It's funny ( not really ) how people who self harm think everybody would judge them, or not care, or be angry with them, when in reality, many people would try to help them, be their shoulder to cry on, their friend to talk to, their hope.
@SweetXbunnyMSP Hey it`s Rain Blue just to say you shouldn`t be bragging just saying I don`t think anybody really cares :/ It`s YouTube there here for the video not your life story sweetie :) XOXO- RAIN BLUE :) THAT EMO CHICK :) BISSHES GET STITCHES :)
My friend cut her wrists. I noticed in drama and asked her about it. She said she was fine. I thought she just wanted attention so i ignored it cos tbh she pretty and popular. Now iv started i can understand her and that all the small things just add up and u cant ignor them so u flip. I feel soooo bad for judging her like that. I should have helped... :'(((
@SuperUltraDeltaTron Hey it`s Rain Blue just to say dont feel bad sweetie you didnt know how she felt but now you do the past was the past now its present :) I can relate but my story is way to personal sorry you can friend me though I give aadvicce to anyone who needs it :) feel free to ask for it :) well I gotta go :) XOXO- RAIN BLUE :) THAT EMO CHICK :) BISSHES GET STITCHES :)
Sometimes people start cutting because their situation is impossible, and they want to control at least SOME of the pain. But then eventually it becomes SO hard to control the selfharm. It trying for some control you lose it.
@creativewriter1000 Hey it`s Rain Blue you should friend me and thats so true thats what happened to me and I`m still battling with it today my story is to personal and the only person I`ve told is my amazing beautiful sister who has helped me alot XOXO-RAIN BLUE :) BISSHES GET STITCHES :)
Maybe people don't understand at all what's self injury, when some person says "All the people who cut them selfs are emo" I inmediatly reply "That's not true, some people is self injury, they don't want attention, they only want dissapear the sentimental pain with physical pain, you don't know how much a person is suffering as to do that" I always try that people don't get confused, self injury is not 'cuz want attention or compassion, is a "help me" scream, but completly in silence....
I hate those people who are cold hearted. Some people solve problems well but not always. Self-harmers should be helped with love not being to suck it up. It makes me sick! Dumbass low lives you guys should be ashamed of your lack of compassion towards people especially those in desperate help.
I started cutting in high school, and stopped my first year of college.only 2 people knew, I hid it from everyone including my family. my mother thought i wore mid length sleeves because i was self conscious of arm fat and never wore shorts cuz I didnt like a birthmark on my thigh. This video made me cry,I realized how close I really came to my end. I dont want to die. I still want to cut sometimes, but I know I will get caught.... pretty sad how that is the only thing that stops me sometimes.
@juliankickass97 Put the blade away and relax. Take a bath, go for a walk, talk to someone or whatever just please don't cut ='/ At the start you think it'll be easy to quit but trust me, I can't spend a day without thinking about that blade...
its not about being emo its about a way to cope and alot of ppl just dont know how it is not the way to go and hard as hell to stop i started cutting as a teen am now 22 and have been clean a month an everyday is a struggle not to relasp agin unless you been there you cannot understand
@Lichtenhammer Why do you say such things? Does it make you feel better about yourself? Do you have no compassion for others who are struggling and in pain? If this is how you treat people, then maybe you are worse off than the people you are making fun of.
Oh, I have another question for you. Do you spend all your time surfing youtube and finding videos just so you can cause fights? If so, that is really sad.
@Lichtenhammer Well i believe that a lot of people do it because of there is too much stress in their life, and in some cases it can be linked to a mental illness. So i agree that SOME people do it for attention but not as much as 90% :)
@Lichtenhammer then why do they try so hard to hide it??? I have only met ONE cutter who did it because she thought it was cool and that it would get her more attention. I have met MANY cutters and ex cutters, and she is the ONLY one who didnt spend every second worried about who might see the scars or the fresh cuts.
I've recovered from self-harming and it's not easy...I understand. I'm willing to talk to anyone that needs/wants help. All you need to do is message me...I make no judgments. We're all human and no one...No one deserves to go through such pain.
folllow sunsetjuliett or juliet thomason on twitter she's absolutely amazing. she's going to start videos in the near future of her stories of self harm, eating disorder, trauma, loss, bullying and more...she helped me. shes really nice. she gave me great advice & her stories are soo helpful..they're sad but powerful. she's a great help. just check her out. she also talks about stuff on stickam (Juliet Thomason) her videos are up go check her channel out julietthomason. love her!
im anna and im 12 years old. I cut. Its about everything in my life! i want to tell someone i know but im scared. if i got to the hostpital i wonder if i could see my mom. its horible ppl try not to cut its hard to stop......
Tbh I thought it'd be more than 1%. there are so many people I know who have done it (including me) and it's horrible, it ruins your life and once you start it is so hard to stop. Then may come the time you go so deep you are begging for it to stop. Self injury is a horrible thing, don't ever start. I beg of you
I just got over being a self harmer and I not long start I have now 5 red gashes on my leg and 7 on my arm :( I told my mum last night why I did it and when and with what (a pair of scissors & scratched my arm with my nails) and I cried for up to half an hour in anger and pain saying sorry to my mum millions of times D:
Sorry, if you don't have the balls to handle your own life, you don't deserve all this recognition. Self-injury just means you're too much of a pussy to face your problems head on. Believe me, I understand that some people are abused (if so, get a grip and tell someone), but most kids I know that cut, do it because they just can't face reality on a daily basis. Take initiative of your life and enjoy what there is to enjoy.
you havent had that much shit in your life have you?? i'm not a self harmer... but i know some of the shit they have to go through.... take proper time and talk to a self harmer... and listen to some of the shit that goes on in their lives.. you're actually one of those people that make self harmers do the stuff that they do ... hmm
@ftwfucktheworld1 No you dont. it becomes an addiction we can't control. You lose the high and it's an itch inside you. I wish I had never ever started.
