'm trying to get the music out there. :D /big hug/

  • I made it my featured video so everyone who goes onto my channel will see it and probably watch it ^^

  • Wicked cool song & vid & so inspiring! Thank you for sharing your journey w/us, Winter. You are amazing! -J.

  • You are so sweet. :) Thank you hon.

  • Very nice song, Winter. I enjoyed listening to it.

  • Thanks, sweetie. :) I'm glad you enjoyed it! Still wish you could make it to FF this year!

  • That was haunting. I stumbled across your videos, in what felt like was an accident. But I've never really believed in coincidence. I believe that every one you come across, in whatever way, is meant to help you find a little piece of yourself. What impact your posts will have on me is yet to be seen, yet I feel it will be important.

    You have a beautiful voice and an amazing strength. *HUGS*

  • My music is my strength. :) Thank you so much hon. :) /big hug/

  • thank you very much for lovely song

  • Thank you for the compliment. :D

  • I think you are such a beautiful and wise soul. -sandra

  • Thank you, Sandra!:)

  • That sounds like the apocalypse dream.

    Such a beautiful video. The song is amazing. You have such a wonderful voice, my friend.

    What do I write?

    I write change.

    I love you Win. I hope you consider me a companion on your journey to farther self discovery. Don't leave me in the dark. You've become important to me.

    *hugs*

    ~Stacy

  • Continue to write change, honey. :) You're awesome. :) Love you!

    Winwin

  • I write the occasional comment.

    That was beautiful!

  • Thank you!:D

  • Okay, now I'm definitely off to your MySpace to listen to more. I totally love your singing and songs.

  • I'm so flattered! Thank you! /big hug/

  • verry awesome

  • Thanks, hon. :)

  • You have a nice voice. I like the progressions you take upwards with your voice.

    It was peaceful and heartfelt. Well done.

  • Thank you very much!

  • Wow!!! My Fav. Win Song :) -Remy

  • Thank, Remy!:D

  • I noticed that you had a musicians account, but I hadn't heard any of your music until now.

    You're waxing deep on us Winwin.

  • Wax deep? Why, yes, I wax everything! ROFL. All kidding aside, thank you very much. :) /big hug/

  • I love this song and the video is great. Very wonderful. Im always here for you! We all love you!

    Shane

  • Aw, I love you guys too!:D /hugs

  • Beautiful, Touching, Hope.

    Thank you for sharing a piece of your soul with us. I am impressed and inspired by it on both a personal and an artistic level.

    Haunting.

    Timing is an amazing thing as, waiting for dreams to overtake the night of last, I pondered many things about myself and my universe realizing my own need to discover and define again.

    Share more! We love it. The world will to!

  • Thank you hon. :) I shall definitely be sharing more. :)

  • What a beautiful song. I got a little choked-up between it and the words/poem on the screen. I feel a little like I've had a glimpse of your soul. Thank you so much for sharing yourself, so few people are that brave. You're amazing.

  • I'm very flattered. :D Thank you, hon!

  • I loved it.

  • Thankee!:D

  • That was... amazing...

    Absolutely incredible...

    So poetic... it was beautiful...

  • Thank you so much, hon!:D

  • I love this:D Go Winwin!

  • Thanks, honey!:D

  • You are really talented artist the song is very very good I suggesting you to make one single record cd with 3 or 4 remixes if u have some connections with some publisher if not u must start doing some live performances, because you can make something with this music I like it and Im sure that many are going to.

  • No worries, I've a lot in the works. :D

  • Thanks

  • Thank you, honey. :)

  • Good song, only thing should be better are words on video which are running to fast. It like good poem that is hard to imagine in your mind because reciting is faster than out brain produce pictures, if u understdand what I meen.

  • I understand what you mean, hon. :) Unfortunately, as much as I tried to tweak it in Windows Movie Maker, it was difficult to keep them from overlapping.

  • That was realy great and is the first video I've actualy felt insptred enough to ass to my faves. Beautiful presentation and everything. I love your song and want to know if there is anywhere to download it. That video is so dep with meaning. At first I thought you was going to jump from the building. I'm glad you didn't even if it was just a dream. Anyway thanks for the inspiration that you give. I love your videos. Take care :-)

  • Thank you so much!:D You have no idea how flattering that is to me! *big big hug*

  • Absaoluty beautiful, The images, the song and the messege.

    Brilliant.

    You are my inspiration.

  • *blushes* That is so flattering. Thank you, honey.

  • I hope you will share more of your music soon!

    :)

  • I shall be. :)

  • AGV!!!

  • What is AGV?

  • AGV -> Another Great Video !!! :)

  • wow i mean really wow hun. You are really talented. You have really touched me

  • *poke*

    Teeheeeeee, I toucheded your elbow. O.O lol

    No, really, thank you so much for the compliment sweetheart. I'm glad I could reach out with my music. :)

  • Beautiful song and nicely compose Video with it, you have touched my heart... Love you bunches :)

  • Thanks, sweetie. :D /big hug Much love.

  • very cool song. i give it two thumbs up!

  • OMG, what are you doing with all the other fingers? Can I borrow em?

  • That was biblically haunting, Winter...it really moved me.

    And I'm so glad you're back to making beautiful music, that touches us (in good way).

    Thanks Winwin ^_____^

  • Thank you so very much, sweetheart. :) /big hug/

  • I liked the music, was really calmin :) well done hehe

  • Thank you so much, sweetie!:D

  • Ahhhhh ... it's good, but not as good as Elgar. But very good, I loved it, I really do wish you make a big break, I'd deffinately buy an album (if it's any good that is). I Loved the song, the lyrics were brilliant and the composition was exellent. I also felt something.

  • I'm very flattered. :) Thank you, hon!:D /big hug

  • I don't mean to be critical but I find the video a little distracting when I assume the focus is the song?

    Song is good though, not my genre but still awesome.

  • Yes, the focus was the song. :) The video, however, is about the inspiration behind it so I felt it fitting to have it run behind it. :)

    Thank you very much for the kind words, honey!:D /big hug

  • That was beautiful and awesome and extremely good I can feel deepest your feelings and taughts by watching and listening to this. Your a great artist Winter and you will be big one day.

    Lots of love from Jasmine.

  • Thank you so much, sweetheart. :)

    Much love,

    Winwin

  • lovely....as are you.

    thank you for sharing your art with us.

  • Thank you so much, sweetheart. :) That's so sweet of you!:D /big hug

  • Winwin,

    Amazingly beautiful sweetie. I cant even explain the emotions this video stirred up.

    Love yas! Big hugz!

    Lots of love.

    Theresa

  • I'm so very glad you liked it!

    Love,

    Winwin

  • Wow luv.. your voice is haunting but very very beautiful....

  • *blushes* Thank you!:D /big hug

  • Your very welcome

  • Holy fuck, that was one of the most profound things I have seen in a looong time. Whilst watching I felt connected to you, the spirit within you, my soul called out to your beauty and we danced together in the darkness of night. I love you my amazing friend, I am assuming you are asleep...I hope your dreams are healing and give you respite from a time of turmultious change. My words are clumsy and do not properly express what I mean to say...

  • You're so sweet. :) Thank you so much for the kind words. My music runs in my veins... I can't wait to share more with the world. :)

    I love you very much, hope everything goes well with the move honey.

    Winwin