Breast Shaped Melon? Dear Diary : February - April 2009

[antishay]

I thought you were 21. Are you 28?

[antishay]

I agree with you about the use of the word "binge." I use it to mean ridiculously indulging in something to the point of extreme, like when I used to eat a whole pizza in one go, or every piece of candy in the house, or 30 pancakes... :S

I would really love it if you made your music available! I would love to use it in my videos.

This video was wonderful - I love seeing all the little clips and different thoughts/feelings/actions you have.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I think I will make my music available to you only (but don't tell anyone... he he!!) xx

[OraclesQwest]

I love your videos! I was starting to think I shouldn't even come on here as I mostly watch the weight loss videos and for some reason they were starting to depress me about my own weight. Then you came onto the scene and I cannot I say CANNOT stop watching your videos! You are so down to earth and you let us in to your world, no holds barred. It's refreshing, you are refreshing. Not to mention, you're a total blast!

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Hey - when I started using youtube I did find I got very depressed from all the videos. I'm glad you like my videos!! xx

[delicatepetals]

LOL, that is a pomelo. You peel it, like a massive orange. -lol- :D

[TheStarvingSoprano]

It was a Pomelo!! I feel so silly :S

The lady who owned the veg shop I got it from assured me it was a Melon!! Is a Pomelo a kind of grapefruit?

[shanleeh]

Fantastic! Keep up the good work :)

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks x

[CutTheFat]

Cottage cheese and apple sauce or pineapple is really good.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I love it with pineapple since making this video! x

[msixpackabs]

I don't like this. It is as if you really intend to leave us. I understood you need some time off.I decided to support your decision and I will not try to contact you at all.

But I pray you will still be here for us.

It is all about moderation!

And the video is astonishing!

Em, this is weird, I swear to God that this is weird.

[msixpackabs]

Just recorded my Six Months Weight Loss Journey youtube video and now it is uploading.

Had no idea you posted this one.

This is definitely weird.

I gave up on bye bye one for receiving on time a message!

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I'm not going anywhere babe. x

[Ntone606]

Why have you got cottaged cheese in the house? Ians? Throw it away!!!

[TheStarvingSoprano]

No!! I love Cottage Cheese - it's mine!! I love it with Pineapple now x

[Ntone606]

isn't it fattening though? I mean, I'm quite sure i'd love heroin, but it's probably not a good idea.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Cottage cheese? Fattening? No - very low in fat if you get the low fat one and great source of protein.

[Shadowdancer21b]

best thing about cottage chesse is that the whey protein is absorbed very quickly.

[angienicholas]

great video thanks for sharing always enjoy your videos Angie

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks Angie x

[Neferkit]

Wonderful town!

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks :-)

[Tuulish]

that Melon lookd more like a "Pomelo " to me *hehe tastes really yummy, <3<3<3

[TheStarvingSoprano]

It was a Pomelo!! I feel so silly :S

The lady who owned the veg shop I got it from assured me it was a Melon!! Is a Pomelo a kind of grapefruit?

[rpgjko]

Lovely tour of the town. It makes me want to travel. Wonderful video, I enjoy watching your journey :)

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks Juno! x

[PrinceFann]

What kind of melon was that? It looked like a huge graprefruit!

-And what was in your cottage cheese? I've never seen cottage cheese with dark specs unless it has gone bad; And I eat cottage cheese all the time! I had some earlier before watching this video... in fact (I'd rather have it, than ice cream **gasp, I know!**), but it's true!

What a great compilation video!

U Rock!

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I think it was actually a grapefruit - the lady in the veg shop said it was a Melon!!

The cottage cheese was with Chives, which were the green bits. I've fallen in love with Cottage Cheese and Pineapple and can't get enough of it since making this video!! x

[freespirithaven]

Cottage cheese is yucky. That melon looked like a grapefruit! I love this video..I'm attracted to women with small boobs,,ENVY!! LOL..it blows me away that they can go bra less...and nothing is hanging down to their needs (like my boobs), lol

I love watching your journey, and I'm glad I can be a part of it, walking along side of you, even across the world.

After the weigh in yesterday, I binged on frito chips and ju jubes..and felt like SHIT all night long and even this morning...SIGH...

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I think it was actually a grapefruit - the lady in the veg shop said it was a Melon!!

I <3 Cottage Cheese and Pineapple since doing this video!!

Are you feeling better this week? x

[freespirithaven]

Honestly? Nope, feel like shit.. Eating like a pig, depressed, house a pig pen and I'm itching to get plastered!! Sure could drink a few pitches of frosty margarita's

I'm 'forcing' myself to clean AND enjoy it with a happy heart. I need to get off my ass and just DO!!!!

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Oh sweetie - these moments always get the better of us! You need to do ten minutes -that's all. Just something simple for 10 minutes. And once that's done, do another 10 minutes on something else. x

[XBellaSoleilX]

I'm gonna come live with you.

I'll leave my kids here.

It looks very beautiful

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Yeah - leave the kids and come on down!!

[bbolam72]

what a lovely little street ,

i wish my tits were smaller to.

hope you get your wish as i do

your honesty insires me loads !!

thanks :) -barry

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Ha ha - you make me smile xx

[MrHollick]

Hey where are all the cars? 0:25 I dont see any on the street ?!?