I cut about 3 days ago i watches the blood and it helped me but i wanna stop and im trying dnt start cuttin its hard to stop i regret making the first cut....and one time i was so depressed tht i wanted to kill myself but tht was a long time ago....but suicide and cuttin arent good dnt start and if u do cut try an stop
@ftwfucktheworld1 dont ever say you want to start cutting. its a curse. we dont do it for attentuin, we do it because its the only way to cope. and if you really have to ask someone how to cut yourself youre a dumb ass
i know you will think i am cazy. today i just break my 3- month clean record of no cutting, but i feel good. i dont have to fight against the voice telling me i am always doomed. i know cutting is not right, i knowtomorrow i will regret i have made these cuts, but at least at this moment, i can breathe again. i am so tired of lying to myself .i am sorry for my friends who try to help me quit cutting, but i figure if i dont tell them what i have done, they wont get hurt.
can you guys please look on my videos about my slit wrist story, i have 3 parts, making a 4th part soon.. im trying to help others stop cutting! so please comment, or message me about it.. i want my story to get across to people like me. so like this comment so others can see it, thankyou! <3
i am looking into this issue, as a self harmer, and have posted as a response some of the results and responses i have had to a questionnaire about it, answered by people who do and don't self harm. the results are very interesting and defy stereotypes. please help answer the questionnaire or have a look at the findings and my feelings/experiences with this issue
I am not a professional psychiatrist or counsellor, but I would like everyone here to know that they can message or email or tweet me if you ever need to talk.
If you feel like self-harming or are thinking about suicide and need someone to talk to, I'm listening.
It's harder over the internet but I want to help in any way I can.
Know that you are not alone. I'm here and there are others out there too.
Im crying this isnt a joke that really told me something there that proves that there are sick people out there and people who get hurt by these sick people
i can cry for this girl cause i know exactly how it feels.........and to those who still do it: i love you all and i went through it and i know how it feels......be strong :)
I wrote a song about my friend that was cutting called Brea’s song. To see me perform it live copy or type (mason Bellamy Cedarville) in Youtube’s search window (I can’t post a link). THANKS!
~~PLEASE spread the word if you like it (Facebook, Twitter, ECT)! I want hurting kids to know their value and see it!~~ “YOU ARE A DIAMOND YOU’RE NO LONGER COAL”
My friend struggled with this as well. I wrote a tribute song that you might like. Type or copy >>>Brea's song lift cedarville university<<< in youtube search above and watch me perform it at Cedarville University. I hope you like it and realize "you are a beautiful soul"!! PLEASE promote so many others get a chance to hear it. Thanks so much!
To those who self-injure, please know: you are loved. I promise you, someone loves you. Please know that you are strong enough to pull through this. You don't need to understand why you've cut or why you are cutting, but know that you will survive. You don't need to be the victim. You are beautiful, strong, and loved. Please know that.
Ive been abbused, raped, bullied, thrown out at 13, noone in my faminly cares about me anymore. why live? as i type, ive got blood gushing down my arms, onto my keyboard, just waiting for my overdose to kick in. after tonite i'll never live. To the one person i love, Aeryk, i love you more than anything, im sorry i couldnt make you happy.........
@TheKandyBat Hello. This is amourprincess's mom. I've been going through all of her stuff on the computer, finding all of her friends emails and such, telling them the news. But I found her, unconsious on the floor the other day. It was almost too late. She is seriously ill and is now in a mental hospital. They have no choice but to put her there, but she is ok.
@TheKandyBat Well if you don't believe that a person can be so depressed that they attempt suicide, then you should be put in a mental hospital. My god damn daughter is in the damn hospital and you don't want to believe the truth. Now that I am trying to show some love to the daughter that I abbandoned when she was 3, there are people who won't believe you. If you won't believe the truth, then why did you even reply to her? IF you don't believe me, email some of her friends that she has.
@amourprincess Can I have some of her friends Emails? I'm not trying to sound like a bitch or a troll or anything, but I honestly find that hard to believe...
@amourprincess If you "Loved" her so much, why did you abandon her? Again, I'm not trying to sound mean but I find it all hard to believe. Most people don't really use emails anymore either, mostly just their cell phones... And if you truly loved her, you wouldn't care what anyone else said, and you wouldn't be flipping out like this. I honestly think, you might be looking for attention because of the stuff that has happened to you. Sorry to say, but it's what I think. =/
A lot of the comments on this video are from people who self injure, and they mention what makes them sad. Let's differentiate though. You are sad because these things happen, so you make the conscious decision to hurt yourself.
It is your prerogative, but lets all take responsibility for our decisions. No one made you cut yourself but you.
To any one that self harms message me or email me @ dusboy@yahoo.com i would like to help in any way i can, i know what your going though, i have cut my self, i have tried killing my self, but think what would tomarrow be like if you were not there think about the people who would miss you
i know what most of you are going thro i two was rushed into hospital but i got there just in time the scars they leave kill me everyday i tryed to stop its more adictive than tabaco.
i dont cut with anything other than a mechanical pencil. My bf told me to stop but im kind of wanting to do it just cuz its intertaining to me. Idk. I mean yeah i have a very emotional life right now... n i can hardly take it. but ive only done it on my wrists. My friend told me that cutting with a blade burns. Idk bout glass though but im afraid that if the first time i try it, I'll bleed to death. But if i dont do it im sirrious im guna attempt suicide once again and this time itll happen.....
@blobstuff24 even though i don't know you, i hope you DON'T attempt suicide. i've been there before, and i've had friends commit suicide before. it's really sad. wanna talk?
I would love that, can I bring a cam cordor? If my grandfather hadn't told me this is enough I wouldnt stopped (Well I dont think I have stopped yet bewcause I keep having thoughts of doing it again...
seriously though, if a guy is ignorant enough to call you that, what is he worth? is he worth your tears or feelings? believe me, you deserve SO much more.
I did kick him, in the balls. One time I was going to kick him because he laughed at me for accidently breaking my eye plugs (2 listen 2 music) and when he stood up to talk to his ex gf and I went over, lifted my foot to kick him, he grabs it out of like no where, and fliped on on to the ground, and I swore I thought he had broken my back... thats how much pain I was in! I couldn't walk... sit.. or stand right for 4 weeks!
This story is SO similar to mine. I was molested for years by my uncle, since i was 6. He used to babysit me. I started cutting when i was 14. Then, i felt as if cutting wasnt enough, i needed to separate myself from reality, i started drinking and taking pills along with the cutting. But as ridiculous as it sounds, BVB helped me get through it, they helped me find strength in myself.
