I'm sorry Billy. Wish I knew a way to help you feel better. I don't really know what you're going through because I've never lost a parent, but I do know all about it being difficult to let go. It took me 20 years to let go of my sisters death. Everything is going to be okay though. I agree with what Danhawk said, that you need to find a way to pull yourself up out of this depression. You're a great guy and you deserve some fun and happiness in your life.
The only way you can avoid negativity is just that. Stay away from people, memories, negative interactions, etc. "Purify" yourself. Chemically induced depression is tougher to manage. Brainwash yourself into positivity if you so desire. Read Be Here Now by Ram Dass. Use mantras to focus your thoughts and emotions. Try to control yourself more than ever before. I did it. I also came back down from my dogmatic high. People are the problem.
You need to work yourself out of this cycle of depression and live your life. Mate its like you are stuck in this hole and you hate it, but you refuse to dig yourself out of it, And you'll never be happy until you do so.
Do something. see a therapist, go out and spend time with friends/make some friends. You cant keep on going like this, you only live in this particular body and consciousness once. Why waste it?
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-amanda
flyaway3860 1 year ago
I'm sorry Billy. Wish I knew a way to help you feel better. I don't really know what you're going through because I've never lost a parent, but I do know all about it being difficult to let go. It took me 20 years to let go of my sisters death. Everything is going to be okay though. I agree with what Danhawk said, that you need to find a way to pull yourself up out of this depression. You're a great guy and you deserve some fun and happiness in your life.
deleahmarie 1 year ago
Heavy shit. Definitely traumatic.
The only way you can avoid negativity is just that. Stay away from people, memories, negative interactions, etc. "Purify" yourself. Chemically induced depression is tougher to manage. Brainwash yourself into positivity if you so desire. Read Be Here Now by Ram Dass. Use mantras to focus your thoughts and emotions. Try to control yourself more than ever before. I did it. I also came back down from my dogmatic high. People are the problem.
Embrace death.
Ulmdorgr 1 year ago
You need to work yourself out of this cycle of depression and live your life. Mate its like you are stuck in this hole and you hate it, but you refuse to dig yourself out of it, And you'll never be happy until you do so.
Do something. see a therapist, go out and spend time with friends/make some friends. You cant keep on going like this, you only live in this particular body and consciousness once. Why waste it?
Danhawk1223 1 year ago
damn dude i didnt know this sorry bro
Thatoneguy691 1 year ago
Love and Light, Billy.
and sleep too
derrynator 1 year ago