MPD/DID The Mom Series The Misunderstanding of Multiplicity Straight Talk

[carerofmanyfaces]

Co-conscious is the greatest thing I have seen with Denise and Co. The revolving door thing is a bit strange, very hard to keep tabs on who I am talking too.

Some insider may appear crazy or psychotic but this I see as their way of protecting the body in the past when abuse was occurring. In saying this I believe that there are fragments that are indeed psychotic but in a greater sense, very elitist due to particular type of cult they were in. To be called a commoner by a few is well, unusual.

[awesomeastrid]

Hiya Alan Astrid here, been having PC probs argf so sorree took so long Plz say hey to Denise I miss her and crew

I guess we can appear off at times so I see your pt 2 a pt when in a revoving door cause ya get scattered and frenzied , yes some youngers that are not out much get scared but Psychotic is just a form of communicating ermm ex My Unc has Alzhiemers he can't communicate now so he moans or kinda crys out, if folks did not know they could misunderstand conti-

[awesomeastrid]

u say its a way of protecting body 2 a pt like with my Ucn hes expressing his needs best he can for his saftey body so its all communication so to treat him as he is sane respectfully is the best and I think its same 4 those in group who cannot express selves and appear maybe "off" have ya tried 2 use music , video, art 4 those that are having probs ? It works! We were not in cults that caused US so dont have that, so imagine that is different Thanx 4 stopping by, Happy Holidays also:)

[LadyJzTalkZone]

Well done, there are so many issues that begin to come up after all the other work is done. Co-conscious is great and I have my own thoughts about how most multiples become this. We could do a show on just those things. LadyJ

[awesomeastrid]

Ya know lady J we were r gonna start a show on this in Sept on BTR your wecome 2 join would LOVE 2 have your input you've been at this a pioneer out here long time and I know u have much 2 offer yeah co -consciouness and after math could be a show in itseelf well let ya know the time soon as we fix Pcs 4 BTR sorry took so long desktop is broke Laptop is probs 2 I need your techey help Thanx 4 your support *hugs Astrid &

[LadyJzTalkZone]

sure hope you get stuff fixed. I always keep extra of everything and everything backed up double from time to time. Would love to get each other when we get our

btr up after the new year. also am going to do ustreams and videos where we can all share. I have a few projects getting ready and would love to join with you also. It's our year for sure. LadyJ

[sidian3]

That was one of the biggest reasons I started talking openingly about being MP because of how the media portrays us. I stopped watching The United States of Tara because it was being sensationalized to up ratings but it was also sending the wrong message about us. I know that some MP's are not centered yet and switch a lot but we are simply not crazy. We have the unique ability of communicating openly with our subconscious mind, I feel privileged to be able to do that.

[awesomeastrid]

Hi Sidian I am so glad your out here as well, even though we have many promises of improvment with USof Tara its allot of wt to put on one show which is a dramady, I only object when they bring"prof experets on to launch their show like Kluft and then mess it up".. your right we simpley are not crazy, its all a continum all we can do is keep trying:) Sorry took a while been running Scans on computer..Yes it is a privielge I agree Peace Blessings Maria and Mosaic gang

[bjscrowd]

well I guess I was wondering when you said your ppl could leave if they wanted what you meant? I was taught that everyone is made up of energy and that energy could be channeled and changed but couldnt just disappear and that has always been comforting to me. I know that ppl have different beliefs and such just wondering about the leaving? sorry I not brave enough to do video's :) so hope you dont mind writing

[awesomeastrid]

No dont mind at all Yes energy, I agree , AStrid is big on how are energies effect each other, what I mean is if some do not want to be involved with this life, out here daily interacting, if they find a more comforting home then this body , inside or another place in their own mind then I just say Its okay if you wanna go, so do they to me,but they do not , not really, some hang back some, but yes they stay , so do I :) Im not so brave most days I feel very scared to be public Thanks :)

[bjscrowd]

also would like to add I have merged with a strong protector in my system and he is not gone. I have his skills and I can use his language if I chose that use to terrify me. just wanted to say in the few merges we have had ppl arent gone at all just dont have a separate voice anymore, I really did think united states of tara has done the best job I have seen thus far being the most accurate. but that too has to be dramatic to a point, like with the switches cause ppl wouldnt recognize them

[awesomeastrid]

I agree US of Tara Season 2 is wrapped up and will air early in January- with some new writers on board I hear and a happier less meladramatic stance looking at strenghths Tara and "alters" have not so much as to why they exsist..

Im happy for you, with merges if you are..we have had several merges in combos over the years some have returned with their own voces& lives, while others have remained Inside relatively uninterested in whats happening out here no ones left:) Peace Blessings

[bjscrowd]

ok we take a big deep relaxing breath LOL thanks for clarifying :)

[bjscrowd]

like I always say to ppl if media really told what our lives are most of the time no one would watch because they would be to bored and lose interest.

[awesomeastrid]

Agreed Bjscrowd, it would be boring for the majority if they told how ordinary it can be yet Im also aware there are some with this dx who have a never needing parade of crisis and chas, and they want desperatly folk sto be aware of the crazy train they live on,and these are the folks usually sought out understandably for media accounts for viewing and ratingsGood to see ya !:) Peace Blessings Maria&

[carerofmanyfaces]

I would not say that anything with Denise and co. is boring or the bazaar events. This year has been the worst with hostile insiders. Not that there hasn't been good times with some insiders.

[awesomeastrid]

Im sorry 4 u I know its been a really hard year esp with the kids away more loss 4 u and Denise but at least they are safe away from the Therapy process and Denise and u and crew can digg in.. maybe now they can work intensly on co conscious funtioning even more so I know u have good times 2 your love 4 each other and support is phenominal The kids will be back , things will get better You have my prayers always You'll c there is always hope 4 progression hang in there Luv Astrid *hugs 2 all