You are obviously a very caring person to put up a video like this. My parents once found me lying face down in a pool of my own blood... wrists slashed, everywhere else cut up. My dad threatened to cut me himself and my mom called me a freak. I wish everyone were as caring as you.
i'd cut myself everyday. my parents never fed me, my sister would abuse me, and my "friends" would burn me every chance they got. now, i have a husband and a lovely daugther. but, cause of my dark life in the past, i can't trust myself alone anymore. alex and terry are worried. i would rather cut myself to death than have them find out about my dark history. now my parents, and all my so called friends are died. why do i still feel the pain they inflicted on me years ago? someone stop this pain.
I agree with Megacious, but in a slightly more sympathetic fashion. Feeling forced to resort to the comfort of a blade is a clear sign that something is not in working order in the mind. Just like a physical illness, mental illness requires immediate treatment. So if you suffer from OCD, Bipolar, Depression, or whatever it is that makes you feel trapped, please seek therapy. A life without SH is so much more rewarding.
This video touched me. I've lost so many friends to self harm. People know what i do, but as long as they don't see it, they can pretend it's not there.To all the people who think this is an attention seeking act,it's not. If we wanted attention we would stand in the streets screaming and cutting in front of everyone. We don't. We hide it. We suffer in silence. And people die cos they can't ask for help cos you will call them attention seekers.Think before you speak and listen before you judge.
People call me emo. :( I cut. Dude. My parents hate me. They dont even gimme dinner they dont care about my grades. I tell them what happened at school they just laugh at me and call me mean names.
@MegaciousDeth, I dont know what to say to that comment. I dont think you intentionally causing offence, therefor I feel you merely worded your thoughts wrongly or thought mistakenly wrong. Yes, depression is an unstable mind, I would however, point blank, as you did, on a video of this sort, say mentally sick. I agree with your advice. Try being a little more... aware of other people. Especially, as many, of us 'mentally sick' are sensitive.
Thanks, in advance, for your future consideration.
And also, I am not emo, I do not dye my hair black and wear extremely dark makeup, I don't wear all black clothing and what not. Actually I'm a really happy girl most of the time. I'm outgoing and I love to laugh but when I'm alone or just sometimes and for no reason at all I go into depressions and that's when the thoughts come and I end up cutting.
One day I was so sad and mad at myself that in a fury I grabbed the pin and did it the first time. Swore I'd never do it again. And then, I got depressed, cut again... And then yesterday I was disappointed in myself.. So I cut. And now, I have realized all my empty promises before and I'm not letting it happen again. 3 times is already too much, I understand how addicting it is once you start.
@PIXIEGIRL12341 No, people who do this have to be mentally sick. A cry for help? How ridiculous, that makes no sense at all. Unless all you want is attention, that's a different case (of stupidity, not illness)
@philschafferfanclub You're a fucking douchebag. Seriously, why are you watching video's on self harm in the first place? Kinda stupid on your behalf lol. Idiot.
That's really sweet that u guys are trying to help really. But before you offer it, we have to knw weather Orr not we are ready to take such another big step.
i actually believed that until it said she cut herself with a piece of his broken bottle then it just messed up the whole thing and yeah.. not very good at the old stories
I'm deciding what I should do , I've never cut before...I don't want to. But I need something that gives you the same feeling, the feeling that makes everything better. I'm slightly autistic, my friends are third-wheeling me,my family always yells, it's all to much for me to handle.what should I do? I really need comments. PLEASE HELP!
@KeshaKraze Don't. I regret the first time I cut myself. Every day. Now that I've started, I can't stop. It really is an addiction. Paint, write, snap rubberbands on your arms. But don't give in to self harm, because it won't let you go. I will have these scars on my body for the rest of my life. Learn from my mistake.
ugh my friend cuts herself she showed me this star shaped cut and she tells me she sometimes blames the cat when her moms sees it im a little emo nut more tomboy same as here but when she shows me that i just wanna get away from her but still shes my friend i know i should help her it just creeps me out
I self-harmed for 3 years, I started when I was 11 and stopped when I was 14 when I was put into a psychiatric hospital for 10 months. I have schizoaffective disorder and I just want everyone who doesn't already know that everyone self injures for different reasons, some reasons may be extremely similar but there is always a small or big difference. From what I know and have heard some to it to take their mind of the emotional pain, some do it for a sense of relief etc not everyone is an emo.
I wish i knew why i did it, And i wish i could find a better way. My life really isn't even that bad, I just feel miserable, heartbroken and hopless. I have never been beated or molested, But i still feel the need to do it, i wish i could figure it out, It's stupid really, It doesnt actually FIX anything, And theres nothing that could really happen to be that bad for someone to have the desire to harm theirself, But i still do it, Idk why, I guess im not strong enough, Im selfish. \';
@Lianne3235 i don't do it for attention , not at alll, no one even knows and i feel like someday they will find out, and look down on me or judge me, i dont know what to do. \;
@aljforever01 self harming doesn't mean you're weak or selfish. maybe it's because you haven't found a healthier way of expressing whatever you feel. are there any particular emotions/things that drive you to do it? you don't have to have something happen to you to make you self harm. sometimes, there isn't an obvious cause.
if you need someone to talk to, i'm here, cuz i know how you feel (and i'm not just saying that)
right this is messed up but see whan i cut i get so annoyed with myself because i dont have the guts to cut deeper... does anyone else feel this way...?
@mccder, I also feel like that! I feel like I'm a whimp because I don't go deep, then I get angry with myself, and THEN I get it deep cause I'm angry.. but when I do go too deep I get scared, then I just get angry with myself for being scared. Then I do it again. It's just a circle of actions..
That's a sad story... She had shit friends. If my friend did anything to harm them self I would help her.
arianachicka123 12 hours ago
It's funny ( not really ) how people who self harm think everybody would judge them, or not care, or be angry with them, when in reality, many people would try to help them, be their shoulder to cry on, their friend to talk to, their hope.
xaadgh1 1 week ago
Wow, watching this gave me fresh hope:L.
