i have friends...i really do....but i just dont feel like they understand me...im always depressed and always feeling lonely like i dont have anywhere to run to...i always dont have a shoulder to cry on whenever i need to...
I'm not a big fan of Meikos' voice, but whenever she sings with Kaito I just fall in love with it all over again, and this is such a our and meaningful song.
well, I have friends but sometimes I feel like no one would understand me. In school I'm someone who always jokes and laughs, so if I would say to them something I think about when I'm alone I think they would say something like "lol what's that". But well... I try always to smile :)
HOW does Miku sing this? She loves herself have you heard world is mine? MEIKO and kaito have a STORY. NOT MIKU! SHE JUST WANTS PEOPLE TO FEEL BAD ABOUT HER! >:( MEIKO FOREVER!! >:(
@Angelstar962 Seriously? Miku loves herself? Miku is a computer program made to sing songs.Their avatars have no emotions. The songs themselves are what contain the true emotion. Meiko and Miku both sing sing happy songs, sad songs... That doesn't mean anything. When the human made Miku sing this song, they weren't thinking 'Heh, now people will feel bad for her!' They were conveying the feelings of loneliness, depression,etc.
Honestly, I don't know whether to laugh or facepalm at your comment.
@lizthepanther so you dont think the people at VOCALOID dont think miku is the best? They do! Your a fool and your a fucking jackass stupid bitch dumbass fool dumbfuck nigga stupid idiot shithead your notyhing bastard i laugh at you cuz your to fucking pathetic to admit your a loser and you have no life. Haha.
@Angelstar962 It's funny because you think you can insult me 1) You referred to Vocaloid as if it in itself is a company 2) Most of your comments consisted of profanities you didn't even use correctly. Miku is the most popular Japanese Vocaloid, plain and simple. That doesn't mean that the computer program has become a snobby, full of herself bitch. She and the others sing the same songs. She's no different from them.
How about you learn how to use English properly, and then talk to me, 'kay?
This song makes me cry every time. It's so deep and emotional and reminds me a bit on my life. I love Meiko and Kaito and their voices sound so beautiful and harmonize fantastically in this video.
People, stop complaining about how fucked up your lives are! Everyone has hard times, and this song describes me well also. But don't make everything about you, this is about Meiko And Kaito. Now I will go on with what I wanted to comment originally:
This song is so touching, with Meiko's more mature voice, and Kaito's masculine voice, it harmonizes amazingly. Their so amazing in each of their duets, and this song carries so much emotion. This is certainly one of the best songs by these two!!
Dear god people! Stop complaining about your life and do something about it! This use to describe me, yes, but then I fixed it. I started acting like me and I started telling people how I really felt. It was hard at first, and I lost some friends, but I made some new ones that are a 1000 times better, who I can be myself around. Stop being so depressed and do something about it!
@Calculated0Lie yeah and lets wait and see wen they stab u in the back.ill laugh my ass off.-_-yes im a heartless bitch get over it.and btw thts ur life not everyone elses i lost a cuzen.yes she locked herself in her room and shot herself and no one noticed well good luck with YOUR life
Sometimes a song can really teach us a lesson. This really remind me about all days at school, sitting around a bunch of idiot who called themselves "friends". They keep insulting me when they didn't need me, pretend they are best friend when they need something from me. It hurt my feeling a lot. They are my childhood friends and they treat me like i didn't exist. All i want to say to all have the same problem is you don't need to pretend as someone you're not to have a friend. Be yourself.
@bakacheshireneko your only a loser when you say so. Suicide is never the awnser, it only causes both you and the one's you care about more problems. Keep holding on, I am right now. There's always a light at the end of a tunnel, you just have to watch out for the train every now and then. I found my light, but right now I'm just a bit hurting from the burns it gives me, but soon enough, the burns will heal and I will be able to appriciate the light again how I should. I care about you, mk?
@bakacheshireneko K, Just remember someone always cares about you, and it's not just me. It always get's better eventually, you have to work for the good things most of the time, while at other times you just have to wait. *gives hug and cookie* If you ever feel sad again, just send me a message alright?
I love this version because it also kind of relates to meiko and kaito in a way because they're two of the vocaloids that dont get as much love and have a lot of people hating on their voice <3 I love them both and from comments and such we know that there are a lot of people who can relate to this song :) I love vocaloid
then meiko and kaito should be friends... The song makes me cry lol. I so know how that feels. I'd been in that sort of situation for a while before I got the courage to ditch those 'friends' and found my own crew. Guys, even if terrible 'friends' put you down or tred all over you, keep on goin cuz if you don't you'll never be able to sum up the courage to find your own people :) Trust me, if you keep living your life and make the best out of what you've got, you'll find happiness.
this made me cry, songs never make me cry, this was the first one. this song has pulled my childhood together and lumped it into a song. this was exactly how i felt, how i feel now sometimes. i can't believe i found something like this... *tears up* music truly saves my soul.
Okay you guys, we get it, you don't like Justin Beiber. But is that really enough of a reason to wish death on him, just because you don't like his songs, the way he looks, the way he dresses, or his fans? I don't like JB either, but I know he has family and fans that do and I RESPECT THAT. If you dislike JB so much, cry me a damned river, build a bridge, and get the fuck over it.
Light YAGMI! SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT JUSTIN BIBER YOU GUYS! HE'S JUST A GUY WHO GOT FAMOUS JUST FOR HIS SINGING! LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE! I HATE his music but DAMNIT! YOU ALL ARE FUCKING ASS HOLES FOR ALWAYS PICKING ON HIM! I'M FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYONE HATING ON PEOPLE! WHAT IF HE ACTUALLY DID KILL HIMSELF!? IT'S FUCKING AGONY TO BE PICKED ON! I know how it feels for Yagami sakes now just leave people alone! This song is AGAINST bullying! AND YOU ALL DO IT ON THIS VIDEO OF ALL THINGS!