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Ha ha - I guess it was the time of day -a lot of cars don't drive down this street :-)

[evilblackpixie]

i love this

kinda a little montage of your journey so far

u have come so far, i have loved seeing your videos on here

you have always been honest and really showed your feelings, be them good or bad

keep it up cos your gonna get there

x

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Hey Emma, thanks for this comment. I know I'm gonna get there one days at a time - as are you x

[GrandmaDorrie]

Great video again Em. :)

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thank you Dorrie xx

[weeknightingale]

❤Nicely done video very nice! Fantastic! ♡ ƙarolyn

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks Karolyn! x

[2ThousandAnd9]

The screaming thing is a great idea.

The cottage cheese is quite good with applesauce or pears.

Great video, take care.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I <3 the cottage cheese with pineapple - I'm hooked on it now :-)

[Jazmine375]

try the cottage cheese with peaches too..yumm.. I hate that over-full, bloated, uncomfortable feeling..arrrgh. Glad you're enjoying your bike rides..cant wait til I get myself one. the stationary bike just isn't the same lol

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Did you get your bike?

[Jazmine375]

Nope, didn't get it yet. I'm waiting til I lose a bit more. I know that I should just get it now, but I'm using it as a reward for motivation LOL I've never done that before, I'm usually of the opinion that wt loss is the reward and when i want something I want it NOW..but I'm trying this out this time. LOL

[scabooter]

I think my tits probably look like your cottage cheese on the inside.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Ha ha - funny comment!! LOL XX

[carnalucious]

I love your videos hun :) Please tell me what that fruit was? Oh and have you tried the spaghetti squash yet?

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Haven't been able to find a spaghetti squash!! :-(

[mollybcutie2000]

What a beautiful video..

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks Molly :-)

[weightywonderwoman]

You really have been on a journey over the last coupe of months. I am so impressed with everything you have done and your approach.

What was that melon?? It looked like a giant Orange.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I think it was actually a grapefruit - the lady in the veg shop said it was a Melon!!

[AliRoxIt]

you know i dont watch most people's videos from start to finish.. but yours- i can! i love your honesty and personality.

also- i suffer from a binge-eating disorder and i have never forced myself to throw up. not once :-)

for me- there are triggers that make me want to binge.. and a birthday would be a great excuse for me to do so... but it could be anything.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thank Ali!!

I don't know very much about binge eating so sorry for that remark!

[AliRoxIt]

no need to apologize! :-)

[Lightenup2009]

You are so great at expressing your feelings and digging deep.

You are doing the hard work and it will pay off both mentally and physically.

I am proud of you!

<3 Brenda

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thank you Brenda! You ROCK!

[MYSHELLSEA]

Yet another great vid... I really enjoy watching your videos...I find myself having those same feelings......oh..I know how you feel about having smaller tits..thank you for sharing ...keep them coming.

xoxo

Maddy

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks Maddy! xxx

[glamaura]

hey.. great vid.. so glad to see your enjoyin what ya doin, all this bike riding and walking.. your gonna hav super toned legs :) mmmm cottage cheese ;) i love it on jacket potato's with sweetcorn.

kirsty x

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I'm getting REALLY into the stuff with pineapple x

[missleelee21]

ur videos r sooo good i love watching them u tell it how it is & theres no BULLSHIT! which is friggen awesome:O)

anyways darl keep up the fantastic videos & ur excercise routines ... I might go for a bike ride today too hmmmm??? yeah I will lol

alicia

xo

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Ha ha thanks alicia! Definitely do a bike ride! They're so great. Especially when you've biked up a slope and then go down quickly x

[KarlaKayM]

WHat a charming little street. I love it~

OMG.....I loved this video~ You are an AMAZING person~

PS....I eat cottage cheese with fruit...your version looked different than ours in the states~

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks! I LOVE pineapple with cottage cheese - tried it a week after the first video and I'm having some every day. So yummy!

[QinIL]

Binge eating disorder is characterized by consuming large quantities of food in a very short period of time until the individual is uncomfortably full. Binge eating disorder is much like bulimia except the individuals do not use any form of purging (i.e. vomiting, laxatives, fasting, etc.) following a binge.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

Thanks for this comment! :-)

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I always thought bingeing was linked with Bulimia only... didn't realise there was a disorder. Thanks!

[PaulaMaeTaylor]

Great video! I wish I could have seen the look on the people's faces when you were screaming.

I always wished I had bigger tits. I guess we're never happy. :)

[TheStarvingSoprano]

They looked strangely at me - that's for sure! I think body wise we do always want what we don't have :-)

[macomarell]

Wow, that fruit is huge. I would love it.

I used to eat 1/2 cup of Cottage Cheese every day. Good source for protein. Then I discovered food combining.

Maybe you could learn to eat food that actually makes you feel good to eat it. That is one reason i do veggie juices.

There are also very healthy foods you can binge on that will leave your body fast and not leave that bloated feeling for hours.

You sure do good with the exercising.

I find myself in your videos. Keep them coming.

marjie

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I've started to eat it with pineapple and it's delicious!

All the foods I eat make me feel good :-) I love eating Baby Spinach, Peppers and Salmon especially. YUM!

I'm trying to avoid complex carbs and feel much better :0) Thanks for your continuing support Marjie x

[PixieDixieKitten]

I am a sucker for cottage cheese, I love the stuff.

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I love it with pineapple! Discovered this recently :-)

[dreamnqueen64]

You might like the cottage cheese better if you put some chopped fruit in it, like pineapple. I eat my plain tho & love it :)

[TheStarvingSoprano]

I tried a new one since with pineapple and I love it!! I'm not keen on the plain one though x