TheAwesomeOne1997 1 week ago
I cut myself to alot:/
snookie4348 1 week ago
I was abused by my father.. He used to beat me with his fist and by the end of the day I had at least 5 bruises on my body
SweetXbunnyMSP 2 weeks ago
@SweetXbunnyMSP Hey it`s Rain Blue just to say you shouldn`t be bragging just saying I don`t think anybody really cares :/ It`s YouTube there here for the video not your life story sweetie :) XOXO- RAIN BLUE :) THAT EMO CHICK :) BISSHES GET STITCHES :)
TheEmoChick000 5 days ago
My friend cut her wrists. I noticed in drama and asked her about it. She said she was fine. I thought she just wanted attention so i ignored it cos tbh she pretty and popular. Now iv started i can understand her and that all the small things just add up and u cant ignor them so u flip. I feel soooo bad for judging her like that. I should have helped... :'(((
SuperUltraDeltaTron 2 weeks ago
@SuperUltraDeltaTron Hey it`s Rain Blue just to say dont feel bad sweetie you didnt know how she felt but now you do the past was the past now its present :) I can relate but my story is way to personal sorry you can friend me though I give aadvicce to anyone who needs it :) feel free to ask for it :) well I gotta go :) XOXO- RAIN BLUE :) THAT EMO CHICK :) BISSHES GET STITCHES :)
TheEmoChick000 5 days ago
That was inspirational! im so sorry.
ToWriteHerLove 3 weeks ago
thats probably how my 'best friend' would react
blueyorrabbit 3 weeks ago
if i knew her i would be bffs with her
hannahmoonlite 3 weeks ago
Sometimes people start cutting because their situation is impossible, and they want to control at least SOME of the pain. But then eventually it becomes SO hard to control the selfharm. It trying for some control you lose it.
creativewriter1000 3 weeks ago
@creativewriter1000 Hey it`s Rain Blue you should friend me and thats so true thats what happened to me and I`m still battling with it today my story is to personal and the only person I`ve told is my amazing beautiful sister who has helped me alot XOXO-RAIN BLUE :) BISSHES GET STITCHES :)
TheEmoChick000 5 days ago
@Lichtenhammer Thats like telling someone to stop bleeding after you stab them. You ignorant brat.
lotrrules3434 1 month ago
@rellalita93 You're just plain retarded.
lotrrules3434 1 month ago
Maybe people don't understand at all what's self injury, when some person says "All the people who cut them selfs are emo" I inmediatly reply "That's not true, some people is self injury, they don't want attention, they only want dissapear the sentimental pain with physical pain, you don't know how much a person is suffering as to do that" I always try that people don't get confused, self injury is not 'cuz want attention or compassion, is a "help me" scream, but completly in silence....
aikohiwatari00 1 month ago
I hate those people who are cold hearted. Some people solve problems well but not always. Self-harmers should be helped with love not being to suck it up. It makes me sick! Dumbass low lives you guys should be ashamed of your lack of compassion towards people especially those in desperate help.
jcblazing06 2 months ago
I started cutting in high school, and stopped my first year of college.only 2 people knew, I hid it from everyone including my family. my mother thought i wore mid length sleeves because i was self conscious of arm fat and never wore shorts cuz I didnt like a birthmark on my thigh. This video made me cry,I realized how close I really came to my end. I dont want to die. I still want to cut sometimes, but I know I will get caught.... pretty sad how that is the only thing that stops me sometimes.
plumbdamaged 2 months ago
I cut..
OnlyKickNuts88 2 months ago
Breaks my heart. ;'(
CadenCohenTV 2 months ago
@rellalita93 how hav I replied to ur stupid comments twice on 2 different self harm videos? Do u just come on tube to try and fight or something?
Odact 2 months ago
get over yourselves.. harming yourself is just plain stupid
rellalita93 2 months ago
i have resently started cutting my self, i have no resons but feeling alone and sad... how do you stop befoe its too late?
juliankickass97 2 months ago
@juliankickass97 Put the blade away and relax. Take a bath, go for a walk, talk to someone or whatever just please don't cut ='/ At the start you think it'll be easy to quit but trust me, I can't spend a day without thinking about that blade...
RandomRamenSaviours 1 month ago
@RandomRamenSaviours i thank you for this advice
juliankickass97 1 month ago
@juliankickass97 You're very welcome and good luck =)
RandomRamenSaviours 1 month ago
its not about being emo its about a way to cope and alot of ppl just dont know how it is not the way to go and hard as hell to stop i started cutting as a teen am now 22 and have been clean a month an everyday is a struggle not to relasp agin unless you been there you cannot understand
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kbmoka 2 months ago
@TheCam1llaMus1c Oh, Boohoo, I'm being bullied, my daddy scolded/spanked/raped me, I'm never going to lose weight, etc. You people make me sick.
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@Lichtenhammer Why do you say such things? Does it make you feel better about yourself? Do you have no compassion for others who are struggling and in pain? If this is how you treat people, then maybe you are worse off than the people you are making fun of.
Oh, I have another question for you. Do you spend all your time surfing youtube and finding videos just so you can cause fights? If so, that is really sad.
kbmoka 2 months ago 2
About 90% of self-injurers are teenage attention-whores. Shut your yapping, gits, because it's true!
Lichtenhammer 2 months ago
@Lichtenhammer I do not know how to respond to this, in some ways i agree, in others i don't.
ladeeh1701 2 months ago
@ladeeh1701 What is it you'd like to disagree on?
Lichtenhammer 2 months ago
@Lichtenhammer Well i believe that a lot of people do it because of there is too much stress in their life, and in some cases it can be linked to a mental illness. So i agree that SOME people do it for attention but not as much as 90% :)
ladeeh1701 2 months ago
@Lichtenhammer then why do they try so hard to hide it??? I have only met ONE cutter who did it because she thought it was cool and that it would get her more attention. I have met MANY cutters and ex cutters, and she is the ONLY one who didnt spend every second worried about who might see the scars or the fresh cuts.
plumbdamaged 2 months ago
nice<3
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I've recovered from self-harming and it's not easy...I understand. I'm willing to talk to anyone that needs/wants help. All you need to do is message me...I make no judgments. We're all human and no one...No one deserves to go through such pain.