@AnimeGirl2120 but by adding hte :P part you show yourself a compleate self centered ass prick who's never known a single true ounce of pain in life. Sometimes I wish they invented a type of hormonal medicen to beat the teen out of teenagers ^.^
@DeathsBestBitch Meh. I've been bullied before, and now again by some chick who I don't even know. so I told her to "Shut her whore mouth" during class in front of everybody. After that she left me alone. xD
i love this song now my friend from blah hotle told me about it and i would like to thank her for showing me this song. because this song describes me alot and alot of ppl aswell and i always cry alot like today i was acting weird wich pushed my friends away from me they dint want to hang around with me
This song is something I can totally relate to. Acting like I can take it when I can't. In reality, I can't stand it anymore. I feel like everyone around me is killing me with thier silent words. I can truly say that I wish that there was a painless way to stop my breathing. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I want to die. It's come to the point where I run with scissors, just hoping that I'll trip and fall onto them.
@Unicornz123 But why? If you have the invisible strength to go on, then use it. You're stronger then them. You can hold out, you can brave the hardships of life. If you can't stand it, then don't. Let it out. Let someone else help you share your pain. You're not alone, nobody in the world is ever truly alone. Don't be the only one with a pain to carry. I hope this helps.
@Unicornz123 I can relate. I've been here before, and am actually here again. Sometimes, it feels like you just can't go on any further. Everything seems so dark and empty, pointless because you hate yourself, so how could you possibly love or expect love from anyone else? But don't give up...that would be such a waste. You've proven that you're strong beyond compare by living up your act every day. There's a saying I liked to recite on the worst nights: "This too, shall pass."
It perfectly describes my life right now... I try to act all rough and make a friends by acting like silly clown for them, yet no one notices me anyway. No matter where I go, I am alone. I almost always fall asleep crying, but try to smile again next day. I don't know why I am crying anymore. Somehow it just really hurts. I feel like I am broken and everyone can see it, so that's why I am always alone. I am so pathetic. ||||orz
@KuroKeiyakusha the same goes for me, I have a rough time in my life especially when it comes to make friends. Though they're always around me, none of them were my 'real' friends...I always act tough and as if everything is fine by putting a fake smile yet my heart shatters, I'm an aloof. You can say that I'm just like a 'Pierrot' :")
@KuroKeiyakusha I completely understand how you feel. It's lonely when I laugh with my "friends" without actually being happy, that when I act the slightest bit like who I really am rather than who they want me to be they pretend I'm not there. It's painful to be surrounded but still lonely and knowing no one cares. It hurts so much but I want to keep on trying even though it seems so pointless. I can only hope that happy endings exist for people like us, so please don't give up.
@Illusify Happy endings do exist. They just take honesty and the courage to speak up. And you have to make it through the hard times with strength and dignity. It might seem like a lot, but I know you can do it. Trust me. Speaking up, speaking out, and speaking your truth is a lifesaver. And it's something you must do.
@Illusify Those people who dont like you as yourself... arent your "friends"
Find people who like you for how you truly are!!! You can be happy with those people, and it wont be fake at all. When you let go and just be yourself, it is... relieving. Like a weight off your shoulders.
I had experience with this first hand. Dont worry, as soon as you find your place you will feel that a happy ending does exsist. :)
This song really struck a chord with me. I have felt this way for quite some time. The ending is what I really long for; someone to be with, and watch over even after I'm gone.
I despise it when I can relate to songs like these. People around me seem so cheerful and laugh with one another and I don't like them because of it. I used to fantasize about meeting that friend who could actually help me. But those fantasizes have diminished. I hope that not everyone who listens to this song can relate as deeply as some of us do.
@Belldandy722 i would be be your friend because i know that feeling, i am still so envious of everybody because theyre able to be happy when im not. i would understand and i want the same as you.i hate it when people dont notice you and ignore your feelings and act like everythings alright!
@hellspawn137 Yeah, I see where you're coming from. Its an agonizing feeling. As cliche as it sounds, the only way I can put those feelings in words is feeling invisible. It'd be nice to have someone who understood me somewhat for once. ^^ Its not that I wish for people to be as depressed as I am, but I wish to be like them and be truly happy.
@Belldandy722 I know where you're coming from; I really do. You just have to keep hanging on and there will be that one person who will connect with you and feel for you. Bring back those fantasies because one day, they'll come true :)
It's sad that I relate to every single word sang.
If I left the world leaving no trace of myself, no one would shed a single tear for me.
I have tried suicide about twice. I was picked on and bullied a lot. Im battling depression, anger, and my own hormones. I'm trying every day not to attempt again. I feel worthless and that no one loves me... But I have hope that someone out there will 'find me and love me'...
@MikuMikuBeatGirl12 You are NOT worthless. No one is worthless. Your life affects more people than you think it does, sweetie. I'm praying for you. And for everyone listening to this song. We can all relate to in in some way.
I can feel the emotion pouring out better than any other vocaloid songs... I hope everyone out there can be at peace and find that special someone for you... :)
.... why is it that I can only compare myself to sad songs like this while everyone else can find a cheerful on for themselves? It makes my self esteem even lower than it is
This song is wonderful and beautiful at the same time. I think a lot of people can relate to what they are singing about because it is an everyday struggle. :')
the most painfully thing is not about being lonely... its about locking yourself away from those who you cant forget.. and dying without goal. and giving up (love).
I promised myself I wouldn't cry, but I did. I felt like this a lot before, and Meiko is my favourite Vocaloid. I hugged the crap outta my Meiko and Kaito dolls because of this. Its a beaftfuil song, and I love it :)
On December 24 at 8:00 in the morning, a young 14 year old boy by the name of Scott Johnson was found dead. Doctors could't come up with the cause of his death. His mother checked his emails to see if she could figure out what happened. Turns out he was still signed into myspace. She found he had gone to sleep after he read and didn't repost a chain letter. If you don't repost this to six videos a girl with no face will kill you tonight. Sorry, I don't want to die.
