Hang in there. Hope you're still into daily mass or you follow something like the magnificat. Depression is terrible but you'll eventually figure out what works best for you. You really seem like a good person!
I really appreciate how open you are about your struggles. I think I have written that before, but it's true. It is really nice to see you be silly too. And the video is wonderful even though you didn't get a chance to edit it. I wish there was more I could say to you. Yeah, I appreciate you and your videos.
Hey I love it when you're silly. So be silly because when you're being silly and goofy and making others laugh and smile, you're passing time in a healthy way and helping others do the same. :)
To tell you the truth, it made me a little sad when I heard what you'd written in your journal... But at the same time, whenever you laughed, and when you started getting "silly" towards the end, I couldn't help but smile. :) I think you should embrace being silly, to be honest. Don't worry about embarrassing yourself; just have fun! It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks (cont).
@TehKaptain I know it may seem hard, given your situation. But really think that it'll help you to feel better and more positive in general. :) Also, if you don't already, maybe try channeling your emotions into something creative, like writing fiction, or drawing, or doing photography. If those don't suit you, maybe something physical will work, like martial arts, yoga, tai chi, sports, etc. If nothing else, those activities will at least help to distract you from any urges you may have. :)
@TehKaptain And like everyone else is saying: I know you're a strong person, Kelly. You made it a good several weeks without cutting while you were out there. If you can last that long, I'm sure you can kick it for good. :) And if you ever need anything—advice, somebody to vent to, etc.—my bag of metaphors is always open to you. :D
sorry to hear you've been having a hard time. it's really times like this when we have to put things into perspective and remind ourselves that the more we don't give in, the easier it will get to say no and eventually hurting ourselves won't even be on the brain so much because it won't be a natural reaction to life. but in those moments the brain is sooo far from thinking that logically-I just keep in mind where I want to be in 10 years and that by not giving in, I'm getting closer to that
You look like a mixture of Ashley Greene and Kristen Stewart. I love it! :)
FriendFilly 1 month ago
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CrystalRainDrop789 4 weeks ago
keep going, u can get through, i know it's hard but u can make it xx
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CrystalRainDrop789 2 months ago
Please don't give up! Xxxx
tinkerbellsmellsly 4 months ago
@tinkerbellsmellsly I won't!
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
Hang in there. Hope you're still into daily mass or you follow something like the magnificat. Depression is terrible but you'll eventually figure out what works best for you. You really seem like a good person!
cbrepp 4 months ago
@cbrepp At aftercare I can't get to daily Mass but I do pray a lot for strength.
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
Be strong
Stay strong
Teemw26111998 4 months ago
@Teemw26111998 I will try. thank you.
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
hang in there gorgeous girl. you will make it through this. xxxxxxx
kayteeee99 4 months ago
@kayteeee99 I'll try.
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
I really appreciate how open you are about your struggles. I think I have written that before, but it's true. It is really nice to see you be silly too. And the video is wonderful even though you didn't get a chance to edit it. I wish there was more I could say to you. Yeah, I appreciate you and your videos.
autumnmoon93 4 months ago
@XdoomXkookieX It's not easy at all.
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
Ha ha you're so cute!
I understand that feeling and thinking of it often. All you can do is try, right? Keep busy! Keep making videos!
I love that you're so honest!
P.S. I'm "sleepless" on ST. It's nice to see your beautiful face in real life...or I mean online life I guess.
leighannenoelle 4 months ago
@leighannenoelle Hi, sleepless!
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
Hey I love it when you're silly. So be silly because when you're being silly and goofy and making others laugh and smile, you're passing time in a healthy way and helping others do the same. :)
mdtomsa 4 months ago
@mdtomsa I love to be silly :)
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
To tell you the truth, it made me a little sad when I heard what you'd written in your journal... But at the same time, whenever you laughed, and when you started getting "silly" towards the end, I couldn't help but smile. :) I think you should embrace being silly, to be honest. Don't worry about embarrassing yourself; just have fun! It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks (cont).
TehKaptain 4 months ago
@TehKaptain I know it may seem hard, given your situation. But really think that it'll help you to feel better and more positive in general. :) Also, if you don't already, maybe try channeling your emotions into something creative, like writing fiction, or drawing, or doing photography. If those don't suit you, maybe something physical will work, like martial arts, yoga, tai chi, sports, etc. If nothing else, those activities will at least help to distract you from any urges you may have. :)
TehKaptain 4 months ago
@TehKaptain And like everyone else is saying: I know you're a strong person, Kelly. You made it a good several weeks without cutting while you were out there. If you can last that long, I'm sure you can kick it for good. :) And if you ever need anything—advice, somebody to vent to, etc.—my bag of metaphors is always open to you. :D
TehKaptain 4 months ago
@TehKaptain Thanks :D
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
I know how you feel. stay strong xxxxxxx
naomi22345 4 months ago
@naomi22345 Thanks!
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
Keep making yourself laugh, It will help. Stay strong, you can do it. I believe in you :)
HappyIsFleeting 4 months ago
@HappyIsFleeting I will :<)
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
youre so gorgeous
iiGoRawrOx 4 months ago
@iiGoRawrOx Thank you.
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
I srsly recognize some things that you say, but I know you can stay strong. It's so good of you to be honest to your parents, keep your head up <3
0SnowScene 4 months ago
@0SnowScene :D
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
don't do it, Kelly, you know you can fight, you know you're strong enough :) !!!
mba1974 4 months ago
@mba1974 I got through today.
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
don't do it babe! u are strong!
CaliDude1984 4 months ago
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CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago
sorry to hear you've been having a hard time. it's really times like this when we have to put things into perspective and remind ourselves that the more we don't give in, the easier it will get to say no and eventually hurting ourselves won't even be on the brain so much because it won't be a natural reaction to life. but in those moments the brain is sooo far from thinking that logically-I just keep in mind where I want to be in 10 years and that by not giving in, I'm getting closer to that
NeDwAsAnIfTyMaN1929 4 months ago
@NeDwAsAnIfTyMaN1929 Thank you.
CrystalRainDrop789 4 months ago