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folllow sunsetjuliett or juliet thomason on twitter she's absolutely amazing. she's going to start videos in the near future of her stories of self harm, eating disorder, trauma, loss, bullying and more...she helped me. shes really nice. she gave me great advice & her stories are soo helpful..they're sad but powerful. she's a great help. just check her out. she also talks about stuff on stickam (Juliet Thomason) her videos are up go check her channel out julietthomason. love her!
thedagonfly1989 3 months ago
im anna and im 12 years old. I cut. Its about everything in my life! i want to tell someone i know but im scared. if i got to the hostpital i wonder if i could see my mom. its horible ppl try not to cut its hard to stop......
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If anyone feels they are worth nothing, they are tired of living, cutting, being bullied etc and need to talk to someone, txt me at 905-995-7850
15iloveyaoi 3 months ago
Tbh I thought it'd be more than 1%. there are so many people I know who have done it (including me) and it's horrible, it ruins your life and once you start it is so hard to stop. Then may come the time you go so deep you are begging for it to stop. Self injury is a horrible thing, don't ever start. I beg of you
bellatrixlovett114 3 months ago
@purplepineapple you must have a problem!!!
I just got over being a self harmer and I not long start I have now 5 red gashes on my leg and 7 on my arm :( I told my mum last night why I did it and when and with what (a pair of scissors & scratched my arm with my nails) and I cried for up to half an hour in anger and pain saying sorry to my mum millions of times D:
101nazza 3 months ago
@101nazza Aww <3 What did she say back?
IMMAEDEDDNEDDY 3 months ago
Why does this trigger me, WHY? I'm so fucked up.
aretartedbird 3 months ago
@aretartedbird It triggered me to, im so messed up...
JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER 3 months ago
@purplepineapple311
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
...wow.
heaviiheartsyou 3 months ago
Sorry, if you don't have the balls to handle your own life, you don't deserve all this recognition. Self-injury just means you're too much of a pussy to face your problems head on. Believe me, I understand that some people are abused (if so, get a grip and tell someone), but most kids I know that cut, do it because they just can't face reality on a daily basis. Take initiative of your life and enjoy what there is to enjoy.
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rellalita93 3 months ago
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you havent had that much shit in your life have you?? i'm not a self harmer... but i know some of the shit they have to go through.... take proper time and talk to a self harmer... and listen to some of the shit that goes on in their lives.. you're actually one of those people that make self harmers do the stuff that they do ... hmm
rellalita93 3 months ago
@purplepineapple311 But for some there is nothing to enjoy. Their lives too broken down and horrid to accept it
IMMAEDEDDNEDDY 3 months ago
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Lullabygurl77 3 months ago
@thesmilebeforeyoudie this may seem completely irrelevant, but I love your screen name! :) -3
jkseiden 4 months ago
Im never tellin...thats going to the grave with me..
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@ftwfucktheworld1 No you dont. it becomes an addiction we can't control. You lose the high and it's an itch inside you. I wish I had never ever started.
xsasukesxloverx 4 months ago
I cut about 3 days ago i watches the blood and it helped me but i wanna stop and im trying dnt start cuttin its hard to stop i regret making the first cut....and one time i was so depressed tht i wanted to kill myself but tht was a long time ago....but suicide and cuttin arent good dnt start and if u do cut try an stop
XxBrokenfaithXx 4 months ago
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EveryOneEatsSkittles 4 months ago
@ftwfucktheworld1 dont ever say you want to start cutting. its a curse. we dont do it for attentuin, we do it because its the only way to cope. and if you really have to ask someone how to cut yourself youre a dumb ass
Amazinganna97 4 months ago
wow a woping 1%...........
thewishtofly 5 months ago
@thewishtofly well do you want there to be MORE ?! >.>
aeLOVESnsn 4 months ago
Thank you,so much. My name is deedeebug patton on facebook plz looke up.
saltygoal 5 months ago
i know you will think i am cazy. today i just break my 3- month clean record of no cutting, but i feel good. i dont have to fight against the voice telling me i am always doomed. i know cutting is not right, i knowtomorrow i will regret i have made these cuts, but at least at this moment, i can breathe again. i am so tired of lying to myself .i am sorry for my friends who try to help me quit cutting, but i figure if i dont tell them what i have done, they wont get hurt.
sombrasangreviento 5 months ago
Omg! I used to self harm then I stpped and I began agin I had cut mi self with a razor tht I had to get 17 stitches!!
MrBatmann009 5 months ago
this video is amazing...struggling with this illness myself...this video lets others know they're not alone...and people DO care. <3
BrookeAnnIsAlive 5 months ago
Eventually one day the cutting stops...but ur heart never stops hurting
eyeriz87 5 months ago
So, help.
I started cutting because it helped, right?
But what happens when you lose the high?
And you do it.. Just because you NEED to but it doesn't even feel good anymore..?
cutie256454 5 months ago 36
@cutie256454 thank you for putting that into words... xx
thesmilebeforeyoudie 5 months ago
@cutie256454 then u stop(:
and get help, get better and start enjoying life again, ive been there, and ive gone about 6 months without cutting, and soon getting of my meds too(:
u can do that too, i wont say its easy, but everything has an end, even depression
deandro985 4 months ago
@cutie256454 Get help. That's all I can say. I have. And it helps... A little. You'll be ok. But you need help. We all do.
ashleighallan1 3 months ago
@cutie256454 im recovering email me
weregonnahaveababy@yahoo.com
cottoncandymusic94 3 months ago
@cutie256454 i cut myself becuase i poor liquid cocaune in the woond and it gets me hight
5153john 2 months ago
Her story is really sad but her story is saving other kids lives. She was put here for a reason and it is being noticed.
StingRayRed1 5 months ago
stupid fucks smoke weed, dont cut yourself its alot better. emo kids are gay
lolcake9559 5 months ago
@lolcake9559
You're an idiot. You just completely missed the point of the video. You're the kind of person who could drive someone to self-harm.
sherlockfan16 5 months ago 8
@lolcake9559 Go fuck your mum, you absolute inconsiderate wanker.
iLoveU12397 5 months ago
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can you guys please look on my videos about my slit wrist story, i have 3 parts, making a 4th part soon.. im trying to help others stop cutting! so please comment, or message me about it.. i want my story to get across to people like me. so like this comment so others can see it, thankyou! <3
23AllTimeLow23 5 months ago
i am looking into this issue, as a self harmer, and have posted as a response some of the results and responses i have had to a questionnaire about it, answered by people who do and don't self harm. the results are very interesting and defy stereotypes. please help answer the questionnaire or have a look at the findings and my feelings/experiences with this issue
DarkenedFalling 5 months ago
Wow looking at these comments i'm realising some people are really sick. ¬_¬
TheIndieStars 6 months ago
I am not a professional psychiatrist or counsellor, but I would like everyone here to know that they can message or email or tweet me if you ever need to talk.