@Doobooqueen rock on! Meiko rocks! I mean, I like Miku and like MikuxKaito but seriously, MeikoxKaito is cute too. I have no preference for either so I can enjoy all songs and haters need to bug off :)
how about all you trolls SHUT UP?!?! This song is beautiful! All you Miku lovers go find something else to do with your life! Just because you think Miku is better doesn't mean she is! (i honestly hate her cuz she's like the face of all the vocaloids) You don't judge a song by who sings it but by the lyrics and the emotion put into the song! Get a life and a heart! I think you should all respect meiko for singing something this heartbreaking! Alot of people feel like she does!!
wow this song makes me think of people who have their true self trapped inside of them kind of like people who are gender queer or transexuals. or intersexual I was thinking of that when i read the lyrics
Wow guys...way to feed the troll. Ok, someone said something rude, we're mad, but can we stop focusing on it even now? This is exactly what they wanted...
Good lord....I must have cried my eyes out for 20 minutes....listening to this song while talking to a close friend of mine....it hurts not to be able to hold her...
took me the longest time to realize that this song dosen't have to be sad.
Everyone feels alone somtimes and it just takes finding a true friend who cares to knock one out of that funk. And from my gathering i think this is what it's about.
I think I push people away from me because anytime I've had a good friend they slowly fade away from me wheather it be because I lost contact with them,they transferred schools,or the most resent......they find a new BFF that they hang out with and go every where with and just....forget you....ignore you.....don't answer your calls or texts....so I think I push people away because.......I don't want to face that kind of hurt again........but I think I've learned to accept that
This is a song that cant bring tears to me. Vocaloid's are computers which sing better than almost all of the singers here in america! i would love to see ANY singer put this much emotion in their lyrics and even in their voice. In these's day music is about going into a club and banging the first chick you see! when the VOCALOIDs sing about beliving yourself, feeling like you have nothing left, when the truth is you have friends there for you. VOCALOID truly is 100 times better than singers now
I went out in search of a new favorite song. I found it. It's so beautiful...the only other song that made me almost cry was Regret Message. Now....I need to no this is romaji
@mikeru98 O HELL YES. MY LIFE WOULD BE COMPLETE IF JUSTIN BEIBER WAS GONE. no offense to ppl who love him... o no, im not sorry THEY SHOULD ALL BE ASHAMED!!
@theholyrevenger Why Would You Say Something Like That, You Dont Have to Like Meiko, But that also means we don;t have to like miku. everyone likes different things, im sure there are things you like and others don't.
This is why we are taught at a young age to not to say anything at all if you don't have anything nice to say.
@theholyrevenger Meiko is my personal favorite vocaloid, I don't really like Miku. Meiko is talented, and Miku is just a diva that sings for fame and for people to love her.. Meiko is much better in my opinion. You just like Miku cuz she's more popular and has more songs.
@theholyrevenger Meiko is better than me, I know that. I personally love Meiko's voice, and I do not believe she is a slut. Maybe I'm not a good singer, but I post my dubs to show improvement, I have improved since those have been posted, as those are very old. I guess I am brave, since, because I am not a very good singer, I knew I would be attacked by trolls, and I am ok with that. You? You can't even type in proper grammar. I feel shame for you because of that. I wouldn't have minded you
@Doobooqueen I wouldn't waste your time on him/her. Miku is only famous because she has more songs than Meiko and shit like that. Meiko is better because she has a soothing voice and it doesn't go high and all. Plus, I think her songs are way better than Miku's songs..
@theholyrevenger Um excuse me? I was just telling her that she shouldn't waste her time on someone like you. I shouldn't even be waisting my time on you. So goodbye.
@theholyrevenger posting your opinion that Miku is better than Meiko on ANY other snog, but on THIS song? On such a meaningful, heartbreaking, beautiful song? You're a heartless individual. I think that's why everyone is so upset. If it had been on a Meiko cover of World is Mine, or her song Noise, then I'd have no problem with it. But on My True Self? Seriously, grow a heart. Your insults don't make me feel bad about myself, they only make me see what a worthless human being you truly are.
Its the trolls and haters like you that drives a stake into the hearts of everyone and pushes us away from each other. This song is beautiful, deep, and its hurts to listen to, because you know its true.
They're voices. They have personalities because of the fanbase. Getting upset over drawn characters just makes you look like an idiot. Which, I mean, you are. But that's beside the point.
i have friends...i really do....but i just dont feel like they understand me...im always depressed and always feeling lonely like i dont have anywhere to run to...i always dont have a shoulder to cry on whenever i need to...
gracemarietran 5 days ago
I'm not a big fan of Meikos' voice, but whenever she sings with Kaito I just fall in love with it all over again, and this is such a our and meaningful song.
Brianna10million 5 days ago
Every time i hear this song i always try to like and add to favorites, forgetting that i already have. ^-^
Tisadeangel 6 days ago in playlist Favorite videos
well, I have friends but sometimes I feel like no one would understand me. In school I'm someone who always jokes and laughs, so if I would say to them something I think about when I'm alone I think they would say something like "lol what's that". But well... I try always to smile :)
@Angelstar962 Do it! :D
RemiliaIChooseYou 1 week ago
Singing this for my 5th grade concert. Do you think I should do it?
Angelstar962 1 week ago
HOW does Miku sing this? She loves herself have you heard world is mine? MEIKO and kaito have a STORY. NOT MIKU! SHE JUST WANTS PEOPLE TO FEEL BAD ABOUT HER! >:( MEIKO FOREVER!! >:(
Angelstar962 1 week ago
@Angelstar962 Seriously? Miku loves herself? Miku is a computer program made to sing songs.Their avatars have no emotions. The songs themselves are what contain the true emotion. Meiko and Miku both sing sing happy songs, sad songs... That doesn't mean anything. When the human made Miku sing this song, they weren't thinking 'Heh, now people will feel bad for her!' They were conveying the feelings of loneliness, depression,etc.
