GodsentHellraiser's webcam video December 27, 2011 "To Keep My Mind Off You" (FUCK! Version)

[XaleManix]

Who the GodsentHellraiser disliked this?

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix Pretty sure I know who, but it's fine xD Just means she got the jist of the song.

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser I guess so.

I absolutely adore your voice, man.

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix Thanks ton, man. Your comments always make me smile :3

I'm finally starting to open up and be less nervous about stuff.

Just gotta get some more listeners now xD

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser How was the big 25th of Dec for ya, man?

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix Great minus the recent heartbreak. How about yours?

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser Great, minus a recent heartbreak of my own.

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix Tis the season, huh?

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser Not quite... my mother passed away. Haven't really been with anyone for three years.

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix Aw. Dude. I'm so sorry. :[

Here for you if you need it.

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser Thanks, man. I've been sort of ignoring it as much as I can, because that's apparantly how my mind processes stuff like this. Usually it hits me about twenty minutes from now and I have a little while where I can't function outside of the sadness, but all in all, I feel like I'm handling it a lot better than I would have thought I would.

She died painlessly, and despite being a shock, I take some comfort in the fact that she didn't suffer.

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix At least there's that. Write her a song, man. Bet she'd love it. :]

Either way, you'll pull through, man. Faith.

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser I thought about that, then I remembered that I can't sing.

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix Do you really think she'd care?

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser Mom having been a vocalist, maybe.

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix Trust me, she wouldn't. It's what the song says and the emotion it carries. Everything else is secondary.

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser I did write something, but I never recorded it.

[GodsentHellraiser]

@XaleManix I'd love to hear it if you'd be so brave as to post :P

[XaleManix]

@GodsentHellraiser Maybe. I need to get new power for my Mixer and a not-rock-band microphone.

[brittanykenyon]

Love it, you're amazing babe. c:

[GodsentHellraiser]

@brittanykenyon Thank yooou :3