If you feel like self-harming or are thinking about suicide and need someone to talk to, I'm listening.
It's harder over the internet but I want to help in any way I can.
Know that you are not alone. I'm here and there are others out there too.
kokoroohanashimasu 6 months ago
No matter how many people say I'm not alone, Not one person, online or actually in my life has took me and said "I will help you to stop bleeding"
cutie256454 6 months ago
Im crying this isnt a joke that really told me something there that proves that there are sick people out there and people who get hurt by these sick people
BALISONGLOVER42 6 months ago
i can cry for this girl cause i know exactly how it feels.........and to those who still do it: i love you all and i went through it and i know how it feels......be strong :)
marianastrenchluvr23 6 months ago
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I wrote a song about my friend that was cutting called Brea’s song. To see me perform it live copy or type (mason Bellamy Cedarville) in Youtube’s search window (I can’t post a link). THANKS!
~~PLEASE spread the word if you like it (Facebook, Twitter, ECT)! I want hurting kids to know their value and see it!~~ “YOU ARE A DIAMOND YOU’RE NO LONGER COAL”
mysoteria7 6 months ago
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:(( have major urges I hate myself, my life everything what is the fucking point.
DeppressedKierax 6 months ago
@girlygirl9393 no its not true! Not everyone is loved some people have to go thru loge thinking they r loved !
globsat100 6 months ago
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My friend struggled with this as well. I wrote a tribute song that you might like. Type or copy >>>Brea's song lift cedarville university<<< in youtube search above and watch me perform it at Cedarville University. I hope you like it and realize "you are a beautiful soul"!! PLEASE promote so many others get a chance to hear it. Thanks so much!
mysoteria7 6 months ago
To those who self-injure, please know: you are loved. I promise you, someone loves you. Please know that you are strong enough to pull through this. You don't need to understand why you've cut or why you are cutting, but know that you will survive. You don't need to be the victim. You are beautiful, strong, and loved. Please know that.
girlygirl9393 7 months ago
this is one of the best things i have ever seen. i am sick of people calling cutters "emo". a joke is funny, calling someone emo is not !
DanniAmazin 7 months ago
you know what else releases endorphins? good old exercise! you cutters should try that instead of feeling sorry for yourselves!
philschafferfanclub 7 months ago
Ive been abbused, raped, bullied, thrown out at 13, noone in my faminly cares about me anymore. why live? as i type, ive got blood gushing down my arms, onto my keyboard, just waiting for my overdose to kick in. after tonite i'll never live. To the one person i love, Aeryk, i love you more than anything, im sorry i couldnt make you happy.........
amourprincess 7 months ago
@amourprincess Oh god. There are other ways I promise you. Never thought I'd say this, but please PLEASE be a troll...
TheKandyBat 7 months ago
@TheKandyBat Hello. This is amourprincess's mom. I've been going through all of her stuff on the computer, finding all of her friends emails and such, telling them the news. But I found her, unconsious on the floor the other day. It was almost too late. She is seriously ill and is now in a mental hospital. They have no choice but to put her there, but she is ok.
amourprincess 7 months ago
@amourprincess And yet I don't believe you...
TheKandyBat 7 months ago
@TheKandyBat Well if you don't believe that a person can be so depressed that they attempt suicide, then you should be put in a mental hospital. My god damn daughter is in the damn hospital and you don't want to believe the truth. Now that I am trying to show some love to the daughter that I abbandoned when she was 3, there are people who won't believe you. If you won't believe the truth, then why did you even reply to her? IF you don't believe me, email some of her friends that she has.
amourprincess 7 months ago
@amourprincess Can I have some of her friends Emails? I'm not trying to sound like a bitch or a troll or anything, but I honestly find that hard to believe...
BrittanyBooze 7 months ago
@amourprincess If you "Loved" her so much, why did you abandon her? Again, I'm not trying to sound mean but I find it all hard to believe. Most people don't really use emails anymore either, mostly just their cell phones... And if you truly loved her, you wouldn't care what anyone else said, and you wouldn't be flipping out like this. I honestly think, you might be looking for attention because of the stuff that has happened to you. Sorry to say, but it's what I think. =/
BrittanyBooze 7 months ago
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@TheKandyBat That's not your call to make.
Somethingproductable 2 months ago
A lot of the comments on this video are from people who self injure, and they mention what makes them sad. Let's differentiate though. You are sad because these things happen, so you make the conscious decision to hurt yourself.
It is your prerogative, but lets all take responsibility for our decisions. No one made you cut yourself but you.
lilwave123 7 months ago
I cut myself every day. And i am only 13
My friends found out and tolled the whole school.
I was molested 4 times by my step brothers friend.
Everyday bullied at school.
No wonder why I cut.
The blade is my friend...
MJforever245 7 months ago
Started at 14 && stopped at 15 <3 yew can do it if yew try
knivesandpens12 7 months ago
To any one that self harms message me or email me @ dusboy@yahoo.com i would like to help in any way i can, i know what your going though, i have cut my self, i have tried killing my self, but think what would tomarrow be like if you were not there think about the people who would miss you
flamingnutsaxs 8 months ago
i know what most of you are going thro i two was rushed into hospital but i got there just in time the scars they leave kill me everyday i tryed to stop its more adictive than tabaco.
ilovemychemicalromce 8 months ago
nice closest friend she has..desertinq her and labelinq? wao. wadda bitchh. id soo kickk her ass. thumbs upp iff you aqree.
TheKikyo1234 8 months ago
This was very sad...but WTF about the Gellete Razor commercial playing right beside it?