Honestly, I don't know whether to laugh or facepalm at your comment.
lizthepanther 2 days ago
@lizthepanther so you dont think the people at VOCALOID dont think miku is the best? They do! Your a fool and your a fucking jackass stupid bitch dumbass fool dumbfuck nigga stupid idiot shithead your notyhing bastard i laugh at you cuz your to fucking pathetic to admit your a loser and you have no life. Haha.
Angelstar962 1 day ago
@Angelstar962 It's funny because you think you can insult me 1) You referred to Vocaloid as if it in itself is a company 2) Most of your comments consisted of profanities you didn't even use correctly. Miku is the most popular Japanese Vocaloid, plain and simple. That doesn't mean that the computer program has become a snobby, full of herself bitch. She and the others sing the same songs. She's no different from them.
How about you learn how to use English properly, and then talk to me, 'kay?
lizthepanther 16 hours ago
So much for learning how to sing this.
I'm crying D:
SomeRandomMangaLover 1 week ago
This song makes me cry every time. It's so deep and emotional and reminds me a bit on my life. I love Meiko and Kaito and their voices sound so beautiful and harmonize fantastically in this video.
SomeRandomMangaLover 1 week ago
i love this song X3
lenfangirl312 2 weeks ago
People, stop complaining about how fucked up your lives are! Everyone has hard times, and this song describes me well also. But don't make everything about you, this is about Meiko And Kaito. Now I will go on with what I wanted to comment originally:
This song is so touching, with Meiko's more mature voice, and Kaito's masculine voice, it harmonizes amazingly. Their so amazing in each of their duets, and this song carries so much emotion. This is certainly one of the best songs by these two!!
Hiyorihollow 2 weeks ago
Dear god people! Stop complaining about your life and do something about it! This use to describe me, yes, but then I fixed it. I started acting like me and I started telling people how I really felt. It was hard at first, and I lost some friends, but I made some new ones that are a 1000 times better, who I can be myself around. Stop being so depressed and do something about it!
Calculated0Lie 3 weeks ago
@Calculated0Lie yeah and lets wait and see wen they stab u in the back.ill laugh my ass off.-_-yes im a heartless bitch get over it.and btw thts ur life not everyone elses i lost a cuzen.yes she locked herself in her room and shot herself and no one noticed well good luck with YOUR life
umimomoko 2 weeks ago
@Calculated0Lie you cant always do something about it, and what dose it matter to you anyway? cant people be sad every once in a while. damn
lenfangirl312 2 weeks ago
I love it.
TheLookPein 3 weeks ago
This song touched my heart. It is a beautiful song.
miszblackrose1437 3 weeks ago
And Katie, you too. :)
UniqueStarCake 3 weeks ago
This song used to be about me until I found two of the greatest friends in the world. 3 I love you guys! (Elizabeth, you know who you are. xD)
UniqueStarCake 3 weeks ago
Sometimes a song can really teach us a lesson. This really remind me about all days at school, sitting around a bunch of idiot who called themselves "friends". They keep insulting me when they didn't need me, pretend they are best friend when they need something from me. It hurt my feeling a lot. They are my childhood friends and they treat me like i didn't exist. All i want to say to all have the same problem is you don't need to pretend as someone you're not to have a friend. Be yourself.
ShirukoSanara 3 weeks ago
wtf my comment is so nerdy yet i get 100+ likes :(
anyways love the song :DD
ForevrHearts2 1 month ago
DAYUM SUN!!!! ALL YALL NINJAS IS BEIN EMO N SHIT!!!
TrickMoneyInc 1 month ago
this song reminds me of how much of a loser i am..... i only want to die now....
bakacheshireneko 1 month ago
@bakacheshireneko your only a loser when you say so. Suicide is never the awnser, it only causes both you and the one's you care about more problems. Keep holding on, I am right now. There's always a light at the end of a tunnel, you just have to watch out for the train every now and then. I found my light, but right now I'm just a bit hurting from the burns it gives me, but soon enough, the burns will heal and I will be able to appriciate the light again how I should. I care about you, mk?
DeathsBestBitch 3 weeks ago
@DeathsBestBitch i guess ur right ill keep holding on...i beleve u...and care about you too....so we'll get through this together then....mk?
bakacheshireneko 3 weeks ago
@bakacheshireneko K, Just remember someone always cares about you, and it's not just me. It always get's better eventually, you have to work for the good things most of the time, while at other times you just have to wait. *gives hug and cookie* If you ever feel sad again, just send me a message alright?
DeathsBestBitch 3 weeks ago
I love this version because it also kind of relates to meiko and kaito in a way because they're two of the vocaloids that dont get as much love and have a lot of people hating on their voice <3 I love them both and from comments and such we know that there are a lot of people who can relate to this song :) I love vocaloid
LeilaAmayaMarda 1 month ago
This sounds so much like me. I have the same problem too. I'm so 'weird' that I don't fit in, and I just end up with the unpopular people...
But the unpopular ones tend to be nicer because they're desparate for a friend. And they turn out to be nicer. That's why I'm happy being unpopular.
AmberStar209 1 month ago 2
then meiko and kaito should be friends... The song makes me cry lol. I so know how that feels. I'd been in that sort of situation for a while before I got the courage to ditch those 'friends' and found my own crew. Guys, even if terrible 'friends' put you down or tred all over you, keep on goin cuz if you don't you'll never be able to sum up the courage to find your own people :) Trust me, if you keep living your life and make the best out of what you've got, you'll find happiness.
jeffria5 1 month ago
If you think this is sad enough to make you drown in tears don't listen to Rin's. It's 1000 times sadder than this.
