The day I found out I was pregnant ~after 3 miscarriages~

[mrzrjones23]

I love your videos I just found you on here but I just found out im pregnant again after having a miscarriage im having mixed emotions about the pregnancy because im so scared that ill relive the whole thing again. Do you have any advice on how to deal

[beautyisnteverything]

@mrzrjones23 I wish I could tell you a million ways to "deal" but its hard. I lived and still will live with that fear during every pregnancy now. Best thing I can say to do is try and think positive and keep your mind busy. I would read a lot and try to keep my mind off of the fear. Anytime I would freak out I would tell myself no you cant do that what will be will be so enjoy this pregnancy for as long as you can. It helped but I still worried....

[babyphatgurlee]

i hate the "what if" feeling its killing me. Thanks for making this video sasha and i guess posting it too =)

[ashikashi786]

God works in mysterious ways :) So glad you have this moment journaled to look back at what you were thinking then, and what you have now :)

[michmichmace]

sasha.. we are friends on DS and i remembered hearing that you were pg so i came to check in! I have similar problems to yours as far as hormone deficiencies and i am curious if you were on anything when you conceived? my MD told me to take progesterone before i get pg and i noticed you said you were starting after you got pg. what worked for you?

[ann011306]

You can def. tell you was soo worried and depressed.. Now look at you.. you just seem soo at peace and also you seem more brighter like glowing.. lol ☺ Im soo happy for you both..

[mahiney8184]

I have been looking through your videos trying to see what went wrong wtih the other pregnancies. Did you take progestrone with the others? What was the final determining factor in carrying the baby longer?

[SweetPearlyGems]

oh sweety.. im sorry about your miscarriages.. i pray that it will be a healthy baby..dont worry cheer up =) it will be ok .=)

[jessikins]

I'm also one of the unfortunate ones who cannot view the video. strange. everything else views fine but this one. Bummer. I want to see because I'm so excited for you! :D

[jessikins]

I finally was able to see it. April Fools Day actually worked in my favor ;D

So happy for you guys!

[ALB4EVER05]

i felt the same way as u am getting excited now since it have a heartbeat and in the right place and everything so far is fine. wish u luck.

[ann011306]

Sasha, I cannot view it either.. It kinda sucks.. Hmm I wonder what is going on with youtube.. I wanna see it.. lol Take care hun!!!

[liakatiea]

Wow, Sasha...you look scared sh*tless!! It must feel good though, to look back, having made it past the point of 11 weeks, and with your doppler of confidence in hand...and just exhale and say 'It's all okay!' CONGRATULATIONS...NO ONE DESERVES THIS MORE THAN YOU!!!

[breezee0622]

our test looks like mine did :)

[lisajamie04]

That is exactly how I will feel if I ever get pg again. It's very easy to not get excited when you are expecting the worst to happen. Congrats on making it almost to 12 weeks :) And I saw the baby bed on myspace! Too Cute!! Can't wait to see pics of a baby in there. :)

[abarcairis]

COngratulation on your new baby!!! I'm happy for you and I'll be praying for you....as for me I think I told you I miscarrege 6 weeks ago (well I had a d&c because my baby's heart beat stop at 14 weeks) and my doctor told me to try again in 6 months, that if I get pregnant before I may miscarrage again. But I'm now scared, although Iw ant a baby so bad I'm still in shock and when I see my baby's cloth I just get sad....God bless you and everything will be fine ;)

[lbcrayz]

nevermind my last question

[lbcrayz]

congrats on your pregnancy and you and the baby will be in my prayers.

ps-have you ever went to the doc. and got an explaination as to why you miscarried?

[LYDISANC21]

I tried to watch the video but it froze a few times within seconds in and then it did say that the video is no longer available. :(

Maybe next time.

But congrats again on the pregnancy!!!

[haerae04]

Is this video still available?? It is telling me it is not, just wondering.. :)

[beautyisnteverything]

For some reason youtube is doing that just refresh it a few times

[haerae04]

Apparantly youtube does't want me to watch it today, lol. I've probably refreshed about 20 times, lol. I'll try again tomorrow. Thanks for the reply!

[cherryjewel]

You and I are so much alike. I felt the same exact way. I wasn't brave enough to do a video, but I did journal all the same things. It's such a weird feeling...but look at us now!!!!!!

I called my doctor today to ask for another u/s to make sure the placenta is healthy before I stop my progesterone. We shall see what she says! When's your next one?

[beautyisnteverything]

Umm I think not until Im 17-21 weeks...Around the time we will find out what the baby is :)

[pootenberry]

I would really like to add you to my myspace.. if you will give me your link, and you are still im my prayers.. stay strong sasha and god bless

[blahblahbear]

Thanks for sharing. I'm probably going to miss several of your future videos, because I may not have internet for a few months. I have always heard that it is easier to get pregnant when you aren't trying. That is what happened with my SIL. Anyway, I wish you lots of good luck.

[MrsGuzman2u]

What do you think helped you get pregnant? Like technique or any vitamins or fertility drugs?

[beautyisnteverything]

Honestly it was when hubby and I just let go of the idea. We didn't plan to try again until 2010-2011 but I guess life had other plans :) I have heard that vitex really helps. I can't say for sure because I never tried it.

[lovebirdmaria1989]

im happy that you poster this ...