I have bpd although i relate to this i try not get sucked in by the music and images because i get stuck there!! dont no if this makes sense to anyone else but these videos really affect me there getting a hold of me rite now.
im sorry about your pain cause the sang alone says alot this is my fav song i have the cd in my room but that dosent matter we all ahve are problems and some are just more sever but we alone can get past any thing it this fucked up siciety
this was so sad i am crying that is always how i feel and yes i would cut and almost died from it i thought that was the way to get away i am afraid to be loved as well i really did cry this so reminds me of my life
The only person who was ever there for me was...still IS....is my dad. I love him soo much that I would sacrafice my life for him. He's the only one who is/was understanding, compassionate, loving. He is the one thing thats kept me from committing suicide. I still have suicidal thoughts....but I love him too much to kill myself.
This explains everything I went through during my childhood too. My mother was also very verbally abusive until I turned 15, about 5 monthes ago. I have soo many painful memories of when I was a little girl, and she was mean, verbally abusive, never there for me, and always angry at me. Her alcoholism made everything much worse during the times when she kept drinking, then getting ambulanced out of our home. The pain was soo much that, a few times, I had even attacked her.
well.....odds are it would never happen...but for every one time it does....there are 20 more kids who came close....and for every one of those......100 more had it cross there mind....don't ever bury your head in the sand.....love and talk to the children you bring into this world. hold them tight, as often as you can, no matter what their age. it's tough getting through the birth canal, they need help getting through their teens too.
lane you will always have all of me you are always in my thoughts i love you still
fraya5 1 year ago
I have bpd although i relate to this i try not get sucked in by the music and images because i get stuck there!! dont no if this makes sense to anyone else but these videos really affect me there getting a hold of me rite now.
dantheman80632 1 year ago
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lotten16 1 year ago
hey sis ....
you found the LORD...
Amen x
tinabiblio 1 year ago
im sorry about your pain cause the sang alone says alot this is my fav song i have the cd in my room but that dosent matter we all ahve are problems and some are just more sever but we alone can get past any thing it this fucked up siciety
shuneverything 2 years ago
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ifuckinghateyou12345 2 years ago
i know how you feel hun... i was in the SAME situation
porcelain100 2 years ago
very moving...
dkturf 2 years ago
this was so sad i am crying that is always how i feel and yes i would cut and almost died from it i thought that was the way to get away i am afraid to be loved as well i really did cry this so reminds me of my life
girlfucksdog 3 years ago 4
:( i almost cried
Apink420 3 years ago 2
The only person who was ever there for me was...still IS....is my dad. I love him soo much that I would sacrafice my life for him. He's the only one who is/was understanding, compassionate, loving. He is the one thing thats kept me from committing suicide. I still have suicidal thoughts....but I love him too much to kill myself.
EmoKittyBabe 3 years ago 3
This explains everything I went through during my childhood too. My mother was also very verbally abusive until I turned 15, about 5 monthes ago. I have soo many painful memories of when I was a little girl, and she was mean, verbally abusive, never there for me, and always angry at me. Her alcoholism made everything much worse during the times when she kept drinking, then getting ambulanced out of our home. The pain was soo much that, a few times, I had even attacked her.
EmoKittyBabe 3 years ago
that is such a sad video...but it is also good...it teaches me to watch my words,and what i say.. cause words can kill....
AfroDiggiAct 3 years ago
I've lived this life
great depiction
thank you for sharing this
Ashiedash 3 years ago
this is really awesome
its very powerful
xkaraxx3 3 years ago
This video explain a highway to darkness...
Very beautiful. Good job.
+5 stars
IINoMorePainII 3 years ago
i love this video i felt like whoever made this video was inside my mind i dont know you but i know how you feel thank you
playerh8erz 3 years ago 2
i like this video
princesspatty4 3 years ago
well.....odds are it would never happen...but for every one time it does....there are 20 more kids who came close....and for every one of those......100 more had it cross there mind....don't ever bury your head in the sand.....love and talk to the children you bring into this world. hold them tight, as often as you can, no matter what their age. it's tough getting through the birth canal, they need help getting through their teens too.
averageskill 3 years ago
This is really beautiful. Thanx for making this
llje 4 years ago
das is das schönste was ich hier je sah und zugleich das traurigste..beautiful
Mytearsaregold 4 years ago
Would yer give me a break, luv! I've got work to do in the bloody mornin'!
ONYERNOSE 4 years ago
Very nice poem and video, I can relate. Thnx for posting.
Nefitara 4 years ago
that was an awsome vid very deep and derk and it was self explanatory lol good job i just love your videos!!
liesxandxdeception 5 years ago
thanks!!!
rainygirl7 5 years ago
very good video
bubble124000 5 years ago
wow! +speechless+ it gives me the heebie-jeebies.
(= i got goosebumps.
greenyli 5 years ago
great video
jesmalu 5 years ago
That video spoke billllllllions to me. I shared it on my blog. You'll have to visit.
Sweetglorray 5 years ago
I liked seeing the pictures of you smiling.
lydiamae123 5 years ago
You did a very good job compiling pictures and music...reminds me of my horrible childhood.
CoeMia 5 years ago