MrShadowthewolf 1 month ago 3
the lyrics... T.T
crazypandamad 1 month ago
there voises are perfect for eachother!
watercatfish 2 months ago
i think this is the best version of this song cause meiko and kaito sound like they are gonna cry
Ahoskins29 2 months ago in playlist vocaloid
this made me cry, songs never make me cry, this was the first one. this song has pulled my childhood together and lumped it into a song. this was exactly how i felt, how i feel now sometimes. i can't believe i found something like this... *tears up* music truly saves my soul.
jokerbaby369 2 months ago
This song is so beautiful. I don't understand how it can make me feel happy and sad at the same time! :) :'(
bessieleigh99 2 months ago
this song actually makes me smile
it makes you think, even when you feel alone, you aren't. tons of people feel the same way
MikuMercury 2 months ago 9
you know... we are all connected by this feeling :'D
Windy2468 2 months ago
KaiMei forever!!! I'm teeaars!!! ;w;
XxXxKiddlywinkxXxX 2 months ago
i like this, makes me imagine kaito trying to comfort meiko
the1Bored 2 months ago
I swore I saw Meiko's tears moving for a split second...WTF, IS IT ME OR I WATCH TOO MANY DEPRESSING ANIME'S (CLANNAD ^^) E___O
CookiedNCream 2 months ago
Okay you guys, we get it, you don't like Justin Beiber. But is that really enough of a reason to wish death on him, just because you don't like his songs, the way he looks, the way he dresses, or his fans? I don't like JB either, but I know he has family and fans that do and I RESPECT THAT. If you dislike JB so much, cry me a damned river, build a bridge, and get the fuck over it.
AliceParade13 2 months ago 4
@AliceParade13
same with rebecca black... I really think the world's hate should be aimed somewhere else that's actually bad -_-"
Windy2468 2 months ago
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WHY AM I WATCHING THIS WHEN MEIKO IS A LITTLE BITCH!!!!!!!! WELL I THINK KAITO BELONGS WITH MIKU
kitty22605 2 months ago
@kitty22605 If you don't like don't watch. Also, no need to rape the capslock.
TheYoJango 2 months ago
@kitty22605 Miku belongs with Ren
watercatfish 2 months ago
@watercatfish sorry Len
watercatfish 2 months ago
If you have kaito& len version of this, please tell me.
milostheartful 2 months ago
I can feel this...
That feeling of not being accepted, almost anywhere...
God...
What am I going to do when I become independent?
maruxshadow02 2 months ago in playlist Vocaloid Stuff
Light YAGMI! SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT JUSTIN BIBER YOU GUYS! HE'S JUST A GUY WHO GOT FAMOUS JUST FOR HIS SINGING! LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE! I HATE his music but DAMNIT! YOU ALL ARE FUCKING ASS HOLES FOR ALWAYS PICKING ON HIM! I'M FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYONE HATING ON PEOPLE! WHAT IF HE ACTUALLY DID KILL HIMSELF!? IT'S FUCKING AGONY TO BE PICKED ON! I know how it feels for Yagami sakes now just leave people alone! This song is AGAINST bullying! AND YOU ALL DO IT ON THIS VIDEO OF ALL THINGS!
DeathsBestBitch 2 months ago
@DeathsBestBitch Go to sleep :)
MrSousou200 2 months ago
@MrSousou200 Nuu, sleep is for the weak minded... Oh wait a minuite... ^.^ Pms is a bitch.
DeathsBestBitch 2 months ago
@DeathsBestBitch You know, bullying will never stop :P Just sayin.
AnimeGirl2120 2 months ago
@AnimeGirl2120 but by adding hte :P part you show yourself a compleate self centered ass prick who's never known a single true ounce of pain in life. Sometimes I wish they invented a type of hormonal medicen to beat the teen out of teenagers ^.^
DeathsBestBitch 2 months ago
@DeathsBestBitch Meh. I've been bullied before, and now again by some chick who I don't even know. so I told her to "Shut her whore mouth" during class in front of everybody. After that she left me alone. xD
AnimeGirl2120 2 months ago
@AnimeGirl2120 Good, you learned to stand up for youself ^.^ I'm happy for you :3
DeathsBestBitch 2 months ago
This made me cry.
taylorhokamodo 2 months ago
So sad.
SuperAnime09 2 months ago
now in here, Kaito's voice has reached into my heart -_- I can feel it...
YinCCA101 2 months ago
i love this song now my friend from blah hotle told me about it and i would like to thank her for showing me this song. because this song describes me alot and alot of ppl aswell and i always cry alot like today i was acting weird wich pushed my friends away from me they dint want to hang around with me
boo6707 2 months ago
This song is something I can totally relate to. Acting like I can take it when I can't. In reality, I can't stand it anymore. I feel like everyone around me is killing me with thier silent words. I can truly say that I wish that there was a painless way to stop my breathing. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I want to die. It's come to the point where I run with scissors, just hoping that I'll trip and fall onto them.
Unicornz123 2 months ago
@Unicornz123 But why? If you have the invisible strength to go on, then use it. You're stronger then them. You can hold out, you can brave the hardships of life. If you can't stand it, then don't. Let it out. Let someone else help you share your pain. You're not alone, nobody in the world is ever truly alone. Don't be the only one with a pain to carry. I hope this helps.
riceballuver4ever 2 months ago
@Unicornz123 I can relate. I've been here before, and am actually here again. Sometimes, it feels like you just can't go on any further. Everything seems so dark and empty, pointless because you hate yourself, so how could you possibly love or expect love from anyone else? But don't give up...that would be such a waste. You've proven that you're strong beyond compare by living up your act every day. There's a saying I liked to recite on the worst nights: "This too, shall pass."