AoiAiAlateaLynx 8 months ago
@AoiAiAlateaLynx yeah, i noticed that. kinda ironic :S
Naruya23 8 months ago
i dont cut with anything other than a mechanical pencil. My bf told me to stop but im kind of wanting to do it just cuz its intertaining to me. Idk. I mean yeah i have a very emotional life right now... n i can hardly take it. but ive only done it on my wrists. My friend told me that cutting with a blade burns. Idk bout glass though but im afraid that if the first time i try it, I'll bleed to death. But if i dont do it im sirrious im guna attempt suicide once again and this time itll happen.....
blobstuff24 8 months ago
@blobstuff24 even though i don't know you, i hope you DON'T attempt suicide. i've been there before, and i've had friends commit suicide before. it's really sad. wanna talk?
Naruya23 8 months ago
I cut for 4 years if anyone needs help or just someone to talk about it message me :)
XXXGirFanXXX 8 months ago
My "crush" called me a emo nazi today..... :( I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE Im fucing crying right now god damnit :'(
candkatie11 8 months ago
@candkatie11 wow, your crush is an insensitive asshole. can i kick his ass, please??
Naruya23 8 months ago
@Naruya23
I would love that, can I bring a cam cordor? If my grandfather hadn't told me this is enough I wouldnt stopped (Well I dont think I have stopped yet bewcause I keep having thoughts of doing it again...
candkatie11 8 months ago
@candkatie11 yeah, bring the cam corder.
seriously though, if a guy is ignorant enough to call you that, what is he worth? is he worth your tears or feelings? believe me, you deserve SO much more.
i still wanna kick his ass, though
Naruya23 8 months ago
@Naruya23
Ikr.... Im not sure if he was joking or not but it was a painful joke and I almost kicked him in his balls thr last day of school, it was so tempting
candkatie11 8 months ago
@candkatie11 even if it was a joke, it was one in bad taste, and if you kicked him, he deserves it :P
Naruya23 8 months ago
@Naruya23
I did kick him, in the balls. One time I was going to kick him because he laughed at me for accidently breaking my eye plugs (2 listen 2 music) and when he stood up to talk to his ex gf and I went over, lifted my foot to kick him, he grabs it out of like no where, and fliped on on to the ground, and I swore I thought he had broken my back... thats how much pain I was in! I couldn't walk... sit.. or stand right for 4 weeks!
candkatie11 8 months ago
@candkatie11 wow, what a supreme IDIOT!! >:(
Naruya23 8 months ago
@aljforever i am in the same boat as you i dont know why i do it, nothing THAT bad has happened to me, i just do it
kezgravy 8 months ago
This story is SO similar to mine. I was molested for years by my uncle, since i was 6. He used to babysit me. I started cutting when i was 14. Then, i felt as if cutting wasnt enough, i needed to separate myself from reality, i started drinking and taking pills along with the cutting. But as ridiculous as it sounds, BVB helped me get through it, they helped me find strength in myself.
Judge me all you want
AHHbianca 8 months ago
@AHHbianca not judging you in the slightest, we're, in some aspects, in the same boat. and BVB rules :D
Naruya23 8 months ago
You are obviously a very caring person to put up a video like this. My parents once found me lying face down in a pool of my own blood... wrists slashed, everywhere else cut up. My dad threatened to cut me himself and my mom called me a freak. I wish everyone were as caring as you.
SuicidalSweetheart77 8 months ago
Don't be pissed at my last comment I know what its like to self harm and a agen you shud just resort to punching walls...
zAnTic0 8 months ago
wow so sad
TheFungirl27 8 months ago
Tumbs up if ur a teen... don't do it for attention do it if you need to... better yet just punch the walls its ezer
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ooomeepooo 8 months ago
i'd cut myself everyday. my parents never fed me, my sister would abuse me, and my "friends" would burn me every chance they got. now, i have a husband and a lovely daugther. but, cause of my dark life in the past, i can't trust myself alone anymore. alex and terry are worried. i would rather cut myself to death than have them find out about my dark history. now my parents, and all my so called friends are died. why do i still feel the pain they inflicted on me years ago? someone stop this pain.
Halfdemonly 8 months ago
I agree with Megacious, but in a slightly more sympathetic fashion. Feeling forced to resort to the comfort of a blade is a clear sign that something is not in working order in the mind. Just like a physical illness, mental illness requires immediate treatment. So if you suffer from OCD, Bipolar, Depression, or whatever it is that makes you feel trapped, please seek therapy. A life without SH is so much more rewarding.
AutumnsMonologue8 8 months ago
This video is exactly right to me I hate it when r judged because we feel pain so bad we only have one way to release it...
Mickeymouselover777 8 months ago
This video touched me. I've lost so many friends to self harm. People know what i do, but as long as they don't see it, they can pretend it's not there.To all the people who think this is an attention seeking act,it's not. If we wanted attention we would stand in the streets screaming and cutting in front of everyone. We don't. We hide it. We suffer in silence. And people die cos they can't ask for help cos you will call them attention seekers.Think before you speak and listen before you judge.
Sueeymim 8 months ago
People call me emo. :( I cut. Dude. My parents hate me. They dont even gimme dinner they dont care about my grades. I tell them what happened at school they just laugh at me and call me mean names.
xLoveWithZombie 8 months ago
@xLoveWithZombie I feel you =\ same boat as you
JogaBonitofootball 8 months ago
I cut myself badly for years and I still think its funny.
pennydreadful357 9 months ago
@MegaciousDeth, I dont know what to say to that comment. I dont think you intentionally causing offence, therefor I feel you merely worded your thoughts wrongly or thought mistakenly wrong. Yes, depression is an unstable mind, I would however, point blank, as you did, on a video of this sort, say mentally sick. I agree with your advice. Try being a little more... aware of other people. Especially, as many, of us 'mentally sick' are sensitive.
Thanks, in advance, for your future consideration.
13BellatrixLestrange 9 months ago
@13BellatrixLestrange Wouldnt*****
13BellatrixLestrange 9 months ago
I hurt myself all the time. Punching, biting, cuting myself 8( Know one will ever know because I only do It on my legs or stomach.
bcount1 9 months ago
And also, I am not emo, I do not dye my hair black and wear extremely dark makeup, I don't wear all black clothing and what not. Actually I'm a really happy girl most of the time. I'm outgoing and I love to laugh but when I'm alone or just sometimes and for no reason at all I go into depressions and that's when the thoughts come and I end up cutting.