FlameofFaith94 2 months ago
It perfectly describes my life right now... I try to act all rough and make a friends by acting like silly clown for them, yet no one notices me anyway. No matter where I go, I am alone. I almost always fall asleep crying, but try to smile again next day. I don't know why I am crying anymore. Somehow it just really hurts. I feel like I am broken and everyone can see it, so that's why I am always alone. I am so pathetic. ||||orz
KuroKeiyakusha 2 months ago 29
@KuroKeiyakusha *sigh. high five.
aia1166 2 months ago
@KuroKeiyakusha the same goes for me, I have a rough time in my life especially when it comes to make friends. Though they're always around me, none of them were my 'real' friends...I always act tough and as if everything is fine by putting a fake smile yet my heart shatters, I'm an aloof. You can say that I'm just like a 'Pierrot' :")
YinCCA101 2 months ago 2
@KuroKeiyakusha I completely understand how you feel. It's lonely when I laugh with my "friends" without actually being happy, that when I act the slightest bit like who I really am rather than who they want me to be they pretend I'm not there. It's painful to be surrounded but still lonely and knowing no one cares. It hurts so much but I want to keep on trying even though it seems so pointless. I can only hope that happy endings exist for people like us, so please don't give up.
Illusify 2 months ago 70
@Illusify Happy endings do exist. They just take honesty and the courage to speak up. And you have to make it through the hard times with strength and dignity. It might seem like a lot, but I know you can do it. Trust me. Speaking up, speaking out, and speaking your truth is a lifesaver. And it's something you must do.
Lilytooth 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
@Illusify Those people who dont like you as yourself... arent your "friends"
Find people who like you for how you truly are!!! You can be happy with those people, and it wont be fake at all. When you let go and just be yourself, it is... relieving. Like a weight off your shoulders.
I had experience with this first hand. Dont worry, as soon as you find your place you will feel that a happy ending does exsist. :)
Minkerdoodle01 1 month ago
This sums up who am I and who I used to be. I still am this way. I just wish for this happy ending.
KakokuMori2011 2 months ago
Is there somewhere where I can download this as Mp3?
FullOnOtaku 3 months ago
@FullOnOtaku
youtube-mp3 . org
Remove the spaces
BookGirl0210 2 months ago
I'm not a fan of Meiko but I actually like this song with Kaito. But I prefer Rin's version better..
SuicidalCannibalx 3 months ago
This song really struck a chord with me. I have felt this way for quite some time. The ending is what I really long for; someone to be with, and watch over even after I'm gone.
xUltimatexBladerx 3 months ago
I despise it when I can relate to songs like these. People around me seem so cheerful and laugh with one another and I don't like them because of it. I used to fantasize about meeting that friend who could actually help me. But those fantasizes have diminished. I hope that not everyone who listens to this song can relate as deeply as some of us do.
Belldandy722 3 months ago 4
@Belldandy722 i would be be your friend because i know that feeling, i am still so envious of everybody because theyre able to be happy when im not. i would understand and i want the same as you.i hate it when people dont notice you and ignore your feelings and act like everythings alright!
hellspawn137 3 months ago
@hellspawn137 Yeah, I see where you're coming from. Its an agonizing feeling. As cliche as it sounds, the only way I can put those feelings in words is feeling invisible. It'd be nice to have someone who understood me somewhat for once. ^^ Its not that I wish for people to be as depressed as I am, but I wish to be like them and be truly happy.
Belldandy722 3 months ago
@Belldandy722 I know where you're coming from; I really do. You just have to keep hanging on and there will be that one person who will connect with you and feel for you. Bring back those fantasies because one day, they'll come true :)
-Miakis
xWizardChickx 3 months ago in playlist Vocaloids
@xWizardChickx I hope you're right. Thank you very much for your kind words (: they made my night ^^
Belldandy722 3 months ago
@Belldandy722 Glad I could help :)
xWizardChickx 3 months ago
It's sad that I relate to every single word sang.
If I left the world leaving no trace of myself, no one would shed a single tear for me.
I have tried suicide about twice. I was picked on and bullied a lot. Im battling depression, anger, and my own hormones. I'm trying every day not to attempt again. I feel worthless and that no one loves me... But I have hope that someone out there will 'find me and love me'...
MikuMikuBeatGirl12 3 months ago
@MikuMikuBeatGirl12 You are NOT worthless. No one is worthless. Your life affects more people than you think it does, sweetie. I'm praying for you. And for everyone listening to this song. We can all relate to in in some way.
OsanaiMajo 3 months ago in playlist Special 5
@OsanaiMajo thank you <3
MikuMikuBeatGirl12 3 months ago
It's so beautiful *sniffs*
werewolfgirl1995 3 months ago
I can feel the emotion pouring out better than any other vocaloid songs... I hope everyone out there can be at peace and find that special someone for you... :)
arashiluv0724 3 months ago 4
i love meiko!
innocentfallingstarx 3 months ago
THIS IS SOOOO SAAAAAAAD!!!!! IF I WERE ALONE RIGHT NOW I BET I WOULD'VE STARTED CRYONG ALREDI!!!!
bluekitty1000 3 months ago
*sigh* if only i could understand feelings *sigh* my heart stoped from feelings since 2 grade i cant cry i try though but i cant ~.~
wickgirl12345 3 months ago
.... why is it that I can only compare myself to sad songs like this while everyone else can find a cheerful on for themselves? It makes my self esteem even lower than it is
sam198236 3 months ago
D; </3 Listening this hurts my heart and makes me wanna cry... D; </3
YoGabbaGabba1100 4 months ago 3
Meiko's not my favorite, but it songs like SiGrE and this, the harsh edge to her voice, I /love/.
horonigai1068 4 months ago
A perfect song for a hikikomori like me...
penorianfury 4 months ago
I LOVE IT LOVE IT
rian603 4 months ago
I hate how true the lyrics are D:
KoiyamaMizuko 4 months ago
I will always watch over you...
HighInFlavour 4 months ago 55
This song is wonderful and beautiful at the same time. I think a lot of people can relate to what they are singing about because it is an everyday struggle. :')
fleurfuji 4 months ago
This is such a sad beautiful song :')
MegaGamerdude15 4 months ago
This is how I feel every time .. But it looks like not only I have experience of this.
StrawBerriesForMi 5 months ago
This is so nice~ But Meiko sounds a bit high... And kaito a tad bit low... If you want to hear a really good made Meiko song watch this:
/watch?v=f_pyi_rS-7Q&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
and for Kaito:
/watch?v=jbfslbkx-tY&feature=related
:D Post this to other Kaito/Meiko vids if you want~ Please don't spam so everyone else can watch them~
tslopez1 5 months ago
i thought kaito was in love with miku???
lunalover4ever17 5 months ago
@lunalover4ever17 He isnt really in love with any vocaloid even though im a Kaimei fan there are other people that like kaitoxmiku better
HappyPoisonx3 5 months ago in playlist Liked
@lunalover4ever17 He's not really necessarily in love with anyone. He's a VOCALOID- these parings are just fandom.
VeronicaProductions 4 months ago
the most painfully thing is not about being lonely... its about locking yourself away from those who you cant forget.. and dying without goal. and giving up (love).
1998PikachuGirl 5 months ago
Meiko makes me want to start bawling my eyes out.
TheRealCockyMonster 5 months ago
I promised myself I wouldn't cry, but I did. I felt like this a lot before, and Meiko is my favourite Vocaloid. I hugged the crap outta my Meiko and Kaito dolls because of this. Its a beaftfuil song, and I love it :)
RainpathAndBlizzard2 5 months ago
so sad :'(
alicetran12 5 months ago
i love this song so much <3 but theirs one thing annoying me. THE OPINIONS! D:< WHO CARES ABOUT OPINIONS? this a beautiful song
and sad yet nice :] -the peacemaker
MRSemilytheawesome 5 months ago
poor meiko and kaito.......soooooooo saaad. but i like it. ditto on 123ClubAnime....i can relate to this song a lot though.
Talentismyname101 5 months ago
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Talentismyname101 5 months ago
Loving this song. I'm overusing the replay button. *__*
123ClubAnime 5 months ago in playlist Shelby's Music
I would care if you left Meiko,Kaito . T^T You guys are epic .such a pretty song .
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jessefan654 5 months ago
ah, this song is telling about me so much--love this song :)
I love how Meiko sounds here, her voice is like a crying woman LOL
NonLiaTon 5 months ago
MEIKO needs more songs! I love her voice! And she needs more fame too!
This song is so pretty!!!
Animevaati1 6 months ago
I want to meet the people that play these characters! Because, you know, actual people sing and the voice is edited...
Mweormwitten 6 months ago
Its a Beautiful Song. <3
KaruMJTimBurton 6 months ago
@Doobooqueen rock on! Meiko rocks! I mean, I like Miku and like MikuxKaito but seriously, MeikoxKaito is cute too. I have no preference for either so I can enjoy all songs and haters need to bug off :)
Mweormwitten 6 months ago
how about all you trolls SHUT UP?!?! This song is beautiful! All you Miku lovers go find something else to do with your life! Just because you think Miku is better doesn't mean she is! (i honestly hate her cuz she's like the face of all the vocaloids) You don't judge a song by who sings it but by the lyrics and the emotion put into the song! Get a life and a heart! I think you should all respect meiko for singing something this heartbreaking! Alot of people feel like she does!!
UnaEclipseMoon 6 months ago
MeikoxKaito moment....^^
Mweormwitten 6 months ago
wow this song makes me think of people who have their true self trapped inside of them kind of like people who are gender queer or transexuals. or intersexual I was thinking of that when i read the lyrics
xiahnsaya1004 6 months ago
In the end I had tears in my eyes... the song is so beautiful <3
kisafan01 6 months ago
guard and I cried myself sick. I don't really cry, and that scared me.
TehSecretAgent 6 months ago
First time I saw this song it caught me off-
TehSecretAgent 6 months ago
Wow guys...way to feed the troll. Ok, someone said something rude, we're mad, but can we stop focusing on it even now? This is exactly what they wanted...
MetanteiTriforce 6 months ago in playlist Me
Good lord....I must have cried my eyes out for 20 minutes....listening to this song while talking to a close friend of mine....it hurts not to be able to hold her...
mimuraritsu123 6 months ago
took me the longest time to realize that this song dosen't have to be sad.
Everyone feels alone somtimes and it just takes finding a true friend who cares to knock one out of that funk. And from my gathering i think this is what it's about.
InvaderRocks1 6 months ago in playlist Miku And Friends
OMG how can ppl dislike this beautiful sad song? :(
leonlivelks 6 months ago 6
I think I push people away from me because anytime I've had a good friend they slowly fade away from me wheather it be because I lost contact with them,they transferred schools,or the most resent......they find a new BFF that they hang out with and go every where with and just....forget you....ignore you.....don't answer your calls or texts....so I think I push people away because.......I don't want to face that kind of hurt again........but I think I've learned to accept that
elixarch15 6 months ago 6
dude that fudeging made me cry Q~Q
always lovedkaito now i like meiko too she actually has a good voice
blackkandyyummy 6 months ago
I wonder why Meiko isn't as popular as the rest of the Vocaloids. She has such a pretty voice!