1997nutcracker 9 months ago
One day I was so sad and mad at myself that in a fury I grabbed the pin and did it the first time. Swore I'd never do it again. And then, I got depressed, cut again... And then yesterday I was disappointed in myself.. So I cut. And now, I have realized all my empty promises before and I'm not letting it happen again. 3 times is already too much, I understand how addicting it is once you start.
1997nutcracker 9 months ago
@PIXIEGIRL12341 No, people who do this have to be mentally sick. A cry for help? How ridiculous, that makes no sense at all. Unless all you want is attention, that's a different case (of stupidity, not illness)
MegaciousDeth 9 months ago
@SuperMrDwayne Dude, You're Awesome (:
See what i did just there? I feel loved now :)
SuperMrDwayne 9 months ago
i wonder... are there any statistics for canada?
JoshIsAL0ser 9 months ago
cutting is for the weak minded
philschafferfanclub 9 months ago
@philschafferfanclub That's bullshit! I'd like to see how you would react to some really traumatizing events that were out of your control asshole!
Beerlejuice 9 months ago
@philschafferfanclub You're a fucking douchebag. Seriously, why are you watching video's on self harm in the first place? Kinda stupid on your behalf lol. Idiot.
Lestrangerr 8 months ago
That's really sweet that u guys are trying to help really. But before you offer it, we have to knw weather Orr not we are ready to take such another big step.
TheWireless15 9 months ago
I feel sorry the mentally sick people who do this to their own body. Please, get some medical help.
MegaciousDeth 9 months ago
Please if you want help please talk to me I used to cut ans I know how it feels so please don't be afraid to talk to me. I want to help.
sportluvr00323 9 months ago
please all, do not cut. it solves nothing at all, and there are ways out of it. many people care, and you can avoid it.
mary28981 9 months ago
Thanks. I hope it works :)
KeshaKraze 9 months ago
i actually believed that until it said she cut herself with a piece of his broken bottle then it just messed up the whole thing and yeah.. not very good at the old stories
xxxdeirdrexxx12 9 months ago
I'm deciding what I should do , I've never cut before...I don't want to. But I need something that gives you the same feeling, the feeling that makes everything better. I'm slightly autistic, my friends are third-wheeling me,my family always yells, it's all to much for me to handle.what should I do? I really need comments. PLEASE HELP!
KeshaKraze 9 months ago
@KeshaKraze Don't. I regret the first time I cut myself. Every day. Now that I've started, I can't stop. It really is an addiction. Paint, write, snap rubberbands on your arms. But don't give in to self harm, because it won't let you go. I will have these scars on my body for the rest of my life. Learn from my mistake.
RachelMargaret66 6 months ago
ugh my friend cuts herself she showed me this star shaped cut and she tells me she sometimes blames the cat when her moms sees it im a little emo nut more tomboy same as here but when she shows me that i just wanna get away from her but still shes my friend i know i should help her it just creeps me out
Neonmoon25 9 months ago
is this true??
xokayla98xo 9 months ago
fucking hell you lot, lighten up a bit, watch spongebob squarepants or something
poorscoobydoo 10 months ago
@poorscoobydoo y are you even watchin this then?
Joliecrazy 10 months ago
@Joliecrazy because someone sent it me, this vid needs deleting
poorscoobydoo 9 months ago
@poorscoobydoo why? If you don't like it don't watch it again u stupid twat!
Joliecrazy 9 months ago
I self-harmed for 3 years, I started when I was 11 and stopped when I was 14 when I was put into a psychiatric hospital for 10 months. I have schizoaffective disorder and I just want everyone who doesn't already know that everyone self injures for different reasons, some reasons may be extremely similar but there is always a small or big difference. From what I know and have heard some to it to take their mind of the emotional pain, some do it for a sense of relief etc not everyone is an emo.
Joliecrazy 10 months ago
I wish i knew why i did it, And i wish i could find a better way. My life really isn't even that bad, I just feel miserable, heartbroken and hopless. I have never been beated or molested, But i still feel the need to do it, i wish i could figure it out, It's stupid really, It doesnt actually FIX anything, And theres nothing that could really happen to be that bad for someone to have the desire to harm theirself, But i still do it, Idk why, I guess im not strong enough, Im selfish. \';
aljforever01 10 months ago 23
@aljforever01 Don't think your selfish. I ffeel the same way you do. Your not selfish. If you dont do it for attetnion thatn your not selfish.
Lianne3235 9 months ago
@Lianne3235 i don't do it for attention , not at alll, no one even knows and i feel like someday they will find out, and look down on me or judge me, i dont know what to do. \;
aljforever01 9 months ago
@aljforever01 it'll be ok.... iv been without cutting for 9 weeks now... its so hard
lzbthrnn 9 months ago
@lzbthrnn I hate how i willl be okay for like 2 weeks, then 1 little thing will throw me off and i'l do it again.
aljforever01 9 months ago
@aljforever01 self harming doesn't mean you're weak or selfish. maybe it's because you haven't found a healthier way of expressing whatever you feel. are there any particular emotions/things that drive you to do it? you don't have to have something happen to you to make you self harm. sometimes, there isn't an obvious cause.
if you need someone to talk to, i'm here, cuz i know how you feel (and i'm not just saying that)
Naruya23 8 months ago
@aljforever01 well said. i feel the same way... :(
maisiejess123 8 months ago
@aljforever01
MAYBE YOUR JUST A MASOKIST ^.^ BDSM MY FRIEND DO UR RESEARCH THERE ARE ALOT OF PPL DAT GET WHAT YOU MEAN THERES LIGHT PLAY AND THERES HEAVY STUFF :0
tedex5 7 months ago
right this is messed up but see whan i cut i get so annoyed with myself because i dont have the guts to cut deeper... does anyone else feel this way...?
mccder 10 months ago
@mccder, I also feel like that! I feel like I'm a whimp because I don't go deep, then I get angry with myself, and THEN I get it deep cause I'm angry.. but when I do go too deep I get scared, then I just get angry with myself for being scared. Then I do it again. It's just a circle of actions..
XxiiBrokenAngelXx 10 months ago