MCxMusicChickxMC 6 months ago 2
I just experienced this entire song. it hurts to listen to it
subject3x 6 months ago 51
This is a song that cant bring tears to me. Vocaloid's are computers which sing better than almost all of the singers here in america! i would love to see ANY singer put this much emotion in their lyrics and even in their voice. In these's day music is about going into a club and banging the first chick you see! when the VOCALOIDs sing about beliving yourself, feeling like you have nothing left, when the truth is you have friends there for you. VOCALOID truly is 100 times better than singers now
GakupoLovesKaito 6 months ago 4
I went out in search of a new favorite song. I found it. It's so beautiful...the only other song that made me almost cry was Regret Message. Now....I need to no this is romaji
Mweormwitten 6 months ago
Now idk of I like KaitoxMiku more than KaitoxMeiko.....!
Mweormwitten 6 months ago
I used to support KaitoxMiku before listening to this <3
Ayako1997 7 months ago
DAMN IT, WHY ARE MY EYES WATERY. >:L
Why do they have more feelings than REAL singers?!
flufybunn 7 months ago 65
@flufybunn If you ask me, the Vocaloids are the 'REAL' singers.
PessimisticPrincessx 4 months ago 5
@flufybunn they should take over america and knock out all the fake singers... like if u agree!!
ForevrHearts2 4 months ago 111
@ForevrHearts2 please i hope so . i live to see that.
TheWendijane 2 months ago
@ForevrHearts2 like justin beiber
mikeru98 2 months ago
@mikeru98 O HELL YES. MY LIFE WOULD BE COMPLETE IF JUSTIN BEIBER WAS GONE. no offense to ppl who love him... o no, im not sorry THEY SHOULD ALL BE ASHAMED!!
ForevrHearts2 2 months ago
@ForevrHearts2 yes >=D shun the justin beiber lovers. shuuuuuuuuun (charlie the unicrn refernce =D)
mikeru98 2 months ago
@ForevrHearts2 No thanks. :D
thrillxofxice 1 month ago
I cried at the part where he was like "even after i vanish i will still watch over you" ...
lnfernoFilms 7 months ago 3
She has big feet.
RemonKiiro 7 months ago
Only this version and Kaito's makes me feel sad......It LIke Sums Up My Life
ghostfreak587 7 months ago
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ghostfreak587 7 months ago
so depressing makes me wanna cry lol but i loooooove it
inoXkiba1134 7 months ago
Such a beautiful song, but it kind of sucks being able to relate to every word sang <3
TheRealCockyMonster 7 months ago
Meiko has a way better voice without music than Miku :)
Lithainile 7 months ago 6
When i hear this song i must cry ;( i love this song so much <3 <3 <3
XKillerStarex 7 months ago
HYAA , LOVE IT! >//w//<
GGSis 7 months ago
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gymnAlissa3111 7 months ago
Why does this song hurt?
gymnAlissa3111 7 months ago 8
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Meiko is nothing compare to MIku
theholyrevenger 7 months ago
@theholyrevenger Why Would You Say Something Like That, You Dont Have to Like Meiko, But that also means we don;t have to like miku. everyone likes different things, im sure there are things you like and others don't.
This is why we are taught at a young age to not to say anything at all if you don't have anything nice to say.
So Back Off~
NightmarishDragons 6 months ago 2
@theholyrevenger Meiko is my personal favorite vocaloid, I don't really like Miku. Meiko is talented, and Miku is just a diva that sings for fame and for people to love her.. Meiko is much better in my opinion. You just like Miku cuz she's more popular and has more songs.
Fuck you. :)
Doobooqueen 6 months ago 4
@Doobooqueen U shut up bitch, That sluty whore Meiko's even better than your terrible shitty voice
U know, i think you're so brave for upload those crap cover without shame
I fell shame for u
theholyrevenger 6 months ago
@theholyrevenger Meiko is better than me, I know that. I personally love Meiko's voice, and I do not believe she is a slut. Maybe I'm not a good singer, but I post my dubs to show improvement, I have improved since those have been posted, as those are very old. I guess I am brave, since, because I am not a very good singer, I knew I would be attacked by trolls, and I am ok with that. You? You can't even type in proper grammar. I feel shame for you because of that. I wouldn't have minded you
Doobooqueen 6 months ago
@Doobooqueen I wouldn't waste your time on him/her. Miku is only famous because she has more songs than Meiko and shit like that. Meiko is better because she has a soothing voice and it doesn't go high and all. Plus, I think her songs are way better than Miku's songs..
LaurLaurtheNEKO 6 months ago 3
@LaurLaurtheNEKO Dont butt in. Mind ur own business kid
theholyrevenger 4 months ago
@theholyrevenger Um excuse me? I was just telling her that she shouldn't waste her time on someone like you. I shouldn't even be waisting my time on you. So goodbye.
LaurLaurtheNEKO 4 months ago
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@LaurLaurtheNEKO Hey, you don't know how i'm in real life. You are the one who rude here
theholyrevenger 4 months ago
@LaurLaurtheNEKO Reply, i'm talking to you
theholyrevenger 3 months ago
@theholyrevenger posting your opinion that Miku is better than Meiko on ANY other snog, but on THIS song? On such a meaningful, heartbreaking, beautiful song? You're a heartless individual. I think that's why everyone is so upset. If it had been on a Meiko cover of World is Mine, or her song Noise, then I'd have no problem with it. But on My True Self? Seriously, grow a heart. Your insults don't make me feel bad about myself, they only make me see what a worthless human being you truly are.
Doobooqueen 6 months ago 3
@theholyrevenger Dude.....the fuck is wrong with you?
Its the trolls and haters like you that drives a stake into the hearts of everyone and pushes us away from each other. This song is beautiful, deep, and its hurts to listen to, because you know its true.
Get a real fucking heart.
mimuraritsu123 6 months ago 24
@theholyrevenger
They're voices. They have personalities because of the fanbase. Getting upset over drawn characters just makes you look like an idiot. Which, I mean, you are. But that's beside the point.
Ashestoashesjc 4 months ago 5
@Doobooqueen i would give millions of thumbs up just because of what you said :)
UnaEclipseMoon 6 months ago